East Broadway was the Fifth Avenue of the East Side. A wide street
lined, not with tall tenements like the other streets, but with moderate
sized brick houses with steep roofs and big chimneys. Nothing grand
about them, but solid looking. One family to a house. In these houses
lived the smart guys who lived directly off the poor boobs of the East
Side: that is to say: doctors, lawyers, politicians, rabbis and
prosperous storekeepers. Many of these guys were able to buy up the
up-town blokes several times over, it was said, but they made out they
lived simple and bragged about being East-Siders; it was good for
business. They were smart guys all right, but Joe had no intention of
stopping at East Broadway.
He was on his way to report to a lawyer who had hired him to secure
evidence against a man, whose wife wanted to get a divorce. Having
extended the scope of his operations, Joe had been able to procure
himself a whole suit with long pants; also new shoes and a cap. He wore
a white celluloid collar which he cleaned with a rag every morning. But
he was already dissatisfied with the effect; his suit was beginning to
look crummy, because he had no way of getting it cleaned and pressed. He
wanted two suits.
The nights were cold now, and the people had retired indoors. While he
was still some way off, therefore, Joe’s attention was attracted by a
little group gathered below one of the old-fashioned stoops. From the
way the people on the sidewalk were bending over, he perceived that
something was the matter; and hastened forward. Sitting on the bottom
step he beheld a funny-looking little woman, her knees as high as her
chest, her skirts drawn up high enough to reveal a pair of new button
shoes of soft leather, which toed in like a little girl’s. She was
tenderly feeling of her ankle. Not at all a grand person, yet Joe
instantly perceived she was of the up-town world. What a chance! he
thought, energetically shouldering aside the women of the neighborhood
who were bending over her. They fell back muttering: “Fresh!”
“Are yez hurted, lady?” Joe enquired, making his voice purr.
She lifted a pair of big, foggy grey eyes. “My ankle,” she murmured, “I
put my foot in a crack, and twisted it badly. . . . I don’t know. . . .
I’m afraid it’s sprained!”
“Send for the ambylance,” said a voice.
“Oh, no! no!” said the little woman like a scared child. “I want to go
home!”
“Sure!” said Joe. “What you want is a cab.”
“Oh, yes!” she said. “Can one get a cab in this neighborhood?”
“I can git you one,” said Joe. “Fella I know. Just around the corner.
You wait here.”
He ran around to McArdel’s livery stable in Division street, and gave
the order. In three minutes he was back again. The crowd had increased
in numbers; he bored his way through it as a matter of right. “S’all
right, ma’am. Cab ’ll be here d’rectly.”
She looked up at him half grateful, half afraid of the bold-faced boy.
Joe faced the crowd truculently, his eyes darting from face to face to
discover if anybody was inclined to dispute his claim to the woman. Just
let them try it, that was all! “Get back, can’t yeh!” he cried roughly.
“Can’t yeh give the lady air?”
Out of the corners of his eyes he sized her up. He was excited. What a
chance! What a chance! He put aside his errand to the lawyer. He felt a
burning desire to learn her, to master the secret of her nature, to
envelope her, to turn her to his own uses. She looked easy, with that
foggy glance and the childlike droop to the corners of her mouth; but
she was of a world that was strange to him; he must make no mistakes. He
had not missed the fact that she was half afraid of him; and he set
himself to subdue his masterful air before her, and to butter his
grating voice.
“Yer all right, Lady. I’ll see yeh troo!”
He cuffed aside the small boys, who came pushing between the legs of the
adults to have a look.
Meanwhile he registered every detail of her appearance. She was about
fifty years old, but her face was very little wrinkled, and her color
was fresh. She looked as if she had been preserved under a thin film of
paraffine; even her eyes. There was a strained look in her eyes. She’s
scared now; you can’t get her right, thought Joe. Obviously an old maid;
likes the soapy stuff, he thought. She wore a long, close-fitting coat
of dark green, having many little capes, each edged with grey fur; and a
small black hat shaped like a shell clinging to her head.
The cab came rattling and banging around the corner, and the old horse
slid to a stand on his shaky legs. The crowd opened a way through for
the lady. She surveyed the rusty vehicle, the furry beast that drew it,
and the boozy driver on the box in unmixed alarm. The smell of the
outfit came clear across the sidewalk.
“S’all right! S’all right!” Joe repeated. “Of course the swellest
turnouts was already out, but I know this driver. He’s a safe
driver. . . . Stand up on your good leg, lady, and lean on me. . . .
Here you, take her other arm.”
Supported on either side, the lady hopped across the sidewalk on one
foot. Somehow they got her bundled in. Joe shouldered his helper to one
side. Keeping his hand on the handle of the door, he stuck his head
inside.
“Where to, Lady?”
“Nineteen West Eleventh street,” she said faintly.
Nineteen; that’s near Fifth avenue; thought Joe with satisfaction.
Repeating the number to the driver, he climbed nimbly after the lady,
and pulled the door to. The cab jerked into motion.
“Oh!” she gasped from her corner. “You needn’t have come!”
“S’all right,” said Joe. “Don’t cost no more for two than one. You need
me to help you out, see? The driver maybe can’t leave his horse stand.”
The old cab lurched and swayed. Talking was well-nigh impossible until
they turned into an asphalt paved street. Joe had seldom ridden in a
cab, but he had only a side glance of his mind for that experience. He
was preoccupied with the little lady, pressing herself into her corner.
Frightened, it seemed. He greatly desired to improve his opportunity,
but was afraid of queering himself. If he could only make her talk he
could get a line on her! Finally he ventured politely:
“You was a long way from home, lady.”
“Thursday nights I teach sewing to working girls in the White Door
Settlement,” she said nervously.
“Oh, I see,” said Joe. “Them settlement houses does a lot of good.”
No response. She looked obstinately out of the window.
However “Settlement” had given Joe his line. He had heard all about
those Christers who came down from up-town to lift up the poor. “On’y
wisht I could go to one,” he said mournfully. “I’m so darn ign’rant.”
She did not rise to it.
Joe persevered. “I got no time for it. I gotta work nights as well as
daytimes. . . .”
“What is your work?”
Joe smiled to himself. He had forced her to ask that. “Oh, I got a
regular job in the daytime. Nights I sell papers to help out. I got
heavy expenses. . . .” He left his sentence teasingly in the air.
“Expenses? A boy like you? . . . Huh? I suppose you mean you have to
help out at home?”
Joe felt assured now that he could handle her. He proceeded to spread
himself. “Oh, I ain’t got no regular home, like. I just sleep around
where I can get the cheapest bed. Summer nights I often sleep in the
park to save the price of a bed. I got a kid brother, you see. I got him
boardin’ wit’ a nice family on East Broadway. I was just comin’ from
there, when I seen you. Three dollars a week, I pay for him. That’s what
keeps me hustlin’. . . . Besides his clo’es and all. . . .”
The lady came partly out of her corner. She was interested. “Why . . .”
she said. “What stories one hears! . . . I don’t know. . . . It seems
terrible. . . . Huh? Have you no father and mother?”
“Dead, ma’am,” said Joe, sadly. “My old man, he was killed in a boiler
explosion; and me mutter, she just wasted away, like, after.”
“Oh, dear!” she said. “And the whole burden fell on you! . . . Huh?
. . . You poor boy!”
“Oh, I don’t mind, ma’am,” said Joe quickly. “I’m a bugger for
work. . . . He’s a real cute little feller. . . .”
“How old?”
“Nine.”
“What’s his name?”
“Malcolm, ’m.”
There was no lack of conversation during the rest of the drive.
When they drew up at the address given, Joe perceived to his
satisfaction that it was a fine neighborhood; quiet and genteel. Number
Nineteen was one of three houses in a row; smaller than their neighbors,
but having a neat, choice look. The red bricks were set off with a white
wood trim; there were elegant lace curtains in the windows.
Between them Joe and the cabman helped the lady up the steps. The outer
door of the house was closed. In response to their ring, it was
presently opened by another little lady, very like the first, but having
a more sensible look. Joe was relieved; a man might have been difficult
to deal with.
The lady at the door gasped in dismay. Joe’s lady pretended to make out
that it was nothing at all, but all the time she was letting on that she
was real bad off. This one had such a funny way of talking. She couldn’t
say anything right through, but always run out of breath in the middle,
and fetched a little gasp. Huh? Very often she ended up with something
quite different from the beginning. An Irish maid came, and all three
talked at once, or made clucking noises. A houseful of women; what luck!
thought Joe.
The sister and the maid received the sufferer from the hands of Joe and
the cabman. To the cabman Joe said out of the corner of his mouth:
“You’ve got your pay; cheese it!” The man went down the steps. Joe
himself insinuated his body inside the door, and closed it. He made
himself inconspicuous in the dark vestibule. The two women were making
their way towards the stairs, supporting the sufferer between them.
Intent upon her, they paid no attention to Joe.
The strong servant picked up her mistress bodily, and started up the
stairs. The other lady followed with her arms outstretched as if she
expected them to fall over backwards, and clucking all the way. Joe
entered the house, softly closing the inner door, and eagerly looked
around him. His first feeling was one of disappointment; the carpet was
worn. Still . . . the place was fixed up real nice; nothing grand, of
course.
The gas was burning inside a fancy red lantern; there was a funny carved
oak hat-stand with brass hooks; and on the other side of it a table with
a silver plate on it, full of cards with people’s names on them. Joe
took note of how the stair carpet was fastened down by a brass rail
running across each step. That was a neat rig, now. The door into the
parlor at his right hand, was open, but that room was dark. However,
enough light came in from the street to show him that it was a real nice
room, crowded with pretty fixings.
Hearing a stir overhead, Joe hastily smoothed his hair down with his
hands, and sat down in the hall with a Christly expression. The sister
of the hurt lady came tripping down the stairs at a great rate. She had
a worried look; evidently it had just occurred to her that Joe had not
been disposed of. She saw him and stopped on the stairs. “Oh!” she said.
She was a little older than her sister, yet somehow had a fresher look.
But not a woman who was accustomed to dealing with men. She had a smooth
oval face, and pretty sloping shoulders like a girl.
“I brought her home,” said Joe, modestly, to help her out.
“Oh, yes! Of course!” she said. “Just wait a moment till I fetch my
purse.”
“No, lady, no,” said Joe. “I don’t want nottin’ off yeh. I was just
waitin’ to hear if your sister was bad hurted. I t’ought maybe I could
run for the doctor.”
“Oh!” said the lady. She came slowly down the rest of the stairs. She
was looking at Joe with little wrinkles in her forehead. Joe could read
her thoughts. He had put her in the wrong by refusing the tip she had
offered him. Now she didn’t know what to do with him. She didn’t like
him, but she felt that she ought to like such a true-hearted lad as he
was making out to be. Well, Joe didn’t care whether she liked him or
not, so he could make her do what he wanted.
“Shall I go for the doctor?” he asked.
“Oh, no!” she said, recollecting herself. “It is not serious. It has
happened before, and I know just what to do.”
“Then I’ll be stepping,” said Joe. He lingered, allowing his glance to
travel wistfully around the pleasant interior.
“I’m sure we both thank you,” said the lady uneasily. “I wish. . . .”
Joe looked up encouragingly, but she didn’t go on.
“We both thank you very much indeed!”
“Don’t mention it, ma’am,” said Joe. “. . . My name is Joseph Kaplan,”
he added suggestively, and lingered still.
“Yes?” she said with a strained smile.
She became very uncomfortable, but Joe couldn’t get her over the
sticking point. There was nothing more he could do without showing his
hand. He thought: Oh, well, I can come back to ask how the other one is
getting on. He said softly:
“Good-night, lady,” and with a wistful glance in her face, let himself
out of the door.
She was left standing in the hall looking unhappy. As soon as he was
gone, she could not understand how she could have shown such a lack of
proper feeling toward that poor boy. She wanted to call him back.
V
“The sight of so much sin and suffering . . .” said the lady with the
sprained ankle. “Hum; there were fleas in that cab. . . . I don’t know;
they don’t seem to realize! . . . Huh? And the most of it falls on the
innocent!”
“If they was more like you we’d be a hull lot better off,” said Joe.
“Not like me, Joe, no! . . . That horse ought to have been reported to
the S.P.C.A. Oh, dear! There are so many things one ought to . . . Joe,
you should say: ‘If there were more’—if you don’t mind my telling
you. . . . Huh? . . .”
“No’m. I’m crazy to learn. Ain’t had no chances. If there were more like
you. . . .”
“No, Joe! . . . I’m sure it had some terrible disease . . . I’m but a
poor weak vessel! One night a week . . . Huh? The air is so bad! . . .
Yes; if I was made of sterner stuff I would give up everything I possess
and . . . I don’t know. . . .”
“If you gave away ev’yt’ing, ’m, you wouldn’t have nottin’ to give to
the poor.”
“Oh, I don’t believe in . . . Huh? You must practice your th’s. Like
this: ‘Everything; nothing.’ Huh? . . . It is yourself that you must
give. . . . They don’t seem to appreciate. . . .”
They were sitting in the parlor of the little house on West Eleventh
street—only they called it drawing-room, Joe had learned. The little
lady was seated on a sofa by the window, with her injured foot on a
stool before her; a silk scarf thrown over her ankle. It was after five
on Sunday afternoon, and the servant had just lighted a tall lamp which
stood beside the old-fashioned piano at the back of the room. The lamp
had a very large shade made of yellow crinkled paper, which spread an
agreeable glow around. It was like a play.
Joe, his hair well slicked down, had the air of being established in the
house, and he knew it. He kept his eyes lowered so as not to betray his
satisfaction. Handling the old maid was as easy as eating pie. She could
take any amount of soft sawder. On a stand beside the sofa was a vase
containing three damaged pink roses, wired to their stems. Every now and
then she glanced at them with a softened look. The other sister was in
and out of the room. The one was called Miss May Gittings; the other,
Mrs. Fanny Boardman.
Miss Gittings continued, her hazy grey eyes shining on something far
away: “Sympathy; understanding; encouragement; that is the message I try
to . . . Huh? And plain sewing . . . oh, dear! they seem to have no
womanly feeling for the needle. . . . The worst of misfortune is, it
breeds a callous spirit. . . . I don’t know. . . . When they jeer at me
I tell myself it is but the anguish of their souls peeping out. Every
Thursday I find it harder and harder to work myself up to . . . Ah, yes!
. . . Poor dear girls. . . . Huh? . . .”
“If I was there, I’d learn them!” said Joe doubling his fist.
“Oh, Joe! you wouldn’t hit a girl . . . !”
“Of course I wouldn’t _hit_ them,” he said quickly. “But I’d give ’em a
good layin’ out.”
“No, you can’t do away with poverty!” said Miss Gittings. “There’s one
or two of them _would_ be the better for a good whipping. . . . Huh?
. . . The great thing is to teach the poor to be more spiritual-minded.
. . . They chew gum with their mouths open. They know it annoys
me. . . . Huh? . . . So they can trample on the ills of the flesh. We
are all equal sharers in the things of the spirit. . . . And I know some
of them smoke cigarettes. . . . Huh?”
“You talk beautiful,” murmured Joe.
“I can talk to you. You’re the first poor person that ever understood
me. . . . Huh? . . . You’re only a boy, but you’ve been through the
fire. . . . You should say: ‘Talk beautifully’. . . . And your spirit is
refined like. . . . Huh? . . . whatever shortcomings your exterior . . .
but that’s not your fault. . . .”
* * * * *
Mrs. Boardman was a more practical-minded person than her sister—but
not much more. She had an easy-going sensible look. She had been married
only three months, and that twenty years ago, Joe had learned, but the
experience, brief as it was, apparently enabled her to keep her feet on
the ground, while the sister, who had never known a man, pursued her
batlike flights through the air. But a funny thing was, as Joe was quick
to see, the batty one was the leading spirit of the two. Apparently
there was more force in her notions than in the other’s commonsense.
Mrs. Boardman followed contentedly wherever Miss Gittings led.
Therefore, if you made yourself solid with the old maid, you would be
all right with the widow.
“Don’t you spend your Sunday afternoons with Everard, Joe?” asked Miss
Gittings. “You might bring . . . Huh? . . . Is he a very destructive
child?”
“No ’m. You mean Malcolm. I t’ought I hadn’t oughta keep him outa Sunday
School, like.”
“You mustn’t run your words together. . . . Of course; quite
right. . . . Say that sentence again, slowly.”
Joe obeyed very willingly. This was useful.
“Don’t you go to Sunday School, Joe?” asked Mrs. Boardman.
“I’ll tell you the troot . . . truth, ’m, I ain’t got the face. I’m so
ignorant, they’d put me amongst the littlest kids.”
“But if Malcolm is only nine, you must have been at least six or seven
when your mother died. Didn’t she give you any religious instruction?”
“Yes’m,” said Joe vaguely. “. . . She was a good woman.”
“Do you remember her clearly?”
“Yes’m, I kin see her now!”
Miss Gittings exchanged a look with her sister. “But Fanny, that is
psychic!” she said, opening her eyes.
Joe had no idea what the funny-sounding word meant. Evidently it was a
word which excited them. He waited with stretched ears for some clue to
its meaning.
“Do you mean that merely in a manner of speaking,” asked Mrs. Boardman
of Joe; “or do you mean you can actually see her as if she were a living
person?”
Joe had no doubt of the answer required to this question. “I kin see her
just as plain as I see you ’m.” He closed his eyes, and went on: “She
was a tall woman and she gen’ally wore a grey dress, real full in the
skirt. She had real black hair, parted in the middle, and brushed down
flat, and she wore a little gold cross hangin’ round her neck, and a
gold ring on her finger. We wasn’t so poor then.”
“An authentic spirit portrait. . . . Huh? . . .” murmured Miss Gittings
to her sister. “Tell me,” she asked Joe in some excitement, “under what
circumstances does she usually . . . Huh? . . . how? when? where?”
“Oh, she comes most any time,” said Joe, “but gen’ally at night. She
shows brighter in the dark, seems like.”
“What a spirit touch!” murmured the sisters.
“She most allus comes when I’m feelin’ bad,” Joe went on. “When I ain’t
had no supper; or when I gotta sleep on a park bench. Then I see her
beside me, bendin’ over. She puts her hand on my wrist. . . .”
“Can you _feel_ her hand?” demanded Miss Gittings breathlessly. “This is
important. . . . Huh?”
“Surest thing you know ’m! Just like this!” Joe grasped his own wrist.
“How truly remarkable!”
“And she says: ‘Fight the good fight, Joe!’ Or: ‘Stick it out, son; your
mutter is watchin’ you.’ Or somepin like that. Then I feel all right
again.”
“A genuine psychic!” murmured Miss Gittings breathlessly. “. . . Huh?
. . . This rude, uninstructed . . . The veriest sceptic must be . . .
Oh, sister! . . . Tell us more,” she said to Joe, “my sister and I are
extremely interested in such phenomena. We ourselves . . . go on! go
on!”
By this time, of course, Joe had grasped the sense of the funny-sounding
word. Spirits! Well, he could feed ’em as much as they’d take. “Wuncet,”
he resumed solemnly, “things was real bad with me. Malcolm was sick, and
had to have the doctor, and the folks he lives with was after me for the
two dollars to pay him; and I didn’t have it; and I didn’t dast go to
see how he was, wit’out it; and I was near crazy, you bet! And I
happened to be goin’ troo Rivington street where the pushcart market is,
and they was all kinds of things on the pushcarts that a feller could
pick up; hats and fur-pieces and women’s jackets and all; and I made up
my mind to snitch a baby’s jacket for Malcolm’s sake. . . .”
“But what could you have done with that?”
“Oh, there’s places you kin sell them things. There’s plenty bad fellers
on the East Side makes a business of it, and they’re allus askin’ yeh to
go in wit’ ’em. But I don’t have no truck wit’ ’em.”
“Go on!” said both sisters together.
“Well, while I was standin’ there waitin’ for the man to turn his back
so’s I could prig the jacket, all of a sudden I seen me mutter beside
me. She didn’t say nottin’ that time, but she looked real bad. She just
took aholt of me and pulled me away from the pushcart. She pulled me
around the corner into Ridge street, and down the hill to the church
there, and inside the church. It was all dark awmost, except the candles
on the altar. And she took holy water, and put it on me—honest, I could
feel the very drops! and she made me kneel down beside her, and she
prayed to God! to make me a good feller, and keep me from sin. And say,
there was all a faint sort of light around her head, like there was a
candle behind her head, only there wasn’t no candle. . . .”
Mrs. Boardman glanced at her sister a little dubiously, and Joe
perceived that he was laying it on too thick. You fool! he said to
himself, why can’t you leave a thing lay, when it’s doin’ well.
However, he had Miss Gittings locoed with the story. The big grey eyes
were full of wonder like a child’s. “Go on!” she said. . . . “Huh?”
“Well, when I looked again, she was gone,” said Joe. “But I felt all
light, like, inside. I come out of the church, and went right to see the
doctor, and when I told him I hadn’t no money, he said sure, he’d go see
the kid, as often as would be necessary, and I could pay him when I
earned it.”
“Fanny,” said Miss Gittings impressively, “we must report this
extraordinary case to the circle. . . . Huh? . . . Let scoff who will!
. . . We can produce the boy. . . .”
“Yes, sister.”
The front door opened and closed, and a slender shadow fell in the hall.
Joe was instantly all attention. Another member to this household! The
whole problem was altered.
“Wilfred, come here,” said Miss Gittings.
No response.
“Wilfred!” she repeated, raising her voice a little.
A boy of Joe’s own age came into the room with rather a sullen air; on
the defensive. Joe perceived that it was that same white-faced
boy. . . . God! _that_ kid! All the ground was cut from under his feet.
For an instant he thought of flight.
But only for an instant. It steadied him to perceive that the kid was a
lot worse upset by the meeting than he was. The kid’s eyes were fixed
and crazy, like. He was looking at Joe as if he saw a headless ghost
rising out of the grave. It almost made Joe laugh. What the hell! he
said to himself; the kid wouldn’t dare to name anything to the women.
And anyhow, he didn’t see nothing but what his own dirty mind
imagined. . . . He’s no better than me himself. I can handle him, too.
“This is my nephew, Wilfred Pell,” said Miss Gittings, pleasantly.
“Please to meet yeh,” said Joe affably.
The frantic look in the kid’s eyes warned Joe not to put out his hand.
He _might_ explode.
* * * * *
Wilfred had been down to Staten Island. The Aunts approved of these
Sunday excursions. For once they were of a mind with Wilfred about
something. To-day he had discovered a lovely spot called Willow Brook,
which in its wild beauty and solitude might have been a thousand miles
from New York, instead of actually within the city limits. It had been a
good day.
Upon entering the house, his heart sank, recognizing from the tones of
his Aunt’s voice that there were strangers in the drawing-room. One
could not get past the open door without being seen. And he did want to
get to his own room to think. He debated sneaking out again, and
entering by the basement, but his Aunt called him in her company voice.
The second time she called, he was obliged to enter the room.
He was astonished to see a boy of his own age, sitting with his back to
the windows. He examined him with eager curiosity. When the boy arose
and came towards him, Wilfred’s heart failed him. That boy of the East
Side!—cleaner now, and better dressed, but the same boy! Wilfred turned
sick inside. This was a hallucination, of course; that wicked, bold,
long-nosed face had haunted him, these past weeks. This was the Tempter;
the destroyer of his peace! Well, it was all over then; this was the
end; he was done for!
Then his Aunt May introduced them to each other in her silly-sounding
voice, and Wilfred realized that Joe was no apparition. He looked at him
in helpless confusion. By what trick of fate had he come to be sitting
in the drawing-room of the prim Aunts as if he belonged there? The
explanation when it came was natural enough:
“This is the boy who brought me home when I sprained my ankle on
Thursday night.”
Wilfred’s heart sank lower still; for this looked like the direct
interposition of Fate or whatever Power there was, on the side of the
enemy. If this boy had actually gained a footing in his own home, how
could he, Wilfred, hope to withstand him, and all that he represented?
. . . He didn’t want to withstand him. He was lost. After the first
glance, the black-haired boy avoided looking at Wilfred. He was as
demure as a cat. He knew his own power. Wilfred glanced at the roses
with a painful sneer. Faded ones, of course, because they were more
pathetic.
An awkward constraint fell upon the quartette. Aunt May, having
introduced the two boys with as much as to say: You two ought to be
friends, had become silent and fidgety. It must be apparent now, even to
her fuzzy wits, that we couldn’t be friends, thought Wilfred. There was
some desultory conversation between Joe and Aunt Fanny. The black-haired
boy was exercising a horrible fascination over Wilfred. Fairly well
dressed now, Wilfred perceived how good-looking he was. A healthy, pink
color showed in the bold, thin profile; the whole head expressed a power
of cynical hardihood. This boy doesn’t care _what_ he does! thought
Wilfred. In body, too, Joe’s shoulders were wider than Wilfred’s, and
under the shoddy pants the line of a trim thigh was revealed. Joe’s
comeliness sickened Wilfred. He has every advantage of me! he thought
despairingly.
As from a distance, Wilfred heard his Aunt May saying to him in the
manner of a rebuke: “Joseph has been telling us about himself. He has
had a hard life. . . . I don’t know. . . . It is very interesting to
hear. . . . Huh?”
“Wilfred has been so sheltered!” put in Aunt Fanny.
Wilfred listened woodenly. A screech of laughter sounded through him. Oh
my Lord! they are on the way to make a hero of Joe!
“Very interesting. . . .” Aunt May repeated vaguely. “. . . Huh?” The
presence of Wilfred forced her to look at Joe anew, and to ask herself
what was to come of his being in the house. An unfortunate boy, and not
to be blamed in any way; still . . . a great boy like that . . . almost
a man . . .
An uncomfortable situation. Joe was master of it. He stood up, saying
easily:
“I gotta go now. Malcolm’ll be lookin’ for me.”
A feeling of relief pervaded the other three. Joe, with eyes modestly
cast down, waited for the ladies to invite him to call again. They felt
strongly the suggestion to do so, but with Wilfred standing there,
resisted it; and were glad that they had resisted it as soon as Joe was
out. But all three inmates of the house knew by instinct that they had
not seen the last of Joe. The sisters looked at each other with eyes
eloquent of relief. Nevertheless, Aunt May said:
“A deserving boy, sister. . . . Huh? . . . We must do something for
him.”
And Aunt Fanny answered: “Yes; and gifted with a strange power, May.”
It fell to Wilfred’s part to show Joe out of the front door. When they
got out in the hall Wilfred’s heart was pounding, and he had a
difficulty in getting his breath. Not for anything would he have looked
at Joe; he knew without looking, how Joe’s hard, bright, all-knowing
eyes were fixed on his face; and Joe’s thin protuberant upper lip was
flattened in a zestful grin. As Wilfred stood holding the door open, Joe
came so close to him that he could feel the warmth of his body, and
stood there, trying to make Wilfred look at him. But Wilfred would not.
“Goin’ to take a walk to-night?” Joe murmured.
Wilfred, nearly suffocated by the beating of his heart, silently shook
his head.
“Well . . . any time you feel like it . . . come on down. You’ll find me
somewheres around those corners. . . . I’ll show you ’round.”
Joe ran down the steps thinking: Funny look that kid’s got. But I got
him going. Wonder why he takes it so hard? . . . Oh, to hell with them;
the whole three of them is easy! I can get what I want out of
them. . . .
Wilfred closed the door, and leaned his forehead against the ornamental
glass pane. It had a sort of Gothic arch cut in the glass, from which
depended a number of meaningless tails, each winding up in a curlicue.
Wilfred, nauseated, was thinking:
“Any time . . . any time . . . that means I’ll have to fight it every
night. . . . Wouldn’t it be better to give in at once, and save all
that? . . . Disgust might cure me. . . .”
From the drawing-room Aunt May called him.