Our consul, Mr. Haskell, and his wife came in later to tea. Their

house is on another sand-ridge. After a last pleasant chat about our

affairs, their affairs, and Mexican affairs we departed for our train

in a great darkness that the stars made no impression on, the wind

still tearing down the sandy streets. I was sorry not to visit the

breakwaters--_rompeolas_, they call them--but would probably have been

blown overboard.

From the veranda I could see ships that had come from Morning Lands,

riding at anchor, and later the sun went down in quiet majesty over

the great, flat waters of the Pacific. I was so near the Atlantic that

I thought of Humboldt's expression of "tearing the Isthmus apart, as

the pillars of Hercules had been torn in some great act of nature,"

and Revillagigedo's[29] dream of a canal joining the Atlantic to the

Pacific.

Mr. Buchanan said the first authentic mention of the Isthmus was in

a conversation between Montezuma and Cortés, as to the source of the

quantities of gold the Spaniards saw. Cortés, who was of an inquiring

turn of mind at any mention of the shining stuff, sent Pizarro, and

then Diego de Ordaz (he who tried to ascend Popocatepetl, and got a

volcano added to his crest), to investigate, coming here himself after

the rebuilding of Mexico City, _en route_ to Honduras. He received

a grant of the whole territory round about--"Las Marquesadas," as

they are still called, after his title, _Marqués del Valle de Oaxaca_

(Marquis of the Valley of Oaxaca).

This morning there is still a great rattling of the windows and the

doors, but not a sign of gnat or mosquito. I must arise and further

investigate isthmian life. The _huacamaia_ in the fig-tree has been

making himself heard since dawn. I knew that if I did not tell you of

Tehuantepec and Salina Cruz now, you would never hear, and I think what

those names have meant to you during the years. It's all a memory of

drifting sands, women as straight as their own palm-trees, slim, naked

boys, fierce wind, and, in the harbor, the great port works, built by

foreign energy and capital.

_January 14th._

Going up, up, with a ringing in my ears out of the "blazing tropics"

into the Tierra Templada. I am traveling with a parrot in a cage, and

a nondescript little animal called, I think, a _tajon_, in a box with

slats! After a very cursory survey last night, it seemed to belong to

the 'coon family. I (who wish all animals well, but not too near) dimly

apprehend the Mérida family on the "Ward Line" traveling with their

parrot, when I consider that I was put onto the Pullman last night in a

thick, inky, tropical darkness, with a parrot in a cage, and a _tajon_

in a box with slats. The amiable colored porter is looking after them

in the baggage-car, and the back veranda with the oleanders, beyond

the dining-room, is their ultimate destination. I say nothing of the

parting; Aunt L. has promised to come soon.

The glorious Pico de Orizaba has just shown its lovely white head

between two dissolving blue ridges. Last night I reread _Le Journal

d'Amiel_, which, with _Monsieur Le Coq_, I picked up as I was leaving

the house. As up-to-date in the jungle as anything would be.

[29] Fifty-second viceroy.

XVII

Gathering clouds--"Tajada" the common disease of

republics--Reception at Chapultepec--Madero in optimistic

mood--His views of Mexico's liabilities to America

_January 17th._

I have not written since my word in the train. Too busy taking up daily

threads, and there have been various dinings and lunchings out. On my

return I found yours saying that another yellow-stamped instalment of

the _Arabian Nights Entertainment_ had come in on your breakfast-tray.

Just put Mexicans instead of Persians, or whatever they were, intrigues

for power in a Latin-American republic, instead of the intricacies of

Haroun-al-Raschid and his _califat_, change your longitude, and you are

"Orientée" as exactly as the pyramids!

_January 19th._

(My brother's birthday).

To-night I am thinking of Elliott,[30] and, as so often, _before_ his

days of physical and spiritual anguish, of the beautiful brow with its

lines of thought, and the straight limbs as he moved freely among the

other sons of men. But however dear in his activities, where pride

was a factor, he is infinitely dearer to me now, stretched, broken,

while others divide his garments. I ask myself to-night at this seventh

turning of the years of pain, what I have not asked him. Has he drunk

the chalice, or is he still putting it away?

His mind is naturally occupied with intellectual equations. He as

naturally rejects the mystical; there is nothing "vicarious" to him.

Life is only what rationally and definitely is to be discovered by each

one, no possible doing of another's work. I remember quoting to him

once, _à propos_ of destinies and the end of the ends: "_Ego sum alpha

et omega, principium et finis_," and he answered, "Each one is his own

alpha and omega."

I know little, after all, of his spiritual life. His intellectual

life I can read like any fine book, the technicalities of a trained

mind superior to mine, inspiringly surmised, but not understood. He

is not _anima naturaliter christiana_, but all the same, he must hang

in his body on the cross of Christ crucified, and his only hope is in

acceptance of it, along the lines of redemption, cut off as he is from

the exercise of his splendid natural gifts. Results for him mean the

hunting out of definite, secret combinations, in definite, scientific

areas, and his mind is speculative only in an intellectual sense.

I shall, perhaps, never know how far the "Crucified" has convinced

him, but to-night, in thinking of him, _sitio_ comes again and again

to me. He has been so thirsty for the employment of his gifts, whose

value he knows, in a clear, common-sense way, as he also knows what has

not been given him, and the suppression of that gift of industry seems

sometimes to me the most painful nail that holds him. Don't let what I

have written make you unhappy. Mother-wounds bleed and burn so easily.

In this quiet, beauteous night, with the _patio_ holding a thick,

silver moonlight spilling over the square, dark roof, this gorgeous

Indian world in strange unrest about me, and I myself far enough

away to see, I can speak. Show him this some time when he is healed.

What an adoring sister thought cannot hurt. I unite myself with the

millions who have had their loved ones hanging on the cross, who have

heard their _sitio_. But as the emotions of each are measured by their

personal experience, this, my brother's thirst, moves me more deeply

than even that of sacramental martyrs, who gave willingly, where he

gives resistingly. "And everywhere I see a cross where sons of men give

up their lives." ...

_January 20th._

Things are bubbling up, boiling, geyser-like, and the public in a

fair way to get scalded. Yesterday a bill was passed through Congress

suspending the constitutional guarantees in various of the near-by

states, Morelos, Tlaxcala, Puebla, Vera Cruz, and others.

It would seem that all of Mr. Madero's chickens are coming home to

roost, and demands for the cutting up of the Mexican cake sound from

all sides. But what was easy for Madero to promise in the first passion

for the regeneration of "his" people is proving not only impractical,

but impossible. What's the use, anyway, of giving waterless lands to

Indians without farming implements, whose only way of irrigating would

be prayers for moisture to pre- or post-Cortésian gods? Let those who

have been divested of their illusions by hard facts govern the state,

_I_ say.

[Illustration: BOATS ON THE VIGA CANAL

Photograph by Ravell]

Outside of a few political agitators, who cares for politics here

except as a means of livelihood? What each one is a-fevered for is

the disease commonly attacking republics. Above the Rio Grande they

call it graft. _Tajada_ it is called here, but the name doesn't

matter. Republics are notoriously susceptible, and here it grows

with a lushness comparable only to the jungle. Now when the reins

of government are in many regions given over to those completely

unversed in statecraft or even in the rudiments of "mine and thine"--a

lower-class contingent, naturally destructive, unimaginative, and

completely ignorant--what can one expect?

_January 23d._

Aldebert de Chambrun[31] called yesterday afternoon and came back for

dinner. He is just down from Washington, being _à cheval_ between the

two posts. It brought back old childhood days. Now he is in the full

tide of a brilliant career, and scintillating with the celebrated De

C. wit. They all have it--delightful, _fin_, glancing from subject

to subject, illuminating and refreshing, giving a "lift" to any

conversation they partake of, sometimes unsparing, but oftener kind.

It's completely unlike the Spanish-American satire, which I am now

beginning to understand, and which has its own value, though it is

mostly cruel and demolishing, and seems to suffer with difficulty the

neighbor's good fortune.

_January 26th._

Yesterday was the first reception at Chapultepec since several weeks.

We drove up during a chill dropping of the sun, to find quite a

grouping of foreign and domestic powers. The _Corps Diplomatique_ was

almost complete, De Chambrun going with the Lefaivres. I talked with

Calero, and Vasquez Tagle, Minister of Justice, a scholar of note, they

tell me, deeply versed in law and of the highest probity. Though he had

a serious face, there was a twinkle in his eyes.

N. walked up and down the terrace with the President for a long time.

He said he had a very interesting conversation, accidentally turning

on the claims of Americans who had been killed or wounded during the

revolution, in El Paso and Douglas. N., thinking it well to improve

the shining hour, pointed out to the President the special character

of these claims; that during a revolution by which he had established

himself as President of Mexico his soldiers, in taking positions held

by President Diaz's troops, had killed and wounded, on American soil,

several peaceful American citizens. This constituted a claim that

could not be denied by any international tribunal, to say nothing of

the violation of American territory. N., finding Madero in optimistic

mood (not that this is unusual), advised him strongly to settle these

claims, which were not large, and were leading to much criticism of his

government, when things might go so pleasantly. He even quoted to him,

"_Qui cito dat bis dat_."

Madero replied: "All that will be settled in due time," but he did not

seem to feel that it was as important as N. thought it was, saying,

"They should have got out of harm's way." He also said the amounts

claimed were exorbitant (that "madonna of the wash-tub" wanted one

hundred thousand dollars) and he did not see how, without bringing

the matters before a court of arbitration, he could come to a decision

as to proper compensation. N. said that, as the question of Mexico's

liability was certain, he need not be afraid to admit the validity

of the claims in principle--to get a good railroad lawyer in Texas to

find out for him how much such injuries would be paid for by a railroad

company in event of such injuries occurring on a United States line,

and then quadruple the amount. This seemed to make an impression on

him, but in the shifting sands of Mexican liabilities will probably

lead nowhere.

I found myself standing by ---- on the terrace, after we had taken

leave of Madame Madero, and as I said good-by, I added, "Perhaps some

day we will be paying our respects to _you_ here."

Even in the sudden dusk that had fallen I saw flash across his

face in answer, as if written in words, the look that men of

ambitious temperament, gifted with will and intelligence necessary

to achievement, have had in all ages when the object of desire is

mentioned. I imagine he has little hope and no illusions about the

present situation. I am struck all the time by the exceeding cleverness

of the clever men here. What, then, _is_ the matter?

In the evening a very pleasant dinner at the French Legation,

illuminated by several European stars, or rather comets, as they

quickly disappear from these heavens.

The Duc de R. took me out. He is small, with clever, unhappy eyes and

the world-manner, with a hint of introversion, most interesting. I

found, when I came to talk with him, that he was possessed of immense

knowledge, rendered living and _actuel_ by his personality, and his

mentality is of that crystal type equally lucid in the discussion of

facts or ideas.

He has just returned from a trip through Oaxaca, where he has large

mining and railway interests, and is _en route_ for Paris, _via_ New

York. He walked home with us afterward, telling us about that southern

country, which he knows as only one knows a country gone through on

horseback, and, of course, he was turning the international flashlight

on it all.

Mr. de Gheest sat on my other side. He has come on a brief business

visit with his handsome very _jeunesse dorée_ son, Henri.[32] I had

never met them before, but his charming wife and I have listened to

Wagner cycles together in Munich. They were married strangely enough,

in Mexico, and lived here for a while afterward.

M. de G. is trained and brilliant in discussion of international

affairs, witty, _risqué_, and unsparing. They come for lunch to-morrow.

I must say I was what one would call extremely well placed at table!

_January 27th._

Most amusing lunch here to-day, the Gallic sparks flying in all

directions! The De Gheests, De Chambrun, the Lefaivres, Allart--and our

Anglo-Saxon selves as listeners.

De G. was very amusing about some business rendezvous with Mexican

banking associates. One important meeting fell through because the

banker's little granddaughter was having a birthday. The second came

to grief because another luminary's wife's aunt's sister-in-law, or

some sort of remote relation, had died, and, of course, it's a rather

far journey from Paris to Mexico to find oneself tripping over family

occurrences....

Then we got on to the eternal land question. There's a lot said

about the 80 per cent. speaking out and asking for land, but _vox

populi_ here bears very little resemblance to _vox dei_, and it's only

confusing when a few (generally oppressors, not oppressed) do begin to

mutter.

Madero walked to the presidency on the plank of the distribution of

land, which he promptly and inevitably kicked from under him--it

didn't, couldn't hold. It appears that he bought from one of the

computed two hundred and thirty-two members of the family a large tract

of land in Tamaulipas, but when it was parceled out it came so high

that no Indian could buy it, and wouldn't have known what to do with it

had he bought it.

What he loves is his adobe hut running over with children and

surrounded by just enough land, planted with corn, beans, and peppers,

not to starve on, when worked intermittently, as fancy or the rainfall

indicate. The Indians certainly seem, under these conditions, a

thousand times happier than our submerged tenth, but it's never any

use comparing especially dissimilar matters. Anybody who has been to

Mexico, however, knows that the Indian of the adobe hut has little

or no qualification to permit of his being changed into a scientific

farmer by the touch of any wand. And as for slogans! They're all right

to get into office with, but try tilling the soil with them!

_January 31st, evening._

... And so the anniversaries come. I feel but a stitch between your

destiny and Elim's, holding the generations together in my turn. I am

distant from you, but I embrace you all--the dear ones of my blood.

I realize the fortuitousness of mine and all other human experiences.

I have never had the things I worked for, prayed for, hoped for, but

always something unexpected, which showed itself as inevitable only

after it had happened, though at the time it seemed to come as a blow

or a gift, accidentally, unrelatedly. The path has always lain where I

never had an intimation of the tiniest trail. "Strange dooms past hope

or fear" of which we all partake....

[30] Elliott Baird Coues, + Zürich, January 2, 1913.

[31] (1917) Le Colonel de Chambrun, croix de guerre, grande

croix de la Légion d'Honneur, cité many times à l'ordre de

l'armée for deeds of bravery, and once, in the autumn of

1915, "pour sa gaité communicative dans les tranchées"--so

indicative of his special talents and great heart.

[32] Henri de G. (Lieutenant 4th Zouaves), wounded at Verdun,

June 9, 1916. Croix de guerre in Belgium, 1915, Légion

d'Honneur, Verdun, 1916.

XVIII

Washington warns Madero--Mobilization orders--A visit to the

Escuela Preparatoria--A race of old and young--The watchword

of the early fathers

_February 1st._

To-day a military lunch--De Chambrun, Captain Sturtevant, just leaving,

and our new military attaché, Burnside, just arrived. Speculations as

to the potentialities of the situation put a bit of powder into the

menu, and the appearance of small fat ducks awakened a few hunting

reminiscences, but mostly it was martial.

In the afternoon I made some calls with De C. First to Mrs. Harold

W.'s, where we actually found an open fire in the big, book-lined

living-room. Some exotic-looking logs of a wood priceless in other

climes were making a sweet and long-unheard, comfortable, sputtering

sound. She kept us waiting, though pleasantly, while she donned a most

becoming, diaphanous, fur-trimmed, white chiffon tea-gown (the fair sex

are apt to dress for De C.), coming down about twenty minutes later,

looking extremely pretty.

Mr. W., who is associated with one of the large oil companies, came

in just as we were leaving. There are few combinations he does not

understand about the modern Mexican mentality; but he views its varied

facets in a most enlightened way, and flings a kindly, inexhaustible

humor about it all.

After that De C. paid his respects to Mrs. Wilson, who has just

returned. She was looking very handsome in her mourning garments, and

De C. pronounced her decidedly ambassadorial. We then wound up at the

French Legation, sitting for an hour in Mr. Lefaivre's book-filled

study, warmed by a well-behaved little oil-stove, fingering volumes of

past poets, and talking present politics.

_February 2d, Candlemas._

This is the day of the signing of the Guadalupe-Hidalgo treaty

terminating the war of 1847, which one can only hope will continue to

bear fruit. Its motto is, "Peace, Friendship, Limits, Settlement," and

there is a street named for the auspicious document.

_February 5th, evening._

Quite a flutter in town because of orders from Washington yesterday

for mobilization, or what amounts to it; the military forces being

commanded by the War Department to be ready for immediate concentration

on the border. Head-lines of the newspapers are almost American in size

and sensation.

The United States warns Madero that he must protect Americans and

American interests from injury by rebels, and Mexican ears are to the

ground, listening for the possible tramp of American feet this side of

the Rio Grande. The government is distinctly discomfited. They need to

know exactly where they are "at" with the United States, _On ne fonde

pas sur un sol qui tremble_.

Poor Madero! Uneasy lies the head that wears the Mexican crown, except

in the case of Don Porfirio, who had a genius for meeting emergencies,

increased by his vast knowledge of men and conditions, acquired during

the hazards of his career before he became President, and doubtless

by the responsibilities afterward. Anyway, the Mexicans are stepping

lively, with their weather eyes out. The old adage that the only thing

they hate more than an American is two Americans seems to be to the

fore. From the viewpoint of Mexican history, we do rather appear as

their predestined natural enemies and not to be trusted along any line.

This morning I went with Mr. de Soto to visit the Escuela Preparatoria.

It is long since I had taken a _tournée_ with him, and it is just as

well to improve the shining hours. No one knows when the trump will

sound. All is quiet in the house; N. is at the Embassy, and won't be

back till the small, wee hours.

The Escuela Preparatoria, most interesting, was formerly the Colegio

de San Ildefonso, which the Jesuits completed in the middle of the

eighteenth century, after the order to consolidate their various

schools and seminaries into one. It covers an entire city block, and is

so massive that, though it is somewhat out of plumb, as are most of the

great edifices built on this soft soil, it will long stay in place.

It is built of tezontle with a wine-colored staining, and has noble,

broad doors and rows of mediæval-looking windows piercing the façade,

and altogether is most imposing. As we passed in under the majestic

old doors, wide enough to admit a couple of coaches and four abreast,

students were being drilled in the beautiful colonnaded _patio_, said

to be a remnant of the immediate post-Cortés period.

We went first to the Sala de Actas to see the famous

seventeenth-century choir-stalls, once the glory of the San Agustin

church. Everything one sees in Mexico has been most provokingly ripped

from where it belonged and put somewhere else. I got quite sad at the

thought of the continual transfers. Something beautiful always gets

lost in the changes.

As I sat in one of the fine old seats, I discovered that it had bits

of "local color" in the shape of a monkey and a parrot, cunningly but

charmingly introduced among more austere religious symbols; and when

I folded up the next seat I found a quite lovely carving, on the under

side, so that it looked equally well in use or disuse.

As we went up the broad stairway there was a scuffle of young feet

along one of the beautiful old arched corridors, and a hurrying from

one class-room to another, just as so many generations before this had

scuffled and hurried, pushing on and being replaced. The foundation of

the school as it now is dates from Juarez's time, and was founded by

a man called Gabino Barreda, a disciple of Comte. Many of the Mexican

élite who did not or would not send their sons abroad were educated

here. Men like Justo Sierra and Limantour passed through it, too.

When we got up on to one of the great flat roofs, by way of various

interesting bits of stairs, the most glorious sight was spread out.

The volcanoes had such long mantles of snow that they seemed encircled

and united by the same band of white. About us lay the city with its

sun-bathed domes and roofs, and Mr. de S. quoted me the old lines, "_Si

a morar en Indias fueras que sea donde los volcanes vieres_."[33]

I was horrified by the appearance of the Church of Nuestra Señora

de Loreto, built in the last century, which was as _désorientée_ and

uncertain-looking as Mexican politics. Mr. de S. said the sinking was

not caused by any disturbance of nature, but rather of man. There was a

difference of opinion among high ecclesiastical authorities as to the

materials to be used, so they decided the issue by constructing one

of the walls of hard stone, and the other of a more porous kind, with

the result that one side began straightway to sink. Now the dome seems

to be pulled down over it, the whole looking as if it might collapse

entirely at any minute; so we decided to visit it immediately, though

it's always a wrench to tear oneself from the enchantment of the view

in Mexico.

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