The workers in Christ's vineyard were hired by the day; only for this
day are we to ask for our daily bread, and we are expressly bidden to
take no thought for the morrow. To the modern world these commands
have an Oriental savour, counsels of perfection akin to certain of
the Beatitudes, stimuli to aspiration, not to action. I am prepared
on the contrary to urge the literal acceptance of the advice, not in
the mood of Ecclesiastes--"Go to now, ye that say to-day or to-morrow
we will go into such a city, and continue there a year, and buy and
sell and get gain; whereas ye know not what shall be on the morrow";
not in the Epicurean spirit of Omar with his "jug of wine and Thou,"
but in the modernist spirit, as a way of life, a habit, a strong
enchantment, at once against the mysticism of the East and the
pessimism that too easily besets us. Change that hard saying
"Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof" into "the goodness
thereof," since the chief worries of life arise from the foolish
habit of looking before and after. As a patient with double vision
from some transient unequal action of the muscles of the eye finds
magical relief from well-adjusted glasses, so, returning to the clear
binocular vision of to-day, the over-anxious student finds peace when
he looks neither backward to the past nor forward to the future.
I stood on the bridge of one of the great liners, ploughing the ocean
at 25 knots. "She is alive," said my companion, "in every plate; a
huge monster with brain and nerves, an immense stomach, a wonderful
heart and lungs, and a splendid system of locomotion." Just at that
moment a signal sounded, and all over the ship the water-tight
compartments were closed. "Our chief factor of safety," said the
Captain. "In spite of the _Titanic_," I said. "Yes," he replied,
"in spite of the _Titanic_." Now each one of you is a much more
marvellous organization than the great liner, and bound on a longer
voyage. What I urge is that you so learn to control the machinery as
to live with "day-tight compartments" as the most certain way to
ensure safety on the voyage. Get on the bridge, and see that at
least the great bulkheads are in working order. Touch a button and
hear, at every level of your life, the iron doors shutting out the
Past--the dead yesterdays. Touch another and shut off, with a metal
curtain, the Future--the unborn to-morrows. Then you are safe,--safe
for to-day! Read the old story in the _Chambered Nautilus_, so
beautifully sung by Oliver Wendell Holmes, only change one line to
"Day after day beheld the silent toil." Shut off the past! Let the
dead past bury its dead. So easy to say, so hard to realize! The
truth is, the past haunts us like a shadow. To disregard it is not
easy. Those blue eyes of your grandmother, that weak chin of your
grandfather, have mental and moral counterparts in your make-up.
Generations of ancestors, brooding over "Providence, Foreknowledge,
Will and Fate--Fixed fate, free will, foreknowledge, absolute," may
have bred a New England conscience, morbidly sensitive, to heal which
some of you had rather sing the 51st Psalm than follow Christ into
the slums. Shut out the yesterdays, which have lighted fools the way
to dusty death, and have no concern for you personally, that is,
consciously. They are there all right, working daily in us, but so
are our livers and our stomachs. And the past, in its unconscious
action on our lives, should bother us as little as they do. The
petty annoyances, the real and fancied slights, the trivial mistakes,
the disappointments, the sins, the sorrows, even the joys--bury them
deep in the oblivion of each night. Ah! but it is just then that to
so many of us the ghosts of the past,
Night-riding Incubi
Troubling the fantasy,
come in troops, and pry open the eyelids, each one presenting a sin,
a sorrow, a regret. Bad enough in the old and seasoned, in the young
these demons of past sins may be a terrible affliction, and in
bitterness of heart many a one cries with Eugene Aram, "Oh God!
Could I so close my mind, and clasp it with a clasp." As a vaccine
against all morbid poisons left in the system by the infections of
yesterday, I offer "a way of life." "Undress," as George Herbert
says, "your soul at night," not by self-examination, but by shedding,
as you do your garments, the daily sins whether of omission or of
commission, and you will wake a free man, with a new life. To look
back, except on rare occasions for stock-taking, is to risk the fate
of Lot's wife. Many a man is handicapped in his course by a cursed
combination of retro- and intro-spection, the mistakes of yesterday
paralysing the efforts of to-day, the worries of the past hugged to
his destruction, and the worm Regret allowed to canker the very heart
of his life. To die daily, after the manner of St. Paul, ensures the
resurrection of a new man, who makes each day the epitome of a life.