CHAPTER XXXV.

DEEP ARE THE PURPOSES OF ADVERSITY.

Next morning, when the Count Sobieski unfolded the several packets of

papers which were put into his hands by little Nanny, he laid them

one after the other on the table, and sighing heavily, said to

himself, "Now comes the bitterness of poverty! Heaven only knows by

what means I shall pay these heavy charges."

Mere personal privations, induced by his fallen fortunes, excited

little uneasiness in the mind of Thaddeus. As he never had derived

peculiar gratification from the enjoyment of a magnificent house,

splendid table, and numerous attendants, he was contented in the

field, where he slept on the bare ground, and snatched his hasty

meals at uncertain intervals. Watching, rough fare, and other

hardships were dust in the path of honor; he had dashed through them

with light and buoyant spirits; and he repined as little at the

actual wants of his forlorn state in exile, until, compelled by

friendship to contract demands which he could not defray, he was

plunged at once into the full horrors of poverty and debt.

He looked at the amount of the bills. The apothecary was twelve

pounds; the funeral fifteen. Thaddeus turned pale. The value of all

that he possessed would not produce one half of the sum; besides, he

owed five guineas to his good landlady for numerous little comforts

procured for his deceased friend.

"Whatever be the consequence," cried he, "that excellent woman shall

not suffer by her humanity! If I have to pay with the last memorial

of those who were so dear, she shall be repaid."

He scarcely had ceased speaking, when Nanny re-entered the room, and

told him the apothecary's young man and the undertaker were both

below, waiting for answers to their letters. Reddening with disgust

at the unfeeling haste of these men, he desired Nanny to say that he

could not see either of them to-day, but would send to their houses

to-morrow.

In consequence of this promise, the men made their bows to Mrs.

Robson (who too well guessed the reason of this message), and took

their leave.

When Thaddeus put the pictures of his mother and the palatine, with

other precious articles, into his pocket, he could not forbear an

internal invective against the thoughtless meanness of the Misses

Dundas, who had never offered any further liquidation of the large

sum they now stood indebted to him than the trifling note which had

been transmitted to him, prior to his attendance, through the hands

of Lady Tinemouth.

Whilst his necessities reproached them for this illiberal conduct,

his proud heart recoiled at making a request to their chanty; for he

had gathered from the haughty demeanor of Miss Diana that what he was

entitled to demand would be given, not as a just remuneration for

labor received, but as alms of humanity to an indigent emigrant.

"I would rather perish," cried he, putting on his hat, "than ask that

woman for a shilling."

When the count laid his treasure on the table of the worthy

pawnbroker, he desired to have the value of the settings of the

pictures, and the portraits themselves put into leather cases. With

the other little things, there were a pair of gold spurs, the

peculiar insignia of his princely rank, which the palatine himself

had buckled on his grandson's heels on mounting his noble charger for

his first field. There was a peculiar pang in parting with these--a

sort of last relic of what he had been! But there was no alternative:

all that had any intrinsic value must pass from him.

Having examined the setting of the miniatures, and the gold of the

other trinkets, with that of the spurs (which their hard service had

something marred), Mr. Burket declared, on the word of an honest man,

that he could not give more than fifteen pounds.

With difficulty Thaddeus stifled as torturing a sigh as ever

distended his breast, whilst he said,

"I will take it, I only implore you to be careful of the things,

trifling as they are; circumstances with which they were connected

render them valuable to me to redeem."

"You may depend on me, sir," replied the pawnbroker, presenting him

the notes and acknowledgment.

When Thaddeus took them, Mr. Burket's eye was caught by the ring on

his finger.

"That ring seems curious? If you won't think me impertinent, may I

ask to look at it?"

The count pulled it off, and forcing a smile, replied, "I suppose it

is of little jewel value. The setting is slight, though the painting

is fine."

Burket breathed on the diamonds. "If you were to sell it," returned

he, "I don't think it would fetch more than three guineas. The

diamonds are flawed, and the emeralds would be of little use, being

out of fashion here; as for the miniature, it goes for nothing."

"Of course," said Thaddeus, putting it on again; "but I shall not

part with it." While he drew on his glove, Mr. Burket asked him

"whether the head were not intended for the King of Poland?"

The count, surprised, answered in the affirmative.

"I thought so," answered the man; "it is very like two or three

prints which I had in my shop of that king. [Footnote: The author

has a very correct likeness of this memorable king, copied from an

original miniature; and it is not one of the least valued portraits

in a little room which contains those of several other heroes of

different countries,--friends and gallant foes.] Indeed, I believe I

have them somewhere now: these matters are but a nine-day's wonder,

and the sale is over."

His auditor did not clearly comprehend him, and he told him so.

"I meant nothing," continued he, "to the disparagement of the King of

Poland, or of any other great personage who is much the subject of

conversation. I only intended to say that everything has its fashion.

The ruin of Poland was the fashionable topic for a month after it

happened; and now nobody minds it--it is forgotten."

Thaddeus, in whose bosom all its miseries were written, with a

clouded brow bowed to the remarks of Mr. Burket, and in silence

quitted the shop.

Having arrived at home, he discharged his debt to the worthy Mrs.

Robson; then entering his room, he laid the remainder of his money on

the bills of the two claimants. It was unequal to the demands of

either; yet, in some measure to be just to both, he determined on

dividing it between them and to promise the liquidation of the rest

by degrees.

Surely he might hope that, even should the Misses Dundas entirely

forget his claims on them, he could, in the course of time make

drawings sufficient to discharge the residue of this debt; but he was

not permitted to put this calculation to the trial.

When he called on the apothecary, and offered him only half his

demand, the man refused it with insolence, insisting upon having the

whole then, "or he would make him pay for it!" Unused to the language

of compulsion and vulgarity, the count quitted the shop saying "he

was at liberty to act as he thought fit." With no very serene

countenance, he entered the undertaker's warehouse. This man was

civil; to him Thaddeus gave the entire sum, half of which the

apothecary had rejected with so much derision. The undertaker's

politeness a little calmed the irritated feelings of the count, who

returned home musing on the vile nature of that class of mankind who

can with indifference heap insult upon distress.

Judging men by his own disposition, he seldom gave credence to the

possibility of such conduct. He had been told of dastardly spirits,

but never having seen them, and possessing no archetype within his

own breast of what he heard, the repeated relation passed over his

mind without leaving an impression. He had entered the world filled

with animating hopes of virtue and renown. He was virtuous; he became

powerful, great, and renowned. Creation seemed paradise to his eyes;

it was the task of adversity to teach him a different lesson of

mankind. Not less virtuous, not less great, his fortunes fell: he

became poor. The perfidy, the hard-heartedness of man, made and kept

him friendless. When he wanted succor and consolation, he found the

world peopled by a race too mean even to bear the stamp of the devil.

Whilst Sobieski was employed next morning at his drawing, Mrs. Robson

sent Nanny to say that there were two strange-looking men below who

wanted to speak with him. Not doubting they were messengers from the

apothecary, he desired the girl to show them up stairs. When they

entered his room, the count rose. One of the men stepped forward, and

laying a slip of paper on the table, said, "I arrest you, sir, at the

suit of Messrs. Vincent and Jackson, apothecaries!"

Thaddeus colored; but suppressing his indignant emotion, he calmly

asked the men whither they were going to take him?

"If you like," replied one of them, "you may be well enough lodged. I

never heard a word against Clement's in Wych Street."

"Is that a prison?" inquired Thaddeus.

"No, not exactly that, sir," answered the other man, laughing. "You

seem to know little of the matter, which, for a Frenchman, is odd

enough; but mayhap you have never a lock-upd-house in France, since

ye pulled down the bastile! Howsoever, if you pay well, Mr. Clements

will give you lodgings as long as you like. It is only poor rogues

who are obligated to go to Newgate; such gemmen as you can live as

ginteely in Wych Street as at their own houses."

There was such an air of derision about this fellow while he spoke,

and glanced around the room, that Thaddeus, sternly contracting his

brows, took no further notice of him, but, turning towards his more

civil companion, said:

"Has this person informed me rightly? Am I going to a prison, or am I

not? If I do not possess money to pay Mr. Jackson, I can have none to

spend elsewhere."

"Then you must go to Newgate!" answered the man, in as surly a tone

as his comrade's had been insolent.

"I'll run for a coach, Wilson," cried the other, opening the room

door.

"I will not pay for one," said Thaddeus, at once comprehending the

sort of wretches into whose custody he had fallen; "follow me down

stairs. I shall walk."

Mrs. Robson was in her shop as he passed to the street. She called

out, "You will come home to dinner, sir?"

"No," replied he; "but you shall hear from me before night." "The

men, winking at each other, sullenly pursued his steps down the lane.

In the Strand, Thaddeus asked them which way he was to proceed?"

"Straight on," cried one of them; "most folks find the road to a jail

easy enough."

Involved in thought, the count walked forward, unmindful of the stare

which the well-known occupation of his attendants attracted towards

him. When he arrived at Somerset House, one of the men stepped up to

him, and said, "We are now nearly opposite Wych Street. You had

better take your mind again, and go there instead of Newgate. I don't

think your honor will like the debtor's hole."

Thaddeus, coldly thanking him, repeated his determination to be led

to Newgate. But when he beheld the immense walls within which he

believed he should be immured for life, his feet seemed rooted to the

ground; and when the massive doors were opened and closed upon him,

he felt as if suddenly deprived of the vital spring of existence. A

mist spread over his eyes, his soul shuddered, and with difficulty he

followed the men into the place where his commitment was to be

ratified. Here all the proud energies of his nature again rallied

round his heart.

The brutal questions of the people in office, re-echoed by taunts

from the wretches who had brought him to the prison, were of a nature

so much beneath his answering, that he stood perfectly silent during

the business; and when dismissed, without evincing any signs of

discomposure, he followed the turnkey to his cell.

One deal chair, a table, and a miserable bed, were all the furniture

it contained. The floor was paved with flags, and the sides of the

apartment daubled with discolored plaster, part of which, having been

peeled off by the damp, exposed to view large spaces of the naked

stones.

Before the turnkey withdrew he asked Thaddeus whether he wanted

anything?

"Only a pen, ink, and paper."

The man held out his hand.

"I have no money," replied Sobieski.

"Then you get nothing here," answered the fellow, pulling the door

after him.

Thaddeus threw himself on the chair, and in the bitterness of his

heart exclaimed, "Can these scoundrels be Christians?--can they be

men?" He cast his eyes round him with the wildness of despair.

"Mysterious Heaven, can it be possible that for a few guineas I am to

be confined in this place for life? In these narrow bounds am I to

waste my youth, my existence? Even so; I cannot, I will not, degrade

the spirit of Poland by imploring assistance from any native of a

land in which avarice has extinguished the feelings of humanity."

By the next morning, the first paroxysm of indignation having

subsided, Thaddeus entertained a cooler and more reasonable opinion

of his situation. He considered that though he was a prisoner, it was

in consequence of debts incurred in behalf of a friend whose latter

hours were rendered less wretched by such means. Notwithstanding "all

that man could do unto him," he had brought an approving conscience

to lighten the gloom of his dungeon; and resuming his wonted

serenity, he continued to distance the impertinent freedom of his

jailers by a calm dignity, which extorted civility and commanded

respect.

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