"And after this you presume to ask a pass of me!" said the officer;
and, putting his pen behind his ear and springing impetuously to his
feet, he led her by one hand to the window, while with his other he
pointed to a gloomy-looking brick building plainly in sight, and
sternly said, "Do you see that parish prison?"
"I do."
"Well, I shall have to put you there unless you consent to take the
oath of allegiance."
Thinking to mollify his wrath, Helen replied in a winning tone, as
only a woman can, "I shall not object to prison if you will be my
jailer"--words that had a prophetic import, as the event proved.
To conceal his feelings, for while she aroused his anger this
fascinatingly perverse girl also strangely attracted him, the marshal
said, "I shall leave you here for a few moments to consider the
matter," and suddenly left the room, but he took the precaution to
lock the door, taking the key with him.
Her eye caught sight of some books and photograph-albums on the table.
Taking up one of the latter and turning over the leaves at random,
her heart stood pulseless for a moment when she saw the photograph of
her own brother; and now she was impatient for Captain McDowell, the
provost-marshal, to return and explain to her this singular possession.
The unexpected sight of a face she loved more than her own life was
enough in this critical situation; not for worlds would she be untrue
to the vow she had given him, whatever might be the result of such
firmness; and she trembled with these violent emotions while she rose
and walked the floor.
After two hours' imprisonment Miss Gerard heard the key turn in the
door, and the captain entered. He asked at what hotel she was staying
and what hour she dined.
"The City Hotel--at five o'clock," she replied.
"I beg your pardon for keeping you here so long," he said. "You may go
now, and I will be there at that hour to dine with you."
Gladly did she avail herself of the permission, saying to herself, "At
dinner I will learn how he came to have brother's picture;" and she
was stimulated in the idea of entertaining the handsome officer by
the thought that she was to show courtesy to one who was perhaps her
brother's friend, and might therefore prove himself an assistant on her
way home.
Helen paid unusual attention to her toilette on this occasion. All
weapons are lawful in war, and none are more conclusive than those fair
woman employs to the confusion of the peace of the masculine mind.
Scarcely were her preparations for the campaign completed when Captain
McDowell was announced. She descended into the parlor to meet him,
full of eagerness to learn about the picture, but she controlled her
curiosity until dinner was over and they were seated in the parlor. She
was then informed that her brother had been a paroled prisoner under
the charge of Captain McDowell until exchanged. A friendship had sprung
up between them, and when parting they had exchanged photographs. The
captain assured her of his pleasure at meeting with the sister of one
he so highly regarded, and that he was ready to assist her out of her
present predicament in every way consistent with his official duties.
He left her with the promise of dining with her on the day of sailing
and of seeing her on board.
The hour of departure found Miss Gerard at the wharf with Captain
McDowell at her side. When they reached the plank leading to the
steamer's deck the provost-marshal's authoritative voice to the
officers detailed there with crossed swords was a sufficient open
sesame to enable Helen to walk quietly on board. After they were in
the cabin the gallant captain lingered at her side until he obtained
from her a promise to correspond with him. Strange inconsistency! one
may say of our fair girl, but not singular in a woman, that after such
fidelity to the cause of the South, and bound by such an inflexible vow
to her brother, which she never verbally broke, she was at that very
hour actually touched by a tenderness for one who was doing all in
his power to overthrow the Confederacy, and had proved his earnestness
on many a hard-fought field, especially at Raymond and Fort Gibson,
where they had already trodden the same path without being aware of
each other's existence. But this very inconsistency is, after all, the
strongest proof that politics holds a secondary place in the heart of
woman, and that love is always the first necessity of her being.
Helen, after such various and hazardous adventures, found herself once
more in her native city, New York. Many solicitous and finally tender
letters passed between the captain and Miss Gerard, but when the formal
proposal of marriage was made she placed the missive in her father's
hands.
"Daughter, is your heart in this?" he asked.
"Yes," was her modest reply; and the next steamer carried a joint
letter from father and daughter extending a cordial invitation to
Captain McDowell to make them a visit. In the following autumn one of
October's fairest days saw Helen the bride of the officer in blue coat
and brass buttons.
S.G.W. BENJAMIN.
HEINRICH HEINE.
Somewhat more than twenty years have elapsed since Heine's death. Had
he lived to the present time he would have been little past the age of
eighty, and there are many of his contemporaries and associates who are
still alive. Though an exceptionally isolated figure in the world of
letters, he serves to connect us in a great measure with the heroic age
of German literature; and not in point of time only, but by the nature
of his work, which exhibits certain elements of the Goethe-and-Schiller
period, combined with others of the school of "Young Germany," so
called. This, at least, is the position always assigned him; and the
following pages may not be uninteresting in showing to some extent,
and by means of a few of the more striking points of his character and
genius, how far he really occupies this place in literature.
How came Heinrich Heine to be a product of German soil at all? is the
first question which naturally arises in regard to him--that "son of
the Revolution," as he somewhere styles himself, who made France his
adopted country for nearly half his life; with his ardent sympathy for
French ideas; with his wonderful wit, which laid presumptuous claim to
the mantle of Voltaire and Aristophanes; with such rapid and facile
powers of expression for his thought as makes even Lowell, who greatly
amuses himself at the expense of German composition in general, admit
that "Heine can be airily light in German;" with his intense belief
in the progressive spirit of his own time, and his intense hatred of
its accompanying advance of utilitarianism and philistinism? Even the
poet's laurel, the closest tie that bound him to his own people, he
would have been willing to lay aside. "I do not know," he writes, "if I
fairly deserve to have my grave adorned with the poet's laurel. Poetry,
however much I loved her, was always but a sacred plaything to me, or a
consecrated means to divine ends. I have never laid much stress on the
poet's fame, and care little if my songs get praise or blame. But ye
may lay a sword upon my coffin, for I was a brave soldier in the War of
Liberation for humanity." And yet, in spite of it all, by his culture,
by his sentiment and by his real sympathies, Heine belonged to the land
of his birth rather than to the land of his adoption.
But there is one circumstance which must be regarded at the very outset
in treating of him--a circumstance of race, which colors more deeply
than any other his intellectual as well as his worldly career, and
leaves its mark on almost everything that comes from his hand: Heine
was a Jew, possessing certain indelible characteristics of his race.
This we must never forget, for Heine himself never forgot it. His
Jewish origin was always a mingled source of bitterness and pride. His
deification of the chosen people and the pitiless mockery which he
bestows on them would be hard to reconcile in another. He gloried in
what their past could show, but spared no words of ridicule and scorn
for the days of their weakness and infirmity: he became unfaithful to
their traditions, and was baptized a Christian in order to obtain a
university degree; and yet he never escaped what he himself calls "the
ineradicable Jew in him."
To be a Jew in Germany in the early part of the present century meant,
if not actual physical persecution, a political and social one of the
crudest kind for all whose intellectual and spiritual necessities
carried them beyond the barriers imposed by legislation and by society.
It is true that in Berlin there had gathered a brilliant circle of
cultivated Israelites who had risen to the highest intellectual
attainments; but they were excluded, as well as their less-enlightened
brethren, from all national existence, and even from all the learned
professions except that of medicine. They had formed, what was called
a "Society for the Promotion of Culture and Progress among the Jews,"
in which Heine himself was at one time much interested, but after his
baptism he seems to have mingled as little as possible with his own
people.
Heine's conversion to Christianity--or rather his baptism, for the
word "conversion" cannot be applied to the renunciation of one form
of religious dogma and the adoption of another for purely material
ends--has been the cause of more controversy than any other incident
of his life, and has always been used as a main stronghold and point
of attack by his enemies. There is not much defence to offer for the
act, for Heine, in spite of a Voltairean scorn of dogma and creed,
possessed a deep tinge of religious feeling, and that he felt keenly
the humiliation of his position--to use no harsher term--can be seen by
the following expression regarding it. "Is it not foolish?" he writes
to a friend. "I am no sooner baptized than I am cried down as a Jew:
I am now hated by Jew and Christian alike." And again, in speaking of
another converted Jew who is engaged in preaching his newly-acquired
doctrine: "If he does this from conviction, he is a fool: if he does it
from hypocritical motives, he is worse. I shall not cease to love Gans,
but I confess I had far rather have learned instead of this that he
had stolen silver spoons. That you, dear Moser," he continues, "should
think as Gans does I cannot believe, although assured. I should be very
sorry if my own baptism should appear to you in any favorable light.
I assure you if the laws permitted the stealing of silver spoons I
should not have been baptized." The jest has its pathos as well as its
wit, for Heine's pecuniary prospects were always precarious, and the
fatal baptism, which only brought upon him the pity and contempt of his
friends and doubled the insults of his enemies, defeated its own ends
and contributed nothing to his material needs.
Heine's personal history is unusually obscure. An interesting and
valuable _Life_ of him has been written by Herr Adolph Stroeltmann,
but the author's materials are avowedly scanty, and the Heine memoirs,
which have long been watched for with hungry eyes by the critics and
biographers, are still withheld from publication by members of the
family, with the prospect that they will never be given to the public.
He was born at Düsseldorf on the Rhine December 13, 1799. "On my
cradle," he writes, "fell the last moonbeams of the eighteenth century
and the first morning-glow of the nineteenth"--words not a little
significant of the lifelong sense within him of the genius of a bygone
age and the spirit of a coming one. His boyhood was passed during the
time of Napoleon's supremacy in the Rhine provinces, and among other
changes wrought under French jurisdiction was the establishment by
imperial decree of certain state schools called "lyceums," at one of
which Heine received the greater part of his school-education. The town
was garrisoned by French troops, and here it was that the boy became
acquainted with the old French drummer whom he afterward commemorates
so charmingly in the sketch of his childhood known as the "Buch Le
Grand." These early influences must certainly have been at the root of
that passion for French ideas and French manners which characterized
his later years, just as his boyish visions of the Great Emperor as he
passed through Düsseldorf never quite lost their enchantment in after
life, and long blinded him to the real meaning of Bonapartism.
Twice he saw Napoleon--once in 1811, and again in the following
year--and his impressions are worth recording, especially as they are
given in his most characteristic manner: "What were my feelings when
I saw him with my own favored eyes!--himself, hosannah! the emperor!
It was in the avenue of the court-garden at Düsseldorf. As I pushed my
way among the gaping people I thought of his battles and his deeds; and
yet I thought at the same time of the police regulations against riding
through the avenue on pain of a five-thaler fine, and the emperor rode
quietly through the avenue and no policeman stopped him. Never will
his image vanish from my memory. I shall always see him high upon his
steed, with those eternal eyes in his marble imperial face looking down
with the calmness of Fate on the guards defiling by. He was sending
them to Russia, and the old grenadiers looked up to him in such awful
devotion, such deeply-conscious sympathy, such pride of death!--
Te, Cæsar, morituri salutant!
Sometimes a secret doubt creeps over me whether I have really seen
him, whether we really were his associates; and then it seems to me
as if his image, snatched from the meagre frame of the present, melts
ever more proudly and more imperiously into the twilight of the past.
His name already sounds like a voice from the ancient world, and as
antique and heroic as the names of Alexander and Cæsar." Even to
Heine, Napoleon was the representative of the great principles of the
Revolution: moreover, he assumed at one time the rôle of liberator of
the Jews by conferring on them civil and political rights, while in his
armies positions of the highest distinction, dependent only on personal
merit, awaited them. But this too ardent hero-worship did not last.
"Take me not, dear reader, I pray, for an unconditional Bonapartist,"
he says sorrowfully on the battle-field of Marengo. "My homage does
not touch the actions but the genius of the man, whether his name be
Alexander or Cæsar or Napoleon. I did love him unconditionally until
the Eighteenth Brumaire: then he betrayed liberty." And again, later:
"It is true, it is a thousand times true, that Napoleon was an enemy of
freedom, a crowned despot of selfishness:" "he could deal with men and
personal interests, not with ideas; and that was his greatest fault and
the reason of his fall." "At bottom he is nothing but a brilliant fact,
the meaning of which is still half a secret."
Among Heine's home-influences during his childhood that of his mother
stands most prominent for good, and he never speaks of her but with
reverence and affection. Of the character of his father very little
is known. Harry, as the boy was originally named, was destined for
a business career, as his parents were unable to send him to the
university, and he was placed for this purpose in a banker's office
in Frankfort. The situation was exceedingly distasteful to him, and
he left it at the end of two weeks. Another attempt was made to
establish him in the banking-business at Hamburg under the charge of
a millionaire uncle, one of Hamburg's most worthy and respectable
citizens, who plays an important part in the earlier part of Heine's
career. Here he remained about two years, but with little better result
than before. His Hamburg life seems to have been a failure in almost
every sense. He got into trouble with certain of his uncle's relations,
fell in love with one of his cousins, who shortly after married a more
successful rival, and chafed under the dreary monotony which a business
life offered to his susceptible temperament; until finally his uncle,
seeing that he was in every way unfitted for his occupation, determined
to send him to the University of Bonn, under the condition that he
should fit himself for the legal profession. Thus Heine was pledged,
as it were, from the first to his conversion--a fact all the more
remarkable as Solomon Heine, the uncle, was a sturdy adherent of the
Jewish faith himself.
The next five years were passed, with certain intervals, at the
universities of Bonn, Göttingen and Berlin, and the elder Heine must
have watched with some natural concern the career of his wilful
protégé, who pursued anything but the course of study marked out
for him, and turned his attention mainly to Oriental and mediæval
literature, history, philology and other congenial pursuits, quite to
the detriment of his professional studies. It was during the years of
his university life that he appeared before the world as an author.
His first volume of poems was published in 1821, soon followed by the
two tragedies of _Ratcliffe_ and _Almanzor_--deservedly the least
popular of all his works--and the first volume of the _Reisebilder_.
Never were the writings of an unknown author greeted with a speedier
recognition, and he stepped at once into the full sunshine of his
fame. Nevertheless, fame alone without its more substantial benefits
could not free him from a pecuniary dependence on his uncle which was
often as humiliating as it was indispensable. "Had the stupid boy
learned anything," replied the latter once when congratulated upon his
distinguished nephew, "he would not need to write books;" and these
words betray an abundant source for those wearisome and ceaseless
misunderstandings between uncle and nephew which only ceased with the
former's death, and indicate perhaps one reason for the unhappy temper
of the young author's genius.
There is but one theme in nearly all the early poems of Heine, and
more particularly in those of the _Lyrisches Intermezzo_. The sorrows
of an unhappy love are sung with a passion and a fervor such as one
finds only in the higher forms of poetry. He adopted for his verse
the old mediæval ballad-metre, preserving in a wonderful degree the
limpid simplicity of the original, and infusing into it, as into all
that comes from his pen, the modern sentiment and spirit. He calls upon
all external Nature to share his sufferings, and invests every natural
object with an intense personal interest which belongs only to that
people whose egoism has outlived centuries of obliterating influences.
The following songs, although they are very familiar ones, illustrate
particularly well the characteristics just mentioned. I give them in
the original, as they suffer unusually by translation:
Und wüssten's die Blumen die kleinen,
Wie tief verwundet mein Herz,
Sie würden mit mir weinen,
Zu heilen meinen Schmerz.
Und wüssten's die Nachtigallen,
Wie ich so traurig und krank,
Sie hiessen fröhlich erschallen
Erquickenden Gesang.
Und wüssten sie meine Wehe,
Die goldenen Sternelein,
Sie kämen aus ihrer Höhe,
Und sprächen Trost mir ein.
Die alle können's nicht wissen,
Nur eine kennt mein Schmerz:
Sie hat ja selbst zerrissen,
Zerrissen mir das Herz.
Or--
Warum sind denn die Rosen so blass,
O sprich, mein Lieb, warum?
Warum sind denn im grünen Gras
Die blauen Veilchen so stumm?
Warum singt denn mit so kläglichem Laut
Die Lerche in der Luft?
Warum steigt denn aus dem Balsamkraut
Hervor ein Leichenduft?
Warum scheint denn die Sonn' auf die Au
So kalt und verdriesslich herab?
Warum ist denn die Erde so grau
Und öde wie ein Grab?
Warum bin ich selbst so krank und so trüb,
Mein liebes Liebchen? Sprich!
O sprich, mein herzallerliebstes Lieb,
Warum verliessest du mich?
Heine could never write in any of the classic metres, and an amusing
anecdote is related by Maximilian Heine, the younger brother of the
poet, of an attempt once made by the latter at hexameter verse. This
brother, Max, was at the time in one of the upper classes of the
Gymnasium, and, pluming himself greatly on his own proficiency in the
composition of hexameters, urged the young poet to try his skill in the
same direction. Heine complied, and came in due time to read to his
brother the result of his efforts. Hardly had he reached the third line
when Max broke forth impatiently: "For Heaven's sake, dear brother,
this hexameter has but five feet!" and he pompously scanned the verse.
When convinced of his error Heinrich petulantly tore the paper into
bits, exclaiming, "Shoemaker, stick to your last!" and nothing more
was heard about hexameters until two days later, when Max was awakened
early one morning to find his brother at his bedside. "Ah, dear Max,"
he began with a piteous air, "what a fearful night have I passed! Only
think! Directly after midnight, just as I had gone to sleep, I felt
a mountain's weight upon me: the unhappy hexameter had come limping
on five feet to my bedside, demanding of me, in terrible tones and
with the most fearful threats, its sixth foot. Shylock could not have
insisted more obstinately upon his pound of flesh. It appealed to its
primeval classic right, and left me with the most frightful menaces,
only on condition that I never again in my whole life would meddle with
a hexameter."
The time of Heine's entrance in the field of literature was no
unfavorable one for an individual genius like his own. The so-called
Classic and Romantic schools of Germany had each in its own direction
reached the ultimate limits of its development. Schiller was
dead, Goethe was at work upon the second part of _Faust_ and the
_Westöstliche Divan_, while such of the Romantic writers as were left
had penetrated far into the realms of mediæval mysticism to bring
to the light only wild and distorted forms of imagery and the most
extravagant creations of morbid fancy. In Heine, who could sing of love
and moonlight and nightingales with the best of them, they thought they
had found a new champion to revive their now declining glory, little
dreaming that ten years later, in his famous essay on the Romantic
school, he was destined to deal their cause its deathblow and disperse
for ever the lingering mists and spectres of German Romanticism.
Nevertheless, all Heine's earlier writings, prose as well as verse,
show very clearly the influence of the school. "I am tired of this
guerrilla warfare," he writes in 1830, "and long for rest. What an
irony of fate, that I, who would rest so gladly on the pillow of a
quiet, contemplative inner life--that I should be destined to scourge
my poor fellow-countrymen from their comfortable existence and stir
them into activity--I, who like best to watch the passing clouds, to
invent (_erklügeln_) metrical magic, to hearken to the secrets of the
spirits of the elements and absorb myself in the wonder-world of old
tales,--I must edit political annals, preach the topics of the time,
stir up the passions!" A little later comes the news of the Revolution
in Paris, and all these vague romantic longings have vanished into air,
melted away by the beams of the July sun.
These tendencies may have first roused the determined hostility with
which the followers of Goethe greeted the new poet and indignantly
repelled the claims of his friends for his succession to Goethe's lyric
muse. There was, at all events no love lost between the great Goethe
himself and his younger contemporary. Goethe simply ignored Heine,
and the latter, though he could not reciprocate in this way, did not
spare his mighty rival certain home-thrusts on his most vulnerable
side. He made a pilgrimage to Weimar in 1824 on his return from the
famous Harz journey, but he is exceedingly reticent on the subject,
and the following humorous account from the _Romantische Schule_ is
almost the only one to be had of the visit. "His form," he writes, "was
harmonious, clear, joyous, nobly-proportioned, and Greek art could be
studied in him as in an antique: his eyes were at rest like those of
a god. It is generally the distinguishing mark of the gods that their
gaze is steadfast, and their eyes do not wander in uncertainty hither
and thither. Napoleon's eyes had this peculiarity also, and therefore
I am convinced that he was a god. Goethe's eyes were as divine in his
advanced age as in his youth. Time had covered his head with snow,
but it could not bend it. He bore it ever proud and high, and when he
reached forth his hand, it was as if he would prescribe to the stars
their course in the heavens. There are those who profess to have
observed the cold lines of egotism about his mouth, but these lines
belong also to the immortal gods, and above all to the Father of the
gods, the great Jupiter, with whom I have already compared Goethe. In
truth, when I visited him in Weimar and stood before him, I glanced
involuntarily aside to see if the eagle and the thunderbolts were at
hand. I came very near addressing him in Greek, but when I noticed
that he understood German I told him in German that the plums on the
road between Weimar and Jena tasted very good. I had pondered in so
many long winter nights over all the lofty and profound things I should
say to Goethe if I should ever see him, and when at last I saw him
I told him that the Saxon plums tasted very good; and Goethe smiled
with the same lips that had once kissed the fair Leda, Europa, Danäe,
Semele, and so many other princesses or even ordinary nymphs."--"My
soul is shaken," he cries elsewhere, "and my eye burns, and that is an
unfavorable condition for a writer, who should control his material
and remain beautifully objective (_hübsch objektiv bleiben soll_), as
the Art School requires and as Goethe has done. He has become eighty
years old by it," he adds with incomparable irony, "and minister, and
well-to-do (_wohlhabend_). Poor German people! this is thy greatest
man!" To all this there is a keenly personal edge, but the real gulf
between the two lies deeper than wounded vanity on the one side and
possible jealousy on the other, and is as wide and impassable as
Heine's own distinction between the Hellenic and the Judaic views of
life. Heine, vitally absorbed in all the questions that the present
brought, and in the very heat and stress of its conflicts, watched the
"Great Pagan" in the fulness of his years crystallizing his life's
experience in beautiful and polished, but ever more and more lifeless,
forms of verse, striving toward pure Hellenism, as Goethe's followers
called his imitation of classic forms, withdrawn from all the social
and political problems of the day far into the realms of scientific
research; and he cried out impatiently about coldness, indifference to
the true interests of mankind--compared Goethe's creations to the Greek
statues in the Louvre, with no humanity in them, but only divinity and
stone. But Goethe, with his theory of color, with his botany, anatomy,
osteology and the rest, had caught a spark from what was to be the
genius of a future generation, and this Heine was not prophet enough to
see.
The time, we have said, was favorable for Heine's entrance into
literature: it was anything but favorable for the rôle which he began
almost at once to play--that of political and social agitator. The
political atmosphere of Germany during the years that preceded the July
Revolution was stifling in the extreme. The famous War of Liberation
had freed the people from the grasp of Napoleon, but seemed only to
have increased the weight of home despotism: the press was subjected
to searching government investigation, and as a result all political
opinions were suppressed in the daily journals, which in lieu of
politics supplied little else but theatrical and musical gossip.
This was no condition of things for Heine, who could never move in
prescribed paths in any direction, and who had to submit to seeing his
work scarred and mutilated by the red pencil of the censorship; and he
began to look toward France as a land of refuge in case of accident,
as it were, until finally, after the July Revolution, the Rhine
became a Jordan and Paris a New Jerusalem to his longing eyes, and he
emigrated thither, to the land of freedom and "good cheer," to return
but once again to his native country. There is no real evidence of his
exile being a compulsory one, but under such circumstances his life
at home must have been at best a precarious one. According to his own
delightfully humorous account, he had learned from an old councillor
at Berlin who had passed many years at the fortress of Spandau how
unpleasant it was to wear chains in winter. "'If they had only warmed
our chains for us a little they would not have made such an unpleasant
impression: they ought, too, to have had the forethought to have them
perfumed with essence of roses and laurel, as they do in this country.'
I asked my councillor if he often had oysters at Spandau. He said, 'No:
Spandau was too far from the sea. Meat,' he said, 'was quite rare there
too, and there was no other kind of fowl than the flies which fell into
the soup.' And so, as I really needed recreation, and Spandau was too
far from the sea for oysters, and the Spandau fowl-broth did not tempt
me especially, and the Prussian chains were very cold in winter and
quite detrimental to my health, I resolved to journey to Paris, and
there, in the fatherland of champagne and the Marseillaise, to drink
the one and to hear the other sung."
Few particulars of Heine's Parisian life are known, notwithstanding
that during its earlier period he reached the zenith of his fame and
popularity, and lived, according to his own statement, like a god--a
life to end, alas! only too soon. He set himself during these years
to the task of bringing about a mutual understanding between the
French and the German people, and with this end in view he wrote his
famous essays on the _Romantic School_ and _Religion and Philosophy
in Germany_, and sent to the Augsburg _Allgemeine Zeitung_ those
letters on the politics and art of the day which give one of the most
brilliant and vivid pictures in existence of Paris under the "Citizen"
monarchy. Well for Heine if those bright Parisian days had lasted! He
was overtaken only too soon by a fate as terrible as any that martyr
was ever called upon to endure. His nervous organization had always
been an exceedingly sensitive one, and he had long suffered from severe
and frequent headaches. During the latter part of his life in Paris his
health gradually declined, until in 1848 he received his deathblow in a
stroke of paralysis which left him almost blind, crippled and helpless,
and subject to frequent attacks of intense physical agony--a blow which
did not kill him, however, for eight years. His patience--nay, his
heroism--through all his lingering torture was the testimony of every
one who was a witness of his sufferings; and, what was more wonderful,
he retained the powers of his mind in undiminished vigor to the very
end. He died in February, 1856, poor as he had almost always lived, and
almost in obscurity, for the world had withdrawn from the spectacle of
so much suffering, and only a few friends remained to him to the last.
Such a death is terribly sad, but its heroism has all the pathos and
nobility of real tragedy, and atones in more than full measure for a
life that was not always heroic. Can it atone as well for a literary
name that was not wholly untarnished? Nothing can quite justify certain
literary sins which Heine at times committed, but when such offences
are noted down it is best to let them go. Heine's life was certainly
one of unremitting warfare--one long record of personal attacks on his
enemies, of broils with his critics, of unblushing license of speech,
of undaunted adherence to the ideas for which he lived and wrote--one
long cry of protest against the outward conditions of life and society
as he found them, which rings in those strange minor tones of feeling
that are the keynote of his genius, rising sometimes to an almost
childish petulance, and sinking again into chords of the truest pathos.
Where is his place and what was his achievement it is very hard to say.
He was one of those figures which arise here and there in the history
of literature--of men intensely penetrated with the spirit of the age
in which they live, who are alike bitterly impatient of its follies
and its conservatism. They cannot see far into the future, they cannot
always estimate the past: their genius is not universal, but it has
always something of the vitality of present interest about it, and is
subject in no common degree to the errors of contemporary judgment.
Byron was another such figure, and, though his genius had almost
nothing in common with Heine's, the ideas for which they fought were
very nearly the same--ideas which were the outgrowth of the Revolution,
by which they sought to stem the tide of reactionary feeling that set
in so strongly from every direction, in religion and politics as well
as in literature, during the early part of our own century. Their
method of fighting, too, was the same, for they both used their own
persons as weapons in their cause; but where Byron's egotism becomes
dreary and oppressive, Heine's awakens that vivid feeling of interest
which comes usually with personal intercourse alone. He uses himself,
along with and as a part of his material, in such a way that his very
egotism lends to his writings the greater part of their force and
originality, and becomes one of the most potent instruments of his
irony and wit.
Heine chose for himself the sword of the soldier rather than the
poet's laurel, but he chose to fight alone, and the nineteenth century
is not the age nor its society the field for single-handed combat.
That he seems to have felt this himself, one of his latest poems from
the _Romancero_ will show. I give it in Lord Houghton's admirable
translation: it is called
ENFANT PERDU.
In Freedom's war of "Thirty Years" and more
A lonely outpost have I held in vain,
With no triumphant hope or prize in store,
Without a thought to see my home again.
I watched both day and night: I could not sleep
Like my well-tented comrades far behind,
Though near enough to let their snoring keep
A friend awake if e'er to doze inclined.
And thus, when solitude my spirits shook,
Or fear--for all but fools know fear sometimes--
To rouse myself and them I piped, and took
A gay revenge in all my wanton rhymes.
Yes, there I stood, my musket always ready,
And when some sneaking rascal showed his head
My eye was vigilant, my aim was steady,
And gave his brains an extra dose of lead.
But war and justice have far different laws,
And worthless acts are often done right well:
The rascals' shots were better than their cause,
And I was hit--and hit again, and fell!
That outpost is abandoned: while the one
Lies in the dust, the rest in troops depart.
Unconquered, I have done what could be done,
With sword unbroken and with broken heart.
This little poem represents rather pathetically, and in a certain
sense the limitations of Heine's genius; for it is impossible not to
feel that his genius never found its highest expression--that confined
within a narrower channel its force would have been irresistible where
now it is only brilliantly dispersive. It seems as if literature in its
proper sense had lost something by Heine's personal enlistment in all
the conflicts of his day--as if the man of ideas had tried to approach
too closely and too curiously to the realities of life, and had only
succeeded in bringing into glaring prominence the irreconcilable nature
of the forces at work in the world and in ourselves; and never was
reconcilement less possible between the real and the ideal than at the
time of which we speak. This is the meaning of the _Weltschmerz_ and
the _maladie du siècle_ of which we hear so much, and everything
seemed to conspire to render Heine its chief representative.
But a negative judgment is not enough for a final estimate of Heinrich
Heine. Much of his service to literature and to mankind was of a very
positive character. As a man of letters he created a prose style
unequalled in clearness and brilliancy by anything previously known
in German literature--Goethe's prose is ponderous in comparison--and
its influence will be felt long after certain of its mannerisms have
passed into oblivion. His wit is destined to immortality by reason of
the serious purpose that underlies it. It has a spontaneity which no
wit exercised merely for its own ends can ever have. Those who call
Heine frivolous and a mocker, simply because he can jest at serious
things, can only know him very superficially or else must be ignorant
of the real part which humor has to play in the world. Perhaps there
never was a writer who shook himself so free of all conventionalities
of style. His very mannerisms--and his writings abound in them--have a
spontaneity about them, and only become affectations in the innumerable
imitations which cluster around all his literary productions. This
is his service to literature: his service to posterity was as great.
He did some goodly service in the "War of Liberation of humanity,"
if in no other way, by setting the example of a man who could speak
unflinchingly for principles at a time when such utterance was not easy.
It will not be possible to follow up these general statements with any
further examination of Heine's life or his writings. It has been the
present purpose to indicate only in the broadest outlines the scope and
general character of the man and his work, and leave to the reader to
prove the truth of what has been said by his own investigation. There
is no single literary figure that is better worth the task of study
than Heine, and to sum up briefly what this article has been mainly
designed to show, we must pronounce him if not one of the greatest, at
least one of the most original, figures in all literature.
A. PARKER.
DAWN.
What was thy dream, sweet Morning? for, behold!
Thine eyes are heavy with the balm of night,
And, like reluctant lilies, to the light
The languid lids of lethargy unfold.
Was it the tale of Yesterday retold--
An echo wakened from the western height,
Where the warm glow of sunset dalliance bright
Grew, with the pulse of waning passion, cold?
Or was it some heraldic vision grand
Of legends that forgotten ages keep
In twilight, where the sundering shoals of day
Vex the dim sails, unpiloted, of sleep,
Till, one by one, the freighting fancies gay,
Like bubbles, vanish on the treacherous strand?
JOHN B. TABB.
MRS. MARCELLUS.
BY A GUEST AT HER SATURDAYS.
All the celebrated creatures whom Fate or the lecture-committee chance
to bring to our town profess themselves amazed that Mrs. Marcellus
should continue to make this little-celebrated locality her home.
The comment has a double import, containing at once a compliment
and the reverse. If therein be conveyed an intimation that Hurville
as a place of residence is devoid of those varied opportunities for
self-improvement, gayety and æsthetic culture which render existence
in the great centres so diversified and so charming, or even should
the insinuation go so far as to clearly express the indubitable
fact that it is a crude, ragged little town, with a few staring red
brick business-houses fronting each other on the muddy or dusty
or frozen main street (according to the season), and a numerous
colony of wooden cottages dotted around "promiscuous" as an outer
fringe--nay, should Hurville even be apostrophized as a "hole," as
it was once by a lecturer who came during the mud-reign and failed
to draw a house,--why, even the most enthusiastic Hurvillian need
take no offence. But whatever the town may be, think what our
fellow-townswoman, Mrs. Marcellus, is! One of the greatest favorites
our lecture-committee secures for us each year, a dramatic reader
with a stentorian voice and a fine frenzy rolling around loose in his
eye, expressed the whole thing in what I may call a Shakespearian
nutshell by a happy paraphrase of the great bard. "It was not," said
Mr. Blankenhoff, "that people appreciated Hurville _less_, but Mrs.
Marcellus _more_." That settled it.
I have been very frank, as you see, about Hurville, because, although
many of our business-men, in a sort of small beer of local patriotism,
insist upon taking up the utterly untenable position that Hurville is
the only "live town" in the country outside of New York and Chicago, I
am unable to recognize this astonishing vitality myself, and I always
say that if Hurville is "live," I should like to know what something
dead looks like, acts like, and especially buys and sells like. The
commerce of the place has been completely stagnant for several years,
and in Hurville, if ever anywhere, is it a mystery to one half the
world how the other half lives. I believe both halves would now be one
complete and thoroughly defunct whole were it not that the vital spark
is kept alive in both sections by Mrs. Marcellus. Her position in a
community so provincial, and in many respects so narrow-minded, as that
of our little place, has always been an exceedingly singular one; yet
she was lifted to the throne of leadership of our choicest circle on
her arrival, and has wielded the sceptre uninterruptedly ever since,
without the slightest breath of disaffection having arisen among her
courtiers. When she first came to Hurville, fifteen years ago, she was
a young widow of thirty, very handsome, very travelled, very cultured,
very stylish and passably rich. She is all this yet, and much more that
is good and lovable as well. On the left-hand side of the account there
is nothing to make a blur except that she is now a motherly lady of
forty-five, instead of being, as she was when she first came, just on
the last step of the stairs where girlhood shuts the door in a woman's
face finally--at thirty.
Her coming to Hurville was rather odd, and at first she had not the
slightest intention of remaining. Her object in visiting the place
was to negotiate the sale of the residence she now occupies, the
best house in the town yet, and fifteen years ago considered a very
imposing mansion--so much so that when the railroad came the heavy
men of the community insisted on the track being laid in such a way
that passengers inside the cars could get a full view of the Marcellus
house as they whizzed by. The house was built for the father of Mrs.
Marcellus's husband, a sharp old fellow who came to the town when the
general impression prevailed that Hurville was going to make Chicago
shut up shop, and ultimately to see the grass grow in what are still
very thriving thoroughfares of the city of New York. Old Marcellus
made all the money out of Hurville that the town will afford for the
next half century at least, and died in the shanty he had always lived
in just as the builders were putting the last touch on that elegant
mansion, which was supposed to be but the first of a series of princely
residences which when completed would make Fifth Avenue and Walnut
street wonder what they were begun for if thus so early they were done
for by the wealth and enterprise of Hurville. Old Marcellus's son never
came to Hurville. He was educated abroad, and married this lady, a
young New Yorker, at her home. He was in poor health and died in Paris,
leaving his wife a good deal of property, including this house, and two
little daughters to take care of.
She stayed a few weeks at the hotel of those days, a most comfortable
one--for, though the building was of frame and the furniture old
and shabby, travellers often say that the meals were better and the
bed-linen cleaner and better aired than in the present imposing
Dépôt Hotel--and finding no one willing or able to buy the Marcellus
house at anything like its value, she one day astonished everybody
by saying that the house was now withdrawn from sale and that she
was going to live in it herself. What a sensation occurred when her
furniture arrived! She had brought over all her elegant belongings
from Paris, those being days when household effects which had been
in use by Americans abroad for a year were passed free of duty at
the custom-house. Even now you can scarcely find in any community a
house more beautifully furnished than Mrs. Marcellus's. She still uses
the things she brought from France, and never allows her head to be
turned by any vagaries respecting house-decoration. Her pale-yellow
satin drawing-room furniture is charming, a real reminiscence of Marie
Antoinette's at the Little Trianon at Versailles. Bronzes and marbles
of chaste and beautiful subjects, water-colors and oil-paintings signed
by noted names, fresh flowers in lovely abundance at all seasons of the
year,--oh, it is a rare home of beauty and culture! And the best of it
is, as Mrs. Marcellus often tells us at her pleasant dinner-parties or
her cozy Saturday evenings, that by living in Hurville she can enjoy
this agreeable and ladylike mode of existence, can do what we know she
does for the poor, can subscribe to all periodicals of the day in any
way worthy, can entertain her friends often--to their great delight,
all loudly exclaim--without being haunted by the slightest shadow of
anxiety regarding her income. If she had continued to live in New York
she would by this time probably be bankrupt, for a similar manner of
living in that costly city would be a dozen times more expensive than
it is in Hurville. As it is, she even lays up money; and when her
daughters both married, as they did on the same day five years ago,
Mrs. Marcellus astonished all the wedding-participants by announcing to
them the growth of a plum to the credit of each which she had planted
and preserved for them in the hothouse of an old reliable banker's safe
in Boston.
I have mentioned Mrs. Marcellus's Saturday evenings. They are the sole
means of intellectual exchange Hurville possesses. In fact, without
them our mental condition must have degenerated long ere this into
something analogous to that of the cabbage, for most of us are too
poor to take trips to the cities to brush up our brains, and we have
no public or private library worthy the name in the place. Of late
even our lecture-course--which used to be renowned as one of the
most successful in the country, for a small town--has dwindled down
almost to nothing, the hard times affecting this as everything else.
No, not everything: hard times make no difference in Mrs. Marcellus's
Saturdays, thank the powers! Every Saturday evening we gather around
that yellow satin furniture, inspect once more those oft-inspected
pictures (always discovering new beauties in them), try to air a little
art-jargon concerning the statuettes and bric-à-brac, look over the
last new periodicals, sniff the flowers and say "How sweet!"--the women
always asking how she keeps them with the gas, and Mrs. Marcellus
always answering that she doesn't: she has them changed. At nine
o'clock tea and etceteras are served up. The fine tea-service of rarest
old blue Nankin is laid out upon a tablecloth of daintiest linen
deeply embroidered with blue of a corresponding shade. Tea-cakes and
pâtés whose ingredients are to be found in no cookery-book whatever
greet the delighted and unexpectant palate. With her white, shapely,
graceful hands Mrs. Marcellus tenders us these luscious lollipops and
again and again refills the steaming bowl. At eleven o'clock precisely
the neat and pretty maid, who always wears a white cap, brings in Mrs.
Marcellus's small bedroom lamp; and this means good-night to visitors.
These evenings are the pride and comfort of the town, and it is a
point of honor with those of us who know we are welcome to attend
every Saturday without intermission. Whenever the gathering chances
to be small you may be sure that the cause of it is to be found in a
weather-condition when to say "raining cats and dogs," "blowing great
guns" or "snowing like Siberia" is to use a comparison quite feeble
and inexpressive. But even on such occasions a few gentlemen always
contrive to drop in. They are sent by their wives when these cannot
come, and they always find Mrs. Marcellus her amiable, reposeful self,
whom no chances of temperature can affect.
On a particularly stormy and disagreeable Saturday of the past winter
I hesitated long about making my usual call. Not that I did not want
to go, nor that I cared much for the weather, but it seemed to me
impossible that on such a night Mrs. Marcellus should take the trouble
to light her gas-jets (always supplemented by a large, softly-beaming
oil-lamp for the centre-table) or ignite the splendid roaring fire of
wood and coal mingled which, burning redly in a deep, low, richly
colored grate of brass and steel, gives in winter the finishing touch
of comfort and home-likeness to that delicious yellow satin drawing
room. In summer the grate is entirely removed, and the vacant space
is filled with flowering plants, tastefully framed by the hanging
mantelpiece valance above and long, narrow, gracefully draped curtains
at the sides, which take away all look of bareness from that central
point of interest in every apartment, the fireplace. Yet the prospect
of spending in my own cheerless room and quite alone the only evening
of the week on which circumstances permit me to sit up at all late
was scarcely flattering. I have to be at the store every morning
before eight, and therefore on every night but Saturday I retire at
an hour of a primitive earliness only equalled by that prevailing in
well-regulated nurseries. On Sunday mornings I am able to sleep rather
late, but pay for the privilege by the enforced juxtaposition of the
heavy breakfast sausage with the tough dinner roast beef, my landlady,
in a fit of the contraries, always advancing dinner many hours on the
day when of all others it should be very much retarded, and would be if
the digestive apparatus of the American people had any rights which the
landlady of the period were bound to respect.
But these details have small bearing on the story I am relating.
To resume: Driven out, in spite of the stormy weather, by the
cheerlessness of my room, I hastened on the Saturday evening in
question to seek the warm and comforting shelter of Mrs. Marcellus's
abode. All was as serene within that model home as if the raging
elements themselves had been subdued by the grand white hands of Mrs.
Marcellus, and at her order had been stuffed with eiderdown and covered
with yellow satin by a Paris upholsterer. How soothing to the rasped
nerves was this interior--the crackling fire, the lights, the flowers,
the soft rays from the lamp falling on the gray silk dress and the
lace headdress of Mrs. Marcellus as she sat at the solid, large round
centre-table with a basket of gay-colored embroidery-silks before
her! Besides myself there were five visitors, all gentlemen of course,
and most of them individuals who are not much given to loquacity.
The lack of conversation was somewhat marked. Still, no one felt any
obligation to keep the ball of small talk rolling. Mrs. Marcellus says
that when people come to see her she wants them to converse or to keep
silent as the spirit moves. The wings of silence brooded over this
gathering again and again, yet no one felt guilty. There were many
pleasant and home-like sounds--the tintinnabulation of the teaspoons
and sugar-tongs, the pricking of the needle through the stiff linen,
the whirl of a book-leaf, the laying down of card upon card in the
game of solitaire which some one was playing, the bloodless execution
of a paper-knife cutting apart the sheets of a newly-arrived magazine,
the rustling of the Saturday's local paper, delivered just at dusk
and not opened till now, the fresh ink made doubly pungent in the
warm atmosphere till it yielded to the pressure of the summer-like
temperature and dried up--like the rest of us.
"It is odd," said Henry L. Thompkins at length, closing a novel which
he had been reading by slow instalments at Mrs. Marcellus's Saturdays
for the last year at least, and whose finis he had now reached, "that
so many authors write love-stories."
"Why shouldn't they," said Mrs. Marcellus, "when so many readers like
to peruse them?"
"Who likes to peruse them?"
"Why, you do, I should think, else you would have laid down that
book long ago. You've been perfectly absorbed in it: there have
been chapters which made your color come and go with their exciting
interest. I've watched you;" and she shook her needle at him accusingly.
I scarcely remember how it was that when upon this the conversation
became animated it instantly drifted into love-stories and love-affairs
and jiltings and heart-breakings, and all the rest of it. Everybody
had something to say which he fancied had never before been said about
the tender passion; and suddenly a proposition fell from the lips
of Mrs. Marcellus which certainly took the company by surprise. She
said that she wished, just for curiosity's sake, every one present
would tell her about the last love-affair he had had. It would really
be fun: she wished they would. Objections and modest declinings were
unanimous at first, of course, but our hostess insisted; and finally
this conditional agreement was decided upon: that her desire should be
acceded to, provided Mrs. Marcellus would relate her own experience
in this line and tell the company the particulars of _her_ last
love-affair. She instantly consented, though I thought I detected a
flying blush tinge her cheek at the rush of recollections brought about
by the proposal.
The first autobiographer was Henry L. Thompkins himself. Mr. Thompkins
is the principal banker of our place, and, from the almost dead level
of Hurvillian impecuniosity, he is considered to be a man of colossal
fortune. He is very well off in respect to wealth, and has been a
widower for many years. In the grief and loneliness which engulfed him
at the loss of his wife, he told us, he had sought solace in the warm
affections of his sister, a widow lady with a large number of sons,
and had recklessly adopted her boys and promised to be a father to
them--an engagement which had placed him in such a position toward a
lot of young spendthrifts that by actual experience he was now fully
qualified to perform the part of the testy old uncle of Sheridan's
plays, whose principal duty in life is to shake a stick in his nephew's
face and exclaim, "Zounds! you young rascal!" or "Egad! you young dog!"
But instead of one scapegrace nephew he had half a dozen to bleed him.
During one of his visits to his sister, who lived in the West, he found
there, also on a visit, a young lady who made a marked impression upon
him. She was rather good-looking, kind, sensible and quiet in her ways.
For her sake he lengthened his visit: every day her influence over him
became stronger. On the final Sabbath of his stay it happened that
of all the household he and she alone were able to attend service.
The sermon had a distinct bearing on the sanctity of wedded life. As
they walked home he resolved to sound her feelings on the subject of
marriage. He began by saying that he was glad to see she was a friend
of his family, because that empowered him to ask her this question:
Would she like to become a member of it? She blushed, bit her lip
and said, as Heaven was her judge, she would, but she had no fortune
of her own, and she had seen too much of married life in poverty to
dare to enter it under those circumstances. "Poverty!" exclaimed Mr.
Thompkins: "you need have no fear of that. I will see that you have
every comfort--indeed, every luxury." The girl was so startled she
stood still in the street and gazed at him, tears flooding her handsome
eyes. "Oh, Mr. Thompkins," she murmured, "you are the best man in the
world, and I thank you from the bottom of my heart. But I have felt
from the first moment how really noble and generous you are; and it
was only last evening I told Edward, when he took me to the Minstrels,
that I believed if he'd muster up courage to ask his uncle for money
enough to set him up in business, and tell him he wanted to marry and
settle down, that you would do it." The only thing consoling about the
affair was, that the girl never suspected anything. She married his
eldest nephew, whom he has since set up in business three consecutive
times (three consecutive failures following), and the couple are now
rearing a plentiful crop of grand-nephews, who, though still young,
have already developed to perfection the paternal eye for searching out
the main chance, and invariably expect--nay, obstreperously claim--a
full line of costly presents at Christmas, New Year's, Thanksgiving and
all the anniversaries of everybody's birthday, wedding and demise.
We were very glad that Mr. Thompkins so framed the concluding sentence
of his story as to allow us to laugh. We knew very well, from the
character of the second speaker, that we should require all our store
of thrills and shivers for his recital. He was a long, thin, red-headed
man named McLaughlin, who by perseverance had absorbed the most of
the leather and findings trade of Hurville and round about, but was
always talking of the brilliant and exciting early days of his career,
when, fired by a story he had read of the dangers and pleasures of
life before the mast, he resolved to run away, and did run away, to
sea. His love-story was a wild and inconsequent recital, with staccato
stops, of an adventure he had when he was a sailor and his vessel lay
in one of the ports of India for some weeks--at Calcutta, I think.
Anyhow, there were tiger-skins mixed up in it, and elephants' tusks,
and long, moist, horrible serpents trailing after people, and a house
where his lady-love lived which was provided with traps and secret
panels in the walls and other such trifles; and the lady-love was
a native woman who desired to renounce the faith of her people for
him, but was interfered with by a cochineal-colored father of a very
unpleasant sort, who rampaged around twirling the lance he used in
pig-sticking, and often finishing off his enemies with a poisoned
creese, such as you read about. Of course there was nothing left for
McLaughlin but to fight a duel with this unreasonable parent--a duel
which suddenly became contagious, the whole population of Calcutta
joining in it; the foreseen conclusion of the terrific narrative being
of course that everybody was killed except McLaughlin. No one dared
even to smile at this sanguinary catastrophe, for McLaughlin was really
a fiery-tempered fellow, and on more than one occasion had been known
to back his opinions by inserting his hand under his right coat-tail
to find an additional argument wherewith to enforce a similarity of
political views. Nevertheless, our hostess slyly asked if it could be
possible that the native lady who had wished to relinquish the faith
of her cochineal-colored fathers was the amiable--and she might have
said, the essentially pale and milk-and-watery--lady who was known to
the community as Mrs. McLaughlin, and who would have been, save for
the storm, "one of ours" to-night. Mac said, Of course not; but what
was the use of sitting down to talk about the jogtrot events of these
later years, during which destiny and leather had bound him, as it
were, to Hurville? He thought we wanted romance while we were about it.
No. 3 was our military man, an ex-brigadier-general who still wears the
Kossuth hat of his grade, and who holds, to the satisfaction of all,
the berth of postmaster at Hurville. Like most amateur army-officers,
the general thinks that as regards military tactics he is a very
Napoleon, and he has so impressed this opinion on Hurville that we
know full well, though the country at large may not, exactly what
brigadier-general it was by whom the stamping out of the rebellion was
principally performed. In the various engagements which have taken
place between the armies of Europe during the last decade none have had
so satisfactory a termination as they might had our postmaster-general
(if I may so compound him) been in command of the field. The French,
for instance: it seems a great pity that that brilliant people should
not have put themselves in communication with Hurville, if only by
wire, at the time of the disastrous Prussian war. There was our
general, every Saturday evening at Mrs. Marcellus's, winning the most
stupendous victories for them on a large map of the seat of war, with
little flags mounted on pins stuck all over it; and it was really
exciting to see how the general caused the Prussian standard to
retreat at Sedan, the tri-color advancing in triumph at the head of an
overwhelming body of troops rushing upon the enemy _en masse_, hemming
him in on all sides, while the stirring tones of an imaginary brass
band entoned the glorious Marseillaise, its clarion cry proclaiming
once again to _tout le monde_ that _les enfants de la patrie_ had
won another victory for _la grande nation_. "_Marchons! marchons!_
tum-ti-tum--and victory or death!" Oh dear! what a surprise it was
to us all when the cable-despatch came announcing a very different
termination to the fray at Sedan! At first we were incredulous. The
brigadier clapped his hand to his head, seized the paper, ran with
it into a corner and turned his back on us, that he might study the
matter from the strategic point of view undisturbed by uninformed
comment. When he returned he said he saw quite clearly how it was:
the French had failed to advance their left flank--the despatches
showed it--and there was the fatal error. The despatches also showed
quite clearly that the French had no left flank to advance, nor right
either, not to speak of any rear; but the general said he couldn't
help that--they should have advanced their left flank: that was the
only really soldier-like thing for them to do. When armies meet on
the battle-field they should almost always (I think he said) advance
their left flank. Again (to hasten to recent events), here were these
puerile, unspeakable, unutterable heathens, the Turks. Vile as their
moral status was, their military advantages were such that had they had
among their pachas one man who possessed the slightest glimmering of a
conception of the art of war they would not only have held Stamboul,
but they would have advanced their left flank right into the heart of
Russia and set the Crescent flag to flying from the tops of the palaces
on the banks of the Neva.
Naturally, knowing his bellicose proclivities, we were fully prepared
to hear that the general's love-affair was intimately connected with
the war-period; for Mrs. Marcellus herself proposed that the general
should follow Mr. McLaughlin's example and relate, not his last
love-affair necessarily, but his most romantic one. Everybody present
respected the active, self-helpful wife of the postmaster too much
to desire, even for a joke, that the fine sentiments which drew such
a woman into marriage should be made the theme of a story told by a
fireside for the beguilement of a winter's evening. So the general
started by saying that prior to courting and wedding his dear wife
he had been led into an affair of the heart: with a contrite spirit
he confessed that that affair was one which might have had the most
fatal consequences. Luckily, his eyes were opened in time. But had
circumstances been otherwise, had the government at Washington known
the brink on which he stood, he who was now honored by his country's
confidence to the extent of the postmastership of the town of Hurville
might instead be figuring in the reprobatory annals of the republic's
history along with Benedict Arnold and Major André. The conviction
instantly spread among the listeners that we were now to learn that the
general himself on some important occasion had failed to advance his
left flank: if so, we should have him on the hip in future--the left
hip, of course. But the dreadful episode occurred, it seemed, not on
the battle-field, but during the leisure hours when nothing was astir
in camp. It was no question of infantry, cavalry or artillery, but the
old, old story of a pair of brown eyes. "She" was a Southern girl; they
met by chance; he ordered her to walk under the flag; she smiled at him
as she did so; stolen interviews followed; she swore to renounce her
allegiance to the "Lost Cause" and accompany him to the North. Deceived
by her promises, he told her when, how and at what time the corps was
to strike tents and leave the locality--secret information. On the
night prior to the morning they had fixed upon to go the order to march
was countermanded, and the general hastened to his lady-love to tell
her the change of plans. Thinking to give her a lover's surprise, he
crept up to the veranda of her house on tip-toe and noiselessly peered
into the parlor where his enchantress was wont to sit swinging away the
heavy hours in the sweet dalliance of a rocking-chair. To his surprise,
he found she was not alone: a Confederate officer stood by her side,
his arm encircling her taper waist, his lips ever and anon tasting
the honey that dwelt on hers. In intervals between these caresses the
treacherous beauty poured into her lover's ear all she had gleaned
about the change of base of the army from her too credulous brigadier.
A movement made the next day by the Confederates showed they had formed
designs in accordance with the information the girl imparted, but the
Unionist plan having been altered the consequence was in no degree
disastrous to our troops.
The termination of this story found the listeners all very silent. No
one seemed to know what comment to make. From the pained expression
of the brigadier's face it was evident that he still looked upon the
experience as one which but for an accident might have brought danger
to the country and shame and disgrace to himself. Mrs. Marcellus said,
as usual, just the right word. She assured the general that she could
not see in what way he had swerved from his duty as a loyal soldier
in the affair, since the lady had won his confidence by the false
assertion that she desired to renew her allegiance to the flag.
The editor now had the floor. The editor is of course the oracle of the
community, and his newspaper, in the opinion of the entire population
of Hurville--including himself--is an organ which for real power
and earnest writing exceeds any of the monster dailies of the large
cities, whose fame, stupidly enough, extends the length and breadth
of the land, while the _Hurville Gazette_ blushes unseen, claiming
only an average circulation of two thousand; and some say this is
an exaggerated figure. The editor's story was of course thoroughly
characteristic--editorial, so to speak--the recital going straight to
the point at issue without redundant phraseology or extraneous matter
of any kind: it was, in fact, a report, as epigrammatic as a six-lined
local paragraph, boiled down to the utmost limit of concentrated
fact-essence. Yet the gist of the story greatly surprised us. He had
become interested in an anonymous female contributor of love-poems
sent every week to a newspaper he was then editing in the West. At
length, by dint of perseverance, he had unveiled the incognita of the
poetess, in time won her affections, and finally married her. The
general impression was that this must refer to a former wife, of whom
we had never heard, for every one knew the editor's better half to be a
diligent housekeeper, patient mother, a ceaseless sewing-machinist, a
walking encyclopædia of cookery-recipes, and the least literary woman
of our set. Poetry she never read, and she had even been known to sneer
at rhymesters, especially those of her own sex, who, she averred,
might find some better and more profitable way of passing their time
than scribbling nonsense. Yet this change of views, the editor now
assured us, was due solely to the influence of time and a very large
and uncommonly obstreperous family of boys.
The next speaker was the head of the firm of E.T. Perkins & Co.,
dry-goods merchants of the Perkins Block. An extremely religious though
not a bigoted man, generous, good-natured and jovial, everybody likes
him, and we all looked forward with pleasure to hearing his story. He
seemed to have difficulty at first in remembering anything sufficiently
unusual in its incidents to interest us; for, as he said, we all knew
that he had married Mrs. Perkins when he was a clerk in the dry-goods
store of her late father, and had succeeded to the business on his
death, his wife giving great impetus to trade by her own extravagance
in dress, which spread like a contagion among the other ladies of the
town, who until then had been mostly satisfied with nice calicoes and
cheap merinos. As for love-affairs, continued Mr. Perkins, if he had
ever had any before he met Mrs. Perkins he couldn't remember them; but
in a _friendly_ way a curious kind of thing had happened to him many
years ago in New York, when he was in the white-goods department of one
of the big wholesale houses. He was a very young man, not twenty-one,
and trying hard to do right amid the trials and temptations of the
great city. He was a church-member, and in aid of the funds of the
church to which he belonged he had taken one winter a subscription to a
course of lectures to be delivered in some hall down town which has now
disappeared. Seats were reserved for ticket-holders; and so it happened
that he found himself twice a week seated next a lady and her husband
to whom he had been previously introduced by a friend after service
one Sunday evening, but with whom he had had till then but a bowing
acquaintance. Now they fell to chatting of course. He considered the
lady very handsome, though older than himself--about thirty perhaps.
She was of a full figure--might even have been called stout--with
rosy cheeks, pouting lips, laughing black eyes, glossy hair, and a
gay, pleasant manner that was very attractive. Her husband was very
much the senior of his wife, and was cross, ugly, lame and asthmatic.
Sometimes he would leave the hall in the middle of a lecture and go
and sit outside in the cold till it was over, when he would join his
wife, grumbling at everything in general and her in particular. During
these absences Mr. Perkins and the lady had time to exchange many of
their views on various subjects, which were found to be very much in
accord. In brief, the acquaintance was so pleasant that young Perkins,
at the last lecture of the course (the husband having stepped out),
made bold to hint that he would be glad to have it continue, and would
be happy to call, if agreeable. To his surprise, the lady whispered
a few hurried words in his ear of a startling character. Her husband
was exceedingly jealous--utterly without cause, of course--and the
idea of a young gentleman calling at the house in a friendly way was
one that was not to be entertained for an instant. This was a state of
things such as young Perkins had never dreamed possible except in the
exaggerated and wearisome pages of long-winded novels and unreadable
poems in cantos. He immediately exalted himself into a hero of romance,
nor was the sensation diminished when he felt the folds of a bit of
note-paper slipped between his fingers as he shook hands with the lady
at parting. When he returned home he made himself acquainted with the
contents of the mysterious billetdoux, and the sentiment of adventure
was heightened when he read therein a request which the lady must
have written previously to coming to the lecture-hall, since it was
in ink. She desired, she said, to bid him adieu before parting _for
ever_, and as it was impossible for her to do that at her own home,
on account of _something_, she had asked a friend of hers to let her
see him at _her_ house. The call must be made at rather an _unusual_
hour--half-past six in the morning. She was going to see a departing
friend to the _boat_, and she would stop in Hudson street on her way
back. Now, what was more natural, continued Mr. Perkins, for a foolish
young fellow to do than to go to the place on the day appointed? The
hour _was_ rather unusual, and the morning being bitterly cold the
experience was anything but pleasant. The friend's house proved to
be in a very disagreeable neighborhood, and the parlor into which
he was ushered was a small, musty room, with a dirty carpet on the
floor, and otherwise furnished with a few cane-seat chairs and a
rickety marble-topped centre-table, the place being rendered still
more uninviting by a sheet-iron stove which belched forth volumes of
smoke from the unwilling beginnings of a rebellious fire that had just
been kindled in it. Mr. Perkins sat down in the cheerless apartment,
and waited long, half numbed with cold. Having left his home so early,
he was breakfast-less, and that fact did not render his condition any
the more comfortable. The romance of the adventure oozed out of him
from every pore in an almost perceptible stream. The absurdity of
the situation became every moment more painfully apparent, when at
length in walked the lady. But could this indeed be she? Why, she was
completely changed. Instead of the gay, bright, trim, rosy, laughing,
sparkling-eyed lady of the evenings, he beheld a stout, untidy,
sallow-complexioned, faded-out woman of forty. She was old enough to be
his mother--old enough to be ashamed of herself. Never was a youth's
foolish illusion more quickly dispelled. He took her proffered hand
listlessly, and declined the invitation to reseat himself, pleading the
necessity for getting to the store at once. His exit must have been
farcical in its abruptness. The most jealous husband in the world could
have found no occasion for complaint in such conduct, unless indeed
he had changed his views and objected to his wife being treated so
cavalierly. The lady's billetdoux had indeed possessed the essential
element of truth, as opposed to the fiction of poetry: they bade each
other adieu before parting _for ever_.
There may be little enough humor in this story, given thus barely, but
Mr. Perkins's droll tone of voice and the mirthful twinkle in his
eye kept us in peals of laughter while he related the adventure. The
history gained an added zest from the frankness of the narrator, for it
proved once again how little the gold of his nature was cheapened by
the dross of an assumed ultra-holiness, which more than anything else
is repulsive to young people when coming from a religious Mentor. "Was
_you_ ever a little girl?" asks the pranksome Miss Lotta in one of her
nursery-rhyme plays of a particularly cross and crabbed old grenadier
of an aunt. A similar question was never propounded to Mr. Perkins.
No boy in Hurville--even the copper-toed ruffians of the editor's
wife--entertains any doubts of the unadulterated boyishness, at some
remote period, of Mr. Perkins. His pious monitions and enthusiastic
essays to lead the boys in the path of a noble manhood lose nothing
from the knowledge.
It was now the turn of Mrs. Marcellus to speak. We peremptorily bade
her unfold herself, as did Hamlet the Ghost. She smiled and craved
a minute's grace in which to serve us all anew fresh jorums of the
fragrant Kyshow Congou--a tea unparalleled which she imports herself
direct from Oxford Circus in famed London Town--and when the incense
of the fragrant brew rose on the ambient air of the yellow satin
drawing-room our hostess desired us to rattle our teaspoons and clatter
our cups and saucers with a will, as she thought, she said, that a
little confusion would enable her to get through the recital with
more courage. In spite of this request, the most unobtrusive mice
could scarcely have been more noiseless than we as we listened to her
narrative, not a word of which escaped our attentive ears.
"You know," began Mrs. Marcellus, "that it is now five years since the
double wedding of my two darling daughters, parting from whom was such
a dreadful cross for me to bear. Every mother knows how sharp a pang
it gives to transfer to another, almost a stranger--a man whose very
existence six months or a year before was unknown to us--the treasured
being whose smiles and tears have been since babyhood her mother's rain
and sunshine. Ah me! if mothers suffer in this way at the marriage of
one daughter, think how doubly great must the trial have been to me
when I was called upon to relinquish both my girls at once--to see
them both go away on the train, joyous and happy with the men of their
choice, while nothing was left for me but to come back here into the
empty house and begin a new plan of existence with the vivifying and
soul-sustaining element of constant and ever-present love left out! I
don't think any one in Hurville had the slightest glimmering of an idea
of what I suffered."
Mr. Perkins, who sat next her, shook her hand in testimony of the
appreciation of all Hurville of her kindness in never once remitting
(in spite of her private feelings) the pleasant social gatherings which
were so prized by the community; and all present gave audible assent to
the unanimity of opinion on this head.
"You know that some two months before the double wedding I took my
daughters to New York for the purpose of completing the purchases I
considered necessary to furnish each with a suitable trousseau. Much
had been bought here at Mr. Perkins's nice store, almost all the
underclothing which was so much admired by their Boston friends when
the girls arrived at their husbands' homes was made here by the neat
fingers of our Hurville seamstresses, but there were a few things
for which the New York style was necessary, or at least so the girls
thought, and that was the same thing. We were in New York about ten
days, and though every moment, except when we were asleep, was absorbed
by the intricate duties of our shopping, my sense of approaching
loneliness grew deeper and sadder, until it became so overwhelming that
in spite of my efforts to conceal it from them I feared my daughters
would observe my melancholy, and that it would cast a gloom over the
last joyous days of their maidenhood. But they were too full of spirits
and excitement to notice it, and attributed whatever was unusual in my
manner to the exceptional fatigue of the occasion. Finally, our task
seemed finished, and we started for home laden with purchases, leaving
a number of unfinished orders, which were to be sent us by express when
completed. We got to the dépôt rather late, and I found a long line of
people standing before me at the ticket-office window. I was almost at
the tail of an elongated serpent of humanity which wriggled forward
with despairing slowness, and after standing a while I impatiently
left the ranks and went to where my daughters were sitting. 'We shall
never get all that baggage checked in time,' I said: 'I'm afraid we
can't get off by this train.' At that moment a young gentleman who was
awaiting his turn, and was only the second or third person from the
window, leaned toward us and said to me, 'I'll get your tickets for you
if you'll allow me. How many? Three?'--'Yes,' I answered: 'three for
Hurville, please,' offering him the money. 'Never mind that now: wait
till I bring you the tickets;' and I saw him pay for them out of his
well-stuffed wallet. Of course I refunded, with many thanks, as soon
as he brought the tickets, which he did in a minute or two, and I then
hurried away to check the baggage, while the girls went on the train to
secure seats together and get the conductor to let us face each other.
"We had a pleasant day for our journey, but the train was uncomfortably
crowded. A succession of way-passengers, one after another, absorbed
our vacant seat, and prevented the girls from indulging in that
exchange of secret, and in general highly-laughable, confidences
with which young people of their age are always bubbling over. Some
of these local passengers were not very pleasant company, being
frequently encumbered with market-baskets which were not only in
everybody's way, but proclaimed by unmistakable odors the nature of
their contents. Seeing that it was impossible for us to retain the
fourth seat, and having learned from the conductor that there was no
room in the parlor-car, it was really a great relief, as a certainty
of escape from unpleasant companionship, when the same young gentleman
who had kindly helped me at the ticket-office came up and asked if we
had any objection to his sitting there, as he had given up two seats
in succession to ladies, and had been standing the most of the time
since we left New York. Of course we assented, and for the first time
I examined our fellow-traveller minutely. He was very good-looking--a
blond, a style of coloring that I have always particularly admired in
a man when it does not degenerate into effeminacy, as it certainly
did not in this instance. In figure he was tall and slender, with
the erect and graceful carriage of the accomplished soldier, not the
awkward stiffness of the recruit. His eyes were a deep, rich blue,
almost violet--eyes that in themselves would have been sufficient
to make a woman's reputation for beauty: his long silken moustache
shaded from blond to golden red, and was parted fanlike over his
vermilion lips, fragrant and glowing with youth and health. His manners
were essentially those of distinguished society, and his well-cut
gray travelling-suit, his superlatively fine linen, his tiny gold
watch-chain with a valuable pearl set in the slide, his fresh gloves,
his dark-blue necktie carelessly twisted in a sailor's knot, his fine
shoes fitting every curve of his aristocratic foot and covered by
neat cloth gaiters buttoned at the side, his elegant travelling-rug
rolled in a pair of Russia-leather straps, his stylish umbrella, his
fine handkerchief embroidered evidently in Paris in quite a new way--a
fac-simile of a seal in red wax, with a monogram and crest standing
out upon it--above all, his silver-fitted travelling-bag, even finer
than those we had priced at Tiffany's for one hundred and fifty dollars
each,--all gave evidence of a position of something more than ease in
regard to money; while his beautifully-white teeth, his exactly-parted
hair, his scrupulously-tended hands, all spoke of that extreme care
of the person which unmistakably indicates the habit of contact with
people of dignity and good-breeding. Remember, friends, I did not
judge my new friend from the point of view, naturally restricted, of
Hurville. I looked at him from the summits of the forty centuries
of civilization of the European capitals, and I at once adjudged him to
be a man of the world and a gentleman.
"Of course we fell into conversation, and his tone of thought and
mode of expression fully coincided with the elevated character of
his appearance. He was English by descent, he told us, but American
by birth. His reading had evidently been extensive, and his comments
on every subject that arose showed that an original as well as a
scholarly mind had been brought to bear upon it. Yet never was he so
absorbed in the discussion as to neglect any of those attentions which
are so agreeable, even so necessary, to ladies while travelling. His
politeness was constantly on the alert, and his quick eye detected
wants even before they were fully felt, much less spoken of.
"His journey might or might not be so long as ours. He had taken his
ticket for a place he named, a small station in Pennsylvania, where
his father's horses and carriage would be waiting to drive him to the
town where their home was, a bustling lumber-centre back among the
Alleghanies some twenty miles off the railway. His father was the owner
of an immense tract of timber-land there, a property which had come
into his hands many years ago in England as an offset to a very bad
debt incurred by some scamp who had inherited it, but had never seen
it and knew not whether it was valueless or the reverse. For thirty
years his father had paid taxes on these unpromising forest-lands, and
then suddenly there was a rush of enterprise in that direction and the
property became a fortune. The timber was of the finest and the demand
for it unlimited. He was his father's business-representative in the
cities, and had been to Europe also, where he had visited their English
relations, who were very high-toned and all that, but not quite so
well off now as those of the family who were in the plebeian bustle of
successful trade-enterprise in America--to wit, his father and himself.
If the coachman and team were at the station when we arrived (we were
to take supper there), he should go home with him: if the man and
horses were _not_ there, he should find a telegram from his father, in
which case he was to go on to Pittsburg, and would see us at breakfast
in the morning at the place where we changed cars for Hurville.
"In the course of conversation I mentioned to him the peculiar and
interesting circumstance which had called us to New York, the girls
both blushing and ejaculating in a duet, 'Oh don't, mamma!' But I
know so well the heart of youth, both male and female, that I did not
think it right to expose this young man to a misconception in regard
to the position of my girls, more especially as ever since he had
joined us he had sat and gazed at the seat which I occupied with my
younger daughter with a look in his eyes which betrayed the secret of
an inward and sudden yearning which was almost pain. To my surprise,
the announcement of the approaching wedding of both my girls produced
no especial effect upon him. He seemed interested, and indulged in a
little graceful badinage; but this was what struck me as so strange:
every time he spoke to the girls he was smiling and gay and joking,
but every time he turned his eyes on me his expression of face,
his whole manner, changed. His gaze became riveted on my features,
and his soulful eyes lingered there with a fixity that abashed and
disconcerted me. I could not understand it. Why did he look at me so?
Years had passed since last that sort of gaze had been fastened upon
my face, for it was a gaze which unmistakably says, 'You have made
an impression upon me which I cannot resist: everything about you is
pleasing to me.' Try as I would to avoid this look, turn my head as I
might to escape the gaze of those bewitching eyes--even when I closed
my own and feigned sleep--still I felt their tender rays upon me, and
never once did I find it otherwise.
"It is this point of the story, friends, where I feel confession
so difficult. You who have known me for fifteen years, pursuing
unswervingly the prosaic path of duty, will find it difficult to
understand the power of the impression this stranger made upon my poor
heart, widowed in its prime and at that moment about to be further
robbed of all it had to love and cherish. All the years during which I
had employed the most rigid rules of subjection over myself seemed to
vanish like a mist. Every moment I felt more and more strongly a belief
that this new-born passion was sincere, and knew that if it should
really prove so the time when it would meet with full and grateful
return on my part would not be far distant.
"So wore on the daylight hours. Dusk came early, and after the lamps
were lit first one and then the other of my girls wrapped herself in
her shawl, and cuddling together on one seat with the head of each on
the other's shoulders, they both dropped asleep. He and I were now
sitting side by side. For a long time neither spoke. I persistently
stared out of the window at the flying landscape, almost invisible now
in the increasing darkness; but I could feel, though I did not even
glance at him, that he had turned in his seat, his elbow resting on
the back of it, his cheek on his hand and his eyes on me. At length
he bent over toward me, and in so low a tone of voice that the girls
could scarce have heard it had they been awake he whispered, 'Will you
permit me to say a few words to you?'
"'I have no objection,' I answered coldly--'always with the proviso
that what you have to say to me is something which it will be no
derogation of my dignity as a mother of grown daughters to hear.'
"'Could you, madam, for a moment believe me capable of saying anything
unworthy you, unworthy myself?' he exclaimed reproachfully. 'Oh no:
I do not think I have given you any cause to believe me other than a
gentleman. I am not in search of a love-affair, believe me, nor have I
hitherto been considered as at all of an impressionable nature. I am
perhaps not quite so young as I look, and certainly the opportunity of
meeting beautiful and fascinating women has not been lacking to me.
I know scores of such, and still I have borne hitherto an unoccupied
heart. Now, I -- But I am tongue-tied: I fear to give offence. I know
very well you would not let me tell you that you have inspired in me
one of those passions which, born in an instant, often shape a whole
destiny--that I love you as fondly as a man ever loved a woman. No,
no, do not stop me. I say that I do _not_ make such assertions, because
I know you would not allow me; but there is one thing I will make bold
to do--one favor I must crave at your hands. Will you grant it?'
"'What is it?'
"'This: that you will let me count myself among your friends. Give me
that foothold, and something I feel here in my innermost heart tells
me that by it I may lift myself to a niche in yours which no other man
now fills. Let time try the sincerity of what I say. All I ask of you
is that if I ever come to Hurville (as I surely shall if I'm alive),
you will allow me to call upon you merely as a friend: I ask no more.'
"'Are you sincere in this wish?'
"'As Heaven is my judge, I am. In less than an hour this train will
arrive at the station where, in all probability, we shall have to
part. I cannot endure to think that in a formal shake of the hand at a
railway-dépôt you and I are going to separate, never perhaps to meet
in this world again. Both of us have made plenty of such impromptu
acquaintances before now, and have seen the end of them approach with
the utmost indifference, and never given another thought to these
chance friendships of a passing hour. But I feel in my innermost heart
that this meeting between you and me was brought about by the hand of
Providence itself, and for a purpose that we at this early stage of
our knowledge of each other cannot divine. I will not, I cannot, see
it fade away. Will you give me leave to come and see you at Hurville?'
"'With pleasure,' I replied.
"He sprang to my side as I assented, pressing against me so closely
that I withdrew myself hastily lest it should become an open embrace.
Yet even as I repulsed him he smiled fondly on me and said in a tender
voice, 'Thank you, my friend: this is all I ask. I shall soon see you
again, and I warn you I shall see you often. I am willing to take my
chances for the future. Time will try me.'
"'Come, come!' I answered: 'these hints and insinuations are mere
folly. It would be disingenuous in me to pretend not to understand
them; but let them stop here: let us banish all nonsense. I am older
than yourself by some years, and when you become better acquainted
with me you will find that there is nothing in the least extraordinary
about me. I am simply a middle-aged, might even be called an old,
woman, wrapped up in a pleasant but very unromantic set of friends,
and with all the love of my nature buried in the grave of a dead past,
except what survives in the persons of those two sizable young ladies
who sit nodding opposite.'
"'Every word you say,' he said, again drawing near to me in an
affectionate way, 'but confirms the impression you first made upon me.
I think you are a woman of the noblest nature, the soundest sense,
the warmest heart, I ever met. I admire you as much, as deeply, as
I respect you. But this you must permit me to say: you are doing
yourself a great injustice by laying out for yourself a loveless
future. You will feel the heart-void very powerfully when your
daughters leave you. You are _not_ an old woman, even in years, while
in appearance you are not even middle-aged: no one would dream of your
being the mother of these young ladies. Now, is it right in a woman so
exceptionally endowed with affections as you are to say you will never
love again? Leave the future to take care of itself: you do not know
what it has in store for you.'
"With that he pressed my hand, and I pressed his in return, and then
drew away from him, and, covering my face with my veil, nestled,
half frightened, half joyous, into the window-corner. The emotion he
had caused me filled my eyes with tears, yet whether I shed them in
happiness or sorrow I could not tell. There was the dead love, the
girlhood's sweet dream so cruelly finished, my long conviction that
on this earth never again would the delicious oneness of wedded life
be mine. Could it really be that I had inspired in the bosom of this
thoughtful young man the sentiments which lead to the devotion of one
soul to another? Even as I questioned thus my inner self I raised my
veil, and meeting the fixed gaze of those lovely eyes they smiled an
assent, and I sank back, trembling in the ecstasy of my new-found joy.
"We arrived at the supper-station, and with his usual gentlemanly
care our friend helped us from the car and escorted us into the
supper-room. He seated us at a table, and turning down a chair for
himself he whispered in my ear, 'I'll go now and see if there is a
despatch for me. If there is I shall just have time to jump on the
Western-bound train. That is it, there: it is only waiting for this
connection. If there is no despatch and my father's man is here, I
will come back and have supper with you before starting home. In any
case I'll see you soon in Hurville.'
"I was too agitated to partake of food. I tried to sip some scalding
tea, but could not, and rising from the table told the girls to pay
for the supper when they had finished: they would find me outside on
the platform. I heard the whistle of the departing westward train, and
as its ponderous weight thundered over the gleaming rails I saw that
he was in it, kneeling on a seat and peering anxiously out, trying, no
doubt, to get a parting glimpse of me. Just as he was whirled away I
saw the flutter of a handkerchief, and knew that at the last instant
he had recognized me where I stood.
"'Where's our friend?' said one of the girls, who had now finished
supper and come out. 'I thought he was going to have supper: he turned
down a chair.'
"'He left on the Western-bound train,' I answered.
"'I suppose he got the despatch he expected and hadn't time to come in
and say good-bye.'
"It was the first time a secret had ever come between me and my
daughters. I felt distressed, and even guilty.
"'Girls,' said I when we were again seated in the train, 'what did you
think of our travelling-companion?'
"My elder girl thought he was a perfect gentleman, evidently rich,
very well bred, very handsome, and, strange to say with all this, a
scholar. She had no doubt he moved in the best society wherever he
went.
"My younger girl's impression was quite different. In spite of all
he had told us about his wealthy father and his lumber-forests, she
said she didn't believe but what if the truth were known he would be
discovered to be a New York drummer in the button business or perhaps
a Western man in the ham trade.
"'Well, my dears, I am going to tell you something about him that will
surprise you. He is not what you have said, Minnie, nor what you have
said, Jennie, nor what he himself said: he is simply nothing more nor
less than a pickpocket!'