CHAPTER XVIII

THE EDUCATION OF BA-REE

Robbed once of the joys of parenthood by the murder on the Sun Rock,

both Gray Wolf and Kazan were different from what they would have been

had the big gray lynx not come into their lives at that time. As if it

were but yesterday they remembered the moonlit night when the lynx

brought blindness to Gray Wolf and destroyed her young, and when Kazan

had avenged himself and his mate in his terrible fight to the death with

their enemy. And now, with that soft little handful of life snuggling

close up against her, Gray Wolf saw through her blind eyes the tragic

picture of that night more vividly than ever and she quivered at every

sound, ready to leap in the face of an unseen foe, to rend all flesh

that was not the flesh of Kazan. And ceaselessly, the slightest sound

bringing him to his feet, Kazan watched and guarded. He mistrusted the

moving shadows. The snapping of a twig drew back his upper lip. His

fangs gleamed menacingly when the soft air brought a strange scent. In

him, too, the memory of the Sun Rock, the death of their first young and

the blinding of Gray Wolf, had given birth to a new instinct. Not for an

instant was he off his guard. As surely as one expects the sun to rise

so did he expect that sooner or later their deadly enemy would creep on

them from out of the forest. In another hour such as this the lynx had

brought death. The lynx had brought blindness. And so day and night he

waited and watched for the lynx to come again. And woe unto any other

creature of flesh and blood that dared approach the windfall in these

first days of Gray Wolf's motherhood!

But peace had spread its wings of sunshine and plenty over the swamp.

There were no intruders, unless the noisy whisky-jacks, the big-eyed

moose-birds, the chattering bush sparrows, and the wood-mice and ermine

could be called such. After the first day or two Kazan went more

frequently into the windfall, and though more than once he nosed

searchingly about Gray Wolf he could find only the one little pup. A

little farther west the Dog-Ribs would have called the pup Ba-ree for

two reasons--because he had no brothers or sisters, and because he was a

mixture of dog and wolf. He was a sleek and lively little fellow from

the beginning, for there was no division of mother strength and

attention. He developed with the true swiftness of the wolf-whelp, and

not with the slowness of the dog-pup.

For three days he was satisfied to cuddle close against his mother,

feeding when he was hungry, sleeping a great deal and preened and

laundered almost constantly by Gray Wolf's affectionate tongue. From the

fourth day he grew busier and more inquisitive with every hour. He found

his mother's blind face, with tremendous effort he tumbled over her

paws, and once he lost himself completely and sniffled for help when he

rolled fifteen or eighteen inches away from her. It was not long after

this that he began to recognize Kazan as a part of his mother, and he

was scarcely more than a week old when he rolled himself up contentedly

between Kazan's forelegs and went to sleep. Kazan was puzzled. Then

with a deep sigh Gray Wolf laid her head across one of her mate's

forelegs, with her nose touching her runaway baby, and seemed vastly

contented. For half an hour Kazan did not move.

When he was ten days old Ba-ree discovered there was great sport in

tussling with a bit of rabbit fur. It was a little later when he made

his second exciting discovery--light and sunshine. The sun had now

reached a point where in the middle of the afternoon a bright gleam of

it found its way through an overhead opening in the windfall. At first

Ba-ree would only stare at the golden streak. Then came the time when he

tried to play with it as he played with the rabbit fur. Each day

thereafter he went a little nearer the opening through which Kazan

passed from the windfall into the big world outside. Finally came the

time when he reached the opening and crouched there, blinking and

frightened at what he saw, and now Gray Wolf no longer tried to hold him

back but went out into the sunshine and tried to call him to her. It was

three days before his weak eyes had grown strong enough to permit his

following her, and very quickly after that Ba-ree learned to love the

sun, the warm air, and the sweetness of life, and to dread the darkness

of the closed-in den where he had been born.

That this world was not altogether so nice as it at first appeared he

was very soon to learn. At the darkening signs of an approaching storm

one day Gray Wolf tried to lure him back under the windfall. It was her

first warning to Ba-ree and he did not understand. Where Gray Wolf

failed, nature came to teach a first lesson. Ba-ree was caught in a

sudden deluge of rain. It flattened him out in pure terror and he was

drenched and half drowned before Gray Wolf caught him between her jaws

and carried him into shelter. One by one after this the first strange

experiences of life came to him, and one by one his instincts received

their birth. Greatest for him of the days to follow was that on which

his inquisitive nose touched the raw flesh of a freshly killed and

bleeding rabbit. It was his first taste of blood. It was sweet. It

filled him with a strange excitement and thereafter he knew what it

meant when Kazan brought in something between his jaws. He soon began

to battle with sticks in place of the soft fur and his teeth grew as

hard and as sharp as little needles.

The Great Mystery was bared to him at last when Kazan brought in between

his jaws, a big rabbit that was still alive but so badly crushed that it

could not run when dropped to the ground. Ba-ree had learned to know

what rabbits and partridges meant--the sweet warm blood that he loved

better even than he had ever loved his mother's milk. But they had come

to him dead. He had never seen one of the monsters alive. And now the

rabbit that Kazan dropped to the ground, kicking and struggling with a

broken back, sent Ba-ree back appalled. For a few moments he wonderingly

watched the dying throes of Kazan's prey. Both Kazan and Gray Wolf

seemed to understand that this was to be Ba-ree's first lesson in his

education as a slaying and flesh-eating creature, and they stood close

over the rabbit, making no effort to end its struggles. Half a dozen

times Gray Wolf sniffed at the rabbit and then turned her blind face

toward Ba-ree. After the third or fourth time Kazan stretched himself

out on his belly a few feet away and watched the proceedings

attentively. Each time that Gray Wolf lowered her head to muzzle the

rabbit Ba-ree's little ears shot up expectantly. When he saw that

nothing happened and that his mother was not hurt he came a little

nearer. Soon he could reach out, stiff-legged and cautious, and touch

the furry thing that was not yet dead.

In a last spasmodic convulsion the big rabbit doubled up its rear legs

and gave a kick that sent Ba-ree sprawling back, yelping in terror. He

regained his feet and then, for the first time, anger and the desire to

retaliate took possession of him. The kick had completed his first

education. He came back with less caution, but stiffer-legged, and a

moment later had dug his tiny teeth in the rabbit's neck. He could feel

the throb of life in the soft body, the muscles of the dying rabbit

twitched convulsively under him, and he hung with his teeth until there

was no longer a tremor of life in his first kill. Gray Wolf was

delighted. She caressed Ba-ree with her tongue, and even Kazan

condescended to sniff approvingly of his son when he returned to the

rabbit. And never before had warm sweet blood tasted so good to Ba-ree

as it did to-day.

Swiftly Ba-ree developed from a blood-tasting into a flesh-eating

animal. One by one the mysteries of life were unfolded to him--the

mating-night chortle of the gray owl, the crash of a falling tree, the

roll of thunder, the rush of running water, the scream of a fisher-cat,

the mooing of the cow moose, and the distant call of his tribe. But

chief of all these mysteries that were already becoming a part of his

instinct was the mystery of scent. One day he wandered fifty yards away

from the windfall and his little nose touched the warm scent of a

rabbit. Instantly, without reasoning or further process of education, he

knew that to get at the sweet flesh and blood which he loved he must

follow the scent. He wriggled slowly along the trail until he came to a

big log, over which the rabbit had vaulted in a long leap, and from this

log he turned back. Each day after this he went on adventures of his

own. At first he was like an explorer without a compass in a vast and

unknown world. Each day he encountered something new, always wonderful,

frequently terrifying. But his terrors grew less and less and his

confidence correspondingly greater. As he found that none of the things

he feared did him any harm he became more and more bold in his

investigations. And his appearance was changing, as well as his view of

things. His round roly-poly body was taking a different form. He became

lithe and quick. The yellow of his coat darkened, and there was a

whitish-gray streak along his back like that along Kazan's. He had his

mother's under-throat and her beautiful grace of head. Otherwise he was

a true son of Kazan. His limbs gave signs of future strength and

massiveness. He was broad across the chest. His eyes were wide apart,

with a little red in the lower corners. The forest people know what to

expect of husky pups who early develop that drop of red. It is a warning

that they are born of the wild and that their mothers, or fathers, are

of the savage hunt-packs. In Ba-ree that tinge of red was so pronounced

that it could mean but one thing. While he was almost half dog, the wild

had claimed him forever.

Not until the day of his first real battle with a living creature did

Ba-ree come fully into his inheritance. He had gone farther than usual

from the windfall--fully a hundred yards. Here he found a new wonder. It

was the creek. He had heard it before and he had looked down on it from

afar--from a distance of fifty yards at least. But to-day he ventured

going to the edge of it, and there he stood for a long time, with the

water rippling and singing at his feet, gazing across it into the new

world that he saw. Then he moved cautiously along the stream. He had not

gone a dozen steps when there was a furious fluttering close to him, and

one of the fierce big-eyed jays of the Northland was directly in his

path. It could not fly. One of its wings dragged, probably broken in a

struggle with some one of the smaller preying beasts. But for an instant

it was a most startling and defiant bit of life to Ba-ree.

Then the grayish crest along his back stiffened and he advanced. The

wounded jay remained motionless until Ba-ree was within three feet of

it. In short quick hops it began to retreat. Instantly Ba-ree's

indecision had flown to the four winds. With one sharp excited yelp he

flew at the defiant bird. For a few moments there was a thrilling race,

and Ba-ree's sharp little teeth buried themselves in the jay's feathers.

Swift as a flash the bird's beak began to strike. The jay was the king

of the smaller birds. In nesting season it killed the brush sparrows,

the mild-eyed moose-birds, and the tree-sappers. Again and again it

struck Ba-ree with its powerful beak, but the son of Kazan had now

reached the age of battle and the pain of the blows only made his own

teeth sink deeper. At last he found the flesh; and a puppyish snarl rose

in his throat. Fortunately he had gained a hold under the wing and after

the first dozen blows the jay's resistance grew weaker. Five minutes

later Ba-ree loosened his teeth and drew back a step to look at the

crumpled and motionless creature before him. The jay was dead. He had

won his first battle. And with victory came the wonderful dawning of

that greatest instinct of all, which told him that no longer was he a

drone in the marvelous mechanism of wilderness life--but a part of it

from this time forth. _For he had killed_.

Half an hour later Gray Wolf came down over his trail. The jay was torn

into bits. Its feathers were scattered about and Ba-ree's little nose

was bloody. Ba-ree was lying in triumph beside his victim. Swiftly Gray

Wolf understood and caressed him joyously. When they returned to the

windfall Ba-ree carried in his jaws what was left of the jay.

From that hour of his first kill hunting became the chief passion of

Ba-ree's life. When he was not sleeping in the sun, or under the

windfall at night, he was seeking life that he could destroy. He

slaughtered an entire family of wood-mice. Moose-birds were at first the

easiest for him to stalk, and he killed three. Then he encountered an

ermine and the fierce little white outlaw of the forests gave him his

first defeat. Defeat cooled his ardor for a few days, but taught him the

great lesson that there were other fanged and flesh-eating animals

besides himself and that nature had so schemed things that fang must not

prey upon fang--_for food_. Many things had been born in him.

Instinctively he shunned the porcupine without experiencing the torture

of its quills. He came face to face with a fisher-cat one day, a

fortnight after his fight with the ermine. Both were seeking food, and

as there was no food between them to fight over, each went his own way.

Farther and farther Ba-ree ventured from the windfall, always following

the creek. Sometimes he was gone for hours. At first Gray Wolf was

restless when he was away, but she seldom went with him and after a time

her restlessness left her. Nature was working swiftly. It was Kazan who

was restless now. Moonlight nights had come and the wanderlust was

growing more and more insistent in his veins. And Gray Wolf, too, was

filled with the strange longing to roam at large out into the big world.

Came then the afternoon when Ba-ree went on his longest hunt. Half a

mile away he killed his first rabbit. He remained beside it until dusk.

The moon rose, big and golden, flooding the forests and plains and

ridges with a light almost like that of day. It was a glorious night.

And Ba-ree found the moon, and left his kill. And the direction in

which he traveled _was away from the windfall_.

All that night Gray Wolf watched and waited. And when at last the moon

was sinking into the south and west she settled back on her haunches,

turned her blind face to the sky and sent forth her first howl since the

day Ba-ree was born. Nature had come into her own. Far away Ba-ree

heard, but he did not answer. A new world was his. He had said good-by

to the windfall--and home.

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