CHAPTER VI

Geoffrey and Angela had a common ancestor from whom her father and his

mother were descended. This person, in the reign of George III, was an

obscure country solicitor, who, through a combination of happy

inheritances, was able to aspire to and attain a marriage with an

heiress of good family. Their wealth, his eagerness for advancement, her

greater intelligence and more wily ambitions, signified power, and under

the wife's guidance they rose rapidly. He bought an old country estate,

a seat in Parliament, and, since his vote was unvaryingly at the

Government's disposal, an Irish peerage soon rewarded him. He cringed

and bullied his way to success; his wife schemed, coaxed and coquetted

in the extremest forms of the latter term, if contemporary scandals were

at all veracious.

Such an alliance was bound to prosper. Their wealth grew; their house in

London was a social centre; their sons all well-placed, their daughters

all well-married, inherited the father's heavy determination, the

mother's nimble and remorseless dexterity. An English peerage crowned

the edifice raised with such efforts, and the Earls of Glaston took

their place among the more tawdry great names of England. They never

distinguished the name, and after the first swift climb aspired to no

further heights. They were wealthy, worldly, weighty. They held what

they had, and held it firmly.

Angela's father was a lazy, well-mannered man; nothing further could be

said of him. Her mother had been pretentious, ambitious, and

sentimental. She had quarrelled with her husband to the verge of open

rupture; flirted with anybody of any importance to the verge of open

scandal, and written a flimsy political novel interesting only from its

thinly veiled personalities; she long posed as the typical _femme

incomprise_, and just before her death she became fervently religious.

Angela had scorned her mother, and had avoided her as much as possible,

finding in her later epochs grotesque echoes of her own sublimities. She

could never bear to look into the distorting mirror that her mother's

character seemed absurdly to hold up to her.

Geoffrey's strain of Bagley blood, on the other hand, had reached to no

such heights. His mother, descended from the first Lord Glaston, and

connected again, by various unimportant intermarriages, with the elder

branch, married a country parson, and her abilities had chafed against

all manner of restrictions.

The Rev. John Daunt had been a scholar, almost a saint, and all his

wife's tenacious worldliness had been unable to extract material success

from these baffling qualities. But Mrs. Daunt, in spite of her Bagley

blood, possessed the family characteristics in no petty or personal

forms. The strain, in passing through the two or three generations of

simple and dignified squires who had been her un-illustrious forbears,

had run itself dear of its more vulgar elements. Mrs. Daunt had been as

proud as she was eager. She would fight, but she would never cringe. She

lived first in the hope of seeing her gentle husband rise to high

places, and when, with not unkindly scorn, she realized his incapacity

for self-advancement, she transferred her passionate and patient hopes

to her son. For him she saved, slaved and battled. Geoffrey never

learned, until shortly after his father's death, that his own

opportunities were won not only by his mother's battlings, but by his

father's martyrdom.

John Daunt, in the midst of a life of service to God and man, found, in

a time of darkness and dismay, that his faith, in any orthodox sense,

had deserted him. His was not the mind that could combine Christian

ethics with a genial scepticism as to the Articles of the Church he

belonged to. With sad and tender dignity he opened his heart to his

wife. He accepted her amazed indignation. Mrs. Daunt would as little

have dreamed of questioning the Articles of the Christian faith as of

thinking about them--they were part of the ecclesiastical machinery that

one accepted as one accepted the other probably irrational bases of

life. He bowed before her scorn of his weakness; but he was not

prepared for her absolute refusal to further his intention of leaving

the Church.

How were they to live, pray? The Rev. John had hardly thought of that.

His own private income was barely sufficient for his lesser charities.

His wife owned a small property, and when the practical question was put

before him, he supposed that they could manage to live on that, and he

would find something to do.

"Find something to do? You? You will merely sink in the world, and we

will all sink with you. What of Geoffrey?" Mrs. Daunt's eyes flashed

fire as she asked this stinging question. Geoffrey was just entering the

University, the honours of Eton thick upon him. He wished to ruin their

child, then? The questions lashed him. He adored their child. She swept

on: He, forsooth, would seek downfall for some morbid whim when men of

ten times his significance managed to keep the peace between their

conscience and their vows. And Mrs. Daunt was too clever to use the lash

only; she turned to the ethical side of the question, the side on which

alone he had looked, with such self-tormenting indecision. His

influence; the love of his people for him; the light he held up among

them;--what difference did the lamp make that held the flame?--the

wrecking of others' faiths involved in his abandonment of a leaking

ship--she would not say that it did leak; but if it did, was it the

place of a captain to desert his crew because he could not see through

the storm? And he yielded, as much to his own self-doubt as to her;

yielded, and yet afterwards, in an undercurrent of anguish beneath the

flow of unchanged life, felt himself a traitor.

Mrs. Daunt one day, after the father's death, told her son of the

spiritual crisis that might have ruined his career, triumphant, though

very tender towards her husband's memory, in the strength that had saved

them all from his weakness.

Geoffrey, a silent, undemonstrative young man, grew white. "It shouldn't

have happened had I known," he said; "I could have made my way."

"Made your way, my dear child!" cried Mrs. Daunt, angry in a moment, and

yet more wounded than angered by this ingratitude. "Do your realize, I

wonder, what it cost us to make you?--cost me, rather, for I did it all.

Do you know how I have scraped and struggled? Do you know that every

stick and stave I possess is mortgaged? You might have made your way,

but it would not be the way you are in now. The height one starts from

determines the height one attains."

"No; only the time one takes to get there. I would rather have taken

longer. I will pay off the mortgages as soon as possible," said

Geoffrey.

He was ungrateful, though never unkind. Even now, after this shock, for

he had loved his father with the cold depth characteristic of him, he

regained in a moment the decorous kindness due to a mother who had done

an ugly thing for his sake; but he knew that it was decorous only.

Mrs. Daunt had never appealed for his tenderness, or worked for it; but

when Geoffrey, after a merely stop-gap reading for the Bar, entered

Parliament, and she saw all her desires for him realizing themselves, it

was the lack of tenderness that, though she was scarcely conscious of

it, poisoned all her happiness.

Living with him, laying the foundations of his effectiveness more

firmly, seeing him, young as he was, a man of power and repute, she

never recognized herself as a deeply loving mother, so absorbed were all

her energies in the rapacities of maternity; but when she died it was

with a dim yet bitter sense of failure; for Geoffrey had seen the

rapacities only.

Apart from this essential failure, Mrs. Daunt knew only one other.

The match she had hoped for between Geoffrey and his cousin Angela could

not be effected. She had not traced the causes of this failure further

than a mutual indifference, almost an antagonism.

Even as a boy Geoffrey had said, when she probed him once as to his

sentiments towards this significant young relative, "I don't like her.

She is an unpleasant girl, I think. I wish you wouldn't ask her here any

more."

Mrs. Daunt had hoped that ambition, if not affection, would overcome

this blunt, boyish aversion, for with Angela's fortune to back him,

Geoffrey's career was sure of utmost brilliancy; but neither motive

seemed forthcoming.

She died before seeing that Angela's affections were centred on Maurice

Wynne. She could hardly have suspected Angela of such folly, seeing

Maurice as a charming young nobody, a mere satellite of Geoffrey's, who

had known him at Oxford and Eton, travelled with him, and was devoted to

him, a devotion unresented by the mother, a charming relaxation in her

eyes towards the lesser man. Maurice was poor, indolent, distinguished

only by his air of distinction and a few trivial sallies into various

fields of art; he had no other claims. She could never have seen in him

the barrier to her hopes.

At present, three years after his mother's death, Geoffrey's position in

the House was conspicuous, if somewhat insecure. He was the foremost of

a group of clever young men, independent and given to exquisite

impertinence; but though the group was impertinent, their chief was

grave; he needed no small weapons. Insecurity did not menace his

constituency; his voters were completely under his thumb, and he let

them see that they were. He chaffed them loftily, never flattered them,

and showed an assurance that was completely contagious; the average man

became sheep-like before its conviction of leadership by right of real

supremacy.

The insecurity lay in his poverty. It had not yet pinched him. His small

income sufficed for the bread and butter of existence, and Lord Glaston,

the decorative director of various companies, was glad to lend a hand to

his brilliant young relative. Sagacious speculation, and even his

winnings at cards and at racing formed no inconsiderable part of his

resources. Towards these rather undignified methods of replenishment he

had an air of dignified indifference that was not at all assumed.

Ingrained in Geoffrey's nature was the sense that power was his, and

that money, the mere fuel of life, was a small matter upon which he

could always count. This inflexible young man had a perfect faith in his

own strength and in the plasticity of outward circumstance, a faith that

had been thoroughly justified, as such faiths usually are, by his

experience of life. He was ambitious, personally ambitious, yet the

personality was no mean one. He believed in his own significance and in

the beneficent ends that that significance, endued with power, could

attain. The might of his will mocked at the minor aims for which smaller

men might struggle. He intended to use the world for his own ends, and

held, with all the ethics of evolution to back him--though Geoffrey did

not appeal to these dubious sanctions--that in a great man's ends the

world also found its best.

He had no humanitarian ideals to weaken his self-regarding purposes. He

was highly sceptical as to the merits, or even the potentialities, of

humanity; recognized self-interest as its ruling motive, and was never

blinded by this motive's various disguises--idealistic, aesthetic, or

philanthropic. That the disguises often deceived their wearers he quite

owned; his kindness consisted in such cynical taking for granted; but he

was keen to see the eternal greedy animal under the fine apparel, and

tolerant towards the brother brute. He wished him well; thought it by

all means advisable that he should wear fine apparel and be dull of

sight; but his own gift of clear, dispassionate vision justified him, he

would have said, had he ever sought to justify himself, in feeling

towards the hoodwinked as towards tools that he could put to no better

use than in using them for his own interest and for his nation's

interest. He and his nation, on the whole, were fittest, and he intended

that each should survive to the best of its ability.

So far only outer circumstances had opposed him--and been walked

through. He knew no inner antagonists. He was neither sensitive nor

sentimental. His imagination pointed out pitfalls, but laid no snares

for him.

Cooly critical of women, they aroused no illusions in him. Their

feathers and furbelows in the way of feelings were often finer than the

masculine decorations; but he suspected the little animal underneath of

even meaner though more labyrinthine egotisms. Such a little animal,

most exquisitely furbelowed--he granted her good taste in spiritual

trappings--he considered Angela to be, and he was anxious that his

friend should profit by her trappings, material as well as spiritual.

Oddly enough, he had never applied the animal simile to Maurice; this

affection was boxed off, as it were, in a secure bit of heart, safely

out of reach of reason, though he and Maurice had little in common. Art

was Maurice's object; his attitude that of the spectator at the drama of

life. Geoffrey observed only that he might act; though not altogether

inappreciative, art was to him the decoration only of life, the

arabesque on the blade with which one fought; one might contemplate the

arabesque in moments of leisure.

Maurice did not fight beside him; but he was an affectionate troubadour,

who looked on at the combat and chanted it, often with friendly irony.

He was much like a dependent and devoted younger brother. Geoffrey did

not argue about him, and was fonder of him than of anything else in the

world. He was glad of the restful week after a fatiguing session, and

looked to see Maurice's future settled, the arabesque engraved upon a

good, solid blade of prosperity, before he left Trensome Hall.

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