CHAPTER XVIII.

FAIR EXCHANGE IS NO ROBBERY.

At eleven o'clock that night, the electric door-bell of Radwalader's

apartment gave two short staccato chirps and then a prolonged whir. At

the sound he looked up sharply from his evening mail, and drew his

eyebrows together in a puzzled frown.

"At this hour?" he said to himself, and then, closing the doors of _La

Boite_ behind him, went out to answer the summons.

Mirabelle entered deliberately, passing before him into the _salon_, and

shredding a little note in her slender fingers.

"There's no need of this now," she explained, scattering the pieces in

the empty fireplace. "It was merely to ask you to call to-morrow. I'd

have mailed it if I'd not found you at home."

She flung back her light wrap as she spoke, disclosing a superb evening

gown, and a profusion of diamonds slightly on the safe side of undue

ostentation. Withal, she had a nice sense of fitness in the matter of

dress. It was a safety-valve not possessed by many of her _monde_, and

which, at all times, guaranteed her against exploding into vulgarity.

"I confess," said Radwalader, "that I was surprised when I recognized

your ring. Of late, your visits have been so infrequent that when I'm

favoured with one at this--to say the least--unconventional hour, I'm

sure that its object is of some importance."

Mirabelle looked at him coolly, with a slightly contemptuous droop of

her eyelids.

"I believe that it's a characteristic of both the visits I make and

those I receive," she said lazily, "that they're seldom without an

object. As for the hour, I'm not to be judged by the conventionality for

which you manifest so commendable--and so abrupt--a concern. We

Parisians are like our allies, the Russians: we go by standards of time

which differ from those of the rest of the world. May I sit down?"

"I beg your pardon!" said Radwalader. "Do--by all means."

Mirabelle installed herself in an armchair, and her eyes were travelling

to and fro about the room. Something in the curious confidence of her

manner, a confidence that was almost insolence, turned Radwalader

vaguely uneasy. He was standing with his back to her, lighting his

inevitable cigarette. There was nothing in his expression to indicate

enjoyment of that usually enjoyable operation.

"Any news?" he inquired, as the tobacco caught.

"Would you mind turning around?" asked Mirabelle sweetly. "I dislike

talking to shoulders."

Radwalader wheeled upon her with a bow.

"You are irresistible, _ma chere_," said he. "After all, what use? I

know you're clever, and you know I am. It's quite an imbecile proceeding

for us to waste poses and by-plays upon each other. What _is_ the news?

Has the Great Inevitable happened?"

A tiny shadow crossed her eyes at the phrase, but she answered steadily.

"If by 'the Great Inevitable' you mean that the pleasure vehicle of Mr.

Vane has no further accommodations for me as a passenger, then assuredly

yes--the Great Inevitable has happened."

"Ah!" said Radwalader reflectively.

"He came last night to bid me good-by. It's the old story. There's

another girl--a girl he wants to marry--and one must clear the decks

before going into action."

Radwalader looked at her, in silence now, but with a question in his

face.

"You want to hear about the financial side, I suppose," she continued.

"How pleasant they are, these little business conferences, how friendly,

and yet--how dignified! It's a pity that there must be losses as well as

gains in such a business as yours, _mon cher associe_. It would be so

much more agreeable if one could always declare a dividend, instead of

making an occasional assignment. In the present instance, I've no

further report to make. He's tired of me, and he's given me my _conge_,

and that's all there is to it."

She looked down, fingering the lace on her gown, as if to dismiss the

subject.

"You asked him?" began Radwalader.

"I asked him--nothing! And I _shall_ ask him--nothing! That was what I

came to tell you. I gather from your expression that it's not pleasant

news. I'm sorry to disappoint you, but the truth is: I'm tired of this

kind of thing. I'm going away for a little rest, and I don't care to be

troubled by money matters."

Mirabelle was letting her contempt for the man before her grow

dangerously apparent in her voice, and he winced under it, and then

flushed darkly.

"What rubbish is this?" he demanded, almost roughly. "Is it a joke?"

"Oh, as far as possible from anything of the kind," retorted Mirabelle.

"I was never more in earnest. You wished me to engage with you in

blackmailing Mr. Vane, and you'll probably be kind enough to remind me

that I've done this kind of thing before. I don't deny it, but--"

For the first time her voice broke slightly.

"There are reasons," she added, "why I cannot do it now."

Radwalader bit his lip. For a moment his temper well-nigh claimed the

upper hand, but he was shrewd enough to match this curious unconcern

with something quite as non-committal.

"You mean that you love him, I suppose," he observed.

"Love?" repeated Mirabelle. "_Mon Dieu, monsieur!_ what right have I to

love, or you to speak of it? Haven't we grovelled enough in the mud

outside of the cathedral? Must we further degrade it, as well as

ourselves, by entering and laying hands upon the very shrine?"

"You love him," said Radwalader, "and he's tired of you. That's

regrettable. I can stand my share of the pecuniary loss, but I grieve to

see you humiliated."

He glanced at her, and was pleased to notice that her colour had

deepened, and that her foot tapped the floor. He was at a disadvantage,

he knew, until this curious, apathetic self-control should be broken

down.

"I can spare your sympathy," she answered. "No doubt I shall recover

from my humiliation, all in good time. I'm going away, as I've said.

There's the little place my father left me, and that I've told you

about, back of Boissy-St. Leger, at the edge of the forest, and it's

enough. I didn't come here to reproach you, Radwalader, or to quarrel. I

simply came to say what I've said, and go. I can't pretend to be sorry

that I've made it impossible for you to carry out your plans, but--"

"Oh, _chere amie_!" broke in Radwalader, with a little wave of his hand.

"Give yourself no uneasiness on that head, I beg of you. I had a strong

hand before you compelled me to discard, but who knows whether it won't

be improved by the draw? The game's never lost till it's played, you

know."

"_Radwalader!_"

Mirabelle leaned forward in her chair, knitting her fingers.

"Do you mean that you are--going on?"

"Why, assuredly, my friend! You can't be so ingenuous as to suppose that

my plans are necessarily changed by this change in yours. I'm sorry to

lose your cooeperation, of course. The thing had reached a point where it

would have been easy to bring it to a prompt and successful conclusion;

but, unfortunately, you've seen fit to back out at the critical moment.

But, as you say, there can be no need of quarrels and reproaches on

either side. You are perfectly free to do as seems best to you, but

really you mustn't expect that your action binds _me_. I've spent a deal

of time and thought over this business, and now I shall have to spend

more--but relinquish it? Why, never in the world, my friend! Beautiful,

attractive, and accomplished as you are, you must realize that you are

not the only woman in the world."

"Do you mean," demanded Mirabelle, "that you're going on--with another

woman--to play this whole miserable business over again, until you've

had your will of him? Do you mean that what I've done doesn't stand for

anything?"

"I see no necessity for giving you an outline of my exact plans," said

Radwalader, "now that you've resigned from any share in them; but, if it

will afford you any satisfaction, you have a tolerably accurate idea of

my intentions."

"Listen to me!" answered Mirabelle, with a last effort at calm. "I have

done your bidding in the past, furthered your schemes, and taken my

share of the gain. Bah! Why should I regret it? Regret mends no

breakages. It's to the future, not to the past, that I look. I've told

you what I want. I want my freedom. I want to go away into the country,

and to forget--everything! I don't know how long it will last, and I

don't care. All I want now is peace of mind. I don't say I'll never come

back to--to all this: for no doubt I shall; but for the moment, for a

time, I want to be alone, and at ease. Will you make it possible,

Radwalader?"

"I? But why is it necessary to ask me that? I've said I'm sorry to lose

you. You're the only woman I can absolutely trust, the only one who can

hold her tongue and do as she's told. I freely forgive you this single

desertion. No doubt there are particular circumstances in the case which

have forced you to the course you've taken. You don't see fit to explain

them, and I don't care to ask. And then it's not as if you were going

away for ever. You'll come back--and shortly. Paris, the Bois, your

diamonds, your amusements, your little _affaires_--they're as necessary

to you as light or air. So, go by all means, and enjoy your vacation to

your heart's content. I'll not disturb you. _Au revoir, ma chere!_"

"Ah!" said Mirabelle brokenly. "How little, with all your cleverness,

you understand a woman! Where she can be happy in her lover's happiness,

no matter at what cost to her, she must be unhappy in his distress, no

matter how free from personal suffering she herself may be! You asked me

if I loved him. Well, then--yes! I don't mind saying that, because

you'll never understand how or why. How should you? How should you know

that, to a woman, a man is not so much a personality, as the author of

all the new impulses and emotions which he brings into her life? You say

he's tired of me, and I answer you that I'm more than repaid by what

he's taught me of truth and manliness and gentleness and respect. That's

why I could give him up--because I knew that his best happiness lay

apart from mine. That's why I had to desert you--because I could not be

party to any plot to shame or to degrade him. What I gave, I gave freely

and fully. Ah, try--_try_ to understand! I've been a faithful partner to

you, haven't I? You yourself say I've never broken my word or made a

false move in the games we've played together. I've been loyal to you,

no matter what degradation it cost me, because I knew you trusted me. At

first, as you know, I didn't see what I was helping you to do. I

encouraged the boys you brought to me, and cast them off when you gave

the word. And afterwards, when now and again you gave me something from

Tiffany's, did I think?--did I know? When I found out, it was too late.

I was bound to you in a way, and--well, I'll leave all that. My only

point is this: I've served you faithfully, haven't I--faithfully,

unflinchingly, and loyally--from first to last?"

"From first to last," echoed Radwalader, slowly nodding.

"Then," said Mirabelle, with sudden passion, flinging back her head, "I

ask for my reward--for my payment--for my wages. I ask of you the honour

and integrity of Andrew Vane!"

"The--"

"Yes!--that--that--_that_! in payment for mine, which I've sold to you.

Fair exchange is no robbery. I love him, do you hear? I've accepted my

dismissal at his hands, but I do not choose that you should continue to

plot against him, with another woman as bait, and with a spy in his

rooms watching for every little slip and folly, and ready, when you say

so, to post them all before the world--unless he _pays_! _Dieu!_ I can

imagine you, as you were with Chauvigny, with little De Vitzoff, with

young Baxter, with Sir Henry Gore, and the rest of them! 'Unfortunate,

of course, but really, you see, you've been most imprudent, and every

precaution must be taken to prevent the details of this affair leaking

out.' _Et cetera!_ 'The only safe way with these people is to buy them

off.' _Et cetera!_ 'If you will put yourself in my hands, I think I can

manage it for ten--twenty--thirty thousand francs.' _Et cetera, et

cetera, et cetera! Eh bien--non!_ I do not choose to have it so with the

man I love. There are other fish for you to catch. Let me have this

one's life. That much you owe me. As you call yourself a man, pay me and

let me go!"

She had risen with the intensity of her appeal, and now, white with

passion, Radwalader flashed to his feet at her side.

"By Heaven, Mirabelle--!"

"And by Heaven, Monsieur Radwalader! What then? Are you going to

threaten me? Do you take me for a Jules Vicot, at least? Do my hands

tremble? Do I shrink before you? Ah, that might have been possible at

first: for I don't deny that I've feared you at times; but now--_zut_!

It's not the first time, my Radwalader, that the pupil has out-stripped

the master. You've taught me too much for your own good. _Voyons!_ A

secret is safe just so long as one person knows it, and only one. But no

man is secure, from the moment when he confides to others that he's not

what he pretends to be. But you?--you are different. For two years past,

to my knowledge, and probably for many more, you've been building up a

house of cards. It's growing very tall, Monsieur Radwalader, very

dangerously tall. You think the foundations strong, but they weaken with

every card you add. _Allons!_ Enough of this brawling. You know what I

demand."

"And if I refuse?" suggested Radwalader.

"If you refuse? Ah, then your game is indeed ended and your house of

cards blown down! For I'll make your name notorious, not only in Paris,

but in every capital of Europe. They shall have all the details--all

that Vicot, as well as I, can give them. By the blood of Christ,

_monsieur_, if you don't promise what I ask, in three days the name of

Thomas Radwalader, swindler, card-sharp, blackmailer, and blood-sucker,

shall be the common property of the civilized world! What have I to

lose, or fear, or even consider? Nothing! You know that, as well as I.

And I'll save the man I love from the trap you're preparing for him,

even if I send myself to St. Lazare!"

Radwalader sank back easily into his chair.

"My good Mirabelle," he said, "all this is very admirable as sentiment

and, I must say, extraordinarily well done. It's a pity that it should

be wasted upon an impossible situation. Be patient with me for a moment,

and I'll show you precisely why you'll neither edify the capitals of

Europe with an account of my private affairs nor compel me to do

anything but what I choose to do in the case of Mr. Andrew Vane. We are

three in number: I, a gentleman who chooses, for reasons of his own, to

keep one side of his life from the view of the general public; you, a

very charming girl, most cruelly, but nevertheless conspicuously,

avoided by the members of your sex who pride themselves upon

respectability; and Andrew Vane, a young person wounded perhaps, but as

yet not mortally, by the shafts of scandal. Now, let us see. You desire

to snatch him from the--what is it?--pit?--pitfall?--ah! trap--which I

am preparing for him. How do you go about it? You first associate my

name with several most unpleasant terms of reproach, and then proceed to

drag the combination before the public, and say, 'Here is the intimate

companion of the man I love!' What does that mean? The man you

love--_you_! What a happy revelation for the friends and family of

Andrew Vane, who has been dawdling in your arms, while another woman as

much as held his plighted word! I won't dwell on it. It's a subject by

reference to which I've never sought to humiliate you--but you've driven

me to touch upon it. Believe me, my friend, if it's indeed your wish to

save Andrew Vane from disgrace, you should devise some project more

promising than a public proclamation of the fact that you've been his

mistress these few weeks past. You tell me you've nothing to fear and

nothing to lose. You'll add, perhaps, that the fact's already public

property, but it isn't. It's public gossip, which is a very different

thing. The plain fact is this: from the instant when you associate your

name with his, he's ruined absolutely and irretrievably."

Mirabelle bent forward to look at him, almost curiously.

"Are you a man or a devil?" she said.

"A man, _ma chere_, and, in my own way, not an unreasonable or

ungrateful man. To prove that, you shall have what you ask. You can see

what trumpery rant you've been talking, and you probably regret it

already. Once for all--and as you should have known--if threats of

exposure could have effected anything, I'd have been the talk of Europe

long ago. Please don't try it again. It's a waste of time and a trial of

temper, and, to me at least, such scenes are always disagreeable. Now to

the main issue. I will do what you wish--on one condition."

"I accept it," said Mirabelle promptly.

"That's rash, and I release you from the pledge. Wait till you know what

the condition is. As you say, there are other fish to catch, and, quite

frankly, I need your aid in catching them. So you will give up your

dream of rustic retirement, and remain exactly as you are, and what you

are, and where you are. Also, the business relations between us--"

"Ah, no--_no_!"

"The business relations between us are to continue in force, except that

on the books of the firm we shall close the account with Mr. Andrew

Vane."

For an instant the little house back of Boissy-St. Leger hung on

Mirabelle's vision--the rose-garden, the wide outlook on the valley of

the Marne, the poplars stirred by a west wind, sweet with the breath of

Fontainebleau. Side by side with these rose the contrasted mirage of

crowded _cafes_, race-courses, and theatres, the half-contemptuous court

of women-weary men, the unspeakable slavery, heartache, and humiliation

of the life she had lived and which she loathed. Then she looked

straight into Radwalader's eyes. She had no need to ask if this was

final. They knew each other, these two.

"There shall be no other woman to come between him and the one he wants

to marry?" she asked.

"No other woman."

"Vicot shall have no share in his life at all?"

"No share."

"And you will never mention what he has done--in Paris--with me?"

"Never."

There was silence between them for a moment, a silence pricked only by

the strokes of midnight.

"As you said, fair exchange is no robbery," suggested Radwalader.

"If I agree?--"

"You have my word. Honour among thieves!"

"_Soit!_" said Mirabelle. "God help me--have your way!"

For an instant she stood motionless, and then, with an imperious

gesture, commanded his service as if she had been the empress she

appeared, and he the lackey.

"My cloak, _monsieur_!"

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