Again it was that time of the year when every corner of the world is a
lovers' corner.
On bough and branch, in orchard and wood; on bush and vine, in garden
and yard; in meadow grass and pasture sod; on the silvery lichens that
cling to the rocks; among the ferns and mosses that dwell in cool
retreats; amid the reeds and rushes by the old mill pond; in the
fragrant mints and fluted blades on the banks of the little creek; the
children of Nature sought their mates or by their mates were sought.
Every flower cup was a loving cup, lifted to drink a pledge to Life;
every tint of color was a blush of love, called forth by the wooing of
Life; every perfumed breath was a breath of love, a blessing and
prayer of Life; every rustling movement was a whisper of love, a
promised word of Life; every touch of the breeze was a caress of love,
a passionate kiss of Life; every sunbeam was a smile of love, warm
with the tender triumph of Life.
The bees, that, in their labor for hive and swarm, carry the golden
pollen from flower to flower, preach thus the word of God. The gauze
winged insects, that, in the evening, dance their aerial mating dance,
declare thus the Creator's will. The fireflies, that, in the night
time, light their tiny lamps of love, signal thus a message from the
throne on high.
The fowls of the air, singing their mating songs; the wild stallion on
the hills, trumpeting aloud his fiery strength; the bull on the
plains, thundering his bellowing challenge; the panther that in the
mountains screams to his mate; the wolf that in the timber howls to
his mistress; declare thus the supreme law of Life--make known the
unchanging purpose of God--and evidence an authority and power divine.
In all this wooing and mating; in all this seeking and being sought;
in all this giving and receiving; in all this loving and being loved;
in all natural and holy desire; Life is exalted--the divine is
worshiped--acceptable offerings to God are made.
To preserve Life--to perpetuate Life--to produce Life--to perfect
Life--to exalt Life--this is the purpose of Life. In all the activity
of Life there is no other meaning manifest. This, indeed, _is_
Life. How foolish then to think only of eternal Life as though it
began at the grave. This Life that _is_, is the eternal Life.
_Eternity is to-day_. The man and woman who mate in love fulfill
thus the eternal law of Life, and, in their children, conceived and
born in Love, do they know and do the will of God, even as do all
things that are alive.
Life and Love are one.
The man had been at his boyhood home but three days when the neighbor,
who lived next door, told him that his childhood playmate was coming,
with her aunt, to visit their old home for a few weeks.
"Needs a rest and quiet" the neighbor said; and smiled at nothing at
all as neighbors will sometimes do.
Perhaps, though, the neighbor smiled at the look of surprise and
bewilderment that swept over the man's face as he heard the news, or
it might have been at the mingling of pleasure and regret that was in
his voice as he answered: "Indeed." Or, perhaps, the neighbor was
wondering what the woman would say and how she would look if she knew
that the man was to be next door. Whatever the reason the neighbor
smiled.
They did not know that the woman was, in reality, seeking to escape
from the thought of Failure that so haunted her. Since that day when
her good friend had talked to her of her career and had gravely
asked--"for _you_ do you think it would be success?"--her work
had become more and more unbearable. In desperation, at last, she had
arranged to go, for a few weeks, back to the scenes of her girlhood;
hoping to find there, as she had found before, the peace and strength
she needed.
The cherry tree, in the corner of the garden near the hedge, showered
the delicate petals of its blossoms down with every touch of the
gentle breeze. In the nearby bower of green, a pair of brown birds had
just put the finishing touch to a new nest. But, in the years that had
passed since that boy and girl play wedding, the tree had grown large,
and scarred, and old. Many pairs of brown birds had nested and reared
their broods in the hedge since that day when the lad had kissed his
childhood mate with a kiss that was different. And the little opening
through which the boy and girl had so often gone at each other's call
was closed by a growth of branches that time had woven as if to shut,
forever, that gateway of their Yesterdays. On his former visit, the
man had looked for that gateway of his childhood but could not find
it. And now, when he heard that she was coming, he went again,
curiously, to see if he could find any sign to show where the opening
had been. But the branches that the years had woven hid from the man's
eyes every trace of the old way that, in his Yesterdays, had been so
plain.
Late that afternoon, when the neighbor, coming from the depot with his
guests, drove slowly up the hill, the man stood at the gate where,
years before, the little boy had sat on the post, and, swinging his
bare legs, had watched the big wagons, loaded with household goods,
turning into the yard of the place next door.
There was no reason why the man should get up when the first touches
of gray light showed in the eastern sky the next morning, but the day
seemed to call him and he arose and went out. From the little hill
where he had sat that day when first he knew that he was a man and
where his manhood life began with his dreams, he watched the sun rise
and saw the sleeping world awake. Then back through the orchard that
was all dew drenched and ringing with the morning hymn of the birds,
he went, until he stood in the garden.
The man did not know why he went into the garden. Something seemed to
lead him there. And he went very softly as one goes into places that
are holy with the memories of dead years. Very still, he stood,
watching the two birds that had builded their nest in the hedge near
the cherry tree that, now, lifted its branches so high. The two birds
were very, very, busy that morning; but, busy as they were, the father
bird could not resist pouring forth the joy of his life in a flood of
melody while his mate, swinging and fluttering and chirping on a
nearby twig, seemed to enter as fully and heartily into his sentiments
as though the song were her own. Breathlessly, with bare head and
upturned, eager, face, the man watched and listened.
When the song was ended he drew a long breath--then started and,
without moving from his place, looked carefully around. A low call had
reached his ears--a familiar call that seemed to come out of the long
ago. Surely his fancy was playing him strange tricks that morning.
He was turning toward the house when, again, that call came--low and
clear. It was a call of his Yesterdays. And this time it was followed
by a low, full throated laugh that was as full of music as the song of
the bird to which the man had been listening.
With amazement and wonder upon his face, he turned quickly toward the
hedge, as a voice that was like an echo of the laugh said: "Good
morning! Pardon me for startling you--you looked so much like the
little boy that I couldn't resist."
[Illustration: When they told me that you were here I wanted to go
away again]
"But where are you?" asked the man, bewildered still.
Again came that low, full throated laugh. Then: "I believe you think I
am a ghost. I'm here at the hedge--at the old place. Have you
forgotten?"
Slowly, as she spoke, he went toward the hedge, guided by her voice.
"So _you_ found it then," he said slowly, gazing at the beautiful
woman face that was framed in the green of the leaves and branches.
And at his words, the woman's heart beat quicker--so he had
_tried_ to find it--but aloud she only said: "Of course."
To which he returned smilingly: "But it is quite grown over now, isn't
it? You could scarcely come through there now as you used to do--could
you?"
The woman laughed again. "I could if I were a man"--she challenged.
A moment later he stood beside her; a little breathless, with his
clothing disarranged, and a scratch or two on his face and hands.
"Do you know"--she said when they had shaken hands quite properly as
grown up people must do--"do you know that I was dreadfully afraid to
meet you? When they told me that you were here I wanted to go away
again. I was afraid that you would be so different. Do you
understand?"
"Yes," he said, gravely, "I understand." But he did not tell her,
then, how fully he understood.
She went on: "But when I looked through the hedge and saw you with
your hat off, watching the birds, I knew you were the same little
boy--and--well--I could not resist giving the old call."
And, all at once, the man knew why he had risen early that morning and
why he had gone into the garden.
After that, they spent many days together in the scenes of their
childhood; living over again, so far as man and woman may, their
Yesterdays. And so cane, at last, the day that was forever after, to
them, _the_ day of all their days.
It was in the afternoon and they were together down by the little
brook, in the shade of the willows, where the stream, running lazily
under the patches of light and shade, murmured drowsily--seeming more
than half asleep. She was weaving an old time daisy chain from a great
armful that he had helped her gather on their way to the cool retreat.
A bit of fancy work that she had brought from the house lay neglected
near his hat, which the man, boy like, had cast aside. He was
industriously fishing for minnows, with a slender twig of willow for a
rod, a line of thread from her sewing, and a pin, that she had found
for him, fashioned into a hook. With a pointed stick he had dug among
the roots of the old tree for bait--securing one, tiny, thin, worm and
rejoicing gleefully at his success. For a long time neither had said a
word; but the woman, her white fingers busy with the daisies in her
lap, had several times looked up from her pretty task to smile at the
man who was so intensely and seriously interested in his childish
sport.
"Gee! I nearly got one that time!" He exclaimed with boyish triumph
and disappointment in his voice.
The woman laughed merrily. "One would think," she said, "that your
fame in life depended upon your catching one of those poor little
fish. What do you suppose your dear, devoted, public would say if they
could see you now?"
The man grunted his disapproval. "I came out here to get away from
said public," he retorted. "Why do you drag 'em into our paradise?"
At his words, a warm color crept into the woman's face, and, bending
low over the daisies in her lap, she did not answer.
Lifting the improvised fishing tackle of his childhood and looking at
it critically the man said: "I suppose, now, that if this rod were a
split bamboo, and this thread were braided silk, and this pin with its
wiggly piece of worm were a "Silver Doctor" or a "Queen of the Waters"
or a "Dusty Miller" or a "Brown Hackle"; and if this stream were an
educated stream, with educated trout; and the house up there were a
club house; and your dear old aunt, who is watching to see that I
don't eat you, were a lot of whist playing old men; I suppose you
would think it all right and a proper sport for a man. But for me--I
can't see much difference--except that, just now--" he carefully
lowered his hook into the water--"just now, I prefer this. In fact,"
he added meditatively, "I would rather do this than anything else in
the world."
The color in the woman's face deepened.
After a little, he looked cautiously around to see her bending over
the daisy chain. A moment later, under pretense of examining his bait,
he stole another look. Then, in spite of his declaration, he abandoned
his sport to stretch himself full length on the ground at her side.
She did not look at him but bent her head low over the wealth of white
and gold blossoms in her lap; and the man noticed, with an odd feeling
of pleasure, the beautiful curve of her white neck from the soft brown
hair to the edge of her dress low on the shoulder. Then, with a sly
smile, as the boy of their Yesterdays might have done, he stealthily
raised the slender willow twig and with the tip cautiously attempted
to lift the thin golden chain that she always wore loosely about her
throat with the locket or pendant concealed by her dress.
She clutched the chain with a frightened gesture and a little
exclamation. "You must not--you must not do that."
The man laughed aloud as the mischievous boy would have laughed.
But the woman, with flaming cheeks, caught the twig from his hand and
threw it into the creek. "If you are not good, I shall call auntie,"
she threatened.
At which he looked ruefully toward the porch and became very serious.
"Do you know that I am going away to-morrow?" he asked.
"And leave your paradise for your dear public?" she said mockingly.
"The public will be glad."
"And you, will you care?"
"I'm going back to my work, too, next week," she replied.
"But will you care to-morrow?" he persisted.
The woman's fingers, busy with the daisy chain, trembled.
The man, when she still did not answer his question, arose and,
picking up his hat and her sewing, held out his hand.
She looked up into his face questioningly.
"Come"--he said with a grave smile--"come."
Still without speaking, she gave him her hand and he helped her to her
feet; and, at her touch, the man again felt that thrill of pleasure.
The aunt, from her place on the porch, saw them coming up the grassy
slope, through the daisies, toward the house. She saw them coming and
smiled--as the neighbor had smiled, so she smiled, apparently, at
nothing at all.
But the man and the woman did not go to the porch where the old lady
sat. With a wave of their hands, they passed from her sight around the
house, and, a few minutes later, stood face to face in that quiet,
secluded, corner of the garden, under the old cherry tree, close by
the hedge.
"Now," said the man gently, "now tell me--will you be sorry to have me
go away to-morrow?"
She made no pretense that she did not understand, Nor did she hesitate
as one in doubt. Lifting her head, proudly, humbly, graciously, she
looked at him and, in that look, surrendered to him, without reserve,
all the treasures of her womanhood that, with such care, she had kept
against that hour. And her face was shining with the light that only a
woman's mate can kindle.