CHAPTER XII

Fiends of suspicion laughed at the tenderness in RoBards’ heart as he

upheld his wife. The fiends called it “complacency.” Fiends of irony

mocked that complacency and told him that it was not lofty idealism

or even consideration for her that withheld his wrath, but only a

voluptuous unwillingness to surrender the possession of her pretty form.

But whatever his true motives, he was more helpless than Chalender,

where he found him prone on a couch in the library, biting on a

mouthful of tufted quilt and stuffing it down his throat to stifle his

howls of pain as the country doctor swabbed with a coarse towel the

dirty red channel in his back.

Chalender rolled his eyes up whitely at RoBards from the pit of hell,

and then his gaunt face turned into snowflake marble as his head fell

forward and he fainted.

All that night RoBards acted as nurse for him, and forgiveness

bled from him for any real or imagined injury he had received from

Chalender. Hating the man as he did and believing that Chalender had

seduced his wife’s interest and perhaps her very honor, he could not

but feel that the wretch was doing penance enough.

At midnight he had to walk out under the star-sprinkled roof of the

tuliptree to give his eyes repose from the sight of anguish. The night

brooded above, so beautiful, so benign that he wondered how God, the

indubitable God who stared down at his little world he had made, could

endure the hell he had created for the punishment of his creatures.

A few hours had drained RoBards’ heart of resentment against the one

rival in his one love, yet it was said and preached that God kept

in the center of this world an eternal vat of liquid fire where

numberless children of his parentage screamed everlastingly in vain

for so much as a drop of water on their foreheads. And all because six

thousand years before one man Adam had broken a contract imposed upon

him.

Lawyer and believer in laws, RoBards could not fathom such

ruthlessness, such rigor in a code of entailed sin. Humanity was

growing kindlier toward its prisoners. Thirty or forty years ago, the

French under the lead of Doctor Pinel had relapsed to the old Greek

theory that the insane were innocent invalids, and should be treated

kindly, not flogged and chained and reviled. This seemed to cast a

doubt upon the belief that the mad folk were inhabited by devils, but

the effects of gentleness were amazing. And recently this infection of

modern weakness and effeminacy had led to a theory of softer methods

toward criminals.

Good and pious men had protested against the cessation of capital

punishment for thieves, but theft had not been increased by mercy.

In the British Navy, the flogging of sailors had been discontinued

and there were sentimentalists who pleaded that American sailors also

should be protected from the horror of being stripped and lashed till

their bare backs bled. But this dangerous leniency had not yet been

tried.

Over at this Sing Sing prison, however, where Chalender was building

his section of the aqueduct, so called “prison reform” was under

trial, and no great harm had come of it as yet. Where three thousand

lashes with the cat-o’-six tails had been the monthly total, less than

three hundred were inflicted now. Women were reading the Bible to the

prisoners now and then. All the good old rigidities of discipline were

giving way.

The world was turning slowly and painfully from the ancient faith in

cruelty and in men made crueler by a most cruel God, and RoBards felt

his power to hate Chalender seeping out of his heart like sand stealing

from the upper chamber of an hourglass. He tried to hold it, because

it seemed indecent to endure the existence of one he suspected of so

much as an inclination toward his sacred wife. But it slipped away in

spite of him. When he needed his hate, it was gone.

Night after night he fell asleep in his chair at the bedside of

his panting enemy, who moaned when he slept, but when he was awake

smothered all sound and simply sweat and stared and gnawed at the quilt

like a trapped rat.

When RoBards woke he would often find Patty at his side, staring at

Chalender while big tears slipped from her cheek and fell, streaking

the air with a glistening thread of light. And she mopped with a little

handkerchief the clammy forehead of Chalender, on whose knotted brow

big drops of sweat glowed like tears from squeezed eyelids.

RoBards was too tired to resent. He would lift himself heavily from his

chair and go to his breakfast, and then to the gig that was to carry

him to New York. He would sleep for miles, but his horse knew the way.

He slept through hours of courtroom boredom, too, but at night in his

room at the Astor House he was wide awake.

Below him Broadway roared in the flare of its gas lamps, the busses

going to and fro like vast glowworms. But his thoughts were in

Westchester.

He was further depressed by a hanging. At the new Tombs prison the

first execution had just taken place. The dead criminal had murdered

his wife, the pretty hot corn girl, whose cry, “Lily white corn! Buy my

lily white corn!” rang in RoBards’ ears. It seemed impossible that any

man should destroy so pretty a thing, a thing that he must have loved

much once. The thought of the pretty girl made him anxious for his own

pretty Patty. He was glad that he had not throttled her in one of his

onsets of mad justice. He longed to hurry home to hear her voice and be

sure of her.

But he could not go back for many days. And then a shift in the docket

suddenly released him and he set out at once. The long drive was an

ordeal, but there was a wonderful sense of perfectness in his heart

when his dusty horse at last turned into the road that gave his

home to his eyes. He was the pilgrim whose strength just lasts the

pilgrimage out. There was his Mecca, the Jerusalem of his heart’s

desire! His home, the place established by his father, the fireside

where his wife awaited him, the fane where his children were gathered.

It was the spirit of the time to let the poetic mood exult in high

apostrophic strains. He felt a longing to cry out something beginning

with “O thou——!” He could not find the word enormous enough for his

love, but the inarticulateness of his ecstasy shattered his soul with a

joyous awe.

Oh, that House where it waited on its hill, throned on its hill and

reigning there! Thou Tulip Tree! that standest there like a guardian

seneschal! or like the canopy above a throne! like something—he knew

not what, except that it was beautiful and noble and beyond all things

precious.

As the horse plodded up the steep road, RoBards’ heart climbed, too. He

was uplifted with a vague piety, such as he had felt when first he saw

the dome of the Statehouse at Albany and felt the glory of citizenship,

felt the majesty of his State. This home was the capitol of that people

which was his family. It bore the name he bore, as a franchise, a

title, a dignity, and therewith a mighty responsibility.

It was his duty, it must be his pride, to keep that name clean and

high; to keep that home a temple of unsullied honor. No enemy must tear

it down, no slander must soil its whiteness, no treachery must dishonor

it from within.

The sun, sinking behind it, threw out spokes of light as from the

red hub of a tremendous invisible wheel. The sun had the look of an

heraldic device.

The home was as quiet, too, as an armorial bearing. The children were

taking their afternoon nap, no doubt, in the nursery. No doubt the old

people were asleep in their upper room. His wife, where was she? He

would love to find her stretched out slumbering across her bed like a

long Easter lily laid along a pulpit.

He did not see even Cuff, the old negro, who was doubtless asleep in

the barn on a pile of harness. RoBards tied his horse to the hitching

post and moved with a lordly leisure to the porch. He had actually

forgotten that there was a stranger in his house. His heart had been

too perfectly attuned to admit a discord.

He paused on the top step and surveyed his domain. Along the contour

of the horizon—and his horizon was his own—a team of big white horses

moved, leaning against the collars that ruffed their necks. The plough

they dragged through the soil flashed back the sunset as its keen share

bounded from a sharp stone. After it plodded the farmer, the lines

about his loins, his whip sketching a long scrawl across the sky. He

was going to put in his winter wheat.

Along another hill an orchard was etched, the sky visible beneath the

branches that joined to form arches in a green colonade. Old fences

of rail and stone staggered up and down the slopes, each of them a

signature of some purchase his father had made, some parcel of land

bought from some dead farmer. Beneath RoBards’ eyes, was the little

garrison of tulip trees where his babies slept on earth. There was dew

on his lashes and an edged pebble in his throat as his lips knit in

a grimace of regret. Yet there was a holiness about his pain, and a

longing that nothing should disturb this Sabbath in his soul.

He turned to enter the open door, but he heard murmurs and a kind of

hissing whisper that surprised him. He moved toward his library, and

there, stretched out on the couch where he himself had sometimes rested

when worn out with his lawbooks, he saw Harry Chalender lying on his

right side. The quilt had fallen from one shoulder, since his left arm

was lifted to enfold the woman who sat curled on a hassock before him

and had just laid her lips upon his.

RoBards could not move, or speak. He seemed not even to think or feel.

He merely existed there. He was nothing but a witness, all witness.

After a long kiss and a long sigh of bitter-sweet bliss, Patty murmured:

“How wicked we are! how wicked!”

[Illustration: “HOW WICKED WE ARE! HOW WICKED!”]

Then she turned her beautiful head and stared across her shoulder

and saw RoBards. He could think of nothing but of how beautiful she was.

Chalender did not turn his head; but the amorous curve of his lips was

fixed in a mask of love—inane, and petrified.

Patty waited for RoBards to speak. But he did not know what to say, or

to think. And he could not move.

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