CHAPTER XXXI

Eris went home early in August.

One fine afternoon, a week later, lonely as a dog that has lost its

master, and, like a lost dog, finding all things perplexing in the

absence of the Beloved, Annan, wandering along, chanced to pass one

of the great Broadway picture-theatres; and noticed Betsy Blythe and

Rosalind Shore standing in the lobby.

They always welcomed him with affection. They did so now. Betsy fairly

bubbled energy, radiant in the warm sun-rays of success, impatient for

further triumphs, excited, gossipy, cordial, voluble.

“I told Albert Smull I wouldn’t renew my contract unless Frank

Donnell went with it,” she said. “And I’ve nailed Frank for five more

years, Barry,--and my camera-man, too. That is the only way to handle

people--tell them exactly where they get off. And off they’ll get every

time!”

“I’d like,” remarked Rosalind lazily, “to see anybody handle Mom that

way.”

“What are _you_ going to do next season?” inquired Annan without much

curiosity.

“Sing a little song in a punk little play, for that’s where I belong

and that’s my little lay.”

“She’s got a sure fire comedy,” added Betsy, “and she’s the whole show.

She wears practically nothing, by the way. But it’s horribly expensive.”

“Where does it get me?” drawled Rosalind. “I’m fed up. _I_ don’t want

to work.”

“What do you want to do?” inquired Annan, amused.

“You’d be surprised.... I’d like to get married and quit.”

“Betsy knows. I’ll tell you, too, ducky. I’d like to marry Mike.”

“Who?” he demanded, astonished.

“Mike Coltfoot, ducky. He makes a living. And I make Mom’s. There’s the

hitch. Mom would have my life. And Mike would draw a corpse.”

Annan took her by both hands: “Bless your nice little heart,” he said,

“I never dreamed that you and Mike cared for each other.”

“I don’t know how _he_ feels; I only know how he says he feels,” she

said cynically. “But, oh God, the fireworks if Mom gets next! Do you

wonder I’m fed up with work?”

Betsy said: “I tell her that if she feels that way about her profession

she’d better walk out on her mother and marry Mike. I follow what I

love. Every person ought to.... By the way, what has become of Eris,

Barry?”

“She has gone home for a rest,” he said carelessly.

“Where? Back to the pigs and cows?”

He reddened. “She’s gone to her home at Whitewater Farms.”

After he had departed, Betsy looked at Rosalind; her rosy mouth made a

small oval.

“What did I do to _him_?” she asked.

“He’s spiked,” nodded the latter. “I’m spiked myself, but if ever you

see me as solemn about it as Barry is, why, kick my shins, dear, and

accept gratitude in advance.”

Then she turned to shake hands with Coltfoot, who came sauntering up,

hat in hand.

“Hello, old top,” she said. “You’re half an hour late, but I’d wait a

lifetime for anybody who resembles you. Come on in and see Betsy cut up

on the scr-r-r-een!”

* * * * *

Since the departure of Eris, Annan’s appetite had become an increasing

source of worry to Mrs. Sniffen.

That evening he left most of his dinner untouched. When he had been

writing all day he often did that. But he had done no writing for days.

To Mrs. Sniffen’s fears and remonstrances he turned a deaf ear, denying

that he was not perfectly well.

“When does the last mail arrive?” he asked. He asked her this every

evening, now, and she always instructed him, but he seemed to forget.

He went upstairs to his study, dropped onto the lounge, lighted a pipe.

What else was he to do--with the main-spring broken.

He didn’t want to work. He didn’t intend to do any more writing,

anyway, without the close coöperation of Eris. Something, evidently,

was the matter with his work and he was certain that she was capable of

telling him what it was. He knew that he was going to take a new view

of things in general, but he wanted her to point it out. He wanted to

start right; and be kept on the track for a while until accustomed.

That, insensibly, he had become dependent upon the mind of another

person, did not occur to him. At least not definitely.

He realised that the world meant Eris, and that without Eris he had no

other interest in the world, now.

And, to this man who never before had evinced any interest in the world

except as it concerned himself, it did not seem odd that every vital

principle in him now surged around and enveloped this girl. The girl he

had found asleep in a public park.

Wherever he went, whatever he was doing, his mind was on her. Not

selfishly; although a deep instinct was always telling him that

whatever real work he ever was to do would come through her.

Nor did he seem to think it odd that his personal ambition now remained

in abeyance. Fluency, too, seemed to have departed: nimble mind and

facile pen, the careless arrogance of youth and power, the almost

effortless ability, flippant juggling with phrase and word, and the

gay contempt for the emotion with which his audience responded when he

tossed up the letters of the alphabet and let them fall into words--all

these seem to have died.

Without analysing it he was feeling already the tension of a new

gravity in his character. It came, perhaps, from the constant presence

of an unknown god--the one that always seemed to be waiting at the

elbow of Eris--waiting to be recognized before speaking. The god with a

thousand faces whose name is Truth.

He appeared to be on friendly terms with Eris. But Annan had not yet

become familiar with his faces.

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