THE NIGHT OF THE PARTY.
Roy was not at home when Georgie came with the news of Edna’s intended
absence, and, when he heard it from his mother, he evinced more
dissatisfaction even than she had done, and finally after lunch drove
over to Jersey City, determined to bring Edna back.
She was surprised and glad to see him, and there was a flush on her
cheek, and a soft light in her brown eyes, which in spite of her worn,
tired look, made her very beautiful as she stood, with her hand in his,
in the reception room, listening to his anxious inquiries as to how she
had passed the night, and his intention of taking her home with him.
“Oh, I cannot do that,” she said. “I cannot leave Annie now. You don’t
know how sick she is, or you would not ask it.”
“But surely there are others whose duty it is more than yours to forego
their pleasure,” Roy rejoined, and Edna answered:
“She has no relatives except Mr. Heyford and Miss Burton, and she, you
know, cannot be here; and, as I will not leave Maude alone, I must stay.
I am sorry, for I did anticipate the party a little, but I think I am
doing right.”
Roy thought so too, and involuntarily pressed the hand which Edna had
all the time been quietly trying to withdraw from his grasp. He did not
urge her further, nor ask to see Annie. He was not specially interested
in the latter, save as he would be in any sick person: and just at that
particular time he felt her to be rather a _bother_, and wondered why
she need have been sick when he wanted Miss Overton at home.
“Don’t say anything to alarm Miss Burton, please,” Edna said to him as
he was about to leave. “We know she cannot come now, but to-morrow
morning we shall expect her sure.”
* * * * *
Rapidly the day passed to the inmates of No.—— Madison Square, where all
was bustle and excitement, and eager anticipation; and rapidly, too,
passed the day at No.—— in Jersey City, where Jack, and Maude, and Edna
watched the death-sign creeping slowly upon the face of the dying child.
All the afternoon she lay in a kind of stupor, never moving or speaking,
except occasionally to utter Georgie’s name; but about dark there came a
change,—a great restlessness, with a continual asking for sister and
mother.
“Oh! where and who was she? How shall I know her in heaven if I never
saw her here? How did she look? Tell me, Jack, was my mother beautiful?”
she asked, and Jack replied:
“Yes, damnably beautiful.”
The last was under his breath, and Annie only heard the first word, and
asked again:
“Beautiful as Georgie, Jack?”
A suppressed groan was Jack’s only reply as he paced up and down the
room, whispering to himself:
“Oh! why am I thus punished for _her_ sin? It has been so always. I have
suffered, and she has escaped. Is that just or right?”
He was questioning Heaven’s dealings with himself, when suddenly there
flashed into his mind the words, “Vengeance is mine; I will repay, saith
the Lord,” and he paused quickly in his walk, with a half shudder, as he
thought how far from him was the wish for vengeance to overtake the
woman who had sinned, and for whom he had borne so much,—ay, and for
whom he was ready and willing to bear more, if need be. He would not
harm a hair of that beautiful head, and, with a softer look upon his
face, he went to Annie’s side, and soothed and quieted her until she
fell asleep, resting this time for half an hour or more. Then the
restlessness returned, accompanied with moments of delirium, in which
she called piteously for Georgie to hold her aching head.
“Her hands are so soft and cool, and rest me so, and I love her so much.
Go to her, Jack; tell her to come; tell her Annie is dying, and wants to
see her again. She said I should have the nice room when she was married
to Mr. Leighton, and I wanted to live so bad, and asked Jesus would He
let me; but I’m willing now, only I must see Georgie first.”
Thus she talked on until the clock was striking seven, and the attending
physician came in. He saw at once that she was dying, and as he listened
to her plaintive pleadings for Georgie, he said to Jack:
“If this Georgie can be reached, my advice is to reach her.”
Jack hesitated a moment, glanced at the white, wasted form upon the bed,
and then thought of the house on Madison Square, ablaze with light by
that time, and of the brilliant woman who was undoubtedly decking
herself in her fairest garb for the occasion, and whose black eyes would
flash so angrily, perhaps, should he go for her then.
“I can’t, I can’t,” he thought; but when the voice, fainter now than
when it spoke before, said again, “Has Jack gone for Georgie?” he went
to her and whispered: “Darling, I am going.”
“And you won’t come back without her? Promise, Jack.”
“No, I won’t come back without her; I swear it to you, Annie. I’ll bring
her, or not come myself.”
One kiss he pressed upon the white face, feeling that it might be the
last, and then rushing swiftly down the stairs, and out into the street,
he hailed the first car which passed, and was on his way to Madison
Square.
* * * * *
Georgie was dressed at last; every fold and flower, and curl, and jewel
was in its place, and she stood before her mirror, flushed with pride
and excitement, and thinking within herself that few that night could
compete with her in beauty, even if the first freshness of youth was
gone, and her face did show signs of maturity. Had Miss Overton been
there, Georgie felt that she might have had a rival, for there was a
wonderful power about the fair young girl to charm and fascinate. But
she was away, across the river, doing what Georgie should have done; and
when Georgie remembered that, she felt a pang of remorse, and wondered
how Annie was, and said to herself, with a shudder,
“What if she should die to-night! I never could get over it.”
There was a knock at the door, and the maid, who had left her a few
moments before, handed her Jack’s card. The bright color faded in an
instant from Georgie’s cheeks, as she felt what Jack’s presence there at
that time portended, and she leaned against her dressing-table heavily,
as she said:
“Tell him I will see him here.”
The girl departed with the message, and Georgie had time in which to
recover herself a little before Jack entered the room. She could not go
then, whatever might be the import of his errand, she had decided before
he came in; but she moved rapidly toward him, and asked:
“What is it, Jack? is Annie dead? Tell me quick,—the suspense is
horrible!”
“No, not dead, but dying, and keeps asking for you. So I came, though
sorely against my will, and I have sworn not to return without you. Will
you go!”
There was a sharp ring in his voice which exasperated Georgie, but she
put the feeling aside, and answered him:
“How can I go? You know it is impossible.” Then, as the realities of her
position began to impress themselves more and more upon her, she wrung
her hands in genuine distress, and cried: “Oh, why am I tortured so; I
wish I had died years ago. What made you come here now, when you know I
cannot go?”
She turned almost fiercely upon him, as if he had been in fault, but he
met her eyes unflinchingly, and replied:
“I told you Annie was dying; that is why I came. I shall not go back
without you.”
“Then you must wait,” she rejoined. “It is almost time for the guests to
come; I must be here to receive them. Maybe she will revive. Doctors do
not always judge aright. She may yet recover, or, at least, live for
days.”
“I tell you she was dying when I left her, else I had not come, knowing
you as I do,” Jack replied vehemently, and Georgie answered with a gush
of tears:
“I _cannot_ go until the party is over. Come for me then; come at two
o’clock, and I will be ready.”
He bowed in acquiescence and left the house, meeting, as he went out, a
group of ladies, whose gay dresses brushed against him on the steps, and
whose light laughter sounded like mockery in his ears. It was a glorious
night, and the _élite_ of New York turned out _en masse_ to honor Mrs.
Burton’s invitation, until the rooms were full, and the light jest and
merry repartee were heard on every side, and the gay dance began to the
sound of sweet music. And amid it all moved Georgie, a deep flush on her
cheek, and a glittering light in her eye, which attracted general
attention, and was the subject of much comment among the guests. It was
an insane, delirious kind of look, and Georgie _was_ nearly mad, as with
a heart full of bitter pain she tried to be natural, and smile upon
those around her as sweetly and pleasantly as if there was no skeleton
of death walking at her side, and pointing, with its bony fingers,
across the distant river to where Annie lay dying and begging for her.
She could hear the little voice even above the din of the gay throng,
and when Roy asked what was the matter that she seemed so absent-minded,
she felt for a moment as if she must shriek out her miserable secret
before them all, and tell them of that little child in Jersey. She had
spoken of her to many of the guests, and explained the cause of Maude’s
absence, but none of those who heard her guessed of the mental agony
endured by the beautiful woman who was envied by so many, as the
bride-elect of Roy Leighton, and the possessor of everything which can
make one happy.
The party was over at last; every guest had said good-night, and only
one carriage stood before the door. That had waited there an hour, and
while it waited the lights flashed out into the darkness, the soft music
sounded on the night air, and the merry feet kept time in the dance; the
driver nodded on his box, and the tall figure of a man walked up and
down; up and down,—always to the same lamp-post and back,—a worn,
anxious look upon his face, and an impatient, resentful expression in
his eyes whenever he glanced up at the blazing windows, and then
consulted his watch.
Jack had broken his vow not to return home without his sister. He had
tried waiting at the hotel; had sat an hour and could have sworn it was
ten; then with a feeling that he must know how it fared with Annie, had
re-crossed the ferry and gone to his home.
“Still alive, but failing fast, and asking for Georgie,” Maude had said
to him, and then he waited another hour and a half until the clock
struck twelve.
Georgie had said “come at two,” and so he went, and waited until the
last carriage drove away, and then his hand was on the door before the
tired servant could lock and bolt it.
“Did you leave anything, sir?” the man asked, thinking Jack one of the
recent guests.
“No; I came for Miss Burton. Say her brother is here,” Jack replied; but
before the message could be delivered Georgie was standing by him and
had heard the message: “Alive, but dying very fast. You have no time to
lose.”
And Georgie lost none. Speeding upstairs to her room she caught up a
long water-proof, and wrapping it around her, said to her astonished
maid:
“Tell mamma that Annie Heyford is dying; that my brother Jack came for
me before the party, and I promised to go as soon as it was over. She
must not be troubled about me. I shall come back or send some word in
the morning.”
“But your dress, Miss Burton! Surely, you will change that?” the girl
said, thinking her young mistress demented.
It was the first thought Georgie had given to her dress, and with a
shudder, as she drew up the folds of her elegant costume, she answered:
“I have not time to change it now. I told you she was dying.”
And so with the diamonds glittering on her neck and arms and shining in
her hair, Georgie went out to the carriage, where Jack put her in, his
impatience and resentment beginning to subside when he saw the deep
pallor of her face and the look of anguish in her eyes. Her head was
uncovered, and the flowers she had worn were there still, but Jack drew
the hood of her water-proof up over her hair, and adjusted it under her
chin with a carefulness and gentleness which brought a gush of tears
from Georgie, who had laid her head upon his shoulder, and said
sobbingly:
“You are kind, Jack; I don’t deserve that you should think of my
comfort.”
He did not reply, and the silence between them was not broken again
until Jersey City was reached. There had been a delay at the ferry, and
it was nearer four than three when Georgie stood at last by Annie’s
bedside.
She had thrown off her water-proof as she entered the house, or rather
handed it to Maude, who met her in the hall, and who stared in surprise
at the gay party dress, which seemed so out of place in that house of
death. But for once Georgie never thought of her dress, nor minded in
the least when her flowing lace caught on some projection and had a long
rent torn in it. And so, in all the splendor of diamonds, and satins,
and flowers, she floated into the sick room where Annie lay, breathing
heavily, but with a look of peace upon her face, which told that for her
all pain had ceased, except as it might return when the final struggle
came. She had not asked for Georgie for more than an hour, but the
instant the rustle of her sweeping garments, and the sound of her step
was heard, she opened her eyes and exclaimed joyfully:
“Georgie, sister, come at last.”
“Yes, darling; here at last, never to leave you again,” Georgie said,
as, stooping down, she gathered the little wasted form to her bosom and
held it there, while she cried over and kissed it passionately,
murmuring words of fond endearment such as made Edna, who was in the
room, look up in surprise. She had not imagined Georgie to be capable of
the deep feeling she was manifesting, and she felt a thrill of friendly
liking for the woman who could so love a little child.
“I wanted you so much,” Annie said, faintly, as she put her hand on
Georgie’s cheeks, “I am going to die,—Jack told you, maybe,—and I’ll
never be in that pretty room you said you’d fix for me; but I want you
to fix it all the same, and call it Annie’s room, and, if I can, I’ll
come sometimes to see you. You won’t hear me, or know it, perhaps, but I
guess it will be when the sun is the brightest, and the flowers are
blooming, and you are thinking of Annie; then I’ll be there with you.”
A cold shudder ran from the crown of Georgie’s head to her finger tips
as she listened to Annie’s plan of re-visiting her in the spirit, but
she only replied with a closer embrace and a rain of tears, which Annie
brushed away as she continued:
“I ain’t a bit afraid to die now, Georgie. I was at first, but I asked
Jesus so many times to take the fear away, and He has, and forgave me
all the naughty things I ever did,—the lies I used to tell, and the
exaggerations, which Jack said were bad as lies; and I’m going to
Heaven, where you’ll come some time, sister, won’t you?”
“Oh, Annie, my darling, my darling, I don’t know; I am afraid not.
Heaven is not for such as I am,” Georgie cried, piteously, while Annie
continued:
“Why, sister? yes it is; and you are real good, and you’ll come some
day, and find me waiting for you right by the door; but, Georgie,”—and
Annie’s lip began to quiver as there suddenly recurred to her mind the
perplexing question which had troubled her so a few hours before, and
which Jack had said Georgie might answer,—“but, Georgie, lay me down,
please; on the pillow, so,—that’s nice; and now tell me where is my
mother,—if Jack’s and your mother was not mine.”
The great blue eyes of the child were fixed intently upon Georgie, who
started and staggered backward as if smitten with a heavy blow. Edna had
stolen from the room, and only Jack was there, sitting in a distant
corner. To him Georgie turned quickly, and asked, under her breath:
“What does this mean? Who has been disturbing her?”
“It was the merest accident,” Jack said, coming forward at once. “A
chance remark I made about her not being mother’s own child. _Your
secret_ is safe, if that is what you fear.”
He said the last in a low tone, and then walked back to his seat upon
the sofa. For a few moments Annie lay quiet, and Georgie hoped she might
have forgotten that her question was unanswered, but she soon roused up
and returned to the subject so painful to Georgie.
“How will I know my mother if I never saw her here, and don’t know how
she looks nor who she was?” she said, and her eyes held as by a spell
poor remorseful Georgie’s, who faltered out:
“Your mother is not in Heaven, Annie.”
“Not in Heaven?” and the paroxysm of terror was something fearful to
witness as Annie writhed upon her pillow. “Where is she then? Not in the
bad place? Not there? My mother! Oh Georgie, oh Georgie.”
Every word was a moan as the frightened child clutched Georgie’s hand
and demanded of her whether her mother was lost forever. She did not
seem to remember that she must have had a father, too; it was all “my
mother, my mother,” until Georgie could bear it no longer, and said to
her in a whisper:
“Your mother is not dead. She is living somewhere.”
“Then why don’t she come to see me? Mothers always take care of their
sick little girls, don’t they?” Annie asked, and Jack, who could see the
anguish written on his sister’s face, pitied her as he had never done
but once before in his life.
“Oh, Annie, you break my heart; don’t ask me about your mother. I
cannot, cannot tell. Oh, Father in Heaven, this is worse than death,”
Georgie moaned, as she knelt upon the floor by Annie’s bed and covered
her face with her hands.
But amid her pain she did not forget to be cautious, and said to Jack,
“Please shut the door. I cannot have witnesses to my degradation.”
He did as she bade him, and then said to her: “Had you been open,
Georgie, from the first, this would have been spared to you.”
Perhaps he was wrong to chide her then when her cup of wretchedness was
full. She thought so at least, and replied to him:
“Don’t taunt me now; don’t try to make my agony greater than it is. I
could not bear another jot. And, Jack, let me tell you, that truly as I
live, there’s nothing I would not do to save Annie’s life.”
“Nothing?” Jack said, questioningly.
His tone roused Georgie to such an unnatural state that she replied to
him: “No, nothing; and here I swear that if Heaven will spare Annie’s
life and give her back to me, I’ll tell Roy everything. Yes, everything.
I mean it. Father in Heaven, hear me, hear the vow I make. Give me
Annie’s life and I’ll tell everything. Try me and see.”
She was praying now, while Annie, bewildered by what she had heard,
looked first at her and then at Jack, saying imploringly:
“Tell what, Georgie? What does it mean? It makes me so dizzy and faint.
Is it about my mother, and why she don’t come when I am dying?”
There was no response to this, and Annie pleaded again:
“Where is she, Jack? Don’t she love me any? Oh if I could see her once
and hear her voice, and put my head in her lap, and call her mother, I’d
pray to Jesus to make her good and let her come to Heaven if she was
ever so bad. Was she bad, Georgie? Was my mother naughty?”
It was a strange spectacle, that white-faced, dying child, stretching
her trembling hands toward that gayly-decked, but crushed, stricken
woman, and demanding some knowledge of her mother, and Georgie shrunk
back from the touch of the little hands, and wiped the sweat-drops from
her own pallid face, and turned toward Jack as if for help in her
distress. But Jack was powerless then; it was her hour of agony and she
must meet it alone.
Suddenly there broke over her countenance a light as of some
newly-formed resolution, and with a gasp she said to her brother:
“Go out, Jack, please, and leave us here alone. Keep them all away till
I call to you to come. Annie is mine, now; mine; all mine.”
She seemed more like a crazed creature, when, after Jack was gone, she
bolted the door, and even looked out into the wintry night, as if
fearing listeners there. But she grew calm again, and her voice, though
low and sad, was tolerably steady in its tone as she sat down by Annie
and said:
“Ask me anything you please, and I will answer you.”
* * * * *
Half an hour passed away, and the three waiting below heard the low
murmur of voices,—one of surprise and eager inquiry, the other,
mournful, heartbroken, and, as Jack knew, full of bitter shame. Then
there was a sound of sobbing, with broken sentences of love, and then
another silence, followed by a hasty call for Jack to come quickly.
They were in the room in a moment, and each one was struck with the
expression of Annie’s face, where wonder and surprise, sorrow and
compassion, with love unutterable, were blended together. Tender and
pitiful as is a mother towards her suffering child, she seemed toward
Georgie, and though she could not speak, her eyes were fastened upon the
head bowed down at her side, and her hands kept caressing the tangled
curls which lay upon the bedclothes.
“Annie, you are almost home,” Maude said, bending over her and kissing
her white brow.
Annie nodded and raised her eyes once upon them all, as if in a
farewell; then her head drooped lower and lower upon her breast; while
her hand still smoothed and fondled Georgie’s hair. A moment went by
which seemed an hour, then over the dying child there passed a shudder
of pain; the hand ceased its caressing motion, and buried itself in the
mass of hair; the eyes glanced upward, and the quivering lips said,
brokenly, “Thank you, Jesus, I have seen my mother,” and then Annie was
dead.
Old Luna, who was present, responded, “Yes, blessed lamb, no doubt her
mother did come to meet her. It’s apt to be the case.”
This was Luna’s solution of Annie’s last words, while Maude had a
different one; and when they were alone and Edna said to her, “Do you
believe Annie’s mother was with her when she died?” She answered, “_I
know_ she was!”