CHAPTER XXIII.

The next morning Bathurst found Isobel Hannay sitting in a shady court

that had been converted into a sort of general room for the ladies in

the fort.

“How are you, Miss Hannay? I am glad to see you down.”

“I might repeat your words, Mr. Bathurst, for you see we have changed

places. You are the invalid, and not I.”

“There is very little of the invalid about me,” he said. “I am glad to

see that your face is much better than it was.”

“Yes, it is healing fast. I am a dreadful figure still; and the Doctor

says that there will be red scars for months, and that probably my face

will be always marked.”

“The Doctor is a croaker, Miss Hannay; there is no occasion to trust

him too implicitly. I predict that there will not be any serious scars

left.”

He took a seat beside her. There were two or three others in the court,

but these were upon the other side, quite out of hearing.

“I congratulate you, Mr. Bathurst,” she said quietly, “on yesterday. The

Doctor has, of course, told me all about it. It can make no difference

to us who knew you, but I am heartily glad for your sake. I can

understand how great a difference it must make to you.”

“It has made all the difference in the world,” he replied. “No one can

tell the load it has lifted from my mind. I only wish it had taken place

earlier.”

“I know what you mean, Mr. Bathurst; the Doctor has told me about that

too. You may wish that you had remained in the boat, but it was well for

me that you did not. You would have lost your life without benefiting

me. I should be now in the well of Cawnpore, or worse, at Bithoor.”

“That may be,” he said gravely, “but it does not alter the fact.”

“I have no reason to know why you consider you should have stopped in

the boat, Mr. Bathurst,” she went on quietly, but with a slight flush

on her cheek. “I can perhaps guess by what you afterwards did for me, by

the risks you ran to save me; but I cannot go by guesses, I think I have

a right to know.”

“You are making me say what I did not mean to say,” he exclaimed

passionately, “at least not now; but you do more than guess, you

know--you know that I love you.”

“And what do you know?” she asked softly.

“I know that you ought not to love me.” he said. “No woman should love a

coward.”

“I quite agree with you, but then I know that you are not a coward.”

“Not when I jumped over and left you alone? It was the act of a cur.”

“It was an act for which you were not really responsible. Had you been

able to think, you would not have done so. I do not take the view the

Doctor does, and I agree with you that a man loving a woman should first

of all think of her and of her safety. So you thought when you could

think, but you were no more responsible for your action than a madman

for a murder committed when in a state of frenzy. It was an impulse

you could not control. Had you, after the impulse had passed, come down

here, believing, as you might well have believed, that it was absolutely

impossible to rescue me from my fate, it would have been different. But

the moment you came to yourself you deliberately took every risk

and showed how brave you were when master of yourself. I am speaking

plainly, perhaps more plainly than I ought to. But I should despise

myself had I not the courage to speak out now when so much is at stake,

and after all you have done for me.

“You love me?”

“You know that I love you.”

“And I love you,” the girl said; “more than that, I honor and esteem

you. I am proud of your love. I am jealous for your honor as for my own,

and I hold that honor to be spotless. Even now, even with my happiness

at stake, I could not speak so plainly had I not spoken so cruelly and

wrongly before. I did not know you then as I know you now, but having

said what I thought then, I am bound to say what I think now, if only as

a penance. Did I hesitate to do so, I should be less grateful than that

poor Indian girl who was ready as she said, to give her life for the

life you had saved.”

“Had you spoken so bravely but two days since,” Bathurst said, taking

her hand, “I would have said. ‘I love you too well, Isobel, to link

your fate to that of a disgraced man.’ but now I have it in my power to

retrieve myself, to wipe out the unhappy memory of my first failure,

and still more, to restore the self respect which I have lost during

the last month. But to do so I must stay here: I must bear part in the

terrible struggle there will be before this mutiny is put down, India

conquered, and Cawnpore revenged.”

“I will not try to prevent you,” Isobel said. “I feel it would be wrong

to do so. I could not honor you as I do, if for my sake you turned away

now. Even though I knew I should never see you again, I would that you

had died so, than lived with even the shadow of dishonor on your name.

I shall suffer, but there are hundreds of other women whose husbands,

lovers, or sons are in the fray, and I shall not flinch more than they

do from giving my dearest to the work of avenging our murdered friends

and winning back India.”

So quietly had they been talking that no thought of how momentous

their conversation had been had entered the minds of the ladies sitting

working but a few paces away. One, indeed, had remarked to another, “I

thought when Dr. Wade was telling us how Mr. Bathurst had rescued that

unfortunate girl with the disfigured face at Cawnpore, that there was

a romance in the case, but I don’t see any signs of it. They are goods

friends, of course, but there is nothing lover-like in their way of

talking.”

So thought Dr. Wade when he came in and saw them sitting there, and gave

vent to his feeling in a grunt of dissatisfaction.

“It is like driving two pigs to market,” he muttered; “they won’t go the

way I want them to, out of pure contrariness.”

“It is all settled, Doctor,” Bathurst said, rising. “Come, shake hands;

it is to you I owe my happiness chiefly.”

“Isobel, my dear, give me a kiss,” the Doctor exclaimed. “I am glad,

my dear, I am glad with all my heart. And what have you settled besides

that?”

“We have settled that I am to go home as soon as I can go down country,

and he is going up with you and the others to Cawnpore.”

“That is right,” the Doctor said heartily. “I told you that was what

he would decide upon; it is right that he should do so. No man ought

to turn his face to the coast till Lucknow is relieved and Delhi is

captured. I thank God it has all come right at last. I began to be

afraid that Bathurst’s wrong headedness was going to mar both your

lives.”

The news had already come down that Havelock had found that it would be

absolutely impossible with the small force at his command to fight his

way into Lucknow through the multitude of foes that surrounded it, and

that he must wait until reinforcements arrived. There was, therefore, no

urgent hurry, and it was not until ten days later that a second troop

of volunteer horse, composed of civilians unable to resume their duties,

and officers whose regiments had mutinied, started for Cawnpore.

Half an hour before they mounted, Isobel Hannay and Ralph Bathurst were

married by the chaplain in the fort. This was at Bathurst’s earnest

wish.

“I may not return, Isobel,” he had urged: “it is of no use to blink the

fact that we have desperate fighting before us, and I should go into

battle with my mind much more easy in the knowledge that, come what

might, you were provided for. The Doctor tells me that he considers you

his adopted daughter, and that he has already drawn up a will leaving

his savings to you; but I should like your future to come from me, dear,

even if I am not to share it with you. As you know, I have a fine estate

at home, and I should like to think of you as its mistress.”

And Isobel of course had given way, though not without protest.

“You don’t know what I may be like yet,” she said, half laughing, half

in earnest. “I may carry these red blotches to my grave.”

“They are honorable scars, dear, as honorable as any gained in battle. I

hope, for your sake, that they will get better in time, but it makes

no difference to me. I know what you were, and how you sacrificed your

beauty. I suppose if I came back short of an arm or leg you would not

make that an excuse for throwing me over?”

“You ought to be ashamed of even thinking of such a thing, Ralph.”

“Well, dear, I don’t know that I did think it, but I am only putting a

parallel case to your own. No, you must consent: it is in all ways best.

We will be married on the morning I start, so as just to give time for

our wedding breakfast before I mount.”

“It shall be as you wish,” she said softly. “You know the estate without

you would be nothing to me, but I should like to bear your name, and

should you never come back to me, Ralph, to mourn for you all my life

as my husband. But I believe you will return to me. I think I am getting

superstitious, and believe in all sorts of things since so many strange

events have happened. Those pictures on the smoke that came true, Rujub

sending you messages at Deennugghur, and Rabda making me hear her voice

and giving me hope in prison. I do not feel so miserable at the thought

of your going into danger as I should do, if I had not a sort of

conviction that we shall meet again. People believe in presentiments of

evil, why should they not believe in presentiments of good? At any rate,

it is a comfort to me that I do feel so, and I mean to go on believing

it.”

“Do so, Isobel. Of course there will be danger, but the danger will

be nothing to that we have passed through together. The Sepoys will

no doubt fight hard, but already they must have begun to doubt; their

confidence in victory must be shaken, and they begin to fear retribution

for their crimes. The fighting will, I think, be less severe as the

struggle goes on, and at any rate the danger to us, fighting as the

assailants, is as nothing to that run when we were little groups

surrounded by a country in arms.

“The news that has come through from Lucknow is that, for some time at

any rate, the garrison are confident they can hold out, while at

Delhi we know that our position is becoming stronger every day; the

reinforcements are beginning to arrive from England, and though the

work may be slow at first, our army will grow, while their strength will

diminish, until we sweep them before us. I need not stop until the

end, only till the peril is over, till Lucknow is relieved, and Delhi

captured.

“As we agreed, I have already sent in my resignation in the service,

and shall fight as a volunteer only. If we have to fight our way into

Lucknow, cavalry will be useless, and I shall apply to be attached to

one of the infantry regiments; having served before, there will be no

difficulty about that. I think there are sure to be plenty of vacancies.

Six months will assuredly see the backbone of the rebellion altogether

broken. No doubt it will take much longer crushing it out altogether,

for they will break up into scattered bodies, and it may be a long work

before these are all hunted down; but when the strength of the rebellion

is broken, I can leave with honor.”

There were but few preparations to be made for the wedding. Great

interest was felt in the fort in the event, for Isobel’s rescue from

Bithoor and Cawnpore, when all others who had fallen into the power of

the Nana had perished, had been the one bright spot in the gloom; and

there would have been a general feeling of disappointment had not the

romance had the usual termination.

Isobel’s presents were numerous and of a most useful character, for they

took the form of articles of clothing, and her trousseau was a varied

and extensive one.

The Doctor said to her the evening before the event, “You ought to have

a certificate from the authorities, Isobel, saying how you came into

possession of your wardrobe, otherwise when you get back to England you

will very soon come to be looked upon as a most suspicious character.”

“How do you mean, Doctor?”

“Well, my dear, if the washerwoman to whom you send your assortment

at the end of the voyage is an honest woman, she will probably give

information to the police that you must be a receiver of stolen

property, as your garments are all marked with different names.”

“It will look suspicious, Doctor, but I must run the risk of that till

I can remark them again. I can do a good deal that way before I sail. It

is likely we shall be another fortnight at least before we can start

for Calcutta. I don’t mean to take the old names out, but shall mark my

initials over them and the word ‘from.’ Then they will always serve as

mementoes of the kindness of everyone here.”

Early on the morning of the wedding a native presented himself at the

gate of the fort, and on being allowed to enter with a letter for Miss

Hannay of which he was the bearer, handed her a parcel, which proved

to contain a very handsome and valuable set of jewelry, with a slip of

paper on which were the words, “From Rabda.”

The Doctor was in high spirits at the breakfast to which everybody sat

down directly after the wedding. In the first place, his greatest wish

was gratified; and, in the second, he was about to start to take part in

the work of retribution.

“One would think you were just starting on a pleasure party, Doctor,”

Isobel said.

“It is worth all the pleasure parties in the world, my dear. I have

always been a hunter, and this time it is human ‘tigers’ I am going in

pursuit of--besides which,” he said, in a quieter tone, “I hope I am

going to cure as well as kill. I shall only be a soldier when I am not

wanted as a doctor. A man who really loves his profession, as I do, is

always glad to exercise it, and I fear I shall have ample opportunities

that way; besides, dear there is nothing like being cheerful upon an

occasion of this kind. The longer we laugh, the less time there is for

tears.”

And so the party did not break up until it was nearly time for the

little troop to start. Then there was a brief passionate parting, and

the volunteer horse rode away to Cawnpore. Almost the first person they

met as they rode into the British lines was Wilson, who gave a shout of

joy at seeing the Doctor and Bathurst.

“My dear Bathurst!” he exclaimed. “Then you got safely down. Did you

rescue Miss Hannay?”

“I had that good fortune, Wilson.”

“I am glad. I am glad,” the young fellow said, shaking his hand

violently, while the tears stood in his eyes. “I know you were right

in sending me away, but I have regretted it ever since. I know I should

have been no good, but it seemed such a mean thing for me to go off by

myself. Well, Doctor, and so you got off too,” he went on, turning from

Bathurst and wringing the Doctor’s hand; “I never even hoped that you

escaped. I made sure that it was only we two. I have had an awful time

of it since we heard the news, on the way up, of the massacre of the

women. I had great faith in Bathurst, and knew that if anything could be

done he would do it, but when I saw the place they had been shut up in,

it did not seem really possible that he could have got anyone out of

such a hole. And where did you leave Miss Hannay?”

“We have not left her at all,” the Doctor said gravely; “there is no

longer a Miss Hannay. There, man, don’t look so shocked. She changed her

name on the morning we came away.”

“What!” Wilson exclaimed. “Is she Mrs. Bathurst? I am glad, Bathurst.

Shake hands again; I felt sure that if you did rescue her that was what

would come of it. I was almost certain by her way when I talked to

her about you one day that she liked you. I was awfully spoony on her

myself, you know, but I knew it was no use, and I would rather by a lot

that she married you than anyone else I know. But come along into my

tent; you know your troop and ours are going to be joined. We have

lost pretty near half our fellows, either in the fights coming up or by

sunstroke or fever since we came here. I got hold of some fizz in the

bazaar yesterday, and I am sure you must be thirsty. This is a splendid

business; I don’t know that I ever felt so glad of anything in my life,”

and he dragged them away to his tent.

Bathurst found, to his disappointment, that intense as was the desire to

push forward to Lucknow, the general opinion was that the General would

not venture to risk his little force in an operation that, with the

means at his disposal, seemed well nigh impossible. Cholera had made

considerable ravages, and he had but fifteen hundred bayonets at his

disposal. All that could be done pending the arrival of reinforcements

was to prepare the way for an advance, and show so bold a front that the

enemy would be forced to draw a large force from Lucknow to oppose his

advance.

A bridge of boats was thrown across the Ganges, and the force crossed

the river and advanced to Onao, eight miles on the road to Lucknow. Here

the enemy, strongly posted, barred the way; but they were attacked,

and, after hard fighting, defeated, with a loss of three hundred men and

fifteen guns.

In this fight the volunteer horse, who had been formed into a single

troop, did good service. One of their two officers was killed; and as

the party last up from Allahabad were all full of Bathurst’s rescue

of Miss Hannay from Cawnpore, and Wilson and the Doctor influenced the

others, he was chosen to fill the vacancy.

There were two other fierce fights out at Busserutgunge, and then

Bathurst had the satisfaction of advancing with the column against

Bithoor. Here again the enemy fought sturdily, but were defeated with

great slaughter, and the Nana’s palace was destroyed.

When, after the arrival of Outram with reinforcements, the column set

out for Lucknow, the volunteers did not accompany them, as they would

have been useless in street fighting, and were, therefore, detailed

to form part of the little force left at Cawnpore to hold the city and

check the rebels, parties of whom were swarming round it.

The officer in command of the troop died of cholera a few days after

Havelock’s column started up, and Bathurst succeeded him. The work was

very arduous, the men being almost constantly in their saddles,

and having frequent encounters with the enemy. They were again much

disappointed at being left behind when Sir Colin Campbell advanced to

the relief of Havelock and the garrison, but did more than their share

of fighting in the desperate struggle when the mutineers of the Gwallior

contingent attacked the force at Cawnpore during the absence of the

relieving column. Here they were almost annihilated in a desperate

charge which saved the 64th from being cut to pieces at the most

critical moment of the fight.

Wilson came out of the struggle with the loss of his left arm, and two

or three serious wounds. He had been cut off, and surrounded, and was

falling from his horse when Bathurst cut his way to his rescue, and,

lifting him into his saddle before him, succeeded after desperate

fighting in carrying him off, himself receiving several wounds, none of

which, however, were severe. The action had been noticed, and Bathurst’s

name was sent in for the Victoria Cross. As the troop had dwindled to a

dozen sabers, he applied to Sir Colin Campbell, whose column had arrived

in time to save the force at Cawnpore and to defeat the enemy, to be

attached to a regiment as a volunteer. The General, however, at once

offered him a post as an extra aide de camp to himself, as his perfect

knowledge of the language would render him of great use; and he gladly

accepted the offer.

With the column returning from Lucknow was the Doctor.

“By the way, Bathurst,” he said on the evening of his return, “I met an

old acquaintance in Lucknow; you would never guess who it was--Forster.”

“You don’t say so; Doctor.”

“Yes; it seems he was hotly pursued, but managed to shake the sowars

off. At that time the garrison was not so closely besieged as it

afterwards was. He knew the country well, and made his way across

it until within sight of Lucknow. At night he rode right through the

rebels, swam the river, and gained the Residency. He distinguished

himself greatly through the siege, but had been desperately wounded the

day before we marched in. He was in a ward that was handed over to me

directly I got there, and I at once saw that his case was a hopeless

one. The poor fellow was heartily glad to see me. Of course he knew

nothing of what had taken place at Deennugghur after he had left, and

was very much cut up when he heard the fate of almost all the garrison.

He listened quietly when I told how you had rescued Isobel and of your

marriage. He was silent, and then said, ‘I am glad to hear it, Doctor.

I can’t say how pleased I am she escaped. Bathurst has fairly won her.

I never dreamt that she cared for him. Well, it seems he wasn’t a

coward after all. And you say he has resigned and come up as a volunteer

instead of going home with her? That is plucky, anyhow. Well, I am

pleased. I should not have been so if I hadn’t been like this, Doctor,

but now I am out of the running for good, it makes no odds to me either

way. If ever you see him again, you tell him I said I was glad. I expect

he will make her a deucedly better husband than I should have done. I

never liked Bathurst, but I expect it was because he was a better fellow

than most of us--that was at school, you know--and of course I did not

take to him at Deennugghur. No one could have taken to a man there who

could not stand fire. But you say he has got over that, so that is all

right. Anyhow, I have no doubt he will make her happy. Tell her I am

glad, Doctor. I thought at one time--but that is no odds now. I am glad

you are out of it, too.’

“And then he rambled on about shooting Sepoys, and did not say anything

more coherently until late that night. I was sitting by him; he had been

unconscious for some time, and he opened his eyes suddenly and said,

‘Tell them both I am glad,’ and those were the last words he spoke.”

“He was a brave soldier, a fine fellow in many ways,” Bathurst said; “if

he had been brought up differently he would, with all his gifts, have

been a grand fellow, but I fancy he never got any home training. Well,

I am glad he didn’t die as we supposed, without a friend beside him, on

his way to Lucknow, and that he fell after doing his duty to the women

and children there.”

Wilson refused to go home after the loss of his arm, and as soon as he

recovered was appointed to one of the Sikh regiments, and took part in

the final conquest of Lucknow two months after the fight at Cawnpore.

A fortnight after the conclusion of that terrible struggle Sir Colin

Campbell announced to Bathurst that amongst the dispatches that he

had received from home that morning was a Gazette, in which his name

appeared among those to whom the Victoria Cross had been granted.

“I congratulate you heartily, Mr. Bathurst,” the old officer said: “I

have had the pleasure of speaking in the highest terms of the bravery

you displayed in carrying my message through heavy fire a score of times

during the late operations.”

Great as the honor of the Victoria Cross always is, to Bathurst it was

much more than to other men. It was his rehabilitation. He need never

fear now that his courage would be questioned, and the report that he

had before left the army because he lacked courage would be forever

silenced now that he could write V. C. after his name. The pleasure

of Dr. Wade and Wilson was scarcely less than his own. The latter’s

regiment had suffered very heavily in the struggle at Lucknow, and he

came out of it a captain, having escaped without a wound.

A week later Bathurst resigned his appointment. There was still much to

be done, and months of marching and fighting before the rebellion was

quite stamped out; but there had now arrived a force ample to overcome

all opposition, and there was no longer a necessity for the service of

civilians. As he had already left the service of the Company, he was his

own master, and therefore started at once for Calcutta..

“I shall not be long before I follow you,” the Doctor said, as they

spent their last evening together. “I shall wait and see this out, and

then retire. I should have liked to have gone home with you, but it is

out of the question. Our hands are full, and likely to be so for some

time, so I must stop.”

Bathurst stopped for a day at Patna to see Rujub and his daughter. He

was received as an expected guest, and after spending a few hours with

them he continued his journey. At Calcutta he found a letter awaiting

him from Isobel, saying that she had arrived safely in England, and

should stay with her mother until his arrival, and there he found her.

“I expected you today,” she said, after the first rapturous greeting

was over. “Six weeks ago I woke in the middle of the night, and heard

Rabda’s voice distinctly say: ‘He has been with us today: he is safe and

well; he is on his way to you.’ As I knew how long you would take

going down from Patna, I went the next day to the office and found what

steamer you would catch, and when she would arrive. My mother and sister

both regarded me as a little out of my mind when I said you would be

back this week. They have not the slightest belief in what I told them

about Rujub, and insist that it was all a sort of hallucination brought

on by my sufferings. Perhaps they will believe now.”

“Your face is wonderfully better,” he said presently. “The marks seem

dying out, and you look almost your old self.”

“Yes,” she said; “I have been to one of the great doctors, and he says

he thinks the scars will quite disappear in time.”

Isobel Bathurst has never again received any distinct message from

Rabda, but from time to time she has the consciousness, when sitting

quietly alone, that the girl is with her in thought. Every year letters

and presents are exchanged, and to the end of their lives she and her

husband will feel that their happiness is chiefly due to her and her

father--Rujub, the Juggler.

THE END.

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