"He is mad," said the Jesuit, "and he is not the less dangerous. He was

sent to Rome by the Queen, where he made great mischief, and offended

the Pope by his insolence. He has sided with the Parliament in England,

and is engaged on a scheme to persuade Cromwell to recall the King, and

seat him on the throne as an elective monarch. The Queen does not wish

to break with him altogether, both because he has great influence with

some powerful Catholics, and because, if nothing better can be done, she

would perforce accept the elective monarchy for her son. But the scheme

is chimerical, and will come to nothing. Cromwell intends the crown for

himself. You see, Johnny," continued St. Clare with a smile, "all our

plans have failed. The English Church is destroyed, and those Catholics

who always opposed it are thought much of at Rome now, and carry all

before them. I have not altered my opinion, however, and I shall die in

the same. But we must wait. I do not wish to influence you any more,

nor to involve you any longer in any schemes of mine, but the Queen

wants you to go as an agent to Rome on her behalf; and it would be of

great service to me, and to any plans which I may in future have, if I

had such a friend and correspondent as yourself in that city. If you

have no other plans, I do not see that you could do much better than go.

You shall have such introductions to my friends there--cardinals and

great men--that you may live during your stay in the best company and

luxury, and without expense. One of my friends is the Cardinal

Renuccinni, brother of the Legate the Bishop of Fermo, whom you met in

Ireland, and who, by the by, was much impressed with you. You cannot

fail to make friends with many who will have it in their power to be of

great use to you; and you may establish yourself in some lucrative post,

either as a layman, or, if you choose to take orders, as a priest. You

will believe me, also, when I say,--what I say to very few,--that I am

under obligations to you which I can never repay, and nothing will give

me greater pleasure than to see you rich and prosperous, and admired and

powerful in the Roman Court. You have the qualities and the experience

to command success. You will be backed by the whole power of my

friends, with whom to make your fortune will be the work of an

after-dinner's talk. You will see Italy, and delight yourself in the

sight of all those places and antiquities of which we have so often

talked; and with your cultivated and religious tastes you will enter,

with the most perfect advantage, into that magic world of sight and

sound which the churches and sacred services in Rome present to the

devout. I cannot see that you can do better than go."

Inglesant sat looking at the Jesuit with a singular expression in his

eyes, which the latter did not understand. Yes, surely it was a very

different offer from that of Serenus de Cressy, yet Inglesant did not

delay to answer from any indecision; from the moment the Jesuit began to

speak he knew that he should go. But he took a kind of melancholy

pleasure in contrasting the two paths, the two men, the different choice

they offered him, and in reading a half sad, half sarcastic commentary

on himself.

After a minute or two, he said,--

"I thank you much for your good-will and quite undeserved patronage. It

is by far too good an offer to be refused, and I gladly accept it. You

know, doubtless, what has happened to me, especially within these last

few days, and that I have no friend left on earth save yourself; such a

journey as that which you propose to me will, at the least, distract my

thoughts from such a melancholy fate as mine."

"I knew of your brother's murder," said the Jesuit; "I have heard of the

man before--one of those utterly lost and villanous natures which no

country but Italy ever produced. Do you wish to seek him?"

Inglesant told him that one of his principal objects in staying in Paris

was to seek his assistance for that purpose; and that he felt it a

sacred duty, which he owed to his brother, that his murderer should not

escape unpunished.

"I have no doubt I can learn where he is," said the other; "but I do not

well see what you can do when you have found him, unless it happens to

be in a place where you have powerful friends. It is true that he is so

generally known and hated in Italy, that you might easily get help in

punishing him should you meet him there; but he is hardly likely to

return to his native country, except for some powerful reason."

"If I can do nothing else," said Inglesant bitterly, "I can tell him who

I am and shoot him dead, or run him through the body. He murdered my

brother, just as he had come back to me--to me in prison and alone, and

was a loving friend and brother to me, and would have been through life.

Do you suppose that I should spare him, or that any moment will be so

delightful to me as the one in which I see him bleed to death at my

feet, as I saw my poor brother, struck by his hand, as he shall be by

mine?"

The Jesuit looked at Inglesant with surprise. The terrible earnestness

of his manner, and the unrelenting and grim pleasure he seemed to take

at the prospect of revenge, seemed so inconsistent with the refined and

religious tone of his ordinary character, approaching almost to

weakness; but the next moment he thought, "Why should I wonder at it?

The man who has gone through what he did without flinching must have a

strength of purpose about him far other than some might think."

He said aloud,--

"Well, I doubt not I can find him; he is well known in France, in Spain,

and in Italy, and if he goes to Germany he can be traced. But what was

the other sad misfortune you spoke of?--something within the last few

days, you said."

Inglesant had been looking fixedly before him since he had last spoken,

with a steady blank expression, which, since his imprisonment, his face

sometimes wore,--part of a certain wildness in his look which bespoke a

mind ill at ease and a confused brain. He was following up his prey to

the death.

He started at the Jesuit's question, and seemed to recollect with an

effort; then he said,--

"Mary Collet died at the convent of the Nuns of the ---- last week. I

only found her out the night before;" and as he spoke, the contrast

arose in his mind of the deathbed of the saint-like girl, and the

Italian's bleeding body struck down by his revenge. The footsteps of

the Saviour he had promised his friend to follow, surely could not lead

him to such a scene as that. If this were the first-fruits of his

refusal to follow Serenus de Cressy, surely he must also have turned his

back on Christ Himself.

He covered his face with his hands, and the Jesuit saw that he wept. He

supposed it was simply from grief at the death of his friend, and he was

surprised at the strength of his attachment. Like others, he had

thought Inglesant's love a rather cool and Platonic passion.

"I always thought him one of those nice and coy lovers," he said to

himself, "who always observe some defect in the thing they love, which

weakens their passion, and shows them that the reality is so much

inferior to their idea, that they easily desist from their enterprize,

and vanish as if they had not so much intention to love as to vanish,

and had more shame to have begun their courtship than purpose to

continue it. He must be much shaken by his suffering and by his

brother's death."

He waited a few moments, and then spoke to Inglesant about his health,

of his brother's death, and of his imprisonment. He spoke to him of the

late King, and of his distress at the necessity under which he lay of

denying Inglesant's commission; and he said many other things calculated

to cheer his friend and please his self-regard.

Inglesant listened to him not without pleasure, but he said little. An

idea had taken possession of his mind, which he carried with him into

Italy and for long afterwards. He was more than half convinced that, in

rejecting Cressy's advice, he had turned his back on Christ; and he was

the more confirmed in this belief because never had the image of the

Italian, nor the desire of revenge, taken so strong a hold upon his

imagination as now. It occurred to his excited imagination that Christ

had deserted him, and the Fiend taken possession, and that the course

and intention of the latter would be to lure him on, by such images, to

some terrible and lonely place, where the Italian and he together should

be involved in one common ghastly deed of crime, one common and eternal

ruin. The sense of having had a great act of self-denial placed before

him and having refused it, no doubt weighed down and blunted his

conscience; and once placed, as he half thought, upon the downward path,

nothing seemed before him but the gradual descent, adorned at first by

some poor show of gaudy flowers, but ending speedily--for there was no

self-delusion to such a nature as his, which had tasted of the heavenly

food--in miserable and filthy mire, where, loathing himself and despised

by others, nothing awaited him but eternal death. He answered the Jesuit

almost mechanically, and on parting from him at night promised

indifferently to accompany him on the morrow to an audience with the

Queen.

END OF VOL. I.

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