Inglesant remained in prison, and would have thought that he had been

forgotten, but that every few weeks he was sent for by the Committee and

examined. The Committee got no new facts from him, and indeed probably

did not expect to get any; but it was very useful to the Parliament

party to keep him before the public gaze as a Royalist and a Jesuit. It

was a common imputation upon the Cavaliers that they were Papists, and

anything that strengthened this belief made the King's party odious to

the nation. Here was a servant of the King's, an avowed Jesuit, and one

self-condemned in the most terrible crimes. It is true he was disowned

by the royal party, apparently sincerely; but the general impression

conveyed by his case was favourable to the Parliament, and they

therefore took care to keep it before the world. These examinations were

looked forward to by Inglesant with great pleasure, the row up the river

and the sight of fresh faces being such a delight to him. He was not

confined to his room, being allowed to walk at certain hours in the

court of the Tower, and he found a box containing a few books, a

Lucretius, and a few other Latin books, probably left by some former

occupant of the cell. These were not taken from him, and he read and

re-read them, especially the Lucretius, many times. They saved him from

utter prostration and despair,--they, and a secret help which he

acknowledged afterwards,--a help, which to men of his nature certainly

does come upon prayer to God, to whatever source it may be ascribed;--a

help which in terrible sleepless hours, in hours of dread weariness of

life, in hours of nervous pain more terrible than all, calms the heart

and soothes the brain, and leaves peace and cheerfulness and content in

the place of restlessness and despair. Inglesant said that repeating the

name of Jesus simply in the lonely nights kept his brain quiet when it

was on the point of distraction, being of the same mind as Sir Charles

Lucas, when, "many times calling upon the sacred name of Jesus," he was

shot dead at Colchester.

More than a year passed over him. From the scraps of news he could

gather from his jailer, and from the soldiers in the court during his

walks, he learnt that the King had been given up by the Scots, had

escaped from Hampton Court, had been retaken and sent to Carisbrooke,

and was soon to come to London, the man said, for his trial.

It was soon after he had learnt this last news that his jailer suddenly

informed him that he was to be tried for his life.

Accordingly, soon after, a warrant arrived from Bradshaw, the President

of the Council of State, to bring him before that body.

The Council sat in Essex House, and some gentlemen, who had surrendered

Pembroke upon terms that they should depart the country in three days,

but--accounting it base to desert their prince, and hoping that there

might be further occasion of service to His Majesty,--had remained in

London, were upon their trial. When Inglesant arrived with his guard

these gentlemen were under examination, and one of them, who had a wife

and children, was fighting hard for his life, arguing the case step by

step with the lawyers and the Council. Inglesant was left waiting in the

anteroom several hours; from the conversation he overheard, the room

being constantly full of all sorts of men coming and going--soldiers,

lawyers, divines--he learnt that the King's trial was coming on very

soon, and he fancied that his name was mentioned as though the nearness

of the King's trial had something to do with his own being hurried on.

It was a cold day, and there was a large fire in the anteroom.

Inglesant had had nothing to eat since morning, and felt weak and faint.

He wished the other examinations over that his own might come on; his,

he thought, would not take long. At last the gentlemen were referred to

the Council of War, to be dealt with as spies, and came out of the

Council chamber with their guards. The one was a plain country

gentleman, and neither of them knew Inglesant, but, stopping a moment in

the anteroom, while the guard prepared themselves, one of them asked his

name, saying he was afraid they had kept him waiting a long time. This

was Colonel Eustace Powell, and Inglesant met him again when he thought

he had only a few minutes to live.

The Council debated whether they should hear Inglesant that day, as it

was now late in the afternoon, and the candles were lighted, but finally

he was sent for into the Council.

As soon as he came to the bar, Bradshaw asked him suddenly when he saw

the King last, to which he replied that he had not seen the King since

Naseby field.

"You were at Naseby, then?" said Bradshaw.

"Yes," said Inglesant.

"And you ran away, I suppose?"

"Yes," said Johnny, "I ran away."

"Then you are a coward as well as a traitor," said Bradshaw.

"I am not braver than other men," said Inglesant.

Inglesant was then examined more in form, but very shortly; everything

he said having been said so often before.

The President then told him that, by his own confession, he was guilty

of death, and should be hanged at once if he persisted in it, but that

the Council did not believe his confession--indeed, had evidence and

confessions from others to prove the reverse; and therefore, if he

persisted in his course, he was his own murderer, and could hope for no

mercy from God. That if he would sign the declaration which they

offered him, which they knew to be true, and which stated that he had

only acted under the King's orders, he should not only have his life

spared, but should very shortly be set at liberty.

To this he replied that if they had evidence to prove what they said,

they did not want his; that he could not put his name to evidence so

contrary to what he had always confessed, and was prepared to stand by

to death; that, as to his fate before God, he left his soul in His

hands, who was more merciful than man.

To this Bradshaw replied that they were most merciful to him, and

desired to save him from himself; that, if he died, he died with a lie

upon his lips, from his own obstinacy and suicide.

Making no answer to this, he was ordered back to the Tower, and warned

to prepare himself for death. He saw clearly that their object was to

bring out evidence signed by him on the eve of the King's trial, which

no doubt would have been a great help to their cause. As he went back

in his barge to the Tower, he wondered why they did not publish

something with his name attached, without troubling themselves about his

consent. As they went down the river, the darkness became denser, and

the boat passed close to many other wherries, nearly running them down;

the lights on the boats and the barges glimmered indistinctly, and made

the course more difficult and uncertain. They shot the bridge under the

mass of dark houses and irregular lights, and proceeded across the pool

towards the Tower stairs. The pool was somewhat clear of ships, and the

lanterns upon the wharves and such vessels as were at anchor made a

clearer light than that above the bridge. As they crossed the pool, a

wherry, rowed by a single man, came towards them obliquely from the

Surrey side, so as to approach near enough to discern their persons, and

then, crossing their bows, suffered itself to be run down before the

barge could be stopped. The waterman climbed in at the bows, as his own

wherry filled and went down. He seemed a stupid, surly man, and might

be supposed to be either deaf or drunk. To the abuse of the soldiers

and watermen he made no answer but that he was an up-river waterman, and

was confused by the lights and the current of the bridge. The officer

called him forward into the stern, and as he came towards them Inglesant

knew him in spite of his perfect disguise. It was the Jesuit. He

answered as many of the officer's questions as he appeared to

understand, and took no manner of notice of Inglesant, who of course

appeared entirely indifferent and uninterested. When they landed at the

stairs, the waterman, with a perfectly professional manner, swung

himself over the side into the water, and steadied the boat for the

gentlemen to land, which act the officer took as an awkward expression

of respect and gratitude. As Inglesant passed him he put his hand up

for his to rest on, and Johnny felt a folded note passed into it.

Without the least pause, he followed the officer across the Tower wharf,

and was conducted to his room. As soon as he was alone he examined the

paper, which contained these words only:--

"You are not forgotten. Keep on a little longer. The end is very

near."

It made little impression upon him, nor did it influence his after

conduct, which had already been sufficiently determined upon. He

expected very little help from any one, though he believed that Father

St. Clare would do what he could. The Jesuit would have died himself at

any moment had his purpose required it, and he could not think that he

would regard as of much importance the fall of another soldier in the

same rank. He was mistaken, but he did not know it; the Jesuit, beneath

his placid exterior, retained for his favourite and cleverest pupil an

almost passionate regard, and would have done for him far more than he

would have thought worth the doing for himself. Meanwhile, Inglesant

translated his words into a different language, and thought more than

once that doubtless they were very true, and that, though in a sense not

intended, the end was very near.

This took place at the beginning of December, and about a week

afterwards the jailer advised Inglesant to prepare for death, for the

warrant to behead him was signed, and would be put into execution that

day week at Charing Cross. He immediately sent a petition to the

Council of State, that a Priest, either of the Roman Catholic or the

English Church, he was indifferent which, might be sent him. To this an

answer was sent immediately that he was dying with a lie upon his lips,

and that the presence of no priest or minister could be of any use to

him, and would not be granted. The same day a Presbyterian minister was

admitted to him, who used the same arguments for some time without

effect, representing the fearful condition that Inglesant was in as an

unrepentant sinner. Inglesant began to regret that he had made any

application, and this regret was increased two days afterwards when a

man, who offered him certain proofs that he was a Roman Catholic Priest,

was admitted, and gave him the same advice, refusing him Absolution and

the Sacrament unless he complied. Upon this Inglesant became desperate,

and refused to speak again. The Priest waited some time and then left,

telling him he was eternally lost.

This was the severest trial he had yet met with; but his knowledge of

the different parties in the Romish Church, and the extent to which they

subordinated their religion to their political intrigues, was too great

to allow him to feel it so much as he otherwise would. He resigned

himself to die unassisted. He applied for an English Prayer Book, but

this also was refused. He remembered the old monastic missals he had

possessed at Westacre, and thought over all those days with the

tenderest regret.

The fatal morning arrived at last. Inglesant had passed a sleepless

night; he had not the slightest fear of death, but excitement made sleep

impossible. He thought often of his brother, but he had learned that he

was in Paris alone; and even had he been in England, he felt no especial

desire to see him under circumstances which could only have been

intensely painful. Mary Collet he thought of night and day, but he knew

it was impossible to obtain permission to see her, and he was tired of

fruitless requests. He was tired and wearied of life, and only wished

the excitement and strain over, that he might be at rest. It struck him

that the greatest harshness was used towards him; his food was very poor

and of the smallest quantity, and no one was admitted to him; but he did

not wonder at this, knowing that his case differed from any other

Loyalist prisoner.

At about eight o'clock on the appointed morning, the same officer who

had conducted him before entered his room with the lieutenant of the

Tower, bringing the warrant for his death. The lieutenant parted from

him in a careless and indifferent way. They went by water and landed by

York Stairs, and proceeded by back ways to a house nearly adjoining

Northumberland House, facing the wide street about Charing Cross. From

one of the first floor windows a staircase had been contrived, leading

up to a high scaffold or platform on which the block was fixed.

Inglesant had not known till that morning whether he was to be hanged or

beheaded; like every other thought, save one, it was indifferent to

him--that one, how he should keep his secret to the last. In the room

of this house opening on the scaffold, he found Colonel Eustace Powell,

whom he had met at Essex House, who was to precede him to death. He

greeted Inglesant with great kindness, but, as Johnny thought, with some

reserve. He was a very pious man, strongly attached to the Protestant

party in the Church of England, and he had passed the last three days

entirely in the company of Dr. S----, who was then in the room with him,

engaged in religious exercises, and his piety and resignation had

attached the Doctor to him very much. The Doctor now proceeded to ask

the Colonel, before Inglesant and the others, a series of questions, in

order that he should give some account of his religion, and of his

faith, charity, and repentance, to all of which he answered fully; that

he acknowledged his death to be a just punishment of God for his former

sins; that he acknowledged that his just due was eternal punishment,

from which he only expected to escape through the satisfaction made by

Christ, by which Mediator, and none other, he hoped to be saved. The

Doctor then asking him if, by a miracle (not to put him in vain hope),

God should save him that day, what life he would resolve to lead

hereafter? he replied, "It is a question of great length, and requires

a great time to answer. Men in such straits would promise great things,

but a vow I would make, and by God's help endeavour to keep it, though I

would first call some friend to limit how far I should make a vow, that

I might not make a rash one, and offer the sacrifice of fools."

In answer to other questions, he said,--"He wished well to all lawful

governments; that he did not justify himself in having ventured against

the existing one; he left God to judge it whether it be righteous, and

if it be, it must stand. He desired to make reparation to any he had

injured, and he forgave his enemies."

The Doctor then addressed him at length, saying,--

"Sir, I shall trouble you very little farther. I thank you for all

those heavenly colloquies I have enjoyed by being in your company these

three days, and truly I am sorry I must part with so heavenly an

associate. We have known one another heretofore, but never so

Christianlike before. I have rather been a scholar to learn from you

than an instructor. I wish this stage, wherein you are made a spectacle

to God, angels, and the world, may be a school to all about you; for

though I will not diminish your sins, yet I think there are few here

have a lighter load upon them than you have, and I only wish them your

repentance, and that measure of faith that God hath given you, and that

measure of courage you have attained from God."

The Colonel, having wished all who were present in the room farewell,

went up on the scaffold accompanied by the Divine. The scaffold was so

near that Inglesant and the officers and the guards, who stood at the

window screened from the sight of the people, could hear every word that

passed. They understood that the whole open place was densely crowded,

but they could scarcely believe it, the silence was so profound.

Colonel Powell made a speech of some length, clearing himself of Popery

in earnest language, not blaming his judges, but throwing the guilt on

false witnesses, whom, however, he forgave. He bore no malice to the

present Government, nor pretended to decide controversies, and spoke

touchingly of the sadness and gloom of violent death, and how mercifully

he was dealt with in being able to face it with a quiet mind. He

finally thanked the authorities for their courtesy in granting him the

death of the axe--a death somewhat worthy of his blood, answerable to

his birth and qualification--which courtesy had much helped towards the

pacification of his mind.

Inglesant supposed the end was now come, but to his surprise the Doctor

again stepped forward, and before all the people repeated the whole

former questions, to each of which the Colonel replied in nearly the

same words.

Then, stepping forward again to the front of the scaffold, the Colonel

said, speaking to the people in a calm and tender voice,--

"There is not one face that looks upon me, though many faces, and

perhaps different from me in opinion and practice but methinks hath

something of pity in it; and may that mercy which is in your hearts now,

be meted to you when you have need of it! I beseech you join with me in

prayer."

The completest silence prevailed, broken only by a faint sobbing and

whispering sound from the excited and pitying crowd. Colonel Powell

prayed for a quarter of an hour with an audible voice; then taking leave

again of his friends and directing the executioner when to strike, he

knelt down to the block, and repeating the words, "Lord Jesus, receive

me," his head was smitten off with a blow.

A long deep groan, followed by an intense silence, ran through the

crowd. The officer who accompanied Inglesant looked at him with a

peculiar expression; and, bowing in return, Inglesant passed through the

window, and as he mounted the steps and his eyes came to the level of,

and then rose higher than the interposing scaffold, he saw the dense

crowd of heads stretching far away on every hand, the house windows and

roofs crowded on every side. He scarcely saw it before he almost lost

the sight again. A wild motion that shook the crowd, a roar that filled

the air and stunned the sense, a yell of indignation, contempt, hatred,

hands shook and clutched at him, wild faces leaping up and staring at

him, cries of "Throw him over!" "Give over the Jesuit to us!" "Throw

over the Irish murderer!" made his senses reel for a moment, and his

heart stop. It was inconceivable that a crowd, the instant before

placid, pitiful, silent, should in a moment become like that, deafening,

mad, thirsting for blood. The amazing surprise and reaction produced the

greatest shock. Hardening himself in a moment, he faced the people, his

hat in his hand, his pale face hard set, his teeth closed. Once or twice

he tried to speak; it would have been as easy to drown the Atlantic's

roar. As he stood, apparently calm, this terrible ordeal had the worst

possible effect upon his mind. Other men came to the scaffold calm in

mind, prepared by holy thoughts, and the sacred, tender services of the

Church of their Lord, feeling His hand indeed in theirs. They spoke,

amid silence and solemn prayers, to a pitying people, the name of Jesus

on their lips, the old familiar words whispered in their ears, good

wishes, deference, respect all around, their path seemed smooth and

upward to the heavenly gates. But with him--how different! Denied the

aid of prayer and sacrament, alone, overwhelmed with contempt and

hatred, deafened with the fiendish noise which racked his excited and

overwrought brain. He was indifferent before; he became hardened,

fierce, contemptuous now. Hated, he hated again. All the worst spirit

of his party and of his age became uppermost. He felt as though engaged

in a mad duel with a despised yet too powerful foe. He turned at last

to the officer, and said, his voice scarcely heard amid the unceasing

roar,--

"You see, sir, I cannot speak; do not let us delay any longer."

The officer hesitated, and glanced at another gentleman, evidently a

Parliament man, who advanced to Inglesant, and offered him a paper, the

purport of which he knew by this time too well.

He told him in his ear that even now he should be set at liberty if he

would sign the true evidence, and not rush upon his fate and lose his

soul. He repeated that the Parliament knew he was not guilty, and had

no wish to put him to death.

Inglesant saw the natural rejoinder, but did not think it worth his

while to make it. Only get this thing over, and escape from this

maddening cry, tearing his brain with its terrible roar, to something

quieter at any rate.

He rejected the paper, and turning to the officer he said, with a motion

towards the people of inexpressible disdain,--

"These good people are impatient for the final act, sir; do not let us

keep them any longer."

The officer still hesitated, and looked at the Parliament man, who shook

his head, and immediately left the scaffold. The officer then leaned on

the rail, and spoke to his lieutenant in the open space round the

scaffold within the barriers. The latter gave a word of command, and the

soldiers fell out of their rank so as to mingle with the crowd. As soon

as the officer saw this manoeuvre completed, he took Inglesant's arm,

and said hurriedly,--"Come with me to the house, and be quick." Not

knowing what he did, Inglesant followed him hastily into the room. They

had need to be quick. A yell, to which the noise preceding it was as

nothing--terrible as it had been,--a shower of stones, smashing every

pane of glass, and falling in heaps at their feet,--showed the fury of a

maddened, injured people, robbed of their expected prey.

The officer looked at Inglesant, and laughed.

"I thought there would be a tumult," he said; "we are not safe here; the

troops will not oppose them, and they will break down the doors. Come

with me."

He led Inglesant, still almost unconscious, through the back entries and

yards, the roar of the people still in their ears, till they reached a

stair leading to the river, where was a wherry and two or three guards.

The officer stepped in after Inglesant, crying, "Pull away! The Tower!"

then, leaning back, and looking at Inglesant, he said,--

"You stood that very well. I would rather mount the deadliest breach

than face such a sight as that."

Inglesant asked him if he knew what this extraordinary change of

intention meant.

To which he replied,--

"No; I acted to orders. Probably you are of more use to the Parliament

alive than dead; besides, I fancy you have friends. I should think you

are safe now."

That afternoon, a report spread through London that Inglesant, the

King's servant, had confessed all that was required of him upon the

scaffold, and had his life given him in return. This report was

believed mostly by the lower orders, especially those who had been

before the scaffold; but few of the upper classes credited it, and even

these only did so for a day or two. The Parliament made no further

effort; and Inglesant was left quietly in prison.

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