Into the cosy cottage room, with the American girl at the fire, her face

flushed with the fudge-making, entered the big, burly ruddy

police-sergeant, his black mackintosh-cape streaming wet.

“We give you a terrible lot of trouble, I’m sorry to say,” said Harriet

ironically. “What an awful night for you to have to come all these

miles. I’m sure it isn’t _our_ doing.”

“No, ma’m, I know that. It’s the doing of people who like to meddle.

These military orders, they take some keeping pace with.”

“I’m sure they do.”

Harriet was all sympathy. So he, too, was goaded by these military

canaille.

Somers fetched the American friend, and he was asked to produce papers,

and give information. He gave it, being an honourable citizen and a

well-bred American, with complete _sang froid_. At that moment Somers

would have given a lot to be American too, and not English. But

wait--those were early days, when America was still being jeered at for

standing out and filling her pockets. She was not yet the intensely

loved Ally. The police-sergeant was pleasant as ever. He apologised

again, and went out into the black and pouring night. So much for

Christmas Eve.

“But that’s not the end of the horrid affair,” as the song says. When

Monsell got back to London he was arrested, and conveyed to Scotland

Yard: there examined, stripped naked, his clothes taken away. Then he

was kept for a night in a cell--next evening liberated and advised to

return to America.

Poor Monsell, and he was so very anti-German, so very pro-British. It

was a blow for him. He did not leave off being anti-German, but he was

much less pro-British. And after all, it was war-time, when these things

must happen, we are told. Such a war-time that let loose the foulest

feelings of a mob, particularly of “gentlemen,” to torture any single,

independent man as a mob always tortures the isolated and independent.

In despair, Somers thought he would go to America. He had passports, he

was Rejected. They had no use for him, and he had no use for them. So he

posted his passports to the Foreign Office, for the military permit to

depart.

It was January, and there was a thin film of half-melted snow, like

silver, on the fields and the path. A white, static, arrested morning,

away there in the west of Cornwall, with the moors looking primeval, and

the huge granite boulders bulging out of the earth like presences. So

easy to realise men worshipping stones. It is not the stone. It is the

mystery of the powerful, pre-human earth, showing its might. And all,

this morning, static, arrested in a cold, milky whiteness, like death,

the west lost in the sea.

A man culminates in intense moments. This was one of Somers’ white,

deathlike moments, as he walked home from the tiny post-office in the

hamlet, on the wintry morning, after he had posted his passports asking

for visas to go to New York. It was like walking in death: a strange,

arrested land of death. Never had he known that feeling before: as if he

were a ghost in the after-death, walking a strange, pale, static, cold

world. It almost frightened him. “Have I done wrong?” he asked himself.

“Am I wrong, to leave my country and go to America?”

It was then as if he _had_ left his country: and that was like death, a

still, static, corporate death. America was the death of his own country

in him, he realised that.

But he need not have bothered. The Foreign Office kept his passports,

and did not so much as answer him. He waited in vain.

Spring came--and one morning the news that Asquith was out of the

government, that Lloyd George was in. And this was another of Somers’

crises. He felt he must go away from the house, away from everywhere.

And as he walked, clear as a voice out of the moors, came a voice

saying: “It is the end of England. It is the end of the old England. It

is finished. England will never be England any more.”

Cornwall is a country that makes a man psyche. The longer he stayed, the

more intensely it had that effect on Somers. It was as if he were

developing second sight, and second hearing. He would go out into the

blackness of night and listen to the blackness, and call, call softly,

for the spirits, the presences he felt coming downhill from the moors in

the night. “Tuatha De Danaan!” he would call softly. “Tuatha De Danaan!

Be with me. Be with me.” And it was as if he felt them come.

And so this morning the voice struck into his consciousness. “It is the

end of England.” So he walked along blindly, up the valley and on the

moors. He loved the country intensely. It seemed to answer him. But his

consciousness was all confused. In his mind, he did not at all see why

it should be the end of England. Mr Asquith was called Old Wait-and-See.

And truly, English Liberalism had proved a slobbery affair, all sad

sympathy with everybody, and no iron backbone, these years. Repulsively

humble, too, on its own account. It was no time for Christian humility.

And yet, it was true to its great creed.

Whereas Lloyd George! Somers knew nothing about Lloyd George. A little

Welsh lawyer, not an Englishman at all. He had no real significance in

Richard Lovat’s soul. Only, Somers gradually came to believe that all

Jews, and all Celts, even whilst they espoused the cause of England,

subtly lived to bring about the last humiliation of the great old

England. They could never do so if England _would not_ be humiliated.

But with an England fairly offering herself to ignominy, where was the

help? Let the Celts work out their subtlety. If England _wanted_ to be

betrayed, in the deeper issues. Perhaps Jesus wanted to be betrayed. He

did. He chose Judas.

Well, the story could have no other ending.

The war-wave had broken right over England, now: right over Cornwall.

Probably throughout the ages Cornwall had not been finally swept,

submerged by any English spirit. Now it happened--the accursed later war

spirit. Now the tales began to go round full-tilt against Somers. A

chimney of his house was tarred to keep out the damp: that was a signal

to the Germans. He and his wife carried food to supply German

submarines. They had secret stores of petrol in the cliff. They were

watched and listened to, spied on, by men lying behind the low stone

fences. It is a job the Cornish loved. They didn’t even mind being

caught at it: lying behind a fence with field-glasses, watching through

a hole in the drystone wall a man with a lass, on the edge of the moors.

Perhaps they were proud of it. If a man wanted to hear what was said

about him--or anything--he lay behind a wall at the field-corners, where

the youths talked before they parted and went indoors, late of a

Saturday night. A whole intense life of spying going on all the time.

Harriet could not hang out a towel on a bush, or carry out the slops, in

the empty landscape of moors and sea, without her every movement being

followed by invisible eyes. And at evening, when the doors were shut,

valiant men lay under the windows to listen to the conversation in the

cosy little room. And bitter enough were the things they said: and

damnatory, the two Somers. Richard did not hold himself in. And he

talked too with the men on the farm: openly. For they had exactly the

same anti-military feeling as himself, and they simply loathed the

thought of being compelled to serve. Most men in the west, Somers

thought, would have committed murder to escape, if murder would have

helped them. It wouldn’t. He loved the people at the farm, and the men

kindled their rage together. And again Somers’ farmer friend warned him,

how he was being watched. But Somers _would_ not heed. “What can they do

to me!” he said. “I am not a spy in any way whatsoever. There is nothing

they can do to me. I make no public appearance at all. I am just by

myself. What can they do to me? Let them go to hell.”

He refused to be watchful, guarded, furtive, like the people around,

saying double things as occasion arose, and hiding their secret thoughts

and secret malignancy. He still believed in the freedom of the

individual.--Yes, freedom of the individual!

He was aware of the mass of secret feeling against him. Yet the people

he came into daily contact with liked him--almost loved him. So he kept

on defying the rest, and went along blithe and open as ever, saying what

he really felt, or holding his tongue. Enemies! How could he have any

_personal_ enemies? He had never done harm to any of these people, had

never even felt any harm. He did not believe in personal enemies. It was

just the military.

Enemies he had, however, people he didn’t know and hadn’t even spoken

to. Enemies who hated him like poison. They hated him because he was

free, because of his different, unafraid face. They hated him because he

wasn’t cowed, as they were all cowed. They hated him for his intimacy at

the farm, in the hamlet. For each farm was bitter jealous of each other.

Yet he never believed he had any _personal_ enemies. And he had all the

west hating him like poison. He realised once, when two men came down

the moorland by-road--officers in khaki--on a motor-bicycle, and went

trying the door of the next cottage, which was shut up. Somers went to

the door, in all simplicity.

“Did you want me?” he asked.

“No, we didn’t want _you_,” replied one of the fellows, in a genteel

voice and a tone like a slap in the face. Somers spoken to as if he were

the lowest of the low. He shut his cottage door. Was it so? Had they

wilfully spoken to him like that? He would not believe it.

But inwardly, he knew it was so. That was what they intended to convey

to him: that he was the lowest of the low. He began even to feel guilty,

under this mass of poisonous condemnation. And he realised that they had

come, on their own, to get into the other cottage and see if there were

some wireless installation or something else criminal. But it was

fastened tight, and apparently they gave up their design of breaking in,

for they turned the motor-cycle and went away.

Day followed day in this tension of suspense. Submarines were off the

coast; Harriet saw a ship sunk, away to sea. Horrible excitement, and

the postman asking sly questions to try to catch Somers out. Increased

rigour of coast watching, and _no_ light must be shown. Yet along the

highroad on the hillside above, plainer than any house-light, danced the

lights of a cart, moving, or slowly sped the light of a bicycle, on the

blackness. Then a Spanish coal-vessel, three thousand tons, ran on the

rocks in a fog, straight under the cottage. She was completely wrecked.

Somers watched the waves break over her. Her coal washed ashore, and

the farmers carried it up the cliffs in sacks.

There was to be a calling-up now and a re-examination of every

man--Somers felt the crisis approaching. The ordeal was to go through,

once more. The first rejection meant nothing. There were certain

reservations. He had himself examined again by a doctor. The strain told

on his heart as well as his breathing. He sent in this note to the

authorities. A reply: “You must present yourself for examination, as

ordered.”

He knew that if he was really ever summoned to any service, and finally

violated, he would be broken, and die. But patience. In the meanwhile he

went to see his people: the long journey up the west, changing at

Plymouth and Bristol and Birmingham, up to Derby. Glamorous west of

England: if a man were free. He sat through the whole day, very still,

looking at the world. Very still, gone very far inside himself,

travelling through this England in spring. He loved it so much. But it

was in the grip of something monstrous, not English, and he was almost

gripped too. As it was, by making himself far away inside himself, he

contained himself, and was still.

He arrived late in Derby: Saturday night, and no train for the next ten

miles. But luckily, there was a motor-bus going out to the outlying

villages. Derby was very dark, like a savage town, a feeling of

savagery. And at last the ’bus was ready: full of young miners, more or

less intoxicated. The ’bus was crammed, a solid jam of men, sitting on

each other’s knees, standing blocked and wedged. There was no outside

accommodation. And inside were jammed eighteen more men than was

allowed. It was like being pressed into one block of corned beef.

The ’bus ran six miles without stopping, through an absolutely dark

country, Zeppelin black, and having one feeble light of its own. The

roads were unmended, and very bad. But the ’bus charged on, madly, at

full speed, like a dim consciousness madly charging through the night.

And the mass of colliers swayed with the ’bus, intoxicated into a living

block, and with high, loud, wailing voices they sang:

“There’s a long, long trail a-winding

Into the land of my dreams--

Where the nightingales are singing and the----”

This ghastly trailing song, like death itself. The colliers seemed to

tear it out of their bowels, in a long, wild chant. They, too, all

loathed the war: loathed it. And this awful song! They subsided, and

somebody started “Tipperary.”

“It’s a long, long way to Tipperary,

It’s a long way to go----”

But Tipperary was already felt as something of a Jonah: a bad-luck song,

so it did not last long. The miserable songs--with their long, long ways

that ended in sheer lugubriousness: real death-wails! These for battle

songs. The wail of a dying humanity.

Somebody started:

“Good-bye--eeee

Don’t cry--eee

Wipe the tear, baby dear, from your eye--eee--

For it’s hard to part I know.

I’ll--be--tickled-to-death to go,

Good-bye--eeee

Don’t cry--eee--”

But the others didn’t know this ragtime, and they weren’t yet in the

mood. They drifted drunkenly back to the ineffable howl of

“There’s a long, long trail----”

A black, wild Saturday night. These were the collier youths Somers has

been to school with--approximately. As they tore their bowels with their

singing, they tore his. But as he sat squashed far back among all that

coated flesh, in the dimmest glim of a light, that only made darkness

more substantial, he felt like some strange isolated cell in some

tensely packed organism that was hurling through chaos into oblivion.

The colliers. He was more at one with them. But they were blind,

ventral. Once they broke loose heaven knows what it would be.

The Midlands--the theatre in Nottingham--the pretence of amusement, and

the feeling of murder in the dark, dreadful city. In the daytime these

songs--this horrible long trail, and “Good-byeeee” and “Way down in

Tennessee.” They tried to keep up their spirits with this rag-time

Tennessee. But there was murder in the air in the Midlands, among the

colliers. In the theatre particularly, a shut-in, awful feeling of souls

fit for murder.

London--mid-war London, nothing but war, war. Lovely sunny

weather, and bombs at midday in the Strand. Summery weather.

Berkshire--aeroplanes--springtime. He was as if blind; he must hurry the

long journey back to Harriet and Cornwall.

Yes--he had his papers--he must present himself again at Bodmin

barracks. He was just simply summoned as if he were already conscripted.

But he knew he must be medically examined. He went--left home at seven

in the morning to catch the train. Harriet watched him go across the

field. She was left alone, in a strange country.

“I shall be back to-night,” he said.

It was a still morning, remote, as if one were not in the world. On the

hill down to the station he lingered. “Shall I not go! Shall I not go!”

he said to himself. He wanted to break away. But what good? He would

only be arrested and lost. Yet he had dawdled his time, he had to run

hard to catch the train in the end.

This time things went much more quickly. He was only two hours in the

barracks. He was examined. He could tell they knew about him and

disliked him. He was put in class C 3--unfit for military service, but

conscripted for light non-military duties. There were no rejections now.

Still, it was good enough. There were thousands of C men, men who

_wanted_ to have jobs as C men, so they were not very likely to fetch

him up. He would only be a nuisance anyhow. That was clear all round.

Through the little window at the back of their ancient granite cottage,

Harriet, peeping wistfully out to sea--poor Harriet, she was always

frightened now--saw Richard coming across the fields, home, walking

fast, and with that intent look about him that she half feared. She ran

out in a sort of fear, then waited. She would wait.

He saw her face very bright with fear and joy at seeing him back: very

beautiful in his eyes. The only real thing, perhaps, left in his world.

“Here you are! So early!” she cried. “I didn’t expect you. The dinner

isn’t ready yet. Well?”

“C 3,” he replied. “It’s all right.”

“I _knew_ it would be,” she cried, seizing his arm and hugging it to

her. They went in to the cottage to finish cooking the evening meal. And

immediately one of the farm girls came running up to see what it was.

“Oh, C 3--so you’re all right, Mr Somers. Glad, I’m glad.”

Harriet never forgot the straight, intent bee-line for home which he was

making when she peeped out of that little window unaware.

So, another respite. They were not going to touch him. They knew he

would be a firebrand in their army, a dangerous man to put with any

group of men. They would leave him alone. C 3.

He had almost entirely left off writing now, and spent most of his days

working on the farm. Again the neighbours were jealous.

“Buryan gets his labour cheap. He’d never have got his hay in but for Mr

Somers,” they said. And that was another reason for wishing to remove

Richard Lovat. Work went like steam when he was on Trendrinnan farm, and

he was too thick with the Buryans. Much too thick. And John Thomas

Buryan rather bragged of Mr Somers at market, and how he, Richard Lovat,

wasn’t afraid of any of them, etc., etc.--that he wasn’t going to serve

anybody, etc.--and that nobody could make him--etc., etc.

But Richard drifted away this summer, on to the land, into the weather,

into Cornwall. He worked out of doors all the time--he ceased to care

inwardly--he began to drift away from himself. He was very thick with

John Thomas, and nearly always at the farm. Harriet was a great deal

alone. And he seemed to be drifting away, drifting back to the common

people, becoming a working man, of the lower classes. It had its charm

for Harriet, this aspect of him--careless, rather reckless, in old

clothes and an old battered hat. He kept his sharp wits, but his

_spirit_ became careless, lost its concentration.

“I declare!” said John Thomas, as Somers appeared in the cornfield, “you

look more like one of us every day.” And he looked with a bright Cornish

eye at Somers’ careless, belted figure and old jacket. The speech

struck Richard: it sounded half triumphant, half mocking. “He thinks I’m

coming down in the world--it is half a rebuke,” thought Somers to

himself. But he was half pleased: and half he _was_ rebuked.

Corn harvest lasted long, and was a happy time for them all. It went

well, well. Also from London occasionally a young man came down and

stayed at the inn in the church town, some young friend of Somers who

hated the army and the Government and was generally discontented, and so

fitfully came as an adherent to Richard Lovat. One of these was James

Sharpe, a young Edinburgh man with a moderate income of his own,

interested in music. Sharpe was hardly more than a lad--but he was the

type of lowland Scotsman who is half an artist, not more, and so can

never get on in the ordinary respectable life, rebels against it all the

time, and yet can never get away from it or free himself from its

dictates.

Sharpe had taken a house further along the coast, brought his piano down

from London and sufficient furniture and a housekeeper, and insisted,

like a morose bird, that he wanted to be alone. But he wasn’t really

morose, and he didn’t want really to be alone. His old house, rather

ramshackle, stood back a little way from the cliffs, where the moor came

down savagely to the sea, past a deserted tin mine. It was lonely, wild,

and in a savage way, poetic enough. Here Sharpe installed himself for

the moment: to be alone with his music and his general discontent.

Of course he excited the wildest comments. He had window-curtains of

different colours, so of course, _here_ was plain signalling to the

German submarines. Spies, the lot of them. When still another young man

of the same set came and took a bungalow on the moors, West Cornwall

decided that it was being delivered straight into German hands. Not that

West Cornwall would really have minded that so terribly. No; it wasn’t

that it feared the Germans. It was that it hated the sight of these

recalcitrant young men. And Somers the instigator, the arch-spy, the

responsible little swine with his beard.

Somers, meanwhile, began to chuckle a bit to himself. After all he was

getting the better of the military _canaille_. _Canaille! Canaglia!

Schweinerei!_ He loathed them in all the languages he could lay his

tongue to.

So Somers and Harriet went to stay a week-end with Sharpe at Trevenna,

as the house was called. Sharpe was a C 2 man, on perpetual tenterhooks.

He had decided that if ever _he_ were summoned to serve, he would just

disappear. The Somers drove over, only three or four miles, on the

Saturday afternoon, and the three wandered on the moor and down the

cliff. No one was in sight. But how many pairs of eyes were watching,

who knows? Sharpe lighting a cigarette for Harriet was an indication of

untold immorality.

Evening came, the lamps were lit, and the incriminating curtains

carefully drawn. The three sat before the fire in the long music room,

and tried to be cosy and jolly. But there was something wrong with the

mood. After dinner it was even worse. Harriet curled herself up on the

sofa with a cigarette, Sharpe spread himself in profound melancholy in

his big chair, Somers sat back, nearer the window. They talked in

occasional snatches, in mockery of the enemy that surrounded them. Then

Somers sang to himself, in an irritating way, one German folksong after

another, not in a songful, but in a defiant way.

_“Annchen von Tharau”--“Schatz, mein Schatz, reite nicht so weit von

mir.” “Zu Strasburg auf der Schanz, da fiel mein Unglück ein.”_ This

went on till Sharpe asked him to stop.

And in the silence, the tense and irritable silence that followed, came

a loud bang. All got up in alarm, and followed Sharpe through the

dining-room to the small entrance-room, where a dim light was burning. A

lieutenant and three sordid men in the dark behind him, one with a

lantern.

“Mr Sharpe?”--the authoritative and absolutely-in-the-right voice of the

puppy lieutenant.

Sharpe took his pipe from his mouth and said laconically, “Yes.”

“You’ve a light burning in your window facing the sea.”

“I think not. There is only one window, and that’s on the passage where

I never go, upstairs.”

“A light was showing from that window ten minutes ago.”

“I don’t think it can have been.”

“It was.” And the stern, puppy lieutenant turned to his followers, who

clustered there in the dark.

“Yes, there was a light there ten minutes since,” chimed the followers.

“I don’t see how it’s possible,” persisted Sharpe.

“Oh, well--there is sufficient evidence that it was. What other persons

have you in the house--” and this officer and gentleman stepped into the

room, followed by his three Cornish weeds, one of whom had fallen into a

ditch in his assiduous serving of his country, and was a sorry sight. Of

course Harriet saw chiefly him, and had to laugh.

“There’s Mrs Waugh, the housekeeper--but she’s in bed.”

The party now stood and eyed one another--the lieutenant with his three

sorry braves on one hand, Sharpe, Somers, and Harriet in an old dress of

soft silk on the other.

“Well, Mr Sharpe, the light was seen.”

“I don’t see how it was possible. We’ve none of us been upstairs, and

Mrs Waugh has been in bed for half an hour.”

“Is there a curtain to the passage window?” put in Somers quietly. He

had helped Sharpe in setting up house.

“I don’t believe there is,” said Sharpe. “I forgot all about it, as it

wasn’t in a room, and I never go to that side of the house. Even Mrs

Waugh is supposed to go up the kitchen stairs, and so she doesn’t have

to pass it.”

“She must have gone across with a candle as she went to bed,” said

Somers.

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