"Well," he croaked at last, "go ahead and shoot. I ain't aimin' to

be took--not by no woman. Shoot, damn you, and have it done with.

I'm waitin'!"

"Keep up those hands!"

"I won't!" He lowered them defiantly. "I w-wanted to m-make

Partridgeville and see the old lady. She'd 'a' helped me. But

anything's better'n goin' back to that hell where I been the last

two years. Go on! Why don't you shoot?"

"You wanted to make Partridgeville and see--_who_?"

"My mother--and my wife."

"Have you got a mother? Have you got a--wife?"

"Yes, and three kids. Why don't you shoot?"

It seemed an eon that they stood so. The McBride woman was trying to

find the nerve to fire. She could not. In that instant she made a

discovery that many luckless souls make too late: _to kill a man_ is

easy to talk about, easy to write about. But to stand deliberately

face to face with a fellow-human--alive, pulsing, breathing, fearing,

hoping, loving, living,--point a weapon at him that would take his

life, blot him from the earth, negate twenty or thirty years of

childhood, youth, maturity, and make of him in an instant--nothing!

--that is quite another matter.

He was helpless before her now. Perhaps the expression on his face

had something to do with the sudden revulsion that halted her finger.

Facing certain death, some of the evil in those crooked eyes seemed

to die out, and the terrible personality of the man to fade.

Regardless of her danger, regardless of what he would have done to

her if luck had not turned the tables, Cora McBride saw before her

only a lone man with all society's hand against him, realizing he

had played a bad game to the limit and lost, two big tears creeping

down his unshaved face, waiting for the end.

"Three children!" she whispered faintly.

"Yes."

"You're going back to see them?"

"Yes, and my mother. Mother'd help me get to Canada--somehow."

Cora McBride had forgotten all about the five thousand dollars. She

was stunned by the announcement that this man had relatives--a mother,

a wife, _three_ babies. The human factor had not before occurred to

her. Murderers! They have no license to let their eyes well with

tears, to have wives and babies, to possess mothers who will help

them get to Canada regardless of what their earthly indiscretions

may have been.

At this revelation the gun-point wavered. The sight of those tears

on his face sapped her will-power even as a wound in her breast

might have drained her life-blood.

Her great moment had been given her. She was letting it slip away.

She had her reward in her hand for the mere pulling of a trigger and

no incrimination for the result. For a bit of human sentiment she

was bungling the situation unpardonably, fatally.

Why did she not shoot? Because she was a woman. Because it is the

God-given purpose of womanhood to give life, not take it.

The gun sank, sank--down out of the light, down out of sight.

And the next instant he was upon her.

The flash-lamp was knocked from her hand and blinked out. It struck

the stove and she heard the tinkle of the broken lens. The woman's

hand caught at the sacking before the window at her left shoulder.

Gripping it wildly to save herself from that onslaught, she tore it

away. For the second time the revolver was twisted from her raw

fingers.

The man reared upward, over her.

"Where are you?" he roared again and again. "I'll show you! Lemme at

you!"

Outside the great yellow moon of early winter, arising late, was

coming up over the silhouetted line of purple mountains to the

eastward. It illumined the cabin with a faint radiance, disclosing

the woman crouching beneath the table.

The man saw her, pointed his weapon point-blank at her face and fired.

To Cora McBride, prostrate there in her terror, the impact of the

bullet felt like the blow of a stick upon her cheek-bone rocking her

head. Her cheek felt warmly numb. She pressed a quick hand

involuntarily against it, and drew it away sticky with blood.

_Click! Click! Click_!

Three times the revolver mechanism was worked to accomplish her

destruction. But there was no further report. The cylinder was empty.

"Oh, God!" the woman moaned. "I fed you and offered to help you. I

refused to shoot you because of your mother--your wife--your babies.

And yet you----"

"Where's your cartridges?" he cried wildly. "You got more; gimme

that belt!"

She felt his touch upon her. His crazy fingers tried to unbutton the

clasp of the belt and holster. But he could secure neither while she

fought him. He pinioned her at length with his knee. His fingers

secured a fistful of the cylinders from her girdle, and he opened

the chamber of the revolver.

She realized the end was but a matter of moments. Nothing but a

miracle could save her now.

Convulsively she groped about for something with which to strike.

Nothing lay within reach of her bleeding fingers, however, but a

little piece of dried sapling. She tried to struggle loose, but the

lunatic held her mercilessly. He continued the mechanical loading of

the revolver.

The semi-darkness of the hut, the outline of the moon afar through

the uncurtained window--these swam before her.... Suddenly her eyes

riveted on that curtainless window and she uttered a terrifying cry.

Ruggam turned.

Outlined in the window aperture against the low-hung moon _Martin

Wiley, the murdered deputy, was staring into the cabin_!

From the fugitive's throat came a gurgle. Some of the cartridges he

held spilled to the flooring. Above her his figure became rigid.

There was no mistaking the identity of the apparition. They saw the

man's hatless head and some of his neck. They saw his dark pompadour

and the outline of his skull. As that horrible silhouette remained

there, Wiley's pompadour lifted slightly as it had done in life.

The cry in the convict's throat broke forth into words.

"Mart Wiley!" he cried, "Mart Wiley! _Mart--Wiley_!"

Clear, sharp, distinct was the shape of that never-to-be-forgotten

pompadour against the disk of the winter moon. His features could

not be discerned, for the source of light was behind him, but the

silhouette was sufficient. It was Martin Wiley; he was alive. His

head and his wirelike hair were moving--rising, falling.

Ruggam, his eyes riveted upon the phantom, recoiled mechanically to

the western wall. He finished loading the revolver by the sense of

touch. Then:

Spurt after spurt of fire lanced the darkness, directed at the Thing

in the window. While the air of the hut reeked with the acrid smoke,

the echo of the volley sounded through the silent forest-world miles

away.

But the silhouette in the window remained.

Once or twice it moved slightly as though in surprise; that was all.

The pompadour rose in bellicose retaliation--the gesture that had

always ensued when Wiley was angered or excited. But to bullets

fired from an earthly gun the silhouette of the murdered deputy's

ghost, arisen in these winter woods to prevent another slaughter,

was impervious.

Ruggam saw; he shrieked. He broke the gun and spilled out the empty

shells. He fumbled in more cartridges, locked the barrel and fired

again and again, until once more it was empty.

Still the apparition remained.

The man in his dementia hurled the weapon; it struck the sash and

caromed off, hitting the stove. Then Hap Ruggam collapsed upon the

floor.

The woman sprang up. She found the rope thongs which had bound her

pack to her shoulders. With steel-taut nerves, she rolled the

insensible Ruggam over.

She tied his hands; she tied his ankles. With her last bit of rope

she connected the two bindings tightly behind him so that if he

recovered, he would be at her mercy. Her task accomplished, on her

knees beside his prone figure, she thought to glance up at the window.

Wiley's ghost had disappeared.

Sheriff Crumpett and his party broke into the Lyons clearing within

an hour. They had arrived in answer to five successive shots given a

few moments apart, the signal agreed upon. The mystery to them,

however, was that those five shots had been fired by some one not of

their party.

The sheriff and his men found the McBride woman, her clothing half

torn from her body, her features powder-marked and blood-stained;

but she was game to the last, woman-fashion weeping only now that

all was over. They found, too, the man they had combed the country

to find--struggling fruitlessly in his bonds, her prisoner.

And they likewise found the miracle.

On the snow outside under the window they came upon a black

porcupine about the size of a man's head which, scenting food within

the cabin, had climbed to the sill, and after the habit of these

little animals whose number is legion all over the Green Mountains,

had required fifteen bullets pumped into its carcass before it would

release its hold.

Even in death its quills were raised in uncanny duplication of Mart

Wiley's pompadour.

A MATTER OF LOYALTY

BY LAWRENCE PERRY

From _The Red Book_

Standing in the bow of the launch, Dr. Nicholls, coach of the Baliol

crew, leaned upon his megaphone, his eyes fixed upon two eight-oared

crews resting upon their oars a hundred feet away. From his hand

dangled a stop-watch. The two crews had just completed a four-mile

race against the watch.

A grim light came into the deeply set gray eyes of Jim Deacon as the

coach put the watch into his pocket. Deacon was the stroke of the

second varsity, an outfit which in aquatics bears the same relation

to a university eight as the scrub team does to a varsity football

eleven. But in the race just completed the second varsity had been

much of a factor--surprisingly, dishearteningly so. Nip and tuck it

had been, the varsity straining to drop the rival boat astern, but

unable to do so. At the finish not a quarter of a length, not fifteen

feet, had separated the two prows; a poor showing for the varsity to

have made with the great rowing classic of the season coming on

apace--a poor showing, that is, assuming the time consumed in the

four-mile trip was not especially low.

Only the coach could really know whether the time was satisfactory

or not. But Jim Deacon suspected that it was poor, his idea being

based upon knowledge he had concerning the capabilities of his own

crew; in other words, he knew it was only an average second varsity

outfit. The coach knew it too. That was the reason his jaws were set,

his eyes vacant. At length he shook his head.

"Not good, boys--not good." His voice was gentle, though usually he

was a rip-roaring mentor. "Varsity, you weren't rowing. That's the

answer--not rowing together. What's the matter, eh?"

"I thought, Dr. Nicholls, that the rhythm was very good----"

The coach interrupted Rollins, the captain, with a gesture.

"Oh, rhythm! Yes, you row prettily enough. You look well. I should

hope so, at this time of the season. But you're not shoving the boat

fast; you don't pick up and get her moving. You're leaking power

somewhere; as a matter of fact, I suspect you're not putting the

power in. I know you're not. Ashburton, didn't that lowering of your

seat fix you? Well, then,"--as the young man nodded affirmatively--

"how about your stretcher, Innis? Does it suit you now?"

As Innis nodded, signifying that it did, Deacon saw the coach's eyes

turn to Doane, who sat at stroke of the varsity.

"Now," muttered the stroke of the second varsity, his eyes gleaming,

"we'll hear something."

"Doane, is there anything the trouble with you? You're feeling well,

aren't you?"

"Yes sir. Sure!" The boy flushed. Tall, straight, handsome he sat in

the boat, fingering the oar-handle nervously. In appearance he was

the ideal oarsman. And yet----

Deacon, watching the coach, could almost see his mind working. Now

the time had come, the issue clearly defined. Another stroke must be

tried and found not wanting, else the annual eight-oared rowing

classic between those ancient universities Baliol and Shelburne

would be decided before it was rowed.

Deacon flushed as the coach's glittering eyeglasses turned toward him.

It was the big moment of the senior's four years at college. Four

years! And six months of each of those years a galley-slave--on the

machines in the rowing-room of the gymnasium, on the ice-infested

river with the cutting winds of March sweeping free; then the more

genial months with the voice of coach or assistant coach lashing him.

Four years of dogged, unremitting toil with never the reward of a

varsity seat, and now with the great regatta less than a week away,

the big moment, the crown of all he had done.

Words seemed on the verge of the coach's lips. Deacon's eyes

strained upon them as he sat stiffly in his seat. But no words came;

the coach turned away.

"All right," he said spiritlessly. "Paddle back to the float."

The coxswains barked their orders; sixteen oars rattled in their

locks; the glistening shells moved slowly homeward.

Tingling from his plunge in the river, Jim Deacon walked up the

bluff from the boathouse to the group of cottages which constituted

Baliol's rowing-quarters. Some of the freshman crew were playing

indoor baseball on the lawn under the gnarled trees, and their

shouts and laughter echoed over the river. Deacon stood watching them.

His face was of the roughhewn type, in his two upper-class years his

heavy frame had taken on a vast amount of brawn and muscle. Now his

neck was meet for his head and for his chest and shoulders; long,

slightly bowed limbs filled out a picture of perfect physique.

No one had known him really well in college. He was working his way

through. Besides, he was a student in one of the highly scientific

engineering courses which demanded a great deal of steady application.

With no great aptitude for football--he was a bit slow-footed--with

little tune or inclination for social activities, he had

concentrated upon rowing, not only as a diversion from his arduous

studies, an ordered outlet for physical energy, but with the idea of

going out into the world with that hallmark of a Baliol varsity oar

which he had heard and believed was likely to stand him in stead in

life. Baliol alumni, which include so many men of wealth and power,

had a habit of not overlooking young graduates who have brought fame

to their alma mater.

As Deacon stood watching the freshmen at play, Dick Rollins, the

crew captain, came up.

"They sent down the time-trial results from the Shelburne quarters,

Deacon."

Never in his life had one of the great men of the university spoken

that many words, or half as many, to Jim Deacon, who stared at the

speaker.

"The time--oh, yes; I see."

"They did twenty minutes, thirty seconds."

Deacon whistled.

"Well," he said at length, "you didn't get the boat moving much

to-day." He wanted to say more, but could think of nothing. Words

came rather hard with him.

"You nearly lugged the second shell ahead of us to-day, hang you."

"No use letting a patient die because he doesn't know he's sick."

Rollins grimaced.

"Yes, we were sick. Doc Nicholls knows a sick crew when he sees one.

He--he thinks you're the needed tonic, Deacon."

"Eh?"

"He told me you were to sit in at stroke in Junior Doane's place

to-morrow. I'd been pulling for the change the past few days. Now he

sees it."

"You were pulling----But you're Doane's roommate."

"Yes, it's tough. But Baliol first, you know."

Deacon stared at the man. He wanted to say something but couldn't.

The captain smiled.

"Look here, Deacon; let's walk over toward the railroad a bit. I

want to talk to you." Linking his arm through Deacon's, he set out

through the yard toward the quaint old road with its little cluster

of farm cottages and rolling stone-walled meadow-land bathed in the

light of the setting sun.

"Jim, old boy, you're a queer sort of a chap, and--and--the fact is,

the situation will be a bit ticklish. You know what it means for a

fellow to be thrown out of his seat just before a race upon which he

has been counting heart and soul."

"I don't know. I can imagine."

"You see, it's Doane. You know about his father----"

"I know all about his father," was the reply.

"Eh?" Rollins stared at him, then smiled. "I suppose every rowing

man at Baliol does. But you don't know as much as I do. On the quiet,

he's the man who gave us the new boathouse last year. He's our best

spender. He was an old varsity oar himself."

"Sure, I know."

"That's the reason the situation is delicate. Frankly, Jim, Doc

Nicholls and the rest of us would have liked to see Junior Doane

come through. I think you get what I mean. He's a senior; he's my

best friend."

"He stroked the boat last year."

"Yes, and Shelburne beat us. Naturally he wants to get back at that

crowd."

"But he can't--not if he strokes the boat, Rollins. If you don't

know it, I'm telling you. If I thought different, I'd say so."

Deacon abruptly paused after so long a speech.

"You don't have to tell me. I know it. We're not throwing a race to

Shelburne simply to please old Cephas Doane, naturally. I know what

you've got, Jim. So does Dr. Nicholls. You'll be in the varsity

to-morrow. But here's the point of what I've been trying to say;

Junior Doane hasn't been very decent to you--"

"Oh, he's been all right."

"Yes, I know. But he's a funny fellow; not a bit of a snob--I don't

mean that, but--but--"

"You mean he hasn't paid much attention to me." Deacon smiled grimly.

"Well, that's all right. As a matter of fact, I never really have

got to know him. Still, I haven't got to know many of the fellows.

Too busy. You haven't paid much attention to me, either; but I like

you."

Rollins, whose father was a multimillionaire with family roots going

deep among the rocks of Manhattan Island, laughed.

"Bully for you! You won't mind my saying so, Jim, but I had it in my

mind to ask you to be a bit inconsequential--especially when Doane

was around--about your taking his place. But I guess it isn't

necessary."

"No,"--Deacon's voice was short--"it isn't."

"Junior Doane, of course, will be hard hit. He'll be game. He'll try

to win back his seat. And he may; I warn you."

"If he can win it back, I want him to."

"Good enough!" The captain started to walk away, then turned back

with sudden interest. "By the way, Jim, I was looking through the

college catalogue this morning. You and Doane both come from

Philadelphia, don't you?"

"Yes."

"I asked Doane if he knew you there. Apparently not."

"No, he didn't." Deacon paused as though deliberating. Suddenly he

spoke. "I knew of him, though. You see, my father works in the bank

of which Mr. Doane is president."

"Oh!" Rollins blinked. "I see."

Deacon stepped forward, placing his hand upon the captain's arm.

"I don't know why I told you that. It isn't important at all. Don't

say anything to Doane, will you? Not that I care. It--it just isn't

important."

"No. I get you, Jim. It isn't important." He flung an arm over the

young man's shoulder. "Let's go back to dinner. That rotten time-row

has given me an appetite."

There was that quiet in the Baliol dining room that evening which

one might expect to find after an unsatisfactory time-trial. Nations

might be falling, cities burning, important men dying; to these boys

such events would be as nothing in the face of the fact that the

crew of a traditional rival was to be met within the week--and that

they were not proving themselves equipped for the meeting.

"If any of you fellows wish to motor down to the Groton Hotel on the

Point for an hour or two, you may go," said the coach, pushing back

his chair. He had begun to fear that his charges might be coming to

too fine a point of condition and had decided that the relaxation of

a bit of dancing might do no harm.

"Yeaa!" In an instant that subdued dining apartment was tumultuous

with vocal outcry, drawing to the doorway a crowd of curious freshmen

who were finishing dinner in their room.

"All right!" Dr. Nicholls grinned. "I gather all you varsity and

second varsity men want to go. I'll have the big launch ready at

eight. And--oh, Dick Rollins, don't forget; that boat leaves the

hotel dock at ten-forty-five precisely."

"Got you sir. Come on, fellows. Look out, you freshmen." With a yell

and a dive the oarsmen went through the doors.

Deacon followed at a more leisurely gait with that faint gleam of

amusement in his eyes which was so characteristic. His first impulse

was not to go, but upon second thought he decided that he would.

Jane Bostwick was stopping at the Groton. Her father was a successful

promoter and very close to Cephas Doane, Sr., whose bank stood back

of most of his operations. Deacon had known her rather well in the

days when her father was not a successful promoter. In fact, the two

had been neighbours as boy and girl, had played together in front of

a row of prim brick houses. He had not seen her in recent years until

the previous afternoon, when as he was walking along the country road,

she had pulled up in her roadster.

"Don't pretend you don't remember me, Jim Deacon," she had laughed

as the boy had stared at the stunning young woman.

Jim remembered her, all right. They talked as though so many

significant years had not elapsed. She was greatly interested,

exceedingly gracious.

"Do you know," she said, "it never occurred to me that Deacon, the

Baliol rowing man, was none other than Jim Deacon. Silly of me,

wasn't it? But then I didn't even know you were in Baliol. I'm

perfectly crazy about the crew, you know. And Mother, I think, is a

worse fan than I am. You know Junior Doane, of course."

"Oh, yes--that is, I--why, yes, I know him."

"Yes." She smiled down upon him. "If you're ever down to the Groton,

do drop in. Mother would love to see you. She often speaks of your

mother." With a wave of her hand she had sped on her way.

Curiously, that evening he had heard Doane talking to her over the

telephone, and there was a great deal in his manner of speaking that

indicated something more than mere acquaintance.

But Deacon did not see Jane Bostwick at the hotel--not to speak to,

at least. He was not a good dancer and held aloof when those of his

fellows who were not acquainted with guests were introduced around.

Finding a wicker settee among some palms at one side of the orchestra,

Deacon sat drinking in the scene.

It was not until the hour set for the return had almost arrived that

Deacon saw Jane Bostwick, and then his attention was directed to her

by her appearance with Junior Doane in one of the open French

windows at his right. Evidently the two had spent the evening in the

sequestered darkness of the veranda. No pair in the room filled the

eye so gratefully; the girl, tall, blonde, striking in a pale blue

evening gown; the man, broad-shouldered, trim-waisted, with the

handsome high-held head of a patrician.

A wave of something akin to bitterness passed over Deacon--bitterness

having nothing to do with self. For the boy was ruggedly independent.

He believed in himself; knew what he was going to do in the world.

He was thinking of his father, and of the fathers of that young man

and girl before him. His father was painstaking, honourable,

considerate--a nobleman every inch of him; a man who deserved

everything that the world had to give, a man who had everything save

the quality of acquisition. And Doane's father? And Jane Bostwick's

father?

Of the elder Doane he knew by hearsay--a proud, intolerant wholly

worldly man whose passions, aside from finance, were his son and

Baliol aquatics. And Jane Bostwick's father he had known as a boy--a

soft-footed, sly-faced velvety sort of a man noted for converting

back lots into oil-fields and ash-dumps into mines yielding precious

metals. Jim Deacon was not so old that he had come to philosophy

concerning the way of the world.

But so far as his immediate world was concerned, Junior Doane was

going out of the varsity boat in the morning--and he, Jim Deacon,

was going to sit in his place.

It came the next morning. When the oarsmen went down to the boathouse

to dress for their morning row, the arrangement of the various crews

posted on the bulletin-board gave Deacon the seat at stroke in the

varsity boat; Junior Doane's name appeared at stroke in the second

varsity list.

There had been rumours of some sort of a shift, but no one seemed to

have considered the probability of Doane's losing his seat--Doane

least of all. For a moment the boy stood rigid, looking up at the

bulletin-board. Then suddenly he laughed.

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