CHAPTER XXII.

To Margaret alone Elsie opened the flood-gates of her heart, and it was

only after days of overwhelming grief that she could again take up the

burden of life. Margaret’s tears of sisterly sympathy and words of

counsel could not at first still the torrent of heart-broken tears with

which she mourned her lost love. Not even Herbert had known how precious

it had been to her—how everything high and holy had seemed to be the

offspring of that vitalizing force in her heart. Now, because having

lived up to its highest revelations and endeavored to be true to its

holiest purposes, she had crossed a counter-current of thought and will,

this love had been taken from her. Had she been wrong, opinionated,

obstinate, as Herbert called her? Had she forgotten the sweet submission

of the weaker unto the stronger in that natural order of divine and

human love which popular clamor voices as the proper sphere of woman?

Often as she asked herself these questions—and with the not unnatural

hope of finding herself in the wrong, since her heart prompted the

slave-like humility of a perfect love—just so often conscience answered,

“No!” Stronger still, as she reasoned, grew the feeling that her soul

had a right to its own individuality, and that whatever it cost her, she

had no right to bind its wings, even though the fetters were silken and

lightly held by the hand of love. Neither Margaret, Lizzette, Antoine,

nor Gilbert dared offer a verbal sympathy to the sore heart behind the

white, set face that confronted them when Elsie had fought her battle

alone. The sparkle was irretrievably gone from the dark eyes, and the

curved lips drooped pitifully at times; but in all the earnestness of

purpose, the kindliness of spirit, she was still the same Elsie.

The work of the Children’s Home Meetings grew almost hourly under her

efforts; for now that she had sacrificed her heart on the altar of this

work, she meant to make the sacrifice acceptable in its good results.

Every hour that she and Margaret could snatch from the demands of their

daily work, they spent in forming what they called “Conscience Classes.”

The system of ethics taught was as simple as the minds with which they

came in contact, and bore the stamp of the ever-living truth. The

magnetic presence of the four chief workers grew to be a living delight

to all who came from motives of curiosity or interest within its circle.

Beginning at first only with what Herbert had been pleased to term “the

riff-raff of society,” the circumference of the circle had gradually

widened until a better-educated and more self-respecting class had found

its way among them. Yet even with intelligence gaining upon them, the

one great need of basing all reform, all happiness, all prosperity upon

the code of ethics which, while it demands the highest development of

the individual, yet takes its inspiration from the thought of a common

welfare, was never lost sight of. Earnestness is the great lever of the

world, and while there were many to oppose the idea as of

disproportionate value to the need and development of the times, the

effort still found many adherents. To be called cranks, laughed at by

unbelievers, and derided by the class for which nothing is holy but

success, came to be, as Elsie said, “normal as the air they breathed;”

but after the first sharp sting these shafts remained unnoticed, and the

one or two perishing ones uplifted, helped into the light and warmed by

the sunshine of human kindliness into a knowledge of the great inspirer

of their work, was balm enough to heal all the wounds of a scoffing

world.

Margaret had also formed a Mother’s Class, in which everything

pertaining to motherhood and its duties, was thoughtfully discussed.

This class came in time to be presided over by Mrs. Carson, who,

partially recovered, found no greater delight than in seconding the good

work which had saved her in her hour of need. The Daughters of the

Carpenter was a class headed by Elsie and especially devoted to

helpfulness wherever it was needed. A list of the regular attendants of

the meeting was kept, and if a mother was found to be sick or

overworked, some one of the Daughters was appointed to render the needed

assistance. Among the men and elder boys Gilbert formed a reading class,

in which history and the science of government were brought down to the

comprehension of the illiterate, and men were shown that if they were

dissatisfied with existing social conditions, the remedy lay in their

own hands in a rightful use of the ballot, and that if they sold that

ballot to a ring or combination they only forged new links in the chains

that bound them to a slavery against which they were constantly

rebelling. Nor were the children forgotten in this work. Every original

“Busy Fingers” boy and girl had a new class, in which were resown the

good seeds implanted by Margaret and Gilbert. Thought and action were

growing slowly but surely in the little community; but already a serious

question was confronting them. The rental of the hall had easily been

effected by the subscription of a few cents from every regular

attendant; but the work, especially among the mothers’ and children’s

classes, required money to prosecute it. They were all poor, living from

hand to mouth, and while the work was growing there was no money to help

the growth.

“O Margaret,” moaned Elsie, “if the money Herbert left me had only been

left to our beloved work, how gladly I would use it! Now, knowing how he

feels about it, I can never touch it.”

It was nearing midsummer, and the work among their members was

increasing fast, by reason of sickness brought on by living in noisome

atmospheres and without proper food and care. Gilbert had come home from

his daily rounds one evening, the most of his cases unsold, and with an

unusual dejection of face and manner.

“I am comfortless,” he said, “for lack of the dross of earth. I have

seen such realization of human suffering to-day without the power to

alleviate that I am in despair. I gained admittance to one room, where a

mother and her new-born babe lay dead for lack of care, while a couple

of little ones were begging her to give them something to eat. I had but

ten cents in my pocket that I had saved for street car-fare; but I

rushed out, got the children some buns, and aroused the other inmates of

the house, who were themselves too poor to do more than care for the

children temporarily, while I called in the authorities and had the body

disposed of in the potter’s field. How are we going to make this work of

ours reach such cases without money? I shall have to go begging

to-morrow. I had hoped that our work would so speak for itself that we

would not need to beg; but to-morrow I must endeavor to start a fund of

some kind.”

As Gilbert ceased speaking, the open door was darkened by the form of a

tall, handsome woman dressed in deep mourning, whom Elsie at once

recognized as Alice Houghton. She turned with outstretched hand to

Elsie. “There is no need of introducing myself to you,” she said,

smiling, “but as I came to see your sister, will you make me known to

her, and your brother also?”

The introductions over, Miss Houghton at once entered upon the object of

her visit. “I have come to you, Miss Murchison, for help. I have

recently been sadly bereaved in the loss of one I loved, and life has

very nearly lost its charms for me. I have been hearing a good deal of

your work lately, and I want you to teach me to find forgetfulness in

what is evidently very great happiness to you.”

“Do you mean that you wish to become one of us?”

“That is my meaning. I shall gladly be your servant in any work you may

have for me.”

“To have a servant would be something new in my experience,” said

Margaret, smiling; “but we shall all be glad of help. Have you any

knowledge of our work? It is not agreeable only from one standpoint.

There isn’t the least æstheticism, superficially speaking, about it.”

“I do not believe I shall be afraid to try it. I know you three alone,

unaided, without money or friends, have been doing a work that is

already forcing its way into notice by reason of its unselfishness. I

have money, much beyond my needs, and as I learn of the help you have

given to many sufferers, I feel sure that I can abet your efforts, with

money if not judgment.”

Elsie sprang from her chair and impulsively held out her hand to Miss

Houghton. “We have such need of money,” she cried, “and you seem like a

providence of God.”

“You are more willing to accept money from me now than you were once

before,” laughed Miss Houghton.

“That was unearned; this is for the bettering of God’s poor.”

“Your pride struck me as strange then. I understand it better now.”

“And appreciate its motive, I hope,” said Elsie wistfully.

“Indeed I do, my dear child; and if the pride of the world had a similar

foundation there would not be such a war of caste as afflicts society

to-day.”

Fearful from Elsie’s flushed face and her knowledge of Helen Mason’s

opposition to Herbert’s marriage that in her last words she had

unwittingly trenched upon delicate ground, she slipped an arm around

Elsie’s waist, saying: “Tell me, my dear, why did you send Herbert

away?”

It was a difficult matter for Elsie to summon self-command enough to

reply; but with a face from which the color quickly receded she

faltered: “We differed so much in our views that there was no

reconciling them.”

“Then Helen was not wholly responsible?”

“No, she was not responsible at all. Mr. Lynn’s education and mine had

been from such widely-different standpoints that the wonder is our ideas

ever came into conflict. It has always been a mystery to me why Mr. Lynn

ever chose to think——”

“It is a wonder,” interrupted Alice Houghton dryly as she bent down and

kissed Elsie’s cheek. “I wouldn’t mourn, my dear, for a man who couldn’t

pocket a few whims to make me happy.”

“But you don’t know,” said Elsie seriously; “it was no whim on my part,

for I seemed to belong here to this work. I could not give it up and be

happy.”

“Ah, well, Herbert Lynn has lost the best of his life, and yet it is

only a few months ago that I looked through his spectacles. It is

strange how contact with sorrow opens our eyes to the true value of

qualities we did not notice before. Elsie, you must let me work beside

you, under the guidance of this wise sister of yours, and try to find

the same peace you are seeking. We seem to have met here from

widely-different paths. I gave up all for love—you, dear child, gave up

love for all humanity, and now we join hands in the same search for the

peace that passeth understanding. Will you show me the way, my little

girl?”

It needed no words from Elsie, Margaret, or Gilbert to prove how

heartily and gladly they welcomed the proffered aid, even as they strove

to recompense in some measure the faltering and hungering spirit of

their benefactress. With intuitive quickness she became one of them in

the earnestness of her efforts, and the line of distinction so often

made apparent in the manner of those who seek the welfare of the

oppressed was entirely absent. Side by side with Margaret and Elsie she

walked among that class of women whose hands Herbert had said it was

pollution to touch; but when she saw the glow of appreciation lighting

up the dulled, imbruted faces, and heard the wails of penitence from

sore hearts, and the promises to gather up the remnants of shattered

lives and dedicate them henceforth to righteous living, she felt

something of the joy of the Master who thought it no disgrace to eat

with publicans and sinners. She was not long in following Gilbert from

door to door and inspecting the homes where, Gilbert said, a

self-respecting man would be ashamed to house his cattle. The absolute

disregard of sanitation in many of these herding places—for they were

little else—shamed with a burning blush the boasted nineteenth-century

civilization. The names of the owners of these tenement hovels were

listed by Alice Houghton and found in the majority of cases to be those

of men of wealth and prominence in the community, who never gave any

thought to their property except as regarded its monthly income.

Ordering her carriage and horses and dressing herself in her finest

raiment, Alice presented herself at the doors of these men. Without any

preliminaries she told them of her discoveries, the deplorable condition

of their tenants, and begged that something be done to improve their

condition. Her handsome presence, her dress, equipage, all bespeaking

her a person of consequence, she met with the usual courtesy which such

externals command; but in the majority of cases she was listened to with

that air of constraint betokened by elevated eyebrows and idly drumming

fingers. More than once she was given to understand, sometimes broadly

and sometimes indirectly, that she might better be minding her own

business. For all such she had a parting shot in saying: “I am preparing

for publication in the city press a series of articles on the condition

of our poor. I really hope, sir, I shall not be compelled to include

your name in the list of inhuman landlords.”

The stroke told, and invariably elicited a promise of looking into the

matter, supplemented with at least some slight attempt at repairs. With

Alice Houghton conspicuous in such work, society became at once

interested. It might be a delightful fad to investigate this labor

question and exploit one’s charity in behalf of these poor dear

creatures. But whenever this desire was submitted, it met ignominious

and instant death. Only those who felt the earnestness of the work were

permitted any share in it. It soon became apparent, however, that the

latent impulses of human nature, veneered as they may be by false ideas

as to wealth and social position, are in the main generous and humane

ones. Under the influence of Alice Houghton wealth came to the succor of

the newly-formed and still chaotic society. Gilbert’s reading class

became possessed of a room for its exclusive use, where all the current

periodicals and papers and some of the best books could be found and

read by any one. It became a sort of poor man’s club-room where living

topics were discussed, and where twice a year a banquet was given at

which the speeches and toasts emanated from the growing minds of those

who had risen from the ranks.

The parlors of several well-known society ladies were also thrown open

once a week to the orchestra formed by Antoine, but now placed under the

tutelage of a more proficient master. The Mother’s Class, the Daughters

of the Carpenter, and the Busy Fingers Club had each a fund from which

to draw in emergencies, and better than all else, it seemed to Gilbert,

the five great principles lying back of all these efforts had been

submitted to a council and a code of rules drawn up under the general

plan, which bade fair to make the society cohesive and enduring. Yet it

was by no means free from turbulent elements, nor had it come to its

present prosperity without encountering many well-nigh overwhelming

obstacles. As long as human nature is content to remain on the low plane

of self-indulgence, just so long will every good and unselfish impulse

find a bitter warfare waged against it, and not every one of those who

were to be most benefited by the movement was in favor of it. There

seems to exist in some natures a wolfish opposition to everything high

and holy, and Gilbert had long been aware, without in the least

understanding the reason, that he had incurred the enmity of one of

their number known as “Red Handed Mike.” If the fellow possessed any

patronymic it had long since passed into oblivion, and he was known only

by his sobriquet, and feared accordingly. Gilbert had been warned that

Mike was only waiting an opportunity to “make it hot for him”; but

thinking the threat, for lack of cause, merely the idle boast of a

bully, he passed it unnoticed.

It was the morning of a day in early autumn. Margaret was made glad by

the sight of Aunt Liza and Eph, who, climbing to her sky-parlor with

many “oh’s” and “ah’s” and rheumatic squeaks of the joints, had greeted

her with the old-time effusion and affection which absence had not

dulled.

“I was jes longin’ so fer de sight ob your face, Miss Margaret, I

couldn’t stay away no longer, and Eph heah has been a heap wuss’n me,”

exclaimed Aunt Liza.

“Sho!” said Eph, fumbling with his hat and trying to hide his feet under

the rounds of his chair. “I only jes wanted to tell yer we’uns has done

a heap ob savin’ this heah summer. Mammy heah’s got a new red gown, an’

I’s got a whole suit of store clothes, and besides, Ma’am Minaud’s

banked money fo’ us, too.”

“Well done!” cried Margaret. “I couldn’t hear better news.”

“I knowed you’d be tickled!” exclaimed Eph, delightedly displaying a

couple of rows of ivory teeth. “I done tol’ mammy dar wa’n’t no use

backslidin’ in this yere business when all you’uns had got to be jes

perfeck angels.”

“Angels?” queried Margaret.

“Why, don’t yer know we’uns has hearn tell all ’bout de society out to

Idlewild? And eberybody done says you’uns is saints and no mistake,”

exclaimed Aunt Liza.

“Everybody is very kind,” said Margaret soberly, “but we are far from

saints. We are only trying to find the best side of human nature.”

“Yo’ done it—yo’ done it fo’ shuah, Miss Margaret!” exclaimed Eph

excitedly. “Yo’ jest took us po’ trash and made us ’sponsible bein’s,

and showed us how to be ’spectable if we is brack.”

“Deed yo’ did, Miss Margaret,” chimed in Aunt Liza. “And de bestest part

ob it is, as Eph’s a-sayin’, dar wa’n’t no ornery mission ’bout it.”

“I’s jes been wonderin’, Miss Margaret,” interrupted Eph, “eber since I

hearn ’bout Antoine’s singin’ and de way de home meetin’s is callin’ de

po’ sinners, ef dar’s any reason why mammy an’ me couldn’t come jes

once, anyway. It’s white folkses’ meetin’, I know, but I jes like mighty

well ter heah some ob Antoine’s singin’. Day do say he jes ’lectrify de

aujience.”

“Come and welcome,” said Margaret, who could not forbear a smile at

Eph’s rendering of popular phraseology. “We have room always for those

who are trying to find the way up.”

“Deed’n I’s so glad, Miss Margaret,” said Aunt Liza effusively. “’Pears

like sometimes dey’s a dreffle prejice ’gainst folks jes cause de Lawd

made deir skin brack.”

That evening, as Aunt Liza and Eph mounted the stairs of the Home Hall,

as it had come to be called, Red Handed Mike stood in the doorway and

blurted out as they passed: “We don’t want none o’ them d——d niggers

here. If Brother Gib ’lows ’em to stay I’ll break up the meetin’!”

Just then Gilbert, accompanied by his sisters and Alice Houghton,

entered the hall.

“Say,” called Mike, “do you see them niggers? Goin’ to let ’em stay?”

“Certainly,” answered Gilbert. “They are friends of ours.”

“No, they hain’t,” growled Mike. “I hain’t got no such devilish taste as

that.”

Gilbert paused for a second, and said quietly as he faced the offender

with a steady glance: “I hope your good taste will prevent your making

any disturbance.”

“Hush, Mike!” “Keep still, for God’s sake!” whispered several of his

companions as he turned to Gilbert threateningly.

“Never fear, men,” said Gilbert reassuringly. “Mike knows this isn’t any

place for a mill,” and without saying anything further he passed on to

the platform.

Under the entreaties of his companions the bully sank into a corner and

sulkily watched the proceedings. A little later Antoine stepped to the

front of the platform and began one of his inimitable improvisations.

Catching sight of Eph’s interested face in the audience, the impulse to

give a song in negro dialect came over him with irresistible force. With

scarcely a moment’s waiting the clear young voice rang out in a lively

carol.

“What if some troubles yo’ do know?

Jes doan min’ ’em, let ’em go!

It only makes de bigger hill,

A-pilin’ up ob ebery ill,

So jes let trouble go!

Chorus.

“Git a lil’ sunshine in yo’ heart,

Whateber grief yo’s knowin’,

Git a lil’ sunshine in yo’ heart,

An’ set de smiles a-growin’.

“De stranges’ thing is when yo’ smile,

Yo’ done forgit yo’sef a while!

Yo’ doan’ no mo’ remember pain,

Till yo’ forgits to smile again,

So jes let trouble go!

Eph’s feet had been strangely uneasy during the rendering of the

preceding stanzas, and Aunt Liza had pulled at his coat and whispered

warningly: “Doan yo’ forgit, Eph, dis yere’s white folkses’ meetin’. Dey

doan ’low no shuffle heah.”

“Cain’t help it, mammy,” returned Eph. “It do jes go clar through my

toes.”

“Dar’s mighty lil’ dat we fin’

Dat’s like a nice contented min’;

It makes de worl’ de fines’ place

To lib dis side ob heabenly grace;

So jes let trouble go!”

“‘Git a lil’ sunshine in yo’ heart

“Yes do!” responded Eph fervently.

“‘Whateber grief yo’s knowin’!’

“Neber min’ it! Neber min’ it!” interposed Eph, growing more and more

excited.

“‘Git a lil’ sunshine in yo’ heart!’

“Send it, Lawd! Send it, Lawd!” cried Eph, rocking to and fro, heedless

of the wondering glances bestowed upon him and Aunt Liza’s frantic

clutches at his coat.

“An’ set de smiles a-growin’,”

sang Antoine’s clear voice.

“Yes, Lawd, we needs ’em! ’Deed we does,” groaned Eph half-aloud. A wave

of applause greeted the singer as he turned to leave the platform. It

swelled louder and louder and would not be stilled. In the midst of the

excitement Eph half-rose to his feet and called out: “Come back,

Antoine, honey! It’s jes like hearin’ ob de angels sing!”

Only Antoine’s instant compliance quelled the rising flood of laughter

and hisses. Clasping his hands before him and half drooping on his

crutch in the pathetic attitude of old age and decrepitude, Antoine

began in a broken voice:

“What ef my face is old an’ brack,

An’ hard my han’s, an’ bent my back,

An’ mos’ly shadows on de way

Hab followed dis yere form ob clay?

What ef, despised by brudder man,

I jes works on de bes’ I can,

An’ toilin’ airly, toilin’ late,

For arthly joys I’s long to wait?

I knows some time dis face ob min’

As white as Jesus’ robe will shine,

For He, oh, He’s my Mahstah!

“O Jesus, my Mahstah!

De frien’ ob de poah,

Deah Jesus, my Mahstah,

Yo’ sorrows will cuah;

O Jesus, my Mahstah,

He’s callin’, I come!

O brudder, my brudder,

Why stan’ yo’ dar dumb?”

There was an unsurpassed tenderness and sweetness in Antoine’s rendition

of the words, and an unusual hush fell upon the audience, which was

broken now and then by the audible sighs and incoherent ejaculations of

Eph, and when, as it seemed to Eph’s agitated bosom, Antoine’s voice

soared, in its freshness and simplicity, to the very verge of the

eternal, he could no longer restrain himself, but threw up his arms in

an ecstasy of self-abandonment and shouted: “I’s comin’! Lawd! I’s

comin’! I’s heah! Take me, po’ mis’able sinnah, take me home to glory!”

Instantly all was confusion. Men, women, and children craned their necks

for a view of the excited African whom Aunt Liza’s frantic efforts could

not calm. Eph had become possessed of the “power,” and was deaf to his

mother’s intercessions. “I’s knowed it long, Lawd,” he moaned. “I’s been

a dreffle sinnah. Jesus, my Mahstah, de fr’en’ ob de poah! O Jesus, my

Mahstah, yo’ sorrows will cuah——”

“Come, Eph,” said Gilbert, who had quickly left the platform. Eph rose

at once, whispering as he did so: “I neber mean no harm, Mars Gilbert.

I’s jes a feel-in’ de force ob conviction.”

“I know,” answered Gilbert soothingly. “Antoine’s singing was evidently

too much for you. You’ll feel better in the open air.”

“’Deed I’ll neber feel any bettah till I knows de Lawd’s forgiben de

mis’ble sinnah Eph Blackburn! I’s jes got to be convarted, Mars

Gilbert.”

Eph was growing excited again as they neared the door where Red Handed

Mike stood among a knot of his fellows. As Gilbert and Eph passed them,

Mike exclaimed in a tone loud enough to be heard throughout the hall: “I

told Brother Gib he’d better not let them d——d niggers in here.”

Gilbert turned and faced him. “That is not fit language for this place,

and I don’t want any more of it.”

“You don’t, eh?” cried Mike with a sneer. “I rather guess I’ve as good a

right to say what I please as any d——d nigger.”

“Leave the room at once, or I shall be compelled to have you put out.”

“You will? Take a little of that first, won’t you?” and drawing back the

bully, flaming with passion, sent a heavy blow of his fist into

Gilbert’s face. With a panther-like leap Gilbert evaded the blow, and

instantly closed his fingers in a vise-like grip around his opponent’s

throat. Struggling and clutching with the fierceness of a tiger at the

long, lithe fingers closing in upon his throat like bands of steel, with

his tongue lolling on his chin, his face growing black, and his eyes

starting from their sockets, Mike was forced by Gilbert against the

wall, who held him there as he cried, “Call the cops, boys!”

“Hold him fast!” “Bully for you, Brother Gib!” “Make him ax yer

parding!” yelled the crowd.

“I shall some other day,” answered Gilbert. “Just now I’ll keep my

fingers on him till the cops get him.”

A moment later “Red Handed Mike,” crestfallen and sulky, was passed over

to the care of a couple of policemen, and Gilbert turned to the men who

had gathered around him and said, with a grim appreciation of its

underlying humor:

“Boys, I am going to talk to you to-night on the beauty of peace.”

He walked quietly and quickly up the aisle, but had not yet mounted the

platform when a tremendous cheer broke from the audience. Men threw

their hats in the air, and women waved their handkerchiefs as the story

of “the fighting parson,” as they then and there dubbed him, passed from

lip to lip.

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