CHAPTER XVIII.

"With goddess-like demeanour forth she went

Not unattended, for on her as queen,

A pomp of winning graces waited still.

And from about her shot darts of desire

Into all eyes to wish her still in sight."

"Are the ladies at home?"

"Yes. Will you come inside?" said Fitts, with his politest bow, as he

extended an exquisite little card receiver towards his visitors.

Then came a few moments of great bustle and confusion, and an

accumulation of seal-skins and brocaded silks was ushered into the

drawing-room of Mr. Rayne's house.

It was reception day for Aunt Jean and Honor, and both were looking

remarkably well in their most becoming costumes, amid their rich

surroundings.

Aunt Jean advanced slightly to meet two ladies as they entered the room,

and "How d'ye do?" passed from one to another, as they deposited their

expensive habiliments and precious humanity into comfortable

"_fauteuits_." Then, while Mrs. d'Alberg tried to sustain a conversation

with the elder and more substantial of the two, the younger lady, though

not exceedingly childish, drew herself towards Honor, and addressed her

patronizingly.

Here were people who were actual exclamation points in the social

grammar. Their imposing appearance forced one to hold one's breath, and

yet Dame Rumor, who deals in wholesale whispering at Ottawa, told one,

with her hand to her mouth, that not so many years ago, Mr. Atkinson

Reid was solving the mysteries of existence, inside a scarlet shirt,

antique trousers, high boots and a conical straw hat. Only lately,

comparatively speaking, had he discarded the one-storey frame house, in

a decidedly un-aristrocratic and objectionable neighborhood, where,

nevertheless, fortune was first pleased to smile benignly on his efforts

to keep the old leathern purse well filled, and where his now precious,

airy, nervous, affected daughters first saw their porridge and potatoes.

Things went well in the unpretentious little abode, and by and by Johnny

Reid was able to indulge in sundry luxuries of life, that naturally

belonged to a more advanced stage of civilization than is assumed in the

hut of the ordinary shanty-man or wood-cutter. Years were stealing on,

and Ottawa was growing up into a respectable size, and at last one day

Johnny Reid made up his mind to abandon his rough work, since his

accumulated wealth now allowed him to employ substitutes. With these

glittering coins, that represented so many strokes of a heavy axe from a

strong arm, and so many drops of sweat from an overheated brow, he would

go into the heart of the city and buy finery and style and

accomplishments for Maria, and Nellie, and Sarah, and the old woman

herself as well, and life would bear fruit at last to him, after all his

hard toil and bitter experience.

And this is the origin of one of Ottawa's stateliest mansions of to-day,

of some of society's most dashing heroines, of John Peter's fine livery

and cosy seat behind the best team of gilt-harnessed horses that trot

the streets of the Capital, of the best and most sumptuous

entertainments that are given in our hospitable City, and of the honest

old gentleman himself who from this period must be recognized as John

Atkinson Reid Esq., with a decade of distinguished antecedents that

every one knows without even hearing their names.

Poor Mrs. Reid dreaded the new responsibilities with which her sudden

acquirement of means threatened her, but her daughters fresh from the

most fashionable of Canadian educational establishments, undertook to

supply for maternal deficiencies by checking their untutored mother, the

very many times they deem it necessary, thus making the last epoch of

this ill-fated lady's life, a grand piece of misery and terror.

Just now Miss Sadie Reid is fidgeting nervously with a gold and pearl

card case held within her primrose kids, that are peeping through the

outlets of her brocaded Mother Hubbard dolman. She feels a little ill at

ease beside Miss Edgeworth, who is so self-possessed and unapproachable

to the stylish Miss Reid. The conversation is the same immortal

collection of exclamations and enquiries that one hears everywhere in

fashionable circles in Ottawa.

Miss Reid remarks in an almost flattering tone: "Why you don't look at

all tired, Miss Edgeworth, after the MacArgent's ball."

"I do not tire myself ever when I can help it," Honor says, "and this

occasion came under my rule. I left early and rested well."

"Did you really?" is the reply. "Well, you see, I couldn't have done

that. I was engaged for every single dance and it would have been

'dreadfully atrocious' if I left before the end. We dined at Government

House last night again and to-night there is an 'at Home' at the

Bellemare's, but I suppose I will meet you there. Really it is

'dreadfully distressing' for one to be obliged to go out so much. I am

sure you are to be envied, Miss Edgeworth, to be able to keep so quiet."

"I wonder that you realize how fortunate I am," said Honor calmly, "I

thought our spheres lay so widely apart that you considered my lot as

unfortunate as I do yours."

"Oh! dear no'" said Miss Saidie, "It is 'positively agonizing' to live

as we do in such constant demand; I suppose you will feel it soon

though, now you've come out. You have no idea of what is before you."

"Excuse me, Miss Reid," interrupted Honor, "but I think I have a very

fair one. I have learned already that when a girl creeps into her first

ball-dress she is like a cabinet minister getting into power, she has a

great many troubles worse than trains to drag after her."

Miss Reid found this remark exceedingly funny, and laughed rather

immoderately, Honor thought; but just then Nanette came in with the

dainty cups of tea, and so created a slight diversion in the

conversation.

As Miss Reid has told the reader Honor Edgeworth had really "come out,"

with Madame d'Alberg and Mr. Rayne as _chaperones_, and had made a great

sensation. She was the same calm, beautiful, composed girl as ever,

though a remarkable unseen change had come over her. If anything, it had

only given more dignity and grace to her bearing, more music and pathos

to her voice, and a more sympathetic and attractive expression to her

face. Jean d'Alberg had not failed to notice it, and with her usual keen

instinct had readily divined the cause, but she never spoke of it. She

grew kinder, if possible, to the silent girl, and was satisfied for the

present to hope for better things.

This bright afternoon, Honor felt more cynical than usual, and the

conversation with her frivolous guests did not at all tend to improve

her humor.

The Reids had just left the door, tucked into their comfortable

conveyance, when two gentlemen were announced. Honor recognized them as

some of those whom she had met since her _entree_ into society, but she

neither knew of, nor cared for the admiration that was so freely

bestowed on her by them.

When they were seated, Honor found that Mr. Standish was nearest her,

and therefore she addressed herself to him. He could be the most

nonsensical soul in the world when he felt like it or he could talk the

dryest common sense that ever found its way into the wisest of heads,

and thus he made his society pleasant to feather-brains, and _savants_

alike.

He was well up in almost every accomplishment. According to the girls,

he could dance--oh his dancing was heavenly, his singing was equally

good, and as for flirting, why he could kill a dozen female hearts with

one of those pleading, dreamy, distracted looks, that he sometimes made

use of among his lady friends. He knew all the genus and species of

small-talk, and when it came to compliments and pretty little nothings,

he was without a rival. He could take his turn at tennis and come off

favorably. He could ride splendidly and skate admirably, in fact, he had

made merciless havoc with the girls' hearts, with all his

accomplishments and attractions, and such a fever of envy and jealousy

and eager gossip as he created among his fair friends was something so

"desperately horrid" (as they would put it) that one could almost hate

him for it, and to tell the truth, many of his rivals, who were quite in

the shade beside him, did hate him most cordially.

This manner and bearing of his, he looked upon as a _passe-partout_, and

there was certainly one item in his character that outshadowed all the

rest, namely his conceit, or self-sufficiency which was constantly

asserting itself in his every look and action.

Vivian Standish was a thorough man of the world--I use the word in its

most literal acceptation. He was one of those cool, keen, calculating,

diplomatic men, who never lose their presence of mind, who never

hesitate, and yet are never precipitate, who always say the right thing

in the right time, and to the right people. No one knew anything of his

antecedents, but somehow, he carried an acceptable sort of reputation on

his face.

Guy Elersley had done many foolish things, but foremost among them all

was, his having made a friend of a man who was as obscure and

incomprehensible to him as the most profound ethical mystery.

They got on very well together, however. Guy found Vivian all that one

fellow expects another to be, consequently they soon became fast

"chums." Now this is no light word at least in Ottawa. If you give a

fellow to understand that you are his friend, it means, "thro' fire and

water," if anything ever meant it. Ottawa is one of the most unfortunate

places in the world for some people to live in. It is pregnant with

snares and scrapes for budding manhood, and there is redemption in

nothing, if not in the steady arm or well filled pocket of a friend.

According to these notions, Guy and Vivian had played saviour to one

another on sundry occasions. The last confidence reposed was the note

that Guy had given Standish to deliver in, "Honor Edgeworth's own

hands," before his departure on that eventful night when we left the two

friends chatting over Guy's new troubles and plans for the future.

Vivian Standish had drawn in the comfort of his cigar in rather anxious

breaths, as he walked back alone in the starlight after leaving his

friend. He detested things that puzzled and crossed him, and nothing

under the sun could have puzzled him more than the sudden change that

had come over Guy Elersley. He had been such a happy, careless, daring

sort of fellow all his life; and now, all at once, a gloom of skepticism

seemed to settle down on him, extinguishing the light of hope and energy

which had previously marked his character. This, Standish concluded, was

no meaningless nor ordinary effect, there must be a cause for this

newer, more thoughtful mood. Had he forfeited his claim to the long-

expected legacy of Henry Rayne's wealth? Had Honor Edgworth any thing to

do with it? Perhaps he never answered these questions even to himself on

this silent night. He walked on quietly till he came to a streetlamp,

whose yellow radiance threw fitful gleams around the lonely street. Here

he stopped and deliberately unbuttoning his overcoat, took out the note

that Guy had confided to his care, tore it open and coolly read, word

for word, the passionate declaration held therein. He laughed a low

little chuckle, with his cigar between his teeth, and muttered to

himself, "not so bad by Jove, not a bad game at all." Then without a

trace of shame or compunction on his face, he calmly tore the precious

paper into little pieces which he carefully placed in his vest pocket.

Then he buttoned up his coat, and putting both hands in his pockets he

walked steadily on, still scenting the air with his expensive cigar, and

wearing all the while such a look of lazy amusement as betrayed nothing

whatever of what might be going on inside of those handsome features.

Vivian Standish was a man of impulse and inspiration; but, strange to

say, his impulse or inspiration invariably moved him the right way. I

use right, as meaning personal advantages or victory for himself. His

latest "inspiration" led him to reflect on the possible and very

gratifying advantages he might secure for himself by marrying well. "But

then," thought he, "girls are such diabolical ninnies that everything

which does not come under the shadow of some big church or fat parson is

vicious in their eyes." In spite of this conviction, he had weighed his

chances and possessions against every possible drawback, and, with his

usual conceit, he fancied the road was beautifully clear.

Here we have him then with the self-appointed mission of choosing a

wife. No man had ever held within his soul such volumes of deep

sentiment as he could call into his eyes when the occasion required it,

and no knight of the age of chivalry ever wooed a fair lady with such

winning words and courteous deeds as Vivian Standish could bring to his

aid, when he so wished it.

This is an age replete with valuable opportunities for cunning people,

and they are the losers who cannot take advantage of the world's

susceptibility and weakness, by turning its folly to their own personal

advantage and especial benefit.

Vivian Standish had not a genius for everything alike. He never in the

world could have created himself an apostle of aestheticism, though he

found out later that there was more money than exalted enthusiasm in the

business He never could have bothered about a flying machine, or spent

his time discovering hair renewers or cures for rheumatism, but he could

speculate with the wealth that nature and a little art had given him, in

the gold mines of the comfortable houses that were open to him. With a

little tinge of communism and a great deal of egotism in his nature he

concluded that he had as good a right to the gold and silver of those

gouty fathers and mothers as they had, and he was going to prove it too.

With this insight into his character, which is rather a long parenthesis

than a direct deviation from my story, we can see Vivian Standish in his

true colors, and we can, therefore, easily guess the object of his visit

to Mr. Rayne's house on this particular afternoon. No ordinary observer

could have detected any other than a purely conventional motive in this

call.

He had met Miss Edgeworth, and had solicited the favor from her of

allowing him to call at her residence. Every other young fellow had done

nearly the same thing, and he himself had acted in the same manner

towards many other young ladies. But we, who are permitted to look

behind the screens while this little drama is going on, can say more

about his true motives. His clever way of reasoning had led Vivian

Standish to believe that Guy Elersley had forfeited every right to his

uncle's wealth, and without knowing anything of Honor's own fortune, he

concluded that it was worth a fellow's while to secure her, as the most

indirect, but about the most truly lawful way of getting the "old

fellow's" money.

It was this determination that had caused him to cast the fractions of

Guy's love letter into the fire when he reached his room on that

eventful night. He excused himself very easily on the plea that there

was no earthly use in encouraging this love affair, when there were

neither hard cash nor good prospects to wind it up with. Elersley had

had his chance and missed it. Now, why wouldn't some less fortunate dog

take his rejected luck and put it to better account? There is no verdict

so prompt as the one a man pronounces over a case of "my own good or

another fellow's." And Vivian Standish made up his mind, in plain

English, to I do "square business."

"Square business" to him meant something very delightful to the average

society girl. Courteous manners, marked attentions, openly expressed

admiration, and slavery almost if she proved exacting. But Standish had

an idea, and not a too comfortable one about the character of the girl

he had to deal with. And so this afternoon, he presented himself before

her with all the charm of a studied negligence which attracts in spite

of one's self. He was very careful about all that passed, as yet he was

only groping in the dark. If he once knew whether she loved Guy or not,

his game would be an easy one, and this was the first problem he set

himself to solve. He spoke to her of a great many things before he

ventured on the subject that interested him most. When he did finally

broach it, he merely asked in a simple sort of way:

"Have you heard any news of--a--our mutual friend, Mr. Elersley?"

The die was cast. He had only this instrument with which to apply his

skill, and had he used it well or not? The sound of this name was the

"Open Sesame" to Honor's heartful of secrets, and Standish scanned her

face with a look of penetrating inquiry as he pronounced it. But men are

fools. Honor Edgeworth was a woman and a woman's face is not an index to

woman's soul. Truly her slender fingers clutched each other nervously

until the golden circlets around them nigh entered the tender flesh. But

who felt that besides herself? It is a woman's own fault if she is not

appreciated to-day, for men will never know from her lips of the hundred

moral victories she achieves daily. Even those ordinary common-place

females who make the dresses and trim the hats of the creatures our men

adore, even these do their inner selves more violence in one short day

than a man endures for a life time. Give me a man for courage, if you

will, for power of action, if you will, but give me a woman with a heart

for an unrivalled endurance and fortitude.

Vivian Standish cool, keen, deliberating, could read nothing in his

companion's face, and thus baffled, he began inwardly to wonder what

would be his next course.

Honor looked at him in the most provokingly composed way and said dryly:

"You may give the word 'friend' a rather extensive meaning for aught I

know. Things have grown into such an exaggerated state, now-a-days, that

a commonly sensible person is lost towards understanding them."

Standish winced.

"Which may infer that I am not on intimate terms with my common sense,"

he thought, and aloud:

"I will retract the word if you please, and consider you and Mr.

Elersley as strangers."

Strangers! that was true, deep down in her heart, but with her lips she

said:

"By no means, Guy Elersley and I have ceased to be strangers from the

first moment we met. But this can not interest you. Let us talk of

something else. Do you enjoy the last of the season here?"

"Very much indeed," he replied, but without the slightest warmth, as he

was inwardly wondering at this girl's conduct, so different from the

others. At this stage of his critical distraction, his friend rose and

shook hands with Madame d'Alberg, then advanced to make his adieux to

Honor. This necessitated Vivian's doing so likewise, and if ever Vivian

Standish's hand clasped another's emphatically, it did on this occasion.

He just gathered the soft white fingers of this strange haughty girl

within his own, and held them for an instant in that trusting longing

way that had done him good service many a time before, then he laid them

quietly away, with a look of eloquent pleading in his eyes and a simple

"Good-bye" on his handsome lips.

It was six o'clock at last. The gas was lit, the curtains drawn, and the

familiar and just now welcome sound of dishes was coming from the

dining-room across the hall. Mr. Rayne was expected every minute, and

Mrs. d'Alberg and Honor were loitering the moments of waiting around the

drawing-room.

"Well, aunt Jean," said Honor, lazily placing her hand on the back of

the arm-chair in which the lady addressed was seated, (she had chosen to

call her "aunt" since she was to appear in society as her charge), "what

do you propose doing to-night? Do you care at all to go to the

Bellemare's?"

"Oh, I don't know," Mrs. d'Alberg replied, "one place is as attractive

as another for me. You will see plenty of people and nonsense, and you

may as well be wearied all at once with these things as to foster the

spirit by degrees. You will meet Miss Mountainhead or Miss Dash, or Miss

Reid some of these days, and if you can't talk about this one's

'kettledrum' and that one's 'at home' you will be bored to death by

hearing their version of it, so you might as well do one thing as the

other. You'll see that Mr. Standish too, by-the-way! Do you know, I like

him, Honor, it is a stamp you seldom see."

"Really, aunt Jean," Honor was smiling, "this looks suspicious. You

should be blind to your favorite stamps by now. But about this other

thing, since we've accepted we had better go, as you say, boring one's

self to death, or being bored by other people is much the same thing, so

we may as well resign ourselves and make the best of it."

* * * * *

Vivian Standish was puzzled more than ever when he left Mr. Rayne's

house. He had counted on meeting an ordinary society girl, but had been

greatly, though not at all unpleasantly disappointed.

He did not dislike Honor Edgeworth in any way. He felt rather attracted

towards her than otherwise, but he felt uneasy about the little plans he

had cherished and encouraged for so long.

An hour or so after leaving her, he was in his own room, comfortably

installed in an easy chair drawn up to the window, with his velvet

slippers resting on the sill and the graceful clouds of smoke curling

upwards from his handsome mouth and surrounding his languid form. There

is not very much to look at from the window of a Bank street boarding

house, and yet a passer-by at this moment would have thought this

elegant young man was deeply interested either in the dilapidated

representations of "Hazel Kirke" that adorned a straggling fence

opposite, or in the music (?) which a classic looking organ-grinder was

trying to eke out of his instrument to the time of the "Marseillaise,"

to the great delight of the customary crowd of youngsters who surrounded

him.

But Vivian Standish rarely wasted his faculties on such matter-of-fact

things, while there were other projects of a more personal advantage

awaiting his consideration. He was wishing heartily at that moment that

some girls had not one-quarter of the brains that nature had

improvidently endowed them with, but this being a hopeless hope, he

occupied himself in trying to discover the best way in which to deal

with a person so gifted.

A fellow in a boarding-house is a most unfortunate creature, being never

quite free from the intrusion of a host of friends. Vivian felt this

unpleasant truth in all its intensity. His interesting cogitation was

cut short in a little while by the entrance of a bevy of comrades, and

he had to come down and stand at the front door, to flirt and "carry on"

with the girls that passed, and otherwise contribute towards the

amusement of the crowd.

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