"Leave, my God!" replied Borwick; "and McKnutt's got it too."

"When are you going? To-day?" shouted the Old Bird.

"Yes; there's a car to take us to the station in a quarter of an

hour."

They both left their unfinished breakfasts and tore off to their

billets. There it was but a matter of moments to throw a few things

into their packs. No one ever takes any luggage when going on leave.

They tore back to the mess to leave instructions for their servants,

and we strolled out _en masse_ to see the lucky fellows off.

The box-body drew away from where we were standing. We watched it grow

smaller and smaller down the long white road, and turned back with

regrets and pleasure in our hearts. With regrets, that we ourselves

were not the lucky ones, and knowing that for some of us leave would

never come; with pleasure, because one is always glad that a few of

the deserving reap a small share of their reward.

Then, strolling over to the Parade Ground, we heard the "Five Minutes"

sounding. Some dashed off to get their Sam Brownes, others called for

their servants to wipe a few flecks of dust from their boots and

puttees.

When the "Fall In" began, the entire Company was standing "At Ease" on

the Parade Ground. As the last note of the call sounded, the whole

parade sprang to "Attention," and the Major, who had been standing on

the edge of the field, walked forward to inspect.

Every morning was spent in this manner, except for those who had

special courses to follow. We devoted all our time and attention to

"Forming Fours" in as perfect a manner as possible; to saluting with

the greatest accuracy and fierceness; and to unwearying repetition of

every movement and detail, until machinelike precision was attained.

All that we were doing then is the very foundation and essence of good

discipline. Discipline is the state to which a man is trained, in

order that under all circumstances he shall carry out without

secondary reasoning any order that may be given him by a superior.

There is nothing of a servile nature in this form of obedience. Each

man realizes that it is for the good of the whole. By placing his

implicit confidence in the commands of one of a higher rank than his

own, he gives an earnest of his ability to himself command at some

future time. It is but another proof of the old adage, that the man

who obeys least is the least fitted to command.

[Illustration: _Copyright by Underwood & Underwood, N.Y._

A BRITISH TANK IN THE LIBERTY LOAN PARADE IN NEW YORK]

When this war started, certain large formations, with the sheer lust

for fighting in their blood, did not, while being formed, realize the

absolute necessity of unending drill and inspection. Their first cry

was, "Give us a rifle, a bayonet, and a bomb, show us how to use them,

and we will do the rest." Acting upon this idea, they flung themselves

into battle, disregarding the iron rules of a preliminary training. At

first their very impetus and courage carried them over incredible

obstacles. But after a time, and as their best were killed off, the

original blaze died down, and the steady flame of ingrained discipline

was not there to take the place of burning enthusiasm. The terrible

waste and useless sacrifice that ensued showed only too plainly that

even the greatest individual bravery is not enough.

In this modern warfare there are many trials and experiences

unimagined before, which wear down the actual will-power of the men

who undergo them. When troops are forced to sit in a trench under the

most terrific shell-fire, the nerve-racking noise, the sight of their

comrades and their defences being blown to atoms, and the constant

fear that they themselves will be the next to go, all deprive the

ordinary mind of vital initiative. Having lost the active mental

powers that a human being possesses, they are reduced to the level of

machines. The officers and non-commissioned officers, on whom the

responsibility of leadership rests, have that spur to maintain their

equilibrium, but the private soldiers, who have themselves only to

think of, are the most open to this devastating influence. If these

machines are to be controlled, as they must be, by an exterior

intelligence, they must obey automatically, and if in the past

automatic obedience has not been implanted, there is nothing to take

its place.

The only means by which to obtain inherent response to a given order

is so to train a man in minute details, by constant, inflexible

insistence on perfection, that it becomes part of his being to obey

without thinking.

It must not be presumed that, in obtaining this almost inhuman

reaction, all independent qualities are obliterated. For, though a

man's mind is adjusted to carrying out, without questioning, any task

that is demanded of him, yet in the execution of this duty he is

allowed the full scope of his invention and initiative.

Thus, by this dull and unending routine, we laid the foundation of

that inevitable success toward which we were slowly working.

When the Company dismissed, the Major, Talbot, and the Old Bird walked

over to lunch together.

"Well, it's a great war, isn't it?" said the Major, turning to the

other two.

"It's very nice to have got through a couple of shows, sir," replied

Talbot. "What do you think about it, Old Bird?"

"Well, of course, war is all very well for those who like it. But give

me the Base every time," answered the Old Bird, true to his

reputation. Then, turning to the Major with his most ingratiating

smile, he said, "By the way, sir, what about a few days in Boulogne?"

FOOTNOTES:

[1] A late, third-rate English pantomime producer.

[2] Stands for Army Service Corps, and its equivalent in the American

Army is the Quartermaster's Corps.

IX

A PHILOSOPHY OF WAR

It has often been observed that if this war is to end war for all

time, and if all the sacrifices and misery and suffering will help to

prevent any recurrence of them, then it is well worth while.

In these days of immediate demands and quick results, this question is

too vague and too far-reaching to bring instant consolation. Apart

from that, too, it cannot decide whether any war, however great, can

ever abolish the natural and primitive fighting instinct in man.

The source from which we must draw the justification for our optimism

lies much nearer to hand. We must regard the effect that warring life

has already produced upon each individual member of the nations who

are and who are not engaged in it.

At the very heart of it is the effect on the man who is actually

fighting. Take the case of him who before the war was either working

in a factory, who was a clerk in a business house, or who was nothing

at all beyond the veriest loafer and bar-lounger. To begin with, he

was perhaps purely selfish. The foundation of his normal life was

self-protection. Whether worthless or worthy, whether hating or

respecting his superiors, the private gain and comfort for himself and

his was the object of his existence. He becomes a soldier, and that

act alone is a conversion. His wife and children are cared for, it is

true; but he himself, for a shilling a day, sells to his country his

life, his health, his pleasures, and his hopes for the future. To make

good measure he throws in cheerfulness, devotion, philosophy, humour,

and an unfailing kindness. One man, for instance, sells up three

grocery businesses in the heart of Lancashire, an ambition which it

has taken him ten years to accomplish. Without a trace of bitterness

he divorces himself from the routine of a lifetime, and goes out to

France to begin life again at the very bottom of a new ladder. He who

for years had many men under him is now under all, and receives,

unquestioningly, orders which in a different sphere he had been

accustomed to give. Apart from the mere letter of obedience and

discipline he gains a spirit of devotion and self-sacrifice, which

turns the bare military instrument into a divine virtue. He may, for

instance, take up the duties of an officer's servant. Immediately he

throws himself whole-heartedly into a new form of selfless generosity,

which leads him to a thousand ways of care and forethought, that even

the tenderest woman could hardly conceive. The man who receives this

unwavering devotion can only accept it with the knowledge that no one

can deserve it, and that it is greater gain to him who gives than to

him who takes.

What life of peace is there that produces this god-like fibre in the

plainest of men? Why, indeed, is it produced in the life of war? It is

because in war sordidness and petty worries are eliminated; because

the one great and ever-present fear, the fear of death, reduces all

other considerations to their proper values. The actual fear of death

is always present, but this fear itself cannot be sordid when men can

meet it of their own free will and with the most total absence of

cringing or of cowardice.

In commercial rivalry a man will sacrifice the friend of years to gain

a given sum, which will insure him increased material comforts. In war

a man will deliberately sacrifice the life for which he wanted those

comforts, to save perhaps a couple of men who have no claim on him

whatsoever. He who before feared any household calamity now throws

himself upon a live bomb, which, even though he might escape himself,

will without his action kill other men who are near it. This deed

loses none of its value because of the general belief among soldiers

that life is cheap. Other men's lives are cheap. One's own life is

always very dear.

One of the most precious results has been the resurrection of the

quality of admiration. The man who before the war said, "Why is he my

master?" is now only too glad to accept a leader who is a leader

indeed. He has learned that as his leader cannot do without him, so he

cannot do without his leader, and although each is of equal

importance in the scheme of affairs, their positions in the scheme are

different. He has learned that there is a higher equality than the

equality of class: it is the equality of spirit.

This same feeling is reflected, more especially among the leaders of

the men, in the complete disappearance of snobbishness. No such

artificial imposition can survive in a life where inherent value

automatically finds its level; where a disguise which in peace-time

passed as superiority, now disintegrates when in contact with this

life of essentials. For war is, above all, a reduction to essentials.

It is the touchstone which proves the qualities of our youth's

training. All those pleasures that formed the gamut of a young man's

life either fall away completely or find their proper place. Sport,

games, the open-air life, have taught him that high cheerfulness,

through failure or success, which makes endurance possible. But the

complicated, artificial pleasures of ordinary times have receded into

a dim, unspoken background. The wholesomeness of the existence that

he now leads has taught him to delight in the most simple and natural

of things. This throwing aside of the perversions and fripperies of an

over-civilization has forced him to regard them with a disgust that

can never allow him to be tempted again by their inducements of

delight and dissipation. The natural, healthy desires which a man is

sometimes inclined to indulge in are no longer veiled under a mask of

hypocrisy. They are treated in a perfectly outspoken fashion as the

necessary accompaniments to a hard, open-air life, where a man's

vitality is at its best. In consequence of this, and as the result of

the deepening of man's character which war inevitably produces, the

sense of adventure and mystery which accompanied the fulfilment of

these desires has disappeared, and with it to a great extent the

desires themselves have assumed a far less importance.

In peace, and especially in war, the young man's creed is casualness.

Not the casualness of carelessness, but that which comes from the

knowledge that up to each given point he has done his best. It is

this fundamental peace of mind which comes to a soldier that forms the

beauty of his life. The order received must be obeyed in its exact

degree, neither more nor less; and the responsibility, though great,

is clearly defined. Each man must use his individual intelligence

within the scope of the part assigned to him. The responsibility

differs in kind, but not in degree, and the last link of the chain is

as important as the first. There can be no shirking or shifting, and,

knowing this, each task is finished, rounded out, and put away. One

might think that this made thought mechanical: but it is mechanical

only in so far as each man's intelligence is concentrated on his own

particular duty, and each part working in perfect order contributes to

the unison through which the whole machine develops its power. Thus

the military life induces in men a clearer and more accurate habit of

thought, and teaches each one to do his work well and above all to do

his own work only.

From this very simplicity of life, which brings out a calmness of mind

and that equable temperament that minor worries can no longer shake,

springs the mental leisure which gives time for other and unaccustomed

ideas. Men who wittingly, time and again, have faced but escaped

death, will inevitably begin to think what death may mean. As the

first lessons of obedience teach each man that he needs a leader to

pass through a certain crisis, so the crisis of death, where man must

pass alone, demands a still higher Leader. With the admission that no

man is self-sufficient, that sin of pride, which is the strongest

barrier between a man and his God, falls away. He is forced, if only

in self-defence, to recognize that faith in some all-sufficient Power

is the only thing that will carry him through. If he could cut away

the thousand sins of thought, man would automatically find himself at

faith. It is the central but often hidden point of our intelligence;

and although there are a hundred roads that lead to it, they may be

completely blocked. The clean flame of the disciplined life burns away

the rubbish that chokes these roads, and faith becomes a nearer and

more constant thing.

The sadness of war lies in the loss of actual personalities, but it is

only by means of these losses that this surrender can be attained.

It must not be thought that faith comes overnight as a free gift. It

is a long and slow process of many difficult steps. There may be first

the actual literal crumbling, unknown in peace-time, of one's solid

surroundings, to be repeated perhaps again and again until the old

habit of reliance upon them is uprooted. Then comes the realization

that this life at the front has but two possible endings. The first is

to be so disabled that a man's fighting days are over. The other is

death. Instant death rather than a slow death from wounds. Every man

hopes for a wound which will send him home to England. That, however,

is only a respite, as his return to France follows upon his

convalescence. The other most important step is the loss of one's

friends. It is not the fact of actually seeing them killed, for in the

chaos and tumult of a battle the mind hardly registers such

impressions. One's only feeling is the purely primitive one of relief,

that it is another and not one's self. It is only afterwards, when

the excitement is over, and a man realizes that again there is a space

of life, for him, but not for his friend, that the loneliness and the

loss are felt. He then says to himself, "Why am I spared when many

better men have gone?" At first resentment swallows up all other

emotions. In time, when this bitterness begins to pass, the belief

that somehow this loss is of some avail, carries him a little farther

on the road to faith. This all comes to the man who before the war

believed that the world was made for his pleasure, and who treated

life from that standpoint. All that he wanted he took without asking.

Now, all that he has he gives without being asked.

Woman, too, gives more than herself. She gives her men, her peace of

mind and all that makes her life worth living. The man after all may

have little hope, but while he is alive he has the daily pleasures of

health, vitality, excitement, and a thousand interests. A woman has

but a choice of sorrows: the sorrow of unbearable suspense or the

acceptance of the end.

Yet it needed this war to show again to women what they could best do

in life: to love their men, bear their children, care for the sick and

suffering, and learn to endure. It has taught them also to accept from

man what he is able or willing to give, and to admit a higher claim

than their own. They have been forced to put aside the demands and

exactions which they felt before were their right, and to accept

loneliness and loss without murmur or question.

A woman who loses her son loses the supreme reason of her existence;

and yet the day after the news has come, she goes back to her work for

the sons of other women. If she has more sons to give she gives them,

and faces again the eternal suspense that she has lived through

before. The younger women, who in times of peace would have looked

forward to an advantageous and comfortable marriage, will now marry

men whom they may never see again after the ten days' honeymoon is

over, and will unselfishly face the very real possibility of widowhood

and lonely motherhood. They have had to learn the old lesson that work

for others is the only cure for sorrow, and they have learned too

that it is the only cure for all those petty worries and boredoms

which assailed them in times of peace. If they have learned this, then

again one may say that war is worth while.

What effect has the war had upon those countries who in the beginning

were not engaged in it? The United States, for instance, has for three

years been an onlooker. The people of that country have had every

opportunity to view, in their proper perspectives, the feelings and

changes brought about among the men and women of the combatant

countries. At first, the enormous casualties, the sufferings and the

sorrow, led them to believe that nothing was worth the price they

would have to pay, were they to enter into the lists. For in the

beginning, before that wonderful philosophy of spirit and cheerfulness

of outlook arose, and before the far-reaching effects of the sacrifice

of loved ones could be perceived, there seemed to be little reason or

right for such a train of desolation. They were perfectly justified,

too, in thinking this, when insufficient time had elapsed to enable

them to judge of the immense, sweeping, beneficial effects that this

struggle has produced in the moral fibre and stamina of the nations

engaged.

It must be remembered that the horrors of the imagination are far

worse than the realities. The men who fight and the women who tend

their wounds suffer mentally far less than those who paint the

pictures in their minds, from data which so very often are grossly

exaggerated. One must realize that the hardships of war are merely

transient. Men suffer untold discomforts, and yet, when these

sufferings are over and mind and body are at ease for a while, they

are completely forgotten. The only mark they leave is the

disinclination to undergo them again. But on those who do not realize

them in their actuality, they cause a far more terrifying effect.

Now, others, as well, have discovered that war's advantages outweigh

so much its losses. They who with their own eyes had seen the

wonderful fortitude with which men stand pain, and the amazing

submission with which women bear sorrow, returned full of zeal and

enthusiasm, to carry the torch of this uplifting flame to their own

countrymen.

Others will realize, too, that although one may lose one's best, yet

one's worst is made better. The women will find that the characters of

their men will become softened. The clear-cut essentials of a life of

war must make the mind of man direct. It may be brutal in its

simplicity, but it is clear and frank. Yet to counteract this, the

continual sight of suffering bravely borne, the deep love and humility

that the devotion of others unconsciously produces, bring about this

charity of feeling, this desire to forgive and this moderation in

criticism, which is so marked in those who have passed through the

strenuous, searing realities of war. Since the thirty pieces of

silver, no minted coin in the world has bought so much as has the

King's shilling of to-day.

THE END

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