LIFE WITHOUT LOVE IS LIKE A ROSE WITHOUT PERFUME.
For an instant these two young girls who were to be such bitter rivals
for one man's love looked at each other.
"Oh, what exquisite embroidery!" cried Jessie. "Are you going to buy
some, Mrs. Varrick?"
"I am thinking of engaging this young person to come to the house and
make some for me, under my supervision," she returned.
"I would give so much to know how to make it!" exclaimed Jessie.
"If this young woman will give you instructions, you can take them,"
said Mrs. Varrick.
At that moment Hubert Varrick entered.
"What is all this discussion about, ladies?" he asked.
Gerelda uttered a quick gasp as he crossed the threshold. Her heart was
in her eyes behind those blue glasses. She had pictured him as being
worn and haggard with grieving for her. Did her eyes deceive her? Hubert
Varrick looked brighter and happier than she had ever seen him look
before, and, like a flash, Captain Frazier's words occurred to her--he
had soon found consolation in a new love.
"This woman is an adept at embroidering," said Jessie, "and she is to
teach me how to do it. When I have thoroughly learned it, the very first
thing I shall make will be a lovely smoking-jacket for you."
"Oh, thank you!" exclaimed Hubert. "Believe that it will be a precious
souvenir. I shall want to keep it so nice, that I will hardly dare wear
it, lest I may soil it."
The girl laughed a little merry laugh. It was well for her that she did
not turn and look at the stranger just then. Mrs. Varrick was making
arrangements with her, but she was so intently listening to that
whispered conversation about the jacket, that she scarcely heard a word
she said. She was only conscious that Mrs. Varrick had touched the bell
for one of the servants to come and show her the apartment she was to
occupy.
"May I ask the name, please?" Mrs. Varrick said.
"Miss Duncan," was the reply.
From the moment Miss Duncan--as she called herself--entered that
household her torture began. It was bad enough to be told by Captain
Frazier of her would-be lover's lack of constancy; but to witness it
with her own eyes--ah, that was maddening!
"Would that I had never entered this household!" she cried out.
She was unable to do justice to her work. Her whole life merged into one
desire--to watch Hubert Varrick and Jessie Bain.
She employed herself in embroidering a light silken scarf. This she
could take out under the trees, and see the two playing lawn-tennis on
the greensward just beyond the lilac hedge.
There was not a movement that escaped her watchful eyes during the whole
live-long day. And during the evenings, too. Would she ever forget them?
Yes, Captain Frazier was right-- Hubert Varrick had forgotten her.
She could see that Mrs. Varrick had no love for the girl. Indeed, her
dislike was most pronounced; and she felt that Hubert must have done
considerable coaxing to gain his mother's consent to bring the girl
beneath that roof.
When she learned from the housekeeper that Hubert Varrick was her
guardian, her rage knew no bounds.
It was at this critical state of affairs that Hubert Varrick received a
telegram which called him to New York for a fortnight.
Mrs. Varrick heard this announcement with a little start, while Jessie
Bain heard it with dismay.
To her it meant two long, dreary weeks that must drag slowly by before
he should return again.
No one knew what Miss Duncan thought when she heard the housekeeper
remarking that Mr. Hubert had gone to New York.
Late that afternoon she was startled by a soft little tap at her door,
and in response to her "Come in," Jessie Bain entered.
"I hope I have not interrupted you," said Jessie; "but I thought I would
like to come and sit with you, and watch you while you worked, if you
don't mind."
"Not in the least," answered Miss Duncan.
For a few moments there was a rigid silence between them, which Miss
Duncan longed to break by asking her when and where she first met Hubert
Varrick.
But while she was thinking how she might best broach the subject, Jessie
turned to her and said, "I don't see how you can work with those blue
glasses on; it must be such a strain on your eyes;" adding, earnestly:
"But I suppose you are obliged to do it, and that makes considerable
difference."
"You suppose wrong," returned Miss Duncan, with asperity. "I do it
because it is a pleasure to me."
"Oh!" said Jessie.
"It distracts my mind," continued Miss Duncan. "There are so many sad
things that occur in life, that one would give anything in this world to
be able to forget them."
"Have you had a great sorrow?" asked Jessie.
"So great that it has almost caused me to hate every woman," returned
Miss Duncan; adding: "It was love that caused it all. You will do well,
Miss Bain, if you never fall in love; for, at best, men are
treacherous."
The girl flushed, wondering if the stranger had penetrated her secret.
But she had been so careful to hide from every one that she had fallen
in love with handsome Hubert Varrick, it was almost impossible to guess
it.
As Jessie Bain did not reply to the remark which she had just made, Miss
Duncan went on hurriedly, "There is not one man in a thousand who proves
true to the woman to whom he has plighted his troth. The next pretty
face he sees turns his head. I should never want to marry a man, or even
to be engaged to one if I knew that he had ever had another love.
"By the way," she asked, suddenly lowering her voice, "I am surprised to
see Mr. Varrick looking so cheerful after the experience he has had with
his love affair."
"He was too good for that proud heiress," Jessie declared, indignantly.
"I think Heaven intended that he should be spared from such a marriage.
I-- I fairly detest her name. Please do not let us talk about her, Miss
Duncan. I like to speak well of people, but I can think of nothing save
what is bad to say of her."
With this she rose hastily, excused herself, and hurried from the room,
leaving her companion smarting from the stinging words that had fallen
from her lips.
"The impudent creature!" fairly gasped the heiress, flinging aside her
embroidery and pacing up and down the floor like a caged animal. "I
shall take a bitter revenge on her for this, or my name is not Gerelda
Northrup!"
The more she thought of it, the deeper her anger took root. They brought
her a tempting little repast; but she pushed the tea-tray from her,
leaving its contents untasted. She felt that food would have choked her.
The sun went down, and the moon rose clear and bright over the distant
hills. One by one the lights in the Varrick mansion went out, and the
clock in the adjacent steeple struck the hours until midnight. Still
Gerelda Northrup paced up and down the narrow room, intent upon her own
dark thoughts.
One o'clock chimed from the steeple, and another hour rolled slowly by;
then suddenly she stopped short, and crossed the room to where her
satchel lay on the wide window-sill. Opening it, she drew from it a
small vial containing white, glistening crystals, and hid it nervously
in her bosom; then, with trembling feet, she recrossed the room, opened
her door, and peered breathlessly out into the dimly lighted corridor.
No sound broke the awful stillness.
Closing the door gently after her, the great heiress tiptoed her way
down the wide hall like a thief in the night, her footfalls making no
sound on the velvet carpet. Jessie's was the last door at the end of
the corridor. Miss Duncan knew this well. But before she had gained it
she saw Mrs. Varrick leave her room and step to Jessie's.
She remembered Mrs. Varrick did not like the girl. A score of
conjectures flashed through her mind as to the object of that
surreptitious visit; but she put them all from her as being highly
impracticable and not to be thought of.
The morrow would tell the story. She must wait patiently until then, and
find out for herself.
How thankful she was that she had not been three minutes earlier. In
that case Mrs Varrick would have discovered her. And then, too, a
tragedy had been averted.
She took the vial from her bosom, and with trembling hands shook its
contents from the window down into the grounds below, and threw the tiny
bottle out among the rose bushes, murmuring:
"If it is ever done at all, it must not be done that way."
Then she threw herself on the couch just as the day was breaking, and
dropped into an uneasy sleep, from which she was startled by a terrific
rap on the door.