monosyllables, or not at all, and he had often to repeat them before she
condescended to answer. He spoke at meal times, and attempted to draw
her into conversation, but she either did not listen to him, was
occupied with her own thoughts, or she would not appear to hear and be
interested in what he said.
A morose expression clouded and disfigured her countenance, once so
frank and genial. Joe remarked to Jim that she was growing like the
master. Jim replied that folks who lived together mostly did resemble
one another. He knew a collier who had a favourite bull-dog, and they
were as alike in face as if they were twins.
Mehalah avoided Abraham, she rarely spoke to him, and when he attempted
to open a conversation with her she withdrew abruptly. When all her
work was done, she walked along the sea-wall to the spit of land, and,
seating herself there, remained silent, brooding, with dull, heavy eyes
looking out to sea at the passing sails, or the foaming waves.
She did not think, she sat sunk in a dull torpor. She neither hoped
anything nor recalled anything. As she had said to Elijah, she neither
loved nor hated; she did not fear him or desire him. She disliked to be
in his presence, but she would not fix her mind on him, and concern
herself about him. Her self-respect was sick, and till that was
recovered nothing could interest and revive her.
Mehalah was seated under the windmill when Mrs. De Witt drew to land.
That lady was on her war-path, and on seeing the person whom she
designed to attack and rout out of her shelter, she turned the beak of
her boat directly upon her, and thrust ashore at Mehalah's feet.
The sight of Mrs. De Witt in her red coat roused the girl from her
dream, and she rose wearily to her feet and turned to walk away.
'Glory!' shouted the fishwife after her. 'Sackalive! I want to speak to
you. Stop at once.'
Mehalah paid no attention to the call, but walked on. Mrs. De Witt was
incensed, and, after anchoring her boat, rushed after and overtook her.
'By Cock!' exclaimed the lady, 'here's manners! Didn't you hear me
hollering to you to hold hard and heave to?' She laid her hand on
Mehalah's shoulder. The girl shook it off.
'Sackalive!' cried Mrs. De Witt. 'We are out of temper to-day. We have
the meagrims. What is all this about? But I suppose you can't fare to
look an honest woman in the face. The wicious eye will drop before the
stare of wirtue!'
'What have you to say to me?' asked Mehalah moodily.
'Why, I want to speak along of you about what concerns you most of all.
Now his father and his mother are dead, who's to look after Elijah's
morals but me, his aunt? Now I can't stand these goings on, Glory!
Here are you living in this out-of-the way house with my nephew, who is
not a married man, and folks talk. My family was always respectable, we
kept ourselves up in the world. My husband's family I know nothing
about. He was a low chap, and rose out of the mud, like the winkles. I
took him up, and then I dropped him again; I was large and generous of
heart when I was young--younger than I am now. I wouldn't do it again,
it don't pay. The man will raise the woman, but the woman can't lift
the man. He grovels in the mud he came out of. She may pick him out
and wipe him clean a score of times, but when she ain't looking, in he
flops again. I have had my experience. Moses was a good-looking man,
but he looked better raw than cooked, he ate tougher than he cut. He
wasn't the husband that he seemed to promise as a bachelor. George was
another; but he was an advance on Moses, he had a little of me in him.
There was Rebow mixed with De Witt; he was a glass of half and half, rum
and water. But this is neither here nor there. We are not talking of
my family, but of you. I'm here for my nephew's welfare and for yours.
Glory! you ain't in Red Hall for any good. Do you think my nephew can
take in an old woman that is not worth sixpence to bait lines with, and
feed her and find her in liquor for nothing! Everybody knows he's after
you. He's been after you ever so long. Everybody knows that. He had a
hankering after you when George was a galliwanting on the Ray. That's
known to all the world. Well, you can't live in the house with him and
folks not talk.'
'Do you dare to believe----'
'Glory! I always make a point to believe the worst. I'm a religious
person, and them as sets up to be religious always does that. It is
part of their profession. When I buy fish of the men, I say at once, it
stinks, I know it ain't fresh! when I take shrimps I say, they're a week
out of the water, and they won't peel nicely. So I look upon you and
everyone else, and then it's a wery pleasing surprise when I find that
the stale fish turns out fresh. But it ain't often that happens. It
may happen now and then, just as now and then a whale is washed up on
Mersea Island. Now look you here, Glory! don't you believe that Elijah
will marry you and make an honest woman of you. He won't do it. He
don't think to do it. He never did intend it. He belongs to a better
family than yours. You have gipsy blood in your veins, and he knows it;
that's as bad as having king's evil or cancer. I made a mistake and
looked below me. He won't do it. He knows that I made a mistake, he
won't do the same. There's as much difference in human flesh as there
is in that of flat-fish, some is that of soles, other is that of dabs;
some is fresh and firm as that of small eels, other is coarse and greasy
as that of conger. The Rebows belong to another lot from you
altogether. Elijah knows it. He never thought to marry you. He
couldn't do it.'
Mehalah, stung even through the hard panoply of callousness in which she
had encased herself, turned surlily on the woman.
'You lie! It is I who will not marry him.'
'There's an Adam and Eve in every brown shrimp,'[1] said Mrs. De Witt
sententiously; 'and there's wigour and weakness in every human creature.
It is possible that at a time when Eve is up in Elijah he may have
proposed such a foolish thing as to marry you, and it is possible that,
at a time when Adam was the master in you, you may have refused him. I
don't deny it. But I do say that Elijah will never marry you in cold
blood. And I'll tell you what--you won't stand out against him for long.
He has too much of the Adam, and you too little for that. You may set
up your pride and self-will against him, but you will give way in the
end--your weakness will yield to his strongheadedness. What he purposes
he will carry out; you cannot oppose Elijah; the Adam in his heart is
too old and wigorous and heady.'
[1] Children find in the front paddles of the brown shrimp, when pulled
out, two quaint little figures which they call Adam and Eve.
Mehalah made no answer. Sunk in her dark thoughts she strode on, her
arms folded over her heart, to still and crush it; her head bowed.
'Now Glory!' pursued Mrs. De Witt; 'I've a bit of a liking for you,
after all, and I'm sorry for what I was forced to do about that five and
twenty pounds. I tell you, I am sorry, but I couldn't help it. I
couldn't starve, you know--I was a lone widow without a son to help me.
As I said, I've a sort of a liking for you, for you was the girl my
George----' Mehalah's breast heaved, she uttered an ill-suppressed cry,
and then covered her face.
'My poor George,' went on the old woman, aware that she had gained an
advantage. 'He was wery fond of you. Sackalive! how he would love to
talk of you to me his doting old mother, and scheme how you was to live
in love together! That boy's heart was full of you, full as----' she
cast about for a simile, 'as a March sprat is full of oil. Now I know,
my George--he was a good lad! and more like me in features than his
father, but he hadn't the soul of a Rebow!--My George, I feel sure,
couldn't rest in his grave, if he'd got one, knowing as how tongues were
going about you, and hearing what wicked things was said of your
character. A woman's good name is like new milk. If it once gets turned
there's no sweetening it after, and I can tell you what, Glory! your
name is not as fresh as it was; look to it before it is quite curdled
and sour.'
'I can do nothing! I can do nothing!' moaned the despairing girl.
'Look you here, Glory!' said Mrs. De Witt. 'I'm the aunt of the party,
and I must attend to his morals. I'll go in and see him and I'll manage
matters. He's my nephew. I can do anything with him. Trust me with
men, girl. I know 'em. They are like nettles. Grasp 'em and they are
harmless; touch 'em trembling, and they sting you. They are like eels,
try to hold them where you will and they wriggle away, but run a skewer
through their gills and you have them.'
'What are you here for, talking to my girl?' asked Rebow, suddenly
coming from behind the house, which Mrs. De Witt had now reached.
'Sackalive!' exclaimed his aunt, 'how you flustered me. We was just
talking of you when you appeared. It is wonderful how true proverbs are;
they are the Bible of those that don't read, a sort of scripture written
in the air. But I want a talk along of you, Elijah, that is what I'm
come after, I your precious aunt, who loves you as the oyster loves his
shell, and the crab its young that it cuddles.'
'What do you want with me?'
'Come, Elijah, let us go indoors. To tell you Gospel truth, I'm dry
after my row and want a wet. As I wet I will talk. I've that to say to
you that concerns you greatly.'
'Follow me,' he said surlily, and led the way up the steps. Mehalah
turned back, but walked not to the point where she had been sitting
before, lest she should be again disturbed on the return of Mrs. De Witt
to her boat. She went instead to the gate at the bridge over the dyke,
that led towards Salcott. There was no real road, only a track through
the pasture land. She leaned her hands on the bar of the gate and laid
her weary head on her hands. Outside the gate was a tillage field with
green wheat in it glancing in the early summer air. Aloft the larks
were spiring and caroling. In the ploughed soil of Mehalah's heart
nothing had sprung up,--above it no glad thought soared and sang. Her
head was paralysed and her heart was numb. The frost lay there, and the
clods were as iron.
In the meantime Mrs. De Witt was in the hall with her nephew,
endeavouring to melt him into geniality, but he remained morose and
unimpressionable.
By slow approaches she drew towards the object of her visit.
'I have been very troubled, nephew, by the gossip that goes about.'
'Have you?' asked he, 'I thought you were impervious to trouble short of
loss of grog.'
'You know, Elijah, that your character is precious to me. I wally it,
for the honour of the family.'
'What are you driving at?' he asked with an oath. 'Speak out, and then
take your slimy tongue off my premises.'
'This is my old home, Elijah, the dear old place where I spent so many
happy and innocent days.'
'Well, you are not likely to spend any more of either sort here now.
Say what you have to say, and begone.'
'You fluster me, Elijah. When I have a glass of rare good stuff such as
this, I like to sit over it, and talk, and sip, and relax.'
'I don't,' he said; 'I gulp it down and am off. Come, say your say, and
be quick about it. I have my affairs to attend to and can't sit here
palavering with an old woman.'
'Oh!' exclaimed Mrs. De Witt, in rising wrath, 'if I were young it would
be different, if I were not a moral and religious character it would be
different, if I were not a Rebow, but half gipsy, half boor, it would be
different!'
'If you allude to Glory, with that sneer,' said he, 'I tell you, it
would be different.'
'I dare say!' exclaimed Mrs. De Witt tossing her head. 'Blood and
kinship are all forgot.'
'You forgot them fast enough when you ran after Moses De Witt.'
'I did demean myself, I admit,' said she; 'but I have repented it since
in dabs and sprats, and I don't intend to do it again. Listen to me,
Elijah. Once for all, I want to know what you mean by keeping this girl
Glory here?'
'You do, do you?--So do I. I wonder; she defies and hates me, yet I
keep her. I keep her here, I can do no other. I would to God I could
shake free of her and forget her, forget that I had ever seen her, but I
can't do it. She and I are ordained for one another.'
'Parcel of stuff!' exclaimed his aunt. 'You send her packing, her and
her old fool of a mother, and I will come and keep house for you.'
'Pack Glory off!' echoed Elijah.
'Yes, break this wretched, degrading tie.'
'I couldn't do it!' he said. 'I tell you again, I would if I could. I
know as well as if it were written in flames on the sky that no good can
come of her being here, but for better for worse, for well or for woe,
here we two are, and here we remain.'
'You love her??
'I love her and I hate her. I love her with every fibre and vein, and
bone and nerve, but I hate her too, with my soul, because she does not
love me, but hates me. I could take her to my heart and keep her
there,' his breast heaved and his dark eyes flared, 'and kiss her on her
mouth and squeeze the breath out of her, and cast her dead at my feet.
Then perhaps I might be happy. I am now in hell; but were she not here,
were I alone, and she elsewhere, it would be hell unendurable in its
agonies, I should go mad like my brother. She must be mine, or my fate
is the same as his.'
'Are you going to marry her?'
'She will not marry me. Believe what I say. That girl, Glory, is the
curse and ruin of me and of this house. I know it, and yet I cannot help
it. She might have made me happy and built up my prosperity and family.
Then I should have been a good and a glad man, a man altogether other
from what I am now. But your son came in the way. He marred
everything. Glory still thinks of him, it does not matter that he be
gone. She will cling to him and keep from me. Yet she is destined for
me. She never was for George. If he were to turn up--I don't say that
it is possible or even probable, but suppose he were--she would fly to
him. I might chain her up, but she'd break away. There is nothing for
it,' he pursued, drooping into a sullen mood. 'We must battle it out
between us. None can or must intervene; whoever attempts it shall be
trampled under our feet. We must work out our own fate together; there
is no help for it. I tell you, if I were born again, and I knew that
this were before me, I'd fly to the Indies, to Africa, anywhere to be
from her, so as never to see her, never to know of her, and then I might
jog on through life in quiet, and some sort of happiness. But that is
not possible. I have seen her. I have her here under my roof, but we
are still apart as the poles. Go away, aunt, it is of no good your
interfering. No one comes here, she and I must work the sum out between
us. There's a fate over all and we cannot fight against it, but it
falls on us and crushes us.'
Mrs. De Witt was awed. She rose. She knew that her mission was
fruitless, that there was no possibility of her gaining her point.
She opened the door, and started back before an apparition in carnation
and white.
'Whom have we here?'
'Mrs. Charles Pettican, madam,' said the apparition with a stately
curtsey.
*CHAPTER XXII.*
*THE LAST STRAW.*
Mehalah was lost to consciousness, leaning on the gate, her aching brow
and leaden eyes in her hand. She did not hear the larks that sang above
her, nor saw the buttercups and daisies that smiled to her from below.
By the gate was a willow covered with furry flower now ripe and shedding
its golden pollen. The soft air scattered the delicate yellow dust over
the girl's hair and neck and shoulders, a minute golden powder, but she
noticed it not. The warm air played caressingly with some of her dark
hair, and the sun brought out its copper glow--she was unaware of all.
A little blue butterfly flickered above her and lighted on her head, it
lay so still that the insect had no fear.
Then a hand shook the gate.
'Gone to sleep, girl?' asked a female voice.
Mehalah looked up dreamily.
A young, handsome, and dashing lady before her, in white and carnation,
a crimson feather in her hat, and carmine in her cheeks. Mehalah slowly
recognised Admonition.
Mrs. Pettican looked curiously at her.
'Who are you?--Oh! I know, the girl Sharland!' and she laughed.
Mehalah put her hand to the latch to open the gate.
'You need not trouble,' said Admonition: 'I want nothing from you. I
have heard of you. You are the young person,' with an affected cough,
'whom Master Rebow has taken to live with him I think. You had the
assurance once to come to my dear husband, and to pester him.'
'He was kind to me,' said Mehalah to herself.
'Oh yes, he was very kind indeed. He did not know much of you then.
Report had not made him familiar with your name.'
Mehalah looked moodily at her. It was of no use pretending to
misunderstand her. It was of no use resenting the insinuation. She
sullenly bore the blow and suffered.
'I have come here on your behalf,' said Admonition, speaking to her
across the gate. She had the gate half open, and kept it between them.
'You have nothing to do with me, or I with you,' said Mehalah.
'Oh! nothing, I am respectable. I keep myself up, I look after my
character!' sneered Mrs. Pettican. 'Nevertheless I am here with an offer
from my husband. He is ready to receive your mother into his house; I do
not approve of this, but he is perverse and will have his way. He will
take her in and provide for her.'
'Mehalah looked up. A load was being lifted from her heart. Were her
mother taken in by Mr. Pettican, then she could leave, and leave for
ever, Red Hall.
'Yes. He admits his relationship,' said Admonition. 'I would not, were
I he, now that the name is--well--not so savoury as it was. But he is
not particular. Men are not. I have been brought up, I am thankful to
say, with very strict ideas, and have been formed in a school quite
other from that of Mr. Pettican. However, as I was observing--you need
not come near me--keep the gate between us, please.'
'You were saying,' anxiously repeated Mehalah, who had stepped forward
in her eagerness.
'I was saying that Mr. Pettican will overlook a great deal, and will
receive your mother into his house, and provide her with all that is
necessary. But you----'
'I,' repeated Mehalah, breathlessly.
'You must never, never set foot within my doors. I could not allow it.
I am a person of respectability, I value proprieties. I could not allow
my house to be spoken of as one which admitted--' with a contemptuous
shrug.
Mehalah took no notice of the insult. She looked hard at Admonition,
and said gravely, 'You will shelter and care for my mother, on condition
that I never go near her.'
'Yes.'
'I may never see her, never speak to her, never kiss her again.'
'No, I could not suffer you to enter my respectable house.'
'Not even if she were dying?'
'My character would not allow of it. The respectability of my house
must be maintained.'
Mehalah thought for awhile.
'I cannot make up my mind at once,' she said.
'It will be a great relief to you to get rid of your mother.'
'Yes, immeasurable.'
'I thought as much!' with a toss of the head, and curl of the lip.
Mehalah did not give attention to these marks of contempt. Presently
she asked, 'And who will attend to my mother?'
'I will.'
'_You!_' exclaimed Glory, with a flash of her old indignation. '_You_,
who neglect and illtreat the husband who lifted you out of the gutter.
You who have not gratitude and generosity to the man to whom you owe
your position and comforts! How would you treat a poor, helpless, aged
woman trusting to your mercy unconditioned, when the man who bound you
to him by most solemn and sacred promises is insulted, and neglected,
and degraded by you? No, never. My mother shall never, never be left
to you of all women in the world. Never, never, never!' she beat her
hand on the gate. 'Let me bear my burden, let it crush me, but she
shall not be taken from me and die of neglect and cruel treatment. I
can bear!' she raised herself with a poor effort of her old energy, 'I
will bear all for her. She once bore with me.'
'Drab!' hissed Admonition, and she flung past her, shaking the gate
furiously as she went by.
It was with carnation in her cheek as well as in her dress and hat that
she appeared before Mrs. De Witt and Elijah Rebow.
Mrs. De Witt drew back to let Mrs. Pettican in.
'I think you was passing out,' said the latter; 'madam, your servant.'
'Your servant, madam,' from Mrs. De Witt, still lingering.
'Now then, one at a time. Aunt, go out and shut the door,' said Rebow
peremptorily, and the old woman was obliged to obey.
'What has brought you here?' asked Elijah surlily.
Mrs. Pettican looked round, then drew nearer. 'I think,' she said, 'you
once advised me something, but I don't know how far your interest is the
same as it was.'
'What do you mean?'
'I don't know whether you would be satisfied to get Mehalah Sharland off
your hands now, or keep her here.'
'She remains here, she never shall leave it.'
'It is just this,' said Admonition. 'My husband has of late been
plucking up a little courage, or showing obstinacy. My cousin
Timothy--I don't know what to make of him--he is not what he was. He is
always making some excuse or other to get away, and I find he goes to
Mersea. He hasn't been as dutiful and amiable to me of late, as I have
a right to expect, considering how I have found him in food and drink
and tobacco, the best of all, and no stint. There's some game up
between him and my husband, and I believe it is this, I know it is this.
Charles is bent on getting Mrs. Sharland and her daughter, the latter
especially, to come and live with him and take care of him. He dares to
say I neglect him. He reckons on pitting that girl against me, he
thinks that she would be more than a match for me.'
'He thinks right,' burst in Rebow with a laugh.
'I won't have her in the house. I don't mind taking in the old woman,
but the daughter I will not admit.'
'You are right. She'd master you and make you docile or drive you out,'
jeered Rebow.
'She shall not come. I have told her so. I will not be opposed and
brow-beaten in my own house. I will not have the care of my husband
wrested from me.'
'Have you come here to tell me this?'
'I know that Charles and Timothy have put their heads together. They
are both up in rebellion against me, and Timothy has walked over to
Mersea to get a boat and row here to invite that girl to come with her
mother to Wyvenhoe, and take up their abode with my husband. Charles
promises if they will do so to provide for them and leave them
everything in his will, so as to make them independent at my cost. When
I got wind of this--I overheard the scheme by the merest accident--I got
a gig and was driven over to Salcott, and the boy has put up the horse
at the inn, and I walked on. I will stop this little game. The girl
shall not come inside the house. If she puts in her little finger, her
fist will follow, and I will be driven out, though I am the lawful wife
of Charles Pettican. I don't know what Timothy means by aiding and
abetting him in this. I will have it out with him, and that very soon.
I want to know what are your views. I have been pretty plain with mine.
You may help me or hinder me, but I hope I shall be able to keep my door
locked against such as that girl, and if Timothy thinks to flirt along
with her under my roof, and before my face, he is vastly mistaken. That
husband of mine is deeper than I suspected, or he would not have come
over Timothy and got him to aid him in this. But I see it all. Timothy
thinks if the girl gets there, and is to have Charles' money, he will
make up to her, marry her, and share the plunder. If that be his game
he has left me out of his calculations. Timothy is a fool, or he would
not have gone over from me to Charles. I'll have the matter out
here----'
'Not in this room,' said Elijah. 'There's rows enough go on in here
without your making another. Set your mind at rest: Glory does not leave
this house. But I advise you to see your cousin, and, if possible,
prevent him from making the proposal. If she hears it, she will be off
to-morrow, and carry her mother with her; and then there may be trouble
to you and me to get her back.'
'She shall not come across my doorstep.'
'I tell you if once she hears that the chance is given her, she will go,
and not you nor a legion of such as you could keep her out. Go upstairs
and go straight on till you come to a door. Go in there; it is the
bedroom of Glory and her mother. Never mind the old fool--she is sick
and in bed. You will find a small room or closet beyond, with a
three-cornered window in it. Look out of that. It commands the whole
bay, and you will see a boat, if it approaches the Hall. There's Sunken
island and Cobb marsh between you and Mersea City. You will see a boat
creep through one of the creeks of Cobb marsh into Virley flat, and that
will be the boat with your cousin in it. If you come down then you will
meet him as he lands.'
As soon as Admonition had rushed past Mehalah the girl walked away from
the gate and ascended the sea-wall. She could obtain peace nowhere.
She could hide nowhere, be nowhere without interruption. She saw Mrs.
De Witt depart, and thought that now she could sit on the wall and
remain unmolested. But again was she disturbed, this time by old
Abraham. He was at the near landing-stage, just come from the Ray--the
landing-place employed when tides were full. 'Hark ye, mistress,' said
the shepherd. 'I've had much on my tongue this many a day, but you
haven't given me the chance to spit it out. I won't be put off any
longer.'
She did not answer or move away. The reaction after the momentary
kindling of hope and burst of passion had set in, and she had relapsed
into her now wonted mood.
'It is of no use, mistress, your going on as you are,' continued the old
man. 'Wherever he is, the master speaks of you as no man ought to speak
save of his wife; and all the world knows you are not that. What are
you, then? You are in a false position, and that is one of your own
making.'
'You know it is not, Abraham.'
'I know it is one you could step out of to-morrow if you chose,' he
said. 'The master has offered you your right place. As long as you
refuse to take it so long everybody will be turned against you, and you
against everybody. You keep away from everybody because you shame to
see them and be seen by them. I know you don't like the master, but
that's no reason why you shouldn't take him. Beggars mustn't be
choosers. He is not as young and handsome as George De Witt, but he is
not such a fool, and he has his pockets well lined, which the other had
not.'
'It is of no use your saying this to me, Abraham,' said Mehalah sadly.
'No, it is not,' pursued the dogged old man. 'Here you must stick as
long as your mother lives, and she may live yet a score of years.
Creaky gates last longest. Why, she ain't as old as I, and there's a
score of years' work in me yet. How can you spend twenty years here
along of the master, with all the world talking? It will shame you to
your grave, or brazen you past respect. This state of things can't do
good to anybody. You must take him, and set yourself right with the
world, or go from here.'
'I cannot get away. Would to heaven I could!'
'Then you must marry him. There is no escape from it, for your own
sake. Why, girl,' the shepherd went on, 'if you was his wife you would
have a lawful right and place here--this house, these marshes, these
cattle would be yours. You would not be dependent on him for anything;
you would hold them as a right. Now he can have you and your mother in
prison at any time, for you are still his tenants and owe him rent for
the Ray. But if you marry him, you cut away his power: he can't proceed
against you and your mother for one penny. You would cancel the debt,
do away with the obligation. If you was to marry him, and saw your way
clear, I fancy you might go away at any time, and he would have no hold
on you. Now he has you fast by this claim. And now your character is
being ruined by association with him. There,' continued the old man, 'I
doubt I never said so much afore; but I have known you since you was a
girl, and I no more like to see you going to the bad than I like to see
a field that has been well tilled allowed to be overrun with thistles,
or a sheep lie down in the fen and die of rot that might have been saved
with a little ointment stuck on in proper time.'
Mehalah made no response.
'I dare say it stings.' said Dowsing. 'I've seen sheep jump with pain
when the copperas comes against a raw; but that's better than to lie
down and rot away without an effort, and without a word, as you are
doing now.' He gave her a nod, and went on his way.
Mehalah stepped into his boat and seated herself in her usual manner,
with her head in her arms, and sank into her wonted torpor.
'Now, then, young woman!'
Again interrupted, again aroused. There was no rest for her that day.
'Jump on land, will you, young woman, and let this lass step into your
boat and get ashore without having to go into the mud.'
'Timothy! that is Mehalah!' exclaimed Phoebe Musset. She was in the
boat with Admonition's cousin. 'I'd rather you carried me. I do not
want to be obliged to her for anything.'
Mehalah stepped from her boat upon the turf, and held out her hand
mechanically to assist the girl.
'Don't hold out your hand to me!' screamed Phoebe. 'I wouldn't touch it.
Keep to yourself, if you please, and let me pass.'
'Why, Phoebe!' exclaimed Timothy, 'what is the matter? I have come here
to see this girl.'
'What!--to see Mehalah--or Glory, as you sailor and fisher fellows like
to call her?'
'Yes.'
'Then I'm ashamed to have come with you,' said Phoebe, pouting. 'You
offered me a nice little row on the water, and the sun was so bright,
and the air so warm, and you were so agreeable, that I ventured; but I
would not have stepped into the boat had I known you were coming to
visit another young woman, and she one of so smirched a character.'
'Phoebe! For shame!'
'For shame!' repeated the girl turning on Timothy. 'For shame to you, to
bring me here with you when you are visiting this----' She eyed Mehalah
from head to foot with studied insolence, and sniffed. 'I know her. A
bad, spiteful cat! always running after fellows. She tried to wheedle
poor George De Witt into marrying her. When he was lost, she burnt her
house and flung herself on the mercy, into the arms, of Rebow. Now, I
suppose, she is setting her red cap at you. Oh! where is the cap gone,
eh?' turning to Mehalah as she skipped ashore.
Timothy was fastening the boat to that of Dowsing.
Mehalah's wrath was rising. She had endured much that day--more than
she could well bear. The impertinence of this malicious girl was
intolerable altogether. She turned away to leave her.
'Stop! stop!' shouted Timothy. 'I have come here with a message to you.
I have come here expressly to see you. I picked up Miss Musset on the
way----'
'You picked me up just to amuse me till you found Glory!' screamed
Phoebe. 'Now you pitch me overboard, as that savage treated me once. I
will not stand this. Timothy, come back this instant! Row me back to
Mersea. I have not come here to be insulted. I will not speak another
word with you unless you----'
'For heaven's sake,' cried Timothy, tearing down the sea-wall and
jumping into the boat, 'come in, Phoebe, at once, or I shall be off and
leave you!'
'What is the matter now?'
He had his knife out, and was hacking through the cord that attached his
boat to Dowsing's. In another moment he was rowing as hard as he could
down the creek.
Admonition appeared on the wall. Timothy had detected her crossing the
marsh, and fled.
She turned in fury on Phoebe.
Mehalah withdrew to the windmill, away from their angry voices, and
remained sitting by the sea till the shadows of evening fell.
Then she returned, a fixed determination in her face, which was harder
and more moody than before.
She walked deliberately to the hall, opened the door, and stepped in.
Elijah was there, crouched over the empty hearth, as though there was a
fire on it. He looked up.
'Well, Glory?'
Her bosom heaved. She could not speak.
'You have something to say,' he proceeded. 'Won't the words come out?
Do they stick?' His wild dark eye was on her.
'Elijah,' she said, with burning brow and cheek, 'I give up. I will
marry you.'
He gave a great shout and sprang up.
'Listen patiently to me,' she said, with difficulty controlling her
agitation. 'I will marry you, and take your name, but only to save
mine. That is all. I will neither love you, nor live with you, save as
I do now. These are my terms. If you will take them, so be it. If not,
we shall go on as before.'
He laughed loudly, savagely.
'I told you, Glory, my own, own Glory, what must be. You would not come
under my roof, but you came. You would not marry me--now you submit.
You will not love me--you must and shall. Nothing can keep us apart.
The poles are drawing together. Perhaps there may be a heaven for us
both here. But I do not know. Anyhow the sum is nearer the end than it
was. Glory, this day week you shall be my wife.
*CHAPTER XXIII.*
*BEFORE THE ALTAR.*
Virley Church has been already described, as far as its external
appearance goes. The interior was even less decent.
It possessed but one bell, which was tolled alike for weddings and for
funerals; there was a difference in the pace at which it went for these
distinct solemnities, but that was all. The bell produced neither a
cheerful nor a lugubrious effect on either occasion, as it was cracked.
The dedication of Virley Church is unknown--no doubt because it never
had a patron; or if it had, the patron disowned it. No saint in the
calendar could be associated with such a church and keep his character.
St. Nicholas is the patron of fishers, St. Giles of beggars, but who
among the holy ones would spread his mantle over worshippers who were
smugglers or wreckers? When we speak of worshippers we use an
euphemism; for though the church sometimes contained a congregation, it
never held one of worshippers. Salcott and Virley, the Siamese-twin
parishes, connected by a wooden bridge, embraced together five hundred
souls. There were two churches, but few churchgoers.
On the day of which we write, however, Virley Church was full to
overflowing. This is not saying much, for Virley Church is not bigger
than a stable that consists of two stalls and a loose box, whereof the
loose box represents the chancel. When the curate in charge preached
from the pulpit--the rectors of the two parishes were always
non-resident--they kept a curate between them--he was able to cuff the
boys in the west gallery who whispered, cracked nuts, or snored.
The bellringer stood in the gallery, and had much ado to guard his
knuckles from abrasion against the ceiling at each upcast of the rope.
He managed to save them when tolling for a burial, but when the movement
was double-quick for a wedding his knuckles came continually in contact
with the plaster; and when they did an oath, audible throughout the
sacred building, boomed between the clangours of the bell.
Virley Church possessed one respectable feature, a massive chancel-arch,
but that gaped; and the pillars slouched back against the wall in the
attitude of the Virley men in the village street waiting to insult the
women as they went by.
On either side of the east window hung one table of the Commandments,
but a village humourist had erased all the 'nots' in the Decalogue; and
it cannot be denied that the parishioners conscientiously did their
utmost to fulfil the letter of the law thus altered.
The congregation on Sundays consisted chiefly of young people. The
youths who attended divine worship occupied the hour of worship by
wafting kisses to the girls, making faces at the children, and
scratching ships on the paint of the pews. Indeed, the religious
services performed alternately at the two churches might have been
discontinued, without discomposure to any, had not traditional usage
consecrated them to the meeting of young couples. The 'dearly beloveds'
met in the Lord's house every Lord's day to acknowledge their 'erring
and straying like lost sheep' and make appointments for erring and
straying again.
The altar was a deal table, much wormeaten, with a box beneath it. The
altar possessed no cover save the red cotton pocket-handkerchief of the
curate cast occasionally across it. The box contained the battered
Communion plate, an ironmoulded surplice with high collar, a
register-book, the pages glued together with damp, and a brush and pan.
The Communion rails had rotted at the bottom; and when there was a
Communion the clerk had to caution the kneelers not to lean against the
balustrade, lest they should be precipitated upon the sanctuary floor.
No such controversy as that which has of late years agitated the Church
of England relative to the position of the celebrant could have affected
Virley, for the floor in the midst, before the altar, had been eaten
through by rats, emerging from an old grave, and exposed below gnawed
and mouldy bones a foot beneath the boards.
A marriage without three 'askings' was a novelty in Salcott and Virley
sufficient to excite interest in the place; and when that marriage was
to take place between one so well known and dreaded as Elijah Rebow and
a girl hardly ever seen, but of whom much was spoken, it may well be
supposed that Virley Church was crowded with sightseers. The gallery
was full to bursting. Sailor-boys in the front amused themselves with
dropping broken bits of tobacco-pipe on the heads below, and giggling at
the impotent rage of those they hit.
There was a sweep in Salcott, who tenanted a tottering cottage, devoid
of furniture. The one room was heaped with straw, and into this the
sweep crept at night for his slumbers. This man now appeared at the
sacred door.
'Look out, blackie!' shouted those near; 'we are not going to be smutted
by you.'
'Then make way for your superiors.'
'Superiors!' sneered a matron near.
'Well, I am your superior,' said the sweep, 'for my proper place is
poking out at the top of a chimney, and yours is poking into the fire at
the bottom. Make way. I have a right to see as well as the best of
you.'
The crowd contracted on either side in anxiety for their clothes, and
the sweep worked his way to the fore.
'I'll have the best place of you all,' he said, as the gods in the
gallery received him with ironical cries of 'Sweep! sweep!'
He charged into the chancel, and sent his black legs over the Communion
rails.
At some remote period the chancel of Virley had fallen, and had been
rebuilt, with timber and bricks on the old walls left to the height of
two feet above the floor. As the old walls were four feet thick, and
the new walls only the thickness of one brick, the chancel was provided
with a low seat all round it, like the _cancellae_ of an ancient
basilica. The sweep, with a keen eye peering through his soot, had
detected this seat and seen that it was unappropriated. He was over the
altar with a second jump, and had seated himself behind it, facing west,
in the post of dignity occupied in the Primitive Church by the bishop,
with his legs under the table, and his elbows on it, commanding the best
view attainable of everything that went on, or that would go on, in the
church.
His example was followed at once. A rush of boys and men was made for
the chancel; the railings fell before them, and they seized and
appropriated the whole of the low seat that surrounded the sanctuary.
'I've the best place now, you lubbers,' said the sweep. 'I shall have
them full in face, and see the blushes of the bride.'
'They are a-coming! they are a-coming!' was repeated through the church.
A boy peering out of the window that lighted the gallery had seen the
approach of the procession from Red Hall over the wooden bridge.
In came the Reverend Mr. Rabbit, very hot and sneezy--he laboured under
hay fever all the blooming time of the year. He got to the altar. The
clerk dived into the box and rose to the surface with the register-book
and the surplice.
'Where is the ink?'
'Here is a pen,' said the clerk, producing one with nibs parted like the
legs of the Colossus of Rhodes.
'But we shall want ink.'
'There is a bottle somewhere in the box,' said the clerk.
'Never mind if there ain't,' observed one of the elders seated by the
table; 'there is the sweep here handy, and you have only to mix a bit of
his smut with the tears of the bride.'
'Shut that ugly trap of yours,' said the chimney-cleaner.
'It may be ugly,' retorted the humourist, 'but it is clean.'
'Here they are!' from the gallery.
'Make way!' shouted Mrs. De Witt, battering about her with her umbrella.
'How are people to get married if you stuff up the door, as though
caulking a leak?'
She drove her way in.
'Now, then,' said she, 'come on, Mistress Sharland. Dear soul alive! how
unmannerly these Virley people are! They want some of us from Mersea to
come and teach them manners. Now, then, young Spat!' she shouted to a
great boy in a fishing guernsey, 'do you want your head combing? Do you
see what you have done to my best silk gown? What do you mean coming to
a house of worship in mud-splashers?[1] Are you come here after
winkles?'
[1] Wooden paddles, worn by those who go out 'winkling' in the mud, to
prevent their sinking.
'I ain't got my splashers on,' said the boy.
'Then you have feet as big and as dirty as paddles. You have trodden on
my best silk and took it out at the gathers.' Then, turning and looking
through the door behind her, she waved her umbrella with a proud
flourish. 'Come on, hearties! I've cleared the way.'
She put her shoulder to the crowd and wedged her way further ahead.
'Ah!' she said, 'here are a lot of sniggering girls. If all was known
what ought to be known some of you ought to be getting married to-day.
Leave off your laughing up there!' gesticulating towards the boys in the
loft. 'Don't you know yet how to behave in a place of worship? I have
a great mind to draw my _Pandora_ up at Virley hard and settle here and
teach you.'
Mehalah came in, pale, with sunken eyes, that burned with feverish
brightness. A hectic flush dyed her cheeks. Her lips were set and did
not tremble.
After having given her promise, under conditions, to Rebow she had
neither slept nor eaten. She had abandoned her habit of retiring to the
shore to sit and brood, and maintained instead incessant activity. When
she had done what was necessary for others she made work for herself.
Mrs. Sharland had forgotten her ague and left her bed in the excitement
and pleasure of her daughter's submission. She had attempted several
times to speak to Mehalah of her approaching marriage, but had not been
able to wring a word out of her. From the moment Glory gave her consent
to Rebow she said not another syllable on the subject to him or to
anyone. She became more taciturn and retiring, if possible, than before.
Abraham Dowsing had saluted her and attempted a rough congratulation.
She had turned her back and walked away.
Elijah's conduct was the reverse of Glory's. His gloom was gone, and
had made way for boisterous and demonstrative joy. His pride was
roused, and he insisted on the marriage preparations being made on a
liberal scale. He threw a purse into Mrs. Sharland's lap, and bade her
spend it how she liked on Mehalah's outfit and her own. The old woman
had been supremely happy in arranging everything, her happiness only
dashed by the unsympathetic conduct of one chief performer in the
ceremony, her daughter, whom she could not interest in any point
connected with it.
There had been a little struggle that morning. Mehalah had drawn on her
blue 'Gloriana' jersey as usual, and Mrs. Sharland had insisted on its
coming off. The girl had submitted after a slight resistance, and had
allowed herself passively to be arrayed as her mother chose.
Elijah was dressed in a blue coat, with brass buttons, and
knee-breeches. No one had seen him so spruce before.
'I say, dame,' whispered Farmer Goppin to his wife, 'the master of Red
Hall is turning over a new leaf to-day.'
'Maybe,' she answered, 'but I doubt it will be a blank one. Look at the
girl. It won't be a gay[2] for him.'
[2] Essex for 'Picture.'
'Move on!' said Mrs. De Witt. 'I'll keep the road.'
Mrs. De Witt had come at Rebow's special request. She had put on for the
occasion her silk dress, in which she had gone from home and been
married. Her figure had altered considerably through age and maternity,
and the dress was now not a little too tight for her. Her hooking
together had been a labour of difficulty, performed by Mrs. Sharland at
Red Hall; it had been beyond her own unassisted powers, in the
_Pandora_, when she drew on the ancient dress.
'Dear Sackalive!' exclaimed Mrs. De Witt when she extracted the garment
from the lavender in which it had lain, like a corpse in balm, for some
five-and-twenty years, 'I was a fool when I last put you on; and I won't
fit myself out in you again for the same purpose, unless I am driven to
it by desperate circumstances.'
Unable to make the body meet, she had thrown a smart red coat over it;
and having engaged a boy to row her to Red Hall, sat in the stern, with
her skirt pinned over her head, as though the upper part of her person
were enveloped in a camera lucida; in which she was viewing in miniature
the movements of the outer world. On reaching Red Hall she had thrown
off the scarlet, and presented her back pleadingly to Mrs. Sharland.
'I ought not to have done it, but I did,' said she in a tone of
confidence. 'I mean I oughtn't to have put this gown on, last time I
wore it,' she explained when Mrs. Sharland inquired her meaning. 'It
was thus it came about: I was intimate with the sister of Moses De Witt,
and one Mersea fair I went over to the merrymakings, and she inwited me
to take a mouthful with her and her brother on board the _Pandora_. I
went, and I liked the looks of the wessel, and of Moses, so I said to
him, "You seem wery comfortable here, and I think I could make myself
comfortable here too. So, if you are noways unobjectionable, I think I
will stay." And I did. I put on my silk gown, and was married to
Moses, in spite of all my parents said, and I turned the sister of De
Witt out and took her place.'
Mrs. De Witt felt great restraint in the silk gown. Her arms were like
wings growing out of her shoulderblades. She was not altogether
satisfied that the hooks would hold, and therefore carried to church
with her the military coat, over her arm. She wore her hair elaborately
frizzled. She had done it with the stove poker, and had worn it for
some days in curl-papers. Over this was a broad white chip hat, tied
under her chin with skyblue ribands, and she had inserted a sprig of
forget-me-nots inside the frizzle of hair over her forehead. 'Bless my
soul,' she said to herself, 'the boys will go stark staring mad of love
at the sight of me. I look like a pretty miss of fifteen--I do, by
Cock!'
Mrs. De Witt succeeded in bringing her party before the altar, at which
still sat the sweep, deaf to the feeble expostulations of the curate,
which he had listened to with one eye closed and his red tongue hanging
out of the corner of his mouth.
Mr. Rabbit was obliged to content himself with a protest, and vest
himself hastily for the function.
'Look here,' said Mrs. De Witt, who took on herself the office of master
of the ceremonies: 'I am not going to be trodden on and crumpled. Stand
back, good people; stand back, you parcel of unmannerly cubs! Let me
get where I can keep the boys in order and see that everything gives
satisfaction. I have been married; I ought to know all the ways and
workings of it, and I do.'
She thrust her way to the pulpit, ascended the stair, and installed
herself therein.
'Oh, my eye!' whispered the boys in the gallery. 'The old lady is busted
all down her back!'
'What is that?' asked Mrs. De Witt in dismay. She put her hands behind
her. The observation of the boys was just. Her efforts to clear a way
had been attended with ruin to the fastenings of her dress, and had
brought back her arms to their normal position at the expense of
hooks-and-eyes.
'It can't be helped,' said Mrs. De Witt, 'so here goes!' And she drew
on her military coat to hide the wreck.
'Now, then, parson, cast off! Elijah, you stand on the right, and Glory
on the left.'
The curate sneezed violently and rubbed his nose, and then his inflamed
eyes. The dust of the flowering grass got even into that mouldy church,
rank with grave odours and rotting timber. He began with the
Exhortation. Mrs. De Witt followed each sentence with attention and
appropriate gesture.
'"Is not to be enterprised nor taken in hand unadvisedly, lightly, or
wantonly,"' she repeated, with solemn face and in an awestruck whisper;
then, poking the boys in the gallery with her umbrella, 'Just you listen
to that, you cubs!' Then she nodded and gesticulated at the firstly,
secondly, and thirdly of the address to those whom she thought needed
impressing with the solemn words. Elijah answered loudly to the
questions asked him whether he would have the girl at his side to be his
wedded wife. Her answer was faint and reluctantly given.
'"Who giveth this woman to be married to this man?"'
There was a pause.
'Speak up, Mistress Sharland, speak up!' said Mrs. De Witt in a tone of
authority. 'Or, if you don't speak, curtsey.'
The curate was affected with a violent sneezing fit. When he recovered
he went on.
Rebow clasped Mehalah's hand firmly, and firmly repeated the sentences
after the priest.
'"I, Elijah, take thee----"' began the curate; then asked, in a whisper,
'What is the bride's name?'
'Mehalah,' answered the mother.
'"I, Elijah, take thee, Mehalah, to my wedded wife,"' began the curate.
'"I, Elijah, take thee, Glory, to my wedded wife,"' repeated Rebow.
'That is not the name,' protested Mr. Rabbit.
'I marry Glory, and no one else; I take her by that name and by none
other,' said Rebow. 'Go on.'
'Say the words after me,' the curate whispered to Mehalah, who began to
tremble. She obeyed, but stopped at the promise 'to love, cherish, and
to obey.' The curate repeated it again.
"To obey,"' said Mehalah.
Mr. Rabbit looked uncertain how to act.
'"To love, cherish, and obey,"' he suggested faintly.
'Go on,' ordered Rebow. 'Let her obey now; the rest will come in due
season.'
The priest nervously submitted.
'Now for the ring,' said the clerk. 'Put it on the book.'
Rebow was taken by surprise. 'By heaven!' he said, 'I forgot all about
that.'
'You must have something to use for the purpose,' said the curate.
'Have you no ring of your own?'
'No. Am I like to have?'
'Then let her mother lend her her own marriage-ring.'
'She shall not,' said Rebow angrily. 'No, no! Glory's marriage with me
is not a second-hand affair, and like that of such fools as she,'
pointing to Mrs. Sharland. 'No, we shall use a ring such as has never
been used before, because our union is unlike all other unions. Will
this do?' He drew the link of an iron chain from his pocket.
'This is a link broke off my brother's fetters. I picked it up on the
sea-wall this morning. Will it do?'
'It must do for want of a better,' said the curate.
Elijah threw it on the book; then placed it on Mehalah's finger, with a
subdued laugh. 'Our bond, Glory,' he said, in a low tone, 'is not of
gold, but of iron.'
*CHAPTER XXIV.*
*THE VIAL OF WRATH.*
Elijah Rebow, in the pride and ostentation of his heart, had invited the
curate, the clerk, Mrs. De Witt, Farmer Goppin, Reuben Grout, innkeeper
of the 'Rising Sun,' and several others to eat and drink with him and
his bride at Red Hall after the ceremony. The marriage had taken place
in the afternoon. The law in Marshland was flexible as osier--it must
bend to man's convenience, not man submit to law.
Mrs. De Witt took the management of everything out of the hands of the
feeble Mrs. Sharland. 'You're not up to the job,' she said. 'It wants
some one with eyes in her elbows and as many legs as a crab.'
Mrs. De Witt was everywhere, in the kitchen, the hall, the oak parlour.
She had pinned up her silk dress about her, so that it might take no
harm.
'There,' said she to the assembled guests, as she brought in a pail full
of shrimps and set it on the table. 'Stay your appetites on them, and
imitate the manners of high society, which always begins with fish and
works up to solids. I brought them myself as my contribution to the
feast. Do you, Elijah, hand a wet round: if the others be like me they
are dry. Marriage, as I always found it, is a dry job.'
'Where is Glory?' asked Elijah.
'Oh, yes!' exclaimed Mrs. De Witt. 'That is like you, Elijah, shouting,
"Where is Glory?" Do you think she is to come here toozling about among
the wittles in her best gown? She is upstairs getting her dress
changed.'
He was pacified.
Mrs. Sharland passed here and there, eager to be supposed useful,
actually getting across Mrs. De Witt's path and interfering with her
proceedings.
'I can't stand this,' said the fishwife. 'You go upstairs and see after
Mehalah. I am going to dish up the pudding.'
'I will take the gravy in the sauceboat,' said Mrs. Sharland.
'Don't get your shivers on at the time, then, and send the grease over
everyone,' advised Mrs. De Witt.
'There now, Elijah!' exclaimed she, full of pride, when the table was
spread. 'Do look at them dumplings. They are round, plump, and
beautiful as cherubs' heads on monuments.'
'Where is Glory?' asked Rebow.
'Run up,' said Mrs. De Witt to the mother, 'tell the girl we are waiting
for her. Bid her come at once before the gravy clots.'
An Essex dinner begins with dumplings soused in gravy. When these have
been demolished the flesh follows.
The guests sat, with black-handled knives and forks in hand, mouths and
noses projected, and eyes riveted on the steaming puddings, ready to cut
into them the moment the signal was given.
Mrs. Sharland was slow of foot. Every step was taken leisurely up the
stairs and along the passage.
'I'm afeared,' said Farmer Goppin, 'the outer edge of the pudding, about
an inch deep all round, is getting the chill.'
'And there is a scum of fat forming on the gravy, said Reuben Grout,
'just like cat-ice on my duck-pond, or like mardlins[1] in spring on a
ditch. Had not I better set the gravy against the fire till the good
lady comes down?'
[1] 'Mardlins' are duckweed.
'She is coming,' said Rebow; and then he drummed on the table with his
knife. Mrs. Sharland leisurely returned. She was alone.
'Well?' from Rebow.
'Mehalah is not in her room.'
'Curse it!' said Elijah. 'Where is she, then? Go and fetch her.'
'I do not know where she is.'
'She will be here directly,' said Rebow, controlling himself. 'You may
fall to, neighbours.'
At the word every fork was plunged into the puddings, and every knife
driven into their hearts. Each sought who could appropriate to himself
the largest block of pudding. Then there ensued a struggle for the
gravy, and great impatience was manifested by those who had to wait till
others had well drenched their hunches of dough in the greasy liquor.
Rebow leaned back in his chair, holding knife and fork erect on the
table. 'Why is she not here? She ought to be here.'
'Take some dumpling, Elijah?'
'I won't eat till my Glory comes.'
'Lord preserve you!' exclaimed Mrs. De Witt, slapping his back. 'Go on
and eat. You don't understand girls, as you do calves, that is a fact.
Why, a girl on her marriage-day is shamefaced, and does not like to be
seen. In high society they hide their heads in their wails all day.
That is what the wails are for. I was like that. You may look at me,
but it is true as that every oyster wears a beard. When I was married
to Moses I was that kittle, coy young bird I would have dived and hid
among the barnacles on the keel of the wessel, had I been able to keep
under water like a duck.'
'Where is she?'
'How do I know? Never fear; she is somewhere--gone out to get a little
fresh air. It was hot and stank in that hold of an old church. What
with the live corpses above in the pews and the dead ones below deck, it
gave me a headache, and you may be sure Mehalah was overcome. I saw she
did not look well. The pleasure, I suppose, has been too much for her.
A wery little tipple of that topples some folks over.'
'You think so?'
'I am sure of it. Have I not been a bride myself? I know about those
sort of things by actual experience. I've gone through the operation
myself. It is wery like being had up before the magistrate and
convicted for life.'
Elijah was partly satisfied, and he began to eat; but his eyes turned
restlessly at intervals to the door.
'Don't you put yourself out,' murmured Mrs. De Witt as she leaned over
his shoulder and emptied his glass of spirits. 'Girls are much like
scallops. If you want to have them tender and melting in your month,
you must treat them with caution and patience. You take the scallops
and put them first in lukewarm water, working up into a gentle simmer,
and at last, but not under two hours, you toast them, and pepper and
butter them, and then they are scalding and delicious. But if you go
too fast to work with them, they turn to leather, and will draw the
teeth out of your gums if you bite into them. Girls must be treated
just similarly, or you spoil them. You wouldn't think it, looking at
me, but my Moses, with all his faults, knew how to deal with me, and he
got me that soft and yielding that he could squeeze me through his
fingers like Mersea mud. True as gospel. Fill your glass, Elijah; it
don't look hospitable to allow it to stand empty.'
When the lady in her red coat entered, holding triumphantly above her
head a leg of boiled mutton, there was a general burst of delight.
'A hunter's dinner!' said Goppin.
'But where is the bride?' asked Grout. 'I want to drink health and a
long family to her.'
'Glory ought to be here. Go up, Mistress Sharland, and bring her down.
She has returned by this time,' said Rebow.
'I don't think she has,' said the old woman.
'I am sure of it; go and look.'
The widow revisited the bedroom.
When she returned she said, 'No, Elijah; Mehalah has not come back. She
has taken off her bridal dress and laid it on the bed, and has put on
her blue jersey, and I see she has taken with her a red cap.'
'She tore that to pieces.'
'She has been knitting a new cap this week,' said Mrs. Sharland.
'I like that! She has done it to please me,' said Elijah, his eye
twinkling. 'I loved her in that; and I hate to see her as she was
tricked out to-day.'
'We are waiting for you to carve,' said Goppin.
'Don't forget we like fat,' said Grout.
'I say,' murmured Jabez Bunting, a storekeeper, 'look at the gravy, how
it oozes out; I'm fit to jump at the sight. Don't think we eat like
ladies of quality, Rebow. Give us good large helpings, and the redder
and rawer the better.'
'Some one,' said Elijah, 'tell Abraham Dowsing to go on the sea-wall and
look out for Glory, and bring her home.'
'There's the boy what rowed me here,' said Mrs. De Witt. 'He is sitting
outside on the step, and I'm throwing him the bits of skin and fat and
gristle. I'll send him.'
'Really,' observed the Rev. Mr. Rabbit, after a fit of sneezing, 'the
circumstance reminds the student of Holy Writ somewhat of Queen Vashti.'
'What do you mean?' asked Elijah abruptly.
'No offence, no offence meant,' gasped the curate, waxing very red; 'I
only thought your good lady was to-day like Queen Vashti.'
'Glory is like nobody,' said Rebow, with some pride. 'There never was,
there never can be, another Glory. I don't care who or what your Vashti
was--Was she beautiful?' shortly interrupting himself.
'Did she bring property into the family!' asked Mrs. De Witt, leaning
over Elijah's shoulder and emptying his tumbler. 'Elijah! you must
replenish. Look hospitable, and keep the liquor flowing.'
'I really don't know,' said Mr. Rabbit.
'Then what do you mean by saying she was like my Glory?' asked Rebow
angrily.
'I--I only suggested that there was a faint similarity in the
circumstances, you know. King Ahasuerus made a great feast--as you have
done.'
'Was there boiled mutton at it?' asked Grout.
'I really cannot say. It is not recorded.'
'Give me boiled mutton, a little underdone, and I ask for nothing more,'
said Goppin.
'And,' went on the curate, 'he naturally wished his wife to be present.
He wanted her to come down to be seen of his lords and princes.'
'Go on! Damn your sneezing. Put it off till you're preaching, and then
no one will care,' said Rebow.
'But,' pursued the parson, when he had wiped his nose and eyes, and
recovered breath after the fit, 'Queen Vashti refused to come down.'
'Well, what did the husband say to that?' asked Elijah.
'If he was a sensible man,' said Goppin, 'he cut into the mutton, and
didn't bother about she.'
'You don't know, neighbour, that it was a leg of mutton,' said Grout.
'It might have been sirloin.'
'Sirloin!' exclaimed Bunting; 'I wouldn't go ten yards to taste sirloin.
There's not enough on the bone, except fat.'
'Go on,' said Elijah to the curate. 'How did the man--king, was
he--take it?'
'He dismissed Vashti, and took Esther to be his queen. But then,' put
in the frightened curate, thinking he had suggested a startling
precedent, 'Ahasuerus was not a Christian, and knew no better.'
'Do you think,' laughed Rebow, 'that I would cast off my Glory for any
other woman that ever was born? No, I would not. Let her do what she
likes. She don't care to associate with such as you. She holds herself
above you. And she's right. She is one the like of whom does not
exist. She has a soul stronger and more man-like than anyone of you.
If she don't choose to come and guzzle here along of you, she's right.
I like her for it.'
He flung himself back in his chair and drained his full glass.
'I ask you, Goppin! Did you ever see the equal of my Glory?'
'I can't say as ever I did, Rebow,' answered the farmer.
'I took the liberty to chuck her under the chin, and she up with the
pitchfork out of my hand, and had like to have sent me to kingdom come,
had not my good woman been nigh to hand, and run to the rescue. I hope
you'll find her more placable when you come to ask a kiss.'
Elijah rubbed his hands, and laughed boisterously.
'Ha!' shouted he, 'that is my Glory! I tell you, Goppin, she'd have
drove the prongs of the fork into your flesh as I dig this into the
meat,' and he stabbed at the joint fiercely with his carving fork.
'I dare say,' grumbled the farmer, wincing and rubbing his leg. 'I'd
for my part rather have a more peacable mate; but there's no choosing
fat beasts for others, as the saying goes.'
'What do you think of her?' asked Rebow, turning round with exultation
on Bunting and Grout.
'She came to my old woman,' said the latter, 'and asked her to take her
in and give her work. She wanted to leave you.'
'She did,' exclaimed Rebow. 'And what did your old woman say to that?'
'She said she durstn't do it. She durstn't do it.'
'She durstn't do it!' echoed Elijah with a great laugh. 'That was fine.
She durstn't do it!'
'No,' pursued Grout, 'without your leave.'
'And you wouldn't have dared to do it neither,' turning to Bunting, who
shook his head.
'No, you would not dare. I'd like to see the man or woman in Salcott or
Virley as would dare. I reckon there is none that knows me would make
the venture. By God!' he burst forth. 'Where is the girl? I will have
her here; and I'm cursed if you shall not all stand on your legs, and
drink to her health and happiness as the most splendid woman as ever was
or shall be.'
'Abraham Dowsing is at the door,' said Mrs. Sharland.
'Come in, and say what you have to say before us all,' called Elijah.
'If it be anything about my Glory, say it out.'
'She is gone off in her boat,' said the old man; 'I saw her.'
'Why did you not stop her then?' asked Mrs. De Witt.
'I stop her!' repeated Abraham. 'She is my mistress, and I a servant.'
'That is right,' said Elijah, 'if she had taken a whip and lashed your
back till it was raw, you couldn't stop her. Where is she gone to?'
Abraham drew up his shoulders. 'That's her concern. It's no odds to me.
But I tell ye what, Master. Here are you feasting here, and we han't had
nothing extra with our wittles. I ask that we may eat and drink
prosperity to you both, to her and you.'
'You shall,' said Elijah.
'Stay,' put in Mrs. De Witt. 'What do you mean, you old barnacle, you?
Let your superiors eat their fill first, and then you and the other men
shall have what's over. That's fair. I shall manage for you. Go,
Abraham.'
The supper drew to a close. Elijah drank a great deal. He was fretted,
though he tried not to show it, by the absence of Glory. As more
spirits were drunk and pipes were lighted in the hall, whilst the men of
the farm fed in the kitchen, several of those present repeated their
regret that she in whose honour they were assembled, the new mistress of
the house in which they had met, had not deigned to show herself, and
receive their good wishes and congratulations.
Rebow gulped down the contents of glass after glass.
Mrs. De Witt had seated herself with the rest, and was doing her best to
make up for lost time, with the bottle.
'Elijah!' said she, 'one or other must establish the mastery, either you
or Glory. I did think she were a bit shy at first to come among us; but
now the night is coming on and still she is away. I don't deny that
this ain't civil. But then, she has lived all her life on the Ray, and
can't know the fashions of high society; and again, poor thing, it's her
first experience of matrimony. She will do better next time. Let us
drink!' said she, holding up her brimming glass, 'to her profiting
speedily by her experience, and next time we have all of us the honour
of attending at her wedding, may she do us the favour to respond.'
'Amen!' said the clerk, who was present.
'Go out some one, and see if she is coming,' said Rebow, his dark face
burning with anger and drink. He could not, however, wait till the
messenger returned, but left his guests, and went forth himself. He
mounted the sea-wall, and turned his eyes down the creek; nothing was
visible. He stood there, bareheaded, cursing, for a quarter of an hour,
and then went back with knitted brows.
He found his guests preparing to depart.
'Go along!' he said; 'I want no congratulations; say nothing. Glory and
I have a marriage different from other folks, as she and I are not like
other folks, We must fight it out between us.'
He waved his guests away, with a rude impatient gesture.
Mrs. De Witt roused her boat-boy by kicking him off the steps--he had
gone to sleep there--and then tumbling on top of him. She staggered up,
tucked the lad under her arm, and marched off.
'If I meet Glory by the way, I'll send her home, I'll be sure and mind
it,' said she to Rebow as she departed.
He went in. He ordered Mrs. Sharland to go to her bed. The charwoman,
had in for the day, cleared the table of all the glasses, save that of
Elijah, and retired. He was left alone. He went to the back door and
fastened it. Glory should not slink home that way without facing him.
He seated himself in his armchair, and refilled his tumbler with spirits
and water. He was very angry. She had deliberately insulted him before
his guests, defied him in the face of the principal people of the
parish. It would be spoken of, and he would be laughed at throughout
the neighbourhood.
The black veins in his brow puffed out. A half-drunken, half-revengeful
fire smouldered in his deep-set eyes. There was no lamp or candle
burning in the room, but the twilight of midsummer filled it with a grey
illumination.
He walked to the door, opened it, and looked out. The gulls were crying
over the marsh, and the cattle were browsing in it. No Mehalah was to
be seen.
'On my wedding day!' he muttered, and he resumed his seat. 'On that for
which I have worked, to which I have looked, for which I have thought
and schemed, she flies in my face, she scorns me, she shows everyone
that she hates me!'
His pipe was out, he threw it impatiently away.
'She does not know me, or she would not dare to do it. There is no one
in all the neighbourhood dare defy me but she. Everyone fears me but
she, for everyone knows me but she. Know me she must, know me she
shall. There will be no wringing love out of her till she bends under
me and fears me. She will never fear me till she knows all. She shall
know that; by God!' he cried aloud, 'I will tell her that which shall
make her shrink and fall, and whine at my feet; and then I shall take
her up, and drag her to my heart, and say, "Ah, ha! Glory! think what a
man you have gotten to-day, a man whom none can withstand. There is
none like me, there is none will dare what I will dare. You and I, I
and you, are alone in the world. One must submit or there is no peace.
You must learn to cower beneath me, or we shall fight for ever."'
He went out again upon the sea-wall, but saw nothing, and came back more
angry. As he stood on his steps he heard from the path to Salcott a
burst of merriment. He swore an ugly oath. Those men, rolling home,
were ridiculing him, keeping his marriage feast without the presence of
his bride!
He flung himself again into his chair, and rocked himself in it. He
could not sit there, tortured with anger and love, in the gloaming,
doing nothing. He emptied the bottle, there was not a drop more in it,
and he cast it in the hearth. Then he fetched down his old musket
mounted in brass, and getting the vitriol bottle from the window, began
to rub and polish the metal.
He wearied of that in the end. His mind could not be drawn off Glory,
and wondering where she was, and why she had thus gone away.
'I love her,' he muttered, as he replaced his gun on the nails above the
chimney-piece, 'but yet I hate her. My very heart is like Grimshoe with
love and hate warring together, and neither gets the mastery. I could
clasp her to my breast, but I could tear out her heart with my nails,
because it will not love me.' He rocked himself in his seat savagely,
and his breath came fast: 'We must work the riddle out between us. We
can get no help, no light from any others; she and I, and I and she, are
each other's best friends and worst foes.'
A firm hand was on the door, it was thrown open, and in the grey light
stood Mehalah.
'Where have you been?' asked Elijah, hardly able to speak, so agitated
with fury and disappointed love was he.
'I have been,' she said composedly, 'on the Ray, sitting there and
dreaming of the past.'
'Of the past!' shouted Rebow. 'You have been dreaming of George?'
'Yes, I have.'
'I thought it, I knew you were,' he yelled. 'Come here, my wife.'
'I am not your wife. I never will be your wife, except in name. I told
you so. I can not, and I will not love you. I can not, and I will not,
be aught to you but a housekeeper, a servant. I have taken your name to
save mine, that is all.'
'That is all because you love George De Witt.'
'George De Witt is dead.'
'I don't care whether he be dead or not, you think that he is your
double. I tell you, as I have told you before, he is not. I am.'
'I will not listen to more of this,' she said in a hard tone. 'Let me
pass, let me go to my room.'
'I will not let you pass,' he swore; the breath came through his
nostrils like the snorting of a frightened horse; 'I will not. Hear me,
Glory, my own Glory! hear me you shall.' He grasped her arms between
the elbow and shoulder with his iron hands, and shook her savagely.
'Listen to me, Glory, you must and shall. You do not love me, Glory,
because you do not fear me. The dog whom I beat till it howls with
torture creeps up to me and licks my hand. A woman will never love her
equal, but she will worship her superior. You have shown me to-day that
you think yourself on a level with me. You have donned again your cap
of liberty,' he raised one hand to her head, plucked off the cap and
cast it on the floor, 'thinking that now you have taken me before the
world, you have broken my power over you. You do not know me, Glory!
you do not know me. Listen to me!' Through the twilight she could see
his fierce eyes flaring at her, her hair was disturbed by the hot blasts
of his labouring lungs. His fingers that held her twitched convulsively
as he spoke.
'Listen to me, Glory! and know me and respect me. I am no more to be
escaped from than fate. I am mighty over you as a Providence. You may
writhe and circumvent, but I meet you at every turn, and tread you down
whenever you think to elude me. Listen to me, Glory!' He paused, and
drew a long breath; 'Listen, I say, to me. Glory! how did you lose your
money that night that Abraham Dowsing sold your sheep? I feel you
stirring and starting in my hands. Yes, I took it. You went out with
George De Witt, and left the purse on the table. When your mother left
the room, I took the money. You may have it back now when you like, now
that I have you. I took it--you see why. To have you in my power.'
'Coward and thief!' gasped Mehalah.
'Ah! call me names if you like; you do not know me yet, and how
impossible it is to resist me. You thought when you had got the money
again, from George, that you had escaped me.'
'Stay!' exclaimed Mehalah. 'It was you,' with compressed scorn, 'that
fired on George and me in the marsh.'
'I fired at him, not at you; and had you not changed the place of the
lanthorn in the boat, I should have shot him.'
The girl shuddered in his hands.
'I feel you,' he said with savage exultation. 'You are beginning to
know me now, and to tremble. When you know all, you will kneel to me as
to your God, as almighty over your destiny, irresistible, able to crush
and kill whom I will, and to conquer where I will. George De Witt stood
in my way to you.'
Mehalah's heart leaped and then stood still. Her pulse ceased to beat.
She seemed to be hanging in space, seeing nothing, feeling nothing,
hearing only, and only the words of the man before her.
'He left Mersea City one night. He left it in my boat with me.'
'He paused, rejoicing in her horror at this revelation of himself to
her.
'Have you not a question to ask me, "Where he now is? What I know of
him?"'
No--she could not speak, she could not even breathe.
'Do you remember when you came on Michaelmas Day to pay me my rent, how
you heard and saw my mad brother in the cell there below?'
He paused again, and then chuckled. 'The poor wretch died and I buried
him there. I brought George here, I made him drunk, and chained him in
my brother's place, and he went mad with his captivity in darkness and
cold and nakedness.'
The blood spouted from her heart through every artery. She tried to cry
but could not, she strove to escape his hands, she was unable. She
panted, and her eyes stood open, fixed as those of a corpse, staring
before her.
'You lost your sheep,' he went on, with exultation. 'I took them. I
took them to rob you of every chance of paying me, and keeping clear of
me.'
She did not hear him. She cared nothing about sheep. She was thinking
of George, of his imprisonment and madness.
'At last, when I feared that after all you might slip from me by means
of that cripple at Wyvenhoe, I did more. I watched you on New Year's
Eve; I waited for you to go to sleep, that I might fire your house. You
did better than I had thought, you went out; and then I set the Ray Farm
in flames. What cared I for the loss? It was nothing. By it I gained
you, I secured you under my roof, by burning you out of the shelter of
your own.' He swelled with pride. 'You know me now, Glory! Now think
you that escape from me is possible? No, you do not, you cannot. I
hedge you in, I undermine the ground you tread. I saw away the posts
that hold up the roof above your head. You know now what I am,
irresistible, almighty, as far as you are concerned, your fate
incarnate. And I know you. I know that you are one who will never
yield till you have found a man who is mightier in will and in power
than you; those who have fought are best friends after the struggle,
when each knows his own strength and the full measure of the resistance
of the other. We have had one wrestle, and I have flung you at every
round; you in your pride have stood up again, and wiped the blood from
your heart, and the tears from your eyes, and tried another fall with
me; but now, Glory, you have tried your last. Hitherto you fought not
knowing the extent of my power, thinking that I put forth my full might
when I spoke, but that I had no strength to act. Now you see what I can
do, and what I have done, and you will abandon the fruitless battle.
Glory! Glory! Come to my heart. You fear me now, and fear is the
first step leading to love. Glory! my own Glory!' his voice faltered,
and his fingers worked, 'I love you madly. I will do and dare all for
you. I will live for you and for nothing in the world but you. Never
till this day in the church have I so much as held your hand. Never
till this moment, Glory! have I held you to my heart, never till this
moment have I felt it bounding against mine, never till this moment have
I kissed those dear, dear lips, as I shall now.'
He drew her to him. He unloosed his hands to throw his arms round her.
She felt them closing on her like a hoop of iron, she felt his heart
beating like the strokes of a blacksmith with his hammer; his burning
breath was on her cheek. He! He kiss her! She lie on that heart which
had schemed and carried out the destruction of her George!
She cried out. She found her tongue. 'Let go! I hate you as I never
hated you before! I hate you as a mad dog, as a poisonous adder! Let
go!' She writhed and slipped partly away.
'Never till I have held you to my breast and kissed you,' he said.
'That never, never!' she gasped. She got her hands on his breast and
forced his arms asunder behind her.
'Ha, ha! strong,' he laughed, 'but not strong as I.' He gripped her
wrists and bent her arms back. She threw herself on the ground, he drew
her up. She flung herself against the chair, crushing his hand against
the chimney-piece, so that he let go with it for an instant. She groped
about with her free hand, in the dark, for some weapon, she grasped
something. He cursed her for the pain she had given him, and attempted
again to seize her hand. In a moment she had struck him--him the coward
assailant, him the thief, him the murderer--between the brows with the
weapon her hand had taken. It was a blow with her whole force. There
followed a crash of glass, then a sense as of her hand being plunged
into fire. Then a shriek loud, tearing through roof and wall, loud,
agonised, as only a man or a horse can utter in supreme moments of
torture; and Rebow fell on the floor, writhing like a worm, with his
hands over his face and eyes.
*CHAPTER XXV.*
*IN THE DARKNESS.*
Day by day Elijah Rebow lay, or sat, in the darkened oak parlour with
his eyes bandaged, a prey to wrath, pain, despair. The vitriol from the
broken vial had got into his eyes, and there was reason to fear had
blinded them.
He was obliged to have the burning balls kept from the light, but he
raged under the obligation. He wanted to see, he could not be patient
under restraint. He could ill understand that in all things he might not
have his way, even in such a matter as this. He chafed also at having
been conquered by Glory. That she should have defied and beaten him,
and beaten him in such a crushing manner, cut his pride to the quick.
None knew how the accident had occurred save himself and Mehalah. To
the doctor he had merely said that in getting the vitriol bottle from
the shelf, it had fallen and broken on his forehead.
Mrs. Sharland remained in as complete ignorance of the truth as the
rest, and her lamentations and commiserations, poured on Elijah and her
daughter, angered him and humiliated her. Mehalah had suffered in mind
agonies equal in acuteness to those endured in body by Elijah.
Horror and hatred of herself predominated. She had destroyed, by one
outburst of passion, the eyesight of a man, and wrecked his life. What
henceforth for thirty or forty years could life be to Rebow?--to one who
could not endure existence without activity? She had rendered him in a
moment helpless as a babe, and dependent on herself for everything. She
must attend to his every want, and manage the farm and his business for
him. By a stroke, their relative positions were reversed. The wedding
night had produced a revolution in their places of which she could not
have dreamed. She felt at once the burden of the responsibilities that
came upon her. She was called upon by those on the farm to order and
provide for everything connected with it. She had to think for the
farm, and think for the master into whose position she had forced her
way.
She hated herself for her rash act. She hated the man whom she had
mutilated, but more herself. If by what she had done she had in one
sense made herself master, in another she had cast herself into bondage.
By the terrible injury she had inflicted on Rebow she had morally bound
herself to him for life to repair that injury by self-devotion. Had it
been possible for her to love him, even to like him, this would have
been light to her, with her feminine instinct, but as it was not
possible, the slavery would be inexpressibly painful.
Love will hallow and lighten the most repulsive labours, the most
extreme self-sacrifice, but when there is no love, only abhorrence,
labour and self-sacrifice crush mentally and morally. She must bear the
most fierce and insulting reproaches without an attempt to escape them,
she had in part deserved them. These she could and would endure, but
his caresses!--no! however deeply she might have sinned against him,
however overflowing her pity for his helpless condition might be, she
could not tolerate affection from the man who by his own confession
merited her profound loathing. He had taken an unoffending man, and had
imprisoned him and blinded his reason by cruelty; it seemed to her as if
Providence had used her hand to exact a just retribution on Rebow by
condemning him to an equally miserable condition. The recompense was
justly meted, but would that it had been dealt by another hand!
In one particular she was blameless, and able to excuse herself. She
had acted without intent to do bodily harm, and in ignorance of the
weapon she had used. She had been carried away by the instinct of
self-preservation, and had taken up what was readiest at hand, without a
wish to do more than emancipate herself from the grasp of the man she
detested. He had brought the consequences on his own eyes by his own
act.
But though she quite recognised that he had done this, and that he
richly deserved the consequences, yet she could not relieve her
conscience from the gnawings of self-reproach, from the scalding blush
of shame at having executed a savage, unwomanly vengeance on the man who
had wronged her. Had her victim been a woman and a rival, she would
perhaps have gloried in her act; but the female mind is perverse in its
twists and complexion, and it will tingle with pain for having hurt a
man, however little that man may be loved, when it would plume itself
for having done the same to a woman who has been a friend. A woman must
think and act rightly towards a man, but can do neither towards one of
her own sex.
Mehalah's bosom was a prey to conflicting emotions. She pitied Elijah,
and she pitied George. Her deep pity for George forced her to hate his
torturer, and grudge him no suffering to expiate his offence. When she
thought of what George de Witt must have endured in the vault, of his
privations there, of the gradual darkening and disturbance of his
faculties, and then of how Elijah had stepped between him and her, and
spoiled their mutual dream of happiness, and ruined both their lives,
the hot blood boiled in her heart, and she felt that she could deal
Rebow the stroke again, deliberately, knowing what the result must be,
as a retributive act. But when she heard him, as now, pacing the oak
parlour, and in his blindness striking against the walls, her pity for
him mounted and overlapped her wrath. Moreover, she was perplexed about
the story of George's imprisonment. There was something in it she could
not reconcile with what she knew. Elijah had confessed that on the night
of George's disappearance he had enticed the young man to Red Hall, made
him drunk or drugged him, and then chained him in the vault, in the
place of his own brother who had died. It was Rebow and not De Witt
who, that same night, had appeared at her window, driven in the glass
and flung the medal at her feet. But was this possible? She knew at
what hour George had left the Mussets' shop, and she knew about the time
when the medal had been cast on the floor before her. It was almost
incredible that so much had taken place in the interval. It was no easy
row between Red Hall and the Ray, to be accomplished in half an hour.
Surely, also, had George De Witt been imprisoned below, he could have
found some means to make himself heard, to communicate with the men
about the farm, in the absence of Rebow. Would a few months in that
dark damp cell derange the faculties of a sane man?
Mehalah lifted the trap and went down. The vault was a cellar not below
the soil, but with floor level with the marsh outside, or only slightly
beneath. It had a door fastened from within by a bolt, but also
provided with a lock; and there was the circular window already
described. The shutter had not been replaced, and the sunlight entered,
and made the den less gloomy and horrible than Mehalah had conceived it
to be. She found the staple to which the chain had been attached, away
from the door and the window. It was obvious how the maniac had got
loose. The chain had been attached to the staple by a padlock. Elijah
sometimes unlocked this, when he was cleaning the straw from the cell
and supplying fresh litter. He had carelessly turned the key in the
lock, and left it unfastened. The madman had found this out after Rebow
was gone, and had taken advantage of the circumstance to break out at
the window. The chain and padlock, with the key in it, were now hung
over the fireplace in the hall, mocking the inscription below, 'When I
take hold, I hold fast.'
Mehalah seated herself in the window of the hall, and took up some
needlework. Elijah was still pacing the parlour and beating against the
opposite walls, muttering curses when he struck the oak panels.
Presently she heard him groping along the walls for the door, and
stumbling over chairs. He turned the handle and entered the hall.
He stood before her in the doorway of the darkened chamber, with
extended quivering hands, his head bowed, his eyes covered with a thick
bandage. He wore his red plush waistcoat and long brown coat. His dark
hair was ruffled and stood up like rushes over a choked drain. He
turned his head aside and listened. Mehalah held her breath.
'You are there,' he said. 'Although you try to hide from me, I know you
are there and watching me. I am in the dark but I can see. I can see
you always and everywhere, with your eyes--great angry brown eyes--on
me, and your hand lifted to strike me into endless night.'
Mehalah did not speak. Why should she? She could say nothing that
could do either any good.
'Have you put the hot fire to your tongue and scorched it out as you
have put it to my eyes?' he asked. 'Can't you speak? Must I sit alone
in darkness, or tramp alone up and down in black hell, feeling the
flames dance in my eye-sockets, but not seeing them, and have no one to
speak to, no one to touch, no one to kick, and beat, and curse? Go out
and fetch me a dog that I may torture it to death and laugh over the
sport. I must do something. I cannot tramp, tramp, and strike my head
and shoulders against the walls till I am bruised and cut, with no one
to speak to, or speak to me. By heaven! it is bad enough in Grimshoe
with two in the shiphold mangling each other, but there is excitement
and sport in that. It is worse in that wooden hold yonder, for there I
am all alone.'
He stopped speaking, and began to feel round the room. He came to the
chimney and put his fingers into the letters of the inscription. 'Ha!'
he muttered, 'When I lay hold, I hold fast. I laid hold of you,
Mehalah, but I have not let go yet, though I have burned my fingers.'
This was the first time he had called her by her Christian name. She
was surprised.
'Mehalah!' he repeated, 'Mehalah!' and then laughed bitterly to himself.
'You are no more my Glory. There is no Glory here for me; unless, in
pity for what a ruin you have made, you take me to your heart and love
me. If you will do that I will pardon all, I will not give a thought to
my eyes. I can still see you standing in the midst of the fire, unhurt
like a daughter of God. I do not care. I shall always see you there,
and when the fire goes out and only black ashes remain, I shall see you
there shining like a lamp in the night, always the same. I do not care
how many years may pass, how old you may wax, whether you may become
bent and broken with infirmities, I shall always see my Glory with her
rich black shining hair, her large brown eyes, and form as elastic and
straight as a pine-tree. I shall see the blue jersey and the red cap
and scarlet skirt.' He raised his hands and wrung them in the air above
his head: 'What do I care for other sights? These long flat marshes have
nothing beautiful in them. The sea is not here what it is on other
coasts, foaming, colour-shifting like a peacock's neck; here it is of
one tone and grey, and never tosses in waves, but creeps in like a thief
over the shallow mud-flat, and babbles like a dotard over the mean
shells and clots of weed on our strand. There is nothing worth seeing
here. I do not heed being blinded, so long as I can see you, and that
not you nor all your vitriol can extinguish. Heat skewers white hot in
the fire, and drive them in at the eye-sockets through all obstruction
into the brain, and then, perhaps, you will blind me to that vision.
Nothing less can do it. Pity me and love me, and I forgive all.'
He crept past the chimney-piece and was close to the window. He touched
Mehalah with one hand, and in a moment had her fast with both.
'I cannot love you,' she said, 'but I pity you from the depth of my
soul, and I shall never forgive myself for what I have done.'
'Look here!' he snatched his bandages away and cast them down. 'This is
what you have done. I have hold of you, but I cannot see you with my
eyes. I am looking into a bed of wadding, of white fleeces with red
ochre smears in them, rank dirty old fleeces unsecured--that is all I
see. I suppose it is the window and the sunshine. I feel the heat of
the rays; I cannot see them save as streaks of wool.'
'Elijah!' exclaimed the girl, 'let me bandage your eyes again. You were
ordered to keep all light excluded.'
'Bah! I know well enough that my eyesight is gone. I know what you have
done for me. Do you think that a few days in darkness can mend them? I
know better. Vitriol will eat away iron, and the eyes are softer than
iron. You knew that when you poured it on them.'
'I never intended to do you the harm,' said Mehalah passionately, and
burst into tears. He listened to her sobbing with pleasure.
'You are sorry for me?'
'I am more than sorry. I am crushed with shame and grief for what I
have done.'
'You will love me now, Mehalah.'
She shook her head and one of her tears fell on his hand; he raised his
hand and put it to his eyes; then sighed. 'I thought one such drop
would have restored them whole as before. It would, had there been
sweetness in it, but it was all bitter. There was only anger with self
and no love for me. I must bide on in blackness.' He put his hands on
each side of her head, twisted his thumbs resting on her cheek-bones,
and her unrestrained tears ran over them.
He stood quite still.
'This is the best medicine I could get,' he said; 'better nor all
doctor's messes. To listen to your heart flowing over, to feel your
warm tears trickle, does me good. In spite of everything, Glory! I
must love you, and yet, Mehalah! I have every cause to hate you. I
have made you, who were nothing, my wife, mistress of my house and
estate, with a property and position above everyone else in Salcott and
Virley, equal to any of the proud yeomen's wives on Mersea Isle. I have
made a home for your mother, and in return you have plunged me in
eternal night, and deny me your love.'
'Let us not recriminate,' said Mehalah through her tears, 'or I should
have enough to charge you with. I never sought to be your wife. You
drove me into the position in spite of my aversion to it; in spite of
all my efforts to escape. You have wounded me in a cruel and cowardly
manner past forgiveness. You have ruined my life and all my prospects
of happiness. George----'
He shook her furiously.
'I will not listen to that name,' he said through his teeth.
'You could bear to hold him in chains there below,' she answered.
'You said, Let us not recriminate, and you pour a torrent of
recriminations over me,' he gasped. 'If I have wronged you, you have
redressed all with one vial of vitriol in the eyes, where man is most
sensitive. With that firejuice you purged away all the past wrongs, I
expiated in that liquid flame all the evil I had done you. You don't
know what I have suffered. You have had no such experience of pain as
to imagine the tortures I have undergone. If the anguish were all, it
would be enough atonement; but it is not all. There is the future
before me, a future of night. I shall have to trust to someone to do
everything for me, to be eyes, and hands, and feet to me. Whom can I
trust? How do I know that I shall not be deserted, and left to die in
my darkness, a prey to ravenous men? If you loved me, then I could lean
on you and be at peace. But you do not love me, and you will leave me
when it suits your pleasure.'
'No, Elijah,' said Mehalah sadly; 'that I never will do. I have robbed
you of your sight. I did it unwittingly, in self-defence, perhaps also
in anger at knowing how cruelly, wickedly, cowardly you had behaved to
me and to another whom I loved.'
'Whom you love still!' with a cry of rage.
'One whom I loved,' repeated Mehalah, sadly; 'and I must atone for my
mad act as far as lies in my power. I will stay by you. I will never
forsake you.'
'Listen to me, Mehalah,' said Elijah, with concentrated vehemence; 'you
know what was said--that the person you loved went out in a boat and was
lost. The body was never found. Should the man turn up again.'
'That is impossible.'
'I don't care for impossibilities. I live now in a dream-world where
there is no line drawn between the possible and the impossible. Should
he reappear, what then?'
'Still I would remain at my post of duty,' said the girl, humouring his
fancy.
'The post of duty, not of love,' he muttered.
'I said duty,' she replied; 'I will never leave that.'
His thumbs twitched on her cheek-bones and worked their way to the
corners of her eyes; she sharply withdrew her head.
He laughed. 'You thought I was going to gouge your eyes out with my
thumbnails,' he said, 'that I was going to repay you in kind. No, I was
not; but should the dead return to life and reclaim you, I may do it.
You cannot, you shall not escape me. You and I, and I and you, must
sink or swim together. Say again, Mehalah, that you will stand by me.'
'I promise it you, Elijah, I promise it you here solemnly, before God.'
She sank on her knees. 'I have brought you unwittingly into darkness,
and in that darkness I will hold to you and will cherish you.'
'Ha!' he shouted. 'At the altar you refused to swear that. To love,
cherish, and obey is what the parson tried to make you say; but all you
swore to was to obey, you denied the other, and now you take oath to
cherish. The wheel of fate is turning, and you will come in time to
love where you began to obey and went on to cherish.'
*CHAPTER XXVI.*
*THE FORGING OF THE RING.*
Mrs. Sharland was failing. The excitement of the marriage had roused
her to activity, but when that was over she relapsed, her energy
evaporated, and she took to her bed with the avowed intention of not
leaving it again, except for a christening in the family, till carried
to her grave. She did not understand Mehalah, she fretted because the
arrangements after the eventful day remained the same as before; her
daughter shared her room and kept as much away from Elijah as was
possible, showed him none of the love of a wife to her husband, and was
distressed when spoken to by her new name.
'You are either Mistress Rebow or you are not,' said the old woman
peevishly to her daughter one night, in their room, 'and if you are not,
then I don't understand what the ceremony in the church was for. You
treat Elijah Rebow as coldly and indifferently as if he were naught to
you but master, and you to him were still hired servant. I don't
understand your goings on.'
'He and I understand each other, that is enough,' answered Mehalah. 'I
have married him for his name and for nothing else. In no other light
will I regard him than as a master: I told him when I agreed to go to
church with him that I would be his no further than the promise to obey
went; I take his name to save mine--that is all. He is not my husband,
and never shall be, in any other way. I will serve him and serve him
devotedly, but not give him my love. That I cannot give. I gave my
heart away once for all, and it has not been restored to me.'
'That is all nonsense,' said Mrs. Sharland. 'Didn't I love Charles
Pettican, and weren't we nigh coming to a declaration, only a fit of the
ague shivers cut it short? I married your father, and loved him truly as
a good wife and not as a hired servant, for all that.'
'Elijah and I understand each other,' answered Mehalah. 'I suppose
there is something of truth in what he says over and over again, that he
and I are different from others, and that there's none can understand us
but our two selves.'
'Then you are made for one another.'
'So he says, but I will not believe it. No. That cannot be. Some have
peace and happiness drop into their lap, others have to fight their way
to it, and that is our fate. But that we shall find it in each other,
that I never will admit. In George----' she covered her eyes, and left
her sentence unfinished.
The charge of Mrs. Sharland was, to some extent, unjust. Mehalah did
attend to Elijah with as much care and as assiduously as she was able,
considering the amount of work which had devolved upon her. Her mother
was ill and in bed, Elijah helpless. She had to see after and direct
everything about the farm and house, beside ministering to the two
invalids. Consequently she was unable to devote much time to Elijah, but
whenever she had a few moments of relief from work she devoted them to
him. She took her needlework either to him in the oak parlour, or
brought him into the hall. She had now somewhat lightened her labours
by engaging a charwoman, and was therefore more able than before to be
with Rebow and her mother. Each complained if left long alone, and she
had much difficulty in portioning her time between them. She tried, but
tried in vain, to induce her mother to make an effort and come
downstairs, so that she might sit with both at once; this would save her
from distraction between two exacting and conflicting claims, and some
restraint would be placed on the intercourse between Rebow and herself
by the presence in the room of a third party.
Elijah was not entirely blinded, he was plunged not in darkness but in
mist. He could see objects hazily, when near; he could distinguish
figures, but not faces, when within a few yards of him, but nothing
distant. The wall and a black cloud on the horizon were equally remote
to his vision.
He wandered about, with a stick, and visited his cattle sheds and
workmen; or sat under the south wall of his house in the sun. The pump
was there, and to it Mehalah sometimes came. He listened for her step.
He could distinguish her tread from that of the charwoman. He took no
notice of this woman, though she came up to him occasionally and said a
few commiserating words.
The men thought that he was gentler in his affliction than he had been
before. He did not curse them, as had been his wont. He asked about
the cattle, and the farm, and went his way. Mehalah also noticed that
he was less fierce; she was able also to attribute this softening to its
right cause, to her own influence. He was, to some extent, happy,
because she was often with him, sought him instead of shunning him,
spoke to him kindly, instead of rebuffing him when he addressed her, and
let him know and feel that she thought of him, and was endeavouring to
make him comfortable in his great deprivation.
As he sat in the sun and looked up at the bright orb, which he saw only
as a nebulous mass of light, she was ever present before his inward eye,
she in her pride and beauty. He did not think; he sat hour by hour,
simply looking at her--at the image ever before him, and listening for
her step or voice. An expression of almost content stole across his
strongly marked features, but was occasionally blurred and broken by an
uneasy, eager, enquiring look, as if he were peering and hearkening for
something which he dreaded. In fact, he was not satisfied that George
De Witt would never reappear. Had he been set at rest on this point, he
could have been happy.
Mehalah was touched by his patience, his forgiveness of the irreparable
wrong she had done him. He had said that if she loved him he would
pardon all. He was ready to do this at a less price; though he craved
for her love, he was contented, at least for the present, with her
solicitude. He had been accustomed to open hostility and undisguised
antipathy. Now that he met with consideration and tenderness from her,
he became docile, and a transformation began to be operated in his
nature. Love him, she could not, but she felt that but for what he had
done to George, she could regard him without repugnance. Pity might
ripen into friendship. Into a deeper and more rich feeling it never
could, for he had barred the way to this possibility by his dealing with
De Witt.
She ventured occasionally to approach the subject, but it always
produced such agitation in the manner of Rebow that she was obliged to
desist from seeking explanation of the particulars which perplexed her.
The slightest allusion to George De Witt troubled the master of Red
Hall, made his face darken, and brought on an access of his old
violence, from which he did not recover for a day or two.
Mrs. De Witt came to see him.
'Lawk a day!' she said; 'what a job to find you in this predicament!'
He turned his whitened eyes on her, with a nervous twitch in the muscles
and a tremour of the lips. 'Well! What news?'
'News!' echoed the lady; 'dear sackalive! who'd expect to find news in
Mersea? you might as well drag for oysters in a horsepond.'
He was satisfied, and let her talk on without attending to her.
A few days later, he called the charwoman to him as she was going to the
pump.
'What is your name?'
'Susan Underwood. I'm a married woman, with three small children, and
another on its way.'
He fumbled in his pocket, and took out a crown.
'Any news?--from Mersea, I mean.'
'I don't come from Mersea. Thank your honour all the same.'
'But if there were news there it would get to Virley or Salcott, or
wherever you live.'
'It would be sure. I did hear,' she said, 'that Farmer Pooley has been
a-wisiting a little more nor he ought at widow Siggars' cottage, her as
has a handsome daughter, and so, they do say, has Farmer Pudney; and the
other day they met there, and was so mad each to find the other, that
the one up with his hunting whip and the other with his bible and
knocked each other down, and each had to be carried home on a shutter.'
'Go and tell those tales to the old woman upstairs. I have no patience
to listen to them. That's the sort of garbage women feed on, as maggots
on rotten meat.'
'But it is true.'
'Who cares whether true or not? It is all the same to me. Has anyone
arrived at Mersea?'
'Not yet, sir, but they do say that the parson's wife has expectations.'
'Go back to the kitchen,' growled Elijah, and relapsed into his dream.
A few minutes after, Mehalah came out, and seated herself on the bench
beside him. She was knitting. He put out his hand and felt her, and
smiled. He raised his hand to her head.
'Glory! when you wear the red cap in the sun I know it, I see a scarlet
light like a poppy, and it pleases me. Let me hold the ball, then I can
feel every stitch you take with your fingers.'
She put the wool gently into his palm; and began to talk to Mm
concerning the farm. He listened, and spoke in a tone and with a manner
different from his habit formerly.
Presently his hand stole up the thread, and he caught her fingers and
drew her hand down on her lap. Her first impulse was to snatch it away,
but she conquered it, and let him feel over her hand without a movement
of dislike.
'You have not yet a ring,' he said; 'you have no gold wedding circle
like other married women.'
'Our union is unlike all others,' she said.
'That is true; but you must wear my ring. I shall not be happy till you
do. I shall think you will cast me off unless I can feel the ring that
has no ending round your finger. Where is the link with which I married
you?'
'I have it here,' she said; 'I have not cast it off, and I shall not
cast you off. I have fastened it by a string and carry it in my bosom.'