CHAPTER IV.

"I do not know what witchcraft's in him."

Had he been put upon the rack Loyd Morton would still have been unable

to give any coherent account of his vigil at the bedside of Romaine

Effingham. Four hours had elapsed from the moment that he closed the

chamber-door until, upon the stroke of midnight, it opened to admit

Colston Drummond. Reflection failed to assist him to any satisfactory

explanation regarding the flight of the time. He was morally certain

that he had not lost an instant in slumber, the tension upon his mind

would be almost proof positive that he could not have lapsed into

unconsciousness; and yet the span seemed a complete void as he looked

back upon it.

Romaine still lived; indeed her hold upon vitality had visibly

strengthened since Morton's advent, yet, so far as his cognizance of

the phenomenon went, Nature unassisted had taken the resurrection into

her own hands. Resurrection was Morton's estimate of the miracle,

since every token of immediate dissolution was present in the

appearance of his patient when first he bent over her. The eyes were

glazed, the flesh clammy, and the pulsations imperceptible. The

extremities were cold with that peculiar chill which is so eloquent to

the practised touch. Death's conquest was imminent, perhaps assured,

and he had done nothing to avert the dread consummation--nothing save

to murmur the name of one which embodied, for him, the quintessence of

existence here and hereafter.

"Paula!" he had murmured, half tentatively, half mechanically.

It must have been the result of sorcery if simply at the utterance of

that name Death furled his pale flag and left the field to his

erstwhile routed opponent. Yet such was the case, as the physician's

keen senses promptly detected. The young man experienced a thrill

second to none that as yet he had encountered in his professional

career, as upon his finger-tips came the delicate flutter of the

pulse, while to his eager sight followed a gentle upheaval of the

breast that sent a quivering sigh to his listening ear.

It was a supreme moment to Loyd Morton.

Naturally his first impulse was to apply some restorative and thus

assist resuscitation. There was brandy at hand, a small quantity of

which he inserted, drop by drop, between the parted lips. The effect

produced seemed magical; the respiration became steady, a delicate

glow crept into the wan cheeks, while a genial warmth attended by that

most encouraging of symptoms, a dew-like moisture, relaxed the cold

rigidity of the hands that returned the faintest possible pressure as

they rested in the young doctor's clasp. Every token of convalescence

by degrees made itself manifest and progressed until the soft gray

eyes unclosed, instinct with crescent intelligence.

The watcher bent eagerly so that his countenance should fill the field

of her vision, so that her awakening consciousness should grasp his

personality to the exclusion of all other objects. Apparently the

unpremeditated act met with flattering success, in that Romaine

Effingham's first utterance framed his name.

"Loyd!"

It was simply an articulate breath, but it was a conscious utterance

capable of interpretation, and Morton was satisfied; nay, he was

enraptured.

"Paula!" he exclaimed, in his exaltation, "Paula, you have come back

to me!"

"I have--come back," was the tremulous reply.

"And we shall never, never again be parted," he urged with passionate

intensity.

The dilated eyes watched him as if spell-bound.

"You understand that you are no longer Romaine, but Paula, my own

dear, true love," he continued, giving each word its due import;

"Romaine has gone to her rest, but you have returned to make my life

once more worth the living! Oh, my dear one, tell me that you realize

the situation, that you comprehend my words! Let me hear you say that

you are Paula, my wife."

"Paula, your wife," came the obedient echo.

Had he been in his normal condition of self-control, Morton's

exuberant satisfaction might have been tempered by a consciousness of

the fact that he was forcing his own volition upon a cataleptic

subject; the strained circumstances under which he labored, however,

spared him this somewhat matter-of-fact view of the case. Indeed, he

had closed all avenues of approach to unwelcome spectres of the

scientific order, for the time being at least. Moreover, he had

permitted himself to lose sight of an attribute which upon more than

one occasion had been imputed to him. It had been whispered among his

hyper-sensitive patients that the young physician possessed that most

mysterious, yet positive, of gifts, mesmeric power, animal

magnetism,--what you will. Be that as it may, Loyd Morton undoubtedly

exerted a strong attraction for those in whom he was personally

interested. Babblers had informed him of his endowment much, be it

said, to his annoyance; but the fact remained that he held his fellow

man in thrall, whether he would or not.

Either of the above considerations would have tinctured his

overflowing cup with bitterness; but as he had already drained that

cup of joy, it remained for digestion to prove whether the adverse

mixture had crept in in some ingustable form.

A few more words of passionate admonition he addressed to his patient

ere the eye-lids drooped and the breathing became measured as in that

profound slumber which succeeds exhaustion.

And thereupon began that extraordinary vigil, during which Morton was

conscious of naught save the assured resurrection and possible--he

dared not think probable--reincarnation.

She had placed her hand in his ere she fell asleep, and he sat close

beside her scarcely venturing to relinquish it into the keeping of its

fellow where it rested upon her breast. By the light of the shaded

lamp he studied the calm beauty of the girl's features, the restful

slumber lending a heightening touch to their exquisite outline.

Always a being set above and apart from his anxious existence, he had

seen even less than formerly of Romaine since his marriage, and in

that time she had matured into the perfection of womanhood. He had

loved her, as he had loved the other members of her family, with a

love born of gratitude. There had been no sentiment in this love

beyond that of grateful appreciation; he had loved Romaine exactly in

the vein that he had loved her brothers; had he been called upon, he

would have laid down his life for any of them with undiscriminating

loyalty. Having been his intimate friend, Malcolm might have stood

first in a test of self-sacrifice, but there had never been the

slightest shade of difference in his sense of allegiance to either

Hubert or Romaine. In a word, he had never loved Romaine otherwise

than as a friend; within the niche before which his soul bowed down in

all-absorbing idolatry he had set up the image of the woman who had

been his wife, and as it was a case of soul-worship with him, the

niche remained occupied to the eternal exclusion of rival effigies.

He recalled with a flutter of timid pride how officious friends,

ambitious of his welfare, had ventured to couple his name with that of

Romaine.

"You were her brother's 'Fidus Achates,'" they urged; "you have

received not only marks of affection from every member of her family,

but positive encouragement in every form. Take Malcolm's vacant place

and be a son and brother and husband all in one."

To this friendly folly he smiled in answer, saying, "You admit that I

assumed the rôle of Achates to perfection, do you?"

"Certainly!" was the reply.

"Then let me rest upon my laurels. I am wise in my own generation. I

know the limit of my histrionic ability and have no wish to attempt an

impersonation of Phaethon."

Hence his friends inferred that he was disinclined to court Romaine

Effingham through modesty or diffidence, little dreaming that he

refused to enter the lists through lack of inclination. Even upon this

night as he sat at her bed-side, keeping vigil while she slept,

satisfied that she was convalescent, he was simply grateful that

heaven in its mercy had spared her to her mother and brother, and--

A cold perspiration akin to the dews of death, pearled upon his brow,

grown suddenly pallid, as a problem of dire import flitted like a

grewsome spectre into the field of his speculation.

"If," suggested the phantom, with appalling reason, "she is spared to

her mother and brother, is she not spared as well to her affianced

lover? Will he not shortly claim her as his own? And if, as you have

been persuaded to believe, her soul is at rest while the soul of one

you have loved and lost is renascent, incarnate in her body, how will

you bear this second separation, this alienation in life, which

promises to be infinitely more trying than that of death?"

He sat as one spell-bound, listening in horror to the silent voice.

He relaxed his hold upon the girl's hand and it fell limply at her

side. His eyes grew haggard with the speechless agony of uncertainty,

while his pallid lips strove to utter the cry of his anguished soul,

"My God, why did I not foresee this emergency? Thou art my judge that

I would not cause her one instant's misery, would not cast my shadow

in the path of her perfect happiness for my life, and yet"--"And yet,"

resumed the voice of the phantom--alas, with no intonation of

mockery--"and yet you must secure her body in order to claim communion

with the soul that now animates it. Look upon her, strive to realize

that this is Paula your wife and no longer the daughter of your

benefactors."

"Oh, grant me some proof!" he moaned; "Paula! Paula, speak to me! In

heaven's name, give me the satisfaction of _knowing_ that you are with

me once again, or this uncertainty will drive me mad!" He had dropped

upon his knees at the bedside and had almost roughly resumed

possession of her hand, passionately pressing it to his lips.

"Paula," he cried, "assure me that you are here, grant me some token

that you recognize me, Loyd, your husband, and help me to shape my

course of action, for now is the appointed time; one precious moment

lost and we may be estranged, hopelessly parted. I am groping in

darkness like unto the shadow of death. If ever I needed thy guiding

hand, I need it now, in this supreme, this awful moment. Oh, hear me,

Paula! I conjure you, speak to me!"

As if in answer to his desperate exhortation, she stirred in her

sleep, and he felt the soft flutter of her hand as it lay crushed

between his.

"No, no!" he panted, "you _must_ speak, or I shall not be satisfied

that it is indeed _you_! Call me Loyd, husband--anything you will, so

that I recognize your presence?"

He arose and bent low above her, almost crying aloud in exultation as

her lips parted to exhale his name, simply his name.

"Loyd!"

Then the profound slumber resumed its sway.

He raised the quiescent figure in his arms and imprinted a passionate

kiss upon the low brow.

"Did you not promise me," he whispered, "that before the dawn of

another day I should take a living body in my arms and know that it is

animated by your soul? Your prophecy has come true and I thank God for

it!"

Very gently he lowered the delicate form among the pillows and with a

reverent touch placed the hand that he had caressed, within the clasp

of its fellow; then he turned and began to pace the shadowy chamber in

a state of uncontrollable excitement.

"She warned me," he murmured, "that consequences would arise over

which she should have no control; warned me that _I_ should have to

confront them. I assured her that I was not only ready, but eager to

accept the chances. What was my conviction at that moment compared

with the overwhelming conviction that commands me _now_? Then she was

intangible, invisible even,--a spirit; now she is in the flesh and has

addressed me with lips of flesh! Be the consequences what they may,

this body which has served her soul with the means of reincarnation

shall belong to me, as wholly and entirely as her soul, which is mine

to all eternity!"

"You do not love that body," whispered the spectral Mentor; "beautiful

as in itself it is, it possesses no attraction for you."

"By degrees I shall learn to cherish it," was the undaunted reply;

"shortly I shall love it as being _her_ abode."

Argument was out of the question in his existing condition of mental

exultation; not that he had quite lost his grip upon himself, since

some semblance of common-sense had borne ecstatic fancy company in her

flight to the lofty pinnacle upon which she now poised, as his next

more material thought gives evidence. He had reached the fire-place in

his nervous perambulation and had paused upon the hearth, mechanically

setting his gaze upon the smouldering embers.

"I would to heaven," he muttered, "that Paula's spirit had returned to

me in any other guise than this! I shudder before the complication

that looms upon the near horizon, and yet in what am I to be blamed

for what of necessity must transpire in the immediate future? How can

I be expected, in the very nature of things, to be able to explain to

Drummond the reason that he should cease to cherish his love and

relinquish all to me? Would he not consider me hopelessly insane were

I to lay before him the reason for my determined action, expose a

scheme which even in my eyes seems unparalleled in the history of

man? No, no! I am convinced that so occult a compact must remain an

inviolable secret between the Infinite and me. I feel myself to be but

a mere factor in some great covenant, an instrument, a simple means

tending towards an end of which I am in ignorance."

The smouldering embers fell together upon the hearth, emitting one

expiring lance of flame, illumining his pallid features grown tense

and rigid with resolution.

"I may be forced to dissimulation, even to deceit," he concluded,

turning away from the dazzling gleam, "in order to effect my purpose.

Already, as it were unconsciously, have I prepared Mrs. Effingham for

possible catastrophes. I have told her that her daughter will recover,

but in the same breath I warned her that I feared for her mental

condition. Why I so warned her, heaven only knows. So far as I know at

present that utterance was a lie, a base, ignoble fabrication; but it

came unbidden to my lips, and who shall say that it came not at the

instigation of some mysterious power beyond and above me? Who shall

deny that, since I have ceased to be the man I was, some species of

clairvoyant skill has descended upon me as the natural concomitant of

the atmosphere of unreality that henceforth I shall breathe?"

He turned quickly and crept to the bedside, a desperate expression

kindling in his haggard eyes as they rested upon the sleeping girl.

"Whether the issue proves me to be clairvoyant or brands me with

falsehood, I must establish mental aberration in my patient, or lose

my prize," he muttered; "I have burned my bridges and there is no

retreating now!"

Scarcely had the incoherent words escaped his lips ere a clock tolled

midnight and simultaneously the sound of wheels upon the terrace

disturbed the peaceful course of night.

Thereupon followed the confusion of the muffled unclosing and closing

of doors, excited voices and hurrying footsteps.

The sleeper stirred and moaned. Morton drew himself up into an

attitude of unconscious defence, vaguely preparing himself for menace

or attack, and in the next instant the door was thrust open to admit

Colston Drummond.

No need to glance twice at the handsome face in order to guess the

ungovernable anxiety and disarray that possessed the young lover.

"Is she alive?" he gasped, advancing into the middle of the chamber.

For answer, Morton imperiously waved him back in silence.

"No, no!" he cried, "give me some satisfaction! Tell me at least that

I have not arrived too late! In God's name, why do you not speak?"

Barring his impetuous passage to the bedside, even laying detaining

hands upon Drummond's shoulders, Morton was about to reply, when a low

cry disturbed the ominous pause.

Snatched from her profound slumber and unobserved, Romaine Effingham

had struggled up to a sitting posture and straightway fallen back with

the cry which had startled the silence.

"Oh, why will you torture me?" she moaned piteously, flinging her arms

across her face as if in desperate effort to shut out the sight of

some uncanny apparition; "take him--take him away and let me--rest! In

mercy, let me rest!"

"Romaine! Great heaven! what does this mean?"

"Silence!" commanded Morton, releasing his hold and retreating a step,

while a gleam of triumph flickered for one brief moment in his sunken

eyes; "Mr. Drummond, if you have any respect for the life of Miss

Effingham, you will instantly leave this room!"

"Her life?" echoed Drummond in suspense, "it appears to me rather as

if her _reason_ were in jeopardy!"

"You are right," came the firm response, "her reason is gone--she is

_mad_!"

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