CHAPTER XV

Rose Otway ran up to her room and locked the door. She had fled there to

read her first love-letter.

"MY DARLING ROSE,--This is only to tell you that I love you. I

have been writing letters to you in my heart ever since I went

away. But this is the first moment I have been able to put one

down on paper. Father and mother never leave me--that sounds

absurd, but it's true. If father isn't there, then mother is.

Mother comes into my room after I am in bed, and tucks me up,

just as she used to do when I was a little boy.

"It's a great rush, for what I have so longed for is going to

happen, so you must not be surprised if you do not have

another letter from me for some time. But you will know, my

darling love, that I am thinking of you all the time. I am so

happy, Rose--I feel as if God has given me everything I ever

wanted all at once.

"Your own devoted

"JERVIS."

And then there was a funny little postscript, which made her smile

through her tears: "You will think this letter all my--'I.' But that

doesn't really matter now, as you and I are one!"

Rose soon learnt her first love-letter by heart. She made a little silk

envelope for it, and wore it on her heart. It was like a bit of Jervis

himself--direct, simple, telling her all she wanted to know, yet leaving

much unsaid. Rose had once been shown a love-letter in which the word

"kiss" occurred thirty-four times. She was glad that there was nothing

of that sort in Jervis's letter, and yet she longed with a piteous,

aching longing to feel once more his arms clasping her close, his lips

trembling on hers....

At last her mother asked her casually, "Has Jervis Blake written to you,

my darling?" And she said, "Yes, mother; once. I think he's busy,

getting his outfit."

"Ah, well, they won't think of sending out a boy as young as that, even

if Major Guthrie was right in thinking our Army is going to France." And

Rose to that had made no answer. She was convinced that Jervis was going

on active service. There was one sentence in his letter which could mean

nothing else.

* * * * *

Life in Witanbury, after that first week of war, settled down much as

before. There was a general impression that everything was going very

well. The brave little Belgians were defending their country with skill

and tenacity, and the German Army was being "held up."

The Close was full of mild amateur strategists, headed by the Dean

himself. Great as had been, and was still, his admiration for Germany,

Dr. Haworth was of course an Englishman first; and every day, when

opening his morning paper, he expected to learn that there had been

another Trafalgar. He felt certain that the German Fleet was sure to

make, as he expressed it, "a dash for it." Germany was too gallant a

nation, and the Germans were too proud of their fleet, to keep their

fighting ships in harbour. The Dean of Witanbury, like the vast majority

of his countrymen and countrywomen, still regarded War as a great game

governed by certain well-known rules which both sides, as a matter of

course, would follow and abide by.

The famous cathedral city was doing "quite nicely" in the matter of

recruiting. And the largest local employer of labour, a man who owned a

group of ladies' high-grade boot and shoe factories, generously decided

that he would permit ten per cent. of those of his men who were of

military age to enlist; he actually promised as well to keep their

places open, and to give their wives, or their mothers, as the case

might be, half wages for the first six months of war.

A good many people felt aggrieved when it became known that Lady Bethune

was not going to give her usual August garden party. She evidently did

not hold with the excellent suggestion that England should now take as

her motto "Business as Usual." True, a garden-party is not exactly

business--still, it is one of those pleasures which the great ladies of

a country neighbourhood find it hard to distinguish from duties.

Yes, life went on quite curiously as usual during the second week of the

Great War, and to many of the more well-to-do people of Witanbury, only

brought in its wake a series of agreeable "thrills" and mild

excitements.

Of course this was not quite the case with the inmates of the Trellis

House. Poor old Anna, for instance, very much disliked the process of

Registration. Still, it was made as easy and pleasant to her as

possible, and Mrs. Otway and Rose both accompanied her to the police

station. There, nothing could have been more kindly than the manner of

the police inspector who handed Anna Bauer her "permit." He went to some

trouble in order to explain to her exactly what it was she might and

might not do.

As Anna seldom had any occasion to travel as far as five miles from

Witanbury Close, her registration brought with it no hardship at all.

Still, she was surprised and hurt to find herself described as "an enemy

alien." She could assure herself, even now, that she had no bad feelings

against England--no, none at all!

Though neither her good faithful servant nor her daughter guessed the

fact, Mrs. Otway was the one inmate of the Trellis House to whom the

War, so far, brought real unease. She felt jarred and upset--anxious,

too, as she had never yet been, about her money matters.

More and more she missed Major Guthrie, and yet the thought of him

brought discomfort, almost pain, in its train. With every allowance

made, he was surely treating her in a very cavalier manner. How odd of

him not to have written! Whenever he had been away before, he had always

written to her, generally more than once; and now, when she felt that

their friendship had suddenly come closer, he left her without a line.

Her only comfort, during those strange days of restless waiting for news

which never came, were her daily talks with the Dean. Their mutual love

and knowledge of Germany had always been a strong link between them, and

it was stronger now than ever.

Alone of all the people she saw, Dr. Haworth managed to make her feel at

charity with Germany while yet quite confident with regard to her

country's part in the War. He did not say so in so many words, but it

became increasingly clear to his old friend and neighbour, that the Dean

believed that the Germans would soon be conquered, on land by Russia and

by France, while the British, following their good old rule, would

defeat them at sea.

Many a time, during those early days of war, Mrs. Otway felt a thrill of

genuine pity for Germany. True, the Militarist Party there deserved the

swift defeat that was coming on them; they deserved it now, just as the

French Empire had deserved it in 1870, though Mrs. Otway could not

believe that modern Germany was as arrogant and confident as had been

the France of the Second Empire.

Much as she missed Major Guthrie, she was sometimes glad that he was not

there to--no, not to crow over her, he was incapable of doing that, but

to be proved right.

There was a great deal of talk of the mysterious passage of Russians

through the country. Some said there were twenty thousand, some a

hundred thousand, and the stories concerning this secret army of

avengers grew more and more circumstantial. They reached Witanbury Close

from every quarter. And though for a long time the Dean held out, he at

last had to admit that, yes, he did believe that a Russian army was

being swiftly, secretly transferred, _via_ Archangel and Scotland, to

the Continent! More than one person declared that they had actually

_seen_ Cossacks peeping out of the windows of the trains which, with

blinds down, were certainly rushing through Witanbury station, one every

ten minutes, through each short summer night.

All the people the Otways knew took great glory and comfort in these

rumours, but Mrs. Otway heard the news with very mixed feelings. It

seemed to her scarcely fair that a Russian army should come, as it were,

on the sly, to attack the Germans in France--and she did not like to

feel that England would for ever and for aye have to be grateful to

Russia for having sent an army to her help.

* * * * *

It was the morning of the 18th of August--exactly a fortnight, that is,

since England's declaration of war on Germany. Coming down to breakfast,

Mrs. Otway suddenly realised what a very, very long fortnight this had

been--the longest fortnight in her life as a grown-up woman. She felt

what she very seldom was, depressed, and as she went into the

dining-room she was sorry to see that there was a sullen look on old

Anna's face.

"Good morning!" she said genially in German. And in reply the old

servant, after a muttered "Good morning, gracious lady," went on, in a

tone of suppressed anger, "Did you not tell me that the English were not

going to fight my people? That it was all a mistake?"

Mrs. Otway looked surprised. "Yes, I feel sure that no soldiers are

going abroad," she said quietly. "The Dean says that our Army is to be

kept at home, to defend our shores, Anna."

She spoke rather coldly; there was a growing impression in Witanbury

that the Germans might try to invade England, and behave here as they

were behaving in Belgium. Though Mrs. Otway and Rose tried to believe

that the horrible stories of burning and murder then taking place in

Flanders were exaggerated, still some of them were very circumstantial

and, in fact, obviously true.

Languidly, for there never seemed any real news nowadays, she opened

wide her newspaper. And then her heart gave a leap! Printed right across

the page, in huge black letters, ran the words:

"BRITISH EXPEDITIONARY FORCE IN FRANCE."

And underneath, in smaller type:

"LANDED AT BOULOGNE WITHOUT A SINGLE CASUALTY."

Then Major Guthrie had been right and the Dean wrong? And this was why

Anna had spoken as she had done just now, in that rather rude and

injured tone?

Later in the morning, when she met the Dean, he showed himself, as might

have been expected, very frank and genial about the matter.

"I have to admit that I was wrong," he observed; "quite wrong. I

certainly thought it impossible that any British troops could cross the

Channel till a decisive fleet action had been fought. And, well--I don't

mind saying to _you_, Mrs. Otway, I still think it a pity that we have

sent our Army abroad."

* * * * *

Three days later Rose and her mother each received a quaint-looking

postcard from "Somewhere in France." There was neither postmark nor

date. The first four words were printed, but what was really _very_

strange was the fact that the sentences written in were almost similar

in each case. But whereas Jervis Blake wrote his few words in English,

Major Guthrie's few words were written in French.

Jervis Blake's postcard ran:

"I AM QUITE WELL and very happy. This is a glorious country. I will

write a letter soon." And then "J. B."

That of Major Guthrie:

"I AM QUITE WELL." Then, in queer archaic French, "and all goes well

with me. I trust it is the same with thee. Will write soon."

But he, mindful of the fact that it was an open postcard, with your

Scotchman's true caution, had not even added his initials.

Mrs. Otway's only comment on hearing that Jervis Blake had written Rose

a postcard from France, had been the words, said feelingly, and with a

sigh, "Ah, well! So he has gone out too? He is very young to see

something of real war. But I expect that it will make a man of him, poor

boy."

For a moment Rose had longed to throw herself in her mother's arms and

tell her the truth; then she had reminded herself that to do so would

not be fair to Jervis. Jervis would have told his people of their

engagement if she had allowed him to do so. It was she who had prevented

it. And then--and then--Rose also knew, deep in her heart, that if

anything happened to Jervis, she would far rather bear the agony alone.

She loved her mother dearly, but she told herself, with the curious

egoism of youth, that her mother would not understand.

Rose had been four years old when her father died; she thought she could

remember him, but it was a very dim, shadowy memory. She did not

realise, even now, that her mother had once loved, once lost, once

suffered. She did not believe that her mother knew anything of love--of

real love, of true love, of such love as now bound herself to Jervis

Blake.

Her mother no doubt supposed Rose's friendship with Jervis Blake to be

like her own friendship with Major Guthrie--a cold, sensible, placid

affair. In fact, she had said, with a smile, "It's rather amusing, isn't

it, that Jervis should write to you, and Major Guthrie to me, by the

same post?"

But neither mother nor daughter had offered to show her postcard to the

other. There was so little on them that it had not seemed necessary. Of

the two, it was Mrs. Otway who felt a little shy. The wording of Major

Guthrie's postcard was so peculiar! Of course he did not know French

well, or he would have put what he wanted to say differently. He would

have said "you" instead of "thee." She was rather glad that her dear

little Rose had not asked to see it. Still, its arrival mollified her

sore, hurt feeling that he might have written before. Instead of tearing

it up, as she had always done the letters Major Guthrie had written to

her in the old days that now seemed so very long ago, she slipped that

curious war postcard inside the envelope in which were placed his

bank-notes.

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