Back in England again--England in the fall of the year--England in the
autumn of life, for Sir Charles Verdayne was nearing his end. The Boy
spent a few weeks at Verdayne Place, and then left to pay his first
visit to his fiancée. Paul Verdayne was prevented by his father's ill
health from accompanying him to Austria, as had been the original plan.
Opal had asked of the Boy during that last strange hour they had spent
together that he should make this visit, and bow obediently to the call
of destiny--as she had done. She did not know who he really was, nor
what station in life his fiancée graced, but she did know that it was
his duty bravely and well to play his part in the drama of life,
whatever the role. She would not have him shirk. It was a horrible
thing, she had said with a shudder--none knew it better than she--but
she would be glad all her life to think that he had been no coward, and
had not cringed beneath the bitterest blow of fate, but had been strong
because she loved him and believed in him.
And so, since Paul Verdayne could not be absent from his father's side,
with many a reluctant thought the Boy set forth for Austria alone.
During his absence, Isabella--she who had been Isabella Waring--returned
from Blackheath a widow with two grown daughters--two more modern
editions of the original Isabella. The widow herself was graver and more
matronly, yet there was much of the old Isabella left, and Verdayne was
glad to see her. Lady Henrietta gave her a cordial invitation to visit
Verdayne Place, which she readily accepted, passing many pleasant hours
with the friend of her youth and helping to while away the long days
that Verdayne found so tiresome when the Boy was away from him.
Isabella was still "a good sort," and made life much less unbearable
than it might have been, but Verdayne often smiled to think of the
"puppy-love" he had once felt for her. It was amusing, now, and they
both laughed over it--though Isabella would not have been a woman had
she not wondered at times why her "old pal" had never married. There had
been chances, lots of them, for the girls had always liked the
blue-eyed, manly boy he had been, and petted and flattered and courted
him all through his youth. Why hadn't he chosen one of them? Had he
really cared so much for her--Isabella? And she often found herself
looking with much pitying tenderness upon the lonely man, whose heart
seemed so empty of the family ties it should have fostered--and
wondering.
Lady Henrietta, too, was set to thinking as the days went by, and
turning, one night, to her son, "Paul," she said, "I begin to think that
perhaps I was wrong in separating you from the girl you loved, and so
spoiling your life. Isabella would have made you a fairly good wife, I
believe, as wives go, and you must forgive your mother, who meant it for
the best. She did not see the way clearly, then, and so denied you the
one great desire of your heart"
She looked at him closely, but his heart was no longer worn upon his
sleeve, and finding his face non-committal, she went on slowly, feeling
her way carefully as she advanced.
"Perhaps it is not too late now, my son. Don't let my prejudices stand
in your way again, for you are still young enough to be happy, and I
shall be truly glad to welcome any wife--any!"
Verdayne did not reply. His eyes were studying the pattern of the rug
beneath his feet. His mother's face flushed with embarrassment at the
delicacy of the subject, but she stumbled on bravely.
"Paul," she said, "Isabella is young yet, and you are not so very old.
It may not, even now, be too late to hold a little grandchild on my knee
before I die. I have been so fond of Paul--he is so very like you when
you were a boy--and have wished--oh, you don't know how a mother feels,
Paul--I have often wished that he were your son, or that I might have
had a grandson just like him. Do you know, Paul, I have often fancied
that your son, had you had one, would have been very like this dear
Boy."
Verdayne choked back a sob. If his mother could only understand as some
women would have understood! If he could have told her the truth! But,
no, he never could. Even now it would have been a terrible shock to her,
and she could never have forgiven, never held up her head again, if she
had known.
As for marrying Isabella--could he? After all, was it right to let the
old name die out for want of an heir? Was it just to his father? And
Isabella would not expect to be made love to. There was never that sort
of nonsense about her, and she would make all due allowance for his age
and seriousness.
His mother felt she had been very kind and generous in renouncing the
old objection of twenty years' standing, and, too, she felt that it was
only right, after spoiling her son's life for so long, to do her best to
atone for the mistake. It must be confessed she could not see what there
was about Isabella to hold the love and loyalty of a man like Paul for
so long, but then--and she sighed at the thought of the wasted
years--"Love is blind," they say--and so's a lover! And her motherly
heart longed for grandchildren--Paul's children--as it had always longed
for them.
Paul Verdayne sat opposite his penitent mother and pondered. The scent
from a bowl of red roses on his mother's table almost overpowered him
with memories.
He thought of the couch of deep red roses on which he had lain, caressed
by the velvet petals. He could inhale their fragrance even yet--he could
look into her eyes and breathe the incense of her hair--her whole
glorious person--that was like none other in all the world. Yes, she had
been happy--and he would remember! She would be happier yet could she
know that he had been faithful to his duty--and surely this was his duty
to his race. His Queen would have it so, he felt sure.
Rising, he bent over his mother, his eyes bright with unshed tears, and
kissed her calmly upon the brow. Then he walked quietly from the room.
His resolution was firmly fixed.
He would marry Isabella!