CHAPTER VIII

Mr. Stamford, on inquiring of the club porter, found that his friend

was at home, so to speak, and had not been more than ten minutes in

an apartment very unostentatiously furnished, which was devoted to

the reception of strangers, when Mr. Grandison entered.

“Are you club magnates afraid that strangers may run away with a

chair or two, or a spare sofa, that you are so confoundedly

parsimonious in the furniture line?” inquired Stamford. “I have more

than once considered the question when I have been kicking my heels

here and at the Junior Pioneers, and that is the conclusion I have

arrived at. It must be so. Surely there must be a legend of a

dried-out squatter being driven to spout an arm-chair or a

table-cover. Isn’t that it?”

“You’re in famous spirits, Harold, old man,” said the capitalist,

who was by no means over-joyous of demeanour. “It’s the rain that’s

done it, I suppose. ’Pon my soul, you’re right about this room. It

isn’t fit for a gentleman to be put into. I must bring it before the

committee. How are Mrs. Stamford and the girls? Brought them down?”

“Yes, we’re at Batty’s. I took Laura to Chatsworth this morning; I’m

going out now to call for her. I saw Mrs. Grandison; she was kind

enough to ask us to dine on Thursday.”

“That’s all right. Now I’ll tell you what I’ll do. The mail-phaeton

will be here in five minutes, and we’ll go out home together. I want

to have a talk with you. Things are not going altogether right in

the family, and I want another good yarn with you. You know what I

told you about Carlo? Well, he’s done worse since then, pretty near

broke my heart and his mother’s.” And here Mr. Grandison looked so

worried and hopeless that his friend felt himself to be grossly

selfish in that he found himself in such good spirits.

“I’m very sorry to hear it, Bob, my dear fellow,” said he with real

concern. “But worse! how can he have done worse?”

“He _has_ done worse, much worse. He has married, and married badly

too, by Jingo!” and here Mr. Grandison could no longer contain

himself.

“I hate to talk about it,” said he, after a pause, “but it’s one of

those things that must be faced. And of course you and I are too old

friends to mind telling each other the whole truth. But the fact is,

the confounded young fool has gone and married a barmaid.”

“You don’t say so!” said Mr. Stamford, starting back as from a blow,

but gradually bringing his mind to bear on the question, and

wondering how the consequences and complication of such an

inconceivable step in the case of an eldest son would end. “Carlo a

married man! And to a barmaid too! Surely there must be some

mistake. How in the world did it happen—how could it happen?” he

asked.

“I suppose it could happen, because it did,” answered his friend

gloomily. “Unfortunately, it’s only too true. The fact is, that

while he was living in Tasmania—you know he had just gone there when

you were in Sydney last, after that card-scrape he got into here—he

was living an idle, aimless life. He did that here, for that matter,

so that there was no need for him to complain about it so bitterly.

I sent him a very fair allowance, and thought he was well out of

harm’s way. He used to write his mother long letters; I thought he

was on the way to be reformed.” Here Mr. Grandison lit a cigar.

“What happened then?”

“After that he wanted me to give him an allowance, and let him go to

Europe. I wish to heaven I had done so now!”

“But why didn’t you?”

“Because I couldn’t trust him. I knew if I let him go on that

understanding, he would overdraw his allowance—gamble on a large

scale at some of those foreign places—Baden Baden or Homburg. Blow

his brains out then, perhaps.”

“I should have let him go, but I can understand your very natural

reluctance.”

“Yes, he’s a bad boy, Stamford, there’s no denying. But he’s my

eldest son, my first child. My God! how I remember all the love and

fondness poor Mary and I lavished on him—how we fretted ourselves to

death when he had any childish complaint—the agony we were in when

he was away from home one night, we thought he was lost. And to

think he should have repaid us for all our care and love, perhaps

foolish indulgence, like this—like this! It’s very bitter; it’s hard

to bear. Dashed if I didn’t envy our gardener last week, whose son

was apprenticed to a blacksmith! I did, by Jove! What’s all the

money to us now?”

“It is hard, my dear fellow,” said Stamford, touched by his friend’s

evident distress and hopeless air. “I pity you from my heart. But

are things so very bad? Can nothing be done?”

“Well they might be worse. The girl’s character is good, I believe;

she is a dairyman’s daughter, with no education, and that’s all the

harm I know of her. She has a pretty face. Carlo met her at a

roadside inn near where he was lodging. He writes over and says he

was so confoundedly dull and miserable that he’d made up his mind

he’d either marry the girl if she’d have him, or shoot himself. She

did have him. So this is the end of all our slaving and striving for

his benefit and to give him a chance of keeping in the first flight

of the best society the colony could show. He goes and throws

himself away like this. And we have a daughter-in-law that doesn’t

know an aitch when she sees it, I suppose, and if ever she comes

here, which isn’t likely, perhaps, can’t tell a finger-glass from a

flower-pot.” At this dreadful picture evoked from his inner

consciousness, Mr. Grandison groaned again, and made as if he could

tear his hair, were such gestures of grief permissible in a member

of a fashionable club.

Mr. Stamford did not really know for the moment what to say to

console the unhappy father, who, unless his son had died, could

hardly have been in a position of more hopeless sorrow. No doubt

some fathers would have been sufficiently Spartan to have preferred

an honourable death to an undesirable marriage. But, except in

business matters, he was not a hard man. Stamford knew that such

Lacedæmonian severity was alien to his nature. He set himself to

suggest consolatory ideas as the London built phaeton drew up to the

club steps.

“It’s a bad enough affair, doubtless. I won’t say I don’t think so.

I should have felt all you do, in my own case.” Here Mr. Stamford

inwardly scoffed at the possibility of Hubert’s acting in this

manner under any possible circumstances. “But it’s no use taking too

sombre a view. The girl is good looking, and honest, which is much.

She will, doubtless improve with opportunities. If she has any

strength of character, she will probably keep Carlo straight for the

future. We have known such things happen before. It’s a desperate

remedy, but occasionally efficacious.”

“Desperate! You may say so,” replied Mr. Grandison, testily. “Take

the other side of the question. Suppose she turns out a flirt or a

scold—or both; runs away from him, or he from her, leaving three or

four half-bred brats to worry me in my old age. What then?”

With the expression of these gloomy apprehensions as to the probable

matrimonial fate of the heir apparent of Chatsworth and many a fair

acre of plain and woodland, the phaeton entered the massive and

ornate portals of Chatsworth House, and crunched the immaculate

gravel, while the lord of all sat with folded arms and darkened

brow, indifferent as a captive to outer grandeur.

“Here we are! Come in Harold, old man,” he said, as the wheels

almost grazed the portico. “By George, I could find it in my heart

to sit down and cry on our own doorstep, but we have to live and see

it out, I suppose. Didn’t you say you were going to take Laura back?

Better stay and dine. Keep me company, there’s a good fellow. I’m

low enough, God knows!”

Harold Stamford would have agreed to this proposal at once, so

touched was he by his old friend’s woebegone appearance and

desponding words, but he recalled his own engagement. This he

pleaded successfully, adding, “You’ll have the whole family here on

Thursday.”

“All right, if you can’t, you can’t. Here, Bateman,” he called out

to the coachman who was driving away from the front, “don’t go away

yet. I want you to take Mr. Stamford and his daughter home. You may

as well go back to Batty’s in comfort, and this pair doesn’t get

half work enough. They’ll be making a bolt of it one of these days

like Carlo, if I don’t look out. Ha, ha!”

Mr. Grandison’s laugh was not pleasant to hear. His friend followed

him into the drawing-room in silence. Here sat the three ladies, who

were apparently not in bad spirits. Mrs. Grandison had chased from

her brow the marks of care which were so apparent at an earlier

period of the day, and was joining, apparently without effort, in

the vivacious discourse of the two young ladies. Miss Josie had

contrived to arise and apparel herself after the fashion of the

period, and though showing some of the pallor produced by a round of

gaiety in a semi-tropical climate, was on the whole sufficiently

attractive.

“So this is Laura,” said Mr. Grandison, as he advanced and warmly

greeted the young lady in question. “Why, what a woman you’ve grown,

and a handsome one, too, or I mistake much. Why, Josie, we must send

you up to the banks of the Warra Warra, or wherever Windāhgil is.

Near Mooramah, isn’t it, Stamford? ’Pon my soul! I forget where my

own stations are sometimes.”

“You won’t catch me going into the bush, father!” said Miss Josie,

in a rather sharp tone of voice. “That is, not farther than North

Shore. It certainly agrees with some people, and Laura here might

play the part of Patience without dressing. But Sydney is my home,

and I don’t mean to stir from it.”

“It’s the worst day’s work I ever did in my life when I brought you

all to live here,” said her father. “I wish to heaven we had

continued to live at the old bush cottage you were born in, my

lady.”

“I don’t see what difference that would have made, Robert,” said his

wife.

“But I do,” said the master of the house. “You and your children

would never have learned the habits of fashionable folly and

reckless extravagance in which your lives are spent. We might have

been satisfied with a more natural existence—aye, and, a happier

life.”

“If you only come home early to say disagreeable things, my dear

Robert, I must say that I like the old way best,” said Mrs.

Grandison with dignity.

“I would say a great many more things of the same sort,” replied he,

“if I could persuade myself that they would do any good. But it is

too late now. We have sown the wind and must reap the whirlwind.”

This form of discussion tended to render things generally rather

uncomfortable. It would have been difficult to direct the

conversation into a more conventional channel had not Mr. Grandison

abruptly left the room.

“I can’t think what has put Robert out so this afternoon,” said his

wife, “of course he keeps worrying himself about that dreadful

affair of Carlo’s—wicked boy! He told you about that, Mr. Stamford,

I know. I’ve cried my eyes out, and I shall never be the same woman

again, I know. But what is the use of making your life one long

misery for the sake of a selfish, disobedient son? He never

considered us, I firmly believe, since he was a boy at school. Then

why, as Josie says, should we consider him? I am not going to grieve

over him any longer. He has chosen his path.”

“He’s a selfish, stupid, unprincipled fellow,” said Josie, with an

air of cold decision. “He has done everything he could to disgrace

himself and us. I am not going to spoil my life on his account, and

I shall never mention his name, or that of the servant-girl he has

chosen to bring into the family.”

“I think you are too hard; I do indeed, Josie!” said her mother,

“though he deserves very little at our hands. You are not his

mother, my dear, and you don’t know how it feels. But I can’t think

we should deny ourselves anything in society for his sake. Just at

the beginning of the gay season in Sydney, too!”

Laura, who had looked extremely grave throughout the discussion, now

felt inclined to smile at Mrs. Grandison’s distressful _finale_. She

rose, and looked at her father to explain the absolute necessity for

their departure.

“We shall see you all here at dinner on Thursday, then, mind that!”

said their hostess. “And, Laura, put on your best bib and tucker.

I’ll have some of our show young men to meet you.”

“I’m sure I don’t know where you’ll find them, mother,” said Josie,

disdainfully. “Since the Lorenzo went to Fiji, there hasn’t been a

man in Sydney fit to look at.”

The coachman’s temper was not improved by the length of time during

which he had been kept waiting. One of the highly-conditioned,

irregularly-exercised horses had indeed revenged himself by pawing

and scraping, the result of which was a hole in the gravel, which

caused the head gardener to use a much stronger expression when he

saw it than, still mindful of kirk and minister, he was in the habit

of employing.

As they went spinning down the incline to Double Bay, in the easy,

well-hung carriage, her father said, “Wouldn’t you like to have a

drag like this, my dear, to put your husband down at his office in

if you were married and lived in Sydney?”

“That means if I were somebody else altogether,” replied Laura, with

a slight blush. “I can’t say how I might act then. But if you ask me

whether I would change places with the poor people in the splendid

house we have just left, I say, with the country mouse, ‘Give me my

hollow tree and liberty,’ or rather our love and affection for each

other. I don’t think anything could happen to alter that; do you,

father?”

Mr. Stamford answered by a quick, decided movement rather than by

words. It is to be hoped no one in that fashionable suburb observed

the action; but even if so, the faultlessly aristocratic appearance

of the equipage in which the offenders sat would have sufficed to

condone the offence.

A comparatively short time saw them at Hyde Park—too short, indeed,

it seemed to Laura, eager to enjoy the varied beauty of the scene.

The splendours of the dying day, the roll of the surge upon the

outer shore, the rising ocean breeze, all these seemed to the keen

and cultured sense of the enthusiastic maiden but portions of a

wondrous panorama, of which each hour furnished a fresh presentment.

Linda, from the balcony, beheld them arrive in state, and waved her

handkerchief in token of welcome and approval. “Oh! Laura, I was

beginning to think you were never coming. What kept you so late? You

will hardly have time to dress for dinner, and I do so want you to

look well.”

“Why should you want me to look well? I fancied I was looking rather

nice—that is, for a country cousin, as Josie says.”

“What!” almost shouted Linda; “hasn’t father told you? I see he

hasn’t—isn’t it just like him? If the Duke of Edinburgh and Lord

Wolseley were coming to dinner he’d forget all about it. And yet he

thinks he’s a good father.”

“So he is,” said Laura, “and I won’t have him run down. What is the

dreadful secret? Has the aide-de-camp come to ask us to dinner at

Government House?”

“No! But without joking, Laura, it is a matter of importance. That

is—we should have thought so at Windāhgil. Mr. Barrington Hope is

coming to dine.”

“Is he?” said Laura, coolly. Linda afterwards said it was “unnatural

calmness.” “Then suppose you ask the maid to turn on the gas

directly. We must put on our best bibs and tuckers, as Mrs.

Grandison says.”

Mr. Barrington Hope arrived in due time, accurately apparelled and

looking—as most men do—to great advantage in evening costume. Though

much above the ordinary height, his breadth of shoulder and justness

of proportion prevented any appearance of incongruity. Evidently one

of those persons who wisely dismiss the problems of the day with

their ordinary garb, his features wore an entirely different

expression, so closely allied to careless ease that Mr. Stamford

could hardly believe he saw before him the anxious brain-worker of

the morning.

As the two men stood together on the balcony overlooking the bay

with its evening crowd of water-wayfarers and pleasure seekers, the

elder said—

“How wonderful an image of rest and peace a calm sea presents,

especially at this hour! There are hard work and deep thoughts

frequently upon blue water, but I confess I can never connect them

together.”

“My own feeling, quite,” said Hope. “I am passionately fond of the

sea, but few people have less time for indulging such a taste. I

always feel it to be the true home of the lotus-eater. ‘In calm or

storm, by rock or bay,’ there is rest for the soul when on the deep.

If I were safely embarked for Europe and clear of the Heads, I

should almost expire of joy, I really believe.”

“But why do you not take a holiday—a run to Fiji, San Francisco,

Galle, anywhere? All places strange and foreign are equally good for

change.”

“Or to the moon,” laughed the young man. “Nearly as much chance of

getting to one as the other. However, I will think it over and

arrange.”

“Depend upon it, you should not delay. I am something of a

physiognomist, and I see reasons for a foreign tour. Why not make an

application? Urgent private affairs. They could not be more

truthfully described. But here come my young people.”

Mrs. Stamford and her daughters now appeared. With her usual prompt

kindness she advanced, upon hearing her husband commence a formal

introduction, and held out her hand to the young man.

“You are well known to us by name, Mr. Hope! I have great pleasure,

believe me, in making your acquaintance. I trust some day that we

may be able to see you at Windāhgil. You will be indeed welcome to

our country home.”

Mr. Hope bowed with an air as if disclaiming all title to unusual

indulgence, but his eyes strayed from the kind face of the speaker

to that of Laura Stamford, to whom, with Linda, he was now

presented.

Both these young ladies, in spite of an air of calm repose, were

inwardly somewhat agitated at beholding a personage in whose favour

they had heard so much. Prone, like most damsels of the romantic

age, to invest the probable hero with striking attributes, they had

yet fallen short of a correct estimate of Barrington Hope’s

appearance. Connecting him in more or less degree with his

mercantile profession, they had expected perhaps a look of greater

age, a more concentrated regard, or care-encumbered countenance.

When therefore they were confronted by one of the best-looking,

best-dressed men in the metropolis, separated as to air and manner

apparently from any commonplace pecuniary labours, they could hardly

believe their eyes.

Linda was inwardly gnashing her teeth, and reproaching the author of

her being in that he was such an inefficient hand at description.

“Would not any one have imagined, Laura,” she said afterwards, “that

Mr. Hope was a hard-headed sort of person, clever at figures and all

that, and good to us? And now, quite suddenly we are brought face to

face with a magnificent man—the finest man I ever saw in my life.

Isn’t it a shame—a crying shame, Laura?”

“Isn’t what a crying shame? That Mr. Hope is asked to dine, or that

we couldn’t write and request his photograph before the original

burst upon us in all his glory? Do you think you would have liked to

behave differently?”

“I am sure I can’t tell. But it was such a surprise. I might have

fainted and disgraced myself. But you are such a cold-blooded

creature, Laura; I sometimes think you have no heart.”

“H’m,” said Laura, “that is a matter of opinion. I do not profess to

wear my heart upon my sleeve, but there is an article of the kind

somewhere deep down, I daresay. What do I think about Mr. Hope? I

think him very nice. He is well-informed, though he did not parade

his knowledge. Understands the science of music, and plays with

taste. I don’t know that I can say more about him at present.”

“What a prosaic list of qualities; it might have been read out of a

book! But didn’t you like him a great deal?”

“How could I like any one a great deal the first day I met him? Do

you think I resemble Miss Morton’s heroines, who meet a perfectly

unknown young man, and in an hour have told him all their family

affairs and inmost thoughts? That kind of transparent simplicity is

not in my line.”

“But you do like him, Laura. Say you do really.”

“Of course I like a handsome, agreeable man who has been of the

greatest use and benefit to the family, as I like any pleasant

acquaintance. Further than that I decline to commit myself. And now

let me go to sleep.”

“How you can go to sleep entirely astonishes me. Oh! wasn’t it a

delightful dinner? I felt so nice. I am sure I looked the essence of

propriety and countrified inexperience. Do you think he could

discover that we had seen very little society, Laura?”

“If he was not a very unobservant man he might easily have made out

so much, I should say; that is if he troubled himself to study us so

deeply. What can it matter?”

It was not only on that memorable evening that Barrington Hope

produced a favourable impression upon the youthful portion of the

Stamford family. Mrs. Stamford was charmed with him. His manner was

so easy, yet so deferential and so respectful to her and her

daughters. Well-informed as to the European politics of the day, he

inferentially, in an argument with Mr. Stamford, showed himself to

be widely read. He was familiar with the latest songs, the very last

waltz; he sang a duet with Laura, and even played an accompaniment

which showed more than theoretical knowledge of the science of

music.

When he made his adieux somewhat early in the evening, every voice

was musical in his praise.

“He’s a delightful creature,” said Linda, “all my fancy painted him,

and more. How different he is from most of the men one meets. So

free from conceit, and yet he knows so much, doesn’t he? And what a

good touch he has on the piano! But men always play better than we

do when they play at all. When are we going to see him again?”

“He is to send us tickets for the Bachelors’ Ball,” said Laura. “We

shall meet him there, of course. What a grand affair it is to be!”

“I shall catch a fever and die before the day arrives,” said Linda,

plaintively. “The happiness will be too great to be realised. Oh!

oh, dear! Oh! dear! how shall we pass the intervening days? Luckily

our dresses will take up a good deal of our thoughts and spare time.

Do you think he dances well, Laura?”

“Mr. Hope appears to do many things well. I don’t suppose he showed

us all his good qualities in one evening. He is a man of the world,

and doesn’t have all his goods in the shop window at once.”

“What a horrid idea, Laura. You haven’t half as much sentiment as I

have. I hope he hasn’t many more accomplishments; I don’t care for a

man being perfect. Perhaps he has a bad temper underneath. Men with

soft voices often have.”

“I didn’t notice any uncommon softness of voice. I thought he spoke

naturally, which is the great thing after all, with men or women

either. But after we go to the ball you will most likely discover

that there are other men in the world.”

“I don’t care. I am quite certain there are very few nicer ones, if

any. I think you must admire him yourself, Laura; you are so guarded

about him, and I am sure he has taken a fancy to you.”

“Nonsense, Linda! Really you are old enough to talk more sensibly.

How can any one form any liking or otherwise in a single evening?”

“What, not love at first sight?” exclaimed Linda, jumping up in an

excited manner. “Do you disbelieve wholly in that? What does

Disraeli say in that lovely _Venetia_ of his? ‘There is no love but

love at first sight,’ or first love, I forget which.”

“They are different things,” answered Laura; “but Disraeli ought to

have more sense than to write in a way to turn silly girls’ heads. I

think your novel-reading will have to be restricted, Linda, before

long; I must really speak to mother.”

“It’s too late now, Laura. I’ve read all sorts of things, but they

don’t do girls any harm. Bad companions do, if you like. They are

destructive; but we never had any friends that we were ashamed of.

And so you don’t like Mr. Hope.”

“I didn’t say that,” answered Laura; “but really you’re as

persistent as an interviewer, Linda,” and she quitted the room.

In spite of Linda’s repeated assertions that the week preceding the

ball never would come to an end, the despised days passed

away—perhaps too quickly indeed for some people. A picnic in the

harbour, the detail of which was arranged by Mr. Hope, and which

every one enjoyed ecstatically, as Linda avowed, perhaps aided the

flight of time. A visit to the theatre, where the London Comedy

Company was performing, also tended to prevent undue concentration

of thought. And, oh! wonder of wonders, and joy of joys, was not the

Intercolonial Exhibition, that Aladdin’s Palace of Art and Industry,

daily open, daily enjoyed to the very acme of novel excitement?

How delicious was it to stroll around the fountain in the afternoon

of each day, while the music of the Austrian Band rose to the lofty

roof or floated dreamlike amid the aisles and courts; to sit

silently absorbing delicious sounds amid the strange beauty and

variety of the scene; to wander amid the heaped up riches of the

curiosities of every land under the sun, encountering well-known

friends unexpectedly, or exchanging the pleasantries of the hour

with gay acquaintances. Such were the resources thrown open to the

erstwhile dwellers at Windāhgil. Small surprise need therefore be

aroused by Linda’s next declaration, that the ball would be upon

them all too swiftly, and find them unprepared. Strangely sweet

sorrows and sighs of youth! joys in disguise are they for the most

part.

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