III.

When she rose the next morning the bell was clanging for the second

breakfast, and people were pouring in from the beach in every variety

of attire. Paula, whom a restless night had left with a headache,

which, however, she said nothing about, was reluctant to emerge from the

seclusion of her chamber, till her aunt, discovering what was the matter

with her, suggested that a few minutes in the open air would refresh

her; and they went downstairs into the hotel gardens.

The clatter of the big breakfast within was audible from this spot, and

the noise seemed suddenly to inspirit Paula, who proposed to enter.

Her aunt assented. In the verandah under which they passed was a rustic

hat-stand in the form of a tree, upon which hats and other body-gear

hung like bunches of fruit. Paula’s eye fell upon a felt hat to which

a small block-book was attached by a string. She knew that hat and

block-book well, and turning to Mrs. Goodman said, ‘After all, I don’t

want the breakfast they are having: let us order one of our own as

usual. And we’ll have it here.’

She led on to where some little tables were placed under the tall

shrubs, followed by her aunt, who was in turn followed by the

proprietress of the hotel, that lady having discovered from the French

maid that there was good reason for paying these ladies ample personal

attention.

‘Is the gentleman to whom that sketch-book belongs staying here?’ Paula

carelessly inquired, as she indicated the object on the hat-stand.

‘Ah, no!’ deplored the proprietress. ‘The Hotel was full when Mr.

Somerset came. He stays at a cottage beyond the Rue Anicet Bourgeois: he

only has his meals here.’

Paula had taken her seat under the fuchsia-trees in such a manner that

she could observe all the exits from the salle a manger; but for the

present none of the breakfasters emerged, the only moving objects on the

scene being the waitresses who ran hither and thither across the court,

the cook’s assistants with baskets of long bread, and the laundresses

with baskets of sun-bleached linen. Further back towards the inn-yard,

stablemen were putting in the horses for starting the flys and coaches

to Les Ifs, the nearest railway-station.

‘Suppose the Somersets should be going off by one of these conveyances,’

said Mrs. Goodman as she sipped her tea.

‘Well, aunt, then they must,’ replied the younger lady with composure.

Nevertheless she looked with some misgiving at the nearest stableman as

he led out four white horses, harnessed them, and leisurely brought a

brush with which he began blacking their yellow hoofs. All the vehicles

were ready at the door by the time breakfast was over, and the inmates

soon turned out, some to mount the omnibuses and carriages, some to

ramble on the adjacent beach, some to climb the verdant slopes, and some

to make for the cliffs that shut in the vale. The fuchsia-trees which

sheltered Paula’s breakfast-table from the blaze of the sun, also

screened it from the eyes of the outpouring company, and she sat on

with her aunt in perfect comfort, till among the last of the stream came

Somerset and his father. Paula reddened at being so near the former at

last. It was with sensible relief that she observed them turn towards

the cliffs and not to the carriages, and thus signify that they were not

going off that day.

Neither of the two saw the ladies, and when the latter had finished

their tea and coffee they followed to the shore, where they sat for

nearly an hour, reading and watching the bathers. At length footsteps

crunched among the pebbles in their vicinity, and looking out from her

sunshade Paula saw the two Somersets close at hand.

The elder recognized her, and the younger, observing his father’s action

of courtesy, turned his head. It was a revelation to Paula, for she was

shocked to see that he appeared worn and ill. The expression of his

face changed at sight of her, increasing its shade of paleness; but he

immediately withdrew his eyes and passed by.

Somerset was as much surprised at encountering her thus as she had been

distressed to see him. As soon as they were out of hearing, he asked his

father quietly, ‘What strange thing is this, that Lady De Stancy should

be here and her husband not with her? Did she bow to me, or to you?’

‘Lady De Stancy--that young lady?’ asked the puzzled painter. He

proceeded to explain all he knew; that she was a young lady he had met

on his journey at two or three different times; moreover, that if

she were his son’s client--the woman who was to have become Lady De

Stancy--she was Miss Power still; for he had seen in some newspaper

two days before leaving England that the wedding had been postponed on

account of her illness.

Somerset was so greatly moved that he could hardly speak connectedly to

his father as they paced on together. ‘But she is not ill, as far as I

can see,’ he said. ‘The wedding postponed?--You are sure the word was

postponed?--Was it broken off?’

‘No, it was postponed. I meant to have told you before, knowing you

would be interested as the castle architect; but it slipped my memory in

the bustle of arriving.’

‘I am not the castle architect.’

‘The devil you are not--what are you then?’

‘Well, I am not that.’

Somerset the elder, though not of penetrating nature, began to see that

here lay an emotional complication of some sort, and reserved further

inquiry till a more convenient occasion. They had reached the end of

the level beach where the cliff began to rise, and as this impediment

naturally stopped their walk they retraced their steps. On again nearing

the spot where Paula and her aunt were sitting, the painter would have

deviated to the hotel; but as his son persisted in going straight on, in

due course they were opposite the ladies again. By this time Miss

Power, who had appeared anxious during their absence, regained her

self-control. Going towards her old lover she said, with a smile, ‘I

have been looking for you!’

‘Why have you been doing that?’ said Somerset, in a voice which he

failed to keep as steady as he could wish.

‘Because--I want some architect to continue the restoration. Do you

withdraw your resignation?’

Somerset appeared unable to decide for a few instants. ‘Yes,’ he then

answered.

For the moment they had ignored the presence of the painter and Mrs.

Goodman, but Somerset now made them known to one another, and there was

friendly intercourse all round.

‘When will you be able to resume operations at the castle?’ she asked,

as soon as she could again speak directly to Somerset.

‘As soon as I can get back. Of course I only resume it at your special

request.’

‘Of course.’ To one who had known all the circumstances it would have

seemed a thousand pities that, after again getting face to face with

him, she did not explain, without delay, the whole mischief that

had separated them. But she did not do it--perhaps from the inherent

awkwardness of such a topic at this idle time. She confined herself

simply to the above-mentioned business-like request, and when the party

had walked a few steps together they separated, with mutual promises to

meet again.

‘I hope you have explained your mistake to him, and how it arose, and

everything?’ said her aunt when they were alone.

‘No, I did not.’

‘What, not explain after all?’ said her amazed relative.

‘I decided to put it off.’

‘Then I think you decided very wrongly. Poor young man, he looked so

ill!’

‘Did you, too, think he looked ill? But he danced last night. Why did he

dance?’ She turned and gazed regretfully at the corner round which the

Somersets had disappeared.

‘I don’t know why he danced; but if I had known you were going to be so

silent, I would have explained the mistake myself.’

‘I wish you had. But no; I have said I would; and I must.’

Paula’s avoidance of tables d’hote did not extend to the present one.

It was quite with alacrity that she went down; and with her entry the

antecedent hotel beauty who had reigned for the last five days at that

meal, was unceremoniously deposed by the guests. Mr. Somerset the elder

came in, but nobody with him. His seat was on Paula’s left hand, Mrs.

Goodman being on Paula’s right, so that all the conversation was between

the Academician and the younger lady. When the latter had again retired

upstairs with her aunt, Mrs. Goodman expressed regret that young Mr.

Somerset was absent from the table. ‘Why has he kept away?’ she asked.

‘I don’t know--I didn’t ask,’ said Paula sadly. ‘Perhaps he doesn’t care

to meet us again.’

‘That’s because you didn’t explain.’

‘Well--why didn’t the old man give me an opportunity?’ exclaimed the

niece with suppressed excitement. ‘He would scarcely say anything but

yes and no, and gave me no chance at all of introducing the subject. I

wanted to explain--I came all the way on purpose--I would have begged

George’s pardon on my two knees if there had been any way of beginning;

but there was not, and I could not do it!’

Though she slept badly that night, Paula promptly appeared in the public

room to breakfast, and that not from motives of vanity; for, while not

unconscious of her accession to the unstable throne of queen-beauty in

the establishment, she seemed too preoccupied to care for the honour

just then, and would readily have changed places with her unhappy

predecessor, who lingered on in the background like a candle after

sunrise.

Mrs. Goodman was determined to trust no longer to Paula for putting an

end to what made her so restless and self-reproachful. Seeing old Mr.

Somerset enter to a little side-table behind for lack of room at the

crowded centre tables, again without his son, she turned her head and

asked point-blank where the young man was.

Mr. Somerset’s face became a shade graver than before. ‘My son is

unwell,’ he replied; ‘so unwell that he has been advised to stay indoors

and take perfect rest.’

‘I do hope it is nothing serious.’

‘I hope so too. The fact is, he has overdone himself a little. He was

not well when he came here; and to make himself worse he must needs go

dancing at the Casino with this lady and that--among others with a young

American lady who is here with her family, and whom he met in London

last year. I advised him against it, but he seemed desperately

determined to shake off lethargy by any rash means, and wouldn’t listen

to me. Luckily he is not in the hotel, but in a quiet cottage a hundred

yards up the hill.’

Paula, who had heard all, did not show or say what she felt at the news:

but after breakfast, on meeting the landlady in a passage alone, she

asked with some anxiety if there were a really skilful medical man in

Etretat; and on being told that there was, and his name, she went back

to look for Mr. Somerset; but he had gone.

They heard nothing more of young Somerset all that morning, but towards

evening, while Paula sat at her window, looking over the heads of

fuchsias upon the promenade beyond, she saw the painter walk by. She

immediately went to her aunt and begged her to go out and ask Mr.

Somerset if his son had improved.

‘I will send Milly or Clementine,’ said Mrs. Goodman.

‘I wish you would see him yourself.’

‘He has gone on. I shall never find him.’

‘He has only gone round to the front,’ persisted Paula. ‘Do walk that

way, auntie, and ask him.’

Thus pressed, Mrs. Goodman acquiesced, and brought back intelligence to

Miss Power, who had watched them through the window, that his son did

not positively improve, but that his American friends were very kind to

him.

Having made use of her aunt, Paula seemed particularly anxious to get

rid of her again, and when that lady sat down to write letters, Paula

went to her own room, hastily dressed herself without assistance, asked

privately the way to the cottage, and went off thitherward unobserved.

At the upper end of the lane she saw a little house answering to the

description, whose front garden, window-sills, palings, and doorstep

were literally ablaze with nasturtiums in bloom.

She entered this inhabited nosegay, quietly asked for the invalid, and

if he were well enough to see Miss Power. The woman of the house soon

returned, and she was conducted up a crooked staircase to Somerset’s

modest apartments. It appeared that some rooms in this dwelling had

been furnished by the landlady of the inn, who hired them of the tenant

during the summer season to use as an annexe to the hotel.

Admitted to the outer room she beheld her architect looking as

unarchitectural as possible; lying on a small couch which was drawn up

to the open casement, whence he had a back view of the window flowers,

and enjoyed a green transparency through the undersides of the same

nasturtium leaves that presented their faces to the passers without.

When the latch had again clicked into the catch of the closed door Paula

went up to the invalid, upon whose pale and interesting face a flush had

arisen simultaneously with the announcement of her name. He would have

sprung up to receive her, but she pressed him down, and throwing

all reserve on one side for the first time in their intercourse, she

crouched beside the sofa, whispering with roguish solicitude, her face

not too far from his own: ‘How foolish you are, George, to get ill just

now when I have been wanting so much to see you again!--I am so sorry to

see you like this--what I said to you when we met on the shore was not

what I had come to say!’

Somerset took her by the hand. ‘Then what did you come to say, Paula?’

he asked.

‘I wanted to tell you that the mere wanton wandering of a capricious

mind was not the cause of my estrangement from you. There has been a

great deception practised--the exact nature of it I cannot tell you

plainly just at present; it is too painful--but it is all over, and

I can assure you of my sorrow at having behaved as I did, and of my

sincere friendship now as ever.’

‘There is nothing I shall value so much as that. It will make my work at

the castle very pleasant to feel that I can consult you about it without

fear of intruding on you against your wishes.’

‘Yes, perhaps it will. But--you do not comprehend me.’

‘You have been an enigma always.’

‘And you have been provoking; but never so provoking as now. I wouldn’t

for the world tell you the whole of my fancies as I came hither this

evening: but I should think your natural intuition would suggest what

they were.’

‘It does, Paula. But there are motives of delicacy which prevent my

acting on what is suggested to me.’

‘Delicacy is a gift, and you should thank God for it; but in some cases

it is not so precious as we would persuade ourselves.’

‘Not when the woman is rich, and the man is poor?’

‘O, George Somerset--be cold, or angry, or anything, but don’t be

like this! It is never worth a woman’s while to show regret for her

injustice; for all she gets by it is an accusation of want of delicacy.’

‘Indeed I don’t accuse you of that--I warmly, tenderly thank you for

your kindness in coming here to see me.’

‘Well, perhaps you do. But I am now in I cannot tell what mood--I will

not tell what mood, for it would be confessing more than I ought. This

finding you out is a piece of weakness that I shall not repeat; and I

have only one thing more to say. I have served you badly, George, I know

that; but it is never too late to mend; and I have come back to you.

However, I shall never run after you again, trust me for that, for it is

not the woman’s part. Still, before I go, that there may be no mistake

as to my meaning, and misery entailed on us for want of a word, I’ll add

this: that if you want to marry me, as you once did, you must say so;

for I am here to be asked.’

It would be superfluous to transcribe Somerset’s reply, and the

remainder of the scene between the pair. Let it suffice that

half-an-hour afterwards, when the sun had almost gone down, Paula walked

briskly into the hotel, troubled herself nothing about dinner, but went

upstairs to their sitting-room, where her aunt presently found her upon

the couch looking up at the ceiling through her fingers. They talked on

different subjects for some time till the old lady said ‘Mr. Somerset’s

cottage is the one covered with flowers up the lane, I hear.’

‘Yes,’ said Paula.

‘How do you know?’

‘I’ve been there.... We are going to be married, aunt.’

‘Indeed!’ replied Mrs. Goodman. ‘Well, I thought this might be the end

of it: you were determined on the point; and I am not much surprised at

your news. Your father was very wise after all in entailing everything

so strictly upon your offspring; for if he had not I should have been

driven wild with the responsibility!’

‘And now that the murder is out,’ continued Paula, passing over that

view of the case, ‘I don’t mind telling you that somehow or other I have

got to like George Somerset as desperately as a woman can care for any

man. I thought I should have died when I saw him dancing, and feared

I had lost him! He seemed ten times nicer than ever then! So silly we

women are, that I wouldn’t marry a duke in preference to him. There,

that’s my honest feeling, and you must make what you can of it; my

conscience is clear, thank Heaven!’

‘Have you fixed the day?’

‘No,’ continued the young lady, still watching the sleeping flies on the

ceiling. ‘It is left unsettled between us, while I come and ask you if

there would be any harm--if it could conveniently be before we return to

England?’

‘Paula, this is too precipitate!’

‘On the contrary, aunt. In matrimony, as in some other things, you

should be slow to decide, but quick to execute. Nothing on earth would

make me marry another man; I know every fibre of his character; and

he knows a good many fibres of mine; so as there is nothing more to be

learnt, why shouldn’t we marry at once? On one point I am firm: I will

never return to that castle as Miss Power. A nameless dread comes over

me when I think of it--a fear that some uncanny influence of the dead

De Stancys would drive me again from him. O, if it were to do that,’

she murmured, burying her face in her hands, ‘I really think it would be

more than I could bear!’

‘Very well,’ said Mrs. Goodman; ‘we will see what can be done. I will

write to Mr. Wardlaw.’

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