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_MILNE'S EXPRESS SERIES_
A DESPERATE VOYAGE
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_THE EXPRESS SERIES_
_Uniform with this Volume_
I. THE ROME EXPRESS
BY
MAJOR ARTHUR GRIFFITHS
BY THE SAME AUTHOR
II. A GIRL OF GRIT
JOHN MILNE
12 NORFOLK STREET, STRAND, LONDON
A DESPERATE VOYAGE
BY
E. F. KNIGHT
AUTHOR OF "THE CRUISE OF THE FALCON"
"WHERE THREE EMPIRES MEET"
ETC. ETC.
JOHN MILNE
12 NORFOLK STREET, STRAND, LONDON
1898
_All Rights Reserved_
A DESPERATE VOYAGE
CHAPTER I
In Carey Street, Chancery Lane, on the ground floor of a huge block of
new buildings facing the Law Courts, were the offices of Messrs. Peters
and Carew, solicitors and perpetual commissioners of oaths. Such was the
title of the firm as inscribed on the side of the entrance door in the
middle of a long list of other names of solicitors, architects, and
companies, whose offices were within. But the firm was now represented
by Mr. Carew alone; for the senior partner, a steady-going old
gentleman, who had made the business what it was, had been despatched by
an attack of gout, two years back, to a land where there is no
litigation.
Late one August evening Mr. Henry Carew entered his office. His face was
white and haggard, and he muttered to himself as he passed the door. He
had all the appearance of a man who has been drinking heavily to drown
some terrible worry. His clerks had gone; he went into his own private
room and locked the door. He lit the gas, brought a pile of papers and
letters out of a drawer, and, sitting down by the table, commenced to
peruse them. As he did so, the lines about his face seemed to deepen,
and beads of perspiration started to his forehead. It was for him an
hour of agony. His sins had found him out, and the day of reckoning had
arrived.
One might have taken Henry Carew for a sailor, but he was very unlike
the typical solicitor. He was a big, hearty man of thirty-five, with all
a sailor's bluff manner and generous ways. His friends called him Honest
Hal, and said that he was one of the best fellows that ever lived. We
have it on the authority of that immortal adventuress, Becky Sharp, that
it is easy to be virtuous on five thousand a year. Had Mr. Carew enjoyed
such an income, he would most probably have lived a blameless life and
have acquired an estimable reputation; for he had no instinctive liking
for crime; on the contrary, he loathed it.
But one slight moral flaw in a man's nature--so slight that his best
friends smile tolerantly at it--may, by force of circumstance, lead
ultimately to his complete moral ruin. It is an old story, and has been
the text of many a sermon. The trifling fault is often the germ of
terrible crimes.
Carew's fault was one that is always easily condoned, so nearly akin is
it to a virtue; these respectably connected vices are ever the most
dangerous, like well-born swindlers. Carew was a spendthrift. He was
ostentatiously extravagant in many directions. He owned a smart
schooner, which he navigated himself, being an excellent sailor, and the
quantities of champagne consumed by his friends on board this vessel
were prodigious.
When his steady old partner died, Carew began to neglect the business
for his pleasures. Soon his income was insufficient to meet his
expenses. Speculation on the Stock Exchange seemed to him to be a
quicker road to fortune than a slow-going profession. So this man,
morally weak though physically brave, not having the courage to curtail
his extravagances, hurried blindly to his destruction. He gambled and
lost all his own property; for ill-luck ever pursued him. Even then it
was not too late to redeem his position. But he was too great a coward
to look his difficulties in the face; therefore, having the temptation
to commit so terribly easy a crime ever before him in his office, he
began--first, timidly, to a small extent; then wildly, in panic, in
order to retrieve his losses--to speculate with the moneys entrusted to
him by his clients. He pawned their securities; he forged their names;
he plunged ever deeper into crime--and all in vain.
When it was too late, he swore to himself, in the torments of his
remorse, that if he could but once win back sufficient to replace the
sums he had stolen, he would cut down all his expenses, forswear
gambling and dishonesty, and stick to his profession.
At last it came to this. He sold his yacht and everything else he
possessed of value. He realised what remained of the securities under
his charge, and then placed the entire sum as cover on a certain stock,
the price of which, he was told, was certain to rise. It was the
gambler's last despairing throw of the dice. The stock suddenly fell;
settling day arrived, and his cover was swept away--he had lost all!
So he sat in his office this night and faced the situation in an agony
of spirit that was more than fear. For this was no unscrupulous,
light-hearted villain. An accusing conscience was ever with him, and
every fresh descent in crime meant for him a worse present hell of
mental torture.
He felt that it was idle to hope now, even for a short reprieve. Clients
were suspicious. In a day or two at most all must be known. Disgrace and
a felon's doom were staring him in the face. It would be impossible for
him to raise even sufficient funds to escape from England to some
country where extradition treaties were unknown. Carew realised all
this. He had forced himself to look through his papers and discover the
total of his liabilities. It was a sum he could by no effort refund.
He laughed aloud--a savage, discordant laugh, as might be that of some
lost soul.
"Yes, it is all over," he thought; "I throw up the cards. But I will not
endure the disgrace of a public trial, the ignominy of a convict's life;
and after that to come out of jail with my soul eaten out by long years
of penal servitude, with the brand of a felon on my name. Oh no--not
that! After all, a man has always one last privilege left him; he holds
in his own hands the power of terminating his own miserable existence.
Yes; I will kill myself, and have done with it all!"
In the contemplation of suicide he became calmer. Now that he had
determined on death, his terrible anxiety left him, and the heroism of
despair supported him.
"I feel a peace of mind at this moment such as has not come to me for
many wretched months," he said to himself. "There is almost a pleasure
in knowing that one has got to the bottom of one's cup of suffering,
that there can be nothing worse to come."
He meditated quietly for some time as to how he should take away his
life. At last he came to a decision, and a strange smile lit up his
face. "Yes, that is an admirable plan; now for the means of carrying it
out. First, I must have a sovereign or so. I can pawn my watch. Now for
the ballast." He glanced round the room. "Yes, that will do." He rose
and collected several heavy leaden paperweights from the different desks
in the offices and put them into his pockets. "That will be sufficient.
Now I will go to Brighton. It is a glorious evening. I will smell the
sea-air once more. I will have a last dinner at an hotel; and then at
night, when the tide is high, I will throw myself off the pier; this
weight of lead will keep me down. And the next morning my creditors may
seize my body: they are welcome to it."
At that moment a loud knock came at the outer door. He turned pale and
nearly fainted at the sound. Was he to be balked of those last few hours
of freedom which he had promised himself? Were these the officers of
justice who had come to apprehend him? Once more the dew of agony burst
out on his brow; he groaned aloud; then, summoning resolution, the
desperate man approached the door.
But it was only the postman, after all. "Idiot that I am not to have
known the knock! but my brain swims to-night. A letter for me. What is
this?"
He read the letter slowly through; then he put his hand to his forehead.
A revulsion of feeling had suddenly come to him that confused and
stunned him. "Oh, merciful Heaven!" he said, "is this but a cruel trick
of Fortune to tempt me with a vain hope? I had quite reconciled myself
to death--and now this comes. Perhaps it is but a short reprieve, and
its price will be all that agonising suspense again. No, let me die; and
yet"--he glanced at the letter again--"surely I have here a means of
escape. If I can but collect my scattered wits and recover my cunning, I
can save myself. I can live, but it will mean crime again--always crime!
Oh, is it worth it?"
After a painful mental struggle, he came to a determination. "Yes, I
will live," he said.
The letter was as follows:--
"DEAR CAREW,--You have often promised to cruise with me in my boat.
I am off to-morrow for Holland. Can you join me? Come and look me
up to-night, and arrange it all.--Yours sincerely,
"ARTHUR ALLEN."