CHAPTER XXXI

When Lady Ethelrida came down to tea, her sweet face was prettily

flushed, for she was quite unused to caresses and the kisses of a man.

Her soft gray eyes were shining with a happiness of which she had not

dreamed, and above all things, she was filled with the exquisite emotion

of having a secret!--a secret of which even her dear friend Anne was

ignorant--a blessed secret, just shared between her lover and herself.

And Lady Anningford, who had no idea that she had spent the afternoon

with the financier, but believed she had religiously written letters

alone, wondered to herself what on earth made Ethelrida look so joyous

and not the least fatigued, as most of the others were. She really got

prettier, she thought, as she grew older, and was always the greatest

dear in the whole world. But, to look as happy as that and have a face

so flushed, was quite mysterious and required the opinion of the Crow!

So she dragged Colonel Lowerby off to a sofa, and began at once:

"Crow, do look at Ethelrida's face! Did you ever see one so idiotically

blissful, except when she has been kissed by the person she loves?"

"Well, how do you know that is not the case with our dear Ethelrida?"

grunted the Crow. "She did not come out for a walk. You had better count

up, and see who else stayed at home!"

So Lady Anningford began laughingly. The idea was too impossible, but

she must reason it out.

"There was Lord Melton but Lady Melton stayed behind, too, and the

Thornbys--all impossible. There was no one else except Tristram, who I

know was in the smoking-room, with a fearful headache, and Mr.

Markrute, who was with the Duke."

"Was he with the Duke?" queried the Crow.

"Crow!" almost gasped Lady Anningford. "Do you mean to tell me that you

think Ethelrida would have her face looking like that about a foreigner!

My dear friend, you must have taken leave of your seven senses--" and

then she paused, for several trifles came back to her recollection,

connected with these two, which, now that the Crow had implanted a

suspicion in her breast, began to assume considerable proportions.

Ethelrida had talked of most irrelevant matters always during their

good-night chats, unless the subject happened to be Zara, and she had

never once mentioned Mr. Markrute personally or given any opinion about

him; and yet, as Anne had seen, they had often talked. There must be

something in it, but that was not enough to account for Ethelrida's

face. A pale, rather purely colorless complexion like hers did not

suddenly change to bright scarlet cheeks, without some practical means!

And, as Anne very well knew, kisses were a very practical means! But her

friend Ethelrida would never allow any man to kiss her, unless she had

promised to marry him. Now, if it had been Lily Opie, she could not have

been so sure, though she hoped she could be sure of any nice girl; but

about Ethelrida she could take her oath. It followed, as Ethelrida had

been quite pale at lunch and was not a person who went to sleep over

fires, something extraordinary must have happened--but what?

"Crow, dear, I have never been so thrilled in my life," she said, after

her thoughts had come to this stage. "The lurid tragedy of the honeymoon

pair cannot compare in interest to anything connected with my sweet

Ethelrida, for me, so it is your duty to put that horribly wise, cynical

brain of yours to work and unravel me this mystery. Look, here is Mr.

Markrute coming in--let us watch his face!"

But, although they subjected the financier to the keenest good-natured

scrutiny, he did not show a sign or give them any clue. He sat down

quietly, and began talking casually to the group by the tea-table, while

he methodically spread his bread and butter with blackberry jam. Such

delicious schoolroom teas the company indulged in, at the hospitable

tea-table of Montfitchet! He did not seem to be even addressing

Ethelrida. What could it be?

"I believe we have made a mistake after all, Crow," Lady Anningford said

disappointedly. "Look--he is quite unmoved."

The Crow gave one of his chuckles, while he answered slowly, between his

sips of tea:

"A man doesn't handle millions in the year, and twist and turn about

half the governments of Europe, if he can't keep his face from showing

what he doesn't mean you to see! Bless your dear heart, Mr. Francis

Markrute is no infant!" and the chuckle went on.

"You may think yourself very wise, Crow, and so you are," Lady

Anningford retorted severely, "but you don't know anything about love.

When a man is in love, even if he were Machiavelli himself, it would be

bound to show in his eye--if one looked long enough."

"Then your plan, my dear Queen Anne, is to look," the Crow said,

smiling. "For my part, I want to see how the other pair have got on.

They are my pets; and I don't consider they have spent at all a suitable

honeymoon Sunday afternoon--Tristram, with a headache in the

smoking-room, and the bride, taking a walk and being made love to by

Arthur Elterton, and Young Billy, alternately. The kid is as wild about

her as Tristram himself, I believe!"

"Then you still think Tristram is in love with her, do you, Crow?" asked

Anne, once more interested in her original thrill. "He did not show the

smallest signs of it last night then, if so; and how he did not seize

her in his arms and devour her there and then, with all that lovely hair

down and her exquisite shape showing the outline so in that dress--I

can't think! He must be as cold as a stone, and I never thought him so

before, did you?"

"No, and he isn't either, I tell you what, my dear girl, there is

something pretty grim keeping those two apart, I am sure. She is the

kind of woman who arouses the fiercest passions; and Tristram is in the

state that, if something were really to set alight his jealousy, he

might kill her some day."

"Crow--how terrible!" gasped Anne, and then seeing that her friend's

face was serious, and not chaffing, she, too, looked grave. "Then what

on earth is to be done?" she asked.

"I don't know, I have been thinking it over ever since I came in. I

found him in the smoking-room, staring in front of him, not even

pretending to read, and looking pretty white about the gills; and when

he saw it was only me, and I asked him if his head were worse, and

whether he had not better have a brandy and soda, he simply said: 'No,

thanks, the whole thing is a d---- rotten show.' I've known him since he

was a blessed baby you know, so he didn't mind me for a minute. Then he

recollected himself, and said, yes, he would have a drink; and when he

poured it out, he only sipped it, and then forgot about it, jumped up,

and blurted out he had some letters to write, so I left him. I am

awfully sorry for the poor chap, I can tell you. If it is not fate, but

some caprice of hers, she deserves a jolly good beating, for making him

suffer like that."

"Couldn't you say something to her, Crow, dear? We are all so awfully

fond of Tristram, and there does seem some tragedy hanging over them

that ought to be stopped at once. Couldn't you, Crow?"

But Colonel Lowerby shook his head.

"It is too confoundedly ticklish," he grunted. "It might do some good,

and it might just do the other thing. It is too dangerous to interfere."

"Well, you have made me thoroughly uncomfortable," Lady Anningford said.

"I shall get hold of him to-night, and see what I can do."

"Then, mind you are careful, Queen Anne--that is all that I can say,"

and at that moment, the Duke joining them, the tête-à-tête broke up.

Zara had not appeared at tea. She said she was very tired, and would

rest until dinner. If she had been there, her uncle had meant to take

her aside into one of the smaller sitting-rooms, and tell her the piece

of information he deemed it now advisable for her to know; but as she

did not appear, or Tristram, either, he thought after all they might be

together, and his interference would be unnecessary. But he decided, if

he saw the same frigid state of things at dinner, he would certainly

speak to her after it; and relieved from duty, he went once more to

find his lady love in her sitting-room.

"Francis!" she whispered, as he held her next his heart for a moment.

"You must not stay ten minutes, for Lady Anningford or Lady Melton is

sure to come in--Anne, especially, who has been looking at me with such

reproachful eyes, for having neglected her all this, our last

afternoon."

"I care not for a thousand Annes, Ethelrida mine!" he said softly, as he

kissed her. "If she does come, will it matter? Would you rather she did

not guess anything yet, my dearest?"

"Yes--" said Ethelrida, "--I don't want any one to know, until you have

told my father,--will you do so to-night--or wait until to-morrow? I--I

can't--I feel so shy--and he will be so surprised." She did not add her

secret fear that her parent might be very angry.

They had sat down upon the sofa now, under the light of their kindly

gray owl; and Francis Markrute contented himself with caressing his

lady's hair, as he answered:

"I thought of asking the Duke, if I might stay until the afternoon

train, as I had something important to discuss with him, and then wait

and see him quietly, when all the others have gone, if that is what you

would wish, my sweet. I will do exactly as you desire about all things.

I want you to understand that. You are to have your own way in

everything in life."

"You know very well that I should never want it, if it differed from

yours, Francis." What music he found in his name! "You are so very wise,

it will be divine to let you guide me!" Which tender speech showed that

the gentle Ethelrida had none of the attitude of the modern bride.

And thus it was arranged. The middle-aged, but boyishly-in-love, fiancé

was to tackle his future father-in-law in the morning's light; and

to-night, let the household sleep in peace!

So, after a blissful interlude, as he saw in spite of the joy they found

together, his Ethelrida was still slightly nervous of Lady Anningford's

entrance, he got up to say good night, as alas! this would probably be

the last chance they would have alone before he left.

"And you will not make me wait too long, my darling," he implored, "will

you? You see, every moment away from you, will now be wasted. I do not

know how I have borne all these years alone!"

And she promised everything he wished, for Francis Markrute, at

forty-six, had far more allurements than an impetuous young lover. Not a

tenderness, a subtlety of flattery and homage, those things so dear to a

woman's heart, were forgotten by him. He really worshiped Ethelrida and

his fashion of showing his feeling was in all ways to think first of

what she would wish; which proved that if her attitude were unmodern, as

far as women were concerned, his was even more so, among men!

Tristram had gone out for another walk alone, after the Crow had left

him. He wanted to realize the details of the coming week, and settle

with himself how best to get through with them.

He and Zara were to start in their own motor at about eleven for Wrayth,

which was only forty miles across the border into Suffolk. They would

reach it inside of two hours easily, and arrive at the first triumphal

arch of the park before one; and so go on through the shouting

villagers to the house, where in the great banqueting hall, which still

remained, a relic of Henry IV's time, joined on to the Norman keep, they

would have to assist at a great luncheon to the principal tenants, while

the lesser fry feasted in a huge tent in the outer courtyard.

Here, endless speeches would have to be made and listened to, and joy

simulated, and a general air of hilarity kept up; and the old

housekeeper would have prepared the large rooms in the Adam wing for

their reception; and they would not be free to separate, until late at

night, for there would be the servants' and employés' ball, after a

tête-à-tête dinner in state, where their every action would be watched

and commented upon by many curious eyes. Yes, it was a terrible ordeal

to go through, under the circumstances; and no wonder he wanted the

cold, frosty evening air to brace him up!

At the end of his troubled thoughts he had come to the conclusion that

there was only one thing to be done--he must speak to her to-night, tell

her what to expect, and ask her to play her part. "She is fortunately

game, even if cold as stone," he said to himself, "and if I appeal to

her pride, she will help me out." So he came back into the house, and

went straight up to her room. He had been through too much suffering and

anguish of heart, all night and all day, to be fearful of temptation. He

felt numb, as he knocked at the door and an indifferent voice called

out, "Come in!"

He opened it a few inches and said: "It is I--Tristram--I have something

I must say to you--May I come in?--or would you prefer to come down to

one of the sitting-rooms? I dare say we could find one empty, so as to

be alone."

"Please come in," her voice said, and she was conscious that she was

trembling from head to foot.

So he obeyed her, shutting the door firmly after him and advancing to

the fireplace. She had been lying upon the sofa wrapped in a soft blue

tea-gown, and her hair hung in the two long plaits, which she always

unwound when she could to take its weight from her head. She rose from

her reclining position and sat in the corner; and after glancing at her

for a second, Tristram turned his eyes away, and leaning on the

mantelpiece, began in a cold grave voice:

"I have to ask you to do me a favor. It is to help me through to-morrow

and the few days after, as best you can, by conforming to our ways. It

has been always the custom in the family, when a Tancred brought home

his bride, to have all sorts of silly rejoicings. There will be

triumphal arches in the park, and collections of village people, a lunch

for the principal tenants, speeches, and all sorts of boring things.

Then we shall have to dine alone in the state dining-room, with all the

servants watching us, and go to the household and tenants' ball in the

great hall. It will all be ghastly, as you can see." He paused a moment,

but he did not change the set tone in his voice when he spoke again, nor

did he look at her. He had now come to the hardest part of his task.

"All these people--who are my people," he went on, "think a great deal

of these things, and of us--that is--myself, as their landlord, and you

as my wife. We have always been friends, the country folk at Wrayth and

my family, and they adored my mother. They are looking forward to our

coming back and opening the house again--and--and--all that--and--" here

he paused a second time, it seemed as if his throat were dry, for

suddenly the remembrance of his dreams as he looked at Tristram

Guiscard's armor, which he had worn at Agincourt, came back to him--his

dreams in his old oak-paneled room--of their home-coming to Wrayth; and

the mockery of the reality hit him in the face.

Zara clasped her hands, and if he had glanced at her again, he would

have seen all the love and anguish which was convulsing her shining in

her sad eyes.

He mastered the emotion which had hoarsened his voice, and went on in an

even tone: "What I have to ask is that you will do your share--wear some

beautiful clothes, and smile, and look as if you cared; and if I feel

that it will be necessary to take your hand or even kiss you, do not

frown at me, or think I am doing it from choice--I ask you, because I

believe you are as proud as I am,--I ask you, please, to play the game."

And now he looked up at her, but the terrible emotion she was suffering

had made her droop her head. He would not kiss her or take her

hand--from choice--that was the main thing her woman's heart had

grasped, the main thing, which cut her like a knife.

"You can count upon me," she said, so low he could hardly hear her; and

then she raised her head proudly, and looked straight in front of her,

but not at him, while she repeated more firmly: "I will do in every way

what you wish--what your mother would have done. I am no weakling, you

know, and as you said, I am as proud as yourself."

He dared not look at her, now the bargain was made, so he took a step

towards the door, and then turned and said:

"I thank you--I shall be grateful to you. Whatever may occur, please

believe that nothing that may look as if it was my wish to throw us

together, as though we were really husband and wife, will be my fault;

and you can count upon my making the thing as easy for you as I can--and

when the mockery of the rejoicings are over--then we can discuss our

future plans."

And though Zara was longing to cry aloud in passionate pain, "I love

you! I love you! Come back and beat me, if you will, only do not go

coldly like that!" she spoke never a word. The strange iron habit of her

life held her, and he went sadly from the room.

And when he had gone, she could control herself no longer and, forgetful

of coming maid and approaching dinner, she groveled on the white

bearskin rug before the fire, and gave way to passionate tears--only to

recollect in a moment the position of things. Then she got up and shook

with passion against fate, and civilization, and custom--against the

whole of life. She could not even cry in peace. No! She must play the

game! So her eyes had to be bathed, the window opened, and the icy air

breathed in, and at last she had quieted herself down to the look of a

person with a headache, when the dressing-gong sounded, and her maid

came into the room.

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