VI. MIDWINTER IN DISGUISE.

Toward noon on the day of the twenty-first, Miss Milroy was loitering

in the cottage garden--released from duty in the sick-room by an

improvement in her mother’s health--when her attention was attracted

by the sound of voices in the park. One of the voices she instantly

recognized as Allan’s; the other was strange to her. She put aside the

branches of a shrub near the garden palings, and, peeping through,

saw Allan approaching the cottage gate, in company with a slim, dark,

undersized man, who was talking and laughing excitably at the top of

his voice. Miss Milroy ran indoors to warn her father of Mr. Armadale’s

arrival, and to add that he was bringing with him a noisy stranger, who

was, in all probability, the friend generally reported to be staying

with the squire at the great house.

Had the major’s daughter guessed right? Was the squire’s loud-talking,

loud-laughing companion the shy, sensitive Midwinter of other times? It

was even so. In Allan’s presence, that morning, an extraordinary change

had passed over the ordinarily quiet demeanor of Allan’s friend.

When Midwinter had first appeared in the breakfast-room, after putting

aside Mr. Brock’s startling letter, Allan had been too much occupied to

pay any special attention to him. The undecided difficulty of choosing

the day for the audit dinner had pressed for a settlement once more,

and had been fixed at last (under the butler’s advice) for Saturday,

the twenty-eighth of the month. It was only on turning round to remind

Midwinter of the ample space of time which the new arrangement allowed

for mastering the steward’s books, that even Allan’s flighty attention

had been arrested by a marked change in the face that confronted him.

He had openly noticed the change in his usual blunt manner, and had been

instantly silenced by a fretful, almost an angry, reply. The two had sat

down together to breakfast without the usual cordiality, and the meal

had proceeded gloomily, till Midwinter himself broke the silence by

bursting into the strange outbreak of gayety which had revealed in

Allan’s eyes a new side to the character of his friend.

As usual with most of Allan’s judgments, here again the conclusion was

wrong. It was no new side to Midwinter’s character that now presented

itself--it was only a new aspect of the one ever-recurring struggle of

Midwinter’s life.

Irritated by Allan’s discovery of the change in him, and dreading the

next questions that Allan’s curiosity might put, Midwinter had roused

himself to efface, by main force, the impression which his own altered

appearance had produced. It was one of those efforts which no men

compass so resolutely as the men of his quick temper and his sensitive

feminine organization. With his whole mind still possessed by the firm

belief that the Fatality had taken one great step nearer to Allan and

himself since the rector’s adventure in Kensington Gardens--with his

face still betraying what he had suffered, under the renewed conviction

that his father’s death-bed warning was now, in event after event,

asserting its terrible claim to part him, at any sacrifice, from the one

human creature whom he loved--with the fear still busy at his heart that

the first mysterious vision of Allan’s Dream might be a vision realized,

before the new day that now saw the two Armadales together was a day

that had passed over their heads--with these triple bonds, wrought by

his own superstition, fettering him at that moment as they had never

fettered him yet, he mercilessly spurred his resolution to the desperate

effort of rivaling, in Allan’s presence, the gayety and good spirits of

Allan himself.

He talked and laughed, and heaped his plate indiscriminately from every

dish on the breakfast-table. He made noisily merry with jests that had

no humor, and stories that had no point. He first astonished Allan, then

amused him, then won his easily encouraged confidence on the subject

of Miss Milroy. He shouted with laughter over the sudden development of

Allan’s views on marriage, until the servants downstairs began to think

that their master’s strange friend had gone mad. Lastly, he had accepted

Allan’s proposal that he should be presented to the major’s daughter,

and judge of her for himself, as readily, nay, more readily than it

would have been accepted by the least diffident man living. There the

two now stood at the cottage gate--Midwinter’s voice rising louder and

louder over Allan’s--Midwinter’s natural manner disguised (how madly

and miserably none but he knew!) in a coarse masquerade of boldness--the

outrageous, the unendurable boldness of a shy man.

They were received in the parlor by the major’s daughter, pending the

arrival of the major himself.

Allan attempted to present his friend in the usual form. To his

astonishment, Midwinter took the words flippantly out of his lips, and

introduced himself to Miss Milroy with a confident look, a hard laugh,

and a clumsy assumption of ease which presented him at his worst.

His artificial spirits, lashed continuously into higher and higher

effervescence since the morning, were now mounting hysterically beyond

his own control. He looked and spoke with that terrible freedom of

license which is the necessary consequence, when a diffident man has

thrown off his reserve, of the very effort by which he has broken loose

from his own restraints. He involved himself in a confused medley of

apologies that were not wanted, and of compliments that might have

overflattered the vanity of a savage. He looked backward and forward

from Miss Milroy to Allan, and declared jocosely that he understood now

why his friend’s morning walks were always taken in the same direction.

He asked her questions about her mother, and cut short the answers she

gave him by remarks on the weather. In one breath, he said she must

feel the day insufferably hot, and in another he protested that he quite

envied her in her cool muslin dress.

The major came in.

Before he could say two words, Midwinter overwhelmed him with the same

frenzy of familiarity, and the same feverish fluency of speech. He

expressed his interest in Mrs. Milroy’s health in terms which would have

been exaggerated on the lips of a friend of the family. He overflowed

into a perfect flood of apologies for disturbing the major at his

mechanical pursuits. He quoted Allan’s extravagant account of the clock,

and expressed his own anxiety to see it in terms more extravagant

still. He paraded his superficial book knowledge of the great clock

at Strasbourg, with far-fetched jests on the extraordinary automaton

figures which that clock puts in motion--on the procession of the Twelve

Apostles, which walks out under the dial at noon, and on the toy cock,

which crows at St. Peter’s appearance--and this before a man who had

studied every wheel in that complex machinery, and who had passed whole

years of his life in trying to imitate it. “I hear you have outnumbered

the Strasbourg apostles, and outcrowed the Strasbourg cock,” he

exclaimed, with the tone and manner of a friend habitually privileged

to waive all ceremony; “and I am dying, absolutely dying, major, to see

your wonderful clock!”

Major Milroy had entered the room with his mind absorbed in his own

mechanical contrivances as usual. But the sudden shock of Midwinter’s

familiarity was violent enough to recall him instantly to himself, and

to make him master again, for the time, of his social resources as a man

of the world.

“Excuse me for interrupting you,” he said, stopping Midwinter for the

moment, by a look of steady surprise. “I happen to have seen the clock

at Strasbourg; and it sounds almost absurd in my ears (if you will

pardon me for saying so) to put my little experiment in any light of

comparison with that wonderful achievement. There is nothing else of

the kind like it in the world!” He paused, to control his own mounting

enthusiasm; the clock at Strasbourg was to Major Milroy what the name of

Michael Angelo was to Sir Joshua Reynolds. “Mr. Armadale’s kindness has

led him to exaggerate a little,” pursued the major, smiling at Allan,

and passing over another attempt of Midwinter’s to seize on the talk, as

if no such attempt had been made. “But as there does happen to be this

one point of resemblance between the great clock abroad and the little

clock at home, that they both show what they can do on the stroke of

noon, and as it is close on twelve now, if you still wish to visit

my workshop, Mr. Midwinter, the sooner I show you the way to it the

better.” He opened the door, and apologized to Midwinter, with marked

ceremony, for preceding him out of the room.

“What do you think of my friend?” whispered Allan, as he and Miss Milroy

followed.

“Must I tell you the truth, Mr. Armadale?” she whispered back.

“Of course!”

“Then I don’t like him at all!”

“He’s the best and dearest fellow in the world,” rejoined the outspoken

Allan. “You’ll like him better when you know him better--I’m sure you

will!”

Miss Milroy made a little grimace, implying supreme indifference to

Midwinter, and saucy surprise at Allan’s earnest advocacy of the merits

of his friend. “Has he got nothing more interesting to say to me than

_that_,” she wondered, privately, “after kissing my hand twice yesterday

morning?”

They were all in the major’s workroom before Allan had the chance of

trying a more attractive subject. There, on the top of a rough wooden

case, which evidently contained the machinery, was the wonderful clock.

The dial was crowned by a glass pedestal placed on rock-work in carved

ebony; and on the top of the pedestal sat the inevitable figure of Time,

with his everlasting scythe in his hand. Below the dial was a little

platform, and at either end of it rose two miniature sentry-boxes, with

closed doors. Externally, this was all that appeared, until the magic

moment came when the clock struck twelve noon.

It wanted then about three minutes to twelve; and Major Milroy seized

the opportunity of explaining what the exhibition was to be, before the

exhibition began.

“At the first words, his mind fell back again into its old absorption

over the one employment of his life. He turned to Midwinter (who had

persisted in talking all the way from the parlor, and who was talking

still) without a trace left in his manner of the cool and cutting

composure with which he had spoken but a few minutes before. The noisy,

familiar man, who had been an ill-bred intruder in the parlor, became

a privileged guest in the workshop, for _there_ he possessed the

all-atoning social advantage of being new to the performances of the

wonderful clock.

“At the first stroke of twelve, Mr. Midwinter,” said the major, quite

eagerly, “keep your eye on the figure of Time: he will move his scythe,

and point it downward to the glass pedestal. You will next see a little

printed card appear behind the glass, which will tell you the day of

the month and the day of the week. At the last stroke of the clock, Time

will lift his scythe again into its former position, and the chimes will

ring a peal. The peal will be succeeded by the playing of a tune--the

favorite march of my old regiment--and then the final performance of the

clock will follow. The sentry-boxes, which you may observe at each

side, will both open at the same moment. In one of them you will see

the sentinel appear; and from the other a corporal and two privates will

march across the platform to relieve the guard, and will then disappear,

leaving the new sentinel at his post. I must ask your kind allowances

for this last part of the performance. The machinery is a little

complicated, and there are defects in it which I am ashamed to say

I have not yet succeeded in remedying as I could wish. Sometimes the

figures go all wrong, and sometimes they go all right. I hope they may

do their best on the occasion of your seeing them for the first time.”

As the major, posted near his clock, said the last words, his little

audience of three, assembled at the opposite end of the room, saw the

hour-hand and the minute-hand on the dial point together to twelve. The

first stroke sounded, and Time, true to the signal, moved his scythe.

The day of the month and the day of the week announced themselves

in print through the glass pedestal next; Midwinter applauding their

appearance with a noisy exaggeration of surprise, which Miss Milroy

mistook for coarse sarcasm directed at her father’s pursuits, and which

Allan (seeing that she was offended) attempted to moderate by touching

the elbow of his friend. Meanwhile, the performances of the clock went

on. At the last stroke of twelve, Time lifted his scythe again, the

chimes rang, the march tune of the major’s old regiment followed; and

the crowning exhibition of the relief of the guard announced itself in a

preliminary trembling of the sentry-boxes, and a sudden disappearance of

the major at the back of the clock.

The performance began with the opening of the sentry-box on the

right-hand side of the platform, as punctually as could be desired;

the door on the other side, however, was less tractable--it remained

obstinately closed. Unaware of this hitch in the proceedings, the

corporal and his two privates appeared in their places in a state

of perfect discipline, tottered out across the platform, all three

trembling in every limb, dashed themselves headlong against the closed

door on the other side, and failed in producing the smallest impression

on the immovable sentry presumed to be within. An intermittent clicking,

as of the major’s keys and tools at work, was heard in the machinery.

The corporal and his two privates suddenly returned, backward, across

the platform, and shut themselves up with a bang inside their own door.

Exactly at the same moment, the other door opened for the first time,

and the provoking sentry appeared with the utmost deliberation at his

post, waiting to be relieved. He was allowed to wait. Nothing happened

in the other box but an occasional knocking inside the door, as if the

corporal and his privates were impatient to be let out. The clicking of

the major’s tools was heard again among the machinery; the corporal and

his party, suddenly restored to liberty, appeared in a violent hurry,

and spun furiously across the platform. Quick as they were, however,

the hitherto deliberate sentry on the other side now perversely showed

himself to be quicker still. He disappeared like lightning into his

own premises, the door closed smartly after him, the corporal and his

privates dashed themselves headlong against it for the second time,

and the major, appearing again round the corner of the clock, asked his

audience innocently “if they would be good enough to tell him whether

anything had gone wrong?”

The fantastic absurdity of the exhibition, heightened by Major Milroy’s

grave inquiry at the end of it, was so irresistibly ludicrous that

the visitors shouted with laughter; and even Miss Milroy, with all her

consideration for her father’s sensitive pride in his clock, could not

restrain herself from joining in the merriment which the catastrophe of

the puppets had provoked. But there are limits even to the license of

laughter; and these limits were ere long so outrageously overstepped

by one of the little party as to have the effect of almost instantly

silencing the other two. The fever of Midwinter’s false spirits flamed

out into sheer delirium as the performance of the puppets came to an

end. His paroxysms of laughter followed each other with such convulsive

violence that Miss Milroy started back from him in alarm, and even the

patient major turned on him with a look which said plainly, Leave the

room! Allan, wisely impulsive for once in his life, seized Midwinter by

the arm, and dragged him out by main force into the garden, and thence

into the park beyond.

“Good heavens! what has come to you!” he exclaimed, shrinking back from

the tortured face before him, as he stopped and looked close at it for

the first time.

For the moment, Midwinter was incapable of answering. The hysterical

paroxysm was passing from one extreme to the other. He leaned against a

tree, sobbing and gasping for breath, and stretched out his hand in mute

entreaty to Allan to give him time.

“You had better not have nursed me through my fever,” he said, faintly,

as soon as he could speak. “I’m mad and miserable, Allan; I have never

recovered it. Go back and ask them to forgive me; I am ashamed to go

and ask them myself. I can’t tell how it happened; I can only ask your

pardon and theirs.” He turned aside his head quickly so as to conceal

his face. “Don’t stop here,” he said; “don’t look at me; I shall soon

get over it.” Allan still hesitated, and begged hard to be allowed to

take him back to the house. It was useless. “You break my heart with

your kindness,” he burst out, passionately. “For God’s sake, leave me by

my self!”

Allan went back to the cottage, and pleaded there for indulgence to

Midwinter, with an earnestness and simplicity which raised him immensely

in the major’s estimation, but which totally failed to produce the same

favorable impression on Miss Milroy. Little as she herself suspected it,

she was fond enough of Allan already to be jealous of Allan’s friend.

“How excessively absurd!” she thought, pettishly. “As if either papa or

I considered such a person of the slightest consequence!”

“You will kindly suspend your opinion, won’t you, Major Milroy?” said

Allan, in his hearty way, at parting.

“With the greatest pleasure!” replied the major, cordially shaking

hands.

“And you, too, Miss Milroy?” added Allan.

Miss Milroy made a mercilessly formal bow. “_My_ opinion, Mr. Armadale,

is not of the slightest consequence.”

Allan left the cottage, sorely puzzled to account for Miss Milroy’s

sudden coolness toward him. His grand idea of conciliating the whole

neighborhood by becoming a married man underwent some modification as

he closed the garden gate behind him. The virtue called Prudence and the

Squire of Thorpe Ambrose became personally acquainted with each other,

on this occasion, for the first time; and Allan, entering headlong as

usual on the high-road to moral improvement, actually decided on doing

nothing in a hurry!

A man who is entering on a course of reformation ought, if virtue is its

own reward, to be a man engaged in an essentially inspiriting pursuit.

But virtue is not always its own reward; and the way that leads to

reformation is remarkably ill-lighted for so respectable a thoroughfare.

Allan seemed to have caught the infection of his friend’s despondency.

As he walked home, he, too, began to doubt--in his widely different way,

and for his widely different reasons--whether the life at Thorpe Ambrose

was promising quite as fairly for the future as it had promised at

first.

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