IV. THE SHADOW OF THE PAST.

One stepping back under the dark shelter of the bulwark, and one

standing out boldly in the yellow light of the moon, the two friends

turned face to face on the deck of the timber-ship, and looked at each

other in silence. The next moment Allan’s inveterate recklessness seized

on the grotesque side of the situation by main force. He seated himself

astride on the bulwark, and burst out boisterously into his loudest and

heartiest laugh.

“All my fault,” he said; “but there’s no help for it now. Here we are,

hard and fast in a trap of our own setting; and there goes the last of

the doctor’s boat! Come out of the dark, Midwinter; I can’t half see you

there, and I want to know what’s to be done next.”

Midwinter neither answered nor moved. Allan left the bulwark, and,

mounting the forecastle, looked down attentively at the waters of the

Sound.

“One thing is pretty certain,” he said. “With the current on that side,

and the sunken rocks on this, we can’t find our way out of the scrape

by swimming, at any rate. So much for the prospect at this end of the

wreck. Let’s try how things look at the other. Rouse up, messmate!” he

called out, cheerfully, as he passed Midwinter. “Come and see what the

old tub of a timber-ship has got to show us astern.” He sauntered on,

with his hands in his pockets, humming the chorus of a comic song.

His voice had produced no apparent effect on his friend; but, at the

light touch of his hand in passing, Midwinter started, and moved out

slowly from the shadow of the bulwark. “Come along!” cried Allan,

suspending his singing for a moment, and glancing back. Still, without a

word of answer, the other followed. Thrice he stopped before he reached

the stern end of the wreck: the first time, to throw aside his hat,

and push back his hair from his forehead and temples; the second time,

reeling, giddy, to hold for a moment by a ring-bolt close at hand; the

last time (though Allan was plainly visible a few yards ahead), to look

stealthily behind him, with the furtive scrutiny of a man who believes

that other footsteps are following him in the dark. “Not yet!” he

whispered to himself, with eyes that searched the empty air. “I shall

see him astern, with his hand on the lock of the cabin door.”

The stern end of the wreck was clear of the ship-breakers’ lumber,

accumulated in the other parts of the vessel. Here, the one object

that rose visible on the smooth surface of the deck was the low wooden

structure which held the cabin door and roofed in the cabin stairs. The

wheel-house had been removed, the binnacle had been removed, but

the cabin entrance, and all that had belonged to it, had been left

untouched. The scuttle was on, and the door was closed.

On gaining the after-part of the vessel, Allan walked straight to the

stern, and looked out to sea over the taffrail. No such thing as a

boat was in view anywhere on the quiet, moon-brightened waters. Knowing

Midwinter’s sight to be better than his own, he called out, “Come up

here, and see if there’s a fisherman within hail of us.” Hearing no

reply, he looked back. Midwinter had followed him as far as the cabin,

and had stopped there. He called again in a louder voice, and beckoned

impatiently. Midwinter had heard the call, for he looked up, but still

he never stirred from his place. There he stood, as if he had reached

the utmost limits of the ship and could go no further.

Allan went back and joined him. It was not easy to discover what he was

looking at, for he kept his face turned away from the moonlight; but it

seemed as if his eyes were fixed, with a strange expression of inquiry,

on the cabin door. “What is there to look at there?” Allan asked.

“Let’s see if it’s locked.” As he took a step forward to open the door,

Midwinter’s hand seized him suddenly by the coat collar and forced him

back. The moment after, the hand relaxed without losing its grasp, and

trembled violently, like the hand of a man completely unnerved.

“Am I to consider myself in custody?” asked Allan, half astonished and

half amused. “Why in the name of wonder do you keep staring at the cabin

door? Any suspicious noises below? It’s no use disturbing the rats--if

that’s what you mean--we haven’t got a dog with us. Men? Living men they

can’t be; for they would have heard us and come on deck. Dead men? Quite

impossible! No ship’s crew could be drowned in a land-locked place like

this, unless the vessel broke up under them--and here’s the vessel

as steady as a church to speak for herself. Man alive, how your hand

trembles! What is there to scare you in that rotten old cabin? What are

you shaking and shivering about? Any company of the supernatural sort on

board? Mercy preserve us! (as the old women say) do you see a ghost?”

“_I see two_!” answered the other, driven headlong into speech and

action by a maddening temptation to reveal the truth. “Two!” he

repeated, his breath bursting from him in deep, heavy gasps, as he tried

vainly to force back the horrible words. “The ghost of a man like you,

drowning in the cabin! And the ghost of a man like me, turning the lock

of the door on him!”

Once more young Armadale’s hearty laughter rang out loud and long

through the stillness of the night.

“Turning the lock of the door, is he?” said Allan, as soon as his

merriment left him breath enough to speak. “That’s a devilish unhandsome

action, Master Midwinter, on the part of your ghost. The least I can do,

after that, is to let mine out of the cabin, and give him the run of the

ship.”

With no more than a momentary exertion of his superior strength, he

freed himself easily from Midwinter’s hold. “Below there!” he called

out, gayly, as he laid his strong hand on the crazy lock, and tore open

the cabin door. “Ghost of Allan Armadale, come on deck!” In his terrible

ignorance of the truth, he put his head into the doorway and looked

down, laughing, at the place where his murdered father had died. “Pah!”

he exclaimed, stepping back suddenly, with a shudder of disgust. “The

air is foul already; and the cabin is full of water.”

It was true. The sunken rocks on which the vessel lay wrecked had burst

their way through her lower timbers astern, and the water had welled up

through the rifted wood. Here, where the deed had been done, the fatal

parallel between past and present was complete. What the cabin had been

in the time of the fathers, that the cabin was now in the time of the

sons.

Allan pushed the door to again with his foot, a little surprised at

the sudden silence which appeared to have fallen on his friend from the

moment when he had laid his hand on the cabin lock. When he turned to

look, the reason of the silence was instantly revealed. Midwinter had

dropped on the deck. He lay senseless before the cabin door; his face

turned up, white and still, to the moonlight, like the face of a dead

man.

In a moment Allan was at his side. He looked uselessly round the lonely

limits of the wreck, as he lifted Midwinter’s head on his knee, for a

chance of help, where all chance was ruthlessly cut off. “What am I to

do?” he said to himself, in the first impulse of alarm. “Not a drop

of water near, but the foul water in the cabin.” A sudden recollection

crossed his memory, the florid color rushed back over his face, and he

drew from his pocket a wicker-covered flask. “God bless the doctor for

giving me this before we sailed!” he broke out, fervently, as he poured

down Midwinter’s throat some drops of the raw whisky which the flask

contained. The stimulant acted instantly on the sensitive system of the

swooning man. He sighed faintly, and slowly opened his eyes. “Have I

been dreaming?” he asked, looking up vacantly in Allan’s face. His

eyes wandered higher, and encountered the dismantled masts of the wreck

rising weird and black against the night sky. He shuddered at the sight

of them, and hid his face on Allan’s knee. “No dream!” he murmured to

himself, mournfully. “Oh me, no dream!”

“You have been overtired all day,” said Allan, “and this infernal

adventure of ours has upset you. Take some more whisky, it’s sure to

do you good. Can you sit by yourself, if I put you against the bulwark,

so?”

“Why by myself? Why do you leave me?” asked Midwinter.

Allan pointed to the mizzen shrouds of the wreck, which were still left

standing. “You are not well enough to rough it here till the workmen

come off in the morning,” he said. “We must find our way on shore at

once, if we can. I am going up to get a good view all round, and see if

there’s a house within hail of us.”

Even in the moment that passed while those few words were spoken,

Midwinter’s eyes wandered back distrustfully to the fatal cabin door.

“Don’t go near it!” he whispered. “Don’t try to open it, for God’s

sake!”

“No, no,” returned Allan, humoring him. “When I come down from the

rigging, I’ll come back here.” He said the words a little constrainedly,

noticing, for the first time while he now spoke, an underlying distress

in Midwinter’s face, which grieved and perplexed him. “You’re not angry

with me?” he said, in his simple, sweet-tempered way. “All this is my

fault, I know; and I was a brute and a fool to laugh at you, when I

ought to have seen you were ill. I am so sorry, Midwinter. Don’t be

angry with me!”

Midwinter slowly raised his head. His eyes rested with a mournful

interest, long and tender, on Allan’s anxious face.

“Angry?” he repeated, in his lowest, gentlest tones. “Angry with

_you_?--Oh, my poor boy, were you to blame for being kind to me when I

was ill in the old west-country inn? And was I to blame for feeling your

kindness thankfully? Was it our fault that we never doubted each other,

and never knew that we were traveling together blindfold on the way that

was to lead us here? The cruel time is coming, Allan, when we shall

rue the day we ever met. Shake hands, brother, on the edge of the

precipice--shake hands while we are brothers still!”

Allan turned away quickly, convinced that his mind had not yet recovered

the shock of the fainting fit. “Don’t forget the whisky!” he said,

cheerfully, as he sprang into the rigging, and mounted to the

mizzen-top.

It was past two, the moon was waning, and the darkness that comes before

dawn was beginning to gather round the wreck. Behind Allan, as he now

stood looking out from the elevation of the mizzen-top, spread the broad

and lonely sea. Before him were the low, black, lurking rocks, and the

broken waters of the channel, pouring white and angry into the vast calm

of the westward ocean beyond. On the right hand, heaved back grandly

from the water-side, were the rocks and precipices, with their little

table-lands of grass between; the sloping downs, and upward-rolling

heath solitudes of the Isle of Man. On the left hand rose the craggy

sides of the Islet of the Calf, here rent wildly into deep black chasms,

there lying low under long sweeping acclivities of grass and heath. No

sound rose, no light was visible, on either shore. The black lines of

the topmost masts of the wreck looked shadowy and faint in the darkening

mystery of the sky; the land breeze had dropped; the small shoreward

waves fell noiseless: far or near, no sound was audible but the

cheerless bubbling of the broken water ahead, pouring through the awful

hush of silence in which earth and ocean waited for the coming day.

Even Allan’s careless nature felt the solemn influence of the time. The

sound of his own voice startled him when he looked down and hailed his

friend on deck.

“I think I see one house,” he said. “Here-away, on the mainland to the

right.” He looked again, to make sure, at a dim little patch of white,

with faint white lines behind it, nestling low in a grassy hollow,

on the main island. “It looks like a stone house and inclosure,” he

resumed. “I’ll hail it, on the chance.” He passed his arm round a rope

to steady himself, made a speaking-trumpet of his hands, and suddenly

dropped them again without uttering a sound. “It’s so awfully quiet,”

he whispered to himself. “I’m half afraid to call out.” He looked down

again on deck. “I shan’t startle you, Midwinter, shall I?” he said, with

an uneasy laugh. He looked once more at the faint white object, in

the grassy hollow. “It won’t do to have come up here for nothing,” he

thought, and made a speaking-trumpet of his hands again. This time he

gave the hail with the whole power of his lungs. “On shore there!” he

shouted, turning his face to the main island. “Ahoy-hoy-hoy!”

The last echoes of his voice died away and were lost. No sound answered

him but the cheerless bubbling of the broken water ahead.

He looked down again at his friend, and saw the dark figure of Midwinter

rise erect, and pace the deck backward and forward, never disappearing

out of sight of the cabin when it retired toward the bows of the wreck,

and never passing beyond the cabin when it returned toward the stern.

“He is impatient to get away,” thought Allan; “I’ll try again.” He

hailed the land once more, and, taught by previous experience, pitched

his voice in its highest key.

This time another sound than the sound of the bubbling water answered

him. The lowing of frightened cattle rose from the building in the

grassy hollow, and traveled far and drearily through the stillness

of the morning air. Allan waited and listened. If the building was a

farmhouse the disturbance among the beasts would rouse the men. If it

was only a cattle-stable, nothing more would happen. The lowing of

the frightened brutes rose and fell drearily, the minutes passed, and

nothing happened.

“Once more!” said Allan, looking down at the restless figure pacing

beneath him. For the third time he hailed the land. For the third time

he waited and listened.

In a pause of silence among the cattle, he heard behind him, on the

opposite shore of the channel, faint and far among the solitudes of the

Islet of the Calf, a sharp, sudden sound, like the distant clash of a

heavy door-bolt drawn back. Turning at once in the new direction, he

strained his eyes to look for a house. The last faint rays of the

waning moonlight trembled here and there on the higher rocks, and on the

steeper pinnacles of ground, but great strips of darkness lay dense

and black over all the land between; and in that darkness the house, if

house there were, was lost to view.

“I have roused somebody at last,” Allan called out, encouragingly, to

Midwinter, still walking to and fro on the deck, strangely indifferent

to all that was passing above and beyond him. “Look out for the

answering, hail!” And with his face set toward the islet, Allan shouted

for help.

The shout was not answered, but mimicked with a shrill, shrieking

derision, with wilder and wilder cries, rising out of the deep distant

darkness, and mingling horribly the expression of a human voice with the

sound of a brute’s. A sudden suspicion crossed Allan’s mind, which

made his head swim and turned his hand cold as it held the rigging. In

breathless silence he looked toward the quarter from which the first

mimicry of his cry for help had come. After a moment’s pause the shrieks

were renewed, and the sound of them came nearer. Suddenly a figure,

which seemed the figure of a man, leaped up black on a pinnacle of

rock, and capered and shrieked in the waning gleam of the moonlight.

The screams of a terrified woman mingled with the cries of the capering

creature on the rock. A red spark flashed out in the darkness from a

light kindled in an invisible window. The hoarse shouting of a man’s

voice in anger was heard through the noise. A second black figure leaped

up on the rock, struggled with the first figure, and disappeared with it

in the darkness. The cries grew fainter and fainter, the screams of the

woman were stilled, the hoarse voice of the man was heard again for a

moment, hailing the wreck in words made unintelligible by the distance,

but in tones plainly expressive of rage and fear combined. Another

moment, and the clang of the door-bolt was heard again, the red spark

of light was quenched in darkness, and all the islet lay quiet in the

shadows once more. The lowing of the cattle on the main-land ceased,

rose again, stopped. Then, cold and cheerless as ever, the eternal

bubbling of the broken water welled up through the great gap of

silence--the one sound left, as the mysterious stillness of the hour

fell like a mantle from the heavens, and closed over the wreck.

Allan descended from his place in the mizzen-top, and joined his friend

again on deck.

“We must wait till the ship-breakers come off to their work,” he said,

meeting Midwinter halfway in the course of his restless walk. “After

what has happened, I don’t mind confessing that I’ve had enough of

hailing the land. Only think of there being a madman in that house

ashore, and of my waking him! Horrible, wasn’t it?”

Midwinter stood still for a moment, and looked at Allan, with the

perplexed air of a man who hears circumstances familiarly mentioned to

which he is himself a total stranger. He appeared, if such a thing had

been possible, to have passed over entirely without notice all that had

just happened on the Islet of the Calf.

“Nothing is horrible _out_ of this ship,” he said. “Everything is

horrible _in_ it.”

Answering in those strange words, he turned away again, and went on with

his walk.

Allan picked up the flask of whisky lying on the deck near him, and

revived his spirits with a dram. “Here’s one thing on board that isn’t

horrible,” he retorted briskly, as he screwed on the stopper of the

flask; “and here’s another,” he added, as he took a cigar from his

case and lit it. “Three o’clock!” he went on, looking at his watch, and

settling himself comfortably on deck with his back against the bulwark.

“Daybreak isn’t far off; we shall have the piping of the birds to cheer

us up before long. I say, Midwinter, you seem to have quite got over

that unlucky fainting fit. How you do keep walking! Come here and have

a cigar, and make yourself comfortable. What’s the good of tramping

backward and forward in that restless way?”

“I am waiting,” said Midwinter.

“Waiting! What for?”

“For what is to happen to you or to me--or to both of us--before we are

out of this ship.”

“With submission to your superior judgment, my dear fellow, I think

quite enough has happened already. The adventure will do very well as

it stands now; more of it is more than I want.” He took another dram

of whisky, and rambled on, between the puffs of his cigar, in his usual

easy way. “I’ve not got your fine imagination, old boy; and I hope the

next thing that happens will be the appearance of the workmen’s boat. I

suspect that queer fancy of yours has been running away with you while

you were down here all by yourself. Come, now, what were you thinking of

while I was up in the mizzen-top frightening the cows?”

Midwinter suddenly stopped. “Suppose I tell you?” he said.

“Suppose you do?”

The torturing temptation to reveal the truth, roused once already by his

companion’s merciless gayety of spirit, possessed itself of Midwinter

for the second time. He leaned back in the dark against the high side

of the ship, and looked down in silence at Allan’s figure, stretched

comfortably on the deck. “Rouse him,” the fiend whispered, subtly, “from

that ignorant self-possession and that pitiless repose. Show him the

place where the deed was done; let him know it with your knowledge, and

fear it with your dread. Tell him of the letter you burned, and of the

words no fire can destroy which are living in your memory now. Let him

see your mind as it was yesterday, when it roused your sinking faith in

your own convictions, to look back on your life at sea, and to cherish

the comforting remembrance that, in all your voyages, you had never

fallen in with this ship. Let him see your mind as it is now, when the

ship has got you at the turning-point of your new life, at the outset of

your friendship with the one man of all men whom your father warned you

to avoid. Think of those death-bed words, and whisper them in his ear,

that he may think of them, too: ‘Hide yourself from him under an assumed

name. Put the mountains and the seas between you; be ungrateful, be

unforgiving; be all that is most repellent to your own gentler nature,

rather than live under the same roof and breathe the same air with that

man.’” So the tempter counseled. So, like a noisome exhalation from the

father’s grave, the father’s influence rose and poisoned the mind of the

son.

The sudden silence surprised Allan; he looked back drowsily over his

shoulder. “Thinking again!” he exclaimed, with a weary yawn.

Midwinter stepped out from the shadow, and came nearer to Allan than he

had come yet. “Yes,” he said, “thinking of the past and the future.”

“The past and the future?” repeated Allan, shifting himself comfortably

into a new position. “For my part, I’m dumb about the past. It’s a sore

subject with me: the past means the loss of the doctor’s boat. Let’s

talk about the future. Have you been taking a practical view? as dear

old Brock calls it. Have you been considering the next serious question

that concerns us both when we get back to the hotel--the question of

breakfast?”

After an instant’s hesitation, Midwinter took a step nearer. “I have

been thinking of your future and mine,” he said; “I have been thinking

of the time when your way in life and my way in life will be two ways

instead of one.”

“Here’s the daybreak!” cried Allan. “Look up at the masts; they’re

beginning to get clear again already. I beg your pardon. What were you

saying?”

Midwinter made no reply. The struggle between the hereditary

superstition that was driving him on, and the unconquerable affection

for Allan that was holding him back, suspended the next words on his

lips. He turned aside his face in speechless suffering. “Oh, my father!”

he thought, “better have killed me on that day when I lay on your bosom,

than have let me live for this.”

“What’s that about the future?” persisted Allan. “I was looking for the

daylight; I didn’t hear.”

Midwinter controlled himself, and answered: “You have treated me with

your usual kindness,” he said, “in planning to take me with you to

Thorpe Ambrose. I think, on reflection, I had better not intrude myself

where I am not known and not expected.” His voice faltered, and he

stopped again. The more he shrank from it, the clearer the picture of

the happy life that he was resigning rose on his mind.

Allan’s thoughts instantly reverted to the mystification about the new

steward which he had practiced on his friend when they were consulting

together in the cabin of the yacht. “Has he been turning it over in

his mind?” wondered Allan; “and is he beginning at last to suspect the

truth? I’ll try him.--Talk as much nonsense, my dear fellow, as you

like,” he rejoined, “but don’t forget that you are engaged to see me

established at Thorpe Ambrose, and to give me your opinion of the new

steward.”

Midwinter suddenly stepped forward again, close to Allan.

“I am not talking about your steward or your estate,” he burst out

passionately; “I am talking about myself. Do you hear? Myself! I am not

a fit companion for you. You don’t know who I am.” He drew back into the

shadowy shelter of the bulwark as suddenly as he had come out from it.

“O God! I can’t tell him,” he said to himself, in a whisper.

For a moment, and for a moment only, Allan was surprised. “Not know

who you are?” Even as he repeated the words, his easy goodhumor got

the upper-hand again. He took up the whisky flask, and shook it

significantly. “I say,” he resumed, “how much of the doctor’s medicine

did you take while I was up in the mizzen-top?”

The light tone which he persisted in adopting stung Midwinter to the

last pitch of exasperation. He came out again into the light, and

stamped his foot angrily on the deck. “Listen to me!” he said. “You

don’t know half the low things I have done in my lifetime. I have been a

tradesman’s drudge; I have swept out the shop and put up the shutters;

I have carried parcels through the street, and waited for my master’s

money at his customers’ doors.”

“I have never done anything half as useful,” returned Allan, composedly.

“Dear old boy, what an industrious fellow you have been in your time!”

“I’ve been a vagabond and a blackguard in my time,” returned the other,

fiercely; “I’ve been a street tumbler, a tramp, a gypsy’s boy! I’ve

sung for half-pence with dancing dogs on the high-road! I’ve worn a

foot-boy’s livery, and waited at table! I’ve been a common sailors’

cook, and a starving fisherman’s Jack-of-all-trades! What has a

gentleman in your position in common with a man in mine? Can you take

_me_ into the society at Thorpe Ambrose? Why, my very name would be

a reproach to you. Fancy the faces of your new neighbors when their

footmen announce Ozias Midwinter and Allan Armadale in the same breath!”

He burst into a harsh laugh, and repeated the two names again, with a

scornful bitterness of emphasis which insisted pitilessly on the marked

contrast between them.

Something in the sound of his laughter jarred painfully even on Allan’s

easy nature. He raised himself on the deck and spoke seriously for the

first time. “A joke’s a joke, Midwinter,” he said, “as long as you don’t

carry it too far. I remember your saying something of the same sort to

me once before when I was nursing you in Somersetshire. You forced me

to ask you if I deserved to be kept at arms-length by _you_ of all the

people in the world. Don’t force me to say so again. Make as much fun of

me as you please, old fellow, in any other way. _That_ way hurts me.”

Simple as the words were, and simply as they had been spoken, they

appeared to work an instant revolution in Midwinter’s mind. His

impressible nature recoiled as from some sudden shock. Without a word of

reply, he walked away by himself to the forward part of the ship. He sat

down on some piled planks between the masts, and passed his hand over

his head in a vacant, bewildered way. Though his father’s belief in

fatality was his own belief once more--though there was no longer the

shadow of a doubt in his mind that the woman whom Mr. Brock had met in

Somersetshire, and the woman who had tried to destroy herself in London,

were one and the same--though all the horror that mastered him when he

first read the letter from Wildbad had now mastered him again, Allan’s

appeal to their past experience of each other had come home to his

heart, with a force more irresistible than the force of his superstition

itself. In the strength of that very superstition, he now sought the

pretext which might encourage him to sacrifice every less generous

feeling to the one predominant dread of wounding the sympathies of his

friend. “Why distress him?” he whispered to himself. “We are not the end

here: there is the Woman behind us in the dark. Why resist him when the

mischief’s done, and the caution comes too late? What _is_ to be _will_

be. What have I to do with the future? and what has he?”

He went back to Allan, sat down by his side, and took his hand. “Forgive

me,” he said, gently; “I have hurt you for the last time.” Before it

was possible to reply, he snatched up the whisky flask from the deck.

“Come!” he exclaimed, with a sudden effort to match his friend’s

cheerfulness, “you have been trying the doctor’s medicine, why shouldn’t

I?”

Allan was delighted. “This is something like a change for the better,”

he said; “Midwinter is himself again. Hark! there are the birds. Hail,

smiling morn! smiling morn!” He sang the words of the glee in his old,

cheerful voice, and clapped Midwinter on the shoulder in his old, hearty

way. “How did you manage to clear your head of those confounded megrims?

Do you know you were quite alarming about something happening to one or

other of us before we were out of this ship?”

“Sheer nonsense!” returned Midwinter, contemptuously. “I don’t think my

head has ever been quite right since that fever; I’ve got a bee in my

bonnet, as they say in the North. Let’s talk of something else. About

those people you have let the cottage to? I wonder whether the agent’s

account of Major Milroy’s family is to be depended on? There might be

another lady in the household besides his wife and his daughter.”

“Oho!” cried Allan, “_you’re_ beginning to think of nymphs among the

trees, and flirtations in the fruit-garden, are you? Another lady, eh?

Suppose the major’s family circle won’t supply another? We shall have to

spin that half-crown again, and toss up for which is to have the first

chance with Miss Milroy.”

For once Midwinter spoke as lightly and carelessly as Allan himself.

“No, no,” he said, “the major’s landlord has the first claim to the

notice of the major’s daughter. I’ll retire into the background, and

wait for the next lady who makes her appearance at Thorpe Ambrose.”

“Very good. I’ll have an address to the women of Norfolk posted in the

park to that effect,” said Allan. “Are you particular to a shade about

size or complexion? What’s your favorite age?”

Midwinter trifled with his own superstition, as a man trifles with the

loaded gun that may kill him, or with the savage animal that may maim

him for life. He mentioned the age (as he had reckoned it himself) of

the woman in the black gown and the red Paisley shawl.

“Five-and-thirty,” he said.

As the words passed his lips, his factitious spirits deserted him. He

left his seat, impenetrably deaf to all Allan’s efforts at rallying him

on his extraordinary answer, and resumed his restless pacing of the deck

in dead silence. Once more the haunting thought which had gone to and

fro with him in the hour of darkness went to and fro with him now in the

hour of daylight.

Once more the conviction possessed itself of his mind that something was

to happen to Allan or to himself before they left the wreck.

Minute by minute the light strengthened in the eastern sky; and the

shadowy places on the deck of the timber-ship revealed their barren

emptiness under the eye of day. As the breeze rose again, the sea began

to murmur wakefully in the morning light. Even the cold bubbling of the

broken water changed its cheerless note, and softened on the ear as the

mellowing flood of daylight poured warm over it from the rising sun.

Midwinter paused near the forward part of the ship, and recalled his

wandering attention to the passing time. The cheering influences of the

hour were round him, look where he might. The happy morning smile of the

summer sky, so brightly merciful to the old and weary earth, lavished

its all-embracing beauty even on the wreck. The dew that lay glittering

on the inland fields lay glittering on the deck, and the worn and rusted

rigging was gemmed as brightly as the fresh green leaves on shore.

Insensibly, as he looked round, Midwinter’s thoughts reverted to the

comrade who had shared with him the adventure of the night. He returned

to the after-part of the ship, spoke to Allan as he advanced. Receiving

no answer, he approached the recumbent figure and looked closer at it.

Left to his own resources, Allan had let the fatigues of the night take

their own way with him. His head had sunk back; his hat had fallen off;

he lay stretched at full length on the deck of the timber-ship, deeply

and peacefully asleep.

Midwinter resumed his walk; his mind lost in doubt; his own past

thoughts seeming suddenly to have grown strange to him. How darkly his

forebodings had distrusted the coming time, and how harmlessly that time

had come! The sun was mounting in the heavens, the hour of release was

drawing nearer and nearer, and of the two Armadales imprisoned in the

fatal ship, one was sleeping away the weary time, and the other was

quietly watching the growth of the new day.

The sun climbed higher; the hour wore on. With the latent distrust of

the wreck which still clung to him, Midwinter looked inquiringly on

either shore for signs of awakening human life. The land was still

lonely. The smoke wreaths that were soon to rise from cottage chimneys

had not risen yet.

After a moment’s thought he went back again to the after-part of the

vessel, to see if there might be a fisherman’s boat within hail astern

of them. Absorbed for the moment by the new idea, he passed Allan

hastily, after barely noticing that he still lay asleep. One step more

would have brought him to the taffrail, when that step was suspended by

a sound behind him, a sound like a faint groan. He turned, and looked at

the sleeper on the deck. He knelt softly, and looked closer.

“It has come!” he whispered to himself. “Not to _me_--but to _him_.”

It had come, in the bright freshness of the morning; it had come, in the

mystery and terror of a Dream. The face which Midwinter had last seen

in perfect repose was now the distorted face of a suffering man. The

perspiration stood thick on Allan’s forehead, and matted his curling

hair. His partially opened eyes showed nothing but the white of the

eyeball gleaming blindly. His outstretched hands scratched and struggled

on the deck. From moment to moment he moaned and muttered helplessly;

but the words that escaped him were lost in the grinding and gnashing of

his teeth. There he lay--so near in the body to the friend who bent

over him; so far away in the spirit, that the two might have been in

different worlds--there he lay, with the morning sunshine on his face,

in the torture of his dream.

One question, and one only, rose in the mind of the man who was looking

at him. What had the fatality which had imprisoned him in the wreck

decreed that he should see?

Had the treachery of Sleep opened the gates of the grave to that one of

the two Armadales whom the other had kept in ignorance of the truth? Was

the murder of the father revealing itself to the son--there, on the very

spot where the crime had been committed--in the vision of a dream?

With that question overshadowing all else in his mind, the son of the

homicide knelt on the deck, and looked at the son of the man whom his

father’s hand had slain.

The conflict between the sleeping body and the waking mind was

strengthening every moment. The dreamer’s helpless groaning for

deliverance grew louder; his hands raised themselves, and clutched at

the empty air. Struggling with the all-mastering dread that still held

him, Midwinter laid his hand gently on Allan’s forehead. Light as the

touch was, there were mysterious sympathies in the dreaming man that

answered it. His groaning ceased, and his hands dropped slowly. There

was an instant of suspense and Midwinter looked closer. His breath just

fluttered over the sleeper’s face. Before the next breath had risen to

his lips, Allan suddenly sprang up on his knees--sprang up, as if the

call of a trumpet had rung on his ear, awake in an instant.

“You have been dreaming,” said Midwinter, as the other looked at him

wildly, in the first bewilderment of waking.

Allan’s eyes began to wander about the wreck, at first vacantly,

then with a look of angry surprise. “Are we here still?” he said, as

Midwinter helped him to his feet. “Whatever else I do on board this

infernal ship,” he added, after a moment, “I won’t go to sleep again!”

As he said those words, his friend’s eyes searched his face in silent

inquiry. They took a turn together on the deck.

“Tell me your dream,” said Midwinter, with a strange tone of suspicion

in his voice, and a strange appearance of abruptness in his manner.

“I can’t tell it yet,” returned Allan. “Wait a little till I’m my own

man again.”

They took another turn on the deck. Midwinter stopped, and spoke once

more.

“Look at me for a moment, Allan,” he said.

There was something of the trouble left by the dream, and something

of natural surprise at the strange request just addressed to him, in

Allan’s face, as he turned it full on the speaker; but no shadow of

ill-will, no lurking lines of distrust anywhere. Midwinter turned aside

quickly, and hid, as he best might, an irrepressible outburst of relief.

“Do I look a little upset?” asked Allan, taking his arm, and leading him

on again. “Don’t make yourself nervous about me if I do. My head feels

wild and giddy, but I shall soon get over it.”

For the next few minutes they walked backward and forward in silence,

the one bent on dismissing the terror of the dream from his thoughts,

the other bent on discovering what the terror of the dream might be.

Relieved of the dread that had oppressed it, the superstitious nature

of Midwinter had leaped to its next conclusion at a bound. What if the

sleeper had been visited by another revelation than the revelation of

the Past? What if the dream had opened those unturned pages in the book

of the Future which told the story of his life to come? The bare

doubt that it might be so strengthened tenfold Midwinter’s longing to

penetrate the mystery which Allan’s silence still kept a secret from

him.

“Is your head more composed?” he asked. “Can you tell me your dream

now?”

While he put the question, a last memorable moment in the Adventure of

the Wreck was at hand.

They had reached the stern, and were just turning again when Midwinter

spoke. As Allan opened his lips to answer, he looked out mechanically to

sea. Instead of replying, he suddenly ran to the taffrail, and waved his

hat over his head, with a shout of exultation.

Midwinter joined him, and saw a large six-oared boat pulling straight

for the channel of the Sound. A figure, which they both thought they

recognized, rose eagerly in the stern-sheets and returned the waving

of Allan’s hat. The boat came nearer, the steersman called to them

cheerfully, and they recognized the doctor’s voice.

“Thank God you’re both above water!” said Mr. Hawbury, as they met him

on the deck of the timber-ship. “Of all the winds of heaven, which wind

blew you here?”

He looked at Midwinter as he made the inquiry, but it was Allan who

told him the story of the night, and Allan who asked the doctor for

information in return. The one absorbing interest in Midwinter’s

mind--the interest of penetrating the mystery of the dream--kept him

silent throughout. Heedless of all that was said or done about him, he

watched Allan, and followed Allan, like a dog, until the time came for

getting down into the boat. Mr. Hawbury’s professional eye rested on him

curiously, noting his varying color, and the incessant restlessness

of his hands. “I wouldn’t change nervous systems with that man for the

largest fortune that could be offered me,” thought the doctor as he took

the boat’s tiller, and gave the oarsmen their order to push off from the

wreck.

Having reserved all explanations on his side until they were on their

way back to Port St. Mary, Mr. Hawbury next addressed himself to the

gratification of Allan’s curiosity. The circumstances which had brought

him to the rescue of his two guests of the previous evening were simple

enough. The lost boat had been met with at sea by some fishermen of Port

Erin, on the western side of the island, who at once recognized it as

the doctor’s property, and at once sent a messenger to make inquiry,

at the doctor’s house. The man’s statement of what had happened had

naturally alarmed Mr. Hawbury for the safety of Allan and his friend. He

had immediately secured assistance, and, guided by the boatman’s advice,

had made first for the most dangerous place on the coast--the only

place, in that calm weather, in which an accident could have happened to

a boat sailed by experienced men--the channel of the Sound. After

thus accounting for his welcome appearance on the scene, the doctor

hospitably insisted that his guests of the evening should be his guests

of the morning as well. It would still be too early when they got back

for the people at the hotel to receive them, and they would find bed and

breakfast at Mr. Hawbury’s house.

At the first pause in the conversation between Allan and the doctor,

Midwinter, who had neither joined in the talk nor listened to the talk,

touched his friend on the arm. “Are you better?” he asked, in a whisper.

“Shall you soon be composed enough to tell me what I want to know?”

Allan’s eyebrows contracted impatiently; the subject of the dream, and

Midwinter’s obstinacy in returning to it, seemed to be alike distasteful

to him. He hardly answered with his usual good humor. “I suppose I shall

have no peace till I tell you,” he said, “so I may as well get it over

at once.”

“No!” returned Midwinter, with a look at the doctor and his oarsmen.

“Not where other people can hear it--not till you and I are alone.”

“If you wish to see the last, gentlemen, of your quarters for the

night,” interposed the doctor, “now is your time! The coast will shut

the vessel out in a minute more.”

In silence on the one side and on the other, the two Armadales looked

their last at the fatal ship. Lonely and lost they had found the wreck

in the mystery of the summer night; lonely and lost they left the wreck

in the radiant beauty of the summer morning.

An hour later the doctor had seen his guests established in their

bedrooms, and had left them to take their rest until the breakfast hour

arrived.

Almost as soon as his back was turned, the doors of both rooms opened

softly, and Allan and Midwinter met in the passage.

“Can you sleep after what has happened?” asked Allan.

Midwinter shook his head. “You were coming to my room, were you not?” he

said. “What for?”

“To ask you to keep me company. What were you coming to _my_ room for?”

“To ask you to tell me your dream.”

“Damn the dream! I want to forget all about it.”

“And _I_ want to know all about it.”

Both paused; both refrained instinctively from saying more. For the

first time since the beginning of their friendship they were on the

verge of a disagreement, and that on the subject of the dream. Allan’s

good temper just stopped them on the brink.

“You are the most obstinate fellow alive,” he said; “but if you will

know all about it, you must know all about it, I suppose. Come into my

room, and I’ll tell you.”

He led the way, and Midwinter followed. The door closed and shut them in

together.

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