CHAPTER XXI

THE MARKET PLACE

That evening, over her fire in the room which Andrew Fraser had

christened "The Pictur Gallery," Isla took stock of her marketable

accomplishments with the advertizing columns of the "Morning Post" and

the "Daily Telegraph" spread on the table in front of her.

She had to confess that they were meagre both in quality and quantity.

She had been imperfectly educated by a wholly incompetent woman, who had

had to combine in one the offices of governess, housekeeper, and

chaperon, and over whom for five years of the General's absence in India

there had been none to exercise the slightest control.

Aunt Jean had offered to take the child to Barras to bring her up with

her own, but she had altogether declined to have Malcolm even in the

holidays. This had so angered the General that he had answered in the

hot-headed Highland fashion that he would see to the upbringing of both

his children himself and would be beholden to none.

That Isla had emerged from the process even as well equipped as she was

said a good deal for her intelligence and native common sense. Her

gifts of observation and her love of books had helped her to bridge the

gaps in her educational training, but of the skilled attainments that

fetch money in the market place she possessed none except the power to

keep house with a good appearance on very slender means.

She decided, as her eyes wandered restlessly down those weary "Want"

columns, that the only post she was fit for was that of a housekeeper,

for which there was a limited demand. Many seemed to be in need of

skilled and highly-trained governesses at substantial salaries, but

against the unskilled all doors seemed to be shut.

Once more she perused the advertisement for a young person to give pet

dogs an airing, and she resolved that, out of curiosity and as a

preliminary canter into the unknown, she would call at the address

given. It was in Westbourne Terrace, which, from inquiry, she learned

was in her own neighbourhood and could be reached on foot.

She was a little subdued when she arose next morning to find "The Pictur

Gallery" at eight o'clock in a sort of twilight gloom consequent upon

the rain and the fog outside. After the glorious airs, the limitless

freedom of the Moor of Creagh it was an experience calculated to damp

the bravest spirit.

She had to ring three times before receiving the smallest attention from

the squint-eyed maid, and Agnes, tired with the unexpected excitement of

the previous day, had not felt herself well enough to get up before

breakfast, as she had fully intended.

Much ringing of bells, some altercations in the passages, and a variety

of odours were the outstanding characteristics of the Cromer Street

house in the early morning hours.

At a quarter past nine Isla's French breakfast was brought up on a

slatternly tray, and, finding it impossible to drink the coffee, she had

to ask--and she did so in quite humble tones--for a fresh pot of tea.

"I ain't 'ad no borders about brekfus for 'The Pitcsher Gallery,' Miss,"

quoth Arabella in a rather high and mighty voice. "But I'll get the

tea. It ain't all beer and skittles 'ere of a mornin', I kin tell yer,

wiv hall the bells in the 'ouse a-ringin' at onct, the missus in 'er

bed, and ole Flatfeet on the warpath in the kitching."

When the door had closed Isla sat down on the front of her bed and

laughed till the tears rolled down her cheeks. The dreariness of the

place in which she sat, the dead ashes on the cold hearth, the

indescribable lack of the comforts--even of the decencies--of life

appalled her.

Yet just in such conditions, and in others infinitely worse, must

thousands of Londoners awake to the duty of each new day. She wondered

that the multitude had any heart for the day's work.

She could not start to clean her room or light a fire, and she had been

reared in the belief that a bed required a thorough airing before it

could be made.

After she had partaken of her meagre breakfast therefore she opened the

window and, donning her mackintosh and heavy boots, prepared to sally

forth. Even the streets would be preferable to her present

surroundings.

She decided not to go up to see Agnes, who probably felt the situation

more acutely than she herself did. Perhaps, after all, it might be

better, if it was not indeed absolutely necessary, that she should find

some other lodging in a smaller house, where she could have a

sitting-room and a bedroom. The prospect of unlimited hours spent in

"The Pictur Gallery" was a little dismaying.

The rain was falling heavily when she left the house, but the clean,

sharp patter on the pavements, somehow, cheered her. It was clean, it

was wholesome, it would help to wash away some of the impurity from the

streets. The rain, rolling in over the hills upon the Moor of Creagh

and sweeping down Glenogle--how often had she welcomed its pure sting on

her cheek and revelled in it! But here all was depressing, dark,

dismal, and soul-crushing.

In such mood did Isla arrive at the address in Westbourne Terrace,

which, in conjunction with three others, she had written on a small

piece of paper and placed in her purse.

A man-servant, in a blue coat with brass buttons and a striped

waistcoat, opened the door and stood, obligingly waiting to take her

message.

"I have called in reference to the advertisement in the 'Morning Post'

this morning. Please, can I see the lady of the house?"

The man looked doubtful, but said politely in imperfect English with a

very German accent that if she would come in and sit down in the hall he

would inquire.

At the moment the door of the breakfast-room at the end of the hall was

opened and a lady in a very elaborate morning robe much trimmed with

lace and with two black-and-white Japanese spaniels in her arms, looked

out.

"Who is that, Fritz?" she asked in a high and rather fretful voice.

"Pleas'm, a young lady about the advertisement in the paper."

"Oh, she can come in here."

She re-entered the breakfast-room, and Isla, in some inward amusement,

followed. She felt like a person in a play, but it said something for

her courage and determination that, on the second morning of her London

life, she should seek such an experience.

She closed the door behind her and said good morning to the lady,

altogether unconscious that, instead of looking like a suppliant, she

had the air of one about to bestow a favour.

Her possible employer was a woman of about her own age, with a kind of

artificial prettiness which depended a good deal on art for its

preservation. She had a pleasant enough manner, however, and was quite

civil to her visitor.

"You have called?" she said inquiringly, with her head on one side like

a bird and her cheek against the glossy coat of one of the spaniels.

"I have called in reference to the advertisement in the 'Morning Post,'"

said Isla with difficulty, for the reality, instead of being amusing,

was distinctly trying. "But I don't think it will be any use. I am

sure I would not be suitable."

"Oh, sit down, and let us talk it over now that you are here," said the

lady affably. "I am Madame Schultze. Yes--I am English. My husband is

a Viennese. He is on the Stock Exchange. He had only just left the

house as you entered. Perhaps you saw him?"

Isla said she had not seen anybody resembling Mr. Schultze.

"I am not strong, and almost immediately I am going off with my husband

to Schwalbach. It is very late in the year for Schwalbach, but he has

not been able to get away before now. It is about my little darlings!

Look at them! Aren't they sweet loves? This is Koshimo, and this is

Sada, and this is Tito, and the little one, who was born here, is Babs.

Did you ever see anything so perfectly sweet?"

Isla was at a loss what to say. She knew nothing of the cult of pet

dogs, or of how enslaved an idle woman can become by them, and she

thought the adoration visible in Madame Schultze's eyes was rather

foolish.

There were four separate baskets lined with padded wool, with little

rugs over them, and other comforts such as many a poor baby lacked. To

Isla the creatures looked stolid, overfed, unintelligent, and

uninteresting. But she could not say so.

"I suppose they are very valuable?" was all she could bring herself to

say.

"I should say so. Koshimo, as a puppy, cost a hundred and fifty

guineas. My Karl gave him to me on the anniversary of our wedding. We

can't take them to Schwalbach with us, and the other person I had to

look after them was a wretch. Behind my back she used to pinch Koshimo,

and the poor darling's spirit is quite broken."

"Yet you are going to leave them behind in the care of--of the person

you engage?"

"That is what I thought of doing. I have no alternative. They don't

permit dogs at the Cure Hotel."

"Then would she be required to live in the house?"

"Oh, no--only to come for a half-day every morning. Sundays included, to

bathe the darlings, make their toilets, and take them for a walk in the

Park. After that they will be in the care of Fritz, the house-boy, who

is quite good. Only he has not a woman's delicacy of touch and

sympathy. They need sympathy quite as much as a human being does, if

not more so."

Isla repressed an almost overpowering desire to laugh aloud, and she

politely inquired what would be the remuneration for this occupation.

"Seven-and-sixpence a week and luncheon. I reckoned that by the time

you had returned from the Park it would be one or half-past one, and the

servants' dinner would be going on, so that your luncheon would never be

missed," said Madame Schultze with an engaging frankness. "Of course,

the work is not hard, and it is delightful, besides. You don't know

what a privilege it is to have the care of such pets. They are so

dainty and so very, very human."

Isla thanked her and said that she was afraid the post would not suit

her.

"Oh, but why not come for a few days and try it?" said the odd woman,

who had taken a fancy to Isla. "You look different from the creatures

who usually call when one wants anybody. You look even as if you might

have had pet dogs of your own."

Something caught at Isla's throat as she remembered.

"I have had them. But, thank you, I'm sorry I can't come. The--the

money is much too small. I shall have to find something to do which

will keep me. I am not well off. Good morning, Madame Schultze."

"You won't leave your name? I might find you something. My husband has

a large acquaintance on the Stock Exchange, and we move in very good

society," said Madame Schultze with a kind of indolent good-humour.

But Isla, with another hasty word of thanks, withdrew. She felt almost

hysterical as the door was politely closed upon her by the foreign

butler, and she dashed something like a tear from her eye.

"Serves you right, Isla Mackinnon, for all the airs you give yourself!

Seven-and-six a week and the servants' luncheon! What would they say at

home?"

She said "they," but it was the face of Peter Rosmead that came

persistently before her--of Peter the Bridge-builder, with thousands in

his pocket that he could not spend! Would Peter, if he met her in the

park airing pet dogs for a livelihood, pass by, like a Levite, on the

other side?

Her lip curled whimsically at the thought. She did not welcome the

memory of Rosmead, which had come unsought. In her secret heart she

felt disappointed that he had not written. True, he had not promised to

do so, nor had he even asked whether he might. But other men did not

wait for permission. Neil Drummond never lost an opportunity of

speaking or writing to her, and often she did not trouble to read his

letters through.

She was brought back from her reveries sharply by finding herself once

more in the Bayswater Road with the rest of the day in front of her.

"I do want a good breakfast," she said to herself dolefully, for a few

mouthfuls of the doubtful bread and butter provided by Arabella had more

than satisfied her in "The Pictur Gallery".

Looking down the road towards Kensington, she saw that shops seemed to

abound, and she proceeded to walk on. At length she came to a tea-shop,

which she entered. There she ordered tea and a couple of poached eggs.

These she consumed at a small round table drawn invitingly near a bright

fire, where she was able to dry her boots and where she passed a very

comfortable half-hour.

But it was all unreal. Once more she had the weird feeling that she was

a character in a play and that she would soon awaken to the reality of

things.

After her experience in Westbourne Terrace she decided that, instead of

calling at any more private addresses, she would go to some of the

employment agents, who, judging from their advertisements, seemed to

possess particulars of every conceivable kind of opening. She would

there give a true account of her meagre accomplishments and candidly

inquire what was their market value.

She did not shrink from doing this, because all her life long she had

been facing things and making the best of untoward circumstances. But,

somehow, it was difficult here in London. In Glenogle all was familiar

and most dear. Besides, whatever the state of the exchequer, Miss

Mackinnon of Achree had an unassailable position.

Her name counted for nothing here, however. Nay, it were better perhaps

that she should exchange it for one less pretentious and betraying.

The rain having ceased, she rode on the top of an omnibus the whole

length of the Bayswater Road to Oxford Street, where she presented

herself in the office of one of the well-known employment agencies that

advertise extensively in all the newspapers.

She had to wait some little time among others, and when her turn came

she was again in thrall to the odd feeling of unreality which had

possessed her for most of the day.

"What kind of post, madam, and what experience?" said the very

middle-aged lady who sat, pen in hand, ready to take the particulars.

Isla explained as clearly as possible what she wanted, and she did not

fail to observe that while she was speaking the face of her questioner

fell. While she was listening she was, however, observing Isla keenly,

and she very quickly came to the conclusion that she was not one of the

ordinary applicants, but rather was one who had been driven into the

ranks of the workers by stress of circumstances.

"Of course, madam," she said kindly but with great brevity and decision,

"you are not unaware that you are handicapped? Our books"--here she

patted an immense ledger lying on the table beside her--"our books are

full of names of ladies requiring employment, and most of these are very

thoroughly equipped. But, even with all the resources at our command, we

would never be able to supply all their wants, for the very simple

reason that the necessary vacancies do not exist."

"There are so many thousands seeking situations, then?" said Isla

hesitatingly.

"Thousands. We have no difficulty with our skilled workers. There is

always a demand for them, but for the gentlewoman class--to which you

evidently belong--for whom the earning of a living has become a sad

necessity, we have practically no demand. You are a good housekeeper,

you say, but you would not care to take a working-housekeeper's place?"

"I could not. At least, I should not care to do actual housework, and I

can only cook theoretically. I could order a lady's house, and order it

well. I've been used until quite lately to superintend a fairly large

establishment."

"In your father's house?" said the agent with an understanding nod.

"Yes."

"I thought as much. Well, I have only one post on my books at present

which would seem to come anywhere near your requirements, and I tell you

quite frankly that I have already sent at least half a dozen ladies

after it."

"Where is it?" asked Isla interestedly, "and what sort of a place is

it?"

"It is to be a sort of companion-housekeeper to a lady who is not

strong. The duties, I think, are not very arduous, but I consider it

only right to tell you that this is the fourth time in twelve months

that this post has become vacant."

"Why has it been like that?"

"I prefer not to enter into reasons. There have always been faults on

both sides, of course. I have myself interviewed Mrs. Bodley-Chard here

when she was able to drive out. Latterly, I think, she has not been

able. I have always liked her. I'm afraid that the trouble is with Mr.

Bodley-Chard."

"Oh, I shouldn't mind him," said Isla quietly. "And, after all, his

wife's housekeeper need not see much of him."

The agent smiled.

"I can give you the address if you like. You will be the third who has

gone to-day. But that, I think, does not matter. Mrs. Chard, I know,

intends to be very, very particular this time."

"What is the salary?"

"Twenty-five pounds a year."

"And to live in the house?"

"Why, of course."

"She would not engage a person who wished to lodge outside?"

"My dear madam, picture a companion-housekeeper who arrived with the

milk--shall we say?--and left with the last post at night! It's

unpractical, to say the least."

Isla smiled and sighed a little as she rose.

"I see that beggars can't be choosers and that one must give up

something in order to earn one's living. I wish, however, that it was

not one's freedom. May I have the address, if you really think there is

the smallest use in my calling?"

"I am sure that it is worth your while calling. I have even a sort of

odd feeling that Mrs. Chard's choice might fall on you. You see, you

are just a little different from the average run of reduced ladies who

come here."

"Thank you," said Isla, not knowing whether to take the words as a

compliment or the reverse.

The agent wrote the name and address on one of the office cards and then

noted Isla's in her book.

"And what happens if I am engaged?" she asked with a little humorous

smile about her mouth. "Is it like a servants' registry office? Do I

come back and pay a fee, or do I pay it now?"

"The fee would be half a sovereign in this case--that is if you are

engaged. There is no charge otherwise. I hope you will be successful,

Miss Mackinnon."

"I don't know whether I hope so or not," answered Isla.

Her ease of manner, so different from the usual bearing of the agent's

clients, made a strong impression on her listener.

"I shall be pleased to see you in any case. And perhaps something else

may turn up, if you are not successful," she said with a cordiality

which surprised even herself.

Usually the seekers after employment were merely units of the system to

be dismissed as soon as possible. But this applicant had drawn out her

interest and her sympathy in a very strong degree, principally because

she had not proffered a single plea for special consideration, and

because she had been so candid about her capabilities.

When Isla got outside she stopped on the stairs and read the name and

address on the agent's card--Mrs. Bodley-Chard, Hans Crescent, S.W.

A look of satisfaction crossed her face just for a moment, because this

locality was within that part of the area of London with which she was

perfectly familiar. As Malcolm might have said, it was on the right side

of the Park. But again, that had its disadvantages, one of them being

that she might be more easily discovered and recognized.

But some instinct made her decide to go, and to go as quickly as

possible. She hailed a passing hansom and got in, calculating that she

would reach Hans Crescent in time to catch Mrs. Bodley-Chard immediately

after luncheon.

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