"No," said Rob, groping her way through vague fears, as her aunt

paused for a reply. "Won't you tell me about this Miss Hasbrook, Aunt

Azraella? Does she need the house?"

"She's my sister's daughter, and she isn't Miss, but Mrs. Hasbrook to

begin with," said Aunt Azraella. "She's a young widow. As to needing

the house, she needs almost anything. Myrtilla's one of the sort that

hasn't any faculty. She married at seventeen, and now she's a widow

at twenty-nine or thirty with four children. When I promised her the

house I told her she could use it to take boarders, and get along;

she's got her husband's life-insurance, and a little from her mother,

but not enough to support four growing children. She's a gentle,

harmless thing, but she hasn't gumption. Now, I've seen what there is

in you, and I've made up my mind you're the one to keep up this house

the way it should be, so I've left it to you. I only want you should

understand, so if Myrtilla should come here and say anything--which it

isn't at all like her to do, but she might--you're not to get any of

your high flown, Grey notions, like your father, and give it up to her.

For I'm certainly in the full possession of my faculties and I say it's

yours. Now I'm going to sleep; it tires me to talk to-night."

Rob smoothed the sheet under her aunt's chin and turned the lamp a

little lower without speaking. She was relieved to hear Mrs. Winslow's

even breathing in a few moments, for she wanted to feel that she was

alone to think.

She sat with her changeable face very grave, resting on the hand that

her knee supported; she was thinking hard. The outline of the picture

and the history of this hitherto unknown Myrtilla Hasbrook, the young

widow to whom fate had been so hard, she was perfectly well able to

fill out from her knowledge of Aunt Azraella's mind. She pictured her

as gentle, shrinking, unfit to cope with difficulties, the sort of

person whom Rob, out of her own sensitive soul and early hardships,

most pitied, and whom she was to be the instrument of disappointing and

further impoverishing!

No, she would not have the house! She started erect with the fulness of

her determination. If she had any influence over her aunt-in-law, Mrs.

Winslow, herself, should make right this intended injustice. She, Rob

Grey, could get on perfectly with what she now had, and with the legacy

that she could justly receive from her aunt out of the ample fortune

her Uncle Horace had left her--but not the house!

She did not want to bother her mother with her refusal of this legacy,

certain as she was that she should refuse it in any case, and she had a

feeling that she did not want to pose as a heroine of renunciation in

the eyes of her own family, especially Prue. When it was all over, some

day she would tell her mother and Wythie all about it. She cast about

in her mind for some one to help her to induce Aunt Azraella to change

her will, and she thought of Bruce, Bruce whom she had abused, but who

had never failed her when she needed a friend.

Bruce came in the morning early, sent by Dr. Fairbairn to administer

certain remedies.

After the doctor-that-was-to-be had performed his task Rob followed

him down the broad stairs and out into the dewy sweetness of the

midsummer morning. She told him her story. "And you wouldn't have the

house if you were I, would you, Bruce?" she ended.

Bruce looked at her queerly. "If I were you I suppose I should do

precisely as you do, being the same person," he said. "But I doubt that

many who were not you would act thus."

"But, even if you were yourself, wouldn't you feel as I do?" persisted

Rob.

"I think we generally agree, Robin," said Bruce quietly. "I should feel

as you do, yes. It comforts me in saying so to know that I could not

change your mind were I to try. But it is my duty to point out that

you are throwing away a valuable piece of property, which, lying only

two hours distant from New York, is bound to increase in value, and

to which most people would cling tenaciously. Also, that there is no

obligation upon you of defending this unknown young woman."

"But you would act precisely as I want to act, Bruce," said Rob. "You

like to have me do it, and you know that we all think that enough of

this world's goods does not mean great wealth, and that I have enough

without this. You want me to try to persuade Aunt Azraella to carry

out her first plan--I see it in your eyes."

"Yes, Donna Quixote, I want you to act precisely in the chivalric

spirit that inspires you, and I would rather see you--what you are,"

Bruce stopped himself, and went on more indifferently, "counting

obligations binding which to many would not exist at all, than to see

you richer than you are by millions. By all means make your aunt leave

this house to her poor widowed niece. You will not want."

Rob flushed, half in gratification, half in annoyance at the

remembrance of Bruce's own probable wealth, and what these last words

might imply. And as she did so she remembered her words to the children

on the preceding afternoon when Aunt Azraella had come in as she was

finishing the story of Godfrey de Bouillon. She was glad, with a warmth

at her heart, that Bruce was also knightly and had the inward vision

which revealed to him duties and ideals to which the majority of

mortals were blind.

"Good-bye, Roberta," said Bruce. "If I can help you to persuade your

aunt to disinherit you, call on me; we'll manage it between us.

Goodbye, Donna Quixote."

"Good-bye, Sir Bruce, the defender of the destitute," retorted Rob,

and turned to run back into the house with a light step and lighter

heart. For with the wisdom of the noble folly of her training Rob was

glad that she hoped to turn from herself her aunt's rich gift.

CHAPTER FOURTEEN

ITS RENUNCIATIONS

The days were filled with visitors and Rob had no opportunity to

present her petition to Aunt Azraella. Wythie and Prue relieved her at

this strange dying bed, and Mrs. Grey was rarely absent. It was Rob,

however, Rob, and not Wythie, to whom Mrs. Winslow turned for comfort

in those hours in which she lay facing eternity with thoughts which

could be conjectured, but which she never expressed.

In the old days she had found Rob unmanageable, too quick of speech and

impatient of mind, and Wythie had been her favourite of the three Grey

girls. Now she turned to Rob's high courage and bright cheerfulness as

to a tonic. It was another Rob, an older, more controlled and wiser

Rob, too, on whom she was leaning. Mrs. Grey saw with great rejoicing

the development of her daring, high-minded girl, who needed but this

touch of womanly gentleness which she was gaining to make her very

near the ideal of American girlhood.

"The end may be suffering," Dr. Fairbairn had said. "We shall be

obliged to use morphine, probably; if there is anything that you think

she would like to attend to get your sister-in-law about it now, Mary."

Mrs. Grey knew of nothing, but Rob, hearing, resolved that she must

bring Aunt Azraella to change her will without further loss of time.

The brief sketch that Mrs. Winslow had given the girl of her young

widowed niece had been enough to convince Rob that the promise of

the house upon which she must be relying could not be broken for the

benefit of Roberta Grey. But letters had been despatched to the various

relatives of the dying woman, and Browns of varying degrees of kindred

had been arriving in Fayre. For testamentary reasons, if not for more

sentimental ones, Mrs. Winslow's death was an event in the Brown family.

Among the arrivals had been Myrtilla Hasbrook; she was in the house

with her baby of four, as Rob plotted for the restoration to her of a

bequest of which she had no idea that she had been deprived.

It seemed to Rob when her eyes first rested upon Myrtilla that she

could have painted her portrait equally well before she had seen her

as afterward. She was of medium height, medium colouring, with a pale,

gentle, resigned face, and a slender, drooping frame. Goodness, the

patient, uncomplaining goodness of the type of woman who has strength

to endure forever, but none to remedy matters, shone from her sad eyes

and quiet lips. Rob knew in a flash of intuitive pity just how such a

woman must wear herself out to provide for her children in her poverty.

How she would weep of nights lest that poverty prevent her from doing

her duty by them. The young widow looked younger than her years, and

Rob's great heart went out to her in a pulse of knightly protection.

"You poor thing!" she thought. "Indeed, I will never add one straw

to the burden on those thin shoulders! If Aunt Azraella won't make a

codicil to her will I'll give you the house anyway. But I should hate

most dreadfully to appear in the light of a Noble Benefactor!"

That night Rob kept watch alone at her aunt's bedside. The dim light

that deepened the darkness burned on the small table on which sat the

alcohol stove and the collection of glasses and bottles inevitable to a

sick room. Mrs. Winslow had slept, but at midnight she became wakeful,

and Rob felt that her opportunity had come.

"Aunt Azraella," she began, coming close to the bed with a timidity new

to her. "Do you think it would harm you if I talked to you a little

while? I want to ask a favour of you when nobody can hear us, and we

are so seldom alone!"

"You can't harm me, Rob, because we know exactly what end we are

travelling to, and if you want to ask something of me there may not be

much more chance," said Mrs. Winslow with her customary stalwart sense.

Rob perched herself lightly on the edge of the bed. She longed to take

into her own one of the hands lying near her on the coverlid, but its

self-reliance was so apparent, even then, that she dared not venture.

"I'm afraid you won't like what I have to say, Aunt," Rob began. "It's

about this fine house which you want to leave me."

"Which I have left you, once for all," Aunt Azraella sharply corrected

her. "Give me a teaspoonful of my cordial."

Rob obeyed, resuming her place when she had done so. "I know that you

have willed it to me, Aunt Azraella, but I want you please, please to

alter that will, and give the house to Mrs. Hasbrook. I can't take it."

Rob spoke with decision, and her aunt saw that she had considered, and

had spoken out of a mind fully made up, saw it with dismay, for she had

reason to know that Rob's decisions, once reached, were likely to be as

inflexible as her own.

It was in a voice almost pleading that she cried: "Rob, Roberta, don't

ask me to do that! I want you should have the house; I won't die happy

if you haven't it, and I have a right to do what I please with it.

Myrtilla has no claim."

"Yes, she has, Auntie!" cried Rob, slipping to her knees beside the

bed and bringing her bright face close to the grim one on the pillow.

"Dear Aunt Azraella, she has the claim of needing it so very, very

much! She looks so sweet and patient and worn that it would be horrible

to know that disappointment awaited her. I have all, more than I need,

and she has those little children. Think of it, Aunt Azraella! And we

shall know, you and I, that you wanted to give it to me, so that I

shall always feel grateful, knowing that it was mine as far as your

desire went. And nobody else need know anything about it. I couldn't

live one week, feeling that because of me that poor girl was losing

the home she needed. Dear Aunt Azraella, you can die happy giving it

to her, because you know the good you will do, while I could never

live happy, owning the house. You have left it to me absolutely, to be

used for Hester's children, instead of the Flinders' place, or for my

own use. Then listen, Aunt Azraella: To-morrow morning add a codicil

to that will and give the house to Myrtle. If you do not I must tell

you truthfully that I shall hand it over to her the moment that it

comes into my possession. Will you, oh, will you do this for me, Aunt

Azraella?"

"Do you think you leave me much choice?" demanded her aunt.

Rob almost laughed; the remark was so exactly in Aunt Azraella's

familiar tone.

"No, I don't; yes, I do," she said. "You can force me to give your

niece the house, and I don't want to. It would be horrid to be regarded

as--oh, no decent person would want to seem that kind of heroine,"

protested Rob incoherently.

Aunt Azraella understood, and liked the young creature looking so

enthusiastic, so flushed and lovely in the dim night light, better than

she had ever liked her before. She even went so far as to lay one hand

lightly on the rippling hair.

"I wanted you to live in my house, Rob," she said, and Rob instantly

melted at this glimpse of an Aunt Azraella whom she had not known.

"Ah, dear Auntie, don't think me ungrateful; I love to think that you

would rather it were I who had your home. But you have given it to

me--that is enough for us to know. Now give it to Myrtle, for my sake,

and let it be our secret," she said.

"Our secret? When I am gone?" asked Mrs. Winslow.

"Yes, into that world which holds no injustice," whispered Rob.

Mrs. Winslow was silent, and Rob waited, tears in her eyes, with the

hand which had taken Aunt Azraella's hand after it had touched her

hair, trembling eagerly.

"You see," Rob murmured when her aunt still kept silence, "it would

hurt Myrtle if you took the house from her, and she had to receive it

from me--and she has not deserved hurting."

"If I don't do this you will be made to see that the house is yours and

that you can keep it," said Aunt Azraella slowly.

"Never, Aunt Azraella!" said Rob, "I shall give this house to Myrtilla

Hasbrook; won't you do it for me?"

Mrs Winslow lay still, her head half turned from Rob. Then, suddenly

she faced her.

"Yes, I will," she said. "But I hate to."

Rob sprang to her feet with an exclamation of delight. "Thank you,

thank you more than I can say, dear Aunt Azraella! You are good to me,

and I shall never forget."

"I hear the hall clock striking three; I took my medicine by that, this

one is slow. Give me my drops. I wonder if any one ever heard of undue

influence brought to bear on a dying woman to take away a gift she had

made the person influencing her? You have a good deal of Sylvester Grey

in you after all, Roberta; it's lucky you've got enough Winslow to save

you from being all visionary and impractical," said Rob's uncle's widow

with something between admiration and disgust in her voice.

In the morning Mrs. Winslow repented of her promise. She sent everybody

from her room while she talked to Bruce Rutherford of the matter.

Rob dared not speculate on what Bruce told Mrs. Winslow; he kept his

promise to Rob and urged the change of will--that was all that she

knew--and, after all, it was enough.

Mr. Dinsmore came up that forenoon, and was closeted with Aunt

Azraella.

When Rob brought her aunt her broth at noon the sick woman looked up

at her with an inscrutable look. "I have kept my promise, Roberta;

Myrtilla has the house," she said. "You're a foolish child, but maybe

yours is wise folly. I suppose I should not be able to admit that much

if I had not come to where you can look through."

More than that she never said, and in a day came the suffering that Dr.

Fairbairn had foreseen, and with grim patience, and with the help of

morphine Aunt Azraella waited the end.

It had come, and the Greys were back again in the little grey house,

Myrtilla Hasbrook was installed in the big one, with her four little

children to banish effectually its orderly primness under Aunt Azraella.

To Rob's unspeakable chagrin the secret of her generosity had leaked

out; perhaps Aunt Azraella had meant it to be known, for she had acted

upon Rob's thoughtless suggestion of a codicil, leaving the original

bequest of the house to her to be read on the opening of the will, and

she had so framed the codicil that it more than hinted at its being,

the result of influence--and whose that influence save Rob's?

Rob turned thorny at her betrayal, and Wythie interposed her

soft self as a fender for praise for her sister. The matter

ceased to be discussed, and only the young widow's loving eyes

told Rob that in spite of herself she was regarded as the Noble

Benefactor--capitalized--which she had determined not to be.

This was to be the autumn of renunciation for the little grey house.

Cousin Peace's dear little nest was built, and she and little Polly

Flinders were to take possession of it as soon as it was made ready.

And Lydia was solemnly prepared to espouse her Demetrius, and her

mother was arriving to take--though perhaps not to fill--her place in

the Grey household.

"Demetrius and I consider it wrong to indulge in worldly display at

such a solemn event as entering into the holy bounds of matrimony,"

said Lydia, whose language grew more and more impressive as she

profited increasingly by the companionship of Demetrius, and as she

approached "the bounds" of matrimony. "I shall wear a brown suit

throughout, with a brown hat, and no ornament but a brown feather. I'd

like to ask you girls to the ceremony, but we consider it right to make

it private. I've asked my mother to get here in time for it, and my

friend Ella M. Barnes is going to stand up with me, and his brother,

Lysander Dennis, is going to come out to stand up with him, and that's

all there'll be, except the minister's wives, or somebody for the

witnesses." Rob with difficulty restrained herself from suggesting

that the minister's wife was probably not plural, and her mother asked

instead: "Where are you to be married, Lydia?"

"At the minister's house, the Methodist minister's, because Demetrius'

is willing to waive the Congregationalist, which is his sect," said

Lydia.

"I should like to have a wedding supper for you here," said Mrs. Grey.

"You have so long been an inmate of the little grey house."

"No, I don't want you should," said Lydia firmly. "I don't care about

wedding suppers. You've given me my outfit, and that's enough. I'd

rather you used the money in a good cause. If you wanted to do any more

for me--you might subscribe, the whole family, to that temperance paper

I set so much by; I'm getting up clubs."

"We will wait, then," said Mrs. Grey, controlling her lips. "We would

rather do something more personal for you, Lyddie; there may be a

chance later."

The three Grey girls hung out of the upper windows, watching with

breathless interest Lydia departing to her marriage. Demetrius had

come out from town to espouse Lydia in the glory of deeply creased

pearl grey trousers, a white vest, stately Prince Albert coat, and a

snowy satin tie, all topped by a silk hat. Fortunately the bride had

secured Ben Bolt against an assault on this wedding raiment. The groom

and bride-elect went out arm in arm from the little grey house, Lydia

dignified in her uniform brown and audibly starched skirt. It occurred

to the admiring girls, hurling slippers at her from their windows, that

Lydia's mind was more distracted by her superiority to wedding finery

than it would have been by all the glory of veil, wreath and bridal

white.

After the wedding Lydia's mother returned to the grey house in Lydia's

stead. The happy pair had gone on a wedding journey to Chautauqua,

which it appeared both had longed to see; on their return they were

to go to the new house to superintend Miss Charlotte; the little grey

house would know Lydia no more.

Her mother proved to be a person who at once announced her daughter's

likeness to her father, because she bore no resemblance to her mother.

Her name was Rhoda, and she was rounded at every point, with an almost

African tendency to sway her plump person, and a cheerful readiness to

laughter. She was, as Rob had hoped, several years younger than Lydia,

although she had lived two decades longer; age being, as, of course,

every one knows, not a matter of years.

Timidly the Grey ladies confided to one another after Rhoda had been

installed in Lydia's deserted room, that they foresaw something like

relief in the possession of a lighter character in their kitchen. Rob

said that she had learned to overlook herself, with charity for her own

shortcomings, but that Lydia had made her dimly conscious that, ignore

it as she would, she was on the Index. Wythie added that, good girl

though Lyddie was, it would be restful not to feel as though one's most

decorous street gown were a tarleton spangled skirt and a bright pink

bodice.

"It is a funny wedding," said Prue from her own room. "I wonder whether

people like that are really happy."

"They think they are, Prudy, and that does just as well," laughed Rob,

but Wythie and she glanced at each other. Prue was a young lady, though

she was but seventeen, and both her sisters feared that their hope for

her was not to be fulfilled.

Bartlemy's fondness for her was unmistakable, but Arthur Stanhope, the

acquaintance of the Twelfth Night entertainment, came more and more

frequently to the little grey house, and Bartlemy's artistic eye did

not appreciate Prue's marvellous beauty more keenly than did this newer

friend. It was impossible for her mother's daughter to care for any

one for the sake of his wealth, but Prue was young, and splendour and

wealth had always held for her a glamour that it had not possessed for

the other two girls.

Might it not be that Arthur Stanhope's immense fortune might clothe him

in a charm that Prue, innocent of worldly intent, might mistake for

love?

Well, Arthur Stanhope was trustworthy; Prue would not choose ill in

choosing him, but Wythie and Rob were Bartlemy's advocates, though Rob

glowered at a hint that Bruce deserved at least as well at her hands.

Only one year more and then would come the first break in the Grey

household, for then Wythie and Basil would be married. She was twenty

years old herself, poor Rob, rebelling against the fulfilment of their

beautiful girlhood.

Two weeks after Lydia's wedding Miss Charlotte's tiny house received

its final enrichings, and the last of her possessions had been carried

by Battalion B from the little grey house to the new home. It was a

day of tremendous excitement, for not only was it to see Cousin Peace's

establishing, but at its close, Commodore Rutherford was at last coming

to Fayre.

October winds were blowing high as Wythie, Rob, and Prue followed their

mother and Cousin Peace down to the house which awaited them on the

spot where Cousin Peace had lived all her serene life. Polly had been

taken down first, "to make it seem homelike," Cousin Peace said, and to

be there to welcome her. The boys were there also, and Frances; while

Myrtilla Hasbrook, with her four children, had preceded the hostess to

her home, and was there ready for the modest housewarming which this

installation was to be. Mr. and Mrs. Demetrius Dennis had proved their

title to look after Miss Charlotte by the shining order of everything,

within and without, and by the odours which wafted in from the little

kitchen.

Mrs. Grey, Miss Charlotte and the girls came into the square hall,

which was also the living-room, and their faces brightened at the

wood-fire on the hearth, and the sunshine pouring through the deep

recessed windows, with their half curtains fluttering in the breeze

which the fire necessitated admitting.

Polly ran to meet Miss Charlotte as if she had been parted from her for

a month, instead of less than an hour. Then she turned to Rob and flung

her arms around her. "I wish I had you both in one," she said.

"Like two out of a set of Japanese boxes?" suggested Rob. "It's much

nicer to have us separate. Besides, Cousin Peace and I would be certain

to quarrel as to which should be the outside one. You haven't gone

away from us, Polly-kins--this little house is only the lean-to room,

leaning a little further. And isn't it the dearest little home?"

There was no mistaking that Polly thought so. Miss Charlotte drew a

long breath of profound content as she turned her face, from point to

point, precisely as if she saw, whereas she was inhaling the room, if

one may so express it.

"We are authorized, Miss Grey, to present you with this house, yielding

up to you all claim and title," said Basil, with a tremendous bow, and

as if the property had been his until that moment.

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