CHAPTER XX.

When I woke next morning the feeling I had had in my heart the evening

before, that something terrible was about to happen, had not left me.

With a shudder of intense disgust I recalled the events of the previous

night. Never, since I had known him, with the exception of that one

occasion on the Embankment, had Pharos appeared so loathsome to me. I

remembered the mocking voice in which he had pointed out to me the

follies and frailties of our great city, the cruel look in his eyes as

he watched those about him in the different places we had visited. For

the life of me I could not comprehend what his object had been in taking

me to them. While I dressed I debated the subject with myself, but

though I had a very shrewd suspicion that the vengeance to which he

alluded, and which he had declared to be so imminent, was the plague,

yet I could not see how he was able to speak with such authority upon

the subject. On the other hand, I had to remember that I had never yet

known him fail, either in what he had predicted, or anything he had set

himself to do. Having got so far in my calculations I stopped, as

another thought occurred to me, and with my brushes still in either hand

stared at the wall before me. From the fact that he had informed me of

the existence of the plague in London it was certain that he knew of it,

though the authorities did not. Could it be possible, therefore, that he

had simply crossed from the Continent to London in order to be able to

gloat over the misery that was to come?

The diabolical nature of the man, and his love of witnessing the

sufferings of others, tallied exactly with the conclusion I had arrived

at; and if my reasoning were correct, this would account for the

expression of triumph I had seen upon his face. When I descended to the

breakfast-room I found Valerie awaiting me there. She was looking quite

her own self again by this time, and greeted me with a pretty exhibition

of shyness upon her face, which I could understand when she handed me a

number of letters she had received, congratulating her upon our

engagement.

"You were late last night," she said. "Hour after hour I lay awake

listening for your step, and it was broad daylight when I heard you

ascend the stairs. I cannot tell you how frightened I was while you were

away. I knew you were with him, and I imagined you exposed to a hundred

dangers."

I told her where and with whom I had been.

"But why did he take you with him?" she inquired, when I had finished.

"I cannot understand that."

"I must confess that it has puzzled me also," I replied.

"The whole thing is very strange," she continued, "and I do not like the

look of it. We have reason to know that he does nothing without a

motive. But what can the motive have been in this particular instance?"

"That is more than I can say," I answered, and with that we changed the

subject, and interested ourselves in our own and more particular

concerns. So engrossing were they, and so pleasant were the thoughts

they conjured up, that when breakfast was finished I remained in the

dining-room, and did not open any of the morning papers which were

lying in a heap upon the library table. At half-past ten I said good-bye

to Valerie, who was practising in the drawing-room--Pharos I had not yet

seen--and, putting on my hat, left the house. It was the first

opportunity I had had since my return to London of visiting my studio,

and I was exceedingly anxious to discover how things had been

progressing there during my absence. It was a lovely morning for

walking, the sky being without a cloud, and the streets in consequence

filled with sunshine. In the Row a considerable number of men and women

were enjoying their morning canter, and nurse-maids in white dresses

were to be counted by the dozen in the streets leading to the Park. At

the corner of Hamilton Place a voice I recognised called to me to stop,

and on turning round I found my old friend, Sir George Legrath,

hastening after me.

"My dear Cyril," he said, as he shook hands with me, "I am indeed glad

to see you. I had no idea you had returned."

"I reached London yesterday morning," I answered, but in such a

constrained voice that he must have been dense indeed if he did not see

that something was amiss. "How did you know I had been away?"

"Why, my dear fellow," he answered, "have you forgotten that I sent you

a certain address in Naples? and then I called at your studio the

following morning, when your man told me you were abroad. But somehow

you don't look well. I hope nothing is the matter?"

"Nothing, nothing," I replied, almost sharply, and for the first time in

my life his presence was almost distasteful to me, though if I had been

asked the reason I should have found it difficult to say why. "Sir

George, when I called on you at the Museum that morning, you told me

you would rather see me in my grave than connected in any way with

Pharos."

"Well?" he inquired, looking up at me with a face that had suddenly lost

its usual ruddy hue. "What makes you remind me of that now?"

"Because," I answered, "if it were not for one person's sake I could

wish that that opportunity had been vouchsafed you. I have been two

months with Pharos."

"Well?" he said again.

"What more do you expect me to say?" I continued. Then, sinking my voice

a little, as if I were afraid Pharos might be within hearing distance, I

added, "Sir George, if I were to tell you all I know about that man----"

"You must tell me nothing," he cried hastily. "I know too much already."

We walked for some distance in silence, and it was not until we were

opposite Devonshire House that we spoke again.

Then Sir George said abruptly, and with a desire to change the subject

that could not be disguised, "Of course you have heard the terrible news

this morning?"

Following the direction of his eyes I saw what had put the notion into

his head. A news-seller was standing in the gutter on the other side of

the street, holding in his hand the usual placard setting forth the

contents of the papers he had for sale. On this was printed in large

letters--

TERRIBLE OUTBREAK OF THE PLAGUE IN LONDON.

"You refer to the plague, I presume?" I said, with an assumed calmness I

was far from feeling. "From that headline it would seem to have made

its appearance in London after all."

"It has, indeed," said Sir George, with a gloominess that was far from

usual with him. "Can it be possible you have not seen the papers?"

"I have scarcely seen a paper since I left London," I replied. "I have

been far too busy. Tell me about it. Is it so very bad?"

"It has come upon us like a thunderclap," he answered. "Two days ago it

was not known. Yesterday there was but one case, and that in the

country. This morning there are no less than three hundred and

seventy-five, and among them some of our most intimate friends. God help

us if it gets worse! The authorities assure us they can stamp it out

with ease, but it is my opinion this is destined to prove a grave crisis

in England's history. However, it does not do to look on the black side

of things, so I'll not turn prophet. Our ways part here, do they not? In

that case, good-bye. I am very glad to have seen you. If you should be

passing the Museum I hope you will drop in. You know my hours, I think?"

"I shall be very glad to do so," I answered, and thereupon we parted

with the first shadow of a cloud between us that our lives had seen. On

reviewing our conversation afterward I could recall nothing that should

have occasioned it; nevertheless, there it was, "that little rift within

the lute," as Tennyson says, "which by and by would make the music

mute."

After we had parted, I crossed the road and walked by way of Dover

Street to my studio. Scarcely two months had elapsed since that fatal

day when I had left it to go in search of Pharos, and yet those eight

weeks seemed like years. So long did I seem to have been away that I

almost expected to find a change in the houses of the street, and when

I passed the curiosity shop at the corner where the murder had taken

place--that terrible tragedy which had been the primary cause of my

falling into Pharos's power--it was with a sensible feeling of surprise

I found the windows still decorated with the same specimens of china,

and the shop still carrying on its trade under the name of Clausand. I

turned the corner and crossed the road. Instinctively my hand went into

my pocket and produced the latchkey. I tapped it twice against the

right-hand pillar of the door, just as I had been in the habit of doing

for years, and inserted it in the lock. A few seconds later I had let

myself in and was standing amongst my own _lares_ and _penates_ once

more. Everything was just as I had left it; the clock was ticking on the

mantelpiece, not a speck of dirt or dust was upon chair or china;

indeed, the only thing that served to remind me that I had been away at

all was the pile of letters which had been neatly arranged upon my

writing-table. These I opened, destroyed what were of no importance, and

placed the rest in my pocket to be answered at a more convenient

opportunity. Then, leaving a note upon my table to inform my servant

that I had returned, and would call again on the following morning, I

let myself out, locked the door, and returned to Piccadilly _en route_

to Park Lane.

A great writer has mentioned somewhere that the gravest issues are often

determined by the most insignificant trifles. As I have just remarked, I

had, in this instance, made up my mind to return to Park Lane, in the

hope that I might be able to induce Valerie to take a stroll with me in

the Park, and had left Bond Street in order to turn westward, when,

emerging from a shop on the other side of the road, I espied the writer

of one of the most important of the many letters I had found awaiting

me at the studio. He was a member of my own club, and thinking I had

better apologise to him while I had the chance for not having answered

his letter sooner, I hastened after him. He, however, seemed to be in a

hurry, and as soon as it came to a race between us it was evident that

he had the advantage of me on a point of speed. I chased him until I saw

that he was bound for the club, whereupon, knowing I should be certain

to catch him there, I slackened my pace and strolled leisurely along. In

other days I had often been twitted in a jocular fashion by my friends

about my membership of this particular club. The reputation it possessed

was excellent in every way, but it certainly must be confessed that what

it gained in respectability it lacked in liveliness. For the most part

the men who made use of it were middle-aged--in point of fact, I believe

there were but two younger than myself; consequently the atmosphere of

the house, while being always dignified, was sometimes cold almost to

the borders of iciness.

On this particular day there was an additional air of gloom about it

that rather puzzled me. When, however, I had finished my conversation

with the man I had been following, and sought the smoking-room, the

reason of it soon became apparent. That terrible fear which was destined

within a few hours to paralyse all London was already beginning to make

its presence felt, and as a result the room, usually so crowded, now

contained but four men. These greeted me civilly enough, but without any

show of interest. They were gathered round one of their number who was

seated at a table with a pencil in his hand and a map of Europe spread

out before him. From the way in which he was laying down the law, I

gathered that he was demonstrating some theory upon which he pinned

considerable faith.

"I have worked the whole thing out," he was saying as I entered, "and

you can see it here for yourselves. On this sheet of paper I have pasted

every telegram that has reached London from the time the disease first

made its appearance in Constantinople. As each country became affected I

coloured it upon the map in red, while these spots of a darker shade

represent the towns from which the first cases were notified. At a

glance, therefore, you can see the way in which the malady has travelled

across Europe."

On hearing this, you may be sure I drew closer to the table, and looked

over the shoulders of the men at the map below.

"As you see," said the lecturer, with renewed interest as he observed

this addition to his audience, "it started in Constantinople, made its

appearance next in Southern Russia and the Balkan States. Two days later

a case was notified from Vienna and another in Prague. Berlin was the

next city visited, then Wittenberg, then Hamburg. France did not become

infected until some days later, and then the individual who brought it

was proved to have arrived the day before from Berlin. Yesterday,

according to the official returns, there were twelve hundred cases in

France, eighteen thousand in Austria, sixteen thousand in Germany--of

which Hamburg alone contributes five thousand three hundred and

fifty--while in Italy there have been three thousand four hundred, in

Spain and Portugal only two hundred and thirty, while Turkey and Russia

have forty-five thousand, and thirty-seven thousand three hundred and

eighty, respectively. Greece returns seventeen thousand six hundred and

twenty, Holland seven thousand two hundred and sixty-four, Belgium nine

thousand five hundred and twenty-three, while Denmark completes the

total of Europe with four thousand two hundred and twenty-one. The

inferences to be drawn from these figures are apparent. The total number

of deaths upon the Continent up to midnight last night was one hundred

and fifty-nine thousand eight hundred and thirty-eight. The nations most

seriously affected are Turkey and the countries immediately surrounding

her, namely, Greece, Russia, and Austria. Germany follows next, though

why Hamburg should contribute such a large proportion as five thousand

three hundred and fifty I must admit it is difficult to see. England

hitherto has stood aloof; now, however, it has broken out in London, and

three hundred and seventy-five cases have been notified up to eight

o'clock this morning."

On hearing this, the men standing round him turned pale and shuffled

uneasily upon their feet. As for myself, I might have been changed to

stone, so cold and so incapable of moving was I. It was as if a bandage

had suddenly been removed from my eyes, enabling me to see everything

plainly and in its proper light.

"The returns for our own country," continued this indefatigable

statistician, without noticing my condition, "are as interesting as

those from the Continent. I have filed everything already published, and

have applied the result to this map of London. The two cases that

occurred in Norfolk, the porter in Norwich, and the stationmaster at

Tebworth Junction, I omit, for the reason that they tell us nothing. Of

the cases notified in this city, careful inquiries on the part of the

authorities have elicited the information that twenty-five spent the

evening at the Antiquarian Club last night, seventy-one at the Fancy

Dress Ball at Covent Garden, while, strangely enough, no less than

thirty-seven can be proved to have been among the guests of the Duchess

of Amersham at her ball in Carlton House Terrace. The others are more

difficult to account for, being made up of costermongers, homeless

vagrants, street hawkers, and others of the same class."

I could bear no more, but stumbled from the room like a drunken man out

into the hall beyond. A servant, thinking I was ill, hastened to inquire

if he could be of any assistance to me.

"Get me a cab," I faltered huskily.

The man ran into the street and blew his whistle. A hansom drove up, and

I made my way into the street and scrambled into it, scarcely knowing

how I managed it, and then fell back upon the cushions as if I were in a

fit. The cab sped along the streets, threaded its way in and out of the

traffic with a dexterity and a solicitude for my safety that was a more

biting sarcasm than any lips could utter. What was my safety to me now?

Knowing what I knew, I had better, far better, be dead.

The dreadful secret was out. In less than five minutes the mystery of

two months had been solved. Now I knew the meaning of the spot I had

discovered upon my arm on the morning following my terrible adventure in

the Pyramid; now I could understand my illness in the desert, and the

sudden death of the poor Arab who had nursed me. In the light of this

terrible truth, everything was as clear as daylight, and all I wanted

was to get back to Park Lane and find myself face to face with Pharos,

in order that I might tax him with it, and afterwards go forth and

publish his infamy to the world. Fast as the man was driving, he could

not make his horse go fast enough for me. Though at first my blood had

been as cold as ice, it now raced through my veins like liquid fire. A

feverish nervousness had seized me, and for the time being I was little

better than a madman. Regardless of the passers-by, conscious only of

the vile part I had been induced to play--unwittingly, it is true--in

his unbelievable wickedness, I urged the driver to greater speed. At

last, after what seemed an eternity, we reached our destination. I

alighted, and, as I had done in Hamburg, paid the cabman with the first

money I took from my pocket, and then went up the steps and entered the

house. By this time the all-consuming fire of impatience which had

succeeded the icy coldness of the first discovery had left me, and was

succeeded by a strange, unnatural calm, in which I seemed to be myself,

and yet to be standing at a distance, watching myself. In a voice that I

scarcely recognised, I inquired from the butler where I could find his

master. He informed me that he was in the drawing-room, and I

accordingly went thither in search of him. I had not the least notion of

what I was going to say to him when I found him, or how I should say it,

but I had to relieve my mind of the weight it was carrying, and

then----Why, after that, nothing would matter. I opened the door and

entered the room. The sunshine was streaming in through the windows at

the further end, falling upon the elegant furniture, the embroideries

and draperies, the china, and the hundred-and-one knick-knacks that go

to make up a fashionable drawing-room. Of Pharos, however, there was no

sign. In place of him Valerie rose from a chair by the window and

greeted me with a little exclamation of delight. Then, seeing the look

upon my face, and the deadly pallor of my complexion, she must have

realised that something serious had happened to me, for she ran forward

and took my hands in hers.

"My darling!" she cried, with a look of terror upon her face, "what has

happened? Tell me, for pity's sake, for your face terrifies me!"

The pressure of her hands and the sight of those beautiful frightened

eyes gazing up into mine cut me to the heart. Overwhelmed with sorrow as

I was, she alone of all the world could soothe me and alleviate the

agony I was suffering. It was not possible, however, that I could avail

myself of her sympathy. I was dishonoured enough already, without

seeking to dishonour her. Here our love must end. For the future I

should be an outcast, a social leper, carrying with me to my grave the

knowledge of the curse I had brought upon my fellow men. I tried to put

her from me, but she would not be denied.

"Oh, what can have happened that you treat me like this?" she cried.

"Your silence breaks my heart."

"You must not come near me, Valerie," I muttered hoarsely. "Leave me.

You have no notion what I am."

"You are the man I love," she answered. "That is enough for me. Whatever

it may be, I have the right to share your sorrow with you."

"No, no!" I cried. "You must have no more to do with me. Drive me away

from you. I tell you I am viler than you can believe, lower than the

common murderer, for he kills but one, while, God help me, I have killed

thousands."

She must have thought me mad, for she uttered a little choking sob and

sank down upon the floor, the very picture and embodiment of despair.

Then the door opened and Pharos entered.

Seeing me standing in the centre of the room with a wild look upon my

face, and Valerie crouching at my feet, he paused and gazed from one to

the other of us in surprise.

"I am afraid I am _de trop_," he said, with the old nasty sneer upon his

face. "If it is not putting you to too much trouble, perhaps one of you

will be good enough to tell me what it means."

Neither of us answered for upward of a minute; then I broke the spell

that bound us and turned to Pharos. How feeble the words seemed when

compared with the violence of my emotions and the unbelievable nature of

the charge I was bringing against him I must leave you to imagine.

"It means, Monsieur Pharos," I said, "that I have discovered

everything."

I could say no more, for a lump was rising in my throat which threatened

to choke me. It soon appeared, however, that I had said enough, for

Pharos must either have read my thoughts and have understood that denial

would be useless, or, since I was no longer necessary to him, he did not

care whether he confessed to me or not. At any rate, he advanced into

the room, his cruel eyes watching me intently the while.

"So you have discovered everything, have you, my friend?" he said. "And

pray what is this knowledge that you have accumulated?"

"How can I tell you?" I cried, scarcely knowing how to enter upon my

terrible indictment. "How can I make you understand your wickedness? I

have discovered that it is you who are responsible for the misery from

which Europe is now suffering. I know that it was I, through you, who

introduced the plague and carried it from Constantinople to London.

Inhuman monster!" I continued, having by this time worked myself to a

white heat. "I was in your power and you made me your tool. But you

shall not escape. It is not too late even now to punish you. Within an

hour the world shall know everything, and you will be dead, if devils

can die. I have been your tool, but, since I know your wickedness, I

will not be your accomplice. Oh, my God! is it possible that a man

breathing the pure air of heaven can be so vile?"

All the time I had been thus denouncing him I had been standing just as

I was when he entered the room, with Valerie still crouching at my feet.

The dangerous light I remembered so well of old had returned to his

eyes, making him look indescribably fiendish.

"Are you mad that you dare to talk to me in this fashion?" he said at

last, but with a calmness the meaning of which there was no mistaking.

"Since it is plain that you do not remember the hold I have upon you,

nor what your fate will be if you anger me, I must enlighten you. You

bring these accusations against me and you threaten to betray me to the

world--me, Pharos the Egyptian, and to your pitiful world which I spurn

beneath my feet. Once more I ask you, are you mad? But since there is no

further need for concealment, and you desire the truth, you shall hear

it." He paused, and when he spoke again it was noticeable that he had

dropped his former conversational tone and had adopted a manner more in

keeping with the solemnity of what he had to say. "Know, then, that what

thou sawest in the vision before the Sphinx and in the Temple of Ammon

was the truth, and not a dream, as I desired thee to believe. I, whom

thou hast known as Pharos, am none other than Ptahmes, son of

Netruhotep, prophet of the north and south, the same whom Pharaoh sought

to kill, and who died in hiding and was buried by his faithful priests

under cover of night more than three thousand years ago. Cursed by the

Gods, and denied the right of burial by order of the King, I have

inhabited this shape since then. Darest thou, knowing this, pit thyself

against the servant of the Mighty Ones? For I tell thee assuredly that

the plague which is now destroying Europe was decreed by the Gods of

Egypt against such nations as have committed the sin of sacrilege."

He paused, and for a moment I thought he would have sprung upon me as he

had done that night in my studio. But he controlled himself with an

effort, and a moment later his voice was as soft and conciliatory and

yet as full of malice as before. I also noticed that he had returned to

his ordinary and more colloquial tone.

"Are you anxious to hear more? If you are determined to proclaim my

doings to the world, it is only fit you should know everything. I will

willingly confess. Why should I not do so? You are mine to do with as I

please. Without my leave you are powerless to hurt me, and who would

believe you if you were to tell? No one! They would call you mad, as you

undoubtedly are, and say that fear of the plague had turned your brain.

In Naples you accused me of the murder of Clausand, the curiosity

dealer. I denied it because the time was not then ripe for me to

acquaint you with the truth. Now I confess it. I stabbed him because he

would not give me a certain scarabeus, and to divert suspicion willed

that the half-crazy German, Schmidt, whom the other had cast out of his

service, should declare that he did the deed. In obedience to my desire

you followed me to Italy and accompanied me thence to Egypt. I it was

who drew you to the Pyramid and decreed that you should lose your way

inside, in order that when fear had deprived you of your senses I might

inoculate you with the plague. Seven days later you were stricken with

it in the desert. As soon as you recovered I carried you off to Europe

to begin the work required of you. In Constantinople, Vienna, Prague,

Berlin, Hamburg, wherever you went you left the fatal germs of the

disease as a legacy behind you. You infected this woman here, and but

for me she would have died. To-day the last portion of that vengeance

which has been decreed commences, and when all is finished I go to that

rest in ancient Thebes which has been denied me these long three

thousand years. Hark! Even now the sound of wailing is to be heard in

London. Hour by hour the virulence of the pestilence increases, and the

strong men and weak women, youths and maidens, children and babes, go

down before it like corn before the reaper. On every hand the voices of

mourners rise into the summer air, and it is I, Ptahmes, the servant of

the Gods, the prophet of the King, the man whom thou hast said thou wilt

proclaim to the world, who has brought it about."

Then, lifting his right hand, he pointed it at me.

"Fool--fool!" he cried, with withering scorn. "Frail atom in the path of

life, who art thou that thou shouldst deem thyself strong enough to cope

with me? Learn then that the time is not yet ripe. I have further need

of thee. Sleep again, and in that sleep do all I shall require of thee."

As he said this his diminutive form seemed to grow larger and more

terrible, until it appeared to have attained twice its ordinary size.

His eyes shone in his head like living coals and seemed to burn into my

brain. I saw Valerie rise from the place where she had hitherto been

crouching, and snatch an Oriental dagger from a table. Then, swift as a

panther, she sprang upon him, only to be hurled back against the wall as

if struck by an invisible hand. Then, obedient as a little child, I

closed my eyes and slept.

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