Produced by Al Haines
[Frontispiece: The amiable shopman pressed various toys on monsieur and
madame "_pour les enfants_"]
The Sentimental
Adventures of
Jimmy Bulstrode
BY
MARIE VAN VORST
With Illustrations by
ALONZO KIMBALL
NEW YORK
HURST & COMPANY
PUBLISHERS
COPYRIGHT, 1908, BY
CHARLES SCRIBNER'S SONS
Published March, 1908
TO THE MEMORY
OF
H. E. TESCHEMACHER
CONTENTS
_THE FIRST ADVENTURE_
In which he buys a Christmas tree
_THE SECOND ADVENTURE_
In which he tries to buy a portrait
_THE THIRD ADVENTURE_
In which he finds there are some things which one cannot buy
_THE FOURTH ADVENTURE_
In which he makes three people happy
_THE FIFTH ADVENTURE_
In which he makes nobody happy at all
_THE SIXTH ADVENTURE_
In which he discards a knave and saves a queen
_THE SEVENTH ADVENTURE_
In which he becomes the possessor of a certain piece of property
_THE EIGHTH ADVENTURE_
In which he comes into his own
ILLUSTRATIONS
From drawings by ALONZO KIMBALL
_The amiable shopman pressed various toys on monsieur and madame "pour
les enfants"_ . . . . . . Frontispiece
"_I only like him like a kind, kind friend_"
_In the midst of this rabble little Simone was dancing_
"_I've had a telegram from my husband_"
THE FIRST ADVENTURE
I
IN WHICH HE BUYS A CHRISTMAS TREE
There was never in the world a better fellow than Jimmy Bulstrode. If
he had been poorer his generosities would have ruined him over and over
again. He was always being taken in, was the recipient of hundreds of
begging letters, which he hired another soft-hearted person to read.
He offended charitable organizations by never passing a beggar's
outstretched hand without dropping a coin in it. He was altogether a
distressingly impracticable rich person, surrounded by people who
admired him for what he really was and by those who tried to squeeze
him for what he was worth!
It was a general wonder to people who knew him slightly why Bulstrode
had never married. The gentleman himself knew the answer perfectly,
but it amused him to discuss the question in spite of the pain, as well
as for the pleasure that it caused him to consider--_the reason why_.
Mary Falconer, the woman he loved, was the wife of a man of whom
Bulstrode could only think in pitiful contempt. But, thanks to an
element of chivalry in the character of the hero of this story the
years, as time went on, spread back of both the woman and the man in an
honorable series, of whose history neither one had any reason to be
ashamed.
Nevertheless, it struck them both as rather humorous, after all, that
of the three concerned her husband should be the only renegade and,
notwithstanding, profit by the combined good faith of his wife and the
man who loved her.
Oh, there was nothing easy in the task that Jimmy set for himself! And
it did not facilitate matters that Mary Falconer scarcely ever helped
him in the least! She was a beautiful woman, a tender woman, and there
were times when her friend felt that she cleverly and cruelly taunted
him with Puritanism and with his simple, old-fashioned ideas and
crystal clearness of vision, the _culte_ he had regarding marriage and
the sacred way in which he held bonds and vows. It was no help at all
to think she rebelled and jested at his reserve; that she did her best
to break it--and there were times when it was a brilliant siege. But
down in her heart she respected him, and as she saw around her the
domestic wrecks with which the matrimonial seas are encumbered, and
knew that her own craft promised to go safely through the storm, Mary
Falconer more than once had been grateful to the man.
As far as Bulstrode himself was concerned, each year--there had been
ten of them--he found the situation becoming more difficult and
dangerous. Not only did the future appear to him impossible as things
were, but he began to hate his arid past. He was sometimes led to ask,
what, after all, was he getting out of his colossal sacrifice? The
only reward he wanted was the woman herself, and, unless her husband
died, she would never be his. Bulstrode had not found that he could
solve the problem, and now and then he let it go from sheer weariness
of heart.
In the face of the window of the drawing-room where Bulstrode sat on
this afternoon of an especial winter's day the storm cast wreaths of
snow that clung and froze, or dropped like feathers down against the
sill. The gentleman had his predilections even in New York, and in the
open fireplace the logs crumbled and disintegrated to ashen caves
wherein the palpitating jewels of the heat were held. Except for this
old-fashioned warmth, there was none other in the room, whose white
wainscoting and pillars, low ceilings and quaint chimney-piece,
characterized one of those agreeably proportioned houses still to be
found in lower New York around Washington Square.
Bulstrode had received about half an hour ago a letter whose qualities
and suggestions were something disturbing to him:
"There is such a thing, believe me" (Mary Falconer wrote in the pages
which Bulstrode opened to read for the twentieth time), "as the _gloom_
of Christmas, Jimmy. People won't frankly own to it. They're afraid
of seeming sour and crabbed. But don't you, who are so exquisitely apt
to feelings--to other people's feelings,--at once confess it? It
attacks the spinster in the bustling winter streets as she is elbowed
by some person, exuberantly a mother, and so arrogantly laden with
delicious-looking parcels that she is almost a personal Christmas tree
herself. I'm confident this 'gloom of Christmas' grips the wretched
little beings at toy-shop windows as they stand 'choosin'' their
never-to-be-realized toys. I'm sure it haunts the vagrant and the
homeless in a city fairly redolent of holly and dinners, and where the
array of other people's homes is terrifying. And, my dear friend, it
is so horribly subtle that no doubt it attacks others whose only grudge
is that their hearths are not built for Christmas trees or the hanging
of stockings. But these unfortunates are not saying anything aloud,
therefore we must not pry!
"There's a jolly house-party on at the Van Schoolings'. We're to go
down to-morrow to Tuxedo and pass Christmas night, and you are, of
course, asked and wanted. Knowing your dread of these family
feasts--possibly from just such a ghost of the gloom--I was sure you
would refuse. But it's a wonderful place for a talk or two, and I
shall hope you will go--will come, not even follow, but go down with
me."
There was more of the letter--there always is more of women's letters.
Their minds and pens are so charmingly facile; there is nothing a woman
can do better than talk, except to write.
Bulstrode smoked slowly, the pages between his fingers, his thoughts
travelling like wanderers towards a home from which a ban had kept them
aliens. His eyes drifted to the beginning of the letter. He wasn't
familiar with the homeless vagrant class. His charities to that part
of the population consisted in donations to established societies, and
haphazard giving called forth by a beggar's extended hand.
If anybody may be immune to the melancholy of which his friend Mrs.
Falconer spoke, it should surely be this gentleman, smoking his cigar
before the fire. The unopened letters--there was a pile of them--would
have offered ample reason why. No one of the lot but bore some
testimony to the generous heart which, beneath dinner-jacket and behind
the screw-faced watch with the picture in the back of it, beat so
healthy and so well.
But the bestowal of benefits, whilst it may beautify the giver, does
not always transform itself into the one benefit desired and console
the bestower! Bulstrode had a charming home. He was alone in it. He
had his clubs where bachelors like himself, more or less infected with
Christmas gloom, would be glad to greet him. He had his friends, many
of them, and their home circles were complete. His, by force of
circumstances, began and ended with himself, and as if triumphant to
have found so tempting a victim, the gloom came and possessed Bulstrode
as he sat and mused.
But the decided sadness that stole across his face bore no relation, to
the season, to whose white mystery and holy beauty there was something
in his boyish, kindly heart that always responded.
The sadness Mrs. Falconer's letter awakened would not sleep. What his
Christmas _might_ be...! He had only to order his motor, to call for
her and drive over the ferry; to sit beside her in the train, to drive
with her again across the wintry roads. He had but to see her, watch
her, talk with her, share with her the day and evening, to have his
Christmas as nearly what a feast should be as dreams could ask. The
whole festival was there: joy, good-will--peace? No. Not peace for
him or for her--not that; everything else, but not that. And he had
been travelling for five weary months in order to make himself keep for
her that peace a little longer.
Bulstrode sighed here, lifted the letter where there was more of it to
his lips--held it out toward the fire as if the red jewels were to set
themselves around it, thought differently, and putting it back in its
envelope, thrust it in the pocket of his waistcoat.
"Ruggles," he asked the servant who had come in, "you sent the despatch
to Tuxedo?"
"Yes, sir."
"There'll be later a note to send. I'll ring. Well, what is it?"
"There's a person at the door, sir, who insists on seeing you."
The servant's tone--one particularly jarring to the ears of a man who
had fellowship with more than one class of his kind--made the master
look sharply up. Ruggles was a new addition to the household, and
Bulstrode did not like him.
"A person," Bulstrode repeated, quietly; "what sort of a person?"
"A man, sir."
"Not a gentleman? No," he nodded gently; "I see you do not think him
one. Yet that he is a man is in his favor. There are some gentlemen
who aren't men, you know. Let him in."
In doing so Ruggles seemed to let in the night. Bulstrode had, in the
warmth of his fragrant room, forgotten that outside was the wintry
dark. Ruggles, in letting the man in, had the air of thrusting him in,
and shut the door behind the visitor with a click.
The creature himself let in the cold; he seemed made of it. The snow
clung to his shoulders; his shoes, tied up with strings, were encrusted
with it. His coat, buttoned to his chin, frayed at the cuffs and
edges, was thin and weather-stained. He had a pale face, a royal
growth of beard--this was all Bulstrode had time to remark. He rose.
"My servant says you want to see me. Come near the fire, won't you?"
The visitor did not stir. Bewildered in the warmth of the room, he
stood far back on the edge of the thick rug. To all appearances he was
a bit of driftwood from the streets, one of the usual vagrant class who
haunt the saloons and park and steer from lockup to night-lodging,
until they finally steer themselves entirely off the face of history,
and the potter's field gathers them in. Nothing but his entrance into
this conventional room before this well-balanced member of decent
society was peculiar.
As he still neither moved nor spoke, Bulstrode, approaching him, again
invited: "Come near the fire, won't you? and when you are warm tell me
what I can do for you."
"It's the storm," murmured the man, and a half-human look came across
his face with his words. "I mean to say, it's this hellish storm
that's got in my throat and lungs. I can't speak--it's so warm here.
It will be better in a second. No, not near the fire;
thanks--chilblains." He looked down at his poor feet.
The voice which the storm had beaten and thrashed to painful hoarseness
was entirely out of keeping with the man's appearance, and in
intonation, accent, and language was a shock to the hearer.
"Don't stand back like that--come into the room." Bulstrode wheeled a
chair briskly about. "There; sit down and drink this; it's a mild
blend."
"I'm very wet," said the man. "I'll drip on the rug."
"Hang the rug!"
The tramp drained the glass given him at one swallow merely; it
appeared to clear his throat and release his speech. He gathered his
rags together.
"I beg pardon for forcing myself on you like this, but I fancy I
needn't tell you I'm desperate--desperate!" He held out his hand; it
shook like a pale ghost's. "I look it, I'm sure. I haven't eaten a
meal or slept in a bed for a fortnight. I've begged work and charity.
All day I've been shovelling snow, but I'm too weak to work now."
He was being led to a chair. He sank in it. "Before they sent me to
the Island I decided to try a ruse. I went into a saloon and opened a
directory, and I said, 'The first name I put my finger upon I'll take
as good luck, and I'll go and see the person, man or woman. I opened
to James Thatcher Bulstrode, 9 Washington Square." He half smiled; the
pale, trembling hand was waving like a pitiful flag, a signal of
distress to catch the sight of some bark that might lend aid. "So I
came here. When there seemed actually to be some chance of my getting
in, why, my courage failed me. I don't expect you to believe my story
or to believe anything, except that I am desperate--desperate. It's
below zero to-night out there--infernally cold." He took the pin out
of the collar turned up around his neck and let his coat fall back.
Under it Bulstrode saw he wore a thin flannel shirt. The tramp
repeated to himself, as it were, "It's a bad storm."
He looked up in a dazed fashion at his host as if for acceptance of his
remark. In the easy chair, half swathed in rags, pitiful in thinness,
dripping from shoes and clothes water that the storm had drenched into
him, he was a sorry object in the atmosphere of the well-ordered
conventional room. The heat and whiskey, the famine and exposure, cast
a film across his eyes and brain. He indistinctly saw his host pass
into the next room and shut the door behind him.
"By Jove!" he murmured under his breath in wonder find dumb thanks for
the shelter. "By Jove!" The stimulant filtered agreeably through him;
more charitable than any element with which he had been lately
familiar, the fire's heat began to thaw the ice in his bones. He laid
his dripping hat on his knees, his thin hands folded themselves over
it, his eyes closed. For hours he had shuffled about the streets to
keep from freezing. At the charity organization they gave work he was
too weak to do; he had not eaten a substantial meal in so long that he
had forgotten the taste of food and had ceased to crave it. In the
soft light of lamp and fire he fell into a doze. Bulstrode, if he had
stolen softly in to look at his visitor, would have seen a man not over
thirty years of age, although want and dissipation added ten to his
appearance. He would have been quick to take note of the fine,
delicately cut face under the disfiguring beard, and of the slender,
emaciated body deformed by its rags.
Possibly he did so noiselessly come in and stand by the unconscious
creature, but the sleeping vagabond, dreaming fitful, half-painful
things, was ignorant of the visitor. Finally across his mind's sharp
despair came a sense of warmth and comfort, and in its spell he awoke.
A servant, not the one who had thrust him into the drawing-room, but
another with a friendly face, stood at his side, and in broken English
asked the guest of Bulstrode to follow him; and gathering his scattered
senses together and picking up his rags and what was left of himself,
the creature obeyed a summons which he supposed was to hale him again
into the winter streets.
It was some three hours later that Bulstrode in his dining-room
entertained his singular guest.
"I have asked you to dine with me," he explained, with a certain
graciousness, as if he claimed, not gave, a favor, "as I'm all alone
to-night. It's Christmas eve, you know--or perhaps you've been more or
less glad to forget it?"
The young man who took the chair indicated him was unrecognizable as
the stranger who had staggered into 9 Washington Square three or four
hours before. Turned out in spotless linen and a good suit that fitted
him fairly well, shaven face save for a mustache above his lip, bathed,
brushed, refreshed by nourishment and sleep and repose, he looked like
one who has been in the waters, possibly a long, long time; like one
who has drifted, been bruised, shattered, and beaten, but who has
nevertheless drifted to shore; and in spite of his borrowed clothes,
his scarred, haggard face, he looked like a gentleman, and Bulstrode
from the moment he spoke had recognized him as one.
The food was a feast to the stranger, in spite of nourishment already
given him by Prosper. He restrained the ferocious hunger that woke at
sight and smell of the good things, forced himself not to cry out with
eagerness, not to tear and grasp the eatables off the plate, not to
devour like a beast. Every time he raised his eyes he met those of the
butler Ruggles, and as quickly the stranger looked away. The face of
the servant standing by the sideboard, back of him the white and
gleaming array of the Bulstrode family silver like piles of snow, was
for some reason or other not a pleasant face; the stranger did not
think it so.
Once again seated in the room he had entered in his outcast state, a
cup of coffee at his hand, a cigar between his lips, the agreeable
atmosphere of the old room and its charming objects, the kindly look on
the face of his host, all swam before him. Looking frankly at
Bulstrode, he said, not without grace of manner:
"I give it up. I can't--it's not to be made out or understood..."
"Do you," interrupted the other, "feel equal to talking a little: to
telling me how it happens that you are wandering, as you seem to be?
For from the moment you first spoke----"
The young man nodded. "I'm a gentleman. It's worse somehow--I don't
know why, but it is."
Bulstrode thought out for him: "It's like remembering agreeable places
to which you feel you will never return. Only," he quickly offered,
"in your case you must, you know, go back."
"No," said the young man, quietly.
There was so much entire renunciation in what he said that the other
could not press it.
"Better still, you can then go on?"
The vagrant looked at his companion as if to say: "Since I've known
you--seen you--I have thought that I might." But he said nothing more,
and Bulstrode, reading a diffidence which did not displease him,
finished:
"You shall go on, and I'll help you."
The stranger bowed his head, and the wine sent the color up until his
cheeks took the flush of health. Remaining a little bent over, his
eyes on his feet clad in Bulstrode's shoes, he said:
"I'm an Englishman. My family is everything that's decent and all
_that_, you know, and proud. We've first-rate traditions. I'm a
younger son, and I've always been a thorn in the family's side. I've
been a sort of vagabond from the first, but never as bad as they
thought or believed."
He paused. His recital was painful to him. Bulstrode waited, then
knocking off the ash from his cigar, urged:
"Tell me about it, tell me frankly; it will, you see, be a relief. We
can do better that way--if I know."
The stranger looked up at him quickly, then leaning forward in his
chair, talked as it were to the carpet, and rapidly:
"It's just a year ago. I'd been going it rather hard and got into
trouble more or less--lost at cards and the races, and been running up
a lot of bills. My father was awfully down on me. I'd gone home for
the holidays and had a talk with my father and asked him to pay up for
me just this once more. He refused, and we got very angry, both of us,
and separated in a rage. The house was full of people--a Christmas
ball and a tree. My father had, so it happened, quite a lot of money
in the house. I knew where it was--I had seen him count it and put it
away. That night for some reason the whole thing sickened me, in the
mess I was in, and I left and went up to London without even saying
good-by. In the course of the week my brother came and found me drunk
in my rooms. It seems that the money had been taken from my father's
safe, and they accused me."
"But," interrupted Bulstrode, eagerly, "it was a simple thing to
exculpate yourself."
Ignoring his remark, the other continued: "I have never seen my father
since that night."
No amount of former deception can persuade a man that he is a lame
judge of character. The young Englishman's emaciated face, where eyes
spoiled by dissipation looked out at his companion, was to this
impulsive reader of humanity a good face. Bulstrode, however, saw what
he wanted to see in most people. Given a chance to study them, or
rather further to know them intimately, he might indeed have ended by
finding in some cases a few of the imagined qualities. Here misery was
evident, degradation as well, timidity, and hesitation,--but honesty?
Bulstrode fancied that its characters were not effaced, and he helped
the recital:
"Since you so left your people?"
"The steady go down!" acknowledged the other. "I worked my passage to
the States on a liner--I stoked..."
"Any chap," encouraged the gentleman, "who can do that can pull
himself, I should say, out of a worse hole."
"There's scarcely a bad habit I haven't had down in the hole with me,"
confessed the other, "and they've held me there."
They both remained for a few seconds without speaking, and the host's
eyes wandered to where, over his mantel-shelf, in a great gold frame
was the portrait of a lady done by Baker. A quaint young lady in her
early teens, with bare arms and frilled frock. She had Bulstrode's
eyes. By her side was the black muzzle of a great hound, on whose head
the little hand rested. Under the picture, from a silver bowl of
roses, came a fragrance that filled the room, and, close by stood a
photograph of another lady, very modern, very mocking, and very lovely.
Bulstrode, delicately drawing inferences from the influences in his
life, and, if not consciously grateful, reflecting them charmingly,
broke the silence:
"You must have formed some plan or other in your mind when you came to
my door? What, in the event of your being received, did you intend to
ask me to do?"
The stranger lifted his head and his response was irrelevant: "It seems
a hundred years since I stood there in that storm and your man pulled
me in. I haven't seen a place like this for long, not the inside of
decent houses. When I left the ship I managed to get down with a chap
as far as Florida, where he had an orange-plantation, but the venture
fell through. I fancy the rest is as well forgotten. When I came in
here to-night I intended to ask you for a Christmas gift of money, and
I should have gone out and drunk myself to hell."
"You spoke"--Bulstrode fetched him back--"of your father and your
brother; was there no one else?"
The younger man looked up without reply.
"There has been, then, no more kindly influence in your life--no
sister--no woman?"
Bulstrode brought out the words; in his judgment they meant so very
much. He saw a change cross the other's face.
"I fancy there are not many men who haven't had a woman in their lives
for good or bad," he said, with a short laugh.
"Well," urged the gentleman, gently, "and for what was this woman?"
As if he repelled the insistence, the young fellow stammered:
"I say, this putting a fellow on the rack----"
But Bulstrode leaned forward in his chair and rested his hand on his
companion's knee and pleaded:
"Speak out frankly--frankly--I believe I shall understand; it will free
your heart to speak. This influence which to a man should be the
best--the best--what was it to you?" Bulstrode sat back and waited,
and the other man seemed quite lost in melancholy meditations for some
few seconds. Then Bulstrode put it: "For a young man, no matter how
wild, to leave his home under the misapprehension you claim:--for him
to make no effort to reinstate himself: with no attempt at justice: for
him to become a wanderer--there must be an extraordinary reason, almost
an improbable one----"
"I don't ask you to hear," said the vagrant, quickly.
"I wish to do so. It would have been a simple matter to exculpate
yourself--you had not the funds in your possession, had never had them.
You took no means to clear yourself?"
"None."
Bulstrode looked hard at the face his care had revealed to him: the
deep eyes, the neck, chin, the sensitive mouth--there was a certain
distinction about him in his borrowed clothes.
"Where is the woman now?"
"She married my brother--she is Lady Waring--my name," tardily
introduced the stranger, "is Cecil Waring."
Bulstrode bowed. "Tell me something of her, in a word--in a word."
"Well, she is always clever," said the young man, slowly, "always very
beautiful, and then very poor."
"Yes," nodded Bulstrode.
"She is like the rest of us--one of a fast wild set--a----"
"A gambler?" Bulstrode helped the description.
"She played," acknowledged the young man, "as the rest do--bridge."
"Were you engaged to her, Waring?"
"Yes," he slowly acknowledged, as if each word hurt him.
"And did she believe you guilty?"
"I think," said the other, with an inscrutable expression, "she could
not have done so."
"But she let you go under suspicion?"
"Yes."
"Without a word of good faith, of comfort?"
"Yes."
"Did she know of your embarrassments?"
"Too well."
"You tell me she was poor and--possibly she had embarrassments of her
own?"
"Possibly."
Bulstrode came over to him.
"Was she at the Christmas ball that night?"
The young man rose as well, his eyes on his questioner's; the color had
all left his face--he appeared fascinated--then he shook himself and
unexpectedly laughed.
"No," he said; "oh no."
The older man bowed his head and replied, quite inaptly:
"I understand!"
He took a turn across the room.
The few steps brought him in front of the mantel and the photograph of
the modern lady in her furs and close hat. He stood and met the fire
of her mocking eyes.
"And you _believe_ him, Jimmy!" he could hear her say in her delicious
voice.
"Yes," he mentally told her, "I believe him."
"You think that to save a woman's name and honor he has become an
outcast on the face of the earth ... Jimmy!"
He still gently replied to her:
"Men who love, you know, have but one code--the woman and honor."
Still mocking, but gentle as would have been the touch of the roses in
the bowl near the photograph, her voice told him,
"Then he's worth saving, Jimmy."
Worth saving ... he agreed, and turned to his guest. In doing so he
saw that Ruggles had come into the drawing-room to remove the
coffee-tray.
"Beg pardon, sir, but you mentioned there would be a letter to send
shortly?"
"By Jove! so I did!" exclaimed Bulstrode. "I beg your pardon; will you
excuse me while I write a line at the desk?" The line was an order to
the florist.
For some reason the eyes of the Englishman had not quitted the butler's
face, and Ruggles, with cold insolence, had stared at him in turn.
Waring, albeit in another man's clothes, fed and seated before a
friendly hearth, and once again within the pale of his own class, had
regained something of his natural air and feeling of superiority. He
resented the servant's insolence, and his face was angrily flushed as
Bulstrode gave his orders, and the man left the room.
"I must go away," he said, rather brusquely. "I can never thank you
for what you have done. I feel as if I had been in a dream."
"Sit down." His companion ignored his words. "Sit down."
"It's late."
"For what, my friend?"
"I must find some place to sleep."
"You have found it," gently smiled Bulstrode. "Your room is prepared
for you here." Then he interrupted: "No thanks--no thanks. If what
you tell me is all I think it is, I'm proud to share my roof with you,
Waring."
"Don't think well of me--don't!" blurted out the other. "You don't
know what a ruined vagabond I am. When you send me out to-morrow I
shall begin again; but let me tell you that although I've herded with
tramps and thieves, been in the hospital and lock-up, and worked in the
hell of a furnace in a ship's hold, nothing hurt me any more, not after
I left England--not after those days when I waited in Liverpool for a
word--for a sign--not after that, all you see the marks of now--nothing
hurts now but the memory. I'm immune."
"You will feel differently--you will humanize."
"Never!" exclaimed the tramp.
"To-night," said Bulstrode, simply.
Waring looked at him curiously.
"What a wonderful man!" he half murmured. "I was led to you by fate:
you have forced me to lay my soul bare to you--and now..."
"Let's look things in the face together," suggested the gentleman,
practically. "I have a ranch out West. A good piece of property.
It's in the hands of a clever Englishman and promises well. How would
you like to go out there and start anew? He'll give you a welcome, and
he's a first-rate business man. Will you go?"
Waring had with his old habit thrust his hands in his pockets. He
stood well on his feet. Bulstrode remarked it. He looked meditatively
down between the soles of his shoes.
"You mean to say you give me a chance--to--to----"
"Begin anew, Waring."
"I drink a great deal," said the young man.
"You will swear off."
"I've gambled away all the money I ever had."
"You will be taking care of mine, and it will be a point of honor."
"I'm under a cloud----
"Not in my eyes," said Bulstrode, stoutly.
"--which I can never clear."
Bulstrode made a dismissing gesture.
"I should want the chap out there to know the truth."
"The truth," caught his hearer, and the other as quickly interrupted:
"To know under what circumstances I left my people."
"No, that is unnecessary," said Bulstrode, firmly. "Nobody has any
right to your past. I don't know his. That's the beauty of the
plains--the freshness of them. It's a new start--a clean page."
Still the guest hesitated.
"I don't believe it's worth while. You see, I've batted about now so
much alone, with nobody near me but the lowest sort; I've given in so
long, with no care to do better, that I haven't any confidence in
myself. I don't want you to see me fail, sir,--I don't want to go back
on you."
Bulstrode had heard very understandingly part of the man's word, part
of his excuse for his weakness.
"That's it," he said, musingly. "Butting about alone. It's
that--loneliness--that's responsible for so many things."
Looking up brightly as his friend whose derelict dangerous vessel, so
near to port and repair, was heading for the wide seas again, Bulstrode
wondered: "If such a thing could be that some friend, not too
uncongenial, could be found to go with you and stand as it were by
you--some friend who knew--who comprehended----"
Waring laughed. "I haven't such a one."
"Yes," said the older gentleman, "you have, and he will stand by you.
I'll go West with you myself to-morrow--on Christmas day. I need a
change. I want to get away for a little time."
Waring drew back a step, for Bulstrode had risen. Cold Anglo-Saxon as
he was, the unprecedented miracle this gentleman presented made him
seem almost lunatic. He stared blankly.
"It's simpler than it looks." Bulstrode attempted conventionally to
shear it of a little of its eccentricity. "There's every reason why I
should look after my property out there. I've never seen it at all."
"I'm not worth such a goodness," Waring faltered, earnestly,--"not
worth it."
"You will be."
"Don't hope it."
"I believe it," smiled the gentleman; "and at all events I'll stand by
you till you are--if you'll say the word."
Waring, whose lips were trembling, repeated vaguely, "The _word_?"
"Well," replied Bulstrode, "you might say those--they're as good
any--will you stand by _me_----?"
Making the first hearty spontaneous gesture he had shown, the young man
seized the other's outstretched hand. "Yes," he breathed; "by Heaven!
I will!"
It was past midnight when Bulstrode, pushing open the curtains of his
bedroom, looked out on the frozen world of Washington Square, where of
tree and arch not an outline was visible under the disguising snow; and
above, in the sky swept clear of clouds by the strongest of winds, rode
the round full disk of the Christmas moon.
The adoption of a vagrant, the quixotic decision he had taken to leave
New York on Christmas day, the plain facts of the outrageous folly his
impulsiveness led him to contemplate, had relegated his more worldly
plans to the background. Laying aside his waistcoat, he took out the
letter in whose contents he had been absorbed when Cecil Waring crossed
the threshold of his drawing-room.
Well ... as he re-read at leisure her delightful plan for Christmas
day, he sighed that he could not do for them both better than to go two
thousand miles away! "Waring thinks himself a vagrant--and so, poor
chap, he has been; but there are vagrants of another kind." Jimmy
reflected he felt himself to be one of these others, and was led to
speculate if there were many outcasts like himself, and what
ultimately, if their courage was sufficient to keep them banished to
the end, would be the reward?
"Since," he reflected, "there's only one thing I desire--and it's the
one thing forbidden--I fail sometimes to quite puzzle it out!"
He had finished his preparations for the night and was about to turn
out the light, when, with his hand on the electric button, he paused,
for he distinctly heard from downstairs what sounded like a call--a cry.
Taking his revolver from the top drawer, he went into the hall, to feel
a draft of icy air blow up the staircase, to see over the balusters the
open door of the dining-room and light within it, and to hear more
clearly the sounds that had come to him through closed doors declare
themselves to be scuffling--struggling--the half-cry of a muffled
voice--a fall, then Bulstrode started.
"I'm coming," he declared, and ran down the stairs like a boy.
On the dining-room floor, close to the window wide open to the icy
night, lay a man's form, and over him bent another man cruelly, with
all the animus of a bird of prey.
The under man was Ruggles, Bulstrode's butler, his eyes starting from
their sockets, his mouth open, his color livid; he couldn't have called
out, for the other man had seized his necktie, twisted it tight as a
tourniquet around the man's gullet, and so kneeling with one knee on
his chest, Waring held the big man under.
"I say," panted the young man, "can you lend a hand, sir? I've got
him, but I'm not strong enough to keep him."
Bulstrode thought his servant's eyes rolled appealingly at him. He
cocked his revolver, holding it quietly, and asked coolly:
"What's the matter with him that he needs to be kept?"
"Would you sit on his chest, Mr. Bulstrode?"
"No," said that gentleman. "I'll cover him so. What's the truth?"
"I heard a queer noise," panted the Englishman, "and came out to see
what it was, and this fellow was just getting through the window.
There was another chap outside, but he got away. I caught this one
from the back, otherwise I could never have thrown him."
"You're throttling him."
"He deserves it."
"Let him up."
"Mr. Bulstrode...!"
"Yes," said that gentleman, decidedly, "let him up."
But Ruggles, released from the hand whose knuckles had ground
themselves into his windpipe, could not at once rise. The breath was
out of him, for he had been heavily struck in the stomach by a blow
from the fist of a man whose training in sport had delightfully
returned at need.
Ruggles began to breathe like a porpoise, to grunt and pant and roll
over. He staggered to his feet, and with a string of imprecations
raised his fist at Waring, but as Bulstrode's revolver was entirely
ready to answer at command, he did not venture to leave the spot where
he stood.
"Now," said his master, "when you get your tongue your story will be
just the same as Mr. Waring's. You found him getting away with the
silver. The probabilities are all with you, Ruggles. The police will
be here in just about five minutes. Ten to one the guilty man is known
to the officers. Now there's an overcoat and hat on the hat-rack in
the hall. I give both of you time to get away. There's the front door
and the window--which, by the way, you would better shut, Waring, as
it's a cold morning."
Neither man moved. Without removing his eyes from the butler or
uncovering him, Bulstrode, by means of the messenger-call to the right
of the window, summoned the police. The metallic click of the button
sounded loud in the room.
Ruggles shook his great hand high in air.
"I'd--I'd----"
"Never mind _that_," interrupted the householder. "The man who's
_going_ had better take his chance. There's one minute lost."
During the next half-second the modern philanthropist breathed in
suspense. It was so on the cards that he might be obliged to apologize
to his antipathetic butler and find himself sentimentally sold by
Waring!
But Ruggles it was who with a parting oath stepped to the
door--accelerating his pace as the daze began to pass a little from his
brain, and snatched the hat and coat, unlocked the front door, opened
it, looked quickly up and down the white streets, and then without a
word cut down the steps and across Washington Square, slowly at first,
and then on a run.
Bulstrode turned to his visitor.
"Come," he said, "let's go up to bed."
"But," stammered the young man, "you're never going to let him go like
that?"
"Yes, I am," confessed the unpractical gentleman. "I couldn't send a
man to jail on Christmas day."
"But the police----?"
"I shall tell them out of my window that it was a false alarm."
Bulstrode shut and locked his door, and turning to Waring, laughed
delightedly.
"I must tell you that when he let you in last night Ruggles did not
think you were a gentleman. He must have found out this morning that
you were very much of a man. It's astonishing where you got your
strength, though. He'd make two of you, and you're not fit in any way."
He looked ghastly enough as Bulstrode spoke, and the gentleman put his
arm under the Englishman's. "I'll ring for the servants and have some
coffee made and fetched to your room. Lean on me." He helped the
vagabond upstairs.
The New Yorker, whose sentimental follies were certainly a menace to
public safety and a premium to begging and vagabondage and crime, slept
well and late, and was awakened finally by the keen, bright ringing of
the telephone at his side. As he took up the receiver his whole face
illumined.
"Merry Christmas, Jimmy!"
. . . . . . . .
"What _wonderful_ roses! Thanks a thousand times!"
. . . . . . . .
"But of course I knew! No other man in New York is sentimental enough
to have a woman awakened at eight o'clock by a bunch of flowers!"
. . . . . . . .
"Forgive you!" (It was clear that she did.)
. . . . . . . .
"Jimmy, what a day for Tuxedo, and what a shame I can't go!"
. . . . . . . .
"You weren't going! You mean to say that you had refused?"
. . . . . . . .
"I don't understand--it's the connection--West?"
"Why, ranches look after themselves. They always do. They go right
on. You don't _mean_ it, on Christmas day!"
. . . . . . . .
"I shouldn't care for your reasons. They're sure to be
ridiculous--unpractical--unnecessary--don't tell them to me."
There was a pause, and then the voice, which had undergone a slight
change said:
"Jack's ill again ... that's why I couldn't go to Tuxedo. I shall pass
the day here in town. I called up to tell you this--and to
suggest--but since you're going West..."
Falconer's illnesses! How well Bulstrode knew them, and how well he
could see her alone in the familiar little drawing-room by a hearth not
built for a Christmas tree! He had promised Waring, "I'll stand by
you." It was a kind of vow--a real vow, and the poor tramp had lived
up to his.
"Jimmy." There was a note he had never heard before; if a tone can be
a tear, it was one.
He interrupted her.
. . . . . . . .
"How dear of you!"
. . . . . . . .
"But I haven't any Christmas tree!"
. . . . . . . .
"You'll fetch one? How _dear_ of you! We'll trim it--with your
roses--make it bloom. Come early and help me dress the tree."
Two hours later he opened the door into his breakfast-room with the
guiltiness of a truant boy. He wore culprit shame written all over his
face, and the young man who stood waiting for him in the window might
almost have read his friend's dejection in his embarrassed face.
But Waring came eagerly forward, answered the season's greetings, and
said quickly:
"Are you still in the same mind about the West, Mr. Bulstrode?"
(Poor Bulstrode!)
"I mean to say, sir, if you still feel like giving me this chance, I've
a favor to ask. Would you let me go _alone_?"
Bulstrode gasped.
"Since last night a lot has happened to me, not only since you've
befriended me, but since I tussled with that fellow here. I'd like a
chance to see what I can do alone. If you, as you so generously plan,
go with me, I shall feel watched--protected. It will weaken me more
than anything else. I suppose I shall go all to pieces, but I'd like
to try my strength. If I could suddenly master that chap with my fists
after months of dissipation----"
Bulstrode finished for him:
"You can master the rest."
"Don't give me any extra money," pleaded the tramp, as if he foresaw
his friend's impulse. "Pay my ticket out West, if you will, and write
to the man who is there, and I'll start in."
Bulstrode beamed on him.
"You're a man," he assured him--"a man."
"I may become one."
"You're a fine fellow."
"You'll trust me, then?"
"Implicitly."
"Then let me start to-day. I'm reckless--let me get away. I may get
off at the first station and pawn my clothes and drink and drink to a
lower hell than before--but let me try alone."
"You shall go alone--and go to-day."
Prosper came in with the coffee; he, too, was beaming, and the servants
below-stairs were all agog. Waring was a hero.
"Prosper," said his master, in French, "will you, after you have served
breakfast, go out to the market quarters and see if you can discover
for me a medium-sized, very well-proportioned little Christmas tree?
Fetch it home with you."
Waring smiled faintly.
Bulstrode smiled too, and more comprehendingly, and Prosper smiled and
said:
"Mais certainement, monsieur."
THE SECOND ADVENTURE
II
IN WHICH HE TRIES TO BUY A PORTRAIT
Bulstrode was extremely fond of travel, and every now and then treated
himself to a season in London or Paris, and in the May following his
adventure with Waring he saw, from his apartments in the Hotel Ritz,
from Boulevard, Bois, and the Champs Elysees, as much of the
maddeningly delicious Parisian springtime "as was good for him at his
age," so he said! It gave the feeling that he was a mere boy, and with
buoyant sensations astir in him, life had begun over again.
Any morning between eleven and twelve Bulstrode might have been seen in
the Bois de Boulogne briskly walking along the Avenue des Acacias, his
well-filled chest thrown out, his step light and assured; cane in hand,
a boutonniere tinging the lapel of his coat; immaculate and fresh as a
rose, he exhaled good-humor, kindliness, and well-being.
From their traps and motors charming women bowed and smiled, the _fine
fleur_ and the _beau monde_ greeted him cordially.
"Regardez moi ce bon Bulstrode qui se promene," if it were a Frenchman,
or, "There's dear old Jimmy Bulstrode!" if he were recognized by a
compatriot.
Bulstrode was rather slight of build, yet with an evident strength of
body that indicated a familiarity with exercise, a healthful habit of
sport and activity. His eyes, clear-sighted and strong, looked through
the medium of no glass happily and naively on the world. Many years
before his hair had begun to turn gray, and had not nearly finished the
process; it grew thickly, and was quite dark about his ears and on his
brow. Having gained experience and kept his youth, he was as rare and
delightful as fine wine--as inspiring as spring. It was his heart
(Mrs. Falconer said) that made him so, his good, gentle, generous
heart!--and she should know. His fastidiousness in point of dress, and
his good taste kept him close to elegance of attire.
"You turn yourself out, Jimmy, on every occasion," she had said, "as if
you were on the point of meeting the woman you loved." And Bulstrode
had replied that such consistent hopefulness should certainly be
ultimately rewarded.
He gave the impression of a man who in his youth starts out to take a
long and pleasant journey and finds the route easy, the taverns
agreeable, and the scenes all the guide-book promised. Midway--(he had
turned the page of forty)--midway, pausing to look back, Bulstrode saw
the experiences of his travels in their sunny valleys, full of goodly
memories, and the future, to his sweet hopefulness, promised to be a
pleasant journey to the end.
During the time that he spent in Paris every pet charity in the
American colony took advantage of the philanthropic Mr. Bulstrode's
passing through the city, and came to him to be set upon its feet, and
every pretty woman with an interest, hobby, or scheme came as well to
this generous millionaire, told him about her fad and went away with a
donation.
One ravishing May morning Bulstrode, taking his usual constitutional in
the Bois, paused at the end of the Avenue des Acacias to find it
deserted and attractively quiet; he sat down on a little bench the more
reposefully to enjoy the day and time.
There are, fortunately, certain things which, unlike money, can be
shared only with certain people; and Bulstrode felt that the pleasure
of this spring day, the charm of the opposite wood-glades into which he
meditatively looked, the tranquil as well as the buoyant joy of life,
were among those personal things so delightful when shared--and which,
if too long enjoyed alone, bring (let it be scarcely whispered on this
bewildering May morning) something like sadness!
Before his happier mood changed his attention was attracted by a woman
who came rapidly toward the avenue from a little alley at the side. He
looked up quickly at the feminine creature who so aptly appeared upon
his musings. She was young; her form in its simple dress assured him
this. He could not see her face, for it was covered by her hands.
Abruptly taking the opposite direction, she went over to a farther
seat, where she sat down, and when the young girl put her arms on the
back of the seat, her head upon her arms, and in the remoteness this
part of the avenue offered, cried without restraint, the kind-hearted
Bulstrode felt that it was too cruel to be true.
But soft-hearted though he was, the gentleman was a worldling as well,
and that the outburst was a ruse more than suggested itself to him as
he went over to the lovely Niobe whose abundant fair hair sunned from
under her simple straw hat and from beneath whose frayed skirt showed a
worn little shoe.
He spoke in French.
"Pardon, madame, but you seem in great distress."
The poor thing started violently, and as soon as she displayed her
pretty tearful face the American recognized in her a compatriot. She
waved him emphatically away.
"Oh, please don't notice me--don't speak to me--I didn't see that
anybody was there."
"I am an American, too: can't I do anything for you--won't you let me?"
And he saw at once that she wanted to be left alone. She averted her
head determinedly.
"No, no, please don't notice me. Please go away!"
He had nothing to do but to obey her, and as he reluctantly did so a
smart pony-cart driven by a lady alone came briskly along and drew up,
for the occupant had recognized him.
"Get in!" she rather commanded. "My dear Jimmy, how _nice_ to find you
here, and how nice to drive you at least as far as the entrance!"
As the rebuffed philanthropist accepted he cast a ruthful glance at the
solitary figure on the bench.
"Do you see that poor girl over there? She's an American, and in real
trouble."
"My _dear_ Jimmy!" His companion's tone left him in no doubt as to her
scepticism.
"Oh, I know, I know," he interrupted, "but she's not a fraud. She's
the real thing."
They were already gayly whirling away from the sad little figure.
"Did you make her cry?"
"I? Certainly not."
"Then let the man who did wipe her tears away!"
But Bulstrode had seen the face of the girl, and he was haunted by it
all day until the Bois and its bright atmosphere became only the
setting for an unhappy woman, young and lovely, whom it had been
impossible for him to help.
Somebody had said that Bulstrode should have his portrait done with his
hands in his pockets, and Mrs. Falconer had replied, "Or rather with
_other_ people's hands in his pockets!"
The next afternoon he found himself part of a group of people who, out
of charity and curiosity, patronized the Western Artists' Exhibition in
the Rue Monsieur.
Having made a ridiculously generous donation to the support of this
league at the request of a certain lovely lady, Bulstrode followed his
generosity by a personal effort, and with not much opposition on his
part permitted himself to be taken to the exhibition.