2. Wilt thou say, “But I have again committed sin, since I had

redemption through his blood? And therefore it is, that _I abhor

myself, and repent in dust and ashes_.” It is meet thou shouldst abhor

thyself; and it is God who hath wrought thee to this self-same thing.

But dost thou now believe? Hath he again enabled thee to say, _I know

that my Redeemer liveth: and the life which I now live, I live by faith

in the Son of God_? Then that faith again cancels all that is past,

and there is no condemnation to thee. At whatsoever time thou truly

believest in the name of the Son of God, all thy sins antecedent to

that hour, vanish away as the morning dew. Now then, _Stand thou fast

in the liberty wherewith Christ hath made thee free_. He hath once

more made thee free from the power of sin, as well as from the guilt

and punishment of it. _O be not intangled again with the yoke of

bondage!_ Neither the vile, devilish bondage of sin; of evil desires,

evil tempers, or words, or works, the most grievous yoke on this

side hell: nor the bondage of slavish, tormenting fear, of guilt and

self-condemnation.

3. But, secondly: Do all they which abide _in Christ Jesus, walk not

after the flesh, but after the Spirit_? Then we cannot but infer, that

whosoever now committeth sin, hath no part or lot in this matter. He

is even now condemned by his own heart. But _if our heart condemn us_,

if our own conscience beareth witness that we are guilty, undoubtedly

God doth: for _he is greater than our heart, and knoweth all things_;

so that we cannot deceive him, if we can ourselves. And think not to

say, “I was justified once; my sins were once forgiven me.” I know not

that: neither will I dispute whether they were or no. Perhaps, at this

distance of time, ’tis next to impossible to know with any tolerable

degree of certainty, whether that was a true, genuine work of God, or

whether thou didst only deceive thy own soul. But this I know with the

utmost degree of certainty, _He that committeth sin is of the devil_.

Therefore thou art of thy father the devil. It cannot be denied: for

the works of thy father thou dost. O flatter not thyself with vain

hopes. Say not to thy soul, Peace, peace! For there is no peace. Cry

aloud! Cry unto God out of the deep; if haply he may hear thy voice.

Come unto him as at first, as wretched and poor, as sinful, miserable,

blind and naked. And beware thou suffer thy soul to take no rest, till

his pardoning love be again revealed, till he _heal thy backslidings_,

and fill thee again with the _faith that worketh by love_.

4. Thirdly, Is there no condemnation to them which _walk after the

Spirit_, by reason of _inward sin_ still remaining, so long as they do

not give way thereto; nor by reason of _sin cleaving_ to all they do?

Then fret not thyself because of ungodliness, tho’ it still remain in

thy heart. Repine not, because thou still comest short of the glorious

image of God: nor yet, because pride, self-will, or unbelief, cleave to

all thy words and works. And be not afraid to know all the evil of thy

heart, to know thyself as also thou art known. Yea, desire of God, that

thou mayst not think of thyself more highly than thou oughtest to think.

Let thy continual prayer be,

“Shew me, as my soul can bear,

The depth of inbred sin:

All the unbelief declare,

The pride that lurks within!”

But when he heareth thy prayer, and unveils thy heart, when he shews

thee throughly what spirit thou art of: then beware that thy faith

fail thee not, that thou suffer not thy shield to be torn from thee. Be

abased. Be humbled in the dust. See thyself nothing, less than nothing

and vanity. But still, _let not thy heart be troubled, neither let it

be afraid_. Still hold fast, “_I_, even I, _have an advocate with the

Father, Jesus Christ the righteous_. And as the heavens are higher than

the earth, so is his love higher than even my sins.”――Therefore God is

merciful to thee a sinner! Such a sinner as thou art! God is love; and

Christ hath died. Therefore the Father himself loveth thee. Thou art

his child. Therefore he will with-hold from thee no manner of thing

that is good. Is it good, that the whole body of sin, which is now

crucified in thee, should be destroyed? It shall be done. Thou shalt

be _cleansed from all filthiness both of flesh and spirit_. Is it

good that nothing should remain in thy heart, but the pure love of

God alone? Be of good chear! _Thou shalt love the Lord thy God, with

all thy heart and mind and soul and strength. Faithful is he that hath

promised, who also will do it._ It is thy part, patiently to continue

in the work of faith, and in the labour of love: and in chearful

peace, in humble confidence, with calm and resigned, and yet earnest

expectation, to wait till _the zeal of the Lord of Hosts shall perform

this_.

5. Fourthly, If they that _are in Christ, and walk after the Spirit_,

are not condemned for _sins of infirmity_, as neither for _involuntary

failings_, nor for any thing whatever which they are not able to help:

then beware, O thou that hast faith in his blood, that Satan herein

_gain no advantage over thee_. Thou art still foolish and weak, blind

and ignorant: more weak than any words can express, more foolish than

it can yet enter into thy heart to conceive, knowing nothing yet as

thou oughtest to know. Yet let not all thy weakness and folly, or any

fruit thereof, which thou art not yet able to avoid, shake thy faith,

thy filial trust in God, or disturb thy peace or joy in the Lord. The

rule which some give as to wilful sins, and which in that case, may

perhaps be dangerous, is undoubtedly wise and safe, if it be applied

only to the case of weakness and infirmities. Art thou fallen, O man of

God? Yet do not lie there, fretting thyself and bemoaning thy weakness:

But meekly say, Lord, I shall fall thus every moment, unless thou

uphold me with thy hand. And then arise! Leap and walk. Go on thy way.

_Run with patience the race set before thee._

6. Lastly, since a believer need not come into condemnation, even

tho’ he be _surprized_ into what his soul abhors, (suppose his being

surprized is not owing to any carelessness or wilful neglect of his

own:) if thou who believest, art thus over-taken in a fault, then

grieve unto the Lord; it shall be a precious balm: pour out thy heart

before him, and shew him of thy trouble. And pray with all thy might

to him who is _touched with the feeling of_ thy _infirmities_, that he

would stablish and strengthen and settle thy soul, and suffer thee to

fall no more. But still he condemneth thee not. Wherefore shouldst thou

fear? Thou hast no need of any _fear that hath torment_. Thou shalt

love him that lovest thee, and it sufficeth: more love will bring more

strength. And as soon as thou lovest him with all thy heart, thou shall

be _perfect and entire, lacking nothing_. Wait in peace for that hour,

when _the God of peace_ shall _sanctify thee wholly, so that thy whole

spirit, and soul and body may be preserved blameless unto the coming of

our Lord Jesus Christ_!

SERMON IX.

THE SPIRIT OF BONDAGE AND OF ADOPTION.

ROMANS viii. 15.

_Ye have not received the spirit of bondage again unto fear: but

ye have received the Spirit of adoption, whereby we cry, Abba,

Father._

1. ST. _Paul_ here speaks to those who are the children of God by

faith. Ye, saith he, who are indeed his children, have drank into his

Spirit. _Ye have not received the spirit of bondage again unto fear._

But _because ye are sons, God hath sent forth the Spirit of his Son

into your hearts. Ye have received the Spirit of adoption, whereby we

cry, Abba, Father._

2. The spirit of bondage and fear is widely distant from this loving

Spirit of adoption. Those who are influenced only by slavish fear,

cannot be termed, the sons of God. Yet some of them may be stiled his

servants, and are _not far from the kingdom of heaven_.

3. But it is to be feared, the bulk of mankind, yea, of what is call’d

_The Christian world_, have not attain’d even this; but are still afar

off, _neither is God in all their thoughts_. A few names may be found

of those who love God: a few more there are that fear him. But the

greater part have neither the fear of God before their eyes, nor the

love of God in their hearts.

4. Perhaps most of you, who by the mercy of God, now partake of a

better spirit, may remember the time, when ye were as they, when ye

were under the same condemnation. But at first ye knew it not, tho’ ye

were wallowing daily in your sins and in your blood: till in due time

ye _received the spirit of fear_ (_ye received_; for this also is the

gift of God:) and afterwards, fear vanished away, and the Spirit of

love filled your hearts.

5. One who is in the first state of mind, without fear or love, is

in scripture term’d _a natural man_. One who is under the spirit of

bondage and fear is sometimes said to be _under the law_: (altho’ that

expression more frequently signifies one, who is under the _Jewish_

dispensation, or who thinks himself obliged to observe all the rites

and ceremonies of the _Jewish law_.) But one who has exchanged the

spirit of fear for the Spirit of love, is properly said, to be _under

grace_.

Now because it highly imports us, to know what spirit we are of, I

shall endeavour to point out distinctly, first, The state of a _natural

man_, secondly, That of one who is _under the law_, and thirdly, of one

who is _under grace_.

I. 1. And, first, the state of a _natural man_. This the scripture

represents as a state of sleep. The voice of God to him is, _Awake,

thou that sleepest_. For his soul is in a deep sleep. His spiritual

senses are not awake: they discern neither spiritual good nor evil. The

eyes of his understanding are closed; they are sealed together, and see

not. Clouds and darkness continually rest upon them; for he lies in the

valley of the shadow of death. Hence having no inlets for the knowledge

of spiritual things, all the avenues of his soul being shut up, he is

in gross, stupid ignorance of whatever he is most concerned to know. He

is utterly ignorant of God, knowing nothing concerning him as he ought

to know. He is totally a stranger to the law of God, as to its true,

inward, spiritual meaning. He has no conception of that evangelical

holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord; nor of the happiness,

which they only find, whose _life is hid with Christ in God_.

2. * And for this very reason, because he is fast _asleep_, he is,

in some sense, at _rest_. Because he is _blind_, he is also _secure_:

he saith, _Tush, there shall no harm happen unto me_. The darkness

which covers him on every side, keeps him in a kind of peace: (so far

as peace can consist with the works of the devil, and with an earthly,

devilish mind.) He _sees_ not that he stands on the edge of the pit;

therefore he _fears_ it not. He cannot _tremble_ at the danger he does

not _know_. He has not understanding enough to fear. Why is it that

he is in no dread of God? Because he is totally ignorant of him: if

not _saying in his heart, there is no God_, or, that he _sitteth on

the circle of the heavens, and humbleth_ not _himself to behold the

things_ which are done on earth; yet satisfying himself as well, to

all _Epicurean_ intents and purposes, by saying, “God is merciful:”

confounding and swallowing up at once, in that unweildy idea of mercy,

all his holiness and essential hatred of sin, all his justice, wisdom

and truth. He is in no dread of the vengeance denounced against those

who obey not the blessed law of God, because he understands it not. He

imagines the main point is, to _do thus_, to be _outwardly_ blameless:

and sees not that it extends to every temper, desire, thought, motion

of the heart. Or he fancies, that the obligation hereto is ceas’d; that

Christ came to _destroy the law and the prophets_; to save his people

_in_, not _from_ their sins: to bring them to heaven, without holiness.

Notwithstanding his own words, _Not one jot or tittle of the law shall

pass away, till all things are fulfilled_: and, _Not every one that

saith unto me, Lord, Lord! shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but

he that doth the will of my Father which is in heaven_.

3. He is secure, because he is utterly ignorant of himself. Hence he

talks of “repenting by and by;” he does not indeed exactly know when;

but some time or other before he dies: taking it for granted, that this

is quite in his own power. For what should hinder his doing it, if he

will? If he does but once set a resolution, no fear but he will make it

good.

4. But this ignorance never so strongly glares, as in those who are

term’d, _men of learning_. If a natural man be one of these, he can

talk at large of his rational faculties: of the freedom of his will,

and the absolute necessity of such freedom, in order to constitute man

a moral agent. He reads and argues, and proves to a demonstration, that

every man may do as he will; may dispose his own heart to evil or good,

as it seems best in his own eyes. Thus the God of this world spreads a

double veil of blindness over his heart, lest by any means _the light

of the glorious gospel of Christ should shine_ upon it.

5. From the same ignorance of himself and God there may sometimes arise

in the natural man a kind of _joy_, in congratulating himself, upon his

own wisdom and goodness. And what the world calls joy, he may often

possess. He may have pleasure in various kinds; either in gratifying

the desires of the flesh, or the desire of the eye, or the pride of

life: particularly if he has large possessions; if he enjoy an affluent

fortune. Then he may _cloath_ himself _in purple and fine linen, and

fare sumptuously every day_. And _so long as_ he thus _doth well unto

himself, men will_ doubtless _speak good of_ him. They will say, he is

a happy man: for indeed this is the sum of worldly happiness: to dress,

and visit, and talk, and eat, and drink, and rise up to play.

6. It is not surprizing, if one in such circumstances as these,

dozed with the opiates of flattery and sin, should imagine; among his

other waking dreams, that he walks in great _liberty_. How easily may

he persuade himself, that he is at liberty from all _vulgar errors_,

and from the _prejudice_ of education, judging exactly right, and

keeping clear of all extremes. “I am free (may he say) from all the

_enthusiasm_ of weak and narrow souls: from _superstition_, the disease

of fools and cowards, always righteous over much; and from _bigotry_,

continually incident to those who have not a free and generous way of

thinking.” And too sure it is, that he is altogether free, from the

_wisdom which cometh from above_, from holiness, from the religion of

the heart, from the whole mind which was in Christ.

7. For all this time, he is the servant of sin. He commits sin, more

or less, day by day. Yet he is not troubled: He “is in no bondage;”

(as some speak) he feels no condemnation. He contents himself, (even

tho’ he should profess to believe that the Christian revelation is of

God) with, “Man is frail. We are all weak. Every man has his infirmity.”

Perhaps he quotes scripture: “Why, does not _Solomon_ say, ‘The

righteous man falls into sin seven times a day?’ And doubtless, they

are all hypocrites or enthusiasts who pretend to be better than their

neighbours.” If at any time a serious thought fix upon him, he stifles

it as soon as possible, with, “Why should I fear, since God is merciful,

and Christ died for sinners?” Thus he remains a willing servant of sin,

content with the bondage of corruption; inwardly and outwardly unholy,

and satisfied therewith; not only not conquering sin, but not striving

to conquer, particularly that sin, which doth so easily beset him.

8. Such is the state of every _natural man_; whether he be a gross,

scandalous transgressor, or a more reputable and decent sinner, having

the form, tho’ not the power of godliness. But how can such an one be

_convinced of sin_? How is he brought to _repent_? To be _under the

law_? To receive the _spirit of bondage unto fear_? This is the point

which is next to be consider’d.

II. 1. By some awful providence, or by his word applied with the

demonstration of his Spirit, God touches the heart of him that lay

asleep in darkness and in the shadow of death. He is terribly shaken

out of his sleep, and awakes into a consciousness of his danger.

Perhaps in a moment, perhaps by degrees, the eyes of his understanding

are opened, and now first (the veil being in part removed) discern the

real state he is in. Horrid light breaks in upon his soul; such light,

as may be conceived to gleam from the bottomless pit, from the lowest

deep, from a lake of fire, burning with brimstone. He at last sees

the loving, the merciful God, is also _a consuming fire_; that he is a

just God and a terrible, rendering to every man according to his works,

entering into judgment with the ungodly for every idle word, yea, and

for the imaginations of the heart. He now clearly perceives, that the

great and holy God is _of purer eyes than to behold iniquity_: that he

is an avenger of every one who rebelleth against him, and repayeth the

wicked to his face; and that _it is a fearful thing, to fall into the

hands of the living God_.

♦3. The inward, spiritual meaning of the law of God now begins to glare

upon him. He perceives the _commandment is exceeding broad_, and _there

is nothing hid from the light thereof_. He is convinced, that every

part of it relates not barely to outward sin or obedience, but to

what passes in the secret recesses of the soul, which no eye but God’s

can penetrate. If he now hears, _Thou shalt not kill_, God speaks in

thunder, _He that hateth his brother is a murtherer_. He that saith

unto his brother, _Thou fool, is obnoxious to hell-fire_. If the law

say, _Thou shalt not commit adultery_, the voice of the Lord sounds

in his ears, _He that looketh on a woman, to lust after her, hath

committed adultery with her already in his heart_. And thus in every

point, he feels the word of God _quick and powerful, sharper than a

two-edged sword_. It pierces even _to the dividing asunder of_ his

_soul and spirit_, his _joints and marrow_. And so much the more,

because he is conscious to _himself_ of having neglected so great

salvation; of having _trodden under foot the Son of God_, who would

have saved him from his sins, and _counted the blood of the covenant

an unholy_, a common, unsanctifying _thing_.

4. And as he knows _all things are naked and opened unto the eyes of

him with whom we have to do_, so he sees himself, naked, stript of all

the fig-leaves which he had sewed together, of all his poor pretences

to religion or virtue, and his wretched excuses for sinning against

God. He now sees himself, like the ancient sacrifices, τετραχηλισμένον,

cleft in sunder, as it were, from the neck downward, so that all within

him stands confest. His heart is bare, and he sees it is all sin,

_deceitful above all things, desperately wicked_; that it is altogether

corrupt and abominable, more than it is possible for tongue to express:

that there dwelleth therein no good thing, but unrighteousness and

ungodliness only; every motion thereof, every temper and thought, being

only evil continually.

5. And he not only sees, but feels in himself, by an emotion of soul

which he cannot describe, that for the sins of his heart, were his life

without blame, (which yet it is not, and cannot be: seeing _an evil

tree cannot bring forth good fruit_) he deserves to be cast into _the

fire that never shall be quenched_. He feels, that the _wages_, the

just reward _of sin_, of his sin above all, _is death_; even the second

death, the death which dieth not, the destruction of body and soul in

hell.

6. * Here ends his pleasing dream, his delusive rest, his false peace,

his vain security. His joy now vanishes as a cloud: pleasures, once

loved delight no more. They pall upon the taste; he loaths the nauseous

sweet; he is weary to bear them. The shadows of happiness flee away,

and sink into oblivion. So that he is stript of all, and wanders to and

fro, seeking rest, but finding none.

7. The fumes of those opiates being now dispelled, he feels the

anguish of a wounded spirit. He finds that sin let loose upon the

soul (whether it be pride, anger, or evil desire, whether self-will,

malice, envy, revenge, or any other) is perfect misery. He feels sorrow

of heart for the blessings he has lost, and the curse which is come

upon him; remorse for having thus destroyed himself, and despised his

own mercies; fear, from a lively sense of the wrath of God, and of

the consequences of his wrath; of the punishment which he has justly

deserved, and which he sees hanging over his head; fear of death, as

being to him the gate of hell, the entrance of death eternal; fear

of the devil, the executioner of the wrath and righteous vengeance of

God; fear of men, who if they were able to kill his body, would thereby

plunge both body and soul into hell; fear, sometimes arising to such

a height, that the poor, sinful, guilty soul, is terrified with every

thing, with nothing, with shades, with a leaf shaken of the wind. Yea

sometimes it may even border upon distraction, making a man _drunken,

tho’ not with wine_, suspending the exercise of the memory, of the

understanding, of all the natural faculties. Sometimes it may approach

to the very brink of despair: so that he who trembles at the name

of death, may yet be ready to plunge into it every moment, to _chuse

strangling rather than life_. Well may such a man _roar_, like him of

old, _for the very disquietness of_ his _heart_. Well may he cry out,

_The spirit of a man may sustain his infirmities; but a wounded spirit

who can bear_?

8. Now he truly desires to break loose from sin, and begins to struggle

with it. But tho’ he strive with all his might, he cannot conquer; sin

is mightier than he. He would fain escape; but he is so fast in prison,

that he cannot get forth. He resolves against sin, but yet sins on: he

sees the snare, and abhors, and runs into it. So much does his boasted

reason avail! Only to inhance his guilt, and increase his misery.

Such is the freedom of his will! Free only to evil; free to _drink in

iniquity like water_; to wander farther and farther from the living God,

and do more _despight to the Spirit of grace_!

9. The more he strives, wishes, labours to be free, the more does he

feel his chains, the grievous chains of sin, wherewith Satan binds and

_leads him captive at his will_: his servant he is, tho’ he repine ever

so much; tho’ he rebel, he cannot prevail. He is still in bondage and

fear, by reason of sin: generally, of some outward sin to which he is

peculiarly disposed, either by nature, custom or outward circumstances;

but always, of some inward sin, some evil temper or unholy affection.

And the more he frets against it, the more it prevails; he may bite,

but cannot break his chain. Thus he toils without end, repenting and

sinning, and repenting and sinning again, till at length the poor

sinful, helpless wretch is even at his wit’s end, and can barely groan,

_O wretched man that I am, who shall deliver me from the body of this

death_?

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