CHAPTER XX

ALISTER'S PRINCESS.

Ten peaceful days they spent in the cave-house. It was cold

outside, but the clear air of the hill-top was delicious, and inside

it was warm and dry. There were plenty of books, and Mercy never

felt the time a moment too long. The mother talked freely of her

sons, and of their father, of the history of the clan, of her own

girlhood, and of the hopes and intentions of her sons.

"Will you go with him, Mercy?" she asked, laying her hand on hers.

"I would rather be his servant," answered Mercy, "than remain at

home: there is no life there!"

"There is life wherever there is the will to live--that is, to do

the thing that is given one to do," said the mother.

In writing she told Alister nothing of what had happened: he might

hurry home without completing his business! Undisturbed by fresh

anxiety, he settled everything, parted with his property to an old

friend of the family, and received what would suffice for his

further intents. He also chartered a vessel to take them over the

sea, and to save weariness and expense, arranged for it to go

northward as far as a certain bay on the coast, and there take the

clan on board.

When at length he reached home, Nancy informed him that his mother

was at the hill-house, and begged he would go there to her. He was a

good deal perplexed: she very seldom went there, and had never

before gone for the night! and it was so early in the season! He set

out immediately.

It was twilight when he reached the top of the hill, and no light

shone from the little windows of the tomb.

That day Mercy had been amusing her protectress with imitations, in

which kind she had some gift, of certain of her London acquaintance:

when the mother heard her son's approaching step, a thought came to

her.

"Here! Quick!" she said; "Put on my cap and shawl, and sit in this

chair. I will go into the bedroom. Then do as you like."

When the chief entered, he saw the form of his mother, as he

thought, bending over the peat-fire, which had sunk rather low: in

his imagination he saw again the form of his uncle as on that night

in the low moonlight. She did not move, did not even look up. He

stood still for a moment; a strange feeling possessed him of

something not being as it ought to be. But he recovered himself with

an effort, and kneeling beside her, put his arms round her--not a

little frightened at her continued silence.

"What is the matter, mother dear?" he said. "Why have you come up to

this lonely place?"

When first Mercy felt his arms, she could not have spoken if she

would--her heart seemed to grow too large for her body. But in a

moment or two she controlled herself, and was able to say--sufficiently

in his mother's tone and manner to keep up the initiated misconception:

"They put me out of the house, Alister."

"Put you out of the house!" he returned, like one hearing and

talking in a dream. "Who dared interfere with you, mother? Am I

losing my senses? I seem not to understand my own words!"

"Mr. Palmer."

"Mr. Palmer! Was it to him I sold the land in London? What could he

have to do with you, mother? How did they allow him to come near the

house in my absence? Oh, I see! He came and worried you so about

Mercy that you were glad to take refuge from him up here!--I

understand now!"

He ended in a tone of great relief: he felt as if he had just

recovered his senses.

"No, that was not it. But we are going so soon, there would have

been no good in fighting it out. We ARE going soon, are we not?"

"Indeed we are, please God!" replied the chief, who had relapsed

into bewilderment.

"That is well--for you more than anybody. Would you believe it--the

worthless girl vows she will never leave her mother's house!"

"Ah, mother, YOU never heard her say so! I know Mercy better than

that! She will leave it when I say COME. But that won't be now. I

must wait, and come and fetch her when she is of age."

"She is not worthy of you."

"She is worthy of me if I were twenty times worthier! Mother,

mother! What has turned you against us again? It is not like you to

change about so! I cannot bear to find you changeable! I should have

sworn you were just the one to understand her perfectly! I cannot

bear you should let unworthy reasons prejudice you against

anyone!--If you say a word more against her, I will go and sit

outside with the moon. She is not up yet, but she will be

presently--and though she is rather old and silly, I shall find her

much better company than you, mother dear!"

He spoke playfully, but was grievously puzzled.

"To whom are you talking, Alister?--yourself or a ghost?"

Alister started up, and saw his mother coming from the bedroom with

a candle in her hand! He stood stupefied. He looked again at the

seated figure, still bending over the fire. Who was it if not his

mother?

With a wild burst of almost hysteric laughter, Mercy sprang to her

feet, and threw herself in his arms. It was not the less a new

bewilderment that it was an unspeakably delightful change from the

last. Was he awake or dreaming? Was the dream of his boyhood come

true? or was he dreaming it on in manhood? It was come true! The

princess was arrived! She was here in his cave to be his own!

A great calm and a boundless hope filled the heart of Alister. The

night was far advanced when he left them to go home. Nor did he find

his way home, but wandered all night about the tomb, making long

rounds and still returning like an angel sent to hover and watch

until the morning. When he astonished them by entering as they sat

at breakfast, and told them how he had passed the night, it thrilled

Mercy's heart to know that, while she slept and was dreaming about

him, he was awake and thinking about her.

"What is only dreaming in me, is thinking in you, Alister!" she

said.

"I was thinking," returned Alister, "that as you did not know I was

watching you, so, when we feel as if God were nowhere, he is

watching over us with an eternal consciousness, above and beyond our

every hope and fear, untouched by the varying faith and fluctuating

moods of his children."

After breakfast he went to see the clergyman of the parish, who

lived some miles away; the result of which visit was that in a few

days they were married. First, however, he went once more to the New

House, desiring to tell Mr. Palmer what had been and was about to be

done. He refused to see him, and would not allow his wife or

Christina to go to him.

The wedding was solemnized at noon within the ruined walls of the

old castle. The withered remnant of the clan, with pipes playing,

guns firing, and shouts of celebration, marched to the cave-house to

fetch thence the bride. When the ceremony was over, a feast was

ready for all in the barn, and much dancing followed.

When evening came, with a half-moon hanging faint in the limpid

blue, and the stars looking large through the mist of ungathered

tears--those of nature, not the lovers; with a wind like the breath

of a sleeping child, sweet and soft, and full of dreams of summer;

the mountains and hills asleep around them like a flock of

day-wearied things, and haunted by the angels of Rob's visions--the

lovers, taking leave only of the mother, stole away to walk through

the heavenly sapphire of the still night, up the hills and over the

rushing streams of the spring, to the cave of their rest--no ill

omen but lovely symbol to such as could see in the tomb the porch of

paradise. Where should true lovers make their bed but on the

threshold of eternity!

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