SIN OR SECRET?

Six months passed. Left forlorn, with only the vivid memory of a

charming face, I had travelled to rid myself of the remembrance, but in

vain. Sometimes I felt inclined to regard my mysterious divinity as a

mere adventuress; at others I became lost in contemplation and puzzled

over her words almost to the point of madness. I knew that I had loved

her; that, fascinated by her great beauty and enmeshed in the soft web

of her silken tresses, she held me irrevocably for life or death.

Unhappy and disconsolate, heedless of London's pleasures or the

perpetual gaiety of the "smart" circle in which my friends and relations

moved, I spent the gloomy December days in my chambers in Shaftesbury

Avenue, endeavouring to distract the one thought that possessed me by

reading. My companions chaffed me, dubbing me a misanthrope, but to

none of them, not even Jack Bethune, the friend of my college days and

greatest chum, did I disclose the secret of my despair.

Thus weeks went by, until one morning my man, Saunders, brought me a

telegram which I opened carelessly, but read with breathless eagerness,

when I saw the signature was "Sybil."

The words upon the flimsy paper caused me such sudden and unexpected

delight that old Saunders, most discreet of servants, must have had some

apprehension as to my sanity. The telegram, which had been despatched

from Newbury, read:

"Must see you this evening. In Richmond Terrace Gardens, opposite the

tea-pavilion, is a seat beneath a tree. Be there at six. Do not

fail.--Sybil."

Almost beside myself with joyful anticipation of seeing her sweet, sad

face once again, I went out and whiled away the hours that seemed

never-ending, until at last when twilight fell I took train to the place

named.

Ten minutes before the hour she had indicated I found the seat in the

Terrace Gardens, but there was no sign of the presence of any human

being. It was almost closing time, and the Terrace was utterly

deserted. All was silent save the rushing of a train, or the dull

rumbling of vehicles passing along the top of the hill, and distant

sounds became mingled with the vague murmurs of the trees. The chill

wind sighed softly in the oaks, lugubriously extending their dark bare

arms along the walk like a row of spectres guarding the vast masses of

vapour spreading out behind them and across the valley, where the Thames

ran silent and darkly in serpentine wanderings, and the lights were

already twinkling. Even as I sat the last ray of twilight faded, and

night, cloudy and moonless, closed in.

Suddenly a harsh strident bell gave six hurried strokes, followed by

half a dozen others in different keys, the one sounding far distant

across the river, coming, I knew, from Isleworth's old time-stained

tower, with which boating men are so familiar.

It had seemed years full of sad and tender memories since we had parted,

yet in ecstasy I told myself that in a few moments she would be again at

my side, and from her eyes I might, as before, drink of the cup of love

to the verge of intoxication.

A light footstep sounded on the gravel, and peering into the darkness I

could just distinguish the form of a man. As he advanced I saw he was

tall, well-built, and muscular, nearly forty years of age, with a slight

black moustache and closely cropped hair that was turning prematurely

grey. He wore the conventional silk hat, an overcoat heavily trimmed

with astrakhan, and as he strode towards me he took a long draw at his

cigar.

"Good evening," he said courteously, halting before me as I rose, "I

believe I have the pleasure of addressing Mr Stuart Ridgeway, have I

_not_?"

"That is my name," I answered rather brusquely, not without surprise,

for I had expected Sybil to keep her appointment.

"I am the bearer of a message," he said in slow, deliberate tones. "The

lady who telegraphed to you this morning desires to express her extreme

regret at her inability to meet you. Since the telegram was sent,

events have occurred which preclude her attendance anywhere," and he

paused. Then he added with sadness: "Anywhere--except before her

Judge."

"Her Judge!" I gasped. "What do you mean? Speak! Is she dead?"

"No," he answered solemnly, "she still lives, and although overshadowed

by a secret terror, her only thought is of you, even in these very

moments when she is being carried swiftly by the overwhelming flood of

circumstances towards her terrible doom."

"You speak in enigmas," I said quickly. "We are strangers, yet you

apparently are aware of my acquaintance with Sybil. Will you not tell

me the nature of her secret terror?"

"I cannot, for two reasons," he replied. "The first is, because I am

not aware of the whole of the circumstances; the second, because I have

given her my promise to reveal nothing. Hence my lips are sealed. All

I can tell you is that a great danger threatens her--how great you

cannot imagine--and she desires you to fulfill your promise and render

her your aid."

"Whatever lies in my power I will do willingly," I answered. "If she

cannot come to me will you take me to her?"

"Upon two conditions only."

"What are they?"

"For your own sake as well as hers, it is imperative that she should

still preserve the strictest incognito. Therefore, in driving to her

house, you must allow the blinds of the carriage to be drawn, and,

however curious may appear anything you may witness in her presence, you

must give your word of honour as a gentleman--nay, you must take oath--

not to seek to elucidate it. Mystery surrounds her, I admit, but

remember that any attempt to penetrate it will assuredly place her in

graver peril, and thwart your own efforts on her behalf."

"Such conditions from a stranger are, to say the least, curious," I

observed.

"Ah!" he exclaimed, smiling, "your reluctance to accept is but natural.

Well, I can do no more, I have fulfilled my mission. The woman you love

has staked her young life--and alas! lost. She has counted upon your

aid in this hour of her extremity and despair, yet if you withhold it I

must return and tell her."

"But I love her," I said. "Surely I may know who she is, and why she is

haunted by this secret dread!"

For a few seconds he was silent. Then he tossed his cigar away with a

gesture of impatience.

"Time does not admit of argument. I have merely to apologise for

bringing you down here to a fruitless appointment, and to wish you

good-evening," he said in a tone of mingled annoyance and

disappointment, as turning on his heel he walked away.

His words and manner aroused within me a sudden dislike, a curious

hatred that I could not describe, yet ere he had gone a dozen paces I

cried:

"Stop! I have reconsidered my decision. I must see her, for I promised

her assistance, and am ready to give it in whatever manner she desires."

"You know the conditions," he said, sauntering carelessly back to me,

"Do you accept them absolutely?"

"Yes."

"Then swear."

He had drawn from his pocket a Testament, and held it towards me. I

hesitated.

"You may be tempted to break your word. You will never violate your

oath," he added, in the same slow, deliberate tone in which he had first

addressed me. Still I was not prepared for this strange proceeding, and

not until he urged me to hasten and declared that my oath was

imperative, did I move.

Taking the book, I slowly raised it until it touched my lips.

Next second I regretted my action. I had a vague, indefinable feeling

that I had subjected myself to him; that I had foolishly placed myself

under his thrall.

Yet, as we walked together up the steep path and gained the Terrace, he

chatted gayly upon various topics, and the strange presage of evil that

I had first experienced was soon succeeded by lively anticipations of

seeing once again the beautiful woman I adored.

In Hill Rise, close to that row of glaring new semi-aesthetic houses

known as Cardigan Gate, a neat brougham drawn by a magnificent pair of

bays was in waiting, and before we entered, the footman carefully drew

down the blinds, then saluted as he closed the door.

The interior of the carriage would have been dark had not a tiny

glimmering lamp been placed there, and this showed that, in addition to

the blinds drawn down, heavy curtains had also been arranged, so that to

see outside was impossible. My strange companion was affable, even

amusing, but the drive occupied quite an hour and a half, although we

travelled at a pretty smart pace.

Presently my companion turned to me, saying: "There is still one small

thing more. Before we alight you must allow me to tie my handkerchief

across your eyes."

"In order that I may not note the exterior of the house--eh?" I

suggested, laughing.

He nodded, and a strange cynical smile played upon his lips.

"Very well," I said. "It is useless, I suppose, to protest."

He did not answer, but folding a silk handkerchief he placed it over my

eyes and tied it tightly at the back. Almost at the moment he had

completed this the conveyance stopped, the door was opened, and, led by

my mysterious companion, I alighted.

Taking his arm, we crossed the pavement and ascended a short flight of

steps. There were three. I counted them. I could also hear the wind

in some trees, and found myself wondering whether we were in town or

country.

A door opened, and we stepped into a hall, which, owing to the echo of

my conductor's voice, I concluded was a spacious one, but ere I had time

to reflect, the man whose arm I held said:

"Just a moment. You must sign the visitors' book--it is the rule here.

We'll excuse bad writing as you can't see," he added with a laugh.

At the same moment I felt a pen placed in my fingers by a man-servant,

who guided my hand to the book. Then I hastily scrawled my name.

It was strange, I thought; but the events of the evening were all so

extraordinary that there was nothing after all very unusual in signing a

visitors' book.

Again he took my arm, leading me up a long flight of stairs, the carpet

of which was so thick that our feet fell noiselessly. In the ascent I

felt that the balustrade was cold and highly polished, like glass.

Confused and mysterious whisperings sounded about me, and I felt

confident that I distinctly heard a woman's sob quite close to me, while

at the same moment a whiff of violets greeted my nostrils. Its

fragrance stirred my memory--it was Sybil's favourite perfume. Suddenly

my guide ushered me into a room and took the handkerchief from my eyes.

The apartment was a small study, cozy and well furnished, with a bright

fire burning in the grate, and lit only by a green-shaded reading-lamp.

"If you'll take off your overcoat and wait here a few moments I will

bring her to you," he said; adding, "you can talk here alone and

undisturbed," and he went out, closing the door after him.

Five eager minutes passed while I listened for her footstep, expecting

each second to hear her well-known voice; but gradually the atmosphere

seemed to become stifling. In my mouth was a sulphurous taste, and the

lamp, growing more dim, at last gave a weak flicker and went out.

Rushing to the door, I found, to my astonishment, it was locked!

I dashed to the window and tried to open it, but could not. In despair

I beat the door frantically with my fists and shouted. But my muffled

voice seemed as weak as a child's. I doubted whether it could be heard

beyond the walls.

Flinging myself upon my knees, I bent to examine the small fire, glowing

like a blacksmith's forge, and discovered to my horror that the chimney

had been closed, and that the grate was filled with burning charcoal.

Quickly I raked it out, but the red cinders only glowed the brighter,

and, even though I dashed the hearthrug upon them, I could not

extinguish them.

In desperation I tried to struggle to my feet, but failed. My legs

refused to support me; my head throbbed as if my skull would burst.

Then a strange sensation of nausea crept over me; my starting eyes

smarted as if acid had been flung into them, my tongue clave to the roof

of my parched mouth, my chest seemed held in contraction by a band of

iron, as half rising I fell next second, inert and helpless, a sudden

darkness obliterating all my senses.

What time elapsed I have no idea. Gradually I struggled back to

consciousness, and as I made desperate endeavour to steady my nerves and

collect my thoughts, I suddenly became painfully aware of a bright light

falling full upon me. My eyes were dazzled by the extraordinary

brilliancy. I closed them again, and tried to recollect what had

occurred.

"Pull yourself together, my dear fellow. You are all right now, aren't

you?" asked a voice in my ear.

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