CHAPTER XV.

A goodly apple rotten at the heart;

O what a goodly outside falsehood hath!

--SHAKESPEARE'S "MERCHANT OF VENICE."

In mental power, education, good looks, courtly manners, and general

information Mr. Egerton was decidedly superior to any of the young men

resident in Lansdale; and of this fact no one was better aware than,

himself. He did not confine his attentions to Elsie, and soon found

himself a prime favorite among the ladies of the town. No female

coquette ever coveted the admiration of the other sex more than he,

or sought more assiduously to gain it. He carried on numerous small

flirtations among the belles of the place, yet paid court to Elsie

much oftener than to any one else, using every art of which he was

master in the determined effort to win her affection and to make

himself necessary to her happiness.

He had read many books and seen much of life, having travelled all

over our own country, and visited both Europe and South America; and

possessing a retentive memory, fine descriptive powers, a fund of

humor, and a decided talent for mimicry, was able, when he chose, to

make his conversation exceedingly amusing and interesting, and very

instructive. Also, he seemed all that was good and noble, and she soon

gave him a very warm place in her regard; much warmer than she herself

at first suspected.

According to his own account--and probably it was the truth--Bromly

Egerton had had many hair-breadth escapes from sudden and violent

death. He was telling of one of these in which he had risked and

nearly lost his life from mere love of adventure. Elsie shuddered, and

drew a long breath of relief, as the story reached its close.

"Does it frighten you to hear of such things?" he asked, with a smile.

"Yes, it seems to me a dreadful thing to risk the loss of one's life,

when there is no good to ourselves or others to be gained by it."

"Ah, if you were a man or boy you would understand that more than half

the charm of such adventures lies in the risk."

"But is it right, or wise?"

"A mere matter of taste, or choice, I should say--a long dull life, or

a short and lively one."

Elsie's face had grown very grave. "Are those really your sentiments,

Mr. Egerton?" she asked, in a pained, disappointed tone. "I had

thought better of you."

"I do not understand; have I said anything very dreadful?"

"Is it not a sin to throw away the life which God has given us to be

used in His service?"

"Ah, perhaps that may be so; but I had not looked at it in precisely

that way. I had only thought of the fact that life in this world is

not so very delightful that one need be anxious to continue it for a

hundred years. We grow tired of it at times, and are almost ready to

throw it away; to use your expression."

"Ah, before doing that we should be very sure of going to a better

place."

"But how can we be sure of that, or, indeed, of anything? What is

there that we know absolutely, and beyond question? how can I be sure

of even my own existence? how do I know that I am what I believe

myself to be? There are crazy men who firmly believe themselves kings

and princes, or something else quite as far from the truth; and how do

I know that I am not as much mistaken as they?"

She gave him a look of grieved surprise, and he laughingly asked,

"Well, now, Miss Dinsmore, is there anything of which you really are

absolutely certain? or you, Miss King?" as Lottie drew near the log on

which the two were seated.

They had taken a long ramble through the woods that morning, and

Egerton and Elsie had some ten minutes before sat down here to rest

and wait for their companions, who had wandered a little from the path

they were pursuing.

"Cogito, ergo sum," she answered gayly, "Also I am sure we have had a

very pleasant walk. But isn't it time we were moving toward home?"

"Yes," Elsie answered, consulting her watch.

"That's a pretty little thing," observed Egerton. "May I look at it?"

And he held out his hand.

"One of papa's birthday gifts to his petted only daughter," she said,

with a smile, as she allowed him to take it. "I value it very highly

on that account even more than for its intrinsic worth; though it is

an excellent time-keeper."

"It must have cost a pretty penny; the pearls and diamonds alone must

be worth quite a sum," he said, turning it about and examining it with

eager interest. "I would be careful, Miss Dinsmore, how I let it be

known that I carried anything so valuable about me, or wore it into

lonely places, such as these woods," he added, as he returned it to

her.

"I never come out alone," she said, looking slightly anxious and

troubled; "papa laid his commands upon me never to do so; but I shall

leave it at home in future."

"Riches bring cares; that's the way I comfort myself in my poverty,"

remarked Lottie, lightly. "But, Elsie, my dear, don't allow anxious

fears to disturb you; we are a very moral people at Lansdale; I never

heard of a robbery there yet."

"I believe I am naturally rather timid," said Elsie, "yet I seldom

suffer from fear. I always feel very safe when papa is near to protect

me, and our Heavenly Father's care is always about us."

"That reminds me that you have not answered my question," remarked

Egerton, switching off the head of a clover-blossom with his cane. "Is

the care you speak of one thing of which you feel certain?"

"Yes, and there are others."

"May I ask what?"

She turned her sweet, soft eyes full upon him as she answered in low,

clear tones, "'I know that in me (that is, in my flesh) dwelleth no

good thing.' 'I know that my Redeemer liveth.' 'I know that it shall

be well with them that fear God.'"

"You are quoting?"

"Yes, from a book that I know is true. Do you doubt it, Mr. Egerton?"

"Why, Miss Dinsmore, you do not take me for an infidel, surely?"

"No, until to-day I had hoped you were a Christian."

Her eyes were downcast now, and there were tears in her voice as she

spoke. He saw he had made a false step and lowered himself in her

esteem, yet, remembering his talk with Arthur, he felt certain he

could more than retrieve that error. And he grew exultant in the

thought of the evident pain the discovery of his unbelief had caused

her. "She does care for me; I believe the prize is even now almost

within my reach," he said to himself, as they silently pursued their

way into the town, no one speaking again until they parted at Miss

Stanhope's gate.

Elsie, usually full of innocent mirth and gladness, was very quiet at

dinner that day, and Aunt Wealthy, watching her furtively, thought she

noticed an unwonted shade of sadness on the fair face.

"What is it, dear?" she asked at length; "something seems to have gone

wrong with you."

The young girl replied by repeating the substance of the morning's

talk with Mr. Egerton, and expressing her disappointment at the

discovery that he was not the Christian man she had taken him to be.

"Perhaps what you have taken in earnest, was but spoken in jest, my

child," said Miss Stanhope.

"Ah, auntie, but a Christian surely could not say such things even

in jest," she answered, with a little sigh, and a look of sorrowful

concern on her face.

Half an hour later, Elsie sat reading in the abode of the vine-covered

porch, while her aunt enjoyed her customary after-dinner nap. She

presently heard the gate swing to, and the next moment Mr. Egerton was

helping himself to a seat by her side.

"I hope I don't intrude, Miss Dinsmore," he began, assuming a slightly

embarrassed air.

"Oh, no, not at all," she answered, closing her book; "but aunt is

lying down, and--"

"Ah, no matter; I wouldn't have her disturbed for the world; and in

fact I am rather glad of the opportunity of seeing you alone. I--I

have been thinking a good deal of that talk we had this morning,

and--I am really quite shocked at the sentiments I then expressed,

though they were spoken more than half in jest. Miss Dinsmore, I am

not a Christian, but--but I want to be, and would, if I only knew how;

and I've come to you to learn the way; for somehow I seem to feel that

you could make the thing plainer to me than any one else. What must I

do first?"

Glad tears shone in the soft eyes she lifted to his face as she

answered, "'Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and thou shalt be saved.'

Believe, 'only believe.'"

"But I must do something?"

"'Let the wicked forsake his way and the unrighteous man his thoughts,

and let him return unto the Lord, and He will have mercy upon him, and

to our God, for He will abundantly pardon.'"

The man was an arrant knave and hypocrite, simulating anxiety about

his soul's salvation only for the purpose of ingratiating himself

with Elsie; but "the sword of the spirit, which is the word of God,"

pricked him for the moment, as she wielded it in faith and prayer.

What ways, what thoughts were his! Truly they had need to be forsaken

if he would hope ever to see that holy city of which we are told

"There shall in no wise enter it anything that defileth, neither

whatsoever worketh abomination, or maketh a lie."

For a moment he sat silent and abashed before the gentle, earnest

young Christian, feeling her very purity a reproach, and fearing that

she must read his hypocrisy and the baseness of his motives in his

countenance.

But hers was a most innocent and unsuspicious nature, apt to believe

others as true and honest as herself. She went on presently. "It is so

beautifully simple and easy,--God's way of saving us poor sinners:

it is its very simplicity that so stumbles wise men and women, while

little children, in their sweet trustfulness, just taking God at His

word, understand it without any difficulty." She spoke in a musing

tone, not looking at Egerton at all, but with her eyes fixed

meditatingly upon the floor.

He perceived that she had no doubts of his sincerity, and rallying

from the thrust she had so unconsciously given him, went on with the

rôle he had laid down for himself.

"I fear I am one of the wise ones you speak of, for I confess I do not

see the way yet. Can you not explain it more fully?"

"I will try," she said. "You believe that you are a sinner deserving

of God's wrath?"

"Yes."

"You have broken His law, and His justice demands your punishment; but

Jesus has kept its requirements, and borne its penalty in your

stead, and now offers you his righteousness and salvation as a free

gift,--'without money and without price.'"

"But what am I to do?"

"Simply take the offered gift."

"But how? I fear I must seem very obtuse, but I really do not

comprehend."

"Then ask for the teachings of the Spirit; ask Jesus to give you

repentance and faith. 'Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye

shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you; for every one

that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh, findeth; and to him that

knocketh, it shall be opened."

Elsie's voice was low and pleading, her tones were tremulous with

earnest entreaty, the eyes she lifted to his face were half filled

with tears; for she felt that the eternal interests of her hearer were

trembling in the balance.

He looked at her admiringly, and, lost in the contemplation of her

beauty, had almost betrayed himself by his want of interest in what

she was saying. But just then Miss Stanhope joined them, and shortly

after he took his leave.

From this time Egerton played his part with consummate skill,

deceiving Elsie so completely that she had not the slightest doubt of

his being an humble, penitent, rejoicing believer; and great were her

joy and thankfulness when he told her that she had been the means of

leading him to Christ; that her words had made the way plain to him,

as he had never been able to see it before. It seemed to her a very

tender, strong tie between them, and he appeared to feel it to be so

also.

She was not conscious of looking upon him in the light of a lover, but

he saw with secret exultation that he was fast winning her heart; he

read it in the flushing of her cheek and the brightening of her eye at

his approach, and in many other unmistakable signs. He wrote to Arthur

that the prize was nearly won; so nearly that he had no doubt of his

ultimate success.

"And I'll not be long now about finishing up the job," he continued;

"it's such precious hard work to be so good and pious all the time,

that I can hardly wait till matters are fully ripe for action. I'm

in constant danger of letting the mask slip aside in some unguarded

moment, and so undoing the whole thing after the world of trouble it

has cost me. It's no joke, I can assure you, for a man of my tastes

and habits to lead the sort of life I've led for the last three

months, I believe I'd give her up this minute, fortune and all, if the

winning of them would lay me under the necessity of continuing it for

the rest of my days, or even for any length of time. But once the knot

is tied, and the property secured, there'll be an end of this farce.

I'll let her know I'm done with cant, will neither talk it nor listen

to it."

Arthur Dinsmore's face darkened as he read, and in a sudden burst of

fury he tore the letter into fragments, then threw them into the empty

grate. He was not yet so hardened as to feel willing to see Elsie in

the power of such a heartless wretch, such a villain as he knew Tom

Jackson to be. Many times already had he bitterly repented of having

told him of her wealth, and helped him to an acquaintance with her.

His family pride revolted against the connection, and some latent

affection for his niece prompted him to save her from the life of

misery that must be hers as the wife of one so utterly devoid of honor

or integrity.

Yet Arthur lacked the moral courage to face the disagreeable

consequences of a withdrawal from his compact with Jackson, and a

confession to his father or Horace of the wretch's designs upon Elsie

and his own disgraceful entanglement with him. He concluded to take a

middle course. He wrote immediately to Jackson, somewhat haughtily,

advising him at once to give up the whole thing.

"You will inevitably fail to accomplish your end," he said. "Elsie

will never marry without her father's consent, and that you will find

it utterly impossible to gain. Horace is too sharp to be hoodwinked or

deceived, even by you. He will ferret out your whole past, lay bare

the whole black record of your rascalities and hypocrisies, and forbid

his daughter ever again to hold the slightest communication with you.

And she will obey if it kills her on the spot."

"There's some comfort in that last reflection," muttered Arthur to

himself, as he folded and sealed his epistle; "no danger of the rascal

getting into the family."

Two days later, Egerton took this letter from the post-office in

Lansdale. He read it with a scowl on his brow. "Ah! I see your game,

young man," he muttered with an oath, "but you'll find that you've got

hold of the wrong customer. My reply shall be short and sweet, and

quite to the point."

It ran thus: "Your warning and advice come too late, my young friend;

the mischief is already wrought, and however unworthy your humble

servant may be deemed by yourself or others of its members to become

connected with the illustrious D---- family, they will find they

cannot help themselves; the girl loves me, and believes in me, and I

defy all the fathers and relations in creation to keep us apart." Then

followed some guarded allusions to various sums of borrowed money, and

so-called "debts of honor," and to some compact by which they were to

be annulled, accompanied by a threat of exposure if that agreement

were not kept to the very letter.

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