CHAPTER XX.

The night was rainy and a fierce wind was blowing. The Major and his

wife were by the fire in the sitting-room, when there came a heavy tread

upon the porch, but the knock that fell upon the door was gentle. They

knew who had come, and the door was opened for Jim Taylor. Quietly he

responded to their greeting, and with both hands he took off his slouch

hat, went to the fireplace and over the blaze shook it.

"Put myself in mind of a wet dog," he said. "Didn't think to shake

outside. How are you all getting along?"

He was looking at Mrs. Cranceford, but the Major answered him. "In the

same old way. Tilt that cat out of the rocking-chair and sit down."

"Have you heard of the death of Mrs. Wash Sanders?" Mrs. Cranceford

asked, fearing that the Major might get ahead of her with this piece of

news, but all along determined that he should not.

"No, I haven't," he said; but his want of surprise was not satisfying,

and Mrs. Cranceford said: "I mean Mrs. Wash Sanders."

"Yes, I know; but this is the first I've heard of it. I came from the

boat right up here. So the poor woman's dead? She never knew anything

but hard work. How long was she sick? Shouldn't think she could take the

time to be sick long, poor soul."

"She was not in bed more than two days. It was awful, the way she

suffered. And all the time Wash was whining that he couldn't eat

anything, as if anybody cared. I never was so provoked at a man in my

life. I'd like to know who cares whether he eats another bite or not.

Actually, I believe he thought the neighbors had come to sympathize with

him instead of to nurse his wife. And when she was dead he went about

blubbering that he couldn't live but a few days."

"He'll outlive us all," said the Major. "He told us yesterday that he

was threatened with convulsions, and Gid swore that a convulsion was

about the last thing he ought to fear, that he was too lazy to entertain

such an exertion."

In this talk Jim felt not even the slightest interest. He wanted to talk

about Louise. But not in Mrs. Cranceford's manner nor in her eyes when

she looked straight at him was there a hint that Tom had told her that

the girl had been seen. Perhaps the boy had decided to elect him to this

unenviable office. The Major asked him about his trip, but he answered

as if he cared not what he said; but when shortly afterward the Major

went out, Taylor's unconcern fell from him and he stood up and in

tremulous anxiousness looked at Mrs. Cranceford, expecting her to say

something. Surely Tom had told her nothing, for she quietly smiled at

him as he stood there, awkwardly and distressfully fumbling with

himself.

"I have a letter from her," she said.

Taylor sat down hard. "A letter from her!"

"Yes; received it this morning."

"But has Tom told you anything?"

"Yes; everything."

"And she has written to you since then?"

"Yes; I will show you." On a corner of the mantel-piece was a work-box,

and unlocking it, she took out a letter and handed it to him. "Read it,"

she said, "and if you hear the Major coming, put it away. Some

references in it would have to be explained, and so I have decided not

to let him see it."

He took the letter, and standing where the light from the hanging lamp

fell brightest, read the following:

"My Dear Mother:--By this time Tom must have told you of our meeting.

And what a meeting it was. He was worse than an orang-outang, but I must

say that I admire his courage, and I struggled to help him when he was

in the thick of his fight, but my friends tore me away, realizing that

flight was our only redemption. Of course you will wonder why I was in

such a place, and I don't know that I can explain in a satisfactory

manner to you, and surely not to father. I would have introduced Tom to

my friends had he given me time, but it appears that he was in too much

of a hurry to attend upon the demands of politeness. Fight was boiling

in his blood and it had to bubble out. Mother, I was with a slumming

party. Do you know what a slumming party is? It is a number of

respectable people whom curiosity leads into the resorts of crime and

vice. Society thinks that it makes one wiser, and that to know the

aspect of depravity does not make one less innocent. But I know that you

will not approve of a slumming party, and I cannot say that I do. The

Rev. H. Markham, whose sermons you must have read, was with me. As the

champion of virtue he has planned and executed an invasion of the haunts

of iniquity, and his weekly discourses here are very popular,

particularly with women. Well, he was sitting beside me, and I have

since thought that it must have been a great shock to his dignity when

Tom struck him; but his greatest solicitude was the fear that the

occurrence might be spread by the newspapers, and to keep it out was his

first care. That night on business I left the city, and I write this in

a quiet, Arcadian neighborhood. It is with pleasure that I feel myself a

success in the work which I have chosen. What work? you naturally ask.

But that is my secret, and I must hold it just a little longer."

Here several lines were erased and a fresh start taken. "I have longed

to look upon the dear faces at home; but mingled with my love is a

pride. I am determined to make something of myself. Simply to be an

honest, patient, upright woman, in love with her home, is no longer

enough. Life demands more than this, or at least woman demands it of

life. And to be somebody calls for sacrifice as well as ability and

determination. Absence from home is my sacrifice, and what my effort is

you shall know in due time. It will surprise you, and in this to me will

lie a delight. My associates tell me that I am different from anyone

else, but this difference they put down as an individuality, and success

in my field is won only by the individual. Within two weeks from this

day I shall be with you, and then my little ant-hill of mystery will be

torn to pieces. I am going to show you all how I love you; I am going to

prove to you that what has appeared odd and unlady-like were but

leadings to my development."

More lines were erased, and then the letter thus proceeded:

"For some time I have had it in mind to make Sallie Pruitt a present,

but as I have no idea as to what she might like best, I enclose twenty

dollars, which you will please give to her. Do you see my hero often? I

think of him, dream of him, and my heart will never know a perfect home

until his love has built a mansion for it."

The letter was fluttering in the giant's hand. "Who--who--what does she

mean?"

"She means you, stupid!" Mrs. Cranceford cried.

He looked up, dazed; he put out his hand, he grabbed his hat, he

snatched the door open and was out in the wind and the rain.

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