CHAPTER XXXXII.

And thus it is that the threads of our story once more unite. Again the

figure of a man is pacing up and down the platform, awaiting the

incoming train and, at last it comes thundering in and makes a brief

halt, Norman’s eyes rest upon the stalwart, manly figure of the

companion of his earlier days, and the clasp of the hand that follows is

almost painful. But even in that first quick meeting, when joy lights up

the eyes of both, Norman sees the change in his old-time friend; sees

the lines that the flight of years alone has not engraven on the

handsome face.

“What is it Owen? There is that in your face which tells me all is not

well. Have you been sick?”

“Heart-sick—yes! to the extent that life sometimes seems but a burden?”

“Why should a man of almost unlimited wealth, such as you possess, speak

in such a strain?”

“Why, indeed! You speak as though wealth could buy happiness.”

“And can it not? Do you not know what untold, what inconceivable misery

could be turned to joy with the assistance of wealth?”

“In thousands of cases, yes. In my own instance, no! Wealth cannot heal

a breaking heart, cannot buy the happiness which has fled.”

“I believe I possess a panacea for an evil such as yours. The society of

sweet women will restore you to life and love.”

“Don’t speak of woman and love to me. I have done with em!” Norman

smiled.

“O, I have touched the right cord, have I? But that is a bold assertion

which you have just made—that you have done with women forever. Yet I

assert that you must—you must and you will be won.”

“Don’t you know that I am a married man?”

For a moment Norman looked him searchingly in the face; then, as if

satisfied, replied,

“And what if you are? Are you sure that that fact should prove a barrier

to future happiness?”

Owen Hunter in turn now looked Norman searchingly in the face—

“How am I to understand you? That the Norman I once knew, and who I know

possessed such high-strung ideas of honor, should express himself thus?”

A slight flush rose to Norman’s brow. Hastily he opened his lips to

answer but as quickly checked himself——

“No more, now! This is scarce a proper place to discuss the sort of

topics we are drifting into. Without doubt ere we part there will be

moments more opportune for thorough discussion. At present I am eager to

introduce you into a most charmed and charming circle.”

Owen shook his head.

“I have come to you for quiet, Norman. My heart is sore, and needs rest.

I would rather not meet strangers. Besides I have with me a friend whom

I wish to introduce to you; also to ask your forbearance for thus

imposing on your hospitality as that is what I am about to do. Another

storm-tossed soul in need of rest and quiet; one who has drained the

bitter-cup of sorrow to its very dregs.” Turning he approached a man who

had hitherto stood motionless at some little distance. A man well worth

looking at. Tall, well proportioned; dark, heavy beard and clustering

hair; with an unspeakable sadness in the deep, gray eyes.

“I claim your hospitality for Milton Nesbit, as well as for myself, and

promise that neither shall be too great a burden on your kindness, if

you can secure us the welcome of your mother and sisters. I know it is

much I ask of you, as our intimacy in the past years can scarcely be

called by the name of friendship—but permit me, Mr. Nesbit, this is the

friend of my college days, Norman Carlton, of whom I have been telling

you.”

Extending his hand and firmly grasping that of the stranger, Norman

said:

“Permit me to welcome any friend that Owen Hunter may introduce. You are

worthy, or he would not ask it: As for our friendship in the past, if we

have not been intimate friends it has not been for lack of mutual

attraction but rather that the ties that bound us were not close enough,

and it is not too late to make them closer. I always felt the most

profound admiration for the sunny tempered youth I knew as Owen Hunter.

“Thank you, for your generous welcome,” replied a grave, musical voice.

“I am but as an instrument in the hands of Mr. Hunter. I follow where he

leads. Later I hope you will bid me welcome on my own account.”

“Spoken like a man. I feel that already I may speak the words of welcome

in your own behalf. But come, dinner will be waiting, and in a well

regulated household, as you both understand, to the good housewife that

is abomination, and my mother knows what good housekeeping is. But set

your mind at rest; she will tender you the welcome I ask for my friends.

Formal and precise she may be, but she is also a most gracious hostess.

My sisters also you will find pleased to meet you. But they do not

belong to the charmed circle to which I insist on introducing you. No

protests! I will have my way. You are already announced, and in this

instance I mean to be firm. You would scarcely be a man if our many

charmers cannot succeed in dispelling the clouds, and a man must be of

flinty hardness who could listen to our song-bird, sweet, winsome Cora,

without being moved.”

Owen started.

“Cora! did you say?—Cora? But pshaw! why should I excite myself over a

name. There are hundreds of Coras in the world. But lead on. We are

ready to follow.”

So they piled into the cutter and as they dashed over the snow quite

forgot their sorrows, and as events of their college years were gone

over they soon felt better acquainted than they had ever felt in the

olden days. But Milton Nesbit was quiet, very quiet. He only spoke when

spoken to, and Owen now realized that it would be better for him to

mingle more with others in order to awaken again in that crushed and

bleeding heart an interest in life—to deaden the pain that was ever

gnawing at his vitals, and though at first Nesbit refused to join the

two friends when evening drew near, preferring to remain at home, and

although Owen, too, would have much preferred to remain in the seclusion

of his room, he feared to hurt the feelings of his kind host, and

therefore sacrificed his own desire to that of Norman’s. As for Milton,

Owen believed it absolutely necessary that he should accompany them, and

insisted on his doing so.

Unwilling to seem boorish, with a sigh Nesbit prepared to make a martyr

of himself. So when Norman’s cutter drew up to the Westcot mansion he

brought two guests instead of the one expected, but both were made

equally welcome. For some reason Norman had not mentioned the name of

his intended guest. No intentional oversight, I ween. He had never heard

the name of Cora’s lover and therefore could not have known the link

binding these two, so when the name of Owen Hunter was announced, each

of the girls started. Owen must have thought, for an instant, that they

acted strangely, but quickly recovering themselves they extended a

hearty welcome. Soft white hands were clasped in the manly ones; rosy

lips were wreathed in sweetest smiles. But as Norman’s eyes went about

the room he missed Cora, and he asked Imelda where her sister was.

“I believe she was telling baby Norma a story and when that was finished

Meta wanted a song, so when she gets through entertaining the little

folks she will no doubt make her appearance,” she said.

Owen again started—upon being presented to Imelda Ellwood, and the two

names kept forming themselves into one. “Cora, Ellwood; Cora, Ellwood!”

Surely he must be going mad. It was only a coincidence, thought he. To

find his own sweet girlie here would be too good to be true. So he

devoted himself to Imelda and found himself admiring the intelligent,

gravely sweet girl who was so well informed on whatever subject might be

broached.

Milton Nesbit had been passed round, so to say, from one fair maid to

another, and all were struck with the sad beauty of his manly face, but

unable to elicit many words from him, as his thoughts were many miles

away with the fair woman he had left behind him. But now it was Alice

who was talking to him. That incessant little chatterbox did not give

him much time to talk or to think, even if he had been so inclined,—she

had so much herself to say. It was said in a way so quaint and sweet,

and as she was mistress of the house and a married woman he felt himself

more at ease and more free in her society, and ere long she managed to

hold his attention, and soon he found himself admiring the dainty color

in her cheeks, the pearly teeth gleaming from between rosy lips, the

mischief sparkling in the clear blue eye, while her voice sounded like

tinkling music. The large room was pretty well filled with ladies and

gentlemen, but as she pointed each one out to him it was with a word of

praise and love for some peculiar trait, attraction or accomplishment.

Not one disparaging word, and as his eyes followed her indications he

thought he had never found so much harmony.

While his eyes were roving from one to another they rested on Cora who

had but just entered the room. Was it that he had not seen her before,

or was it that she possessed some feature more attractive than the

others? His eyes followed her every movement as she gracefully found her

way to the piano and seating herself thereat began a prelude, and soon

the rich, full voice filled the room with its rare music, while the

sweet tones slightly trembled as the words dropped from her lips:

Across the sobbing sea of doom

The weary world is slowly drifting.

Eyes wet with tears peer through the gloom,

Yet see no sign of rest or rifting.

Still angels bright from some far height,

Repeat through hoots of weary waking—

“Hope’s starlight shines through darkest night,

To keep the world’s great heart from breaking!”

Listening to the words they all knew there was an undercurrent of

meaning attached to the simple strain that a stranger would not be apt

to detect. And yet Milton Nesbit understood, as well as if the story had

been told him in so many words, that the gifted singer had known sorrow,

and slowly his gaze sought Owen Hunter. What was it? Owen had risen from

Imelda’s side, evidently unconscious that he was acting strangely, that

he was, to say the least, impolite. He had neither eyes nor ears for

anything else but the fair singer. As if fascinated the song drew him to

her side. He repeated the words:

“Hope’s starlight shines through darkest night”—

whispering them close to the pink shell ear,

“O Cora, my own, is not the night over? May the morning now at last

dawn?”

Quick as a flash Cora whirled about on her stool, and with the one glad

cry, “Owen!” cast herself into his arms, regardless of the many eyes

resting upon them, and was held by him in an embrace so close as if he

meant never again to let her go.

As if in that one glad happy cry all her strength had been spent Cora

lay back faint and white in her anxious lover’s arms. Had the sudden joy

killed her? He strained her close and kissed the white cold lips; then

bearing her to a couch he began chafing her hands, helplessly looking

about,

“She has fainted; can no one help me restore her?”

Quickly an anxious circle gathered about her, but Paul Arthurs soon

reassured them.

“It is nothing—only the reaction. She will be herself in a few moments.”

Taking a small vial from an inside pocket of his coat he forced a few

drops between her lips and in a few moments had the satisfaction of

seeing her open her eyes.

“Take her away where she can have rest and quiet for half an hour; then

she will be quite herself again.”

Winding her arm about her, Imelda was about to conduct her away when

Owen laid his hand detainingly upon her arm,

“Will you not permit me?”

There was so much pleading in the manly voice and clear blue eyes that

Imelda could not refuse him.

“You will take good care of her?” with a smile.

“Will I?—as of my life! May I, Cora?”

For answer Cora quietly laid her head against his shoulder, smiling into

his eyes, and thus he led her from the room.

What if instead of the half hour they remained two long hours? and what

if they thought it such a very little while and that they had not had a

chance to say anything at all? Who would blame them? Doubtless it was

true that they had said very little. Their hearts were too full to

speak: too full of unutterable love and happiness, and certainly none in

that room thought of blaming them. And when they returned Imelda and

Norman were the first to greet them. Cora’s arms wound themselves about

her sister’s neck while the men clasped hands with an undercurrent of

feeling such as they had not felt before,

“So this is your charmed circle?” asked Owen Hunter in a husky voice,

and smilingly Norman made answer:

“Don’t you find it so?”

There was a suspicious moisture in Owen’s eyes and his voice visibly

trembled when he again asked,

“And no censure meets us here?”

“Why should there be?”

But the man of the world could not understand. His friend knew that he

had left a wife, that his love for this girl was an illicit one; yet

here he stood clasping his hand in a manner that seemed to indicate to

the fortune-tossed Owen that Norman was proud to do so. So he drew him

aside and asked the meaning of it all.

Nothing loath, Norman devoted himself for the next half hour to

answering his eager queries, seeking to initiate him into the sweet

love-laden theories of the new doctrine to which he himself only a few

months ago had been a perfect stranger. Leaning against a pillar Owen

stood half hidden in an alcove, lost in amaze and wonder; his eyes

following every movement of the girl he so madly worshiped.

But still another was watching and waiting for a solution of this

mystery. Milton’s sad gray eyes saw the happiness of his friend; had

seen him catch the fainting figure in his arms; had seen him press his

face against hers and kiss the white lips. He could only guess that in

some unlooked-for manner he had found the woman for whom he had so long

been vainly seeking, and in the excitement which followed he for a time

was overlooked and forgotten. But soon the merry peals of laughter,

sweet music and soft strains of song again filled the room, and then, at

the urgent request of Wilbur, Margaret read some strong dramatic scenes

from various plays, holding her listeners spellbound with the purity of

her voice, the strength and clearness of the rendition and the depth of

feeling which she exhibited. So, as the evening passed, Milton Nesbit

became more and more puzzled as to what it was that made this circle so

charming—so delightfully entertaining that all his perplexities were for

the time forgotten and that caused his sorrows to be dispelled as mist

in the sunshine, and his heart to grow warm once more.

As he was one of the handsomest of the finely formed men in the room it

did not take long for feminine eyes to detect that fact. Many were the

admiring glances bestowed upon him. But there was something in the sad

face which forbade intruding. Only Alice—airy, fairy Alice, was not

backward. She again sought his side, showing him books, etchings,

engravings, and albums filled with selections of art gems. Her sweet,

airy manner, the soft tender voice, acted like a charm upon his

overwrought nerves, and he soon found himself thoroughly enjoying her.

Lawrence, Wilbur, the young physician and the Wallace sisters had formed

a little circle and were discussing economics. Imelda was devoting

herself to her brother; making the evening pleasant for him; answering

his questions as to the meaning of Cora’s strange demeanor in connection

with this handsome and refined looking stranger. Frank had already

learned much, was learning every day, but all was not quite clear to him

yet as to what it was that made these pure-minded women and men so

different from others he had met and known in his reckless and checkered

life. She told him that it was a lover of their sweet and lovable Cora,

who, like himself, had once been reckless and wayward. Margaret, her

mother and Osmond formed another group to which still another was

attached. Homer had found a seat at Mrs. Leland’s feet, resting his head

against her knee, her hand gently toying with the clustering locks. The

boy said scarcely a word, only listened. Mrs. Leland had also very

little to say, only now and then a casual word. The brother and sister,

however, who until a few days ago had been as strangers, had much to

tell, and were opening their hearts, one to the other. Margaret was

delighted with the gems she found stored away in this boy’s mind.

While in this quieter mood they were surprised by a sudden burst of

melody from the piano, evoked by the touch of a master hand. Nesbit

having confessed to Alice that he was musically inclined, that

bewitching morsel of humanity had so importuned him that, unable to

resist, he soon found his heart swelling with emotion as he evoked the

rich strains. This burst scattered the groups, and once more they formed

into one whole circle. Nesbit’s music was followed by singing and then

by Margaret’s selections, then in what seemed a very short space of

time, Cora and Owen were again of their number, and finally, when the

good nights were spoken it seemed there never had been quite such a

feeling of content lodged in the innermost recesses of every heart then

and there present.

The following day brought back the two newcomers at quite an early hour.

They did not now protest against coming. They were there every day and

evening, until the hour of Margaret’s departure drew nigh. How brief the

time allowed them had seemed. Wilbur drank in the glory of the blue

wells, kissing the dewy lips again and again. Mrs. Leland folded her

child close. It seemed almost harder to let her go now than it had been

the first time. Osmond’s eyes grew dim.

“I did not know how dear a sister might be. It will seem like a dream,

if I must give you up so soon.” And although Margaret’s heart was sad

she tried to hide it under a smiling exterior.

“Never mind,” she said. “It will not be for long. A few short months

will soon pass by, then a long summer will be ours to do with just as we

see fit—a long delicious summer of enjoyment and planning. Listen! they

are planning now. We are in that, and must hear all about it.”

Slipping one hand through Osmond’s arm, the other arm about the waist of

her mother she drew them to where the others had drawn a circle about

Hilda who, having been importuned, was trying to make plain that vague

sweet dream of her future co-operative home, and none so attentive, or

none more so than Owen. She spoke of the spacious halls where the ardent

searchers after knowledge of any kind might find their teacher; of the

library stocked with volumes from the ceiling to the floor; of the

lecture hall and the theater; of the opportunities where every talent

could be cultivated; of the liberty—the free life—where every fetter

should be broken; of the dining hall where they would partake of their

evening meal midst flowers and music; of the common parlor where every

evening should be an entertainment for all wherein love and genuine

sociability should always preside; of the sacred privacy of the rooms

where each man or woman should reign king or queen—the sanctum of each,

closed to all intruders, consecrated to the holiest and divinest of

emotions and self-enfoldment. She spoke of the grand conservatories

filled with choicest flowers—the sweet-scented blossoms, the trailing

vines, the exotic plants; of the spacious gardens, the sparkling,

ever-playing fountains; of the delicious, health-giving baths; of the

life of unconventionality,—of the abandon; of the nursery rooms where

baby lips were lisping their first words and little toddling feet taking

their first uncertain steps; of the things of beauty surrounding the

prospective mother; of the unutterably sweet welcome that awaited each

coming child; of the full understanding that would be taught to woman of

the responsibility of calling into a life a new being; of how man would

revere her, how he would wait and abide her invitation; of the sweet

co-operation and planning how all should be worked to keep up the

financial part.

“O,” said she, “it should, it would be paradise!—this my dream. But ah

me! it is only a dream.”

As a being transfixed Hilda stood among them, her eyes shining, her

cheeks glowing, her bosom heaving, looking far beyond them into space. A

feeling came over Lawrence Westcot as with bated breath his eyes rested

on her, of how utterly unworthy he was of the love of a creature so

grand, so superior. A still, small voice whispered, “Make yourself

worthy!”—and then and there a high resolve was formed in his mind that

he would surely do so. A solemn vow rose as a silent prayer from the

depths of his heart that some day he would realize that sweet

invitation. With him every man in the room became conscious of a feeling

of inferiority, but not an impulse to bow in humility. Rather each head

was crested higher with a feeling of lofty aspiration.

Owen Hunter answered the closing remarks of Hilda’s dream picture:

“Why, my dreaming maiden, should your dream be but a dream?”

A sad smile played about her lips,

“You forget that it is such an expensive one. It would take a fortune,

an almost limitless fortune, to build us such a home. Of course we could

be very, very happy in our little circle, as it is, in a much smaller

and less expensive home, but I would have it large, so that we might

welcome all who possess the same lofty thought to our circle, so that we

should be able to give to the world an object lesson in the art of

making life worth living, so grand and so glorious that the whole world

would want to imitate our example.”

Owen smiled.

“What an enthusiast! Take my advice, little one, and until this grand,

this glorious home can be ours, help us with your lofty aspirations, and

help us not to despise our more limited advantages and privileges. In

the meantime we will try to become more worthy of so perfect a home—as

some years must of necessity elapse ere it can be completed.”

“Have I not said it is only a dream? How can I dare to hope it could

ever be realized; and when I come to this home, day after day, and

realize what privileges are ours the feeling sometimes comes to me, how

wrong-headed I am to be constantly sighing for still more.”

Owen shook his head,

“You are mistaken, Miss Hilda. Your sentiments and aspirations are not

wrong. Harmonious and beautiful as is the life that has been granted you

through the mutual understanding and sympathy of our kind host and

hostess, it is by no means complete. So dream on, plan on, and if there

is an architect in our circle he shall transfer these plans to paper,

and, as soon as practicable, we will look about us for a suitable site,

and when the spring sunshine calls all nature again to life, work shall

begin, and what has so long been only a vague dream shall, all in good

time, bloom into a living reality.”

All eyes hung on the lips of the speaker. All ears drank in his words.

Could such a thing be possible? Only Cora seemed to understand. Pressing

close to his side, she drew his hand with a caressing motion to her

smiling lips. With a hasty movement he withdrew the hand to lay it on

the head covered with the soft fluffy hair; he pressed it close to him.

Hilda drew a step nearer and extending both hands,

“You mean——O, Mr. Hunter! do you really mean that it can be done? that

the home can and shall be ours? But how? how?”

Cora slipped down upon her knees at Hilda’s side and caught both hands

in hers.

“Did I not tell you long ago, when I told you that story of my

heartaches and my noble lover, that he possessed almost limitless

wealth? He could not be one of us did he not consecrate some of his

millions to the happiness of others. It is in his power to lay the

foundation stone for the future ideal society, giving to the world an

example of how people should live. Don’t you see, my Hilda? Owen is

wealthy, and is going to build us our home.”

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