CHAPTER XXVI.

But now? One thing Imelda had achieved. She had led Norman into the

realms of thought. She had made him think as he had never thought

before. He now began to see the real cause of human misery. Asking a few

well directed questions he soon had the missing links needed to

supplement Imelda’s life history. She told him of the fair-haired girl

whom she loved better than a sister; the girl whose mother’s life had

been blighted through that self-same marriage curse. She told him of

that cherished friend who through the same curse had seen a worshiped

mother laid beneath the sod—which tale she ended by requesting him to

write those friends; to become acquainted with them; to test their

friendship. Norman agreed to do this, and not many days later a letter

of his was speeding across the prairies bearing his worded desire to

know better those who had in earlier days befriended his Imelda, and who

wielded such influence over her.

But to those enthralled in love’s golden fetters time speeds on rapid

wings. When Norman looked at his watch he found it pointing to half past

ten. A pang smote Imelda’s heart as she thought of the lonely watcher up

in the sick chamber, and hastily sought to disengage herself from the

encircling arms of her lover. A half dozen more love-laden kisses and

the young girl was bounding across the open grounds followed by the fond

eyes of her lover who watched her until she disappeared within the

portals of the house ere he wended his way homeward.

No sooner had Imelda stepped into the hall, softly closing the door

behind her, than, from the open door to the right, leading into the

drawing room, stepped Lawrence Westcot. Imelda drew back. She did not

care to encounter anyone just now, least of all Lawrence Westcot.

Planting himself directly across her path, but speaking with faultless

courtesy he said:

“Miss Ellwood will you grant me the favor of a few moments

conversation?” at the same time holding open the door for her to pass

through. Imelda paused, hesitating. What could Lawrence Westcot desire

to say to her? Besides it was already late. Her conscience smote her for

having absented herself so long from the sick room, and she certainly

felt no desire to be alone with this man at this hour of the evening.

But he was waiting, holding the door for her to pass through, quite as a

matter of course. Much as she was disinclined to do so she yet felt that

she could not refuse without appearing rude, and so, reluctantly passing

him she entered the room, while he closed the door after them.

The room was dimly lit, as before when she had entered it earlier in the

evening. Imelda paused under the single burning jet. He came forward and

turned it to a brighter blaze, then wheeled forward a chair for her to

be seated, but which she declined, shaking her head in a positive

manner.

“I beg your pardon, but I would rather not, Mr. Westcot. It is time I

return to Alice. Mrs. Boswell kindly relieved me this evening of several

hours of responsibility. I have already overstayed my time. I do not

wish to give it the appearance of an imposition, so if you have anything

to say to me I must beg of you to hasten.”

She had taken a step or two backward and stood with her hand resting

upon the back of the chair Westcot had placed for her, the soft folds of

the white shawl that had been loosely thrown over her head and

shoulders, the glow of health and happiness upon her cheek and in the

dark brown eyes—Lawrence Westcot felt the magic beauty of the picture

before him. It was doubtful if he heard a word of what she had spoken;

certain it was that he paid no attention to it. Suddenly Imelda became

conscious of his burning gaze, and in a moment her face was dyed from

brow to chin with a hot wave of color, and again she spoke:

“If you have something to tell me, Mr. Westcot, will you please do so

without loss of time? I do not wish that Alice should be waiting.”

“Let her wait,” he said hastily, huskily. “She is not wanting for

anything. I have just come from there. Mrs. Boswell is with her and can

manage very well. Besides, why should you make such a prisoner of

yourself? The nurse is paid for her work; let her do it. A little while

longer will not hurt her.”

Utterly surprised, Imelda for the moment was unable to speak, but almost

instantly recovering her self-possession:

“Was it to tell me this you have asked me to come in here?” He heeded

not the withering scorn in her voice, but stepping nearer he possessed

himself of one of her hands.

“Why should I not tell you that, and a great deal more if I choose?

True, you never gave me a chance, but can you not see that I madly love

you?”

“Sir! You forget yourself!” Imelda snatched her hand from him and

stepped several paces backward. Nothing daunted the next moment he again

was at her side.

“Why should I not tell you, and why should you not listen? Do I not know

your views on love and marriage? According to them you cannot deem my

love for you a crime because I am a married man.” With these words he

attempted again to take her hand, but she, by mustering all her strength

pushed him from her with such force as to almost unbalance him.

“How dare you?” she articulated. The face that only a few moments ago

was dyed scarlet was now ashen in its pallor.

“I dare it because I love you,” came in low, almost hissing tones from

lips that were now pale as hers, while his black eyes glowed like living

coals.

“Do you think I will meekly surrender you to that—no! I will not call

names—to that so-called friend of mine? I tell you no! a thousand times

no! I acknowledge no barriers, as I know you do not, and I swear to you

that you must and shall be mine!”—and ere Imelda was aware of his

intention he had gained her side, his arms like bands of iron were laid

about her shoulders, and the next instant she felt his hated kisses upon

her lips. For a moment she was powerless, and only for a moment, when

with strength of desperation she tore herself from his embrace.

“You are the most despicable creature upon this earth! I will tell you

what barriers stand between us. First and foremost your utter lack of

manhood. By whatever despicable means you may have obtained an inkling

of my views, let me tell you that you have failed, utterly failed to get

the least gleaming of the truth. Know that a creature so wholly devoid

of principle and honor may never hope to win the favor of a free woman.

Know you that love can neither be forced nor bought. When you come to

realize and understand this you may speak to me again—not until then.”

With an imperious movement she swept by him, leaving him bewildered and,

for a moment, totally subdued. Had he failed to understand her? What a

glorious creature! and what superb scorn. Did she know what stood

between Alice and him? At the thought of Alice a dark frown swept over

his face. What was the meaning of that?

Upon winged feet Imelda flew up the broad stairway and into the sick

room. Her strength was at an end. Staggering she would have fallen, had

not the nurse seen her condition in time and caught her in her arms.

Carefully she laid her upon the lounge. Alice was sleeping, as indeed

the last few days and nights she had slept almost constantly, which fact

enabled the nurse to pay all her attention for the next half hour to

this new patient. Finally Imelda returned to consciousness, but only to

break into an uncontrollable fit of weeping. For a little while the

nurse permitted this fit to have full sway, but when the storm had spent

itself and Imelda became more composed she stepped to the stand where

there was quite an array of medicines. Mixing a soothing draught she

handing it to Imelda, saying:

“Take this,” and, quite as a matter of course Imelda drank the cooling

drink.

“Now,” continued Mrs. Boswell, “go to your room and lie down.” But this

time she was not so readily obeyed. Imelda’s frame shook as with a

chill.

“I would rather not. Please let me remain where I am. I shall soon

recover and be all right again.”

“No! no! the sick room is no place to sleep. I insist that you go to

your own room and bed, if you would avoid being sick yourself.”

But Imelda on no account would have traversed the lonely hallway again

tonight, for fear of meeting in some shadowy nook the man she had just

left below in such a storm of passion. Mrs. Boswell soon realized that

for some unaccountable reason Imelda seemed afraid, though this was a

weakness she had not hitherto noticed in the girl, but she understood

too well that she was in need of perfect composure and rest, and the

sick room was no place for these. Stepping to the bedside of the

sleeping patient she bent over her and listened for a moment to the

quiet breathing; then she said:

“Come, I will go with you. It will be perfectly safe to leave our

patient for a few moments.” Then taking the agitated girl by the hand,

she led her through the hallway to her own room. Lighting the gas jet

she next turned down the bed clothes and quietly but quickly assisted

her to disrobe and helped her into the snowy night robe. She would then

have tucked her into her bed but Imelda refused, as she wished to fasten

the door after the retreating form of the nurse, who thereupon returned

to the bedside of the sleeping Alice to watch the night away when she

herself had expected to spend it in needed rest and sleep.

Hilda's Home: A Story of Woman's Emancipation · 第 26 / 46 章