CHAPTER XIX.

“Mrs. Westcot will be getting uneasy if we tarry longer and indeed we

certainly will have no time to lose if we wish to meet our little friend

at the appointed hour.”

Thus admonished the girls made haste to prepare to leave. A few minutes

later the three were seated in a car hurrying toward their destination.

Imelda had bade Mrs. Leland farewell the evening before—at whose home

had been spent the last evening the three friends were together. She had

also found present there quite a number of her radical friends whom Mrs.

Leland had notified of the coming departure of Imelda Ellwood; and had

invited them to meet her at her home. All who had received an invitation

had come, for Imelda was a favorite and had found her way into many

hearts. All were sorry to lose the society of the intelligent young lady

friend and co-worker in the cause of humanity. None had expressed more

deep regret at the loss they were all about to sustain than our white

haired friend, Mr. Roland. He had taken Imelda by the hand, long and

earnestly had he spoken, giving her much fatherly advice, privately and

otherwise, as to the life she was about to enter upon. Among total

strangers the fact that Alice Westcot had been a girl friend in former

days did not weigh much with the old man. She was only one weak woman.

In the midst of these new surroundings Imelda would often find it

difficult to walk erect and self-reliant in the new path.

“It will hardly be an atmosphere of truth,” said he, “with which you

will be surrounded, but rather one of deceit and falsehood. Your powers

of discerning the pure from the debased will be severely tried. There

will be work to be done, for the true worker is ever on the alert. You

must be an opportunist, ever awaiting the chance to strike while the

iron is hot. Ever keep your eyes open. Point out the defects of a rotten

system; the unholiness of an unmated marriage; the uncleanness of lives

united without love; the loathsomeness of keeping up the semblance of

love when it has long since become a putrid corpse. Keep your mind

clear. Never let lust—passion—in the guise of love, draw near your side,

tainting your fresh young life with sickening noisomeness. It is

difficult to see clear in the dark labyrinth of society customs, and you

may stumble and fall. And oh, the difficulty of rising after such fall!

If it requires almost unlimited strength to obtain a firm foothold at

any time in the whirlpool of fashion and custom, it will require

strength superhuman to rise in a struggle in which you have once sunk,

and it will take all your strength of will power, all your keen sense of

honor and justice, all your sweet natural purity and self conscious

pride to always hold that queenly head erect and walk firmly among the

slippery pitfalls that unseen may lie along your every path.”

It was not a very pleasant contemplation that her aged friend had called

up before Imelda’s mental view, but probably a much needed and wholesome

lesson. “Forewarned is forearmed,” and if Imelda’s future was to escape

the temptation that so often besets the lives of beautiful women, so

much the better for her, as it would save her many little struggles of

the soul. But on the other hand it would never tend to harm her that she

knew something of the dark precipices of life. So she thanked Mr. Roland

for the well meant kindness that had prompted his words, and in bidding

him good bye she had permitted him to kiss her young fresh lips, well

knowing that only the most disinterested concern for her future prompted

the action.

One and all of the many kind friends had a parting admonition, a well

meant advice, a loving word of farewell, all expressing the hope at some

future time to meet her again. Mrs. Leland had folded her in her arms

and held her there as a mother does her tired babe, and indeed Imelda

had been tired. The events of the evening had been full of conflicting

emotions. The taking leave of friend after friend was not a light task,

and it had been a drain upon her strength. She would have much preferred

to spend this last evening quietly in the close circle of her most

intimate friends, and yet she also knew that she owed it to these others

who had always shown themselves so appreciative of her friendship, of

her small endeavors to aid them in their grand work of humanity. She

felt the desire to see them all once more before forever stepping from

the enchanted circle, and above all she would have been sorry had she

failed to receive the parting clasp of Mr. Roland’s hand.

When it was all over, the lips quivered and the eyes filled with tears,

as she laid her face to Mrs. Leland’s. The young matron gently passed

her hand over the dark head brushing the heavy waves of hair from the

white brow and in doing so discovered that Imelda was feverish. There

had been too much excitement and she feared it might prove detrimental

to the health of the young girl, so she had a nice fresh cup of tea

brought for her, then folding her close in a farewell embrace she kissed

her again and yet again, giving her much good counsel and many cheering

words. She had then sent her home, as she insisted upon going. More like

a sister than otherwise did Mrs. Leland seem to the parting girl as

indeed she always felt thus toward the young matron. The girls never

thought of keeping secrets from her; she was one of them, as she always

made it a point of being in the confidence of Margaret, which was given

voluntarily, as indeed it would have been difficult to be in the society

of this woman and not have full confidence and trust in her. She won it

from them and the girls knew only too well they could find no better

place for the safe keeping of that which they wished to entrust to her.

But we have been devious and must hasten to rejoin the three friends as

they now meet the little lady so anxiously awaiting their arrival at the

depot. Her face lit up with an unmistakable expression of relief, the

words she spoke the next moment giving proof of the anxiety to which she

had been subjected.

“O, at last! at last! I thought you would never come. I had all kinds of

visions—of runaway horses, of some great fire, of some accident wherein

you figured as the heroine. Then too I thought you might have changed

your mind at the eleventh hour. Indeed I felt quite miserable.”

The whole company laughed. Imelda kissed the little excited woman.

“You seem to have but a poor opinion of me. Don’t you know that

fickle-mindedness is not counted among my faults? We still have fifteen

minutes left I believe,” looking up at the timepiece in the central

waiting room, “so just please calm yourself. I am a fixture. You need

not fear that you can easily rid yourself of me now.” Imelda continued

in this light tone. The others imitating her example. The object to be

gained thereby was easily discerned, for neither wanted to display the

aching heart that lay hidden within the bosom, but for all that none was

deceived. The eye so eloquently speaks the language of the heart and

their telegraphy was sending swift messages back and forth. All too

quickly the passing moments flew. The train was ready and would not

wait. Both fair young travelers were safely seated in their Pullman car.

The last farewell had been spoken, and as the puffing engine steamed out

from the depot the fluttering of white handkerchiefs was the last view

the friends had of each other. With tear-wet eyes Margaret watched the

outgoing train, Wilbur’s face bearing almost as sad a look as her own.

When would they meet again?

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