CHAPTER XXXII

"The land beyond the sunset."

And now the shadows of evening were slowly invading the plains. The

autumn wind, lulled for a time to rest with the setting of the sun, had

sprung up in angry gusts, lashing up clouds from the southwest and

sending them to tear along and efface the last vestige of the evening

crimson glow.

Elsa and Andor had both remained quite still after Klara left them; yet

Elsa--like all simple creatures who feel acutely--was longing to run and

let the far horizon, the distant unknown land, wrap and enfold her while

she thought things out for herself, for indeed this real world--the

world of men and women, of passions and hatred and love--was nothing but

a huge and cruel puzzle. She longed for solitude--the solitude which the

plains can offer in such absolute completeness--because her heart was

heavy and she felt that if she were all alone she might ease the weight

on her heart in a comforting flow of tears.

But this would not have been kind to Andor. She could not leave him now,

when he looked so broken down with sorrow and misery and doubt. So,

after a little while, when she felt that if she spoke her voice would be

quite steady, she said gently:

"It is not all true, is it, Andor?"

She could not--she would not believe it all true--not in the way that

Klara had put it before her, with all its horrible details of

callousness and cowardice. For more years than she could remember she

had loved and trusted Andor--she had known his simple, loyal nature, his

kind and gentle ways--a few spiteful words from a jealous woman were not

likely to tear down in a moment the solid edifice of her affection and

her confidence. True! his silence had told her something that was a

bitter truth; his passionate rage against Klara had been like a cruel

stab right into her heart--but even then she wanted the confirmation

which could only come from his own lips--and for this she waited when

she asked him, quite simply, altogether trustingly:

"It is not true, is it?"

Nor did it occur to Andor to lie to her about it all; the thought of

denial never for one moment entered his head. The fatalism peculiar to

this Oriental race made the man scorn to shield himself behind a lie.

Béla was now for ever silent; the young Count would scorn to speak! His

own protestations in the ear of this loving, simple-minded girl, against

the accusations of a woman of the despised race--jealous, bitter,

avowedly half-crazy--needed only to be uttered in order to be

whole-heartedly believed. But even the temptation to pursue such a

course never assailed his soul. With the limitless sky above him, the

vast immensity of the plains stretching out unbroken far away, with the

land under his feet and the scent of the maize-stubble in his nostrils,

he was too proud of himself as a man to stoop to such a lie.

So when Elsa spoke to him and asked him that one straight and firm

question, he raised his head and looked straight into her tear-dimmed

eyes.

"What, Elsa?" he asked quietly.

"That you let Béla go to his death--just like that--as Klara said . . .

that is not all true, is it?"

And as she returned his look--fearlessly and trustfully--she knew that

the question which she had thus put to him was really an affirmation of

what she felt must be the truth. But already Andor had raised his voice

in hot and passionate protest.

"He was a brute to you, Elsa," he affirmed with all the strength of his

manhood, the power of his love, which, in spite of all, would not

believe in its own misery; "he would have made you wretchedly unhappy

. . . he . . ."

"You did do it, then?" she broke in quietly.

"I did it because of you, Elsa," he cried, and his own firm voice was

now half-choked with sobs. "He made you unhappy even though you were not

yet bound to him by marriage. Once you were his wife he would have made

you miserable . . . he would have bullied you . . . beaten you, perhaps.

I heard him out under the verandah speaking to you like the sneering

brute that he was. . . . And then he kissed you . . . and I . . . But

even then I didn't give him the key. . . . Klara lied when she said

that. I didn't urge him to take it, even--I did not speak about the key.

It was lying on the table where I had put it--he took it up--I did not

give it him."

"But you let him take it. You knew that he meant to visit Klara, and

that Leopold was on the watch outside. Yet you let him go. . . ."

"I let him go. . . . I was nearly mad then with rage at the way he had

treated you all day. . . . His taking that key was a last insult put

upon you on the eve of your wedding day. . . . The thought of it got

into my blood like fire, when I saw his cruel leer and heard his sneers.

. . . Later on, I thought better of it . . . calmer thoughts had got

into my brain . . . reason, sober sense. . . . I had gone back to the

presbytery, and meant to go to bed--I went out, I swear it by God that

I went out prepared to warn him, to help him if I could. The whole

village was deserted, it was the hour of supper at the barn. I heard the

church clock strike the half-hour after ten. I worked my way round to

the back of Goldstein's house and in the yard I saw Béla lying--dead."

"And you might have raised a finger to save him at first . . . and you

didn't do it."

"Not at first . . . and after that it was too late. . . ."

"You have done a big, big wrong, Andor," she said slowly.

"Wrong?" he cried, whilst once more the old spirit of defiance fired

him--the burning love in him, the wrath at seeing her unhappy. "Wrong?

Because I did not prevent one miserable brute being put out of the way

of doing further harm? By the living God, Elsa, I do not believe that it

was wrong. I didn't send him to his death, I did not see or speak to

Leopold Hirsch, I merely let Fate or God Himself work His way with him.

I did not say a word to him that might have induced him to take that

key. He picked it up from the table, and every evil thought came into

his head then and there. He didn't even care about Klara and a silly,

swaggering flirtation with her, he only wanted to insult you, to shame

you, to show you that he was the master--and meant to have his way in

all things. . . . And this he did because--bar his pride in your

beauty--he really hated you and meant to treat you ill. He meant to harm

you, Elsa--my own dear dove . . . my angel from heaven . . . for whom I

would have died, and would die to-day, if my death could bring you

happiness. . . . I let him go and Leopold Hirsch killed him . . . if he

had lived, he would have made your life one long misery. . . . Was it my

fault that Leopold Hirsch killed him?--killed him at the moment when he

was trying to do you as great harm as he could? By God, Elsa, I swear

that I don't believe it was my fault . . . it was the will of God--God

would not punish me for not interfering with His will. . . . Why, it

wouldn't be justice, Elsa . . . it wouldn't be justice."

His voice broke in one agonized sob. He had put all his heart, all his

feelings into that passionate appeal. He did not believe that he had

done wrong, he had not on his soul the sense of the brand of Cain.

Rough, untutored, a son of the soil, he saw no harm in sweeping out of

the way a noisome creature who spreads evil and misery. And Elsa's was

also a simple and untutored soul, even though in her calmer temperament

the wilder passions of men had found no echo. True and steadfast in

love, her mind was too simple to grasp at sophistry, to argue about

right or wrong; her feelings were her guide, and even while

Andor--burning with love and impatience--argued and clung desperately to

his own point of view, she felt only the desire to comfort and to

succour--above all, to love--she was just a girl--Andor's sweetheart and

not his judge. God alone was that! God would punish if He so

desired--indeed, He had punished already, for never had such sorrow

descended in Andor's heart before, of that she felt quite sure.

He became quite calm after awhile. Even his passion seemed to have died

down under the weight of this immense sorrow.

And the peace which comes from the plains when they are wrapped in the

darkness of the night descended on the humble peasant-girl's soul; she

saw things as they really were, not as men's turbulent desires would

have them be--above all, not as a woman's idealism would picture them.

She no longer had the desire to run away--and if the distant, unknown

land was to wrap and enfold her out of the ken of this real, cruel

world, then it should enfold her and Andor together, and her love would

wrap him and comfort him too.

So now--when he had finished speaking, when his fervent appeal to God

and to her had died down on his quivering lips--she came close up to him

and placed her small, cool hand upon his arm.

"Andor," she said gently; and her voice shook and was almost

undistinguishable from the sweet, soft sounds that filled the limitless

plain. "I am only an ignorant peasant-girl--you and I are only like

children, of course, beside the clever people who can argue about such

things. But this I do know, that there is no sin in the world so great

but it can be blotted out and forgiven. You may have done a big, big,

wrong, Andor--or perhaps you are not much to blame . . . I don't know

how that is . . . Pater Bonifácius will tell you, no doubt, when next

you make your confession to him. . . . But I am too ignorant to

understand . . . the plains have taught me all I know . . . and . . .

and . . . I shall always love you, Andor . . . and not judge what you

have done. . . . God will do that. . . . I can only love you. . . . That

is all!"

Her voice died away in the soughing of the wind. For a moment or two he

stood beside her--not daring to speak--or to move--or to take that cool,

little white hand in his and kiss it--for now she seemed to him more

pure than she had ever been--almost holy--like a saint--hallowed by the

perfect selflessness of her love.

And as he stood beside her--with head bent and throat choked with sobs

of infinite happiness--the darkness of the night fell wholly upon the

plain. Nothing around but just this darkness, filled with all the sounds

of hidden, pulsating life; overhead the clouds chased one another

ceaselessly and restlessly, and from far away the dull murmur of the

water came as a faint and rumbling echo.

Andor could no longer see Elsa now, not even her silhouette; but her

hand was still on his arm, and he felt the nearness of her presence, and

knew that henceforth, throughout the years that were to come, a

happiness such as he had never even dared to dream of would be his and

hers too, until the day when they would leave the beautiful, mysterious

plains for that hidden land beyond the glowing horizon, beyond the rosy

dawn and the crimson sunset.

Andor slowly fell on his knees and pressed his burning lips on the

small, white hand. Just then in the east there was a rent in the clouds,

a lining of silver appeared behind the darkness; the rent became wider

and ever wider; the silver turned to lemon-gold, and slowly,

majestically, the waning moon--honey-coloured and brilliant--emerged

triumphantly, queening it over the plain.

The silvery radiance lit up the vast, silent expanse of nothingness, the

huge dome of the sky, the limitless area of stubble and stumps of hemp

and dead sunflowers, and where the mysteries of the earth merged in

those of the sky--it touched with its subtle radiance that unknown land

on the horizon, far away, which no child of the plain has ever reached

as yet.

And from the distant village came softly sounding the tinkle of the

church bell, tolling for evening prayer.

Hand in hand, Andor and Elsa wandered back to the

village--together--hand in hand with memory--hand in hand in

never-fading love and understanding and simple trust--hand in hand upon

the bosom of the illimitable plain.

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Transcriber's note:

Some names were spelled inconsistently in the original text.

All occurrences of "Benko" have been corrected to "Benkó",

"Bonifacius" has been corrected to "Bonifácius", and "Hohér"

has been corrected to "Hóhér".

In addition, the following typographical errors have been

corrected.

In Chapter XX, "violent and suddent" was changed to

"violent and sudden".

In Chapter XXI, "wont . . . won't you sit down?" was

changed to "won't . . . won't you sit down?"

In Chapter XXV, "make Andor giddy" was changed to "made

Andor giddy".

In Chapter XXVIII, a missing period was added after

"quietly laid to rest".

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