GONE BUT NOT FORGOT.

Probably the last word would have been given its full complement of

syllables, had the shingle been wider; as it was, the "forgot" was

cramped until it was barely intelligible.

Miss Satterly, observing the mark of high-heeled boots in the immediate

vicinity of the grave, caught herself wondering if the remains had been

laid away to the tune of "Bill Bailey," with the chorus of "Good Old

Summertime" shuffled in to make a full deck. She started to laugh and

found that laughter was quite impossible.

Suddenly the schoolma'am did a strange thing. She glanced about to

make sure no one was in sight, knelt and patted the tiny mound very

tenderly; then, stooping quickly, she pressed her lips impulsively upon

the rude lettering of the shingle. When she sprang up her cheeks were

very red, her eyes dewy and lovely, and the little laugh she gave at

herself was all atremble. If lovers could be summoned as opportunely

in real life as they are in stories, hearts would not ache so often and

life would be quite monotonously serene.

Weary was at that moment twenty miles away, busily engaged in

chastising Glory, that had refused point-blank to cross a certain

washout. His mind being wholly absorbed in the argument, he was not

susceptible to telepathic messages from the Meeker school-house--which

was a pity.

Also, it was a pity he could not know that Miss Satterly lingered late

at the school-house that night, doing nothing but watch the trail where

it lay, brown and distinct and utterly deserted, on the top of the bill

a quarter of a mile away. It is true she had artfully scattered a

profusion of papers over her desk and would undoubtedly have been

discovered hard at work upon them and very much astonished at beholding

him--if he had come. It is probable that Weary would have found her

quite unapproachable, intrenched behind a bulwark of dignity and

correct English.

When the shadow of the schoolhouse stretched somberly away to the very

edge of the coulee. Miss Satterly gathered up the studied confusion on

her desk, bundled the papers inside, and turned the key with a snap,

jabbed three hatpins viciously through her hat and her hair and went

home--and perhaps it were well that Weary was not there at that time.

The next night, papers strewed the desk as before, and the schoolma'am

stood by the window, her elbows planted on the unpainted sill, and

watched the trail listlessly. Her eyes were big and wistful, like a

hurt child's, and her cheeks were not red as usual, nor even pink. But

the trail lay again brown, and silent, and lonesome, with no quick

hoof-beats to send the dust swirling up in a cloud.

The shadows flowed into the coulee until it was full to the brim and

threatening the golden hilltop with a brown veil of shade before Miss

Satterly locked her door and went home. When she reached her aunt

Meeker's she did not want any supper and she said her head ached. But

that was not quite true; it was not her head that ached so much; it was

her heart.

The third day, the schoolma'am fussed a long time with her hair, which

she did in four different styles. The last style was the one which

Weary had pronounced "out uh sight"--only she added a white chiffon bow

which she had before kept sacred to dances and which Weary always

admired. At noon she encouraged the children to gather wild flowers

from the coulee, and she filled several tin cans with water from the

spring and arranged the bouquets with much care. Weary loved flowers.

Nearly every time he came he had a little bunch stuck under his

hat-band. A few she put in her hair, along with the chiffon bow. She

urged the children through their work and dismissed them at eleven

minutes to four and told them to go straight home.

After she had swept the floor and dusted everything that could be

dusted so that the school-room had the peculiar, immaculate emptiness

and forlornness, like a church on a week day, and had taken a few of

the brightest flowers and pinned them upon her white shirt-waist. Miss

Satterly tuned her guitar in minor and went out and sat upon the shady

doorstep and waited frankly, strumming plaintive little airs while she

watched the trail. To-morrow was Labor Day, and so he would certainly

ride over to-night to see if she had really meant it (Miss Satterly did

not explain to herself what "it" was; surely, there was no need).

At half-past five--Miss Satterly had looked at her watch seventeen

times during the interval--a tiny cloud of dust rose over the brow of

the hill, and her heart danced in her chest until she could scarce

breathe.

The cloud grew and grew and began drifting down the trail, and behind

it a black something rose over the hilltop and followed it, so

proclaiming itself a horseman galloping swiftly towards her. The color

spread from the schoolma'am's cheeks to her brow and throat. Her

fingers forgot their cunning and plucked harrowing discords from the

strings, but her lips were parted and smiling tremulously. It was

late--she had almost given up looking--but he was coming! She knew be

would come. Coming at a breakneck pace--he must be pretty anxious,

too. The schoolma'am recovered a bit of control and revolved in her

mind several pert forms of greeting. She would not be too ready to

forgive him--it would do him good to keep him anxious and uncertain for

a while before she gave in.

Now he was near the place where he would turn off the main road and

gallop straight to her. Glory always made that turn of his own accord,

lately. Weary had told her, last Sunday, how he could never get Glory

past that turn, any more, without a fight, no matter what might be the

day or the hour.

Now he would swing into the school-house trail. Miss Satterly raised

both hands with a very feminine gesture and patted her hair

tentatively, tucking in a stray lock here and there.

Her hands dropped heavily to her lap, just as the blood dropped away

from her cheeks and the happy glow dulled in her eyes. It was not

Weary. It was the Swede who worked for Jim Adams and who rode a sorrel

horse which, at a distance, resembled Glory.

Mechanically she watched him go on down the trail and out of sight;

picked up her guitar which had grown suddenly heavy, crept inside and

closed the door and locked it She looked around the clean, eerily

silent schoolroom, walked with echoing steps to the desk and laid her

head down among the cans of sweet-smelling, prairie flowers and cried

softly, in a tired, heartbreaking fashion that made her throat ache,

and her head.

The shadows had flowed over the coulee-rim and the hilltops were

smothered in gloom when Miss Satterly went home that night, and her

aunt Meeker sent her straight to bed and dosed her with horrible home

remedies.

By morning she had recovered her spirit--her revengeful spirit, which

she kept as the hours wore on and Weary did not come. She would teach

him a lesson, she told herself often. By evening, however, her mood

softened. There were many things that could have kept him away against

his will; he was not his own master, and it was shipping time.

Probably he had been out with the roundup, or something. She decided

that petty revenge is unwomanly besides giving evidence of a narrow

mind and shallow, and if Weary could show a good and sufficient reason

for staying away like that when there were matters to be settled

between them, she would not be petty and mean about it; she would be

divine--and forgive.

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