And the King picked the flower up, and laid it carefully upon the seat.
And he said: Lie thou there, my flower, securely: I will see to it,
that thou dost never fall to the ground again. And then, he turned to
the King's daughter, and made a step towards her, with such
determination, that she drew back in alarm. And she faltered, half in
play and half in fear: Beware! O Intruder: thou art transgressing the
conditions. But the King swept away her expostulation with a wave of
his hand. And he exclaimed: Nay, I care not any longer whether I am
here by right or wrong: it is enough that I am here, and thou art
there. And well didst thou ask me, whether I feared to fall in battle
like my father. For never hitherto had I fear of any kind, but at thy
very question, I suddenly understood that I was changed. Did I not
say, thou wert a witch, transforming me into another man by spells?
For now I know I am a coward, and afraid to die, since should I die, I
should never see thee any more. And all at once he stooped, till his
left hand rested on her basket, to look up into her face, which was
turned towards the ground. And he said with a voice that shook with
emotion: Dear Guru, come, wilt thou not choose me, and throw round my
neck the garland of thy choice? And I will be thy slave, and do
everything according to thy bidding, and abandon, if thou wilt, my
battles and my kingdom and my life, and every other thing, counting the
world as grass, only to sit beside thee and listen to thy voice, and
watch thee, and thy eyes and thy hands and thy hair and whatever else
is thine and part of thee. Aye! and what does it matter, if formerly I
thought lightly of thy sex? I was but a fool, that did not know, and
now I will make up to thee for all, and serve thee, and follow thee
about, and obey thee like a dog. Aye! I have cast my whole life into
the fire, and thrown it behind me like a dream, out of which I have
awoken, as thou hast waked me, with a start: for now I see that it was
horrible, and black, and cold and vain and worthless; for what is any
life in which thou art not but a death, and worse than any death, to
have seen thee, and to be without thee, even for an hour. Aye! now I
know, though then I knew it not, that the very first moment I set eyes
on thee, I ceased to be myself, for it is thou that art myself, and my
soul, and without thee I am nothing but a corpse. Only tell me what
there is of me which thou dost not like, and I will change it, if only
thou wilt help me: for thou art powerful to change. For I am very
rude, and need teaching, and thou shalt teach me anything thou wilt.
And if there is anything thou longest for, I will search the world to
bring it to thy feet, and fetch for thee no matter what from the very
bottom of the sea. Only let me serve thee, no matter how: see, I am
very strong, and if thou wilt, will carry thee about; and O, that only
someone would attack thee, that I might show thee by experience that I
could fight for thee like never another in the world! Aye! death
itself would be delicious, were it only given as a ransom for thy life.