"Please, sir, may I go with her?"
"Who is this."
"Juliana, sir. I want to go and see my cousin Madalina, sir."
"Oh, yes, I remember. You are the little Italian tambourine girl. Yes,
you may go. See if you can get that pretty cousin of yours to come and
live here."
"She would like to, sir, but her mother won't let her."
"Very well. Go."
And he resumed his work. "7 and 5 are 12, and 8 are 20; two 1's are 2--"
"Yes, but two ones want to be made one."
"How is that--what do you want?"
Reader, will you just turn to the illustration of the couple that now
presented themselves as candidates for matrimony. The delineator and
engraver have made one of the most perfect daguerreian pictures ever got
up from description.
"What do you want of me?"
"We want to be married, sir."
"Want to be married--what for?"
"Why, you see, we don't think it is right for us to be living together
this way any longer, and we have been talking over the matter to-day,
and you see----"
"Yes, yes, I see you have been talking over the matter over the bottle,
and have come to a sort of drunken conclusion to get married. When you
get sober, you will both repent it, probably."
"No, sir, we are not very drunk now, not so drunk but what we can think,
and we don't think we are doing right--we are not doing as we were
brought up to do by pious parents. We have been reading about the good
things you have done for just such poor outcasts as we are, and we want
you to try and do something for us."
"Read! can you read? Do you read the Bible?"
"Well, not much lately, but we read the newspapers, and sometimes we
read something good in them. How can we read the Bible when we are
drunk?"
"Do you think getting married will keep you from getting drunk?"
"Yes, for we are going to take the pledge too, and we shall keep it,
depend upon that."
"Suppose you take the pledge and try that first, and if you can keep it
till you can wash some of the dirt away, and get some clothes on, then I
will marry you."
[Illustration: THE TWO PENNY MARRIAGE COUPLE.--_Page 95._]
"No; that won't do. I shall get to thinking what a poor, dirty,
miserable wretch I am, and how I am living with this woman, who is not a
bad woman by nature; and then I will drink, and then she will drink--oh,
cursed rum!--and what is to prevent us? But if we were married, my wife,
yes, Mr. Pease, my wife, would say, 'Thomas'--she would not say, 'Tom,
you dirty brute,'--'don't be tempted;' and who knows but we might be
somebody yet--somebody that our own mothers would not be ashamed of?"
Here the woman, who had been silent and rather moody, burst into a
violent flood of tears, crying, "Mother, mother, I know not whether she
is alive or not, and dare not inquire; but if we were married and
reformed, I would make her happy once more."
"I could no longer resist the appeal," said Mr. P., "and determined to
give them a trial. I have married a good many poor, wretched-looking
couples, but none that looked quite so much so as this. The man was
hatless and shoeless, without coat or vest, with long hair and beard
grimed with dirt. He was by trade a bricklayer, one of the best in the
city. The woman wore the last remains of a silk bonnet, and something
that might pass for shoes, and an old, very old dress, once a rich
merino, apparently without any under garments."
"Your name is Thomas--Thomas what?"
"Elting, sir. Thomas Elting, a good, true name and true man; that is,
shall be, if you marry us."
"Well, well. I am going to marry you."
"Are you? There, Mag, I told you so."
"Don't call me Mag. If I am going to be married, it shall be by my right
name, the one my mother gave me."
"Not Mag? Well, I never knew that."
"Now, Thomas, hold your tongue, you talk too much. What is your name?"
"Matilda. Must I tell you the other? Yes, I will, and I never will
disgrace it. I don't think, I should ever have been as bad if I had kept
it. That bad woman who first tempted me to ruin, made me take a false
name. They always do that, sir, and so she said I must take another
name, I did not know what for then; and so they called me Mag, and that
is the name he knows me by, and I never would have told him my right
name, only that we are going to get married, and reform."
Could they do it--could beings sunk so low, reform? We shall see.
"It is a bad thing, sir, for a girl to give up her name unless for that
of a good husband. Matilda Morgan. Nobody that is good knows me by any
other name in this bad city."
Yes, it is a bad thing for a girl to give up her own name for a
fictitious one. I could tell a touching story of an instance of a poor
sewing woman, who went to one of these name-changing houses to work, not
to sin, who was coaxed to be called Lucy, instead of her own sweet name
of Athalia, and how she was accidentally discovered and rescued from the
very jaws of ruin by her own uncle. But not now, I must go on with
the marriage. The bride and bridegroom are waiting, and the reader for a
share of the feast.
"Now I am going to join you two in wedlock; it cannot make you worse, it
may better. Look me in the face. Now, Matilda and Thomas, take each
other by the right hand, look at me, while I unite you in the holy bonds
of marriage by God's ordinance. Do you think you are sufficiently sober
to comprehend its solemnity?"
"Yes, sir."
"Marriage being one of God's holy ordinances, cannot be kept in sin,
misery, filth, and drunkenness. Thomas, will you take Matilda to be your
lawful, true, only, wedded wife?"
"Yes, sir."
"You promise that you will live with her, in sickness as well as health,
and nourish, protect, and comfort her as your true and faithful wife;
that you will be to her a true and faithful husband; that you will not
get drunk, and will clothe yourself and keep clean?"
"So I will."
"Never mind answering until I get through. You promise to abstain
totally from every kind of drink that intoxicates, and treat this woman
kindly, affectionately, and love her as a husband should love his wedded
wife. Now, all of this will you, here before me as the servant of the
Most High,--here, in the sight of God, in heaven, most faithfully
promise, if I give you this woman to be your wedded wife?"
"Yes, I will."
"And you, Matilda, on your part, will you promise the same, and be a
true wife to this man?"
"I will try, sir."
"But do you promise all this faithfully?"
"Yes, sir, I will."
It was a woman's "I will," spoken right out with a good, hearty
emphasis, that told, as it always tells, the faith and truth of woman,
when she says, "I will."
"Then I pronounce you man and wife."
"Now, Thomas," says the new wife, after I had made out the certificate
and given it to her, with an injunction to keep it safely--"now pay Mr.
Pease, and let us go home and break the bottle." Thomas felt first in
the right pocket, then the left, then back to the right, then he
examined the watch fob.
It is probable that the former owner of this principal article of his
wardrobe, owned a watch. It is more likely that the present owner had
been often in the hands of the watch, than that he had often had a watch
in his hands. He was evidently searching for lost treasures.
"Why, where is it?" says she. "You had two dollars this morning."
"Yes, I know it; but I have only got two cents this evening. There, Mr.
Pease, take them. It is all I have got in the world--what more can I
give?"
Sure enough; what could he do more? He took them and prayed over them,
that in parting with the last penny, this couple might have parted with
a vice--a wicked, foolish practice, which had reduced them to such a
degree of poverty and wretchedness, that the monster power of rum could
hardly send its victims lower.
So, by a few words, I hope, words of power to do good, Thomas and
Matilda, long known as, drunken Tom and Mag, were transformed into Mr.
and Mrs. Elting, and having grown somewhat more sober while in the
house, seemed to fully understand their new position, and all the
obligations they had taken upon themselves.
"For a few days," said Mr. P., "I thought occasionally of this two-penny
marriage, and then it became absorbed with a thousand other scenes of
wretchedness which I have witnessed since I have lived in this centre of
city misery. Time wore on, and I married many other couples; often those
who came in their carriage and left a golden marriage fee--a delicate
way of giving to the needy--but among all, I had never performed the
rite for a couple quite so low as that of this two-penny fee, and I
resolved I never would again. At length, however, I had a call from a
full match to them, which I refused."
"Why do you come to me to be married, my friend?" said I to the man.
"You are both too poor to live separate; and, besides, you are both
terrible drunkards, I know you are."
"That is just what we want to get married for, and take the pledge."
"Take that first."
"No; we must take all together--nothing else will save us."
"Will that?"
"It did one of my friends."
"Well, then, go and bring that friend here; let me see and hear how much
it saved him, and then I will make up my mind what to do. If I can do
you any good, I want to do it."
"My friend is at work--he has got a good job and several hands working
for him, and is making money, and won't quit till night. Shall I come
this evening?"
"Yes, I will stay at home and wait for you."
He little expected to see him again, but about eight o'clock the servant
said that man and his girl, with a _gentleman_ and _lady_, were waiting
in the reception room. He told him to ask the lady and gentleman to walk
up to the parlor and sit a moment, while he sent the candidates for
marriage away, being determined never to unite another drunken couple,
not dreaming that there was any sympathy between the parties. But they
would not come up; they wanted to see that couple married. So he went
down, and found the squalidly wretched pair, that had been there in the
morning, in conversation, and apparently very friendly and intimate,
with the lady and gentleman. He had the appearance of a well dressed
laboring man, for he wore a fine black coat, silk vest, gold
watch-chain, clean white shirt and cravat, polished calf-skin boots; and
his wife was just as neat and tidily dressed as anybody's wife, and her
face beamed with intelligence, and the way in which she clung to the arm
of her husband, as she seemed to shrink out of sight, told that she was
a loving as well as a pretty wife.
"This couple," said the gentleman, "have come to be married."
"Yes, I know it," said Mr. P., "and I have refused. Look at them; do
they look like fit subjects for such a holy ordinance? God never
intended those, whom he created in his own image, should live in
matrimony like this man and woman. I cannot marry them."
"Cannot! Why not? You married us when we were worse off--more
dirty--worse clothed, and more intoxicated."
"The woman shrunk back a little more out of sight. I saw she trembled
violently, and put her clean cambric handkerchief up to her eyes."
"What could it mean? Married them when worse off? Who were they?"
"Have you forgotten us?" said the woman, taking my hands in hers, and
dropping on her knees; "have you forgotten drunken Tom and Mag? We have
never forgotten you, but pray for you every day!"
"If you have forgotten them, you have not forgotten the two-penny
marriage. No wonder you did not know us. I told Matilda she need not be
afraid, or ashamed, if you did know her. But I knew you would not. How
could you? We were in rags and dirt then. Look at us now. All your work,
sir. All the blessing of the pledge and that marriage, and that good
advice you gave us. Look at this suit of clothes, and her dress--all
Matilda's work, every stitch of it. Come and look at our house, as neat
as she is. Everything in it to make a comfortable home; and, oh! sir,
there is a cradle in our bedroom. Five hundred dollars already in bank,
and I shall add as much more next week when I finish my job. So much for
one year of a sober life, and a faithful, honest, good wife. Now, this
man is as good a workman as I am, only he is bound down with the galling
fetters of drunkenness, and living with a woman as I did, only worse,
for they have two children. What will they be, if they chance to live,
and grow up to womanhood in Cow Bay? Now he has made up his mind to try
to be a man again--he is a beast now--he thinks that he can reform just
as well as me; but he thinks he must take the pledge of the same man,
and have his first effort sanctified with the same blessing, and then,
with a good resolution, and Matilda and me to watch over them, I do
believe they will succeed."
So they did. So may others, by the same means.
They were married, solemnly, impressively, solemnly married; and pledged
to total abstinence in the most earnest manner; and promised most
faithfully, not only to keep the pledge, but to do unto others, as
Elting had done unto them. Both promises you have seen that they have
kept well.
As they were parting, Elting slipped something into Nolan's hand, and
told him to pay the marriage fee.
"I thought," said the missionary, "of the two pennies, and expected
nothing more, and therefore was not disappointed when he handed me the
two reddish-looking coins. I thought, well, they are bright, new looking
cents, at any rate, and I hope their lives will be like them. I was in
hopes that it might have been a couple of dollars this time, but I said
nothing, and we parted with a mutual God bless you. When I went up
stairs, I tossed the coin into my wife's lap, with the remark, 'two
pennies again, my dear.'"
"Two pennies! Why, husband, they are eagles--real golden eagles. What a
deal of good they will do. What blessings have followed that act."
And what blessings did follow the last one; will always follow the
pledge faithfully kept; will always follow a well formed, faithfully
kept union, even if it is a "two-penny marriage."
CHAPTER VI.
THE HOME OF LITTLE KATY.
"There is a special Providence in the fall of a sparrow."
"He, that of the greatest works is finisher,
Oft does them by the weakest minister."
I have still another little episode in this life drama--a scene in one
of the acts, which we may as well put upon the stage at this point of
the story, though it is quite unconnected with those that immediately
precede it; yet you will find a character here, in whom you have,
perhaps, taken some interest. It is the termination of the story of the
Hot Corn girl, whom you read about in chapter second, whose portrait you
have already looked at in the frontispiece of this volume.
You have read in the story of Little Katy, what a world of cheap
happiness can be bought with a shilling. No one of the thousand silver
coins wasted that night in hotel, saloon, bar-room, grocery, or rum
hole, gave the waster half the pleasure that that shilling gave to three
individuals--he that gave and those who received. No ice-cream, cake,
jelly, or health-destroying candy, tasted half so sweet as the bread
purchased with that sixpence.
No man ever made so small an investment, that paid so well, both in a
pecuniary point of view and large increase of human happiness, for it
has been the means of waking up benevolence, not dead but sleeping, to
look about and inquire, what shall I do to remove this misery-producing
curse from among us? Thousands have read the story of Little Katy, and
thousands of little hearts have been touched. Many hands have been
opened--more will be. These little stories, detailing some of the
sufferings which crime and misery bring upon the poor of this city, will
be, as some of them already have been, read with tearful eyes. You have
read the story of a poor neglected child of a drunken mother--not always
so--wasting her young life away with no object but to live, with no
thought of death. It is a sad tale, and it is not yet finished. The next
night after the interview with that neglected, ill-used little girl, the
same plaintive cry of "Hot corn, hot corn!--here's your nice hot corn!"
came up through our open window, on the midnight air, while the rain
came dripping down from the overcharged clouds, in just sufficient
quantities to wet the thin single garment of the owner of that sweet
young voice, without giving her an acceptable excuse for leaving her
post before her hard task was completed.
At length the voice grew faint, and then ceased altogether, and then I
knew that exhausted nature slept--that a tender house-plant was exposed
to the chilling influence of a night rain--that an innocent girl had the
curb-stone for a bed and an iron post for a pillow--that by and by she
would awaken, not invigorated with refreshing slumber, but poisoned with
the sleep-inhaled miasma of the filth-reeking gutter at her feet, which
may he breathed with impunity awake, but like the malaria of our
southern coast, is death to the sleeper.[B] Not soothed by a dreamy
consciousness of hearing a mother's voice tuning a soft lullaby of
"Hush, my child, lie still and slumber;"
but starting like a sentinel upon a savage frontier post, with alarm at
having slept; shivering with night air and fear, and, finally, compelled
to go home, trembling like a culprit, to hear the harsh words of a
mother--yes, a mother--but oh! what a mother--cursing her for not
performing an impossibility, because exhausted nature slept--because her
child had not made a profit which would have enabled her more freely to
indulge in the soul and body-destroying vice of drunkenness, to which
she had fallen from an estate, when "my carriage" was one of the
"household words" which used to greet the young ears of that poor little
death-stricken, neglected, street sufferer.
[B] On many of the Rice and Sea Island plantations in South Carolina and
Georgia, in fact upon almost all the coast lands of these States, the
malaria is so deadly in its effects upon the sleeper, that every effort
is made to keep awake by those who are accidentally exposed for a single
night to its influence. Many of the most beautiful residences in the
vicinity of Charleston, are uninhabited by white persons in summer. The
negroes are not at all, or only slightly affected. The overseers often
have a little cabin in the most convenient pine woods, to which they
retire before nightfall.
No doubt, though to a less deadly degree, the malaria arises from the
filth in our dirty streets, killing its thousands of little children
every year.
It was past midnight when she awoke, and found herself, with a desperate
effort, just able to reach the bottom of the rickety stairs which led to
her _home_. We shall not go up now. In a little while, reader, you shall
see where live the city poor.
You shall go with me at midnight to the _Home of little Katy_. You shall
see where she lies upon her straw pallet in a miserable garret; yet she
was born in as rich a chamber as you or you, who tread upon soft Turkey
carpets when you go to your downy couches.
Wait a little.
Tired--worn with the daily toil--for such is the work of an editor who
caters for the appetites of his morning readers--I was not present the
next night to note the absence of that cry from its accustomed spot; but
the next and next, and still on, I listened in vain--that voice was not
there. True, the same hot-corn cry came floating upon the evening breeze
across the park, or wormed its way from some cracked-fiddle voice down
the street, up and around the corner, or out of some dark alley, with a
broken English accent, that sounded almost as much like "lager bier" as
it did like the commodity the immigrant, struggling to eke out his
precarious existence, wished to sell. All over this great
poverty-burdened, and wicked waste, extravagant city, at this season,
that cry goes up, nightly proclaiming one of the habits of this
late-supper eating people.
Yes, I missed that cry. "Hot Corn" was no longer like the music of a
stringed instrument to a weary man, for the treble-string was broken,
and, for me the harmony spoiled.
Who shall say there is not music in those two little words? "Hot Corn"
shall yet be trilled from boudoir and parlor, as fairy fingers run over
the piano keys. Hot Corn! Hot Corn! shall yet be the chorus of the
minstrel's song, and hot tears shall flow at the remembrance of "Little
Katy." But that one song had ceased. That voice came not upon my
listening ear.
What was that voice to me? It was but one in a thousand, just as
miserable, which may be daily heard where human misery has its abode.
That voice, as some others have, did not haunt me, but its absence, in
spite of all reasoning, made me feel uneasy. I do not believe in
spiritual manifestations half as strongly as some of the costermongers
of the fruits of other men's brains, who eke out their existence by
retailing petty scandal to long-eared listeners, would have them
believe; yet I do believe there is a spirit in man, not yet made
manifest, which makes us yearn after coexisting spirits in this sphere
and in this life, and that there is no need of going beyond it, after
strange idols.
I shall not stop to inquire whether it was a spirit of "the first, third
or sixth sphere," that prompted me, as I left my desk one evening, to go
down among the abodes of the poor, with a feeling of certainty that I
should see or hear something of the lost voice, or what spirit led me
on; perhaps it was the spirit of curiosity; no matter, it led, and I
followed, in the road I had seen that little one go before--it was my
only cue--I knew no name--had no number, nor knew any one that knew her
whom I was going to find. Yes, I knew that good Missionary; and she had
told me of the good words which he had spoken; but would he know her
from the hundred just like her? Perhaps. It will cost nothing to
inquire. I went down Centre street with a light heart; I turned into
Cross street with a step buoyed with hope; I stood at the corner of
Little-Water street, and looked around inquiringly of the spirit, and
mentally said, "which way now?" The answer was a far-off scream of
despair. I stood still with an open ear, for the sound of prayer,
followed by a sweet hymn of praise to God, went up from the site of the
Old Brewery, in which I joined, thankful that that was no longer the
abode of all the worst crimes ever concentrated under one roof. Hark! a
step approaches. My unseen guide whispered, "ask him." It were a curious
question to ask a stranger, in such a strange place, particularly one
like him, haggard with over much care, toil, or mental labor.
Prematurely old, his days shortened by overwork in his young years, as
his furrowed face and almost frenzied eye hurriedly indicate, as we see
the flash of the lamp upon his dark visage, as he approaches with that
peculiar American step which impels the body forward at railroad speed.
Shall I get out of his way before he walks over me? What if he is a
crazy man? No; the spirit was right--no false raps here. It is that good
missionary. That man who has done more to reform that den of crime, the
Five Points of New-York, than all the Municipal Authorities of this
Police-hunting, and Prison-punishing city, where misfortune is deemed a
crime, or the unfortunate driven to it, by the way they are treated with
harsh words, damp cells--death cells--and cold prison-bars, instead of
being reformed, or strengthened in their resolution to reform, by kind
words; means to earn food, rather than forced to steal it; by schools
and infant-teaching, rather than old offenders-punishing.
"Sir," said Mr. Pease, "what brings you here at this time of night, for
I know there is an object; can I aid you?"
"Perhaps, I don't know--a foolish whim--a little child--one of the
miserable, with a drunken mother."
"Come with me, then. There are many such. I am just going to visit one,
who will die before morning--a sweet little girl, born in better days,
and dying now--but you shall see, and then we will talk about the one
you would seek to save."
We were soon treading a narrow alley, where pestilence walketh in
darkness; and crime, wretched poverty, and filthy misery, go hand in
hand to destruction.
"Behold," said my friend, "the fruits of our city excise. Here is the
profit of money spent for license to kill the body and damn the soul."
Proven by the awful curses and loud blows of a drunken husband upon a
wife, once an ornament of society, and exemplary member of a Christian
church, that came up out of one of the low cellars, which human beings
call by the holy name of home!
The fetid odor of this filthy lane had been made more fetid by the late
and almost scalding hot rains, until it seemed to us that such an air
was only fit for a charnel house. With the thermometer at 86, at
midnight, how could men live in such a place, below the surface of the
earth? Has rum rendered them proof against the effect of carbonic acid
gas?
We groped our way along to the foot of an outside stair-case, where our
conductor paused for a moment, calling my attention to the spot. "Here,"
said Mr. Pease, "the little sufferer we are going to see, fainted a few
nights ago, and lay all night exposed to the rain, where she was found
and beaten in the morning by her miserable mother, just then coming home
from a night of debauch and licentiousness, with a man who would be
ashamed to visit her in her habitation, or have 'the world' know that he
consorted with a street wanderer."
"Beat her! for what?"
"Because she had not sold all her corn, which she had been sent out with
the evening before. Poor thing, she had fallen asleep, and some villain
had robbed her of her little store, and, as it is with greater crimes,
the wicked escaped and the innocent suffered."
I thought aloud:
"Great and unknown cause, hast thou brought me to her very door?"
My friend stared, but did not comprehend the expression. "Be careful,"
said he, "the stairs are very old, and slippery."
"Beat her?" said I, without regarding what he was saying.
"Yes, beat her, while she was in a fever of delirium, from which she has
never rallied. She has never spoken rationally, since she was taken.
Her constant prayer seems to be to see some particular person before she
dies.
"'Oh, if I could see him once more--there--there--that is him--no, no,
he did not speak that way to me--he did not curse and beat me.'
"Such is her conversation, and that induced her mother to send for me,
but I was not the man. 'Will he come?' she says, every time I visit her;
for, thinking to soothe and comfort her, I promised to bring him."
We had reached the top of the stairs, and stood a moment at the open
door, where sin and misery dwelt, where sickness had come, and where
death would soon enter.
"Will he come?"
A faint voice came up from a low bed in one corner, seen by the very dim
light of a miserable lamp.
That voice. I could not be mistaken. I could not enter. Let me wait a
moment in the open air, for there is a choking sensation coming over me.
"Come in," said my friend.
"Will he come?"
Two hands were stretched out imploringly towards the Missionary, as the
sound of his voice was recognised.
"She is much weaker to-night," said her mother, in quite a lady-like
manner, for the sense of her drunken wrong to her dying child had kept
her sober, ever since she had been sick; "but she is quite delirious,
and all the time talking about that man who spoke kindly to her one
night in the Park, and gave her money to buy bread."
"Will he come?"
"Yes, yes; through the guidance of the good spirit that rules the world,
and leads us by unseen paths, through dark places, for His own wise
purposes, _he has come_."
The little emaciated form started up in bed, and a pair of beautiful,
soft blue eyes glanced around the room, peering through the
semi-darkness, as if in search of something heard but unseen.
"Katy, darling," said the mother, "what is the matter?"
"Where is he, mother? He is here. I heard him speak."
"Yes, yes, sweet little innocent, he is here, kneeling by your bedside.
There, lay down, you are very sick."
"Only once, just once, let me put my arms around your neck, and kiss
you, just as I used to kiss papa. I had a papa once, when we lived in
the big house--there, there. Oh, I did want to see you, to thank you for
the bread and the cakes; I was very hungry, and it did taste so
good--and little Sis, she waked up, and she eat and eat, and after a
while she went to sleep with a piece in her hand, and I went to sleep;
hav'n't I been asleep a good while? I thought I was asleep in the Park,
and somebody stole all my corn, and my mother whipt me for it, but I
could not help it. Oh dear, I feel sleepy now. I can't talk any more. I
am very tired. I cannot see; the candle has gone out. I think I am going
to die. I thank you; I wanted to thank you for the bread--I thought you
would not come. Good bye--Sissy, good bye. Sissy--you will
come--mother--don't--drink--any more--Mother--good b--."
"'Tis the last of earth," said the good man at our side--"let us pray."
Reader, Christian reader, little Katy is in her grave. Prayers for her
are unavailing. There are in this city a thousand just such cases.
Prayers for them are unavailing. Faith without works, works not reform.
A faithful, prayerful resolution, to work out that reform which will
save you from reading the recital of such scenes--such fruits of the rum
trade as this before you, will work together for your own and others'
good. Go forth and listen. If you hear a little voice crying _Hot Corn!_
think of poor Katy, and of the hosts of innocents slain by that
remorseless tyrant--rum. Go forth and seek a better spirit to rule over
us. Cry aloud, "Will he come," and the answer will be, "Yes, yes, he is
here."
* * * * *
The commendation given to these stories, as they were published
in the _Tribune_, was an inducement for me to "keep the cry of
_Hot Corn_ before the people," for I saw that they appreciated
my labors; and I set about collecting other materials, and
writing out notes made during many a night-watch among the
habitations of men, yet the abodes of misery, with which this
city abounds.
Many an anxious mind, after conning the preceding chapters, has
yearned after further knowledge touching the things therein
hinted at. Many have asked to know more of "Sissy," and Little
Katy's mother. It is a laudable curiosity: it shall be
gratified in due time. I have other stories--other scenes where
you may stop a moment and drop a tear, and then we will walk on
with our Life Scenes. First we will finish that of Maggie's
mother.
CHAPTER VII.
MAGGIE'S MOTHER.
Let go thy hold--the glass has run out its sands--the wheel goes
down hill.
There is a time to mourn.
Reagan took the pledge, and took up his residence at that house of the
destitute. At first, he did not ask to live with his wife. He said, he
was not worthy of her. He begged Tom to write to Maggie: "I know it will
make her happy to learn that I am here." So it did. The rose had another
rival now. Her cheeks blossomed afresh. Reagan worked busily--he did up
a great many little jobs of joiner-work; and when there was nothing more
to do at that, he said, let me go into the bake-shop, shoe-shop,
anywhere. I will sit down with those women and use the needle, rather
than be idle, or venture out where tempters will beset me. So he went on
for some time, till he grew stronger and gained more confidence--his
wife strengthened him by her counsel, and then he ventured out to work
where he could earn good wages. It was curious to see him go quite out
of his way, around a whole square, perhaps, to avoid going by one of his
old haunts.
"I have suffered so much," said he to me one day, "from the temptation
of these places, where the liquor is placed in our sight on purpose to
allure and whet our depraved appetites, that it is no wonder that the
poor inebriate loses his balance and falls into the abyss. If there was
no liquor in sight, there would be no danger of our falling back into
old habits. I never should think of going to look after it. The danger
is when it is thrust right under my nose. Oh, that these rum shops might
be shut up, or at least, kept out of sight!"
This was the earnest prayer of one who knew the demon power of
temptation which one, who is trying to reform, has constantly to combat
with.
Those who sell liquor know the advantage to them of this temptation. So
they fix up the street corners with all the enticing attractions of
artistic skill. The cool ice water; the free lunch; the ever-burning
light for the smoker's convenience; the arm-chair and easy lounge, and
cool room in summer, or well heated one in winter; the ever open, always
free resting-place for the tired walker, or ennui-tormented genteel
loafer, are only a few of the inducements to just "step in a moment;"
and then the old appetite is aroused by the sight and smell of liquor in
the glistening array of cut glass, and by the influence of a score of
old companions standing before the bar--they will stand before another
bar hereafter--or sitting at the little white marble tables, sipping or
sucking "sherry cobblers" and "mint juleps" through a glass "straw."
Woe to the tired walker who has been tempted into one of these
invitingly open rooms. If he has the power to resist his own
inclination to drink, he may not have enough to resist the persuasion of
half a dozen of his acquaintances, or the force of crazed brains and
strong hands, by which he is dragged up and held, while they merit the
curse denounced upon those who "put the cup to their neighbor's lips."
Perhaps he will be taunted with meanness for coming in to drink water
and rest himself, "and not patronise the house."
From this, those of us who desire to see those places of temptation shut
up, may take the hint.
Let reading rooms be opened, free to all who choose to come in and read
the papers, drink ice water, and enjoy their rest in the shade, or
partake of the comforts of a warm room, for a five cent fee. A coffee
and tea room, strictly so, may be attached. How much better than
drinking such liquor as those who visit all our public places must do,
or be set down as mean. "Let them stay at home," is a common answer to
those who say they fell by the temptations of such places.
"Suppose," said Jim Reagan to me one day, "that we have no home. That
was my case when I was a young man. I lived in a common boarding-house;
in my little uncomfortable room I would not stay; where else had I to go
but the public bar room, and there I learned to drink; I was a good
fellow then; a genteel young man, and married a genteel young girl; I
did not go down all at once--it was step by step, slow but sure--to Cale
Jones's grocery and the Centre street cellar."
True, thought I, as I entered the front door of the first hotel in this
great metropolis, the largest in America, and looked through the
splendid marble hall, two hundred feet long, lighted by glittering
chandeliers, into the immense drinking saloon of that fashionable place
of resort; and I said to myself, "some of these fine forms of men,
clothed in fine linen and rich broad cloth, may some day fall as low as
thee, poor Jim Reagan. You began your course in just such a genteel
drinking room."
"Yes," says he, "and the first drink I ever took in one, for I was
brought up a temperance boy, I was dragged up by the strength of two
companions, and held while the bar-keeper baptised me, as he called it,
by pouring the liquor down my throat, over my head, and saturating my
clothes till the smell made me sick, and then they gave me more to
settle it. 'A hair of the same dog,' said they, 'will cure the bite.'
Bite it was. No mad dog's bite ever caused more sin and sorrow than that
bite did me. We cry, 'mad dog,' and kill the poor brute; the worse than
brute we 'license' to live."
Thus he would sit and talk by the hour. "If I can only keep out of the
way of the tempters," said he, "I never shall drink again."
He was now accumulating money; he always came home to sleep, "for," says
he, "I feel, as sure as I enter this door, that I am safe."
It was determined, as soon as Maggie came again, that they would go to
keeping house. "If that blessed child was only with me," said the
father, as the tears rolled down his furrowed cheeks, "I should feel as
though I had a shield--through which none of these traffickers in human
souls could reach me. My wife is like an aged counsellor, there is
wisdom in her every word, but she cannot go out through the streets,
leaning upon my arm, still full of manly strength, like Maggie, while I
lean upon her still greater strength--the strength and might of a strong
mind."
"Here is a letter from our dear child," said Mrs. Reagan to her husband,
one evening as he came in from work. "Sit down and read it aloud, for
some how, my old eyes get dim every time I try; I cannot imagine what is
the matter with them."
I can. They were full of tears. Strange, that we shed bitter and sweet
water from the same fountain.
Reagan put on his spectacles, took the letter, looked at the first
words, took them off, wiped the glasses, looked again, repeated the
operation, laid both letter and spectacles upon the table, got up and
walked the room back and forth, then he tried to speak--to utter the
first words of that letter; if he could get over that he could go on,
but he could not, they stuck in his throat. At length he got them
up--"Dear father and mother, I am coming home to kiss you both." Simple
words! Common every-day words. But they were strong words, for they had
overcome the strength of a strong man, and he fell upon his wife's neck
and wept like a child.
"Such words to me--me who have kicked, and cuffed, and froze, and
starved, and abused that child for years. Oh, God, preserve my life to
make her ample amends for my wrongs and her love! Oh, God, preserve her
life to make us both happy, and drop a tear at our grave!"
Prayer calms the spirit. Realization and acknowledgment of sin soothes
the soul.
Reagan could now read the letter without difficulty. His spectacles did
not need wiping again. It was dated,
"Near KATONA, Westchester County, New York.
"DEAR FATHER AND MOTHER:
"I am coming home to kiss you both. I don't know but I shall
kiss Tom, for he has written me all about it--I know it all--I
know how you was brought in, and how you took the pledge, and
how you have kept it, and how industrious you have been, and
how you have saved your money, and how you want to go to
housekeeping again, and all about it--I know it all. Tom writes
me every week. He is a good boy. Well, in two months I am
coming down. You need not look for me before, and then, if you
want me, I will come and live with you."
"If we want her! Did you ever hear the like? But, then, what is she to
do? She is a big girl now, and must not be idle. I wish she had a trade.
Every child ought to have a trade."
"Well, well, wife, let us have the balance of the letter."
"Yes, yes, go on; you need not mind what I say. Go on."
"Let me see; where was I? 'Come and live with you,' that's it."
"And now I must tell you such a piece of news--good news. Oh,
it was a good thing I came up here. I have got a trade--a
trade that will support us all when you get so you cannot
work."
"Heaven bless the girl, what is it?"
"Do wait, wife, and you shall hear."
"It is a nice, genteel trade, too. Now we will take a house,
and father will work at his trade, and mother will do the
house-work, and I will work at my trade, and we shall live so
happy."
"So we shall. But, dear me, why don't she tell what it is?"
"So she will if you let me alone. A girl must have her own way to tell
it; probably she will do that in a postscript."
"Well, read on. I am so impatient."
"Perhaps you would like to know what my trade is?"
"Why to be sure we should. Why don't she tell?"
"So I will tell you. I am a stock-maker--those things the
gentlemen wear round their necks. And it is very curious how I
learned the trade. A lady from New York--oh, she is a
lady!--came up here on a visit, and for work she brought along
some stocks to make. She lives in New York. I believe she keeps
a few boarders, and makes stocks. She is a widow lady, quite
young, and very pretty, only she is in bad health; she has no
family, only her uncle, who is an old bachelor--a nice old
gentleman, who has adopted her as his daughter, and is going to
give her all he has when he dies. She has no father and mother,
as I have, and no brothers and sisters; nobody to love but the
old uncle--he does love her, so do I. I did not at first. I was
afraid of her. I thought she was some grand city lady; and she
used to sit and sew in her room, only when her uncle--Papa she
calls him, and he calls her daughter--'Athalia, daughter,' so
sweet; is it not a sweet name? Her name is Athalia Morgan--"
"Morgan, Morgan--Athalia Morgan. I will warrant it is she. Don't you
remember, wife, that old Morgan, the great shipping merchant? his son
married a sewing girl, and his sister married George Wendall."
"Oh, oh, how singular! It was she that was talking when Maggie took me
into the temperance meeting that night, telling how her husband died.
And now Maggie has met with another of the family. And her husband must
be dead too."
"Yes, he died just as miserable a death as Wendall. Let us read on and
see what of his wife. I hope he did not drag her down with him as I did
mine."
"James, James, you are not to speak of anything that is past."
"Well, well," and he brushed away another tear and read on:
"After she had been here a few days, our folks told her about
me, and how I used to run the streets, and how I got into the
House of Industry, and how they got me from there, and what a
good girl I had been--yes, they did--and then Mrs. Morgan, she
began to talk to me so kindly; and then I told her everything
about myself, and some about you, and she told me a great many
things about herself. Oh, it would be such a story to put in a
book. And then she grew as fond of me as I was of her. And
every day when I had my work done, and every evening, I used to
be up in her room, and she showed me all about her work, and I
used to help her, and now she declares that I can make just as
good a stock as she can, and almost as fast. She can make eight
in a day; when I help her, odd times and evenings, she can make
twelve. Last week she made, with what I did, seventy-two, and
put them all in a box. How nice they do look! That is
seventy-two York shillings--nine dollars! And she says when I
come home to live, she will recommend me--I must have a good
recommend to get work--when I can get just as much such work as
I can do. Oh, but she is a good woman! I guess you would cry
though as much as I have, to hear her story. I will tell it you
some day. Mrs. Morgan is going down to-morrow. I wish I was.
But I cannot. In two months my time is up; then you will see
me. Now, good night. Say 'good by' to Tom for me. Kiss mother,
father, and ever love your
"MAGGIE."
"Oh, James, something tells me that if she don't come before that, I
never shall see her. But you will be happy with her. You will live a
long life, I hope, for her to bless and comfort you in your old age. You
are not so old and so broken down as I am."
"All my fault, all my fault. If I had treated you as a rational man
should treat a wife, you would not be so broken down now."
"You must not look back. Look ahead and aloft. Think what a treasure of
a daughter you have got. How I should like to see her once more before I
go to my rest, and give her my blessing; and oh! how I should like to
see that blessed woman, that Mrs. Morgan. I want to bring her and Elsie
together, and make peace on earth as there will be in heaven, where I
hope to meet them both. They will soon follow. This life, at best, is
short. Mine will be, I am sure."
"Don't have such gloomy forebodings, wife; it seems to me that you were
never in better health."
"I know it, and never more happy."
This was on Thursday evening. On Saturday evening everybody was
astonished to see Maggie come bounding in, with a step as light and
quick as a playful lamb.
"Where's mother? Is she well? Has anything happened? Where is father? Is
everything all right with him?" were the questions she asked, in such
rapid succession that nobody could answer any one of them.
"Where is Tom? Is he well? Where is Mr. Pease and Mrs. Pease? Are they
well? Is mother in the kitchen?"
"Yes, yes, yes, yes, to the whole string."
Away she went, three stairs at a time, and then she almost overwhelmed
her mother with kisses and questions; and up she went to the third
story, and there was father in his room, reading the Bible. When had she
ever seen that before? The last time she saw him, he was so dreadfully
intoxicated that he did not know his own child, that was lifting him
out of the gutter. Now he was sober, well clothed, cheerful, and happy.
As she opened the door he read:
"Who hath woe? who hath sorrow? who hath contentions? who hath babbling?
who hath wounds without cause? who hath redness of eyes?
"They that tarry long at the wine; they that go to seek mixed wine.
"Look not thou upon the wine when it is red; when it giveth his color in
the cup; when it moveth itself aright.
"At the last it biteth like a serpent and stingeth like an adder.
"Thine eyes shall behold strange women, and--"
And he looked up, as his ear caught a little rustle of a woman's
clothes, and his eyes beheld a strange woman--a beautiful,
neatly-dressed young woman, with laughing, bright eyes and rosy cheeks,
and such a saucy little straw hat, so tastily trimmed--Mrs. Morgan did
that--and altogether such a lady-like girl, that he did not recognise
her, and he turned his eyes again to the book and repeated:
"Thine eyes shall behold strange women--"
"Father!"
The book dropped from his knees to the floor, as he sprang towards her.
"Am I so strange, father, that you did not know me?"
"Indeed, my daughter, I was afraid to speak; I did not know but a
strange woman had been sent to punish me, to 'sting me like an adder.'
Oh, Maggie, you don't know how I feel that I deserve it. And yet you are
so good. You are a strange woman. It is strange, passing strange, to
think that my daughter, my little neglected, dirty, ragged,
mischievous--"
"Wild Maggie, father."
"Yes, she had run wild; should be the lovely--you do look lovely,
Maggie--girl now in my arms. Oh, Maggie! Maggie! this is all your work."
"No, no, father; you must give the good Missionary his share of the
credit; and the good people all over the country who have sent him money
and clothes to feed and clothe the naked, and reform the drunkard. What
should we have been to-day, if he had not come to live in the Five
Points, father?"
"I should have been in my grave; a poor, miserable drunkard's grave; it
is awful to think where else I should have been."
"Well, well, father, you are happy now,"
"Yes, I am, and so is mother, and we shall be more so when we get a home
of our own, and all live together. Why, Maggie, why, who did dress you
up so neat?"
"Oh, my new friend I wrote you about, Mrs. Morgan--you got my
letter--yes--well, I do wish you could see her, she is such a good
woman."
So they talked on, and then the old lady came up, and then Maggie told
how they had arranged it all. On Monday, father was to see if he could
find a couple of nice rooms, and Maggie was going to see Mrs. Morgan,
for Mrs. Morgan's old uncle had told Maggie, that whenever she wanted to
go to keeping house, to come to him, she did not know what for, but she
was sure it was something good, for he was a good man, but he never let
anybody know what he did for poor folks, he did love to do things in his
own way. And Mrs. Morgan was going to write up to the people where she
lived, and if father and mother wanted her, they would let her come
before her time was up.
"Your father will want you."
"Will you, too? Do not you want me, mother?"
"I do not know, Maggie, I can hardly tell. Who can tell what a day may
bring forth. I am glad to see you; I have been praying all day, that the
good Spirit would direct your steps hither to-day."
"Did you pray that last night?"
"Yes."
"And this morning?"
"Yes."
"I thought so--I felt it, all night, all the morning, just as though a
little stream of fire was running through me, all over; now in my head,
now, in my heart, now in my very fingers' ends; now I started at a
whisper in my ear, that sounded just like mother, saying, 'Oh, Maggie!
Oh, that she would come! Oh, that I could see her once more!' and then I
felt as though I must come. I was afraid something was going to happen.
But now I find you all well, I see what a foolish girl I have been."
"No, Maggie, not foolish, not foolish; something tells me that you have
only obeyed the dictates of a good heart, guided by an invisible power.
But we will not talk about it any more now. I have arranged a place for
you to sleep to-night, for the house is very full, and we can scarcely
find beds for those we have, and there are applications for more poor
children every day. Do you remember that pretty little Italian beggar
girl, Madalina, that you used to go out with sometimes? She is going to
sleep in that little room, and you may sleep with her."
"Oh, mother, she is so dirty!"
"She used to be, she is not so now. She was so when she ran the streets,
just like another little girl."
"Oh, mother, I know who you mean, but I did not know that she had been
improved."
The next day, the father and mother and daughter were sitting side by
side in the chapel, and it was the remark of more than one, "Oh, what a
change!" "Is it possible that that is old drunken Reagan and his wife,
that used to live in that Centre street cellar, and that that is 'Wild
Maggie?' What a change! Why she is real pretty, and so bright, and so
affectionate--see how she looks out the hymn for her mother; and now
they all kneel together. Well well, that is better than all drunk
together."
After morning service, Mrs. Reagan went into the kitchen to assist about
dinner.
"I cannot tell how it is," said she, "but I feel as though this was the
last meal I shall ever eat with my husband and Maggie; perhaps I shall
not eat this."
She never did.
Half an hour after that, the house was in wild commotion. "Where is Mr.
Reagan?--where is Maggie?--call the doctor!--oh, dear!--oh, dear! Mrs.
Reagan is in a fit."
It was a fit which all must have sooner or later. Her forebodings, from
whatever cause they came, had given her prescience of her death.
The husband and daughter were soon kneeling over her where she had
fallen upon the floor, vainly trying to revive animation. The physician
vainly essayed his skill.
"It is too late. My mother is in heaven."
"It is certain she is in the hands of God, and she died with a blessing
on her lips for her child," said one of the women who were present when
she fell.
"What did she say, Angeline?"
"Sally, how was it? you heard it best."
This is drunken Sal and old Angeline, whom you have seen before. They,
too, are inmates; sober, industrious ones, of the House of Industry.
"She said, 'Oh, God, forgive me all my sins! And my husband, forgive
him, oh, Lord! as I do. Margaret, oh, God! I thank thee for sending her
to see me once more--God bless as I do my dear Maggie. I die in peace, I
die--dying--hap--Oh!' and she fell forward; I caught her in my arms, and
laid her down gently, but she never breathed again."
"Oh, mother, mother, are you dead, dead, dead! Will you never, never
speak to your Maggie again? Oh! it is so hard to part with you now, just
as we were going to be so happy, and all live together."
"Yes," said Angeline, "and that reminds me to tell you that she said
just before she died, but I thought she was talking wild like, that if
she did not see you again, that I must tell you not to go back to
Westchester, but you must be sure to stay with your father, he would be
so lonesome when she was gone."
The poor husband was lonesome; he already felt it. Then he felt what
blessings he had left. He had good health and strength, and a most
affectionate good child to comfort him in his old age. And then he
poured out such a prayer, as all ought to hear who lack courage to go on
in the glorious work of lifting up the fallen, and giving strength to
the feeble, and forgiveness to the erring. The day closed in sadness,
yet there were some who witnessed the sad scene who felt that "it is
good to be afflicted."
The next day after these events I was in Greenwood Cemetery, that lovely
resting-place for the dead. It is a landmark in this progressive age,
that shows the good fruits of an improved state of society. If any of
the readers of these Life Scenes, are curious to know what becomes of
the falling leaves of this great forest of human beings, let them go
over the Brooklyn South ferry, and follow some of the score of mourning
trains that go every day to put away some dead trunk, or lopped limb, or
twig, leaf, or flower, perhaps nothing but a bud, which they will plant
in earth to blossom in heaven; and they will see where a portion of the
fallen go to decay. It is a place for a day, not of gloom, but sweet
meditations, such as does the soul good.
I was meditating over a late made grave. It was by the side of one
almost old enough to be forgotten, and yet the number of years since it
was made were very few, and very, very short. There was a rose bush
growing at the head, but I saw through the green leaves the name of
"Morgan, AEt. 62." I was not curious to know what Morgan, for my thoughts
were far away. I did wonder, it is natural to do so, if that was Mrs.
Morgan by his side, and if they had always lain so quiet, without words
of contention, or "Caudle Lectures." My doubts were soon to be solved,
for now came a cart and a couple of stone setters. How quick, and how
carelessly they work; now the hole is dug, now they lift the little
stone out of the cart, now they set it upright, now they fill in the
dirt around it, now they give a few stamps with heavy boots just over
the head of the sleeper--he hears them not--now the stone is planted,
now they jump into the cart, slash the whip, and curse the poor old
horse for his laziness, and rattle away with a whistle and merry glee.
Now we can read the name on the new stone. Ah, it is not his wife--it is
"Walter Morgan, AEt. 27." His son--perhaps, an only son--how soon he has
come after his father. It is a common name, or I might moralize farther
upon what I know of that name. I am interrupted, and walk off a little
way and turn to look again. A fine, benevolent looking gentleman--faces
do look benevolent--is getting out of a carriage. He is about the age of
the elder Morgan. His brother, perhaps. Now, he lifts out a rose bush,
in bloom, in its little world, all its own, in an earthen pot. Ah, ha!
that is to be planted at the new stone just put in its place. Now he
lifts out a lovelier flower. It is a young widow. Fancy is at work now;
it says, "Is she pretty?" We are too far off to discern features, but we
can think. We do think that a widow who comes to plant a flower at her
husband's grave, is a flower of a woman, let her face be what it may.
So I sat down with pencil in hand, writing, "Musings at the Tomb." I had
just written, "Benevolent old gent and beautiful young widow," and was
going to add, rose bush planted at husband's grave, and all that sort of
thing, when somebody slapped me on the back--that knocks out the
sentimental--with a clear hearty expression of, "my old friend."
"Why, Lovetree, is this you? Athalia--Mrs. Morgan, I should say."
"No; always call me by the name you first knew me by."
"Then I should call you Lucy."
"No, no, not that, not that."
"Forgive me, but I did not intend to call up unpleasant reminiscences.
Ah, what have we here? A little train of mourners, with a tenant for
that open grave. See, that is the Missionary from the Five Points."
"And, oh, uncle, that is Maggie, our little Maggie from up the country.
It must be her mother. Yes, it is, for she takes the arm of a man with a
crape on his hat--it is her father. Her mother has her wish. He will
drop a tear at her grave. See, he does; his handkerchief is at his eyes.
Oh, it is a sad thing for a husband to follow the wife he has lived with
forty years, to such an end as this. Poor Maggie, how she weeps. I must
go and see her as soon as the ceremony is over. Suppose, uncle, that we
take them in our carriage home with us, it will not be quite so
melancholy as it will be to go back to the house of death."
"So we will, and then I will arrange the plan for them to go to
housekeeping together. I have already got a place in view."
So they met, and so Athalia said, "Come with us."
And so they went. Maggie looked upon it as another remarkable
interposition, or something, at any rate, that she could not account
for, that Mrs. Morgan should have felt impelled to come over here
to-day, of all other days, and that they should meet so singularly;
"for," said she, "fifty different parties might be riding about among
these hills, and dales, and groves, looking at this lonely poor grave,
and at that twenty thousand dollar monument, and yet no one know that
the other was so near. Well, it is a place where all must come. I hope
we shall all meet our friends as happily as I have mine to-day."
So they went home with Mrs. Morgan, and three days after they went to a
house of their own.
You have already seen how they were able afterwards to say to others,
"Come with us," when a houseless widow and her two children stood in the
street the night of the fire--the night that rum and its effects made
Mrs. Eaton a widow.
Perhaps you would like to see the benevolent gentleman that clothed the
naked after that fire? You have seen him. Turn back a leaf and look at
him again as he lifts that rose-bush out of the carriage, to plant at
that grave. You did not see him in the crowd at the fire, but he was
there, and heard his protege say, "Come with us." He was just going to
say it, but he liked it better that Maggie had said it first. Then he
said to himself--it was one of his odd freaks of benevolence--I will
surprise the dear girl directly, and make her remember those golden
words to her dying day.
You have seen him. It was Athalia's uncle.
Who is Athalia?
Turn over. Read.
CHAPTER VIII.
ATHALIA, THE SEWING GIRL.
"How full of briars is this working day world."
"With fingers weary and worn,
With eyelids heavy and red,
A woman sat in unwomanly rags,
Plying her needle and thread."
Athalia wore not unwomanly rags at the period when I shall commence her
history. She was clad in the garb of a country girl, just arrived in the
city, in the full expectation that fortune awaited her, just as soon as
she could learn the trade of a dress-maker. Oh, how she worked, and
laughed, and sung! She was the life of the shop. Sometimes she thought
of home--home where mother was--and then she wept. But the sunshine of
youth soon sends the clouds and dew drops that dim the eye away to
forgetfulness.
Athalia was sixteen--sweet sixteen in face and mind. What a bright blue
eye, what soft brown hair, what wit, and oh, what a voice in song! and
such a heart, 'twas tuned for others' woes, and not her own.
Why comes this mountain flower from her country home?
Her father was a farmer--ah! _was_--would be still, only that he had
swallowed his farm. The mortgage to the store at the cross roads, the
damage paid in a law suit for a fight, and the cost of throwing his
neighbor's horse down his well, had left him without a home for himself,
and so his children went forth into the world to seek bread; the
daughter, of course, by the needle, the sons at sea.
Athalia chose the city. How little she knew the danger. She would have
shuddered to see a man sit carelessly down upon a powder keg with a pipe
in his mouth. Not half so dangerous is that, as for a young country
girl, with a beautiful face, to come here.
Oh, how she worked one whole year to learn her dress-maker's trade,
without one cent of compensation. Such is the law. The law of custom
with milliners' apprentices.
Then she went home. How joyfully her mother opened her arms; how sweet
was that kiss--a loved mother's kiss. Did she love her father? How could
she love a man who often cursed, and sometimes beat that mother? She
went home to stay, to ply her new trade among her old neighbors. How
could she love her father when he would not let her stay, and, like a
drunken brute as he was, drove her back again to the city?
"You have learnt a city trade, and you have got city airs; nobody wants
you here."
It was not so. Everybody wanted her there but her miserable father.
Everybody else loved Athalia. They saw no city airs; all they saw was
that a rough diamond had been polished. What is it worth without?
So she came back to the city with a heavy heart. What was she to do? She
could go back to her old shop and work eighteen hours a day, for
twenty-five cents, and scanty food; lodging, as she had done during her
long year of apprenticeship, three in a narrow bed, in a room with just
air and space enough for the decent accommodation of a cat, nothing
more. What hope in such a life? What would she have at the end of the
year? Just what she had at the beginning? No; for one year of youth
would be gone.
She could not go back; there was no hope there. So, with another girl
just as poor, but just as willing to work, she took a room, and took in
work, or went out to do it. Then how she was exposed, how in danger.
Libertines live in genteel families. Ah, and are pet sons of mothers who
would give dollars to dissipated rakes, and grudge shillings to poor
dress-makers. And if the poor girl should be caught in the snare of such
a son, how the mother would rave and drive her away unpaid, because she
had disgraced her "respectable boy."
Mrs. Morgan was one of Athalia's lady "patrons." Haughtily proud, yet
not, like some of her class, positively dishonest, cruelly dishonest.
She wanted the labor of the poor sewing girl, because she possessed
great taste, and could dress her daughters better, and what was still
more, though so little practised by the rich, cheaper, than she could
get their dresses at a "regular establishment." That was just what the
daughters most disliked. They knew that none of their acquaintances wore
such neat-fitting dresses, but when the question was put, "Where did you
get them made?" they could not answer, "Oh, we always get everything at
Madame Chalambeau's fashionable establishment in Broadway."
They could not change their mother's policy, and so they determined to
drive poor Athalia out of the house.
They had another object. Athalia was beautiful. Her face was such as we
are apt to conceive that an angel must have. And everybody who came in
the house while she was there, and saw her, said, "Oh, what a sweet
face!"
This was gall and wormwood to the "young ladies," for their faces were
just such as you would suppose were made out of those two ingredients,
and they were true indications of their minds. So they hated the poor
seamstress for double cause.
At first she came to the table with the family. But the girls could not
help observing that she was the diamond, they the setting, to all eyes.
She was better bred than they, with all their boarding-school education.
Where had she got it? In a country school house, and her mother's
kitchen.
Once, once only, after tea she was invited to sing. Who supposed that
she could touch a piano note. She accepted the invitation, as all
well-bred girls do, who know that they can sing, and Walter offered his
arm to lead her to the piano.
Walter was the brother, the only "son and heir of our family." He had
just returned from a lady-killing Niagara tour, and met Athalia for the
first time at the tea table. It was the last time, the sisters said,
that he should meet her there. She went home that evening; she had
finished her job and received her poor pay. That was one of Mrs.
Morgan's virtues; she paid the stipulated price to those who worked for
her.
What daggers, scorpions' stings, and poisoned darts, poor Athalia and
Walter would have felt, while he stood over her at the piano, if they
could have felt the glances of scornful, angry eyes. How he was taken to
task afterwards for paying attention to "a sewing girl," particularly
for waiting upon her home.
How he justified himself. Just as though there was need of it. But
aristocracy had stept down to the level of one who
"Plied her needle and thread,
In poverty, hunger, and toil;"
Who sang with a voice of saddening song,
Of the home on her own native soil.
Of the spring and the brook where it flow'd,
Of the plums and the pears where they grew,
Of the meadows and hay lately mow'd.
And the roses all dripping with dew.
And her heart it went journeying back,
While her fingers plied needle and thread,
Till the morning came in at a crack,
Where it found her still out of her bed.
Shall I ever work thus like a slave,
With the scorn of the rich and the proud?
For they think that a seamstress must crave
For the work that is making her shroud.
Walter justified, apologised, for he was bound in the iron fetters,
"polite custom."
"I found," says he, "when I came home, a beautiful, well-dressed,
well-behaved girl, to all appearance a young lady, at your tea table."
"Well, she shall never come there again. I always told mother that she
might know better than to bring her to the table; and the pert minx, if
she knew her place, would never try to stick herself into genteel
company. So much for having a dress-maker in the house."
"Elsie, Elsie, I am ashamed of you."
"I think you had better be ashamed of yourself, mother."
"I found her," resumed Walter, "at your table, and I took the only
vacant seat, by her side. I did not find her pert, but on the contrary,
I must say it, better behaved, better spoken, than my sister Elsie, when
speaking of or to her mother."
"You had better insult me, by your comparison, Sir Walter."
"No; I do not intend that. But I was only explaining why I paid
attention to the lady."
"The lady--lady! That to a sewing girl who goes out to work by day's
work. Did you learn that at college or at Saratoga?"
"I have learned to call every female lady, who looks, acts, and talks
like one. I hope my sister Elsie will not unlearn me. I found the lady
at your table. I found her polite and diffident. She is not a forward
minx. I walked with her to the parlor."
"Yes, and she should have known better than to go there. Why did she not
go back to her work?"
"Elsie, she had done her work, and was waiting for your father to come
home, so I could get some money to pay her; for I should be ashamed to
keep her out of her money, or oblige her to call again. You had spent
all the change I had in the house in your afternoon shopping. It was me
that asked her to stay. It was me that asked her into the parlor. It was
me, your mother, that asked her to sing one of those plaintive, sweet
songs, I had heard her sing to the children while at work. It was you
that urged her. What for? That she might fail. Elsie, Elsie, there is
envy in your heart."
"And she did sing. Was ever anything sweeter? I can repeat every word,
for every note went down into my soul, and printed itself like the
magnetic telegraph. Listen:
"Oh, I was born where waters leaping,
Cascade down the green, green hill;
Oh, I was born where lambkins bleating,
Leap along the clear, clear rill.
Oh, I was born where lightning flashes,
'Luminate the green, green trees;
Oh, I was born where the wild wind dashes,
Raging o'er the deep, deep seas.
"Oh, now I live amid confusion,
Commerce wears an ugly frown;
Oh, who would give that sweet seclusion,
For all the pleasures of the town?
Oh, how I love my native mountain,
Hills and glens and all their flocks,
Oh, how I love that sweet sweet fountain,
Every tree, and all the rocks."
"Smitten--smitten--my brother Walter smitten with my dress-maker! Faugh!
I wonder if he went home with her, for he went out at the same time?"
Yes, he did go home with her. It was her first false step. But ye that
stand fast, do not censure this first step of her fall. She was young
and handsome; so was he. Theirs were such hearts as nature sports with.
Both were touched. He went home with her. They got into a stage at
Seventeenth street to ride to Broome, for there was the home of the
sewing girl. At Broome street he forgot to pull the check string. She
did not notice it till the crowd of cars, carriages, and swarms of human
beings, which fill up that great wide thoroughfare, Canal street,
awakened her, from her reverie of wild thoughts, to the fact that they
were already too far down. Before he could stop her she had pulled the
string, and the driver held up and looked down through his little peep
hole at his passengers, ready for his sixpenny fare, which he will
contrive to make seven cents, if he makes change for you.
Walter acknowledged that he did not mean to stop the stage; he wanted
Athalia to go to Taylor's, and take an ice cream with him. But she was
inexorable. He plead, she said, no; she said it sweetly, and, finally,
they compromised by her agreeing to go to-morrow evening.
The second false step!
Then he walked home with her. She said, good night, at the door, he
said, "Oh, let me see you up these dim stairs."
"Oh, no, I am used to them, I can find my room in the dark. If
Jeannette is at home, she will hear a little signal upon the wall, and
open the door, then it will be light."
"Give it then."
She did; Jeannette was not at home.
"Oh, let me go up, and just look in, and see where angels live."
Oh, flattery! thy power is great. Why should she refuse, since he was to
come again, she had promised that? So she said, "come up, then," and
away she tripped into the darkness, her step so light that he could not
tell where it fell. Directly there was a little scratch, a flash, a blue
flame, very small, and then a full white light, and a match, and then a
lamp was burning.
"Come up. Take care of the narrow, crooked steps, they are not like your
broad easy stair-case."
She had made another false step. Did far off visions of fancy revel in
her brain, that she might some day go up that broad stair-case, arm in
arm with that handsome young man? What if they did? you too have dreamed
more unlikely day dreams.
"Come up, can you see?"
Yes, he could see,
"By the lamp dimly burning,"
just up there above him, one of the houris he had often read of, often
dreamed of, never before seen. He went up, to her little heaven of a
room. How could she sing that,
"Commerce wears an ugly frown,"
while everything looked so smiling in her mart? How could she long for
the sweet seclusion of her country home, with such a bijou of a hermit's
cell here? He stood amazed. He spoke not, but he thought. Did she divine
his thoughts?--she answered them--how did she know them? The magnetic
telegraph of the soul was at work.
"Yes, sir, we are obliged to keep our room neat, because ladies come
here to get work done, and they would not give us their custom if we
lived in a plain room."
Plain room! What would his sisters say to a plainly furnished room, if
that was not one?
"True, it is plainer than theirs--I mean--but you did not speak--I
thought you spoke--yes it is plain compared with rooms that ladies
occupy. We pay enough though for the furniture to have good."
"Do you hire it then?"
"Yes, we neither of us had money enough to furnish a room, only a few
things, and pay the rent in advance. So we hired a furniture man to put
in the things, and we pay him for the use of them."
"How much?"
"Five dollars a month."
"Five dollars! Why there is not over a hundred dollars worth."
"No, sir; that is just what it was counted at. They are all second-hand
articles. There is the bedstead; we furnished the bed and bedding; my
mother gave me that; Jeannette has no mother; and the table, and the
other little pine table, the bureau, the wash-stand, the six chairs,
the rocker, and the sofa; we made those ottomans, and the curtains; and
in that pantry----. Oh, I declare how I am running on."
"Pray, tell me, Miss----, I really have not learned your name yet."
"Athalia. I am sure you heard your mother call me that."
"Yes, but I was going to call you by your sirname."
"Lovetree, sir. Athalia Lovetree."
"Oh, that is a very sweet, pretty name."
"Yes, sir, so much so that I think I shall always keep it."
"So all the young ladies say. But it hardly ever proves true with one
who owns so pretty a name, and a face prettier still."
More flattery. She did not hear it. No. She felt it though.
"Well, I am very sure I never shall change my first name. I never shall
be called by any other than Athalia."
She thought so then; I wonder if she ever thought of it in after years?
"But you have not told me what is in that pantry."
"Oh, no matter; that is where we keep all our dishes and cooking
utensils. We have a stove in winter; in summer, a little charcoal
furnace behind the fire-board."
"And is your room warm in winter?"
"Why yes, sir, if we have plenty of work."
"Does work keep you warm?"
"Oh, no; but work gives us money to buy coal. There was a time last
winter, when we were out of work, that----"
"You had no fire?"
"Yes, sir, but only a few days, we had to make up the month's rent,
eight dollars for the room, and five for the furniture."
Walter put his hand in his pocket. What for? He felt how easy it would
be to take out a hundred dollars, and tell her, to go and pay for that
furniture, and not pay rent for it any longer. Then he thought how
ridiculous, to be so affected by the woes and wants of a sewing girl.
How his proud sisters would laugh at him. Pride conquered a heart prone
to a good action.
"And so you went without fire, to pay that usurious old miser who owns
this furniture, sixty per cent per annum, for the use of it. Sixty, yes,
more than a hundred upon what it would sell for at auction. And what did
you do for food in the meantime?"
"Well, we did not need much, and should not have suffered any, if Mrs.
Jenkins had paid me for my work. Oh, if she only knew how much we did
need it. Jeannette was sick, and what little money I had, I spent for
her; I had almost ten dollars due me for work, and could not get one. It
is wicked to keep poor girls out of their money; indeed it is, when they
are sick and suffering for it."
"And you suffered, while Mrs. Jenkins, with her thirteen servants, and
coach and horses owed you for work?"
"Well, we did not suffer much, except I had to pawn my black silk
dress, the very one too that I needed most when it was cold, and had to
do without fire when Jeannette was sick, and should, by all means, have
had one. She is a sweet, good girl; I wish she was at home."
"Wish again, and you will see her."
Both started as though caught in something they were ashamed of. Why
should they be? True he had approached very close to Athalia, as she
stood watering her flowers and feeding her bird--both windows were full
of flowers, and over each a canary bird; and he was watching all her
operations with as much interest as though they were all his own.
"Poor things," she said, "they look neglected."
She loved flowers. So did he. He loved their owner, but he had not said
so yet. He hardly knew it; he would not let any one know it; hence he
started when Jeannette spoke, for he thought she must have seen it. He
blushed and turned round, and then she blushed; there was a trio of
blushes. What for? Jeannette did not think it was a stranger. She
thought it was Charley Vail. Charley was a sort of beau, yet not a beau.
He was Jeannette's cousin; and though he did not love her exactly, he
liked her, and I guess that she liked him; Athalia thought more than
liked him. Charley would have loved Athalia if she had given him the
least encouragement, but she would not, for she hoped he would love his
cousin and marry her. He was a good fellow, always ready to do anything
on earth for "the girls"--in short he was Charley.
Jeannette blushed. She had reason to, for, thinking it was cousin
Charley--who else could it be, there in their room alone with Athalia,
in the evening--she tripped up behind him and gave him a good hearty
slap on the back. He turned around, she almost felt him hugging and
kissing her, but he did not. She looked again, the light now shone in
his face, and there she stood before a stranger. Is it any wonder she
blushed? is it any wonder he blushed? is it any wonder they all blushed?
She played with her bonnet strings; he twirled his hat; Athalia could
not play with any thing. She had the lamp in one hand, and the bird cage
in the other. But she could laugh, and she burst out in such clear,
musical tones, as she said, "Why, Jeannette, did you think it was
Charley?"
That explained the whole. He understood the blow now. Did he also
understand what Charley would have done, if it had been him that got the
blow. Perhaps he thought, for he said, "You have struck me, miss. I
never take a blow without giving one back. There."
Did he strike her? What! strike a woman! Shame! Oh, no; but he caught
her in his arms, before she could be aware of the movement, and such a
kiss! such, a good, hearty kiss as he gave her. Ah, well! who would not?
She was a nice, sweet girl, not quite so pretty as Athalia, but one that
a colder heart than his might relish in just such a case. She pouted a
little, and talked about great liberty in a stranger; but who took the
first liberty? True; but "that was a mistake."
"Then count the other a mistake too."
"No, that was done on purpose."
"So it was, and I should like to do it again, but I will not, so rudely.
Pray forgive me."
What had she to forgive? what to be angry about. How could she hold out
against that, "I should like to do it again?"
After all she was not half so angry as Athalia. And what was she angry
about? That he had kissed Jeannette instead of her? Take care, little
heart, jealousy is creeping in among thy pulsations. Take care, big
heart, for just now Charley enters the scene, and before he has observed
that a stranger is in the room, he has kissed Athalia.
Mischief has broke loose to-night. What is in the men? What is in Walter
Morgan, that a kiss given to that girl, for the first time seen that
night, should send a pang to his heart? How it goes throbbing through
every nerve, and pricks into the very core of sensation. Take care, big
heart and little heart, nature is at her sports and she always makes
pleasures sweet by contrast with pain.
Finally, all are reconciled. How they do laugh over the queer mistakes.
Jeannette would have sooner struck a bear than him, yet he did not bite
her. Charley would have sooner kissed that same bear, and risked the
hug, than have kissed Athalia before a stranger, for he is a good boy, a
little mischievous, but would never do a thing to hurt the feelings of
another, particularly a woman.
How they did sit, and talk, and laugh, and enjoy happiness, such as
Walter had never found in rose-wood furnished parlors. What would his
proud sisters say, if they knew how "low he had sunk himself, to keep
company with sewing girls?" But he would not tell them. Take care, young
man, you are breaking in upon the conventionalities of life. You must
stick to your _caste_, in America as well as India. You may lay your
heart at the feet of anything that is old and ugly, even as your
sisters, so that she is _ton_ and of the _ton_--the upper _ton_. But
offer to love one who lives, barely lives, by her needle, and see how
your own flesh and blood will hate you.
So passed the evening away. Then Walter would go. But he wanted to hear
Athalia sing once more. No. She had no piano. His hand was in his pocket
again. How he would like to send her one to-morrow, but he dared not say
so. He did look around the room, to see where he could set it. There was
no room. She could not sing any more to-night. Ask Jeannette. She sings
a beautiful little song while we are at work. No, she could not. She was
afraid to sing before strangers. But Charley asked her, in his blandest
manner, and then she would sing one verse if he would go right home. How
anxious she was to get rid of him. So she sung:
"Why bitter life with useless tears,
With mourning unavailing?
Why bitter hope with ceaseless fears,
Of shoals where we are sailing?
With lively song and music peals,
Make life just like the ocean,
When flapping sails a zephyr steals,
To toss us with its motion,
Motion, motion, motion.
To toss us with its motion."
"There now, I hope you are satisfied. If not you may go, for I shall not
sing another word to-night. I don't know how I came to do that."
No, they were not satisfied. Who ever knew a man that was? Who ever got
one favor of a woman, that did not ask for two more? So they both asked
both the girls to go to the theatre to-morrow night, and both promised.
More false steps. How many will it take to reach the end?
Walter went home, never more happy. You have seen how he was taken to
task. He had defied the laws of caste.
It did not require stronger Argus eyes than his two sisters possessed to
see how deeply he was enamored with Athalia. How they did wish they knew
whether she had dared to look up to him, as he had down to her. How
should they find out. It does not take mischief-makers long to contrive
their plot. If one woman wants to ruin another one, there is one always
ready to assist her in her wicked design. No doubt he was the father of
millinery, for he caused the first apron to be made, and he has assisted
largely in all the designs of female apparel from that day to this.
Sometimes his fashion is very fig-leafish, barely hiding a portion of
the body, while the limbs, head, neck, shoulders, and other
"excitements," are left exposed to Adam's rude gaze. Then he contrives
his fashion of so much cloth, that those who follow it may lose their
souls in its attainment, and those who make them may feel, as they
"Work, work, work,
Till the stars shine through the roof,"
That they are weaving a web with sin for the woof,
"Till the brain begins to swim,
Till the eyes grow heavy and dim,
Sewing at once, with a double thread,
A dress for the living and dead."
Mischief is always busy. It must be so with an envious wicked woman.
The Morgans changed their tactics, and adopted those more wicked than I
could invent.
They soon found that they wanted more dresses, and what was very
remarkable, they did not want to go to the French dress-maker. What
could be the reason? They had watched their brother; they had seen him
go to Athalia's; they had seen him in the theatre with her; they had met
them walking, arm in arm, in Broadway, "the shameless hussey;" and once
they had entered Thompson's, and walked upstairs to take ice cream,
"actually over our heads." Walter Morgan, the richest merchant's son, in
New York, gallanting a seamstress--their own dress-maker. And every day
some of their acquaintance were asking them, "Who is that beautiful girl
I saw with Walter?" Of course they did not know; how could they tell
that he had taken up with "such a thing?" In vain they talk to him, he
was mum, or if he spoke of her, it was with the highest respect. Would
he marry her? Ah, there was the rub.
"It is a pity," said Elsie, "that he would not ruin her, and that would
be the end of it."
Did a spirit furnish that cue, or was it a wicked woman's own conceit?
At any rate, it was a cue upon which they acted. Athalia was sent for,
and the young ladies never were so affable before. Every opportunity was
contrived for Walter to accomplish the purpose of a villain. Their
schemes had the exact contrary effect desired. He had made such advances
at first as "men about town" do make, and had met with such a decided
repulse, not an angry one, but a virtuous one, that he never would try
again.
"I expected it," said she to his proposals, "I am used to it--I am
almost every day exposed to such tempting offers, to escape a life of
poverty--I have ceased to look upon them as insulting--nature, and
fashion, and the state of society, are such in this city, that a girl
with an unfortunate face like mine, must fall, unless she is possessed
of such fortitude as but few young girls are naturally gifted with. You
may ask me that question every day; every day you may, if you feel like
wounding the feelings of a poor girl, repeat your question, and every
day you will get the same answer."
"Athalia, forgive me. Oh, forgive me; I never will repeat the question
again; whether you forgive me or not, you need have no fear of that."
What a failure then had his sisters made. They did just what they did
not intend to do; they led Walter to think, that his family would
approve a match with one so virtuous, so beautiful, so lovely, even if
she was a sewing girl, and he began to build castles in the air upon
this foundation. They were very sandy, and a storm was approaching that
would soon beat upon the frail walls, and like all such fabrics, down
they will tumble.
CHAPTER IX.
ATHALIA, THE SEWING GIRL.
"One sorrow never comes but brings an heir,
That may succeed as its inheritor."
"Proper deformity seems not in the fiend
So horrid, as in woman."
Marriage, death, bankruptcy, poverty, sin, and, finally, "plucked like a
brand from the burning," are the contents, the introduction, and
peroration, of this chapter. If you are satisfied at a glance, you can
pass on, the filling up, is but the shading of the sketch. But if you
are curious to know who marries, who dies, and who does worse--read.
"It is but a step from the palace to the tomb," yet the road sometimes
seems a long and dreary one, leading through strange, dark places.
I have come to the conclusion, that lovers of romance, and those who
cater for them, writing tales of fiction, have mistaken their vocation.
Let them gather up and detail a few of the incidents of real Life Scenes
as they occur, and there will be no occasion for fiction. So let us on
with our narration of events.
Mr. Morgan was a merchant, wealthy as Croesus, perhaps more so; and he
had more need to be, for he lived "up town," in "up town" style. The
simple interest upon the cost of his house and furniture was seven
thousand dollars a year, and his annual expenses double that sum.
Of course his daughters had never taken a stitch in their lives. They
had been to school, where nothing useful is taught; and learned what is
called music, and could waltz to perfection. Walter, had been to
college. What had he learnt? To drink a bottle of wine every day after
dinner, and "fill up," with mint juleps, sherry coblers, and brandy
smashes, the intermediate time. Not one useful thing had either of them
been taught, not one lesson in the art of self-support; all was
self-indulgence. They laughed, or would have laughed at the idea, if any
one had dared to mention it, that the time would ever come, that they
would have occasion to lift a hand to procure their own bread.
It is a bad school--it has many scholars.
Mr. Morgan came home one day in unusual glee; he was naturally a stern
man. He had heard of the very successful voyage of the Matilda--named
after his daughter--to China, where she would load with teas and silks
for a home voyage. She was insured in a very rich London office. Some of
his cautious friends advised him to "hedge," by insuring also in other
offices; he had never met with a single loss in his life; he had often
been his own insurer, and took about half the value of the Matilda now
on his own insurance book, which showed a great many thousand dollars in
his favor.
"Yes," said a Paul Pry, of my acquaintance, "more thousands than he is
now worth, if his debts were paid."
Who believed it? Not the banks, which loaned him any amount he desired.
Not the wife, and son, and daughters, for that stern husband and father
never told them of his business.
"That is my business," was the cut-off valve which always shut down upon
every question as certain as that of the steam engine at the point where
it must change the motion.
After dinner and the second bottle, the family were startled by the
sudden announcement he made for to-morrow.
"We start for Lake George to-morrow morning; come, get ready."
"Why, father, what has started you all of a sudden?"
"That's my business."
"Well, we cannot get ready, no way in the world."
"Pshaw! I could get a ship ready before ten o'clock."
"But we cannot get new hats."
"Plenty of time. Start right out."
"To-night? Buy a hat in the evening, who ever heard of such a thing?
What would Mrs. Grundy say?"
"Ask her, she is going with us; or rather, we are going with them.
Grundy is in shoal water, and wants to get out of sight a few days; and
I want he should, for I am on his paper heavy."
"Oh, it is absolutely impossible for us to go to our milliner to-night."
"Go in the morning, then. Time enough."
"What? before ten o'clock. How vulgar you are, father."
"Very well: if you cannot get up new flying gibs, go to sea with the old
ones."
"Well, I suppose we might send for Madam Pantanosi to call in the
morning; but, dear me, there are our dresses all in the work-room, not
one of them done. You don't expect Athalia is going to finish them
to-night, do you?"
"Have you no others?"
"What if we have? the Grundys know that we have new ones making, and of
course, will expect to see them. You don't expect your daughters, I
hope, to wear old dresses, on a tour to the Lakes?"
"Why not? That is the place to wear them."
"You may talk, father, but it is out of the question."
"Well, settle it your own way. I go to-morrow, and if you are going with
me, you had better be getting ready; besides, let me tell you, young
Wendall is going up too. We are going to have some great sport,
fishing."
That decided Elsie. If George Wendall and the Grundys were going, she
must go, for he and Minnie Grundy needed watching. She would go, if she
wore the old hat, and a dress that had been worn twice before.
"Where is that seamstress? she must work all night, and get my dress
done any way."
"Elsie, daughter, she cannot do that, her eyes are very weak. You had
better take her along with us, the poor girl; give her a little country
air, and let her finish your dresses there."
"Yes, yes, that's it, wife, let her go along. She appears to be a right,
tight little craft. A sail will do her good. What a pity she did not
hail from the right port."
"You have very curious notions, father."
"That is my business."
"Well, for my part," says Matilda, "I think she can go just as well as
not; our maid and she can have a room together, and nobody need to know
that we have brought a seamstress along with us; if they did, they would
think it very vulgar. Of course, she won't come to the table with us, at
the hotel."
"No, indeed; I guess she will not; though, I suppose, we shall have a
private table; shall we not, father?"
"That is my business."
But as it was settled that she was to go, it was, finally, thought
necessary to tell her so, and she was sent for, and told of the
arrangement.
How could she go? How start so sudden? How leave Jeannette? She could
not go. Yet she would like to. Perhaps she never would have another
opportunity. She would go down and see Jeannette, and if she could go,
she would come up very early. Away she ran upstairs for her little straw
hat and black mantilla. Walter had been a "silent member" of the party.
What wild thoughts ran through his brain, when he found that Athalia was
to be one of the party. Did he dream of the shady walk, the moonlit
lake, and egg-shell boat, with only two in it, floating upon the glassy
surface of the water? Did he think that he should climb the rocks with
her, and wander through the ruins of old Ticonderoga? Yes, he did dream;
youth do dream. Did she dream, while she stood before the glass, tying
her bonnet strings? What of? Of the hook that he would bait and put in
her hands, and the fish that would be caught. Fish! It is not fish alone
that young girls catch, when young men bait hooks for them, in wild
woods, and lonely glens, where mountain streams murmur soft music.
As she came down upon the steps, Walter was waiting there. What for? For
a poor sewing girl. He wanted, he said, that she should stop with him
and pick out a hat and some little articles, a toilet box, and sundry
conveniences or necessaries, to one on a journey, for his sister
Matilda.
Oh yes, she would do that, with pleasure, if he wished it. He did wish
it. The selections were made with great taste and without regard to
expense. The hat was a little treasure.
What was that sigh for? Can a woman--a young girl--just on the eve, too,
of a journey to a watering place, see such a hat shut up in its paper
case, without a sigh? It is more than human nature ever could do.
Athalia is human, and that hat is just such a one as she would like
herself. She is too poor. So she sighed and went home.
"Shall I send it?"
"Let it be until I return, and then I will give directions."
It is no matter what Walter said to her on the way home, but she had
determined to go with the Morgans, to Lake George, and so she told him.
"Good night then, I must go home and get ready, you know what the word
is with father--'that is my business.'"
He had a little other business. He went back to the store, and gave the
necessary orders about the purchase.
"Would the lady be kind enough to write a little note that he would
dictate, and put it in the bonnet box?"
"Certainly, anything to oblige the gentleman. Was that his sister? His
cousin perhaps? Well, she is very pretty, at any rate. Was that her
name? What a sweet name."
What sweet words to Walter. How we do like to hear those we love spoken
of in such words.
How Athalia busied herself getting her few things ready. What she
lacked, Jeannette, the good soul, lent her. She never thought how lonely
the room would be for the two or three weeks she would be away.
"I wish I had a few dollars to spare, Jeannette, I certainly would go
and buy just such a hat as I picked out this evening for Matilda Morgan.
It was very pretty. And Walter, he admired it too. He said it was so
tasty, when I tried it on, to let him see how it looked."
Just then there was a rap at the door.
"Oh there comes cousin Charley."
No, it could not be Charley, it was a little rap. The door was opened,
and there stood a little girl with a bandbox and bundle.--It is a shame
to send such little girls out late in the evening with such heavy
bundles.
"Does Miss Lovetree live here?"
"Yes."
"Then this is the place."
"Oh dear," says Jeannette, "more work. Who can this be from? Why,
Athalia, what is the matter, you look amazed?"
"I am amazed. Is there no mistake in the direction?"
"No, it is Miss Athalia Lovetree. No.--Broome street, up-stairs."
"Oh! I cannot take it, indeed I cannot. Accept such a present from him?
No, no, no."
He had thought of that. Jeannette by this time had the bandbox open. Did
woman ever resist that temptation?
"Ah here is a note. This will explain the mystery."
"TO MISS LOVETREE:--
"As it is decided that you will go with us to Lake George,
please accept a few things that you will need, which I have
commissioned my son to buy.
"From your friend,
"MRS. MORGAN."
"Oh that is a different thing, if they come from her. And then for him
to pretend all the time that they were for his sister. It is too bad.
Oh, but it is a love of a hat though! is it not, Jeannette?"
Yes, it was; that was settled. First one tried it on, and then the
other. Jeannette said it was a _bride's_ hat. Athalia said she ought to
be ashamed of herself to say so. Then all the other little bijouterie
were overhauled, and looked at, and talked over, and praised, and then
the note was read again, and the postscript; there was a postscript,
there always is a postscript to a woman's letter. It was the postscript
that gave it the air of genuineness. It read:
"P. S.--Don't say a word to me, or hint where the hat came
from, for I don't want Mr. Morgan or the girls ever to know;
nobody knows but Walter."
No, nobody knows but Walter. There was no fiction in that.
In the morning there was another rap--louder this time. It did not
disturb any sleep though; there had been none in that room that night.
It was John, come for the trunk and bandbox--two things that a modern
lady never travels without. There was a wagon load of them left the
Morgan and Grundy mansions that morning, and they and their owners all
arrived, in due course of cars and locomotives, at Lake George.
Mr. Morgan and George Wendall fished, the girls flirted, Athalia sewed
and sighed, and walked out evenings, slyly, with Walter Morgan.
More false steps. Sly walks in town are bad--in the country, dangerous.
There are a great many precipices, down which such a couple may tumble.
George was a glorious fishing companion for the shipping merchant. He
could row and drive, and get up all the fixings; and, after dinner,
talk, and laugh, and drink, till both went to bed "glorious."
"Mr. Morgan, you drink one bottle too many."
"Pshaw. What if I do? that is my business."
It is sometimes the wife's business.
George was a boon companion, that was all. He had nothing, did nothing,
lived somehow, dressed well--ill-natured folks said he did not pay his
tailor.
Who ever thought that he would be Mr. Morgan's son-in-law? He did, and
so had his daughter, Elsie, lately concluded, for the country air and
scenery are provocatives to that end.
"Ask father."
"Enough said."
He did. He took care to ask him just at the right time.
"Why, George, my boy, good fellow to fish. Did not think you had your
hook there. Got any bait? No. Well I have. Enough for both of us. I will
bait your hook, boy. That is my business."
"Thank you, sir. When shall it be?"
George knew the art of fishing with a fresh bait, and never losing sight
of the fish after he had tasted it, until he had him safe bagged.
"When shall it be? Now, now--right off to-night. Nothing like going to
sea while the tide serves."
He was a prompt man always. It was no use to say no, after he had said
yes, or, "that is my business;" so in half an hour after that, Elsie
Morgan was Elsie Wendall.
Of course more wine was drank, after which a letter was brought to him,
from his head clerk, marked, "Important--in haste." So Mrs. Morgan told
him.
"That is my business; take it up to my room. Do you think I am going to
read the stupid letters of old Precision at this time of the evening,
and my daughter just married?"
At ten o'clock next morning, after the mail had gone, he read:
"Sir:--
"We have advices by telegraph from London, just as the steamer
was leaving port, of the failure of the London insurance
office, in Which the Matilda is insured. She is now over-due,
and not yet reported. Shall I insure her? Be sure to answer by
first mail.
"JAMES PRECISION."
How the bell did ring; how he stamped, and swore, and wrote, and yet he
could not send his letter till next morning.
"Why did not old Precision insure at once? Every dollar on earth would
be swallowed up if that ship were lost."
Simply because he was Precision, and the merchant, who had directed him
for forty years, had never given him leave to act, upon his own
discretion, in an emergency like this.
"That is my business," was the unvarying answer.
Two days after, he had another letter from his precise clerk. He did not
order it up to his room, to wait till next morning, for he was in a
tearing passion when it was handed him; and he felt as though he would
have opened it if the biggest rocks in that mountainous region had been
piled upon it.
What had so disturbed the rich merchant? Those who have them not, are
apt to fancy that, riches and happiness are handmaids. What was the
matter? His son, his only son, had just approached him, taking
advantage, as Wendall had, of a propitious hour, when wine had done its
work--he drank brandy since the news in that letter, and that fired, not
soothed him--he approached him with a beautiful sweet girl upon his arm,
to ask his consent to their marriage.
Mrs. Wendall screamed and fainted--that is, in appearance.
Matilda said,
"Why, Walter! to that girl--marry that thing--a dressmaker"
Mrs. Morgan simply said, "Walter, you have disgraced yourself and the
mother that bore you. And I never wish to see you again."
Athalia trembled and quailed before the storm of angry words and
envenomed looks that surrounded her. How gladly would she have escaped.
It was too late.
"Father, your consent."
"Never! You, my only son, marry a common sewing girl, never."
"It is too late. Here is my marriage certificate."
His father opened his mouth to curse him. What for? He had married a
girl he loved--a girl, handsome, virtuous, industrious, but poor--a
seamstress.
"A letter, sir;" said a servant.
"Give it me."
He tore it open and read;
"SIR:--
"Yours of the 12th inst. came too late. News reached the city
an hour before that the Matilda was----"
He did not say lost. He looked it. He looked at his son and his poor
trembling little wife, as though he wished them both at the bottom of
the sea, with the Matilda and her cargo--all his fortune! He felt all
the envenomed bitterness that a violent natural temper can feel, when
heated and inflamed by drunkenness; for he was drunk, fashionably
drunk; but not so much so but he could feel how irretrievably ruined he
was, and that the failure to insure was occasioned by drunkenness, such
drunkenness as the highest class of society indulge in, when they take
an "extra bottle," after dinner, upon extraordinary occasions. He knew
the fault was all his own. He had said, when urged to open the letter,
an answer to which would have saved all, "that is my business."
It was a sad, sad business. That one more bottle had beggared himself,
and all that were dependant upon him. He had just married one daughter
to a man whose only qualification was "a good fellow," who could shoot,
fish, smoke, drink, drive fast horses, cheat his tailor, and the poor
widow boarding-house keeper, and, finally, take advantage of a besotted
old rich merchant, when he had drunk just to the point of
good-nature--when the indulger in strong drink feels like hugging
everybody and "all the rest of mankind,"--to get his consent for him to
marry his ugly daughter. It was a marriage of convenience, the
obligations of which he intended to keep just as many other such
obligations are kept in this city. All this ran through his mind upon
the electric telegraph of the brain. Flash after flash it went through,
and then came the heavy thunderbolt. He could have endured all the rest;
he could not endure that his son should marry a sewing girl. Why? His
father was a tailor, and he married a tailor's daughter, and he hated
everything that could remind him of his own needle-and-thread origin. He
hated her too, because she was so much more lovely than his own
daughters.
For five minutes he sat with the letter in his hand, glaring at that,
then at his wife and Matilda with a look of sorrow; then at Elsie and
her half-drunken husband, with contempt; then his eye came back with a
fixidity of hatred upon Walter and Athalia.
At length Walter ventured to break the awful silence.
"Father."
"Don't call me father again. I disown you, you poor milliner's
apprentice. Beggar! Don't speak to me."
Walter paid no heed to the order, but said mildly, "is the Matilda
lost."
"That is my business. Leave the room."
His sisters took up the cue.
"Yes, you had better go now. Go, and set up shop. You can carry home
dresses for your wife."
He came to that afterwards. Then Elsie's husband put in a word of
insult.
"I say, Walter, it strikes me, that is rather a costly topsail for a
beggar's wife. I hope she gets her bonnets in an honest way. Who pays
the milliners' bills?"
Walter raised his cane to strike the villain that could utter such a
vile insinuation upon the character of a virtuous girl, and would have
paid all his tailors' bills at one blow, but Athalia sprung upon his
arm, and held it down. His father either thought, or pretended to think,
that he raised his cane to strike him; probably not having heard the
remark of Wendall, and thinking only of his own wrongs. He seized a
bottle--a weapon that has knocked down its thousands--and sprang
forward to strike down his son. His arm was already up, a horrid oath
was struggling in his throat, his face turned black from the effects of
suffocation, he reeled, the bottle fell to the floor with a crash, and
he would have fallen down among the broken glass and spilt wine, but for
Walter, who caught him in his arms, and bore him from the room towards
his chamber. Athalia rushed out for a physician. It was too late!--Death
had already said, "That is my business."
* * * * *
While these events were transpiring in the country, others of great
import to the rich merchant's family were enacting in the city.
Creditors are not slow when they see misfortune fall upon one, whom they
were ready to bow to yesterday, to tread upon him to-day. Creditors and
their ministers,--the judges, attorneys, sheriffs,--are all ready for a
share of the pound of the broken merchant's flesh. Shylocks still live,
and Antonios still fail.