CHAPTER VIII

It was dark when Anderson reached Laggan, if that can be called darkness

which was rather a starry twilight, interfused with the whiteness of

snow-field and glacier. He first of all despatched a message to Banff

for Elizabeth's commissions. Then he made straight for the ugly frame

house of which Delaine had given him the address. It was kept by a

couple well known to him, an Irishman and his wife who made their living

partly by odd jobs on the railway, partly by lodging men in search of

work in the various construction camps of the line. To all such persons

Anderson was a familiar figure, especially since the great strike of the

year before.

The house stood by itself in a plot of cleared ground, some two or three

hundred yards from the railway station. A rough road through the pine

wood led up to it.

Anderson knocked, and Mrs. Ginnell came to the door, a tired, and

apparently sulky woman.

"I hear you have a lodger here, Mrs. Ginnell," said Anderson, standing

in the doorway, "a man called McEwen; and that he wants to see me on

some business or other."

Mrs. Ginnell's countenance darkened.

"We have an old man here, Mr. Anderson, as answers to that name, but

you'll get no business out of him--and I don't believe he _have_ any

business with any decent crater. When he arrived two days ago he was

worse for liquor, took on at Calgary. I made my husband look after him

that night to see he didn't get at nothing, but yesterday he slipped us

both, an' I believe he's now in that there outhouse, a-sleeping it off.

Old men like him should be sent somewhere safe, an' kep' there."

"I'll go and see if he's awake, Mrs. Ginnell. Don't you trouble to come.

Any other lodgers?"

"No, sir. There was a bunch of 'em left this morning--got work on the

Crow's Nest."

Anderson made his way to the little "shack," Ginnell's house of the

first year, now used as a kind of general receptacle for tools, rubbish

and stores.

He looked in. On a heap of straw in the corner lay a huddled figure, a

kind of human rag. Anderson paused a moment, then entered, hung the lamp

he had brought with him on a peg, and closed the door behind him.

He stood looking down at the sleeper, who was in the restless stage

before waking. McEwen threw himself from side to side, muttered, and

stretched.

Slowly a deep colour flooded Anderson's cheeks and brow; his hands

hanging beside him clenched; he checked a groan that was also a shudder.

The abjectness of the figure, the terrible identification proceeding in

his mind, the memories it evoked, were rending and blinding him. The

winter morning on the snow-strewn prairie, the smell of smoke blown

towards him on the wind, the flames of the burning house, the horror of

the search among the ruins, his father's confession, and his own rage

and despair--deep in the tissues of life these images were stamped. The

anguish of them ran once more through his being.

How had he been deceived? And what was to be done? He sat down on a heap

of rubbish beside the straw, looking at his father. He had last seen him

as a man of fifty, vigorous, red-haired, coarsely handsome, though

already undermined by drink. The man lying on the straw was approaching

seventy, and might have been much older. His matted hair was nearly

white, face blotched and cavernous; and the relaxation of sleep

emphasised the mean cunning of the mouth. His clothing was torn and

filthy, the hands repulsive.

Anderson could only bear a few minutes of this spectacle. A natural

shame intervened. He bent over his father and called him.

"Robert Anderson!"

A sudden shock passed through the sleeper. He started up, and Anderson

saw his hand dart for something lying beside him, no doubt a revolver.

But Anderson grasped the arm.

"Don't be afraid; you're quite safe."

McEwen, still bewildered by sleep and drink, tried to shake off the

grasp, to see who it was standing over him. Anderson released him, and

moved so that the lamplight fell upon himself.

Slowly McEwen's faculties came together, began to work. The lamplight

showed him his son George--the fair-haired, broad-shouldered fellow he

had been tracking all these days--and he understood.

He straightened himself, with an attempt at dignity.

"So it's you, George? You might have given me notice."

"Where have you been all these years?" said Anderson, indistinctly. "And

why did you let me believe you dead?"

"Well, I had my reasons, George. But I don't mean to go into 'em. All

that's dead and gone. There was a pack of fellows then on my

shoulders--I was plumb tired of 'em. I had to get rid of--I did get rid

of 'em--and you, too. I knew you were inquiring after me, and I didn't

want inquiries. They didn't suit me. You may conclude what you like. I

tell you those times are dead and gone. But it seemed to me that Robert

Anderson was best put away for a bit. So I took measures according."

"You knew I was deceived."

"Yes, I knew," said the other composedly. "Couldn't be helped."

"And where have you been since?"

"In Nevada, George--Comstock--silver-mining. Rough lot, but you get a

stroke of luck sometimes. I've got a chance on now--me and a friend of

mine--that's first-rate."

"What brought you back to Canada?"

"Well, it was your aunt, Mrs. Harriet Sykes. Ever hear of her, George?"

Anderson shook his head.

"You must have heard of her when you were a little chap. When I left

Ayrshire in 1840 she was a lass of sixteen; never saw her since. But she

married a man well-to-do, and was left a widder with no children. And

when she died t'other day, she'd left me something in her will, and told

the lawyers to advertise over here, in Canada and the States--both. And

I happened on the advertisement in a Chicago paper. Told yer to call on

Smith & Dawkins, Winnipeg. So that was how I came to see

Winnipeg again."

"When were you there?"

"Just when you was," said the old man, with a triumphant look, which for

the moment effaced the squalor of his aspect. "I was coming out of Smith

& Dawkins's with the money in my pocket, when I saw you opposite, just

going into a shop. You could ha' knocked me down easy, I warrant ye.

Didn't expect to come on yer tracks as fast as all that. But there you

were, and when you came out and went down t' street, I just followed you

at a safe distance, and saw you go into the hotel. Afterwards, I went

into the Free Library to think a bit, and then I saw the piece in the

paper about you and that Saskatchewan place; and I got hold of a young

man in a saloon who found out all about you and those English swells

you've been hanging round with; and that same night, when you boarded

the train, I boarded it, too. See? Only I am not a swell like you. And

here we are. See?"

The last speech was delivered with a mixture of bravado, cunning, and

sinister triumph. Anderson sat with his head in his hands, his eyes on

the mud floor, listening. When it was over he looked up.

"Why didn't you come and speak to me at once?"

The other hesitated.

"Well, I wasn't a beauty to look at. Not much of a credit to you, am I?

Didn't think you'd own me. And I don't like towns--too many people

about. Thought I'd catch you somewhere on the quiet. Heard you was going

to the Rockies. Thought I might as well go round by Seattle home. See?"

"You have had plenty of chances since Winnipeg of making yourself known

to me," said Anderson sombrely. "Why did you speak to a stranger instead

of coming direct to me?"

McEwen hesitated a moment.

"Well, I wasn't sure of you. I didn't know how you'd take it. And I'd

lost my nerve, damn it! the last few years. Thought you might just kick

me out, or set the police on me."

Anderson studied the speaker. His fair skin was deeply flushed; his brow

frowned unconsciously, reflecting the travail of thought behind it.

"What did you say to that gentleman the other night?"

McEwen smiled a shifty smile, and began to pluck some pieces of straw

from his sleeve.

"Don't remember just what I did say. Nothing to do you no harm, anyway.

I might have said you were never an easy chap to get on with. I might

have said that, or I mightn't. Think I did. Don't remember."

The eyes of the two men met for a moment, Anderson's bright and fixed.

He divined perfectly what had been said to the Englishman, Lady Merton's

friend and travelling companion. A father overborne by misfortunes and

poverty, disowned by a prosperous and Pharisaical son--admitting a few

peccadilloes, such as most men forgive, in order to weigh them against

virtues, such as all men hate. Old age and infirmity on the one hand;

mean hardness and cruelty on the other. Was Elizabeth already

contemplating the picture?

And yet--No! unless perhaps under the shelter of darkness, it could

never have been possible for this figure before him to play the part of

innocent misfortune, at all events. Could debauch, could ruin of body

and soul be put more plainly? Could they express themselves more clearly

than through this face and form?

A shudder ran through Anderson, a cry against fate, a sick wondering as

to his own past responsibility, a horror of the future. Then his will

strengthened, and he set himself quietly to see what could be done.

"We can't talk here," he said to his father. "Come back into the house.

There are some rooms vacant. I'll take them for you."

McEwen rose with difficulty, groaning as he put his right foot to the

ground. Anderson then perceived that the right foot and ankle were

wrapped round with a bloodstained rag, and was told that the night

before their owner had stumbled over a jug in Mrs. Ginnell's kitchen,

breaking the jug and inflicting some deep cuts on his own foot and

ankle. McEwen, indeed, could only limp along, with mingled curses and

lamentations, supported by Anderson. In the excitement of his son's

appearance he had forgotten his injury. The pain and annoyance of it

returned upon him now with added sharpness, and Anderson realised that

here was yet another complication as they moved across the yard.

A few words to the astonished Mrs. Ginnell sufficed to secure all her

vacant rooms, four in number. Anderson put his father in one on the

ground floor, then shut the door on him and went back to the woman of

the house. She stood looking at him, flushed, in a bewildered silence.

But she and her husband owed various kindnesses to Anderson, and he

quickly made up his mind.

In a very few words he quietly told her the real facts, confiding them

both to her self-interest and her humanity. McEwen was to be her only

lodger till the next step could be determined. She was to wait on him,

to keep drink from him, to get him clothes. Her husband was to go out

with him, if he should insist on going out; but Anderson thought his

injury would keep him quiet for a day or two. Meanwhile, no babbling to

anybody. And, of course, generous payment for all that was asked

of them.

But Mrs. Ginnell understood that she was being appealed to not only

commercially, but as a woman with a heart in her body and a good share

of Irish wit. That moved and secured her. She threw herself nobly into

the business. Anderson might command her as he pleased, and she answered

for her man. Renewed groans from the room next door disturbed them. Mrs.

Ginnell went in to answer them, and came out demanding a doctor. The

patient was in much pain, the wounds looked bad, and she

suspected fever.

"Yo can't especk places to heal with such as him," she said, grimly.

With doggedness, Anderson resigned himself. He went to the station and

sent a wire to Field for a doctor. What would happen when he arrived he

did not know. He had made no compact with his father. If the old man

chose to announce himself, so be it. Anderson did not mean to bargain

or sue. Other men have had to bear such burdens in the face of the

world. Should it fall to him to be forced to take his up in like manner,

let him set his teeth and shoulder it, sore and shaken as he was. He

felt a fierce confidence that could still make the world respect him.

An hour passed away. An answer came from Field to the effect that a

doctor would be sent up on a freight train just starting, and might be

expected shortly.

While Mrs. Ginnell was still attending on her lodger, Anderson went out

into the starlight to try and think out the situation. The night was

clear and balmy. The high snows glimmered through the lingering

twilight, and in the air there was at last a promise of "midsummer

pomps." Pine woods and streams breathed freshness, and when in his walk

along the railway line--since there is no other road through the Kicking

Horse Pass--he reached a point whence the great Yoho valley became

visible to the right, he checked the rapid movement which had brought

him a kind of physical comfort, and set himself--in face of that

far-stretching and splendid solitude--to wrestle with calamity.

First of all there was the Englishman--Delaine--and the letter that must

be written him. But there, also, no evasions, no suppliancy. Delaine

must be told that the story was true, and would no doubt think himself

entitled to act upon it. The protest on behalf of Lady Merton implied

already in his manner that afternoon was humiliating enough. The smart

of it was still tingling through Anderson's being. He had till now felt

a kind of instinctive contempt for Delaine as a fine gentleman with a

useless education, inclined to patronise "colonists." The two men had

jarred from the beginning, and at Banff, Anderson had both divined in

him the possible suitor of Lady Merton, and had also become aware that

Delaine resented his own intrusion upon the party, and the rapid

intimacy which had grown up between him and the brother and sister.

Well, let him use his chance! if it so pleased him. No promise whatever

should be asked of him; there should be no suggestion even of a line of

action. The bare fact which he had become possessed of should be

admitted, and he should be left to deal with it. Upon his next step

would depend Anderson's; that was all.

But Lady Merton?

Anderson stared across the near valley, up the darkness beyond, where

lay the forests of the Yoho, and to those ethereal summits whence a man

might behold on one side the smoke-wreaths of the great railway, and on

the other side the still virgin peaks of the northern Rockies, untamed,

untrodden. But his eyes were holden; he saw neither snow, nor forests,

and the roar of the stream dashing at his feet was unheard.

Three weeks, was it, since he had first seen that delicately oval face,

and those clear eyes? The strong man--accustomed to hold himself in

check, to guard his own strength as the instrument, firm and

indispensable, of an iron will--recoiled from the truth he was at last

compelled to recognise. In this daily companionship with a sensitive and

charming woman, endowed beneath her light reserve with all the sweetness

of unspoilt feeling, while yet commanding through her long training in

an old society a thousand delicacies and subtleties, which played on

Anderson's fresh senses like the breeze on young leaves--whither had he

been drifting--to the brink of what precipice had he brought himself,

unknowing?

He stood there indefinitely, among the charred tree-trunks that bordered

the line, his arms folded, looking straight before him, motionless.

Supposing to-day had been yesterday, need he--together with this sting

of passion--have felt also this impotent and angry despair? Before his

eyes had seen that figure lying on the straw of Mrs. Ginnell's outhouse,

could he ever have dreamed it possible that Elizabeth Merton should

marry him?

Yes! He thought, trembling from head to foot, of that expression in her

eyes he had seen that very afternoon. Again and again he had checked his

feeling by the harsh reminder of her social advantages. But, at this

moment of crisis, the man in him stood up, confident and rebellious. He

knew himself sound, intellectually and morally. There was a career

before him, to which a cool and reasonable ambition looked forward

without any paralysing doubts. In this growing Canada, measuring himself

against the other men of the moment, he calmly foresaw his own growing

place. As to money, he would make it; he was in process of making it,

honourably and sufficiently.

He was well aware indeed that in the case of many women sprung from the

English governing class, the ties that bind them to their own world, its

traditions, and its outlook, are so strong that to try and break them

would be merely to invite disaster. But then from such women his own

pride--his pride in his country--would have warned his passion. It was

to Elizabeth's lovely sympathy, her generous detachment, her free

kindling mind--that his life had gone out. _She_ would, surely, never be

deterred from marrying a Canadian--if he pleased her--because it would

cut her off from London and Paris, and all the ripe antiquities and

traditions of English or European life? Even in the sparsely peopled

Northwest, with which his own future was bound up, how many English

women are there--fresh, some of them, from luxurious and fastidious

homes--on ranches, on prairie farms, in the Okanagan valley! "This

Northwest is no longer a wilderness!" he proudly thought; "it is no

longer a leap in the dark to bring a woman of delicate nurture and

cultivation to the prairies."

So, only a few hours before, he might have flattered the tyranny of

longing and desire which had taken hold upon him.

But now! All his life seemed besmirched. His passion had been no sooner

born than, like a wounded bird, it fluttered to the ground. Bring upon

such a woman as Elizabeth Merton the most distant responsibility for

such a being as he had left behind him in the log-hut at Laggan? Link

her life in however remote a fashion with that life? Treachery and

sacrilege, indeed! No need for Delaine to tell him that! His father as a

grim memory of the past--that Lady Merton knew. His own origins--his own

story--as to that she had nothing to discover. But the man who might

have dared to love her, up to that moment in the hut, was now a slave,

bound to a corpse--

_Finis_!

And then as the anguish of the thought swept through him, and by a

natural transmission of ideas, there rose in Anderson the sore and

sudden memory of old, unhappy things, of the tender voices and faces of

his first youth. The ugly vision of his degraded father had brought back

upon him, through a thousand channels of association, the recollection

of his mother. He saw her now--the worn, roughened face, the sweet

swimming eyes; he felt her arms around him, the tears of her long agony

on his face. She had endured--he too must endure. Close, close--he

pressed her to his heart. As the radiant image of Elizabeth vanished

from him in the darkness, his mother--broken, despairing, murdered in

her youth--came to him and strengthened him. Let him do his duty to this

poor outcast, as she would have done it--and put high thoughts from him.

He tore himself resolutely from his trance of thought, and began to walk

back along the line. All the same, he would go up to Lake Louise, as he

had promised, on the following morning. As far as his own intention was

concerned, he would not cease to look after Lady Merton and her

brother; Philip Gaddesden would soon have to be moved, and he meant to

escort them to Vancouver.

Sounds approached, from the distance--the "freight," with the doctor,

climbing the steep pass. He stepped on briskly to a signal-man's cabin

and made arrangements to stop the train.

It was towards midnight when he and the doctor emerged from the

Ginnell's cabin.

"Oh, I daresay we'll heal those cuts," said the doctor. "I've told Mrs.

Ginnell what to do; but the old fellow's in a pretty cranky state. I

doubt whether he'll trouble the world very long."

Anderson started. With his eyes on the ground and his hands in his

pockets, he inquired the reason for this opinion.

"Arteries--first and foremost. It's a wonder they've held out so long,

and then--a score of other things. What can you expect?"

The speaker went into some details, discussing the case with gusto. A

miner from Nevada? Queer hells often, those mining camps, whether on the

Canadian or the American side of the border.

"You were acquainted with his family? Canadian, to begin with, I

understand?"

"Yes. He applied to me for help. Did he tell you much about himself?"

"No. He boasted a lot about some mine in the Comstock district which is

to make his fortune, if he can raise the money to buy it up. If he can

raise fifteen thousand dollars, he says, he wouldn't care to call

Rockefeller his uncle!"

"That's what he wants, is it?" said Anderson, absently, "fifteen

thousand dollars?"

"Apparently. Wish he may get it!" laughed the doctor. "Well, keep him

from drink, if you can. But I doubt if you'll cheat the undertaker very

long. Good night. There'll be a train along soon that'll pick me up."

Anderson went back to the cabin, found that his father had dropped

asleep, left money and directions with Mrs. Ginnell, and then returned

to his own lodgings.

He sat down to write to Delaine. It was clear that, so far, that

gentleman and Mrs. Ginnell were the only other participants in the

secret of McEwen's identity. The old man had not revealed himself to the

doctor. Did that mean that--in spite of his first reckless interview

with the Englishman--he had still some notion of a bargain with his son,

on the basis of the fifteen thousand dollars?

Possibly. But that son had still to determine his own line of action.

When at last he began to write, he wrote steadily and without a pause.

Nor was the letter long.

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