CHAPTER III.

HARDENING.

"My dear Kate, what a perfect paradise of a place you have here!" said

Lady Henmarsh to her young hostess, when, having made a tour of

inspection of the house, the two ladies found themselves alone in

Katharine's morning-room. "I had no notion Mr. Streightley meant to

_méner grand train_ after this fashion. You are a fortunate girl,

Kate, and I hope you understand and appreciate your luck."

Lady Henmarsh spoke with the accent of strong conviction, and looked

around her approvingly as she did so. She and Sir Timothy had arrived

by a midday train from London: the first hours after their arrival

had been passed in the manner usual on similar occasions,--in seeing

the house, dawdling about the gardens, and inspecting the hothouses;

and now the moment had arrived which Katharine and her guest had each

felt disposed to defer as long as possible--that of a _tête-à-tête_,

in which the discussion of the past and present must necessarily have

its place.

Katharine was standing by a window which opened like a door upon a

small perfectly-kept flower-garden, and looking musingly out upon the

fair expanse of park and woodland which stretched away into the

distance. Lady Henmarsh was looking at her with more curious scrutiny

than she had ventured to indulge in in the presence of others; and the

result of her examination was, that Katharine was more beautiful than

ever. The assured demeanour, the perfect gracefulness, the lofty ease

of manner, which had been perhaps a little too pronounced in the girl,

were perfectly in their place as attributes of the young matron, who

did the honours of her splendid house with faultless elegance and

_aplomb_. The taste and richness of her dress, the judicious

assortment of her ornaments, the air of dignity and calm which dwelt

about her, made her indeed a being to be regarded with almost

wondering admiration. And Lady Henmarsh admired and wondered--wondered

how she liked it all; wondered how she and Robert got on together;

whether he was afraid of Katharine (she put the question to herself in

just such plain words),--thought it very likely, all things

considered; wondered whether Katharine ever heard of Gordon Frere, and

what she thought of him if she did; and finally wondered whether she

might venture to question her on these points: but while the thought

passed through her mind the answer passed through it also, and Lady

Henmarsh knew perfectly well that she would never dare to mention

Frere's name to Mrs. Streightley.

"This room is perfectly exquisite," Lady Henmarsh began again; "and I

suppose you keep it strictly to yourself; that you give audience here,

queen of Middlemeads, when it suits you; but shut out the profane

vulgar,--eh, Kate?"

"Yes," answered Katharine carelessly; "it is a pretty room, and I use

it a great deal,--that is to say, Ellen and I."

"Ellen and you!" repeated Lady Henmarsh with profound astonishment.

"You don't mean to tell me, Katharine, that you have really taken to

be intimate with that uninteresting creature--that sheep-like young

lady, the veriest type of the most detestable class of society girls

that I have ever encountered! A silly, pious, underbred girl, engaged

to a vulgar missionary preacher! Really you amaze me, Kate. Perhaps,"

she said, with a covert glance at Katharine, and a strong effort

to be perfectly familiar and natural, dictated by an instinctive

feeling that she had lost ground with one whom she had formerly

influenced--"perhaps you are doing the model wife, acting on the

'love-me-love-my-dog' principle, and cultivating this very modest

flower for her brother's sake. If so, I admire you for it, Katharine.

I am glad to see you have a due sense of the value of 'thorough' in

you; there is no more precious quality; but I confess I did not expect

it."

Katharine had fixed her large bright eyes upon Lady Henmarsh at the

beginning of this speech with an expression of cold surprise, which

succeeded in making the speaker feel very uncomfortable before she

reached the end of it. A few moments elapsed before Katharine answered

gravely:

"Miss Streightley is a person whom I like and _esteem_. I fear I shall

never imitate her good qualities; but I am glad to know that I have at

least the grace to admire them. Of course, as Mr. Streightley's

sister, I should have shown her every attention; but such a duty soon

became a pleasure."

Katharine spoke in a cold and dignified tone, which produced an

exceedingly unpleasant effect upon Lady Henmarsh, whose face assumed a

certain comical expression, suggestive of an instantly-repressed

inclination to whistle. Her feeling towards Katharine had always

hovered on the borders of dislike; but from the present moment it

crossed them, and she never tried to deceive herself more about its

nature. She had been a party to the wound inflicted upon the pride of

this haughty woman; she had witnessed her suffering, had spoken to her

of her humiliation, had had cognisance of the "transaction" of this

marriage; and Katharine would never forgive her. In her she would find

a polished, hospitable, and attentive hostess, observant of every

social duty, and resolute against every attempt on her part to

reestablish an intimacy which had never been more than superficial and

of convenience. Lady Henmarsh perceived the state of the case clearly;

but as she had no feelings to be hurt in the matter, she took very

kindly to a hearty dislike of Katharine.

"It is a comfort to know that Ned has got what he wanted, at all

events," she thought, as she looked at the moody frown which had come

over Katharine's countenance as she spoke the last sentences; "and if

she's fool enough to _filer le parfait amour_ with this City lout and

all his kin, or hypocrite enough to pretend to do so, so much the

better,--things will be easier for Ned, and that's the main point."

But Lady Henmarsh said aloud, and with the most perfect suavity,

"My dear Katharine, you are surely not so silly as to suppose I blame

you for any attention to Mr. Streightley's sister. I daresay I shall

like her very much when I know her better; and I'm sure it's quite

charming to find you getting on so admirably with your people-in-law.

And now, I think, having seen as much of your beautiful house as I can

manage for to-day, I will disappear until dinner-time. I must look

after Sir Timothy. Thank you, dear; I know my way to my rooms. How

delightfully you have chosen for me, Kate! just the situation and

aspect I like best. Sir Timothy is perfectly charmed."

Lady Henmarsh, safely secluded within her own apartment, proceeded to

indite a piquant epistle to her "cousin Ned," in which she painted the

Streightley _ménage_ in colours highly agreeable to that gentleman's

feelings, and indulged herself with some of the ridicule of Ellen and

her brother, whose flow had been so peremptorily arrested by

Katharine. She knew that it would be rather agreeable than otherwise

to Mr. Guyon to be told, on the authority of an eye-witness, that his

daughter was perfectly happy; so she gave him that pleasant assurance,

inquired affectionately when he proposed coming to witness the

felicity of Middlemeads in person, and hinted that his presence would

add considerably to the attractions of that sojourn in her own

estimation.

Robert's reception of Sir Timothy and Lady Henmarsh had been all that

the most exacting guests could desire. The poor fellow felt unbounded

gratitude towards Lady Henmarsh, who had, as he said to himself,

"always been his friend,"--gratitude which it was a pleasure and a

relief to him to feel,--gratitude which he could not extend to Mr.

Guyon,--no; he was an accomplice, not a friend; and the tie between

them was, one of pain, which made itself felt, and of shame, to which

no effort, no triumph, could render him insensible. He was totally

ignorant of Lady Henmarsh's complicity in Mr. Guyon's manoeuvres; he

knew only that he had received the warmest welcome from her when his

pretensions were announced; that she had appeared to regard his

marriage as all that it should be; and even now that the prize was

won, the treasure he had paid so high a price for all his own, he

attached an unreasonable importance to Lady Henmarsh's presence, to

her approbation. He did not say so in plain terms to himself; but he

felt that she would support his cause with Katharine, that she would

lend him additional importance. In the timidity of his sore

conscience, he felt that it was a great thing to be strengthened by

the presence of a person unconscious and unsuspicious of the means by

which his success had been effected, and who had welcomed it on its

own merits. So little did he understand his wife's proud isolation of

heart, that he mistook her courtesy to her guest for respect for her

opinion, and looked to Lady Henmarsh's aid in gaining Katharine's

heart as ardently as he had hailed her support in his suit for her

hand.

The truth was just the opposite of that which Robert believed it to

be. From the moment Lady Henmarsh arrived at Middlemeads, Katharine's

mood underwent a change unfavourable to the prospect of domestic

happiness which had begun to dawn upon her. An atmosphere of

heartlessness and worldliness surrounded this woman; and then she was

associated in Katharine's mind with all the bitterness and humiliation

of the past. The pain, now grown almost old, began to revive again;

the restlessness and weariness of spirit, the terrible anger, the

unavailing self-contempt, which rendered Katharine unapproachable to

all, despite her suave and gracious manner, and especially to him who

had afforded her the occasion to incur it. These feelings did not

return in their intensity all at once; but their first approach to the

invasion of Katharine's heart was made when the girl perceived the

hardly veiled contempt with which her _ci-devant_ chaperone regarded

her spontaneous effort to be good and happy. It needed little to turn

the balance in which the fate of Robert and Katharine Streightley hung

at that moment, and Lady Henmarsh's disdainful touch did it. Not

directly--she had no direct influence with Katharine now--but

indirectly, by the pain of humiliating association, by the sudden

revival of the old bitterness, and the sense that all this was but a

sordid bargain after all. The evil leaven began its work when Lady

Henmarsh left Katharine, still standing by the window of her morning

room, in the self-same attitude in which she had stood by the window

in Queen Anne Street, and watched in vain for the coming of Gordon

Frere. She moved away at length, with a restless and impatient sigh,

and went to seek for Ellen.

Ellen Streightley had been rather frightened by Lady Henmarsh, whose

rapid talk on a variety of subjects removed from Ellen's comprehension

and experience had oppressed her considerably. She had accordingly

kept out of the way, since she had contrived to make her escape during

the tour of inspection; and Katharine ultimately discovered her in a

quiet corner of the library, deeply engaged in the manufacture of an

unspeakably hideous pair of embroidered slippers. She laid aside her

work at Katharine's approach, and they proceeded to discuss the time

and manner of Miss Gould's expected arrival on the ensuing day, Ellen

losing herself in conjectures as to what Katharine would think of

Hester, and what Hester would think of Katharine. She had most of the

discourse to herself, and also enjoyed a secret satisfaction in the

reflection that to-morrow she would have her friend--a more important

person than Lady Henmarsh--too, to make a fuss about. She wondered how

Robert could like that woman so much, and be so deferential to her;

she might be very grand and all that, but she had a way of making

people feel small and uncomfortable, which was not like a real

lady--not like dear Katharine, for instance; however, there was one

comfort, she could not put down Hester.

"Is Miss Gould likely to marry, Ellen?" asked Katharine in the course

of their conversation. "It would be a terrible take-in for the

fortune-hunters, you know, or rather you don't know, if the prize of

the season were found to be already won."

Ellen looked at her sister-in-law with the half-solemn, half-stupid

gaze habitual to her when she was puzzled. Katharine had never uttered

any such _banale_ sarcasm to her before; that she did so now was the

first symptom of the evil influence that was upon her.

"No," said Ellen slowly; "I do not think Hester ever cared for any

one; she gave all her mind, she used to say, to her work. But O,

Katharine, how nice it is to think that she can marry a man as poor as

Decimus now, if she likes!--that is the only thing that makes it worth

while to be an heiress, is it not?"

"I am not sure of that, Ellen," said Katharine; "it is a great

recommendation certainly, but heiress-ship has some other advantages

too. But there's the first bell; let us go and make ourselves

beautiful for Sir Timothy."

"And for Robert, Katharine," said Ellen archly; "but you are always

beautiful for _him_."

"Ay, she may marry a poor man if she likes," thought Robert's wife, as

she sat before a long glass in her room, and looked at her beautiful

face framed in the unbound masses of her glossy hair. "She may buy,

instead of being bought--that's all the difference; the distinction is

valuable, however."

* * * * *

Robert Streightley drove his sister to the station where he and

Yeldham had hired a trap on the occasion of their visit to

Middlemeads, to meet her friend on the day following Lady Henmarsh's

arrival. The drive was a pleasant one, for Ellen talked of Katharine,

with only occasional and brief interludes and digressions in favour of

the absent missionary; and Robert was ready to extend his sympathy to

his sister to a degree which would have seemed incredible to him a

short time before. He was very happy that day; his face showed the

gladness that was at his heart, as it reflected the smile with which

Katharine had nodded a farewell to him and Ellen, as the open carriage

passed the window where she was standing with her little white dog in

her arms. How bright and beautiful and girlish she looked! he thought;

how truly she harmonised with all around her! surely she was happy

now--happier than at first.

"There's the smoke, Nelly; we are just in time," said Robert; and in

another minute they were on the platform, and Ellen had caught sight

of Hester's dark eyes, with a smile of recognition in them, as the

train came slowly up, and stopped. Robert stood aside while the two

women exchanged their greeting, after the manner characteristic of

each; and during that brief interval he regarded Hester with some

interest and curiosity. He had not seen her since she had so

unexpectedly inherited her uncle's wealth,--he had hardly thought of

her; the old time in which they had been familiar, if not intimate,

seemed very far past now; he had lived all of his life that had been

worth living since then. It occurred to him now for the first time

that it might be curious to see how this young woman had borne a

transition which could hardly fail to be trying. In the first place,

he recognised that Hester Gould was elegantly dressed. He had become

skilful in such observation now; he who had not formerly had an idea

on the subject, and could not have told whether his sister was attired

in velvet or cotton; but his close attention to every thing in which

Katharine was concerned or interested, his ceaseless admiration of

her, his keen perception of every thing which adorned the beauty which

he worshipped, had educated his eyes, and he perceived at once that

Hester's toilette was perfect in its taste and appropriateness.

Nothing appeared in her which could annoy Katharine's refined ideas;

not the least touch of vulgarity, not the most transient embarrassment

or pretension of manner, nothing to convey the smallest suggestion of

the _nouveau riche_. With the same frank courtesy that she had

displayed in their former relations Miss Gould received her host's

welcome; with precisely the correct degree of interest she inquired

for Mrs. Streightley; and with a totally unchanged manner she entered

into conversation with Ellen, during the necessary delay which took

place while the servants were securing the luggage.

As they drove to Middlemeads, Robert talked with his guest of the

country around, of the gentlemen's seats which they passed, of the

Buckinghamshire backwoods, and other topics appropriate to the

occasion, but which had little interest for Ellen, who was anxious to

put one of her idols _en rapport_ with the other as soon as possible.

Hester had said something very civil, and perfectly sincere, about the

pleasure she anticipated from seeing Middlemeads, and was listening

attentively to Robert's anecdotes of the historical importance of the

place, when Ellen said, in her peculiar interjectional fashion,

"O yes, it's all most delightful, and ever so grand, Hester; so

different, you know, to Brighton and that, that I really should have

been half afraid of it if it hadn't been for Katharine. She is so

delightful, you can't think, Hester. I think she could make a cabin

feel like a palace. I do so long for you to see her."

"You forget that I have already seen Mrs. Streightley several times,

Ellen; and I cannot believe that my admiration can be increased on

better acquaintance."

Robert looked delighted, but surprised; and was just about to speak,

when Ellen began again.

"Yes, yes, I remember; you saw her at the famous _fête_--that _fête_

which I shall always think, in spite of Decimus, a most fortunate and

praiseworthy piece of worldliness and dissipation, for there Robert

fell in love with Katharine, and there I am sure Katharine fell in

love with him, though I have never got her to tell me any thing about

it--I suppose it's not the correct thing among fashionable people to

talk about falling in love!--and then you just had a glimpse of her on

her wedding-day; but I mean I want you to see her constantly in her

own house, and to admire her as we do."

"I could hardly venture to do that, Ellen," said Miss Gould, in a tone

which conveyed the lightest possible suggestion of ridicule of Ellen's

enthusiasm, and would, therefore, have betrayed to any one thoroughly

acquainted with Hester--supposing such an individual to exist--that

her temper was momentarily disturbed. She was instantly conscious of

the tone herself; and turning to Robert with unaffected good-humour,

she said:

"The occasions which Ellen mentions were not the only ones on which I

had the pleasure of seeing Mrs. Streightley. I think I know her by

sight longer than you do."

"Indeed! how was that?" asked Robert rather eagerly, for every thing

in the past, as in the present, which regarded Katharine had a potent

interest for him.

"I taught music to the Miss Morisons, who lived next door to Mr.

Guyon, during two seasons," said Hester simply; "and as they seized

upon every conceivable opportunity for neglecting their lessons, they

made it a point to rush to the windows to see Miss Guyon going out to

ride, and I never could resist the temptation of looking out with

them. I like to see a woman on horseback who looks and rides as she

does. I am not sure that I did not envy the gay cavalcade sometimes,

when I used to see them set off, and had to turn to 'one, two, three,

four--pray attend to your fingering,' and so forth, again."

"You will have horses in town too, Hester, won't you?" said Ellen;

"and have cavalcades on your own account, and gallant cavaliers to

escort you, as Katharine had?"

"I am not so sure of that," said Hester demurely; "the Morison girls,

who were very slang, used to talk about Miss Guyon's escort being

always the 'best' men in London; and there was a Mr. Frere--her

cousin, is he not?--whom they used to admire almost as enthusiastically

as they admired her. Caroline, who was horribly silly, used to quote

Tennyson's 'Guinevere' as they went by the windows: very appropriate

to a London street, was it not?"

"Look, look, Hester!" said Ellen, jumping up in the carriage, "there's

the first glimpse of Middlemeads;" and then the young lady occupied

herself with pointing out every detail of the approach, until the

carriage passed under the arch and drew up at the entrance, where

Katharine was standing in the open doorway, pleased to gratify her

sister-in-law to the utmost by the demonstrative kindness of her

reception of Miss Gould.

"We were in capital time, Katharine," said Ellen, as the three ladies

passed through the hall, "and had a delightful drive, hadn't we,

Robert? O, he's gone off to the library, I suppose."

Katharine was much pleased with Hester Gould, and the little party at

Middlemeads was apparently composed of the most harmonious elements.

The great heiress was naturally an object of curiosity in that

character; and Katharine was no more slow than Hester herself to

perceive that her guest's presence lent an additional attraction in

the eyes of the neighbourhood to the newly-mounted _ménage_ at

Middlemeads. It was not every country-house which had two such

specimens of womanhood to show,--the one so beautiful, the other so

rich; and the neighbourhood proved itself not undeserving of its

opportunities. Lady Henmarsh had experienced some not unnatural pangs

of apprehension lest the dignified dulness which her soul abhorred

should beset her at Middlemeads. She had had her doubts about Robert

Streightley's fitness for his new _rôle_ in society; she had dreaded,

she did not exactly know what, in Katharine; but her apprehensions

proved utterly unfounded. She did not care to look beneath the

surface, and that was all that could be desired. Mrs. Streightley

dispensed a splendid hospitality with perfect grace, and Robert had no

desire save that in all things her pleasure should be done. Her

pleasure was to fill her house with company, and to pass her life in a

round of such amusements as were attainable in the country, previous

to entering upon the London season with a brilliancy and splendour

which should convince the world that she was one of the most fortunate

persons in it, and leave herself no time to recur to any of the absurd

fancies which had once beguiled her for a little. How absurd they

were! She laughed at them now, and at herself; and yet the laugh was

not entirely real. And sometimes she would think of Hester Gould's

wealth with a dreadful pang of envy, but in which there was not an

atom of sordid feeling.

Hester Gould turned every hour of her stay at Middlemeads to account.

She was incapable of such a blunder as copying any one's manner; but

she studied the best types with which she was brought in contact, and

profited by them. She knew exactly the extent and value of such

personal attractions as she possessed, as well as she knew the exact

sum of money which she owned; she understood her own advantages and

defects to a nicety; she appreciated the utility of the interval thus

attained for studying phases of society hitherto unknown, before

entering on the great world; and she made the most of it. Impossible

to unite self-possession, simplicity of tastes and manners, and sound

common sense, more admirably than they were combined in Hester Gould.

Impossible to be more popular and more impenetrable. Had she been in

possession of all the truth, she could hardly have understood the

"situation" more clearly than she understood it, aided only by her

remarkable penetration and the quickening influence of concentrated

anger. Had her heart been concerned in the scheme in which she had

been defeated by the unconscious Katharine, and in which only her

brain and her will had been active, she would have felt more acutely

and more transiently; but as it was, her anger neither cooled nor

decreased. It was characteristic of Hester that her changed position

made not the least difference in her feelings. She knew that her

wealth gave her opportunities in comparison with which a marriage with

Robert Streightley would have been but a meagre triumph; she knew that

her defeat had been practically rendered no defeat at all by the freak

of fortune winch had endowed her with riches; but the knowledge had no

effect on her. The ruling principle of her character, the egotism of

an inflexible will, had suffered a deep wound, and she admitted no

balm in such considerations to heal it. Katharine's had been the hand

to deal this wound. As for Robert, "he never would have loved me," she

said in her heart; "but I should have married him for all that." And

she would punish Katharine--unless, indeed, fate should spare her the

trouble. Of this vicarious vengeance she discerned a promising

probability; for day by day she saw that Katharine was hardening. She

was satisfied to perceive the result, without analysing the process

very closely; and she discerned that her own presence, though the most

unexceptionable relations subsisted between her and her hosts, had as

sinister an influence as she could desire. She was not the woman to

employ unnecessary activity. If she could do mischief passively, so

much the better, so much the safer. Hester's character had received by

her defeat the impulse towards the development of evil which had

hitherto been wanting, and more than once she had to recall her

determination never to permit any passion to gain dominion over her.

Hitherto her will had been stronger than any indication of passion she

had ever felt; if it only proved so for the future, life would have no

great harm in store for her.

Lady Henmarsh had taken the young heiress under her especial patronage

(she had a genuine admiration for rich people); and before her visit

to Middlemeads had terminated, it was arranged that Miss Gould should

be promoted to the place vacated by Katharine, and should make her

_début_ in London society under the auspices of Lady Henmarsh.

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