CHAPTER X

What Maryan had told Kranitski about Darvid was true. The man was

engaged in real orgies of labor. His assistants and associates

were bending beneath it, and losing breath; he seemed more

untiring than ever: Counsels, meetings, accounts, balances,

correspondence, discussions with functionaries of the government,

of finance, and of industries, banks, bureaus, exchanges,

auctions, etc. And in all this appeared order, sequence,

punctuality, logic, lending to the course of these gigantic

interests the seeming of a machine with multitudes of wheels

moved by a force elemental, invincible. For even those who had

known him longest and most intimately, Darvid had become this

time a surprise; he had surpassed himself. The number of men was

continually increasing who began to look on him as on a rare

phenomenon of nature. Whence did the man get such uncommon mental

and physical vigor? From mid-day till hours which were far beyond

midnight he was unceasingly active. When has he time to sleep and

take rest? What is he seeking to reach? What will he reach? This

last question brought out before the imagination of men certain

summits of financial might, to be reared to such dizzy heights

for the first time in the history of the country. A giant of

mentality and energy. Some said: He is superhuman.

But in the immense number of men connected with Darvid by a net

of most varied relations there were some to whom he seemed a

curious enigma, representing a certain inveterate struggle, the

motives of which rested on the mysterious bases of his being.

That hurling of himself with greater force than at any time

hitherto into the whirl of occupations and business; that

exertion to the remotest limits of the possible, directed toward

one object of thought and energy, seemed to penetrating eyes, not

merely a thirst for acquisition and profit, but a desperate

conflict with something undiscovered and invisible. At that

moment of his life it seemed to some that Darvid was like a man

running straight forward and with all his might, because he felt

that were he to halt, something awful would seize him. Others

said, that he called to mind a man into whose ear some buzzing

insect had crept, and who was hiding in a factory filled with

uproar which was to drown the unendurable buzzing of the insect.

The truth was, that Darvid was building at that time, and with

iron labor, a wall between himself and the giantess whom, for the

first time in life, he had seen face to face, and very closely.

It was clear enough that he had always known, not merely of her

existence, but of this, that there was no power in the world more

familiar than that giantess; still, this knowledge of his had

been in a comatose condition, something separated altogether from

the every-day substance of life, and touching which there had

never been any need of thinking. Someone dies--a certain

acquaintance; a comrade in amusement; a famous, or unknown power

in the world--what do people say? A pity that he is gone! or, no

help for it! Well, what influence can the disappearance of that

man exercise on a given sphere of human action; on the course of

men's relations and interests? Life, like a rushing river, tears

all living men forward, and behind them, ever more distant,

remains that misty region, which is filled with the vanished and

forgotten. Who are they who, at any time, think of that misty

region, and look at the face of the giantess who reigns in it?

Priests, perhaps, devotees it may be; a few poets at times; or

people who sail on a slow and sad stream in life. Darvid had

never had time for such thoughts. The stream which bore him on

was rushing and roaring, glittering and turbulent.

But the giantess, because of her power, sprang over all golden

mountains--and came! He was thinking of this at the moment when

Kranitski saw him standing at the wall and squeezing into its

snowy drapery, just as a frightened insect might squeeze itself

into a cranny. That was a cranny in one more of his golden

mountains. In the great city, people had spoken with amazement of

the cost, well-nigh fabulous, of that last chamber of the

millionnaire's little daughter. He had means to do that and much

more. What are those means to him? He had vanquished enormously

great things in life, and he had immense power at that moment.

But of what use is that power to him, since something has come

which he cannot overthrow; something against which he can do

nothing, and which has struck him doubly--struck his heart with

pain, and his head with anxiety? What virtue is there in power

which cannot shield a man from suffering? And even suffering is

not important, since man can battle with it; but to shield

against annihilation! That, at which he was looking then so

nearly, was a sudden and merciless annihilation of life, blooming

in all its charm and with great fullness. Something out of the

air, something out of space, and from beyond boundaries

attainable by human thought, had rushed in and trampled down that

life fresh and beautiful. A power invincible--not to be bribed by

wealth, persuaded by reason, or vanquished by energy. A

mysterious power--the beginning and object of which were unknown,

which had flown in on silent wings and swept from the earth

everything that it wished to take; and, against this, there were

no means of resistance, or rescue. It seemed to him that the

gloomy rustle of giant wings was filling that snowy chamber of

the dead from edge to edge; and, for the first time in life, he

felt things beyond mankind and the senses. His breast, which had

breathed with pride; his head, which held one faith, the might of

reason, and that which reason can accomplish, were struck now by

an incomprehensible secret, which roused in him for the first

time a feeling of his own inconceivable insignificance. He felt

as small as an earth-worm must feel when on the grass along which

it is crawling--the shadow of a vulture falls as it sweeps

through the azure sky--and as the worm hides in the crack of a

stone, so he sank into the snowy folds of crape and muslin which

veiled the walls of that chamber. He felt as weak as if he were

not a man of strong will and splendid labor, but a little child

which is unable to push aside with its tiny fingers the terror

which is standing out in front of it. With his shoulders and one

half of his head sunk in the snowy folds, with his glance fixed

on the sleeping face of Cara, which was visible among the white

flowers, he said to her, mentally: "I can do nothing, nothing for

thee, little one! I can do much, almost anything; but for thee I

can do nothing!" Slender, grayish bits of smoke passed above her

sleeping face, and, impelled by invisible movements of air,

stretched in waving threads from her to him. Just at that moment

he saw Kranitski come from an inner apartment of the house and

kneel at the steps strewn with flowers. He looked; he recognized

the man, and felt none of those emotions which his name alone had

roused in him previously. What were human anger, hatred,

disagreement in presence of that immense something into whose

face he was gazing at that moment? What could Kranitski, hitherto

hateful to Darvid, be to him now, when he said to himself: "I

know not; I understand not; it is impossible to comprehend this;

and still it is real; since I--I can do nothing for thee, my

little daughter."

But this was not the only discovery which he was to make on that

occasion. He knew not how many hours he had passed in that

chamber, but he saw the dawn, which drew a blue lining beyond the

snowy folds which covered the windows, and then he saw the sun

which flooded it with molten gold; he heard clocks striking a

number of times in a chamber; one of these clocks was bass, and

announced the hours slowly somewhere behind him, while another

before him answered in a thinner and more hurried voice, till,

all at once, beyond the closed doors, in one of the

drawing-rooms, music was heard. Darvid knew what the meaning of

that was: another golden mountain which he had reared for the

"little one."

Much gold had been poured out in bringing those voices, the

chorus of which raised a hymn of prayer and sorrow above his dead

daughter. But previously the door was opened, and the white

chamber was half filled with the highest of the most brilliant

society in that city, showing signs of profound respect and

sympathy. Prince Zeno escorted Malvina Darvid, who was all in

tears and black crape. Maryan brought in the princess. Irene

entered, leaning on the arm of a young prince, celebrated for

beauty; next came stars of these three powers: birth, money, and

reputation. They were not many, since summits are always few in

number; slight sounds were heard of bringing, giving, and moving

chairs; there were whispers and the rustle of silk garments.

Black silks, laces, and crape; the black dress of men mixed with

glittering white; hands folded sadly on knees, or crossed on

breasts, with seriousness; faces sunk in thought--solemn

stillness. Meanwhile, out of silence in the adjoining chamber, to

the accompaniment of instrumental music, rose a grand funeral

hymn, given by a chorus of the most famous artists in the city.

The solemnity of the mourning, with its character of high life

and unusualness, roused admiration for the man who had given such

magnificent homage to his departed daughter. From out the

mountain of gold gushed a fountain of enchanting music, on which

that child sailed away beyond the boundaries of earthly

existence.

Darvid did not greet those who entered; and, for the first time

in life, perhaps, failed to meet the demands of society; they

also, respecting a frame of mind which they divined in him,

troubled the man in no way. He remained resting against the wall,

and, from a distance, resembled a silhouette outlined on it

darkly, as on a background. He looked on the brilliant assembly,

from which he was separated by half the chamber, and felt that he

was divided from those people by a space as great as if they were

at one end of the world and he at the other end. Those shadows

there whose names he knew, but who were nothing to him, and he

nothing to them. They might exist, or not; that was all one to

Darvid. Why had they come? Why were they there? Never mind, he

knew only this, that they did not exist for him, as he did not

for them. He was struck by the feeling of an immense vacuum,

which divided him from men. This vacuum was something like a

space which the eye could not take in, a space with two edges, on

one of which he was found, and they on the other. They were by

themselves, he was by himself.

The singing of the chorus rose in power, in thunders, then became

like nightingale voices heard in space, with notes clear and

resonant. Invisible movements of air passed along the crapes, and

the immense number of tapers, causing the flames on them to

quiver.

Darvid had not paid attention to music; he had never had time to

learn and to love it; but he felt that those tones were passing

into his vitals, moving the secret strata of his being, and

bringing them into movements unknown to him till that moment. He

looked at Cara's face, rising up among the white blossoms, and he

thought, or rather felt that, while those others seemed removed

by boundless space, she alone was very near to him. "Mine!" he

whispered. She alone. He did not know precisely how that could

happen, but mentally he placed that little head with golden hair

upon his shoulders, and said to it:

"Let us flee, little one! Thou didst ask me once what those

people were to me. Now I will tell thee that they are nothing. I

do not need them; they are strangers to me; with me they have no

relations whatever; thou alone art needful to me; thou alone,

such a sunray as I once saw on a journey and forgot, bright and

warm. Thou alone art mine! Let us go; let us flee together from

all and from everyone, for everything and all people are nothing

to you and me; they are strange, and distant."

Here he remembered that never and nowhere would he be able to go

with her, or to flee with her. He was joint possessor of a number

of railroads; he had the power to employ for himself alone a

number of trains passing over those roads; in the East, on a

gigantic river, his own vessels were sailing, in clouds of steam;

in one capital and another, and in this great city, swarms of

people inhabited his houses--still he could not take that

sleeping girl by land or by water, to any city, or to any house.

To his eyes, which were raised toward her, a biting moisture

began to come, and gathered into drops, a number of which flowed

down his cheeks, and were shaken in every direction by quiverings

of the skin.

But at that moment appeared on his lips the smile, which, as

people said, was bristling with pin-points.

"What is this? Is it exaltation?"

He discovered exaltation in himself. A few days before, nay, down

to that very night, he would have laughed at the supposition that

in him it could darken judgment and clear vision. He thought,

however, that a man is at times to himself the most marvellous of

all surprises. Under various influences forces spring up in him,

the presence of which he is farthest from suspecting. Darvid

discovered, now in himself, the thing most unexpected:

exaltation. The habit of a life-time; that which he had always

considered as an unshaken conviction, rose now with loud laughter

at itself. Will he begin now as a poet to write a threnody over

his dead daughter, or like a monk yield himself to thoughts about

death? Misery! Earlier, that word had occurred more than once to

him, but only now does it career through his head freely. Still,

he will not let exaltation master him. He must stand erect and

look at things soberly.

He straightened himself; removed his shoulders from the wall;

calmed his face and glance; by strength of will brought a

greeting smile to his lips; and moved toward his guests. The

moment the hymn stopped he gave his hand to those present, in

very polite welcome, and thanked them with a few, but pleasant

phrases. This was the beginning of one of those herculean

struggles, the like of which he had fought many times in the

past. This, in its farther course, had an orgie of labor, which

he continued for a number of weeks, and which roused admiration,

or curiosity, in every on-looker.

One day, between his return from the city and the hour of

reception, he was standing in the blue drawing-room at the

window, thinking: What that peculiar movement was which on

returning from the city he noted while walking up the stairway.

Porters were bearing out articles of some sort, which he did not

examine, but which seemed to him pictures, and other things also.

Was Maryan leaving the house? Perhaps. It was impossible to

foresee what that self-sufficient and stubborn youth was capable

of doing. But whatever happened he would not yield, and he would

permit no longer that vain method of life, with its mad excesses,

excesses which are costly. But in those recent hours everything,

not excepting Maryan, had concerned him considerably less than

before. Why was this? He did not answer that question, for he

heard a noise of steps, and a whisper:

"Aloysius!"

He looked around. It was Malvina greatly changed. Beneath her

hair, dressed with stern simplicity, her forehead was furrowed

with a dark, deep wrinkle; the corners of her pale mouth were

drooping; on the back of her head a heavy roll of hair, coiled

carelessly, dropped to her dress of black material, which was

almost like the robe of a religious. She stood in the descending

darkness, some steps from him. She had pronounced his name, but

was unable to go further. Her white hand, resting on a small

table, trembled; her head was inclined, and she raised to him

eyes which were dim but had a painfully timid and anxious

expression. They looked at each other for a moment, and then he

inquired:

"In what can I serve?"

The question was polite and formal. After a moment of hesitation,

or of collecting her strength, she began:

"Irene and I are to leave here in a few days. It is impossible

for me to do this without speaking to thee, Aloysius. I have

waited for a convenient moment, and seeing thee here, I have

come."

She was silent again. She breathed quickly, and was excited.

Standing toward her in profile, the definite and sharp outline of

his face was fixed on the background of the window, beyond which

was darkness; he inquired:

"What is the question?"

She answered in a whisper:

"Be patient--this is hard for me--"

And as if fearing to exhaust that patience for which she was

begging, the woman began hurriedly, and therefore without order,

to say:

"A common misfortune has struck us--thou hast been, Aloysius, so

kind, so immensely loving to our poor Cara--when I go from here

with, thou wilt be so much alone--Maryan has some project of

travel--so perhaps--if it were possible--if thou couldst forget

the past--I do not know even--forgive--if thou shouldst wish, I

and Irene would remain--"

While speaking she gained some courage; some internal motive was

to be felt in her, which forced her to speak.

"I will not try to justify myself before thee, Aloysius, nor to

deny that I am guilty--I will say only this, that I, too, was

unhappy, and that my fault has caused me dreadful suffering. I

wished to say to thee, Aloysius, that, perhaps, even on thy part

also, for thou didst not know me--that is, thou didst know my

face, my eyes, my hair, the sound of my voice, and they pleased

thee, hence thou didst make me thy wife, but thou didst not know

my soul, and didst not wish to be its confidant, or its defender.

This soul was not devoid of good desires; not without some small

beginning of heartfelt happiness--though it was the unfortunate

soul of a woman attacked by wealth and idleness. But thou,

Aloysius, didst make a rich woman of a girl who, though poor and

a toiler, held her head high--thou didst make her a rich and

unoccupied woman, who--was left to herself at all times. Still,

it was thy wish and demand that I should represent thy name in

society with the utmost effect; thy name; thy firm, as thou didst

call it."

She was silent, for her eyes met his smile which was bristling

with pin-points.

"It seems to me," said he, "that in this tragic piece which it

pleases thee to play, the role of villain will fall to me."

"Oh, no!" cried she, clasping her hands. "Oh, no! I did not wish

to complain of thee in any way, or to make reproaches--I have not

the right--but--I think that since all of us in this world are

guilty in some way, and life is so sad, and all is so--poor, it

would perhaps be better to forgive each other--to yield, to

renounce. This is what I think, and though my pride is wounded

this long time because all that I must use is thine, I yield, and

I will use it, though my only wish is to go from here, to

withdraw from the world, to vanish forever in some lonely

corner--"

Her voice quivered, shaken by sobbing, but she restrained herself

and finished:

"I will renounce this desire, and remain, if--only thou wish--if

only thou wilt not despise me--"

With his profile outlined more and more sharply on the

window-pane, which grew darker from the gloom, he answered, after

a moment of silence:

"I have not the strength for it. I am very sorry; but in me is

not stuff to make the hero of a Christian romance. Thou hast

perfect freedom of movement; Krynichna belongs to thy daughter.

Thou mayst vanish with her in that 'lonely corner,' in which I

cannot wish pleasant lives to you, or remain and live here as

hitherto, which I could understand better; but in no case--"

He stopped suddenly, and was silent.

While speaking with that woman he had felt beneath his throat a

coil of snakes stifling him, but in his brain certain memories

were sounding, as it were voices, the echo of something distant.

This echo issued from that woman's features, changed and faded,

though the same in which on a time he had fixed his eyes with

rapture, from the sound of her voice, which, at all times, had

possessed for him a charm beyond description. His head, as if

pressed by something above him and invisible, dropped with an

almost indiscernible movement. Shall he forgive? And what would

the result be? An idyl? Harmony? A return to family happiness?

Folly!

That can never be. Only one thing in this world is undoubted and

indestructible: a fact. A fact has taken place, and there is no

power in existence to cause that fact not to be. All views except

this are exaltation! After a moment of silence he finished coldly

and with deliberation:

"In no case can my feelings, or our relations be subject to

change."

She rested her hand against the table more firmly, and bent her

head lower--through that head were still wandering certain

thoughts of a return to pure womanly honor through expiation,

through yielding obediently to the will of the offended.

Then she began in a very low voice:

"Can I aid thee in any way?"

After a moment of silence he answered:

"No."

"Can I be of use to thee in anything?"

He was silent a little longer, and said:

"No," a second time.

The profile which had been turned to her was looking now through

the window-pane to a ruddy cloud, which was moving on in darkness

above the roof opposite, that cloud reminded him of something.

She looked at him, and, after a moment, added:

"Our daughter will write to thee, Aloysius."

He interrupted her, hurriedly:

"Thy daughter!"

She began in astonishment:

"Irene--"

He knew now that that ruddy cloud moving over the darkening sky

reminded him of Cara. He turned his face toward the face of the

woman standing there.

"Irene is thy daughter," said he--"for what meaning have

blood-bonds when there are no others? I had a child who was my

own--"

At that moment desire for revenge boiled up in him; the desire to

crush, so he finished:

"And I lost her--through thee!"

"Through me?"

Her questioning cry was full of amazement.

"Thou knowest of nothing then? They have hidden it from thee? A

proper regard for the delicate nerves of a woman! But my rude

nerves of a man feel the need of sharing this knowledge with thy

nerves."

Slowly and emphatically he uttered his words; words which, from

moment to moment, were hissed through his pallid lips, and thus

he concluded:

"Once thy daughter had an interesting conversation with me; a

very interesting conversation about--everything which took place

in our family idyl. The little girl, hidden behind some

furniture, heard the conversation, and became mentally

disordered--oh! temporarily, of course, and this would have

passed, but under its influence she exposed herself to the cold

night air so as to die. Inflammation of the lungs was complicated

by mental disorder. Her death--was suicide."

The last words went out of his straitened throat in a suppressed

whisper, still they were so definite as to be heard in every part

of the great chamber. They were deadened, however, by the

overpowering shriek of the woman and the noise made as her body

fell to the floor. Pani Darvid's knees bent under her, and

dropping, with her face in her hands, her head struck the corner

of the table near which she had been standing. At that moment

Irene shot into the chamber; like a skylark, flying forward to

defend its little ones, she ran to her mother, and surrounding

her bent form with both arms, she raised to her father a face

covered with a flood of tears.

"A needless cruelty, father," cried she. "Ah, how I hid this from

her; how I tried to hide it! This is a needless cruelty! I

thought that a man as wise as thou would do nothing so uncalled

for. But thou hast committed a vileness!"

Darvid made an abrupt movement, but restrained himself, and with

his face toward the window he heard the retreating footsteps of

the two women. There was a second of time during which he turned

his head, and his lips moved as if some word, a name was to

escape from him. At that moment the two women, holding to each

other, moved slowly through the next drawing-room, advanced in

the increasing darkness, and vanished. He uttered no word. What

was his feeling when she shrieked and struck her head against the

edge of the table? Was it pity? Perhaps. Was it a quiver of

sorrow for that past which had left him forever, and for that

daughter who went out with the word "vileness" hanging on her

lips? Perhaps. But he said nothing; he uttered no name. He

remained alone. It was silent around him and empty. Emptiness

occupied that part of space beyond the window, for the rosy cloud

which had passed there a while before had vanished. The figure of

Darvid standing at the window became darker in that gloom, which,

growing denser, dimmed and then concealed the white, the blue,

and the gilding of the great drawing-room. By degrees the lines

of his face became invisible; his trembling hands and the quiver

of the skin on his cheeks were no longer to be distinguished, and

Darvid appeared on the gray background of the window as a narrow

and perfectly black line. He did not go away, for he was riveted

there, fixed in thought, filled with amazement. In this way, in

this manner then, all things on earth are ended. Those invisible

giants, Death, Insanity, Anguish, Rage, go about the world

trampling, crushing, rending, and no man has power to arrest

them! He had never thought about those giants. How could he? Was

he a philosopher? He had not had time to think. Now he was

thinking, and at the bottom of his stony meditation he beholds a

pale, dreadful visage. Something which recalls a Medusa-head,

which he had seen some time in a picture. It has struggled out of

raging waves, and is resting on them face upward; its hair is

torn; its gaze has endless depth; and on its blue lips is a

jeering smile. What is it jeering at? Perhaps at the grandeur of

the man who appears as a narrow line on the gray background of

that window, black, and alone as he is, in the gathering gloom

and the silence?

Now something soft and timid touches his feet, and he sees a

little dark point moving. He stoops and calls:

"Puffie!"

At the floor was heard thin barking. Puffie had always barked

that way to call the attention of his mistress.

Darvid bent low with his hand on the silky coat, and repeated:

"Puffie!"

Then he straightened himself, and, leaving the window, called

several times in succession:

"Puffie! Puffie!"

The black line moved on, in the gray darkness, through two

drawing-rooms, and behind it, on the floor, rolled the dark small

ball-like object, till a space of bright light gleamed before

them. This was the widely open door of his clearly lighted study.

In the door the footman pronounced loudly a name, at the sound of

which Darvid's step quickened. At last the man had returned--the

envoy, the agent, the hound had come hack! Beyond doubt he brings

favoring news, otherwise he would have no cause to come. Hence,

that colossal business; that immense arena of toil and struggle,

through which an enormous vein of gold runs, may belong to

Darvid. How timely this is! The business will freshen him; snatch

him out of the evil dreams into which he has fallen for some time

past. Indeed, all these exaltations, all these elements of

feeling, which have risen in him with such power, are an

unwholesome and nervous dream, out of which he must shake himself

and return to clear, sober, sound reality.

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